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#but i can't and my soul will never know peace
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chris x black earthy/boho!reader
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IN WHICHโ€ฆY/n finds a peace of mind with her lover, and his two brothers.
WARNINGS: nothing besides smoking.
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5 a.m.
It was 5 a.m on a Sunday and Y/n couldn't sleep, her mind racing intangible thoughts. With a sigh she carefully sits up, attempting to not wake up her sleeping boyfriend. She successfully does so and begins moving around the room, gathering the items she would need.
She exits the room once she gathers everything, and walks down the hallway, peaking into the guest room to check on Nick and Matt. They decided to come over with Chris and ended up spending the night. She didn't have a problem with it, always hating being alone.
She found their company relieving.
Seeing that the two are still sound asleep, she continues her trek through the big house. She arrives in the kitchen where she grabs a bottle of kombucha out of the fridge, making her way outside barefoot.
She shudders as the crisp california air nips at her skin, not use to the cold that comes in the early morning, and leaves before it even hits 12 p.m. She takes a seat on her poolside couch and sets up her camera, pressing record before rolling up.
"It's currently 5 a.m. and I couldn't sleep, so I decided to come outside and journal while the sun rises." She speaks to the camera softly, her eyes trained on the grinded-up plant in front of her. "The boys spent the night and are currently still sleeping. It was nice having them over, not having to be alone." She lights the joint and inhales the smoke, holding it in for a few seconds before exhaling.
"I'm not sure why I hate being alone so much, I think it's because I came from a big family and I'm not used to quiet...Granted it's never quiet considering my thoughts are always loud but I digress." She stops talking and flips open to an empty page, starting to write all of her thoughts and feelings down. She leaves the camera rolling, figuring she would just make it a time-lapse with some copyright-free neo-soul music playing over it.
She wasn't a typical YouTuber, never doing big fancy things and showing off. She was a more peaceful and serene one, her videos consisting of her lifestyle and talking about her feelings.
Her videos that have done well so far are her lifestyle vlogs, the main points being her smoking, painting, cooking, and shopping for crystals. It seems as if the viewers also love her monthly vinyl reviews, finding the way she expressed her love for music interesting.
That's how Chris found her.
He was looking for a YouTube video to watch before bed and he saw a thumbnail of hers. She was smoking in the thumbnail, a wall of vinyl's behind her as the title read, "fav vinyls this month".
He won't lie, he clicked on it because she was pretty, but he stayed for her personality and the raw emotions she expressed as she talked about the Fugees.
To say the least he went down a rabbit hole and watched all her videos that night, adding some of her favorite songs to a playlist.
Speaking of the boy...
She turned around hearing the patio door open, a soft smile gracing her face seeing her half-asleep boyfriend making his way towards her. "Why the hell are you up so early? And why did you leave me?" He questions plopping down next to her. "Couldn't sleep and I didn't want to bother you with my tossing and turning...Why are you up so early?"
"You know I can't sleep without you." He fixes her legs so he can lay in between them, sighing out as his head meets her soft and plush thighs. She smiles softly and runs her nails along his scalp, caressing his face at the same time. "What were you thinking about?" He mumbles when he notices the journal and pen.
She shrugs, "I'm not sure... My mind was just loud." He opens his eyes and looks up at her in worry. She notices and shakes her head, "Nothing bad, don't worry baby." He nods and relaxes back against her body.
The two lay on the couch in comfortable silence as they experience the twilight, listening to the birds chirp as they awaken from their peaceful slumber. The pool rumbles softly as it begins to clean itself, the water rippling due to the vibrations.
"This is nice," she looks down hearing Chris's groggy voice. "Hm?''
"I said this is nice... Laying here and watching the sunrise with you, not having to worry about what the day brings." She hums in agreement and watches as the skies turn from dark blue to hues of pink, purple, and orange.
The sunrise reflects off of the rippling water of the pool, casting a warm glow on the two bodies. Y/n tilts her head back as she basks in the warm rays. It seems as if her thoughts finally quieted down, giving her a chance to be calm.
Chris stares at his girlfriend, his heart swelling in admiration seeing her in her natural habitat. He truly believed she wasn't meant to be in LA. She was meant to be somewhere that had a bunch of greenery, somewhere that had a waterfall right under the sun so she could bask in it like a cat. Somewhere where she could be free and at peace.
"I can feel you staring at me," she looks down at Chris whose face has a hue of red. "Just admiring you. I can't admire my girlfriend now?" She giggles and motions for him to sit up. She pulls him into a soft kiss, enjoying the warmth of his lips.
"It's six thirty and you two are already being gross." The couple pulls away and looks at a half-awake Nick, and a sluggish Matt. The two make their way over and sit on the ground in front of the couch. "Shut up, I was enjoying time alone with my girlfriend since you two decided to crash last night." Y/n watches as Chris and Nick go back and forth, their banter not making sense since they are both still tired.
"Can both of you shut the hell up? It's early and you two are bitching for no reason." Matt grunts. Chris huffs before settling back down against Y/n, burying his face in her stomach. He kisses the brown skin before fiddling with her waist beads.
The quad dives into a conversation, not talking about anything important per say but just talking. They soon fall into silence, enjoying the peace before they have to go back to their busy lives. Not long after, Y/n's brown cat Janelle, joins them causing Matt to gasp in excitement.
As he plays with her, Y/n rolls another blunt. "I wish I could do this every day. Your house just makes me feel at home." Nick breathes out.
"That's funny considering I only find it to be homey when you guys are here." She grabs her lighter and sparks the pink wrap, inhaling it before handing it to Chris. She watches as the smoke cascades in the sun, creating shapes of different sizes.
"Wouldn't it be crazy if we all just lived with each other?" Matt voices, his tone light as he plays with the cat.
"I wouldn't be opposed to it...We are always with each other anyway." Nick adds.
"I would like that honestly," Chris eyes Y/n as she speaks, his heart racing at her words. He knows it's too soon, the two of them have only been with each other for 7 months. However he knows she's the one, his family loves her, his friends love her, he loves her. She came into his life and watered him like a plant, helping him bloom into something more.
"Fuck it, let's do it!" Everyone turns to Chris in surprise.
"Huh?"
Chris sits up and turns his body towards Y/n, "Let's move in with each other...I mean you hate living alone and we are always over anyway. Let's move in with each other."
"Are you sure Chris?" Y/n wants to scream and dance in excitement at the thought of her best friends and boyfriend living with her, but the sensible part of her isn't sure. Granted they have been friends for a year but she and Chris have only been dating for 7 months. "Yeah, I don't have a problem living with you, I think it would be great... I want this relationship to go somewhere...I think you're the one for me."
Y/n feels her eyes burning as the salty tears form, slowly descending down her face. Chris chuckles and pulls the girl into him, holding her tightly.
They all sit in silence, letting Y/n get her emotions out.
After a few minutes, Y/n sniffles and pulls away from Chris.
"Yeah."
"Yeah?"
"I'm in... I want you guys to move in with m-" Before she can finish her last word, she's dogpiled by the three boys, all of them laughing and shouting in excitment.
"Yes! This is so exciting! I'm going to love having a fully decorated house!"
"I get to see Janelle every day!"
"And I get to love on you every day!" Chris pulls her into a deep kiss, ignoring the groans of Nick and Matt.
The two brothers stand up and walk back into the house, leaving the couple alone once again.
They pull away from the kiss, their foreheads touching as they look each other in the eyes, both of their bodies full of love and tranquility.
"I love you," Chris whispers, his voice holding nothing but affection.
"I love you too"
The two lean in once again, their lips touching softly and tenderly.
The sun shines directly in front of them, the camera only able to see the silhouettes of the lovers.
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makenna-made-this ยท 3 months
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Feel like shit just want them back
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arttrampbelle ยท 10 months
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Shang,my Man has his priorities right?
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Shang is a god of time and space now and has no use for the crown. But lose his dragon bong,all of a sudden it's the end of times.
"You fucking lost the weed honey?!" "How else am i gonna cope with American gaming corporate now?"
(Used a base)
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tsunadadudi ยท 2 years
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Being in love has me looking at nail polish bc Iโ€™m genuinely in love with it now
Love is great actually
Iโ€™m loving myself alongside him
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โœง cw :: gn!reader, angst + comfort (bc y'all asked nicely), reader cries a little :), it's a part two to this (please read first) !!
โœง a/n :: @ka0ila & @iam-thevillain-of-thisstory + the ppl asked for a pt two, so here it is !!
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โ€œyou're late.โ€
you nearly jump at the voice, not expecting any sounds to come from the dark place, way too cold to call home. you only note the laziness of his words, and how deeply they come from him.
it's past his bedtime, and he's exhausted. the hurt part of you hates how deeply his mannerisms are engraved into your mind.
you walk towards the stairs, determined to make it to bed without sharing a singular word with him. it's then when you see his figure sitting right there, blocking your path.
โ€œwhere were you?โ€ the red of bakugou's eyes is tinted darker, more bloodshot as he looks at you. you hope your own aren't as red after having cried your soul out at mina's. you half wish you'd accepted her offer to crash there for the night, for you didn't know how exactly this night could go.
โ€œaway from you. isn't that what you wanted?โ€
the response nips at him and he remembers the words he'd spat at you. you watch how he plays with his hands, smoothing over the rough skin and the thought is almost hilariousโ€” he looked nervous.
โ€œiโ€” i didn't mean it, y/n. any of it. i was angryโ€” and i'm sorry.โ€
while you were burning in hurt and rage and bitterness and overwhelming sorrow as mina hugged you, you'd listened to your heart beg him for an apology. and now, after it being thrown out, it doesn't hold the same weight as you'd like.
โ€œuntil when, bakugou?โ€ he winces at the use of his last nameโ€” he was never โ€˜bakugouโ€™ to you. โ€œyou're sorry until something goes wrong at work again? you're sorry until i โ€˜start yapping' again? until you can't stand to look at my face?โ€
while he can't look you in the eyes anymore, let alone answer you, you feel the lump in your throat solidify.
โ€œmove out of the way, bakugou. i need sleep.โ€
you climb up a step, and the only movement bakugou makes is to stand up.
โ€œy/n, please. pleaseโ€” stay.โ€ the fragility makes itself known in both your voices and you're too tiredโ€” your heart is too heavy to fight, to protest.
โ€œbaโ€” katsuki, i'm tired. you yank me about at your will, and i'm so tired. all i've done is stayโ€” endureโ€” and all it has gotten me is here.โ€
he inhales sharply at the sorrow in how you say his name and it shatters him to see just how hopeless you lookโ€” all because he can't keep his damn temper in check.
โ€œi'm sorry. please, i'llโ€” i'll do anythingโ€” just don't leave. i'll get help, i'll come home earlierโ€” i'll listen. just, one more chance, please.โ€
moments pass and the tears well up looking at his face, the prettiest face you've ever laid your eyes on. it pricks at you, watching him ask so softly.
you're weak, and you're so helplessly in love with him.
โ€œi only have one more chance in me to give.โ€
bakugou exhales, moving slowly toward you. it's when you feel his arms wrap around you for a hug, that you feel your muscles ease up for the first time in so long. your own arms wrap around him, hands grasping at the back of his shirt, and he clings onto you like his life depends on it.
the smell of himโ€” of homeโ€” is what causes the tears to finally fall. his shirt catches them and you nuzzle more into him, the thought of letting go seeming unfathomable. you can't remember the last time he'd touched you, let alone held you so close, but you try and hold onto what it feels like. what being at home feels like.
katsuki shuts his eyes, keeping his tears in. as he whispers his apology, he swears to himself he'll never make you cry so much again.
it's the sound of his heartbeat that stops your tears and lulls you to peace, and the warmth seeps back into your home that allows your broken hearts to mend in silence.
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โœง โ€” thank you for reading !! rbs and feedback are greatly appreciated <3
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quimichi ยท 6 months
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do you still do twisted wonderland requests? if so can i request self aware dorm leaders being called "good boy"??
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ใ€Ž โ†ณโœง๏ฝฅ๏พŸ CALLING THE DORM LEADERS YOUR GOOD BOY ;
Dorm Leaders x Creator!Reader
Riddle - Off with your head!
"Do you enjoy your tea?"
"Mm. The tea is most delicious, Yuu. " Riddle speaks with the utmost sincerity, his words sweet and grateful. Even though his tea cup has long been empty since he finished it, he holds it in his hand, his gaze fixed on it lovingly. He looks up at you, his head still bowed in worship, adoration. He smiles, his eyes warm and bright, all of his adoration and fondness directed towards you.
"Im glad my good boy likes his tea" you smile warmly at him before sipping at your own tea again. Riddle's smile widens, and he bows his head further.
Your good boy.
He looks up at you, his worship and fondness directed towards you, and he speaks, his voice soft and low.
"Thank you, Yuu. I adore you, you know?"
"I adore you, Riddle" his face flushes as he sits before you. He bows his head and lowers his gaze like he always does at your touch, but, with his skin now slightly red, he smiles softly to himself.
He shifts slightly. This feels so safe here.
"As long as you adore me, Your Graceโ€ฆ I am complete." At least one person treats him right in his life, unlike HIS MOTHER.
Leona - The king, huhโ€ฆ?
"Enjyoing your nap?" "Huh?" Leona glances around. He was indeed enjoying a peaceful nap before the sudden voice. Leona is often sleeping when you see him, but that is partly because he spends most of his time in your room. He sleeps there more than anywhere else.
He stretches, his limbs feeling heavy as he wakes up. He yawns, and nods his head as he responds. "Oh, yes. I was." "Did my good boy at least sleep well?"
"Yes," he says immediately, a flush spreading over his cheeks. He hates how much emotional control you had gained over him in the past month's. And damn you for calling him thatโ€ฆ"I did."
He is embarrassed to admit that his night had been pleasant and pleasant dreams had come to visit him while he slept. His dreams are often full of your voice, your face, and sometimes even your touch.
These thoughts send his heart into overdrive in an instant. Fuck you for making him falling for you. You damn herbivore.
He is utterly enraptured by you. There's a strange glint in his eyes, an intensity that burns deep into his soul. Need, greed, want.
"Hm," he nods slowly, the only word he can manage before turning around in your bed and going back to sleep.
Azul - How poor and unfortunate you are
Azul's eyes flicker with uncertainty, but he would never hesitate to obey your instructions. Come closer to youโ€ฆits simple, yet so hard. "Yes," he whispers, and he rises to come to you. His feet are swift and silent as he crosses the space separating you, his eyes ever vigilant for your every command.
"Sit with me" you said gentle. Despite whatever doubts Azul may have had moments before, they are quickly forgotten as soon as you command him to sit. Without another word, he lowers himself to sit beside you in obedience. His lips curve into a small smile as he gazes at you, happy to be near you.
Luckily Jade and Floyd aren't around, if they would, he already would've been teased into the ground.
"Youre my good boy aren't you Azul~?" with your hand on his cheek, your hot breath on his ear, who is he to say disagree. Once again, Azul flinches at your approval, but he can't disagree. "Of course, Yuu" he answers in a soft voice.
He smiles at you, and you can almost swear he's a child in his demeanor. He is utterly and completely devoted to you. Your approval is like the sun in the sky to him.
"I'm your good boy."
Kalim - Sing, dance!
"You seem tired" your soft voice lurrs him to you, he wants nothing more to lay in your arms now. "Yes," Kalim mumbles before trailing off. He blinks as if the idea hadn't occurred to him before. That party maybe wasโ€ฆa little to much
Yet, the moment the thought comes to him, it is the only feeling that consumes him; he is consumed with the weariness of his day.
Kalim's eyelids close, as if he has only now realized that he should have been sleeping this whole time, and he leans forward to rest his head on your lap.
"Iโ€ฆ wish to sleep," he whispers, "with youโ€ฆ"
"My good boy can finally sleep now" At your command, kalims's eyes flutter closed, and he allows himself to settle into a much-needed sleep.
The only sound he emits from that point onward is a low, contented hum as he falls into the deep, peaceful slumber that you have granted him. After all his favorite pillows will always be your thighs. You wouldnt mind sitting there all night just for him to rest comfortably, although Jamil would lecture you both the next morning.
But Kalim couldn't care less, as he falls asleep with the lovliest words ever said to him echoing in his mind, good boy
Vil - Every rose has its thorn. But isn't that part of their charm?
"Rough day?" Of course he had a rough day, once again Neige seems to be better fkmor everyine else again. He didn't get the model job he so long waited for "Yes," Vil replies, gracefully dropping in front of his mirror. There is a tension to his tone, as if there is something he wants to say but cannot bring himself to admit. He looks up at you, his gaze sharp and piercing as if trying to gauge some kind of mood.
He gently removes his make up before he speaks again "I cannotโ€ฆ I meanโ€ฆ"
"I," Vil tries again. He bites his lip, and his gaze flicks back to his thighs. His fists are clenched, and he fights back the urge to punch something, anything, to let out the frustration.
His voice is barely above a whisper, but you can hear him. If only he could articulate what needs to be said. If only he did not choke on his words, as if something is caught in his throat.
"How long," he rasps, "until I'm worthy enough for everyone?"
You careful went over to him and hug his back while looking into his eyes trough the morror, "My good boy, youre more than enough for me.." Vil sighs, the sound of release escaping his lips. He can feel his chest loosen along with the tension that he'd been holding onto, and the anxiety that had been building up seems to melt away with the hug.
Nobody in this world is as perfect as you.
Idia - Dun-da-da-da-dun! Level up!
"Are you busy right now?" Idias eyes flick up from the computer screen, startled as he hears your voice. He doesn't dare to speak unless he is spoken to, he feels like if he'd start the conversation instead odf you it'll turn out horrible.
His expression is one filled with worry; worried that you find him inadequate, worried that he'll fail you. The weight of all his worries is starting to become too much for him to handle, and it shows on his face. "I uhmโ€ฆwas just fighting the last boss on this quest"
"Would you mind if i watch?" Idia looks up at you, eyes wide.
He can barely breathe, such is his joy at the possibility of spending time with you. He nods, a soft smile breaking out on his face. He seems so different than the introverted person everyone knows him โ€” he's softer, happier, and more at ease now that he's with you. "Whoa, my good boy is so goof at this" you mumbled to yourself, but you also made sure he heard you. He deserves the praise after all
Idia's eyes fill with shook, but they spark with joy when you praise him. His smile only broadens, to outstanders it may look, manic.
The way you're soft voice was calling him that had his heart pounding for you for eternity.
Malleus - You aren't afraid of me. But I'm starting to become afraidโ€ฆof losing you.
"Did you enjoy this walk?" "M-Yes, indeedโ€ฆ" Malleus mumbles, his body nearly melting at your touch of your hands touching. The soft sound of his voice is almost enough to make you forget that you've already reached Ramshackle. For a moment, he seems almostโ€ฆ bashful. When he speaks, he glances down at you with soft, adoring eyes.
It takes you a moment to realize that his cheeks are still flushed pink- it's rare to see such a reaction from Malleus. In fact, you've never seen him look quite soโ€ฆ flustered.
"Im glad my good boy enjoyed himself"
"Youโ€ฆ you think I'm your good boy?" Malleus murmurs softly, staring down at you from beneath his eyelashes. His voice is almost a purr in its softness. "You wantโ€ฆ you want me to stay with you forever?"
Malleus is trembling in your hold, but it has nothing to do with his anger or anything, its excitement. He cannot muster the energy or strength to do anything but stare down at you, breath hitching. Your question has turned his thoughts to mush. His mind is elsewhere entirely-- but with you nearby, he isn't opposed to staying as close as he can.
"Marry meโ€ฆ" he breathes.
"Wha-"
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my dearest,
as i write this letter to you, my heart is filled with excitement and anticipation for the life we will share together. every word i write comes from a place of genuine affection and admiration. there's nothing i would love more than to shower you with my affection in love, the love that i've been saving to myself for many years now. i've been waiting for you for such a long time and i still am. i can't wait for the day that we get to do endless things together, visit, many places, and do many things together. you inspire me to grow and to expand myself in ways i haven't been able to before. i'm quite eager to see our future together unfolding in abundance and prosperity. i'm pretty sure we will build a life filled with stability, harmony, and security, which is more than i could ever ask for. i will protect our connection and our home will be like a sanctuary, a place where love and joy will be present, and where we will be able to create our own family.
you need to know that i will always stick by you through thick and thin, to support you in anything that you need, in your endeavors and your dreams, and to always work to make our connection happen and for our future family to thrive. i'm pretty sure that we will be able to any storm that comes our way. although sometimes i'd rather keep the bad news to myself so you don't have to experience any negativity, i promise to always communicate with you and show you my commitment to honesty and transparency, even when the truth may be difficult to face.
i will always cherish you and take care of you. my love for you knows no bounds, and i am thankful for every moment we share. your happiness is my greatest priority, and i will do everything in my power to ensure that you feel loved, cherished, and appreciated each and every day. with you as my partner, i know that anything is possible.
until we meet again, know that you hold my heart in your hands, now and forever.
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my love,
my heart overflows with warmth and anticipation for the journey that lies ahead of us. it's as if fate itself has brought us together and knew that we were always meant to be together. even if we haven't met yet, i just know that our connection will be instant as i feel the sparks even now. it's all gonna be magical, reminding me that our story is guided by something greater than ourselves. i'm impatient for the day we will get to experience that. my soul fell for you the moment it entered my body.
every time i think of you, my mind drifts back to the innocence and purity of childhood, like the sweet nostalgia. you remind me of something sweet, although distant. it's probably due to our souls knowing each other for lifetimes, finding solace and comfort in the familiarity of our bond.
my greatest desire is to see you happy, to witness the glow of joy radiating from your being and being there by your side to see you overflow with happiness; being there for you every time you need me. i know you'll be there for me as well, and it such a comfort for my heart. hand in hand, we can make anything possible.
with all my love, your future spouse
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my most precious,
i find myself grappling with the complexities of life, feeling torn between the various paths laid out before me. there are moments when i question whether i am truly ready for what lies ahead, whether i possess the strength and clarity to navigate the challenges that await. the truth is, my love, there are aspects of my life that i am still coming to terms with, aspects that fill me with uncertainty and doubt. i am confronted with decisions that demand my attention, choices that require me to confront my deepest fears and desires.
but then, amidst the chaos of my mind, there is you. with you, my love, everything changes. in your presence, i find a sense of peace and clarity that i have never known before. it's as if the weight of the world is lifted from my shoulders, and suddenly, everything feels possible. you have this remarkable way of making me feel like everything will be alright. your unwavering faith in me, your boundless love and supportโ€”it fills me with a sense of courage and conviction that i never knew i possessed.
there are many things i'd like to talk to you about that have to do with how i've been feeling. things that i've never dared to tell anyone else out of fear they might not get it as well as you will. i've experienced dark times in the past that i'm trying to come into terms with, and i will tell you all about it.
it's as if you are my guiding light, leading me through the darkness and showing me the way forward. yes, there may still be moments of doubt and uncertainty, but with you, my love, i know that i am not alone. with you, i feel as though i can face whatever the future may hold with courage and grace.
yours always, x
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Thin Walls, Thin Lines
What will happen if a fuckboy falls in love with a hopeless romantic?
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Summary: Modern society surely had corrupted the mind of the hundred-something year old man, Bucky Barnes, when he seemed to have forgotten the art of courting a lady. Lost in lust and pleasure, he had been indulging with endless array of different girls on his bed almost every night. And the opposite side of that thin walls of his room, lives a hopeless romantic who he was madly in love with.
Navigation: Original Version || Deleted Scene* (alt. ending)
Pairing: fuckboy!bucky x female!reader
Words: 4.9k++
Warnings: avenger au, explicit language/contents, angst, lil bit of drama, fluff, please bare with the fuckery of bucky barnes, reader is sensitive yet quite fiesty too. i can't backup steve on this one, he is on his own.
A/N: As you can see from the navigation bar, we have two different endings for this fic, because I am greedy and indecisive. The original version ended with fluff and the deleted scene (alternate ending) ended with absolute filth of a smut. So... enjoy! ๐Ÿ’•
P/S: And this is also my submission for @jessybarnes 's writing challenge. I have chosen "Kiss me again" from the prompt list and I hope you like the way I used it in this fic!
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Y/N has always been a hopeless romantic. She dreams of a love like the ones she read in books. She craved someone who loves her so deeply that she could never find peace in anyone else but him. She wanted all the love songs and poetry to be reminders of him; his beauty, his charms.
Fresh flowers, stargazing, coffee dates, kisses that tastes of cotton candy, warm cuddles, and every little things in between; she longed for it all. She dreams of a love that is so consuming until all that's left in that small bubble of infatuation is their entangled soul mending each other to the bone.
That's what makes her a hopeless romantic.
And very much the opposite of her was Bucky. He is an infuriating flirt. There's not a day goes by that he doesn't call her with sickeningly sweet nicknames; doll, gorgeous, princess, darling, you name it. He will definitely drop some suggestive lines at any given chance and most of the time when she least expected.
He can charm anyone just by his presence, and if you're lucky enough to get one of his infamous smile; then you best believe that you won't be going home alone that night, or able to walk proper the next morning. He is the typical playboy you know and hate; very often she'll see different girl in his arms or on his bed. And that man seemed to not know when to stop. Sometimes, she do wonder if he ever got tired of sex. Because she knows for certain that he can go on and on for hours, daily.
"Fuck,, that's it. Spread your legs for me. Yeah, 'atta girl."
Speaking of the devil.
This has been recurring for months now. It seems like the man never sleep because his voice would always wake her up. She couldn't decide what was worse; between being forced to hear the sounds of the skin slapping, the bed creaking, him groaning and her squealing or being a super light sleeper that even a whisper in her room would jolt her awake.
Y/N let out an annoyed grunt when she swoop her head under the pillow, hoping to silenced the noises even just a little bit. Surprise; it didn't help at all. Her body cringed and her face contorted into a squint when she hear the other woman announcing her release as the headboard hits the wall a little harder, a little faster.
Bucky Barnes sure is a fuckboy but unfortunately for her, he is also the man she fell in love with.
She refused to show it, but lord knows how much her heart simply swell to the sight of his smile. Despite the flirtatious tendencies of his, there was something about him that attracted her like a magnet; or like a moth to a flame.
Maybe it was his old soul, or maybe because she saw glimpses of timeless charm in him; the way he moves, the way he gazes, and the way treated her. Nevertheless, it was such a devastating thing for someone like her to fall for someone like him.
The last thing she wanted in a man, is to look at her like she was just a good fuck and nothing more. She just couldn't imagine herself to be tied with someone like that. And Bucky was exactly that someone.
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Y/N haven't been able to get more than 2 hours of sleep for months now. The lack of it had caused her to drastically lose physical strength and lately fatigue has been a constant presence as well.
So she decided to go the medbay to consult Dr. Cho about it. After running some tests, she sat her down for some Camomile tea as she went through the results, "It seemed like the severe lack of sleep had took a really heavy toll on you."
Y/N sighed as she place the tea cup on the back on the table, "Yes, I am well aware of that. That is precisely why I am here."
"Nightmares?" Dr. Cho speculated.
If the definition of nightmare is 'the moans of the man, that she had a crush on, fucking someone else next door' then, yes. She was having long and nearly endless nightmares for months now.
"Something like that." She lied.
"Then, I have some medication that I can prescribe to you. You should take it daily after dinner and..." Before Dr. Cho managed to finish her instructions, Y/N quickly asked, "Is it possible to fix me without meds?"
Dr. Cho frowned curiously, "Why wouldn't take meds? That's the quickest way to help for your situation, as far as I know." she asked.
This was not her first rodeo; she had troubles sleeping back when she was merely teenager. And the last time tried using meds, she ended up almost overdosed herself from it, "It's just... I prefer not to." she evaded.
Dr. Cho nodded understandingly before clarifying the current situation, "Well then, I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do for you. Though some research suggested that meditation routine before sleep can help. Or putting up some natural ambience like the sound of rain or waves--"
Y/N wasn't really listening after the first sentence. Because all she could thought of was how much longer she can bare with this and what will it take for her to finally snap.
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Y/N was dying. At least it felt like it.
With her deprivation of sleep and the intense combat training she had to go through today, her patience was reaching it's limit. After visiting the medbay 2 weeks ago, she had tried to approach Bucky about it but he always took it lightly.
There was series of insincere apology followed by a cheeky promise to 'keep the tone down' for her. But nothing changed. She asked him again and again; days gone by he didn't live up to the end of his bargain.
For those past week, Y/N had resorted to sleep in the living room for most of the nights. How she dreaded to leave her comfy bed but she could no longer tolerate the sounds coming from the other side on the wall. Though she still jolted awake from time to time due to how uncomfortable it was sleeping on a couch, but at least she got more than 2 hours of sleep if she was to compare to the nights she slept in her own room.
It's not she didn't notice it at all; she knew exactly how and why it happened. The habit of microsleeping that she developed during the course of this training. The slowed reaction time, the lack of energy, she can feel it. But, there was nothing she can do about it.
The only cure for this was to get some rest. A proper rest. And that can't happened, not without Bucky's cooperation.
When Y/N was marching towards the sargent who was sitting way across the gym; she could see how his eyes undress every piece of her clothing, how his tongue rolled out and his teeth sunk into his lips.
She wasn't even wearing anything remotely provocative but here he was lusting over the way her hips sway especially when he was the one she's walking towards.
The moment she stood in front of him, his mouth lifted into a smirk, "Yes, princess. How may I be of your service?" His voice was sultry and the way he towers over made her slightly nervous for no reason.
Her heart fluttered, yet her lips refused to form a smile, "Don't call me princess."
"I apologize, my queen." Bucky gave her a cheeky smile.
Y/N didn't want to drag this any longer than she should, so she quicky jump into it and said, "So you know how Iโ€™m like-"
"-absolutely embarrassingly in love with me? Yes, I'm familiar go on." Bucky cuts in. If panic ever rose in her chest, then she was doing an incredible job of hiding it, "Can you just shut up for a second and take me seriously?"
His eyes glint with flirtaous mischief when he replied, "Doll, you know the fastest way to shut me up is to kiss me."
Y/N simply sighed before she began to rant, "I really don't have the mood for this banter with you, Barnes. I just want you tone down your nightly routine. It is because of you I've been having trouble sleeping and--"
He quickly stopped her before she nags even more than she already did, "Okay, okay I get it. We've been through this, doll." Bucky's face lit up when he suggested, "How about I help you sleep, hmm? I may know a thing or two about tiring someone out." There was surely something unholy in those steel blue eyes of his.
And Y/N picked it up rather quick, but considering the amount of times he had insinuate something more than just a friendly banter, then of course she knew exactly what he was suggesting, so she simply replied, "No offense, Barnes. But, I don't do one night stand or no strings attached thing. And with a manwhore like you? No, thank you." sassy was her answer.
Bucky's head tilted back as he laughed, then when he spoke his voice was like a devil luring an angel to sin, "Oh babydoll, if I were to be a whore, it'll only be for you." He stepped closer so that only she can hear his confession.
His masculine scent hits her nose, mixture of the citrus cologne and his natural odour was just perfect. Annoyingly alluring; but perfect. And it took all her will to hold it together and blatantly rejects him, "Still not interested."
Bucky groaned in protest, "Come on, princess. You can't keep dreaming for some prince charming to court you, do you? You know that's probably never going to happen right?"
Surely he meant only to tease her; that it was less likely that an actual prince to romance her. Not that she did not deserve the world; she does. And Bucky was more than will to burn it to the ground if that's what she wanted.
But, Y/N didn't see it that way. She thought that Bucky meant that she is not worthy enough for a decent man to court her with respect and chilvary; that she was just a toy fit for fucking and nothing more. And the fact that her "insomia" had affected her usually high patience and reduced it to almost paper thin, it was only fair for her to finally snap.
She can tolerate his endless flirtation but she can't simple turn a blind eye for his insult.
Bucky was caught by surprise why Y/N harshly grabbed him by the collar, pushing him back and nearly stumbled; her eyes was pure fire when she growled, "Don't you dare mock the way I value relationship, Barnes." Her nose flared with anger and the commotion has attracted some prying eyes towards the two.
"Just because you enjoy fucking anything that breathes, that doesn't mean that everyone else does." She seethed, "The only cock that will be wrecking my pussy would belong to someone I love and if you have a problem with that, you can fuck right off." She forcefully pushed him until his ass landed on the bench behind him.
Her feet stomped all throughout her exit out of the gym, leaving Bucky in a blinking confusion.
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He knew it was wrong.
It felt good. It felt right.
But, it was so fucking wrong.
To keep moaning Y/N's name when he railed those strangers to heaven; when he came so hard into the thin layer of condom. And it was always a soft and slow type of whimper, right in those girls' ears. So intimate, so careful not to let his secret out; knowing how thin the walls between him and the love of his life.
But, he certainly didn't care about the girl he was fucking. If it wasn't for his heavy body pinning her from behind, she would've elbowed him right in the guts for moaning another woman's name. Unfortunately for him, she quickly ditched and see herself out after the first round.
Now, he laid there; naked and bare. Thinking of how he simply couldn't help it. How could he not think of Y/N all the times? Not when he was deeply, helplessly in love with her. But, he knew she wouldn't bat an eye at him now that he had the reputation of a "fuckboy", as the young ones describes it. She especially made it clear today at the gym. She's never going to give him a chance now.
Not when she's a hopeless romantic. And the fact that he too was once the same was just aggravating to him. He was such a gentleman decades ago; before Hydra, before the war, when he was but a young man living Brooklyn.
His Ma had really shaped him into the perfect gentleman; every parents in the neighbourhood wanted him as their son-in-law. They claimed he would make the perfect husband for their daughters. But, things are different now. And he knew that the man he was before was long forgotten.
It was just curiosity at first; about how sex works in the 21st century. However, Bucky quickly fall into the promises of lust and pleasure; changing girls like changing clothes. He let himself dosed in ecstasy, as if it was a drug to silenced the dark and haunting memories of his past, like it was a quick escape from reality, from the Winter Soldier.
Then, Y/N happened.
Bucky never saw it coming; but, he fell. Hard.
They were colleague for years and had been a good friend he can rely on besides Steve. She was so sweet and pretty. Probably the most gorgeous woman he ever laid his eyes on, in the hundred something year old life of his. Most importantly, she was kind and patient and strong and fierce yet so unforgivingly selfless.ย 
But that didn't matter now, does it? Especially when she despise him. And it was all because of the unholy title he held.
At first Bucky didn't notice it, but now that he stepped closer into the living room, he heard it again. The rustling fabric, the quiet whimper coming from the sofa. His steps were as careful as a wolf on a hunt, stalking a hiding prey in between the trees.
If Bucky were to guess what he would find on a late night trip to the kitchen, he would've probably said 'ice cream' and not 'Y/N sleeping in the living room'. His eyes briefly raked her sleeping figure, curling uncomfortably into the pastel purple blanket. Then at the scattered pillows on the floor around her.
Why was she sleeping in the living room?
Another whine passed her lips and his attention was locked on her frowning face; it seemed like she was having a bad dream. Bucky carefully crouch next to her, and ravel in her beauty. Such delicate features, long lashes, pretty freckles across her nose, and those soft looking lips; he would kill just to taste her them, to sink his teeth in between them.
It worried him though; to see her sleeping here. She was clearly uncomfortable, it was a mystery that she managed to even fall asleep in the first place. Bucky suspected she simply passed out due to today's training. It was particularly hard, even for him. Let alone a normal human being like Y/N.
Not to mention the fight that they had.
Then, it clicked. The complains about how she had trouble sleeping. It wasn't just to make fun of him or tease him in any way. It was a plead. She needed to be heard and he completely blew her off with jest and jokes.
"Was it because of... me?" Bucky thought to himself. It all made sense now, "Shit." A curse rang in his mind when he bit the insides of his cheek. He was mad at himself. How could he be so insensitive? And he claimed to love her? Please. What an absolute piece of shit he was.
When Y/N began to toss and turn, her blanket fell from her body. Even in her sleep, the cold managed to catch her. She instinctively curled towards herself, seeking warmth but was no avail.
She look so small and Bucky felt a surge of need to cuddle her close, keeping her safe, keeping her warm in his arms. But if he does that, he'd probably get kicked in the nuts. So instead, he picked up the fallen blanket lay it back across her whole body; carefully not to disturb her sleep.
Bucky smiled softly when she snuggled into the fabric and before he walked away, he swore to stop this corrupting habit of his and apologize for being such a douchebag to her. And if he's lucky, maybe he could even properly court her.
But for now, he just needed to go through tommorrow's mission. So does everyone one else in the team.
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"Do you realized what you have done?" Not matter how hard he tried to hold it back, everyone in the Quinjet can see how Steve was seething.
Y/N's lost of sleep had took a toll on her more than she realized now that it had affected her performance in mission. She tried to ignore the way she was basically seeing Steve's feet multiply by the second, and continued to look down in shame, "I'm sorry, Captain."
"Don't apologize to me. Nat's the one who got shot because of you!" He yelled as he pointed at the red haired woman at the side of the plane.
No matter how much she wanted to blame Bucky on this; how he literally robbed her from fulfilling her human needs to rest at night, but she just couldn't. It was her fault that Natasha got hurt. If she was more alert, she would've seen the enemy standing right in front of her. If she was awake enough, then Natasha wouldn't get hurt.
Tears threatened to form when she looked over at her dear friend, bleeding at the side, "I'm so sorry, Nat. I really am. I didn't know what came to me and I--"
"Oh please, I'd take a bullet for you any day of the week, honey." Natasha swiftly cuts into her apology, in attempt to diffuse the heated situation.
But, Steve totally disagree with her, "Don't make this 'okay', Nat. You almost died because for her carelessness. Being inadequate shouldn't be okay for any agent to do. It is extremely reckless and downright stupid."
There was a sound of a distant gasp from the pilot pit, "Language!" Tony was clearly trying to lighten up the mood but it failed rather miserably when no one reacted.
Steve had every right to be mad, especially when his girlfriend was injured because of this, but oh does it hurt to hear his stabbing words. It hurts more when it comes from the Captain America himself.
God, she was extremely tired.
Physically, mentally and that's what happens when a person is lack of sleep. Then when she thought about all her hardwork and struggles to train amongst the superhero themselves, she couldn't help but to crack; and the tears that was building up in her eyes finally fell.
When Steve saw it, he lost it completely, "Oh, you're gonna cry now? WOW. Real mature, y/n. You can't disappoint me more can you?" At that point, he was being a little too mean for anyone's liking.
Especially Bucky.
So Bucky slowly pulled Y/N back, and shielded her body behind his as he went on face to face with his bestfriend, "That's enough, Steve." He warned but Steve doesn't seem to get the idea, "No, Buck. Do you see--"
Bucky took one step closer, his menacing glare went right through Steve's soul, "I said... that's enough." He repeated his words. This time the message went through.
Steve gulped and cleared his throat as he waved a dismissing hand, "I expect a full report and a letter of apology from you when we get back, y/n." He ended his sentence with his back turned and then walked away towards his girl.
When Bucky turned around to face Y/N, she was but a crying mess. Tears kept streaming down and her lips quivered in so much sadness. Now, that she was in the light, Bucky could see the darker shades on the bag of her eyes.
This was his fault. If he just stopped goofing around and listen to what she had to say yesterday, she wouldn't need to go through this, "Oh sweetheart..." though he meant to call her in his mind, it might just slipped through his lips.
Y/N glared up at him, "This was none of your concern, Barnes." She spat.
He shrugged, "Well, lucky for you, I don't care whose it is. What I know is I care about you. Now, let's get that wound patch up." Bucky simply said, and that was when she realized that her ribs were slashed open, bleeding and torn. Maybe it was not too deep, that was why she didn't notice it.
But it is an injury nonetheless, and it was a surprise to her that Bucky noticed it. "I don't want your help." She frowned yet continued to sniffle.
"Yeah, but you need it." He replied as he carefully tucked the loose strand of her hair behind her ears.
Unable to think of any comebacks, she let her fatigue win over. Her lips shut tightly and her chest shuddered for breaths. And when Bucky took her hand in his and lead the way, her body instantly responded by gripping him tight.
Bucky's heart soared at the touch of her small hand in his, while fire was burning in hers.
She hates him. She hates how caring he can be. She hates how soft he was when handling her. And she hates how easy it was for him to make her fall for him even more.
Y/N's body quickly went on auto pilot; she let him undress the blood soaking top and patch her wounds. And Bucky let her cry her heart out on his shoulder all the way back home to New York.
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That night when everyone had settled back to their own rooms, Y/N was prepping to sleep outside again. It was like a schedule for Bucky to always fuck whatever his frustrations out when they finished a mission.
And she doesn't want to hear any of it. Not tonight.
Thankfully, her wounds were mostly healed thanks to Dr. Cho and her ingenious of a machine, Cradle. That thing fixed the teared tissue right up with its regenerativeย  functions.
Now, Y/N just needs to endure the bruises but those are bearable. What she couldn't bear is the lack of energy and goodnight's sleep. She wished to just pass out for days and not wake up even if a prince came to kiss her to wake.
And she knew that sleeping in her room won't give her that.
Y/N piled her pillows and blanket on top of another before scanning the room one last time to make sure she didn't leave anything behind. Because she was not planning to step foot in her room until dawn comes, hoping the sounds from the other side of the room died down by then.
When she was walking pass Bucky's, she noticed how awfully quiet his room was, but she didn't think about it too much. She waited for the elevator to open its door only to reveal the man himself, "Barnes."
He eyed how Y/N's figure almost hidden behind the piles of pillow in her hold. He stepped out as he asked, "Where do you think you're going?" Bucky knew exactly where but he was not having any of that.
It was weird to her that she didn't see any sign or Bucky's hook-up in his arms, but she bet that there will be one after she's gone downstairs, "Away from you, that's for sure." She said, taking a step into the elevator but instantly stopped the moment Bucky blocked her path.
Bucky lips flatten against each other; he didn't say anything, he only frowned down at her then simply grabbed her wrist and dragged her back to her room.
Utterly confused, "What are you doing? Hey, let go of me." She twisted her wrist in his hold, while trying to balance the pillows from falling. A useless trial it was; because who could even escape that metal grip of his.
Bucky quickly respond, "No. You're not sleeping on that shitty sofa tonight." He stopped in the middle of the corridor and turned to her, "You're injured, y/n. You need on a proper rest on a proper bed." He coaxed.
How did he know that she had been sleeping on the coach? She thought before saying out loud, "I'm fine, Barnes. It's not even that deep of a wound, the Cradle fixed it clean. So, can you just... let go of my hand?" She sighed.
But Bucky refused to even spare her a glance, he silently tug her and stomp his way towards her room. There waa retaliation on her side, but his lack of response had lead Y/N to her defeat. She begrudgingly followed his long strides until she they stood by her bed.
He snatched each of the pillows and blankets off her hands, while Y/N simply blinked speechlessly as she watched Bucky started set up her bed like he had been doing it everyday.
Weirdly, at times like this, she found him extremely lovely. There was no corny and flirty comment about her, or his annoying habit of teasing every little thing she does.
There was just a comfortable silence and a kind gesture; the type that pulled the red strings of her heart just enough to make her want to dream of him.
Fucking hell, she can't believe that he managed to do that again! Making her fall for his antics. He really needs to stop doing that, it's simply rude.
Y/N broke from her love struck trance when she felt his cold metal laced around her hand again, he pulled her closer, "Now hop on, bunny. You need to rest." He lead her under the blanket and she grumbled curses under her breath, something about he need stop calling her weird nicknames like that.
When she was well tucked in and comfortable, Bucky sat at the edge of the bed by her side and spoke, "I'm sorry. For not trying to listen to you at the gym yesterday. I was a jerk."
His apology was so sincere that Y/N caught herself in a shock. Who is this man? What has he done to Bucky Barnes?
His eyes lingered to the wall behind her bed as if he was trying to find the right words to address it, "About the noises..." he trailed, "...it'll stop from now on."
Oh. Nevermind. She liked this Bucky. She wants to keep him forever, "Really? You mean it?" There weren't any effort put to hide her excitement when her voice nearly squeaked.
Bucky chuckled amusingly at her reaction, "Really, doll. But, you gotta promise not to sleep on the couch again."
Sparks of joy filled her chest when he confirmed his decision. Sure, it was such a small favour to do to anyone. But, she appreciate his efforts to make amends. "Hmm, I promise." She hummed happily, blinking slow as the comfort of her bed lured her into a drowsy state.
"Thanks, Bucky." Her mentioned his name.
Thank god for the super sensitive hearing ability, cause Bucky surely love the sound of her voice whispering his name so softly, "For apologizing or for tucking you to sleep?" He jest.
It only made her eyes rolled to the side and a smile spread across her face, "Both." she said. "And for what you did on the jet."
Bucky simply shrugged as if it was a normal thing to do. But, it wasn't. It was rare for him to challenge Steve like he did. And he did it for her, "Really, I owe you one." She said assuringly.
A playful smirk pulled on Bucky's lips when he spoke "Doll, you shouldn't be saying that so carelessly. Who knows I might use it for despicable things." Surely, he love to be the cause to bloom those red shades on her cheeks.
But it didn't happened when she asked quietly, "Will you?"
And the silence that came after was heavy with tenderness while their eyes spoke the truth to one another. As the thin lines in between got blurry, for once, there was just streams of genuine feelings pouring out of them, leaking through and contaminating the air with its magic.
Would he? Take advantage of her?
How could he though? He loved her too much to even think of purposely hurting her. "No." Bucky replied as he leaned down and placed a sweet kiss on her forehead, "Sleep well, princess." He mumbled against her skin.
And he pulled back, he grinned a cheeky smile. There it was; the pink blush on her face, wide surprise of her eyes and her slightly parted lips. She looked so adorable. He swore couldn't get enough of it.
"Kiss me again..." she nearly growled, but her blushing on her face didn't indicate anger, "...and I will choke you in your sleep." Though it was an attempt to threaten but typical of Bucky to just love to turn things around, "Hmm, is that an invitation, princess?" He purred and stole another kiss; this time, on her cheek. "Then, I will be looking forward to it." He whispered as quickly as he removed himself from the scene.
When he found his own bed, he couldn't help but to laugh at the muffled scream coming from the opposite side of the thin walls, "James. Fucking. Barnes!!!"
End.
Alternate ending (smut edition): Deleted Scene >>
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A/N: I hope you drop some thoughts behind before going to the deleted scene. Which I know you will. See you on the other side ๐Ÿ‘€
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Desperate part 1*
Word count: 2387
A/n: This is the first part of a series. Itโ€™s the first time Iโ€™ve written in a long time so I hope you like it! Also I would like to thank @gurugirl for her help which was very important to me!๐Ÿ’˜
Content Warning: this is a dbf story so if you donโ€™t like these kind of things please just donโ€™t read it! 18+, age gap (15 years), female masturbation - thatโ€™s all for this part.
part 2*
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You never had so-called daddy issues as you always had a good relationship with your father, but there was something about that man with green eyes that made you feel desperate.
Your father had a large group of friends and they often organized parties and lunches or dinners together, but you never liked these things because there was no one of your age since everyone had younger children and the same age as your sister (so she often abandoned you to be with her friends) and because of this, you found everything very boring.
That is until a new figure appeared in the middle of a barbecue in your backyard: a handsome, curly-haired man with green eyes that seemed to peer into your soul.
You were sure you had never seen this man before because if you had you would definitely remember him given how amazingly handsome he was.
You were peacefully sunbathing on a lounger by the pool while continuing to watch videos on TikTok until your father arrived to interrupt your peace. โ€œY/n, I wanted to introduce you to someone! Harry. He arrived yesterday from London and as soon as I told him I was having a barbecue at home he wasted no time and arrived. Harry, this is my daughter Y/n!โ€
As soon as you lay eyes on Harry, your jaw nearly drops. You stand up and offer your hand to the man. โ€œNice to meet you, Harry.
โ€œThe pleasure is all mine. Iโ€™m surprised James has a daughter your age.โ€
You laugh at his joke; it was true many of your parents' friends were surprised when you said you were 23, given that both your parents were not yet 50.
Your hand is still in contact with Harry's and you honestly don't want to take it away, his hand was so big compared to yours and it was so soft and smooth. And then his beautiful voice with his English accentโ€ฆ oh god! You had always had a weakness for the English accent and hearing it on Harry you could say that you would imagine entering heaven like this.
โ€œLet's say that Alice and I didn't wait long to get married and start a family, and she's not that big, she's still my little princess.โ€ Your father's voice brings you back to reality and you feel Harry's hand slip away from yours. โ€œDarling, Harry and I are going back to the others, I'll call you when lunch is ready!โ€ And with that, he kisses you on the head and leaves with Harry not before the man with green eyes says goodbye to you.
After eating you decide to go back into the house to lie down for a while; staying in the sun all day had made you tired and in any case after lunch you always had the habit of taking a nap and the fact that your parents are having a party outside in your garden certainly won't stop you.
You get into the shower to get rid of the chlorine from the pool and also to cool off from all the heat today and finally get into your bed.
There's just one problem: after spending twenty long minutes tossing and turning in bed, you can't sleep, so you decide to do what you always do when you can't sleep: use your fingers to pleasure yourself. You slide your shorts down along with your panties and open your legs. You go straight to your clit because you know it's the fastest way to bring you to release and you start twisting your fingers quickly bringing dirty thoughts to your mind. But the only thing that appears in your head is the penetrating gaze of the English man you met not many hours ago and who is in your garden right now. You start to think about how good his hands would feel on you and how deep his voice would be as he whispers dirty things in your ear. Or how good his tongue would feel on your pussy and how quickly it would bring you to orgasm โ€“ because you could swear that man would know how to make a woman feel good. And so within a few minutes, you feel that feeling in your lower belly and you reach your orgasm with Harry in your mind.
You immediately feel tired all over your body and fall asleep soon after.
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You didn't think you were that tired, but you were wrong because you woke up and the first thing you see when you open your eyes is your dog, Chery, lying on your legs - which you didn't even know how he got into your room seeing as the door was closed - and the alarm clock on your bedside table read 5:32 pm. You get out of bed and go to wash your face to try to remove some traces of sleep. Soon after you dress in a white top and a pair of shorts, pick up your dog, and go down to the living room.
As soon as you enter you notice from the glass doors overlooking the garden that all the guests have now left, but the thing that immediately catches your eye is Harry sitting on the sofa with your dad watching a football match. โ€œGood morning sleeping beauty!โ€ Your dad greets you.
โ€œMmh good morning,โ€ you greet, putting your dog down and she jumps directly onto the sofa, placing himself next to Harry.
โ€œThere will be 5 of us this evening, Harry is also staying for dinner.โ€
โ€œYes, your father and I have a lot of time to catch up on,โ€ Harry tells you with his beautiful smile that makes those pretty dimples of his appear that you want to touch with your index; and then those hands with which he is caressing Chery withโ€ฆ oh lord! Those same hands you fantasized about a few hours ago, with his long fingers and - ok maybe you shouldn't have thought so much about your father's friend like that but it wasn't your fault if he looked like a Greek god.
It's your father's voice that brings you back to reality, โ€œI was thinking you could make your own special pasta, that dish is really delicious!โ€
โ€œOh, yes of course!โ€
Harry looks at you smiling and says, โ€œI love pasta! I can't wait to taste it."
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The dinner goes very well, you hear some anecdotes about your father's life as a teenager and you also discover that he was the most wanted boy at university! โ€œI swear I remember being in the cafeteria one day and I heard this group of girls talking about how sexy James was and I was like what?? Are we talking about the same person?โ€ Harry laughs.
And your father being the touchy man he is replies, โ€œYou're just jealous because they were talking about me and not you! If maybe at 21 you hadn't had long hair you would have seen that girls would have talked about you too!"
โ€œHey don't talk like that about my long hair,โ€ Harry says putting a hand on his heart pretending to be hurt by your father's words.
And the evening continues like this, with constant banter between Harry and your father even when dinner is over and they decide to go out on the patio to drink a glass of whiskey while your mother goes to bed and you and your sister retire to your room.
"So Harry isn't that bad right?" Your sister starts. โ€œIf he wasn't Dad's friend I would also tell you to flirt with him.โ€ Your eyelids widen at this statement and she continues, โ€œOh come on don't make that face, I know you think heโ€™s sexy as hell.โ€
Well, actually your sister wasn't entirely wrong. โ€œI can't deny he's handsome but I would never hit on him! He's dad's friend, like you said, and he'll be twice my age!"
โ€œYeah y/n as you say, but I know he has already enchanted you with his green eyes and his English accent! Goodnight and try not to dream about it,โ€ she winks at you and walks out of your room leaving you alone.
You quickly realized that sleeping so much in the afternoon wasn't a great idea because you obviously weren't sleepy now and so you turned on the television to watch a few episodes of Friends while putting on a face mask.
After 5 episodes the tiredness was finally making itself felt so you decide to go to sleep, but you realize that the bottle of water on your bedside table is empty, and since you already know that you will wake up at night to drink, you take the bottle and go down to the kitchen to fill it up and finally, you can go to sleep afterward.
But what you don't expect when you get to the kitchen is to see Harry sitting on the couch reading a book. You remain frozen in your place for a moment, partly out of fear because certainly at this time of night, you weren't expecting anyone up, and also because you weren't expecting to see him.
He gives you a sweet smile as soon as he sees you, โ€œOh hi y/n! Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
โ€œNo, don't worry, I just didn't expect to see you here." You say as you walk behind the kitchen island to fill the bottle.
โ€œOh yes since while your father and I were talking it got late he offered me to stay here for the night and I accepted,โ€ he follows you with his gaze as he closes the book and places it on the table placed in front of the sofa. โ€œSorry again for scaring you, I didn't think I'd find anyone awake at this hour. By the way, why are you awake?โ€
You finish filling the bottle by taking a sip and then reply, โ€œI realized my bottle was empty so I came down to fill it. And I could ask the same question to you, why aren't you sleeping?โ€
"I wasn't sleepy either and I remembered that when I entered the house I had seen a bookshelf and I decided to stay here and read a bit, trying to get myself to sleep."
You approach the sofa where he is sitting, "What book did you choose?โ€
He takes it from the table and shows you the cover, "Dostoevsky's White Nights, I love this book."
Your eyes widen in surprise, "Oh my god it's my favorite book too! In fact, for the record, that book is mine.โ€
โ€œSo sorry for borrowing it without telling you,โ€ he laughs. โ€œSo you like Russian literature?โ€
โ€œWe can say that I love literature in general, especially the classics. In Russian literature I especially love Dostoevsky and Tolstoy," you reply, sitting on the sofa, even if a little far from where Harry is.
โ€œI've never read anything by Tolstoy, maybe I could ask you for some advice.โ€
โ€œI would be more than happy to help you!โ€
So you start talking about this and that. You discover that he has a degree in economics and management and has his own company in London. He met your father at the university where they were both doing a master's degree.
โ€œAnd what can you tell me about yourself? Do you study or work?" At this point, you both had moved a little closer to each other.
โ€œI actually do both. I have been studying fashion marketing in Milan for two years and in the meantime, I work for an Italian fashion magazine!โ€ You've always liked talking about what you study because it's been a great passion of yours since you were little and you still can't believe that you're doing your dream job.
โ€œSo you live in Milan? I have been there many times and I love that city as I love all of Italy.โ€
โ€œYes, I live in Milan but I always come back here in the summer to be with my family. And I love Italy too, everyone is so hospitable and nice!โ€
"You can say it for sure! And why did you decide to study in Italy from California? If I may ask,โ€ he asks curiously.
โ€œIn reality, I have always liked the world of fashion and when I finished school I was sure of what I wanted to do. Then talking to Mum and Dad I tried to convince them to let me study abroad but Dad didn't seem very convinced, then in the end Mum convinced him and I started looking for a good course of study. I wasn't sure from the beginning about going to Milan but then thinking about it, that is the cradle of fashion and so I made my decision!โ€
โ€œWow, I'm really impressed y/n! And can you also speak Italian?โ€
โ€œWell, I had to learn it to live by it even though my pronunciation isn't that perfect.โ€
โ€œI also learned Italian during my business trips. It's a frequent destination and I've made a few friends who have taught me something!โ€
You end up talking about your experiences in Italy until you notice from the windows that the sky is starting to lighten, a sign that the sun will come out soon. Harry notices too and lets out a small laugh when you let out a yawn, covering your mouth with your hand, โ€œSorry, I think sleep is kicking in now,โ€ you laugh too.
"Yes, you are right. I didn't realize how much time had passed. Maybe now it's time to go to sleep even if soon I think someone in your family will get up."
You nod in agreement with him, "Yes, you are right. I think it's time for bed!โ€ You stand up and he does the same.
โ€œGoodnight or rather buonanotte!โ€ He tells you with the most beautiful smile you've ever seen.
โ€œBuonanotte!โ€ you reply and so you turn and walk towards the stairs to go back to your room, bringing to mind the words your sister had said to you hours before, โ€œTry not to dream about himโ€. Maybe it will be a little difficult because when you finally get into your bed and close your eyes you see beautiful dimples and green eyes.
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confessioncassette ยท 2 months
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๐”๐ง๐ซ๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ - ๐€๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฑ ๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ
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๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ : ๐€๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐œ๐ก๐ž๐œ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ.
๐ญ๐ฐ : ๐ง๐จ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ, ๐ง๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ
๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ : ๐ˆโ€™๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐€๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐š๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
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me and the devil, when you knocked upon my door.
Just one more time.
He'll check just one more time.
Alastor's footsteps are soft over the carpet leading up to your room, the faint glow of the lanterns pass over his face. Conflicted, he hesitates at the foot of your door.
The hotel is still. Charlie and her people fast asleep. The hallways smell of fresh carpet, wood and paint due to the new renovations of the hotel after the extermination.
It should be safe enough for you, but he can't help the feeling that gnaws at the pit of his stomach.
Mortification burns through his veins. The pathetic act of cockiness nearly killed him. How could he let himself slip up so badly? His battle with Adam should have been easy, but he overestimated. He should have reminded himself that he's bound as well- and to not push a limit that's out of reach.
The one thing that boils within his chest is now something that cannot be ignored- something he refused to acknowledge for a while.
That his composure that was once tightly woven is now unraveling. His composure is slipping through his fingers.
The face of your door mocks him. He shouldn't be here.
He stares at the wood to find an answer, but he's left with nothing. Not even a shadow. And yet, everything that is within himself stares right back at him.
Taunting. Insulting.
Pathetic.
"Alastor," that familiar feminine voice echoes throughout his head, "you've really let yourself go."
He knows what lies beyond, and he knows that he cannot mess with this any longer. But no matter how hard he pushes this feeling down, he's always pulled back to where you lie.
A moth to a flame.
With a rush of anxiety, similar to a child about to do something bad and knows of the consequence, he melts into shadows and slithers into your room.
And there you are, lying peacefully as you sleep. Your body slowly rises and falls to the rhythm of your breath.
Safe.
He just needed to see it.
"You know she won't be safe for long," the voice coos, a mental hand caresses his brain, "all the things you sentiment will always die."
Alastors face remains calm, ignoring the nagging voice that unsolicitedly forces its way in his head.
"Pathetic... I expected more from you."
Drowning out the voice, Alastor is focused only on you.
You.
A leach. A bloodsucking creature that slithered your way in and sunk claws into his soul. It simultaneously confuses and angers him that a small, insignificant sinner could pry their way down into the depths of his being. It's disgusting.
It's a problem that he can no longer dance around.
He knows what he is, and he never denies it. He thrives in death, the beauty of torture, the screams he can produce from pain. The temptation of killing is always pricking his fingertips. And yet here you are, a harmless little fawn.
You never matched him in power, but the depths of your soul are intriguing. It calls to him like a song that never stops singing. That day he bound your soul was the first time he's heard such beauty. It's infuriating.
It's hard to ignore.
"You'll never be able to keep her safe... A pathetic excuse for an overlord like you will never be enough."
Red eyes scan over your sleeping form. His ear twitches with annoyance as he admires your parted soft lips, your hair splayed out over your pillow, your face peaceful and slack with slumber.
Alastor doesn't make a sound as he saunters to your bed. He wonders what lies in your dreams, if he's there with you or if you prefer to be alone. He wonders what worlds you travel to when you drift away.
His gloved hand slides over your soft bedding before gently sitting down into the plush mattress. He's careful not to wake you with the movement. He's been in your room plenty of times- it feels both foreign and familiar. Your decorations down to the pillows are soft and delicate, like you're trying to find a comfort in this hell- a perfect reflection of you.
How fitting.
Do you dream of a life outside of this inferno? Do you believe him when he tells you that you're protected? What lies beneath your smile? Do you have any inkling of his growing passion for you?
Do you wish to spend your eternity elsewhere?
"My little doe, so delicate." He murmurs as he brushes a stray hair out of your face.
She'll be safe, he reminds himself, just never let the facade falter.
"For now."
Moments like this remind him that in the midst of chaos, in the midst of his sadistic desires, that you're the one thing he needs to come back to at the end of the day.
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hey bff! can u do percy x a daughter of psyche? who has the gift of empathy and can heal emotional pain, but it drains her so percy is really protective!
โ‹†โญ’หš.โ‹† percy jackson x daughter of psyche! reader hcs
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content: percy jackson x daughter of psyche! reader hcs warning: none this one is too soft for any warnings author's note: okay okay i did my research on psyche for this one and just...awwwwwww wtf its so sweet her and eros like wtfffffff why can't i have a tragic greek love yall doom me with the narrative i beg
you have bewitched him, body and soul
drawn in instantly
im sorry but you would be too if you heard of a girl that could basically heal all of your trauma
very popular among the demigods for that reason
borderline harassed and forced into help ease the emotional pain that a lot of them suffer from
and you wanted to help, truly you did, but it was hard when it took so much out of you
but you just pushed through, wanting the others to feel peace even if it cost you your own
you did it out of your cabin, as you knew chiron would try and stop you, scheduling times for them to sneak in and out
you were on your eight demigod of the day, your vision fuzzy but your hands out stretched as you needed a point of contact to heal them
but then instead of grasping your hands, the fuzzy blob in front of you gripped your shoulders
you could just make out dark hair and what looked to be green eyes before your body gave out on you
after what felt like hours, your eyes fluttered open, and you could feel your ladybug pillowpet under your head, which you turned towards the door of your cabin
there percy stood, shooing away another camper
"but-"
"look at her. she'll kill herself to keep you all happy. let her rest. i won't ask again," percy hissed before closing the door, shaking his head as he approaching you, kneeling beside your bed
"welcome back to the land of the living."
"who was that? are they alright?! i'm sure i could-"
"and i'm sure you could, too. but i won't let ya. you're off for the rest of the week," percy argued and raised a brow at you as you opened your mouth to argue.
you swallowed your argument, nodding your head and offering him a soft smile, which he returned
that was the first time you met and from that point on, it was hard to find one without the other
it got worse once you two started dating
percy might as well have glued his hand into your back pocket of your jeans, as it seemed to never leave
and no matter how much you offer, percy refuses to let you use your powers on him
he thinks it would be an abuse of his position as boyfriend
what he doesn't know, is while he sleeps with his head in your lap and you comb your fingers through his dark hair, you do little spurts of it
nothing major or serious enough for him to notice, but just to give him a little peace of mind here and there
but, for her birthday, once everyone else had left, you offered your services up to sally
percy had told you enough about gabe to leave you, every the pacificist, raging and seething with anger
sally was hesitant but agreed, you two sitting criss cross apple sauce in her bedroom on some rug paul had insisted on
you took her hands into yours and talked through the process, which you typically didn't do with the demigods
you walked her through her own emotions, why she was feeling that, why she dealt with that the way she did, how she might do better next time
you were both crying not even half way through
she pulled you into the tightest hug after, thanking you so many times you lost count
then she sent you home with a boat load of cookies, which she made percy swear on his father not to steal
you were sweet enough to give him a third of your ration, but that's it!! (he ended up with a half, bc you love that boy far too much)
he finds it very amusing to be like 'she's an empath ' at inappropriate times
"she just killed two monsters"
"she's an empath"
"percy! you're girlfriend is crying bc mr. d won't give her another marshmallow!"
"what can i say, she's an empath."
"hey, is that your girlfriend?? she's currently hugging a tree and refuses to let go because she thinks it was a lover in a past life."
"she's an empath- wait, what?"
idk but you are very jane austen coded, you just are
soft and ancient loves are sooooo you!!
those kind of loves where their souls are clearly tied in a neat little bow
percy buys you all those fancy cover versions of the books, making sure they match your aesthetic and all the things
just a boy being protective over his soft babygirl idk what to tell you
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The annoyance was evident through that peaceful and dull face that always seemed to have, alluding to how tedious the conversation they were having seemed.
"Just tell her," Suguru repeated for the fourteenth time.
A disheartened sigh escaped Satoru's lips. "You don't understand, it's not that easy."
"Why?" Suguru's voice already had a hint of frustration.
"You still ask why? Do you think I can go there and say, 'Hey Y/n, what I want to say is that I've never seen you simply as a friend. From the moment I saw you, I knew you were the only thing I wanted in my life. Your beauty has captivated my eyes and made me ignore all other women. The softness of your skin is my deepest longing, and the light in your eyes and the grace with which you move completely envelop me. My life has taken on an absolute meaning from the moment your presence blessed my eyes. For me, your mere existence is like a balm that calms my soul and ignites a fire in my heart. Every time I see your sweet smile and receive your attention, I feel like the whole world fades away and only you and I exist. It infuriates me to the core when some idiot approaches you, because I know none of them are worthy of your brilliant sense of humor, your infinite kindness, and your captivating charisma. Although I feel selfish desiring that only I can be the one you give your love and attention to, I can't help it, because you are the most valuable and precious thing in my life. I don't know if I'm worthy of you, but I'm willing to fight and show you every day that I'm capable of loving you with an unwavering passion. These words are just a desperate attempt to describe the magnitude of what I feel for you, but I know in the deepest part of my being that my love for you transcends words and is eternal.'". His chest rose and fell rapidly as if he hadn't breathed while talking about Y/n.
"Satoruโ€ฆ," Suguru murmured with a slightly mocking tone.
"She doesn't like me, she's going to tell me she likes Nanami. She's always been very close to him, and one day Shoko told me that Y/n had a crush on him and-"
In the midst of his despair, Suguru interrupted with a mocking tone, mentioning Satoru's name. This made Satoru stop and look at him confusedly. Suguru nodded behind Satoru with his chin, and at that moment, Satoru paled even more. A feeling of frost traveled down his back and settled in his stomach, causing a deep discomfort. She had heard everything.
"You also like me, Toru."
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Reacting to the reader, accidentally falling asleep on them. (Soap, Alex, Kรถnig)
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Part 2 (Price, Ghost, Gaz)
This is pure fluff. Platonic and romantic. Please, try to sleep enough, guys.
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Johnny Soap MacTavish
Platonic
Let's just hope, every inch of your skin is securely covered with cloth. You've just asked why? Oh, you aren't prepared, are you, poor thing?
Too bad. Because Johnny can be infinitely proud of the fact that only next to him, you relax so much that you allow yourself to fall asleep on his lap. But he'll never turn down an opportunity to prank you.
Soap doesn't mind that he only has one arm free - you use the other as an extra pillow. He opens the marker with his teeth.
Following Johnny's gaze, Ghost hides his hands behind his back.
"Lieutenant, please! I need my references!" "I'm not taking part in this nonsense, MacTavish." "But she loves your sleeve! Why not let her wear the same one for a few days?" "A few days? Don't tell me, you're using a permanent one! And since when I have a dead rat as a part of my sleeve?" "It's not a rat, this is a skull. Ever heard of an artistic interpretation?"
Romantic
His hand embraces you the very next second, he notices, you're asleep.
Doesn't give a damn, if anyone sees you two like that. In fact, he would very much appreciate, if everyone seen, how safe and happy he makes you feel.
He will quietly murmur you lullabies that he heard as a child. If you ardently wake up and ask him, what are they about, he would apologize and confess that they are in Gaelic, and he barely speaks it.
"Oh, that's ok, don't be sorry. Could you, maybe, sing a bit more to me?" "Aye, bonnie. Now close your eyes."
Will bury his face in your hair and rub his cheek against the top of your head, while humming quietly, slowly losing himself in your heavenly scent.
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Alex Keller
Platonic
Surprisingly calm about it. He will not wake you up or whisk you away from his shoulder. He won't even think about commenting on what happened when you wake up.
Alex knows perfectly well what it's like to carve out every free minute on deployment to have a little rest between missions.
He is grateful, that you were on the same team - he could not wish for a better partner than you. Therefore, he is ready to help you not only on the battlefield. If you are tired and want to take a nap, he will lend a shoulder.
If this happened in transport, Alex will cradle you so that you do not hit the back of your head against the wall at a sharp turn.
May once make you 'return the favor' passing out on your shoulder. He does not lean on you completely, plus he has the fluffiest, softest hair out there, so don't worry, it will feel nice.
Romantic
Have you ever seen a light bulb the size of a grown man turning on in a room? Because that's what Alex looks like when you don't answer his question because you accidentally fell asleep on his shoulder.
He dreamt to be your safe place, to make you feel protected, taken care of. And you've just convinced him, that he actually succeeded.
Can't help but smile, hugging you with all care and fondness, he is capable of.
If someone approaches him with a question, while you are still sleeping, he will put his finger to his lips, making it clear to this person, that now is not the best moment.
If you wake up and ask him, how long did you nap, Alex will always answer, 'oh, you've just closed your eyes a few minutes ago'. Even if you fell asleep more than an hour before.
Please, just let him stay like that with you for a little longer. These are the moments, he lives for: you in his hands, in peace, loved and loving.
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Kรถnig
Platonic
Oh no, this poor soul, he is completely lost. He doesn't feel, if his verbal interactions are graceful enough, and you've just accidentally initiated a prolonged touch.
His pulse is higher than Austrian mountains, as he tries to sit still and mimic the wall or couch under your head.
He hides his eyes when someone passes by you, tries to pretend that this is how it should be, thanks all the gods for not taking off his veil immediately after returning from the mission so no one sees the blush stretching from his cheeks to his neck.
"Horangi... Pssst, Horangi! W-what should I do?" "Ehm, enjoy a peaceful moment with fellow soldier? You guys look cute like that." "Wait, don't leave me here! This whole situation might be inappropriate... You must help me now! Do something!!" "You want me to wake her up?" "Yes! Wait, no! What if waking her up is actually inappropriate?"
Kรถnig will sincerely want to apologize to you. He does not yet know what exactly, but he certainly did something wrong. He will suffer and spin in bed half the night, formulating a socially acceptable apology, and finally fall asleep, satisfied with the phrase he composed.
He'll come up to you in the morning, only to realize with horror that he forgot the exact wording of the apology. Therefore, he will honor you with a short nod, turn around and go in the opposite direction.
Romantic
Kรถnig pretends he's asleep too. It is ok to not move, since he is asleep, yes? It is enough of an excuse to hold you in a tight embrace, since he's doing it unconsciously, is it?
It doesn't even matter, if everybody around knows what exactly is happening between you two - he still believes, he needs an excuse to touch you, even to be around you.
Due to his size, Kรถnig can simply hide you in his arms. Can and will. You are after all his treasure.
He discreetly lifts his veil up just to take your hand and press a quick kiss against your knuckles. He enjoys the opportunity to touch you like that from time to time when others are not looking.
But if someone decides to interrupt this heaven - they better be prepared for the coldest, most menacing death glare. Because Kรถnig won't let anyone disturb his Schatzis` moment of peace.
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005 | the morning after
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I can't stop and look the other way 'Cause I know what could be, babe And you never feel the same You'd be thinkin' 'bout it every day Don't believe in fairytales, but we got our fantasies
๐ŸŽง: you right - Doja Cat
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pairings: ot8 x f!reader
w.c : 8.4k ( sorry for any errors)
cw: mature, ,minors do not interact, nsfw, reader is afab, slow burn, polyamory, smut , peeping Tom! Wooyoung, masturbation, footjob, footsies, edging, some fluff ig, orgasm denial
REMINDER: my works do not represent the irl members in any way, this is purely a work of FICTION.
a/n : CHAPTER 5! I FINALLY WROTE A VERSION OF CHAPTER 5 that I LIKE!!! Sorry for the long wait. I really hope this chapter doesn't disappoint. I AWAIT YOUR REACTIONS HEHEH. make sure to leave comments about your thoughts and reactions! You can do this in my askbox too huhu!
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Seonghwa flinched at the clanging of pots and pans in the kitchen. He couldnโ€™t even sip his morning coffee at the clamor in the kitchen, the usual cozy peace he had before everyone else woke up was disrupted. Usually, the chef was quiet, gilding around the kitchen with ease as he made breakfast for the crew.
But today, he wasโ€ฆoff.
Seonghwa placed his coffee mug back on the dining table before turning his gaze to the kitchen, seeing the cause of the noise appearing frustrated yet spaced out at the same time. Some kind of weird autopilot.
What was up with him?
Usually, the vice-captain would ask whatโ€™s wrong but Wooyoungโ€™s knitted brows and expression of deep yet stressful contemplation made him believe it was best to just observe him and figure it out for himself. If Wooyoung was troubled, he knew that he could always come to any of them.
When the other members gathered except for you and Yeosang, they too quickly noticed the change in mood of their playful, energetic chef.
โ€œWhatโ€™s up with him?โ€ Jongho asked, frowning as Wooyoung hissed when he held the skillet the wrong way. Heโ€™s never this reckless in his domain, his sacred kitchen.
Seonghwa only sighed in response, crossing his legs with poise and shaking his head.
Yunho, the gentle soul that he was still decided to check on Wooyoung, hopefully, his calm gleeful energy could make the younger member feel better.
โ€œYou okay there, Woo?โ€ He called over from the table.
Not looking up from the pans on the stove, he responded, more like muttered his response. โ€œMโ€™fine.โ€
What a lie. He wasnโ€™t fine they all could catch the vibe from him.
They all exchanged glances and kept their mouths shut, letting Wooyoung serve this morning's breakfast while the rest of them carried on as if nothing was wrong.
โ€œGo on,โ€ Wooyoung huffed, taking his seat at the table and picking up a fork. โ€œEat up.โ€
Was all he said to them and nothing more. He was quiet but he listened to their conversation, Mingi stared at him long wondering what exactly it was that was bothering him.
โ€œMorning,โ€ Yeosangโ€™s deep voice chimed warmly. Wooyoung didnโ€™t raise his head at his best friendโ€™s voice and Hongjoong narrowed his eyes a little at his lack of interaction.
Right after his arrival, Jongho let out a low whistle as the last person to arrive at the dining table finally appeared.
โ€œYou look very pretty this morning, princess.โ€ Jongho complimented, drinking in your delightful appearance. โ€œThatโ€™s a new number I havenโ€™t seen before.โ€
San glanced at Wooyoung sat beside him who was staring really hard into his bowl of fried rice.
โ€œShe looks good enough to eat,โ€ Mingi tilted his head, getting a good look at his baby
โ€œThank Yeosang for the new set.โ€ You giggled, sauntering in with a subtle sway of your hips, knowing your lovers were enjoying your morning look.
Wooyoung, unable to hold back from looking your way, took a small peek, the promise of this โ€˜new setโ€™ tempting him too easily.
The moment he did, he wished he hadnโ€™t.
You walked to his kitchen to get yourself a cup of coffee in a new silk slip with thin straps. Different from the night before. The hem of the dress was short, way above mid-thigh, and tastefully stopping before where your thigh and ass meet. It was lined with white lace lilies that complimented the periwinkle silk. The straps were thin and he remembered the way they fell off your shoulders last night. Flowing as you stride past them was a sheer white lace robe, draped over your shoulders and floating dreamily with your movements.
Like all the men on that table, they all watched you as you poured yourself a cup of coffee, admiring the teasing view of your backside.
โ€œThanks, Yeosang.โ€ Mingi bit his lip, eying the curve of your ass covered by the pretty silk.
Wooyoung immediately looked away and continued to eat blankly as you joined the table, sitting across from him.
How lucky was he?
Mingi draped his arm on the back of your chair as if to mark his territory to Wooyoung, unaware that he had seen you and Yeosang fucking last night.
โ€œYou look very beautiful, dove.โ€ Seonghwa smiled softly and you could see how his eyes were blown with desire as he took in your lingerie-clad body.
โ€œShe looks like a bride the morning after her honeymoon,โ€ Yunho joked, eying your exposed collarbones and the lace that lined the low neckline of the silk dress.
โ€œDonโ€™t give Mingi any ideas,โ€ Jongho tutted, taking a bite of his meal and looking around the table, stopping at San who looked at you intensely. โ€œHey, San, snap out of it. Iโ€™m going to beat all of you to it.โ€ He challenged them with confidence.
โ€œShut the fโ€”,โ€ Mingi was about to cuss the youngest out in banter but Hongjoong cut him off.
โ€œWhen did you get her that, Yeosang?โ€
โ€œWhen we stopped at Jupiter. Itโ€™s from a boutique that creates lingerie pieces for noblewomen, and princesses and provides the finest silk for the Queen Motherโ€™s dresses.โ€
Wooyoung gripped his fork tight. The silk was from his home planet? He knows of the boutique Yeosang talked about and he knew how that expensive fabric felt in his fingers. He wondered how it would feel if he had the chance to caress your curves and feel the silk that kissed your skin.
โ€œI told Yeosang I donโ€™t need such things but he insists on his gift.โ€ You leaned your head against Mingi.
โ€œHis gift to you is my gift,โ€ The gunner grinned, placing a hand on your bare thigh and creeping it up high and so dangerously close to your heat, his smirk only grew when you didnโ€™t stop him. Before he could feel what he hoped was a matching pair of silk underwear, you tapped his hand away, the big man pouting his full lips.
โ€œBehave.โ€ You told him before feeling Sanโ€™s gaze on you. Your heart melted at the longing look in his eyes, round and sparkling. You smiled softly at him and let the slipper on your right foot slip off before running it along Sanโ€™s calves, his ears immediately turning pink as he looked at you wide-eyed.
Biting the inside of your cheek, you turned your attention to Wooyoung, who was very quiet.
โ€œMorning, Woo.โ€
Wooyoung clenched his jaw. His name sounded even sweeter on your tongue today.
โ€œUh, morning.โ€ He managed to say only giving you a quick glance and a smile which made you pout a little.
He couldnโ€™t look you in the eye. Did he feel that guilty? About last night? Maybe you should confront himโ€ฆ like Yeosang said.
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โ€œYeo?โ€
โ€œYes, my love?โ€
You raised your cheek from the warm chest it had rested upon. You had been listening to his heartbeat while he combed his fingers through your hair and petted you gently.
โ€œWooyoungโ€ฆโ€ you murmured softly, completely relaxed on top of him while his other hand traced the curve of your back.
โ€œI just made love to you and youโ€™re thinking of Wooyoung?โ€ He jested, pinching your side.
โ€œItโ€™s not thatโ€ฆโ€ you softly tapped his chest at his teasing. โ€œHe saw us.โ€
Yeosang was silent for a bit but was quick to reply with such nonchalance. โ€œAnd?โ€
โ€œHe saw us.โ€ You looked him in the eyes unable to stop the urge to trace your fingers along his pretty jaw. โ€œHe was touching himself to us.โ€ The image of Wooyoung by the door, lips parted and panting quietly, his eyes hazy as he looked at you with such want, flashed before your mind.
โ€œOh? He was?โ€ His tone was straight, unbothered by the fact.
โ€œYou never mentioned that he was a little pervert.โ€
โ€œI thought your interaction in the club told you that already. He was coming onto you very strong. Bill after bill to see the heaven between your thighs.โ€
โ€œFair enough.โ€ You chuckled, kissing the tip of his gorgeous nose. โ€œHe doesnโ€™t knowโ€ฆdoesnโ€™t he?โ€
โ€œApparently not.โ€ Yeosang kept his eyes on your face as if he was looking upon you for the very first time and was marveling at the beauty before him. โ€œBut he has picked up on the way we all look at you.โ€
โ€œAnd what way is that?โ€ You cupped his cheek, your thumb caressing his cheekbone while looking into his pretty bright eyes.
Yeosang sighed deeply with a smile that could win anyone's heart even the Gods perhaps. He wrapped his arms around you and you melted against him, your cheek pressed once more to his chest as he kissed your forehead. He didnโ€™t have to say it for you to know.
โ€œWhat do we do about Woo?โ€ You murmured after a comfy pause.
โ€œHeโ€™s very much attracted to you, my love. Wooyoung, despite his playful flirtatious nature and his veryโ€ฆcolorful sexual escapades. He never ever pursues nor beds a woman who is taken. Itโ€™s a rule of his.โ€ Yeosang explained, cuddling you, the soft sheets kissing your naked skin. โ€œBut if the woman lies that she isnโ€™t taken, thatโ€™s not on him.โ€
You only hummed at the piece of information about his best friend. Wooyoungโ€™s rule was fair enough.
โ€œSince he was the son of a Duke, he had more freedom than I had. Whenever Iโ€™d visit, the young maids in the Jung manor changed with each return.โ€
You made a face, one that made the former Prince smile fondly. โ€œItโ€™s because he wasโ€ฆโ€
โ€œMessing around with them, yes.โ€ Yeosang chuckled at the memory. โ€œOne time, I had caught him in our palace grounds stables getting head from one of my motherโ€™s handmaidens.โ€
โ€œAnd were you some Casanova back in the day too?โ€ You traced the line between his pecs.
โ€œIโ€™ve had my fair share of experiences in masquerades or in empty rooms at official balls. Nothing serious.โ€
โ€œNothing serious,โ€ you rolled your eyes a little. โ€œYouโ€™re only saying that because itโ€™s what you think I might want to hear.โ€
โ€œOh darling,โ€ he pouted his lips in jest before kissing your forehead, his hand never ceasing its caress on your naked back. โ€œAre you jealous?โ€
Yeosang watched as your brows furrowed and your lips pursed. It was cute and he knew you were just going to try to deny it.
โ€œMaybeโ€ฆ.just a little.โ€
โ€œI was jealous of you and San once.โ€ He confessed, wanting to wipe away your anxiety masked by jealousy.
โ€œW-what why?โ€ You blinked up at him.
โ€œBecause you were each otherโ€™s firsts. Even though San confessed after you and Mingi got together. He was still your first. First hug. First kiss. Oh, and youโ€™re very first.โ€
Your eyes widened and you immediately felt heat bloom in your cheeks. โ€œSan told you?โ€ You murmured shyly, remembering that time. Both of you only had each other at that time and in that mission, you both believed you were going to die. Consumed with unspoken desire and love that was hidden from each other verbally, you two had gotten intimate, letting actions and your bodies express what you both felt.
โ€œSan has loved you the longest, my darling. It just took him a while and you and Mingi being together to finally get him to say it.โ€
Your heart felt full. It felt as if it was going to explode with all the emotions and love you had for them. โ€œI love you, Yeosang.โ€ You said softly, looking him in his angelic eyes. โ€œI love all of you so very much.โ€
โ€œThough all of us have our own ways of showing it, we love you too. I love you.โ€
You kissed his soft lips and he kissed you back, sealing the romantic moment you two shared. You giggled as you pulled away.
โ€œNow back to our Wooyoung,โ€ Yeosang thought of his best friend.
โ€œOur?โ€ You raised a brow.
โ€œHe wants you, darling.โ€
โ€œSure he wants me but heโ€™s not mine nor am I his like Iโ€™m yours and youโ€™re mine. He probably only wants to fuck.โ€
โ€œAnd youโ€™re not opposed to the idea?โ€
You paused, thinking of your answer even though you immediately wanted to say no, you just didnโ€™t want to seem too eager. But you didnโ€™t have to hide from Yeosang. Never had to.
โ€œNo, Iโ€™m notโ€ฆโ€ you sighed, feeling a little guilty as you thought about your lovers. All of them. โ€œItโ€™s not that all of you arenโ€™t enoughโ€”
โ€œI know darling,โ€ he stopped you before you could worry and spiral. โ€œWe all have noticed the way Wooyoung acts around you. In fact, the night you returned and you and Mingiโ€ฆretired for the evening, the rest of us stayed back to discuss Wooyoung when he went to bed. Assuming he did go to bed and didnโ€™t watch you and Mingi have sex.โ€
You made a mental note to ask the peeping Tom if he did see you that first night before continuing to listen to Yeosangโ€™s pretty voice.
โ€œWooyoung saw us and he doesnโ€™t know that we are all your lovers.โ€
โ€œGod, he must think Iโ€™m cheating on Mingi or something.โ€ You huffed, rolling off of Yeosang to lie on your back. "Or that I'm some whor-"
Yeosang shushed you shaking his head. It would hurt him deeply if that was the way you thought of yourself.
โ€œYou could either confront him and ask him what he wants from you.โ€
โ€œVery straightforward,โ€ You narrowed your eyes at him. โ€œBut your smile is telling me there is another option.โ€
โ€œOrโ€ฆโ€Yeosang grinned, propping himself to crawl on top of you, his dark locks of hair framing his handsome face. He slotted his hips between your legs as he leaned down to kiss along your collarbones while his hands caressed your sides, the silk beneath his palms smooth against your skin.โ€œYou can have some fun keeping him on his toes."
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Pausing your little innocent footsie play with San, who frowned when you stopped, you decided to turn your attention to the man sitting across from you, next to your pouting lover.
Maybe giving him a hint and teasing him a bit would reassure him that you didnโ€™t hate him or anythingโ€ฆand maybe push him to finally confront you or take action with his attraction for you.
โ€œWeโ€™ll be arriving in Gevora by the morrow. As Iโ€™ve discussed with Y/N, one of the pieces of the Cromer, weโ€™ve found out, is going to be auctioned.โ€ Hongjoong was speaking to you as you raise your coffee cup to your lips while gliding your foot up Wooyoungโ€™s calf. โ€œItโ€™s a highly private auction with wealthy attendees which also means itโ€™s definitelyโ€”,โ€
โ€œIllegal.โ€ Jongho finished for the Captain, clicking his tongue as all of it made sense. โ€œSo whatโ€™s the plan?โ€
Wooyoung tensed visibly, his other leg jumping at your sudden touch, his knee banging against the underside of the table.
โ€œYou okay, Woo?โ€ Jongho asked, raising a brow at the wide-eyed former noble.
Wooyoung finally met your gaze as they all stared at him. He was met with such a neutral expression from you as if you werenโ€™t running your foot up his leg in a way that made shivers run down his spine and send heat straight to his groin.
โ€œU-uh Iโ€™m fineโ€ฆโ€ he was trying to remain composed while he screamed in his head at what on earth you were doing. โ€œJust lost in thought.โ€ He played it off, earning a very subtle smile of approval from you as you sipped your coffee so casually.
โ€œSo whatโ€™s your plan, Captain?โ€ You took the boys' attention from him, Hongjoong staring at you with a subtle glint in his eyes at how you effortlessly addressed him with a sultry tone.
โ€œThe good olโ€™ hit โ€˜em before they know it.โ€ He replied, his eyes locked with yours as he knew that look you had in them all too well. That teasing yet magnetic gaze. You must be in a playful mood today. โ€œSan and Jongho will infiltrate the storage area while Y/N and Wooyoung will attend the auction to give San and Jongho enough time to retrieve it.โ€
โ€œM-me?โ€ Wooyoung stuttered, Hongjoong unaware of how your foot now brushed Wooโ€™s inner thigh. The man in front of you swallowed the lump in his throat. What were you doing? He panicked.
โ€œIโ€™d send Yeosang but the attendees would know his face easily. So youโ€™re Y/Nโ€™s lucky partner for the heist.โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t have to worry much, Woo. San and Jongho will have most of the action if things donโ€™t go south. Iโ€™ll lead, and you,โ€ you pressed your foot gently against Wooyoungโ€™s hardening cock, fighting your smile at his somewhat pained yet turned-on expression. โ€œJust follow.โ€
He bit the inside of his cheek, opting to give a nod of acknowledgment because if he had opened his mouth, heโ€™d risk a very out of place sound at the breakfast table.
โ€œMingi will be monitoring the perimeter from the building across the venue. Ready to snipe should anyone intercept San or Jongho.โ€
Hongjoong went on but Wooyoung was struggling to focus. He could hear everything he was saying and he was taking note mentally of all the important details but the way your foot palmed at his painfully hard cock through his sweats was making his head spin. โ€œYunho will be driving the getaway van and Yeosang will bring his gear with him to hack into the security system in the van."
โ€œAnd you and Hwa?โ€ You leaned your head on Mingiโ€™s shoulder, pressing just a little more, the perfect amount as you glide your foot against his cock. Wooyoung gripped the fabric of his sweats to ground himself. He tried to meet your eyes but you were conversing with everyone as if you werenโ€™t giving him a fucking footjob between Yeosang and Mingi, and with San next to him.
โ€œHongjoong and I will take out two guards beforehand and take their uniform so that San and Jongho can easily get in.โ€ Seonghwa answered you. โ€œIt should go pretty smoothly but we will act quickly should there be anyโ€ฆunexpected surprises.โ€
โ€œI just hope I get to see you two in uniform,โ€ you chuckled playfully, thinking of how lovely the sight would be. Despite the two eldestโ€™s left behind military past, they have shared with you the official portraits of their time there. Strikingly handsome those two were. They even gave you the photographs for you to keep after they had noticed how long you stared at them in awe.
โ€œMaybe you will,โ€ Hongjoong smirked, winking at you playfully making you blush and laugh.
Wooyoung wondered how you were able to act like that... all effortless and pretty while you were rubbing his cock under the table. He was fighting back the urge to buck his hips into your foot for more friction. It felt goodโ€ฆso good. He could feel his precum dampening his boxers.
โ€œBaby, eat something while you drink your coffee,โ€ Mingi chided lightly, putting sweet buttered toast on your plate, berries and some cream.
You smiled at the care he was giving you, never ceasing the languid caress you were giving Wooyoungโ€™s hard cock, and turned to Mingi. โ€œThank you, baby.โ€ You tilted your chin up a little, the bigger man grinning before leaning down to peck you on the lips.
โ€œGet a room.โ€ Jongho fake gagged.
โ€œGladly,โ€ Mingi smirked and deepened the kiss to irk the youngest even more.
Wooyoungโ€™s cock throbbed at the sight of your plush lips against Mingiโ€™s and the way they moved against his. You were the first to pull away, smiling so sweetly up at Mingi and pinching his cheek.
โ€œIโ€™ll start packing up my gear,โ€ Yeosang announced to the group, taking his empty plate and getting up. He patted your head before discarding his plate in the sink.
โ€œMe too.โ€ Yunho chirped, doing the same as Yeosang.
โ€œYou guys can go ahead,โ€ you told Hongjoong and Seonghwa who also were done with their breakfast. โ€œWooyoung and I will clear up.โ€
โ€œThank you, dove.โ€ Seonghwa smiled, stacking his and Hongjoongโ€™s plates before going about their personal schedules and preparation.
โ€œYou okay, Woo?โ€ San suddenly asked.
โ€œH-huh?โ€ The man croaked out, his fist clenched tightly out of sight.
โ€œYouโ€™re awfully quiet.โ€ He frowned, his cat eyes trying to read his expression. โ€œAre you in pain?โ€
Mingi and Jongho looked at Wooyoung worriedly while you had the audacity to pout your lips teasingly and bat your lashes at him, still rubbing his cock with your foot making the pressure in the base of his spine tightened further.
โ€œLeg cramp.โ€ Wooyoung shakily replied, forcing a smile. โ€œI-Iโ€™ll be fine.โ€
โ€œIf you say so. This is why you should stretch after a workout. I told you โ€˜cool downโ€™ is important.โ€ San light-heartedly reprimanded, getting up and excusing himself from the breakfast table, leaving you, Woo, Mingi, and Jongho.
โ€œWhat dress do you plan to wear to the bourgeois auction?โ€ Jongho asked, sipping his coffee.
โ€œI havenโ€™t thought about that yet.โ€ You hummed crossing your arms under your chest which pushed your breasts up and together, that teasing dip of cleavage along with the strokes you gave his cock, making Wooyoungโ€™s head spin.
โ€œHow about the navy blue one?โ€ Mingi suggested, playing with your hair as he took the last bites of his breakfast.
โ€œThat oneโ€™s too short, baby. Not very auction-y.โ€
โ€œThat oneโ€™s too flashy.โ€ Jongho agreed. โ€œItโ€™s more of a night out dress. How about that red one?โ€
You glanced at Wooyoung and noticed how he was trying hard to steady his breaths in a way it was not noticeable by the other two men and you could see a vein in his neck beginning to pop out as his cock throbbed. His brows knitted together and his head was facing his lap, almost looking like he was in deep thought or trying to relax from the pain of his โ€˜leg crampโ€™.
He was close. He was so fucking close. Wooyoung hissed as he felt his climax near. All caution was ready to be thrown out the window as he reveled at your touch and the sight of you. Maybe he didnโ€™t fucking care if he came in his boxers. How did Jongho and Mingi not even know what you were up to?
โ€œOhhh, that red one.โ€ Your touch left him, the pleasure he had been feeling, that tightening sensation at the base of his spine as he got close to release, was ripped away from him.
โ€œFuck!โ€ Wooyoung exclaimed, fist banging on the table making the two men look at him questioningly at his frustrated cry.
His head was thrown back at the ache of being denied climax. To the two men, it looked as if his leg cramp had gotten worse. Wooyoung leaned his elbows on the table, his hands gripping his hair as he breathed heavily. He looked through the thin curtain of his messy locks over to eyes to look at you. Your glossy lips were upturned slightly, almost tauntingly and your eyes glimmered with mischief, finding entertainment in his predicament.
โ€œDude, Wooyoung.โ€ Jongho looked at him worriedly and a little confused. โ€œYou should get that leg cramp checked with Yunho if itโ€™s that bad.โ€
โ€œYeah, we canโ€™t have you pulling a muscle or getting cramps on the mission,โ€ Mingi added. โ€œYou both canโ€™t compromise your covers.โ€
Your legs returned to yourself and you crossed your left over your right. Will Wooyoung finally make a move after this? How far did you need to push him to finally have him confront you? How much self-control does he even have?
โ€œIโ€™m sure heโ€™ll be fine, Mingi. I know you two have some preparations to do for the mission. So go ahead, and Iโ€™ll clear up here while Wooyoungโ€ฆrests.โ€ You told the two men, smiling at them reassuringly.
โ€œBut I kinda do wanna get a room with you though,โ€ Mingi murmured, eying you with desire. โ€œJust a little yโ€™knowโ€ฆquickie.โ€
โ€œI thought you were back to baseline Mingi libido.โ€
โ€œGod.โ€ Jongho groaned getting up and grabbing Mingi by the ear, completely unafraid of the much taller man. โ€œYouโ€™re a fucking horn dog man. It may not seem like it outside but itโ€™s 9 am in the fucking morning. Keep your wandering hands to yourself.โ€
Mingiโ€™s eyes rounded in a childlike way, turning to you as Jongho was dragging him out of the kitchen.
โ€œIโ€™ll just clean up here and you'll have me soon enough.โ€ You blew him a kiss, letting Jongho and his god-like strength pull him away.
You were amused they didnโ€™t catch onโ€ฆdid they really buy the leg cramp?
Once they were out of earshot, you turned to Wooyoung.
He was slumped against his chair, finally letting himself breathe. His heartbeat was pounding in his ears and his whole body was hot with need. Struggling to compose himself, he looked at you.
His eyes had a hazy look in them, it was the same gaze you saw last night. His pupils were blown with lust, his cheeks were flushed and his lips parted as he softly panted.
Wooyoung stared. He blinked a couple of times to make his eyes focus on you. A part of him was annoyed that you just looked so neutral as if everything was okay. You had that small smile on your lips whenever you two spoke and that gentle captivating gaze that made one feel that what they had to say was very important to you. But right now, that gentle demure look taunted him.
โ€œYour leg cramp must be really bad,โ€ you finally spoke. โ€œYou should relax, Woo.โ€ You got up and started to stack the empty plates on one another. โ€œIโ€™ll go put these in the sink and wash them, okay?โ€ You smiled sweetly, reaching across the table to get his plate as well, knowing that it would the man a view of your breasts against the lace lingerie when you dipped forward. Will he finally snap?
While you walked over to the kitchen, Wooyoung glanced down at his lap, his painfully hard cock creating a tent in his cotton sweats. He was irritated. You had the fucking audacity to smile and act as if nothing happened? After whatever the fuck you just pulled?
You observed him from the kitchen, waiting for him to make his move but the man just sat there. Rolling your eyes, you made your way to him, the soft patter of your feet on the cold floor not making him look at you.
Youโ€™ll make him look at you.
โ€œHey.โ€
Wooyoung let out a shaky breath as something soft and warm pressed against his throbbing cock, ripping him from his thoughts and making him aware of the body perched on his lap. His eyes were wide as he met yours, confusion and surprise in them when you rested your hands on his shoulders.
โ€œLook at me.โ€ You whispered, running a gentle trail down the back of his neck.
โ€œWhat are youโ€”,โ€ he started to say, trying to ignore the fact you were straddling his lap with your panty-clad pussy pressed against his cock.
โ€œIt hurts doesnโ€™t it?โ€ You took one of his hands, bringing it up to your chest and resting it atop your breast, making him cup the soft flesh.
โ€œWhy did you do that?โ€ He asked, his other hand gripping your hip, using it to ground himself. His mind was screaming at the sudden closeness. The heat of your body beneath his palm, your sweet scent filling up his senses and the fact you were even touching him was making him want to really feel you, all of you.
โ€œDo what?โ€ You purred, bringing the hand that was on your breast away from your chest and letting his fingertips feel your warm lips.
โ€œYou know what Iโ€™m talking about Y/N.โ€ He watched your every move, shamefully anticipating what you would do next.
โ€œDo I?โ€ You teased, bringing his thumb to brush your lips and before he could say another word, you took the digit in your mouth, sucking softly at it and swirling your tongue around slowly.
โ€œF-fuck,โ€ Wooyoung muttered breathily. His mind went straight to imagining what itโ€™d be like to have your lips around his cock right now.
You released his thumb with a soft pop, his eyes on your pink lips. โ€œDid you like it?โ€ You asked him, running your hands up his chest.
What were you referring to? The way you were touching him under the table? Cause if he was going to be completely honest, he did like it. He was annoyed that you edged him but he fucking loved it. Orโ€ฆwas it about last night?
โ€œYou couldโ€™ve gotten caught.โ€ He didnโ€™t move his hands from your hips. A part of him was still unsure whether he should cross the line despite you having acted as if that line didnโ€™t exist.
โ€œMe? I hope you mean you, Woo.โ€ You giggled, tracing his jaw. โ€œLeg cramp? I guess that was believable. I mean the boys bought it. Want me to make it better?โ€ You cooed, slowly rolling your hips forward, dragging your clothed pussy against the length of his cock, earning the reaction you wanted from him.
He shivered and moaned softly.
โ€œI didnโ€™t let you finish, did I?โ€ You kissed his neck, the heat of your lips making his hips buck involuntarily. You clicked your tongue. โ€œBehave, Woo.โ€
Wooyoung glanced at the doorway, anxious that someone might walk in on you two. Why were you doing this?
โ€œAnswer me.โ€ You whispered, your voice sweet like honey as you stopped moving, giving him nothing once more.
โ€œY-you didnโ€™t.โ€ He breathed out, gripping your hips fighting the urge to guide them against his cock.
โ€œGood boy,โ€ you slowly rolled your hips again, finding yourself growing wet at the hardness of his cock. He was so stiff. Maybe you did feel just a little bit bad that you didnโ€™t let him cum. โ€œBut youโ€™re not that good arenโ€™t you?โ€
โ€œH-huh?โ€ Was all he could manage to say, too distracted and drunk at the feeling of your hips grinding your core unto his cock. The friction sent swift shocks of pleasure throughout his body.
โ€œDonโ€™t act dumb, Woo.โ€ Your soft warm breath was against his ear. His heart pounded strongly in his chest as it dawned on him that you were talking about how you had caught him watching you and Yeosang last night.
Fuck.
This was your way of confronting him about it? Having him wrapped around your finger by turning him on, teasing him to no end, and torturing him with the very thing he wanted most, you.
โ€œI-Iโ€™m sorry,โ€ he croaked out, moaning when you licked a stripe along his neck.
โ€œAre you really?โ€ Your voice dipped low, one hand that had been resting on his shoulder moving down to the waistband of his sweats.
โ€œY/N, we shouldnโ€™t.โ€ In his own head, you two really shouldnโ€™t. โ€œY-Yeosangโ€”fuck.โ€ You freed his cock from his pants and boxers, his hard length slapping against his stomach.
You bit your lip as you glanced down while you had been kissing along his jaw, the sight of the pink angry and leaking tip making you grow wetter.
โ€œYes. Me and Yeo.โ€ You softly placed your fingertip on the tip, mouth watering at the precum that was leaking out and spreading the slick substance all over the head of his cock. โ€œYouโ€™re a little pervert arenโ€™t you?โ€ You wrapped your hand around his length to have a feel of him. He was hot and heavy within your enclosed palm, and thick. โ€œDid you like watching Yeo fuck me, Woo?โ€
You squeezed his cock gently, his head following forward and leaning on your chest as he moaned. โ€œI did. Fuck. I did. Y/N please.โ€
Fuck it. He swore to himself. Fuck it all. He needed to cum, he needed you to do something. Anything. His cock was painfully hard and the unmoving touch of your hand was driving him crazy.
โ€œI like it when youโ€™re honest.โ€ You hummed with a smile, getting up. Wooyoungโ€™s hands gripped your hips in protest, feeling crazed at the thought of you leaving him high and dry again.
But you didnโ€™t leave.
You perched yourself on the edge of the table you cleared on your own. Your hands pressed against the surface behind you, leaning on them.
โ€œIf you answer me honestly, Iโ€™ll let you cum.โ€ You told him with a smile while batting your pretty lashes at him.
God, he just wanted to fall on his knees and kiss along your leg and worship every part of you.
Wooyoung swallowed thickly as he nodded, wincing a little as the cold draft kissed his bare cock.
โ€œDo you hear me and Mingi fuck?โ€ The first question of your little interrogation.
Maybe if he wasnโ€™t so on edge and horny, he wouldโ€™ve held back and lied.
Shakily, he answered, โ€œYes.โ€
You hummed as you nodded at his response, his eyes widening when you pinched the skirt of your lingerie and hiked it up high, giving him a glimpse of your matching panties.
โ€œDo you touch yourself when you hear us?โ€ Your second question.
โ€œYes.โ€
โ€œShow me.โ€
Without any shame and his eyes focused on you, your magnetic eyes drawing him in your gaze, he wrapped his hand around his cock, an action all too familiar from the fantasizing about you all this time.
You hummed seductively and with his eyes on you, you did what you had done the very first night you two met. You brought your hand to your collarbone, tracing along it, his eyes following before you led them along your shoulder, slowly and agonizingly pushing the thin strap over the edge of your shoulder. The top hem dropped slightly, showing him more of your skin beneath the lingerie, the silk clinging to the curve of your breasts.
His hand moved along his cock, slowly, doing as you said, finding no relief from it at all. Not when you had pressed your cunt against it and wrapped your own hand around him just moments ago.
You licked your lower lip, adoring the sight of Wooyoung touching himself.
โ€œDid you ever watch Mingi and I?โ€ You followed up your next question. โ€œDonโ€™t move your hand too fast. Weโ€™re not yet done.โ€
Wooyoung slowed his hand down, still slumped against his chair but languidly stroking his cock.
โ€œI did.โ€ He admitted quickly, awaiting your next move to award his honesty.
You bunched the fabric of your lingerie to your waist, slowly parting your legs to show him your matching underwear. โ€œWhen?โ€
Wooyoung bit his lip at the sight of your clothed cunt. Was your pretty pussy really on his cock a while ago?
He breathed out shakily, the stimulation of his cock in his own hand not enough to make him cum. โ€œThe first night you returned on this ship.โ€
โ€œGet up.โ€ You instructed him. โ€œCome to me.โ€
Wooyoung let go of his cock and without any thought, walked up to you, now standing between your parted thighs.
You hooked your leg around his waist as you chuckled. โ€œCloser.โ€
โ€œY/Nโ€ฆIโ€™m sorry.โ€ He said again, letting your hands guide his in where he could touch you. Despite the situation, he didnโ€™t feel he had the right to touch you as he wanted or as he pleased.
โ€œYou mustโ€™ve tortured yourself,โ€ you sweetly cooed, placing one of his hands on your hip before cupping his cheek, your thumb caressing his cheekbone. โ€œJust watching from afar. Not able to touch me. Is that what you want? Do you want to touch me too?โ€
Too? Did you think of him touching you? Has the idea of being with him crossed your mind like his mind did?
Your voice was void of the sternness it had when you had been interrogating him. It was now sweet and inviting, gentle even?
โ€œIโ€™ve been wanting to touch you since the night we first met.โ€ He answered, the very honest reply taking you aback and making your heart skip a beat.
โ€œOh, Woo,โ€ you murmured softly, bringing closer til the underside of his cock was against your clothed core again. โ€œIf you wanted me, you shouldโ€™ve just said so.โ€
What did you mean? He couldn't have you in the first place because you were someone else's to hold.
Why was your heart melting so easily for him? You had been sure what you had felt for Wooyoung and what he felt for you was nothing but desire. Just lust. And yet, you were being as sweet as you were with all your lovers.
โ€œY/Nโ€ฆโ€He squeezed your hips, his forehead resting atop the crown of your own head, getting a whiff of the scent of your shampoo. He needed to fucking cum. It was taking everything in him right now to not hump his cock against your clothed heat. โ€œPlease.โ€
โ€œI like it when you beg.โ€ You softly whispered before leaning back and propping yourself on your elbows, his eyes raking you up and down your body. โ€œSince you were so honestโ€ฆ.โ€ He watched as your hand guided his cock this o where you wanted him.
His breath hitched when you slipped his cock beneath your silk panties, the smooth fabric making him shiver. His cock throbbed when he realized the silk was slightly damp and slick.
โ€œYou canโ€™t put it in though.โ€ You told him, guiding the tip of his cock along your slit coating him with your wetness.
Wooyoung stared at where you two were touching. You were moving his cock head between your plush pussy lips and a part of him couldโ€™ve died at the way you softly moaned when you circled his tip around your clit.
Was this really happening?
He was snapped from his thoughts when your hand left his cock, your silk panties softly smacking against his length.
His cock was between your silk underwear and your bare heat. Fuck. Was he dreaming? He stared at the shape of his length beneath the fabric. Something about the sight was so sinfully pleasing to his eyes.
Placing his hands over your hips with his thumbs pressing into your inner thighs, he slowly moved his hips forward and back, his cock slotted between your lower lips.
You softly moaned as his length rubbed your clit. Languidly, taking his sweet time and drinking in the sight and feeling of his cock on your pussy, Wooyoung didnโ€™t care that he wasnโ€™t inside you. This was just as good. In fact, better than he could ever imagine.
With his thumb, he pressed his length against you a little bit more, applying pressure on your clit and making you whimper. Fuck. Hearing you like this was better than from afar. His eyes were glued to how his cock pushed against the fabric of your underwear, bulging against it and slowly it became more sheer as his precum and your wetness mixed together.
"Woo,โ€ you moaned so sweetly, gentle strong shocks of pleasure rolling through your body.
He moved his hips a little faster, making your hips wriggle in his hold and moan again. Eventually, the sliding of his cock against your wet folds made soft obscene slick sounds. Only you two could hear it.
โ€œFuck, you feel so good against me.โ€ Wooyoung groaned softly, his core growing hotter at the fact your cunt was drooling all over his cock. He sped up just a little bit more, making the two of you moan in bliss as your clit got stimulated by his hot and heavy length.
The sight of his pink tip faintly shown through the damp wet patch on your underwear was something he wished he could take a picture of for memory. Wooyoung panted. He wanted you so bad. Every sigh and sound of pleasure from your lips caused by him, made him fall even more for you.
โ€œDonโ€™t hold back, Woo.โ€ You told him, softly yelping when his cock rubbed your clit a certain way making your thighs shake. โ€œI-,โ€ you began shakily, lying back down fully on the table, the delicious feeling of his cock making you fall apart so easily. โ€œI want you to cum.โ€
โ€œFuck. Donโ€™t say things like that,โ€ he groaned, rutting his hips at just the right pace.
โ€œMake a mess, Woo. I donโ€™t care.โ€ You bucked your hips upwards wanting to feel your own release.
โ€œFuck it.โ€ He hissed, continuing to fuck against your panties and cunt surprisingly passionately.
You whimpered and slid your hands over your body, the movement making his eyes snap away briefly from where you two were touching. One of your hands softly wrapped around his wrist while the other cupped and squeezed your right breast. You were driving him crazy.
Wooyoungโ€™s breathing grew erratic as that coil in the base of his spine tightened further and further. The slick wet sounds of your pussy along with your soft whimpers and moans egged him on, and he began to swear under his breath.
He canโ€™t believe this was happening. Your moans grew higher in pitch and breathier.
โ€œOh my god, Woo, please.โ€ Fuck. You sounded so sweet and perfect begging.
โ€œIโ€™ve got youโ€”f-fuck, fuck, fuck,โ€ he slowly began to lose himself, his hips moving on their own as he chased his release, the increasing speed bringing you close to the edge.
You moaned his name again. Something he thought he would never ever hear. Now that he has, he just knew it was going to haunt him forever til he can have you again.
You cried out as you came, covering your mouth with your hand as you whined at how he was still going, watching his groomed brows knit together and his eyes blink blearily down at you. His hair was a perfect swoop of mess on his head and as he reached his climax, his beautiful jaw tightened while a vein in his neck began to bulge.
He looked so handsome above you and something about the way he looked at you, made you feel something bloom and flutter in your belly.
โ€œAh!โ€ A broken gasp and cry left his pink parted lips. His hips stilled, completely pressed against yours as he finally, finally, came. Hot spurts of his cum seeped through your underwear and dripped down and along your pussy, making you moan at the warmth of his release.
His mind was blank as he came, his eyes processed the sticky mess of his cock in your panties and the disheveled pretty undone mess you were on the dining table. You were panting softly at your own high, your chest rising up and down, making him stare at your breasts for a bit. Your nipples were perked and poking through the silk, and if the hem fell a little bit more he couldโ€™ve seen your pretty peaks. His eyes then moved to your pussy. He couldnโ€™t help but hook his finger at the fabric and move it aside, still keeping his cock rested against your mound.
If he had askedโ€ฆwould you let him take a picture? Because the pornographic sight before him was something he wanted to imprint in his mind forever.
Wooyoung never thought that he would ever, ever, see this. His thick white cum dripped down your pink pussy, and some of it slipped over your entrance making it look like he had cum inside of you. Grabbing his cock, he moved his cum around your pussy with the tip making your hips shake at the added stimulation from the high you were still in.
This was dirty.
You propped yourself up on your elbows once more and reached down to your core. Your fingers dipped between your folds and you felt your walls squeeze around nothing at his sticky hot cum.
โ€œYou came so muchโ€ฆโ€ you thought out loud, your voice slowly bringing Wooyoung back to earth.
You pressed the pad of your pointer finger against your thumb and rubbed it against one another, feeling the wet slippery mess of his cum, Wooyoung watching you hypnotically. Feeling his eyes follow your every move once more, you watched him as he watched you. He has always been watching you. But this time, you knew.
You brought your cum stained fingers to your lips and licked your digits, making Wooyoungโ€™s mouth part just a little as a shaky breath left him. You hummed at the taste of him and it didnโ€™t help that after you did that you met his eyes, and smirked.
โ€œYouโ€™re really going to be the death of me, you know that.โ€ He leaned his hands on the edge of the table, sighing.
You sat up, softly laughing, a sound that made his heart flutter. โ€œDonโ€™t say that. If you die, whereโ€™s the fun in that?โ€
That made him laugh with you, falling into this comforting and lighthearted fuzzy atmosphere. He barely even knew you. He didnโ€™t know much except what you allowed him to know or what the other men could say about you.
Without thinking, he gently cupped your face, catching you off guard and staring at him with surprise. He didnโ€™t say anything. He justโ€ฆgazed at you in that way.
That same feeling that bubbled inside of you whenever Sanโ€™s eyes smiled with his lips when he looked at you, or when Jongho held you with such care and protection whenever you two just lay down and talked with one anotherโ€ฆwhen Yunho hugged you from behind whether when you two slept or when youโ€™re doing work. When Seonghwa reads to you with your heart against his chest and your face buried in his neck under the fluffy blanket in the common room. When Mingi smiles and lets his goofy self out around youโ€ฆor when Hongjoong shows you his poems and confides with you his innermost thoughts.
That special feeling of intimacy and loveโ€ฆwhat was that delicate beginning rush doing here too?
Wooyoung hasnโ€™t been this close to you since the kitchen strawberry incident and every time heโ€™s able to be this up close, heโ€™s able to confirm that youโ€™re real. That thereโ€™s warmth in your skin and that your gorgeous smile was something he could see every day.
โ€œIโ€ฆโ€ he began, feeling his words get stuck in his throat. He was confused. He tucked himself back into his sweats and offered you a small smile. โ€œIโ€™ll clean you up, yeah?โ€
You nodded quickly, glancing at the doorway. The double doors were still closed. Maybe you should tell him the truth. About you and Mingi, Yeosang, and everyone else.
He returned with a soft towel. "May I?โ€
โ€œMhm.โ€
This was Jung Wooyoung.
Despite his burning desires, he was a caring soul and a gentleman. Itโ€™s kinda cute how slow he was to catch on but you knew the truth probably crossed his mind already and he was just in denial. Itโ€™s not everyday you meet 8 people all involved with one another intimately both physically and emotionally.
A scratching sound from the intercom interrupted the budding moment between the two of you, tearing both your attentions from each other.
โ€œY/N,โ€ it was Jonghoโ€™s voice. โ€œHongjoong is calling you. Meet him in his office.โ€
You sighed softly, letting Woo clean off the cum that had landed on your lower abdomen. โ€œDuty calls.โ€ You hopped off the table.
โ€œYouโ€™re a busy lady.โ€ He chuckled, whipping his head away when he saw you shimmying your underwear down. โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m not going to go into Hongjoongโ€™s office with cum stained underwear, Woo.โ€ You huffed, stepping out of the fabric.
โ€œGoing commando is the better choice?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not nice to keep the Captain waiting if I go get changed. Iโ€™ll just chuck it in the laundry room on the way there. My basket is already there anyway.โ€ You shrugged and then smiled at him sweetly. โ€œIโ€™ll see you around, peeping Tom.โ€
โ€œHey!โ€ Wooyoung defensively yelled.
You skipped out of the dining kitchen room.
What the fuck just happened?
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โ€œOh, youโ€™re all here?โ€ All the men except Wooyoung were in the captainโ€™s office when you arrived.
โ€œYou can brief Wooyoung for me later,โ€ Hongjoong said as you walked into the room, standing next to Jongho who was sitting on the end of the three-seater couch facing his desk.
โ€œDid his cramp get better?โ€ Yeosang asked, standing next to San.
โ€œOh? Heโ€™s fine now. Donโ€™t worry.โ€ You answered, looking at Seonghwa who with his hand gestured for you to come closer to the desk where a digital map was laid out before you.
โ€œThis is the perimeter of the venue. Itโ€™s some rich Lordโ€™s mansion. Since pretty important wealthy no good doers will be there, Iโ€™m sure the security will be tight.โ€ Hongjoong began the briefing. Your eyes followed his pretty fingers as he pointed around the map.
You leaned forward a little to get a better look.
The sound of someone choking on their water, made yours, Hongjoong, and Seonghwaโ€™s head snap to where it came from.
The pink-haired gunner was coughing and Yunho was giggling while rubbing comforting circles on his friendโ€™s back. While San was staring at you adorably with wide eyes and Yeosang was pressing his lips together to stop his smile.
"Sweetheart..." San's ear turned pink.
โ€œY/N, youโ€™re going to kill Mingi one day,โ€ Jongho said, his eyes focused on you, his legs spread wide on the couch as he leaned forward and rested his elbows on his thighs.
โ€œHuh? Why?โ€ You blinked, tilting your head.
โ€œDonโ€™t you think a mission briefing is the wrong time to go commando?โ€
Now it was the Captain and Vice Captainโ€™s turn to look at you with pleasant surprise. You felt the heat crawl up your neck and into your face.
โ€œOh, Iโ€ฆโ€ For Wooyoungโ€™s sake, youโ€™d say a little white lie. โ€œI mustโ€™ve forgottenโ€ฆoops?โ€
Hongjoong shook his head fighting back a smile and grabbed his captainโ€™s coat before going to where you were stood. From behind, he wrapped his coat sleeves around your waist securely. โ€œNaughty little kitty.โ€ He whispered only for you to hear, giving you a subtle quick kiss on the shoulder before returning to his spot.
โ€œY/N is not good for Mingbido.โ€ Yunho chuckled.
โ€œMingiโ€”what?โ€ Seonghwa made a face.
โ€œMingbido,โ€ Yunho repeated. โ€œMingi libido.โ€
โ€œGod damn it.โ€ Jongho pinched the bridge of his nose. โ€œYou guys are so lame.โ€
โ€œHey! Speak kindly to your elders!โ€ Yunho tutted, pursing his lips cutely.
โ€œElders? Okay, old man.โ€ Jongho retorted.
โ€œHey!โ€
Hongjoong sighed before calling his members to his attention while you smiled at them sweetly. As much as he loved the way you looked so pretty and lovingly at them, you all have a very important agenda to attend to.
โ€œMen. Focus!โ€
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๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who is a ruthless man nonetheless, stepping on anyone's fingers who tries to graze you with his boots, watching them wailing and trying to wriggle out of it.
"Such bug must really be squashed dead huh?"
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who will sometimes take the belongings of his dead enemies for you to collect. Whatever it is that manages to catch his and your interest is as good as yours now.
"You know, how about we make a deal? Give me this thing and I'll let you die in a more peaceful and easy way."
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who hates the idea of seeing even a soul sneering at you. Anyone who makes the slightest bit of rude remarks toward you will be faced with his fist immediately, no matter where they are.
"Say. That. Again. And. I. Will. Make. Sure. You. Can't. Talk. Anymore."
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who is not a talkative man but will always tell you about his day as he strokes your hair, watching you sleep peacefully. He doesn't like telling people about himself but all that is thrown out of the window when it comes to you.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who is indeed a loyal man, never indulging himself in the parties where women and men are involved with each other.
"Never seen ya' with anyone wrapped around your arm. Come get a taste of it!"
"If I were you, I'd immediately run along before I make you taste my gun's bullet."
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who is tired of living, had it not been for you, he would have long chosen to kill himself and after you into oblivion. But that would simply mean he is wasting away all the troubles he had gone through just for his current standing.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who can never rest in peace because of you and the organization he's leading. He shouldn't have taken this position, and shouldn't have shot the previous ringleader down after the revolution he led. But he needs power and being that man's right-hand man wasn't enough.
"ELEANOR! IS THIS HOW A DOG SUPPOSED TO REPAY HIS MASTER'S KINDNESS?!"
"... Hey, unfortunately enough... I have never even once considered you to be my 'Master'. I'll let you go with your pride still intact, see you again."
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who likes to tend the garden in place for your bedridden state. You love flowers and it truly would be a shame if the flowers have to wilt because no one takes care of it. Well... never mind that he'll just ask the gardener to tend it again later when he's absent.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who watches how the house that was once white slowly darkens into pitch black, just like how he is dragged deeper into the underground world. Reality and Fantasy, these are truly a shackle of curse to him.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who likes to sit in front of the grandfather's clock, sipping his share of tea while flipping through the album photo of you two. All was great until you decided to commit something foolish that dragged him into the underworld.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who likes to stroke your hair absentmindedly, watching you sleep while your chest heaves up and down. Always sleeping and never awake. He enjoys humming the lullaby that you have always been fond of, hoping that it'll somehow reach your ears.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who likes to play the Russian roulette with himself, will the dice finally choose to take him? Nonetheless, the dice is kind enough to make him survive for another day to take care of you.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who can not sleep in peace as he cradles your limp body, worries endowed in him as the thought of his enemies slipping into his manor and taking you away from him. They know a better way to kill him after all, and that is by taking you hostage rather than torturing him to death.
๐˜๐š๐ง! ๐Œ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐š ๐‘๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ who will always make sure that you are breathing, his ear placed on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. The idea of your life slipping away from your comatose body terrifies him.
"... Good night." Eleanor places a kiss on your forehead before hugging your body, the two of you hiding beneath the cover of a blanket.
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SMILING CRITTERS X BULLIED!READER
Scenario: you are friends with the smiling critters and one day, they found out you were being bullied (lets say there are (3) bully npc's in the cartoon lol)
These Cartoon counterparts seem to be a bit... ooc...
Warning: bullying, violence, "worst case scenario" added for dogday, craftycorn roasting, hoppy choosing violence and rejecting humanity, catnap being catnap, writing may be a bit sloppy and weird lol
A/n: this had got to be one of the most random ideas i had
DogDay
As the leader of the Smiling Critters and your friend, he tries to resolve this in a peaceful manner. He confronts the bullies with you tagged along and attempts to make them apologize to you and wants them to compensate by cleaning the school, canteen and the garden by a whole week.
Of course, the bullies won't do it, so he goes to the teachers to address the problem.
The bullies are punished and will have cleaning duties for more than a week.
Worst case scenario (because i wanted to /j):
If the bullies resorted to violence in an attempt to scare DogDay, he fought back and defended you. You ran for help but one got out of his reach and punched you, he bit the one/s he's fighting and rushed at your aid and barked at the bully. "DON'T YOU DARE HURT MY FRIEND AGAIN!!"
The bullies got scared and ran to the clinic but DogDay barked and chased them until they were punished by the nurse and teachers.
You asked DogDay if he was okay, he grinned at you with a thumbs up, saying, "Of course I am! I will never let anyone dim you down!"
You smiled at his conviction, you were happy that you had such a sunny friend.
Bobby BearHug
After knowing you were being bullied, she immediately went to confront them. You were so scared and you didn't want her to get hurt, but she reassured you she can handle it and winked.
Reaching the bullies' spot, she confronted them. The bulkies glared at you and you cowered behind the bear's back, "So i heard you were bullying my friend? You better pay for that. You must apologize to my friend, now" She hissed, crossing her arms. The bullies simply laughed.
Bobby didnt hesitate to punch the bully on his face. His nose bled. Bobby was a sweet soul, but she's a bear, a predator, a tough cookie to crack. "DO I HAVE TO REPEAT WHAT I SAID?! APOLOGIZE TO MY FRIEND. NOW."
The bullies apologized while trembling in fear. "You can go back to whatever business you are doing now," she said in sweetly, though, there was venom to it, "Dare try to bully my friend once more and I will make sure to tear your limbs apart, skin you alive and--"
You tapped Bobby's shoulder before she went on full detail. "Whoops!" She giggled, scratching the back of her head looking at you. "Now, GO HOME." She pointed out at them, "Please!" of course, she never forgets her manners. That's not very Bobby if she didnt mind her manners, even to her enemies.
KickinChicken
Oh expect this bird to not handle things peacefully, especially with you being hurt. You were away from him, doing your own things. He went to the bullies, but of course, he can't go alone. He knows he can't handle them so he asked DogDay and Hoppy to hop along with him.
Hoppy looked like she was about to murder someone... a baseball bat was with her. DogDay and Kickin talked it out first with the bullies. But when they wouldn't budge, Hoppy stepped in and handed Kickin the bat. "NOW, WHO WANTS TO GO FIRST?" He tapped the bat to his wing. DogDay was against it, but didn't protest, Hoppy was trying not to smirk at the bullies.
The 3 critters and the bullied were headed to your way. You got startled and scared but DogDay, Kickin and Hoppy immediately went to your side. "Now, APOLOGIZE." Kickin forced a smile at them, and they apologized to you.
After that, DogDay took them in for their punishment. Hoppy taked the bat back so that she can go back playing baseball with the others. You thabked Kickin for his action and he blushed, brushing it off as "nothing". You and him sat by a tree and watched the other critters play on the field.
Hoppy Hopscotch
"Wait--Hoppy!" Yoy tried to stop Hoppy from going to the bullies. But she immediately scolded you for being a coward for not telling her this, you explained they threatened you but she didn't listen. "THOSE MFS ARE NO MATCH FOR ME," she spat on the ground.
As soon as you twto spotted the bullies, she didn't waste any time and immediately launched her fists at them. Knocking them off guard. She didnt let any of them escape her wrath. And then she grabbed your hand to run and leave them alone in the open.
CraftyCorn
Crafty was aware of it. "Why aren't you telling me this? We're friends!" She yelled at you. You explained they were going to hurt you if--"Let's go to them!" Crafty smatched your hand and went to the bullies.
Before you knew it, you were corned by the bullies. Taunting and laughing at you two. At first, fear was on ghe unicorn's face but it immediately changed to anger. "You're bullying my friend! You know you shouldn't be doing that!"
"Oh yeah? What're you gonna do about it, horse piss? Your friend's quite a coward and seems to be undeserving to be here." One of the bullies taunted her.
"YOU INSULTING MY FRIEND SHOWS HOW MUCH YOU'RE SO INSECURE ABOUT YOURSELF, IT TELLS A LOT ABOUT YOU, YKNOW?" Crafty snapped.
"COWARD. UGLY. USELESS. TRASH. GOOD FOR NOTHING. YOUR BIRTH WAS A MISTAKE." She added. Then you two turned around and left, you can tell that crafty was so angry because of her trembling hooves. The bully targeted by Crafty's words cried while his other two friends mocked him for being a crybaby.
Moments later--"Ah! I'm sorry! I didnt mamage to make them apologize to you! Sorrysorrysorry--!" Crafty apologized to you. "No, no! It's okay, Crafty! What you said was way more satisfying," in all silliness, you stuck your tongue out. Crafty giggled and she went back to pher canvas,ready to paint another new piece,"oh? Whats that called?" You asked as she sketched out what seems to be shadows looming over a figure protecting a smaller one behind it, there were separated figures at their opposite side, seemingly the figure with shadiws protecting the smaller one from attackers.
"Oh this? I call it... 'Happy Snappy!"
PickyPiggy
Picky was uneasy that day. Ever since she knew you were being bullied, she wasted no time to gather all the trash and dump it anywhere where the bullies would have been to. "HEHEHEHEHE..." The bullies ended up getting scolded by the teachers for dumping 'their' trash around. Pickypiggy snickered behind a tree, watching them from afar. She was quite fast and undetectable.
The bullies bags' had trash in them, their armchairs full of waste.
Then she tricked them into meeting up in a corner, she had full trash cans up on the roof, Hoppy and Kickin assisting her. Then they dumped the pile at them. You took the chance to run and report it to the teachers.
The trio fist bumped in victory and Picky was grateful for their help. She went back to you as you told her the weird thing that happened to the bullies--while eating cookies together.
Bubba Bubbaphant
The smart guy of the group. He was devastated at the fact that you didnt told him anything about your situation. He confronted them in full glasses nerd mode on, you came up to him and told him not to challenge them any further. He ended up getting beaten up by the bullies, he wasnt able to fight. Good thing DogDay was patrolling the area nearbt you.
Bubba was sent to a clinic, but he talked to DogDay first for a special request.
The next day, "man, this room sucks." One of the bullies complained. "What are we doing here anyway?" One of them groaned. They were in detention for two weeks, "How are we supposed to go to our classes now?"
Just in time, Bubba walked inside the room, "Okay class, I'll be your teacher for the next two weeks." He sneered at them. The bullies groaned at him as he wrote down a hell of math on the board. "This is your punishment for bullying a friend of mine, bear with it, losers."
CatNap
And of course, CatNap. He was a sleepyhead of a friend, when he knew you were being bullied, he simply 'slept'.
By nighttime, he went one by one to the bullies' houses. Scaring them and making them scream so loud. He was giving them nightmares with the message of "VIOLENCE OR SILENCE?" This went on for a long time until they gave up bullying you and went on full silent mode.
CatNap still haunts them even if they stopped bullying you.
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