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my head aches and I am grumpy and far in the weeds of ‘but what even counts as food restriction’ but I’ve been watching the ffxiv ultimate race off and on the past few days (just in the background, like sports, etc) and multiple times I’ve heard different people greet the chat with something like ‘hello, ladies, gentlemen, everything in between’ and it’s made me feel a tiny germ of surprised relief.
#generally I expect my friends to be good about gender and that's it#at work I'm largely out for solidarity; it's nice when I get gendered right but I don't expect it per se#so it's quite sweet and surprising if you find the least vibe of gender elsewhere#(that's not even touching the weird feels about neurodiversity in the workplace awareness)#ed tw just in case
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ghost fucking soap so hard and so good he passes out but he utterly panics about it
he thinks he must’ve ignored soap asking to stop; was it pain that made him pass out? how bad could it have been to make him pass out when he’s been shot and kept going? should he bring him to medical? he’ll never touch him again, he’ll never so much as look at him again; he’ll ask for a transfer- fuck that, a dishonourable discharge. there’s no coming back from this
he spirals, guilt chasing hatred chasing despair chasing fear, until soap finally wakes back up
soap's still floating, loose-limbed and buzzing; fucked so thoroughly out of his head that it takes him a while to notice ghost isn't in bed with him anymore. he frowns, lifting a heavy head off the pillow and freezes. ghost's on the other side of the room, curled up tight in the corner as far away from soap as he could get without leaving him alone
(he would've left, would've made sure soap never had to see his face again and be reminded of what he did to him, of the monster he’d let into his bed- but he couldn't just leave him unconscious; what if he didn't wake up, he had to make sure he was safe first even if he'll rightfully hate him forever when he does wake up)
soap's voice when he calls out to him makes him flinch, his head burying deeper in his knees. cold worry chases the bliss from his blood and soap pushes himself up but his shaking arms can't hold his weight
the sound of him collapsing back onto the bed makes ghost rear up, his panic growing and soap's heart breaks at his red rimmed eyes
it takes a long time for soap to coax him back to the bed, countless loops of, "sweetheart, please, come here, what happened? it's okay, everything’s going to be okay.”
(and how ghost’s self-hatred grows hearing soap comforting him; hearing the concern and love in his voice when he doesn’t deserve a drop of it)
it takes even longer for ghost to believe soap when he says that he passed out because he felt so good; that he never asked ghost to stop, never wanted him to stop. that he trusts him more than anything and knows he'd rather die than ever hurt him, especially like that
“you’re not a monster, love,” he promises, soft with conviction and it’s as much a surrender as a relief when he collapses into his lap and lets him hold him close
ghost believes johnny but he still can't bring himself to be intimate with him for a while; that fear still haunting him, but soap doesn't hold it against him, doesn't complain about ghost's perceived "step back" in their relationship
hell, ghost seems to hate it more than he does; he misses being with soap, misses the connection, the closeness they shared, the safety and quiet he found in his embrace, but he's always trusted soap more than he trusts himself
soap doesn't let him be consumed by his fear or worse, sabotage them and turn it into a punishment; doesn't let him even get through the suggestion of switching because he knows how much he hates it and he won’t let him twist something as good and pure as their physical love into something self-harming
instead, he brings them back to the basics, working through the steps to get ghost comfortable with intimacy again, to get him to trust himself again; spends happy months just grinding and exchanging handjobs like when their relationship first started
and it's a happy day for them both when soap finally falls apart on his cock once again, anxiety the farthest thing from ghost's mind when his arms are wrapped so tightly around him, kissing a smile against his lips
#i dont want to know what it says about me but i love traumatic misunderstandings?#thing like thinking the other is sh’ing or has an ed or in this case pushed the other beyond their limits#i think its the knowledge that its not true and the love or trust of the souple will win out above the guilt or fear#even less severe ones like thinking the other is mentally ill when they actually time traveled or can see ghosts or whatever#i just really like misunderstandings that have actual weight to them#tw for ghosts comic backstory#but ghost surviving roba and the hell he put him through only to be terrified of being like him? oh that shit Hits#like ghost knows hes fucked up he knows he has trauma and he knows he likes killing people a little too much#but him being scared of that twisting into him becoming like the people that hurt him? very interesting very painful#and him ever thinking that he did that to /johnny/? it would destroy him#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#soap cod#john soap mactavish#we’re a team. ghost team#save post#ghoap#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#cod mwii
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Daniel comments on the FIA increasing the minimum weight for drivers | Grand Prix of Belgium 2024
#it's the way as soon as the journalist asked the question Daniel immediately had the mic in his hand to answer which makes me ....#i'm so happy he's so ready to acknowledge the importance of this#tw: ed#<- just in case#daniel ricciardo#spa24
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ADHD culture is eating so unhealthily when living alone because you always choose the things that give you the most dopamine, which turns out to be things that should not be had on a daily basis
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It actually does bother me that eating is treated like spending money - that you have an allotted allowance in the form of calories that you are supposed to budget.
"How are you spending your calories?" I'm spending them on experiences. I'm spending them on time with my community, my people, those who matter to me. I'm spending them on satiating a human need. I'm spending them on the feeling of being alive and not just living.
If there is one experience that I don't want to "pay" for, it's the basic human right of comfort, security, community, and care.
#anti diet culture#fatphobia#fatphobia tw#disordered eating tw#ed tw#(just in case)#ask to tag#if i had to choose between miserable counting and recounting and reallocating calories and... eating then i'm choosing the latter#there are absolutely health conditions which warrent the *need* to count and stay in a range#but that is entirely different than the societal pressure to be within the idea of a 'right' calorie/nutrient count#if you have a health condition which is affected by food/drink then do what you must to balance your wellness and health and happiness#there is absolutely nothing wrong with that#again that is very different than society coming in and telling you what it thinks you 'should' do about yourself#i know this sounds corny but like#does it not drive you insane to obsess over numbers if you don't have to?#does it drive you insane that you're often treated like you can't or shouldn't be permitted to just live? to ENJOY living?
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Rui pulls into the driveway and knocks on the door to the Kusanagi household. Given the entire clone situation, while he was sure the shirt he'd found left at his house belonged to Nene, he couldn't be sure, well, which. So he'd decided to just drop it off at the house.
Oi~ knock-knock! anybody there?
( @future-rui-official )
Nene had been on the ground, previous attempts to stand up and do anything failed- simply falling because of his own weakness. It had been.. how long since he'd done something? They couldn't remember.
Hearing the noises, or well, moreso feeling them on the floor below, he was stunned with slight adrenaline. It sounded like Rui, not his Rui, but a Rui. Good enough- they could get help at least putting his hoodie back on. They sat up painfully slow, barely grasping on a hoodie abandoned somewhere in a pile of clothes on the ground. They trudged and practically just fell down the stairs, dragging their body of bones to the door and just nearly opening it, having to look up at the figure standing there.
Nene was pale, noticeably ill with greasy hair and dirty skin, and acne starting to form up clearly hasnt been taken care of. The hoodie he was dragging looked like it weighed a hundred pounds to him, and that the wind would knock them down in an instant, or give them hypothermia at least with how much he was already shivering.
...r-rui..?
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sure they "teach about consent" in sex ed but when have they ever taught you how to say no? and that it okay to just say no. you can say no.
but seriously why dont they teach you how to say no?? what if im making out with someone and i just wanna kiss them and cuddle and stuff and they start getting handsy and i dont want it? they dont teach you how to say no in sex ed. in that situation i wouldnt even know what to do and i would continue to let it happen even if i didnt want it. they need to teach actual good sex ed. "its not appropriate to teach that stuff!!" okay so you want your kids to get sexually assulted? or hurt themselves by not properly taking care of personal toys? or get sick because theyre doing something dangerous? why is it not appropriate huh? nobody is jacking off in class calm down. and teachers need to stop with the "kids shouldnt even be having sex we shouldnt teach this stuff its sexualizing the kids" or whatever bullshit, we arent freaking out cuz youre teaching us about intercourse. no, you the ADULTS are unnecessarily sexualizing kids, why are you thinking like that? nobody is getting all hot and bothered cuz youre teaching us how to be safe, we were gonna fuck anyway might as well not get hurt. please do better.
#sex ed#sex education#safe sex#sex positivity#tw sex mention#ig#add stuff if yoy want idk#maybe im wrong but i feel pretty confident#ignore bad grammer and stuff#tw sa#< just in case
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#text#its not rly an ED thing in a typical way just bc of The Arfid i dont eat enough so when i have weed and feel hungry#my body assumes the famine may have finally come to an end and allows me to eat 12 of my rations of wheat in one sitting#unfortunately . it is no longer 9000 bce#but anyway#ed tw#just in case#also#weedposting
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A love letter to the hair team for OFMD
Inspired by and dedicated to @bizarrelittlemew You should also check out her fic Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe that mentions Hair several times ✌️
#ofmd#our flag means death#video#tw flashing#just in case#dickpics#it's what i call hurlumhejhus (crazy house/funhouse) editing#this might be up there as one of the stupidest videos i've ever made#definitely the stupidest video i've ever published at least#ida i hope this video satisfied your need for a hair video hfdjskal#i did admittedly make it more stupid than i had to but the song is stupid ghdfjksla#also when life gives you the opportunity to form a heart around ed then you gotta take it#emotional video#as you can tell stede is very touched by the whole thing
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my mom thinks that diet will cure my audhd. she's putting me on a "special diet". is that a real thing because i don't think it is.
I can't speak for ADHD, but there is little to no scientific evidence that special diets can 'improve' autism, let alone 'cure' it.
There is some evidence to suggest autistic people are more likely to have an intolerance to gluten:
'A review by Valicenti-McDermott et al (2006) found that 70% of autistic children had gastrointestinal problems compared to 42% of children without a diagnosis of autism.' - Autism and gluten and casein-free diets from the National Autistic Society
so if you are actually gluten intolerant and you stop eating gluten you might feel better and have less stomach issues, but as far as I know there's not a direct correlation with autism, and being autistic does not mean you're also gluten intolerant.
Here are some articles and studies you might find helpful:
'National Institute for Health and Care Excellence (NICE) advises not to use exclusion diets such as gluten and casein-free diets as you may miss out on certain nutrients. In children this may lead to weight loss and affect their growth.' Autism and diet (bda.uk.com)
'...a review of data from 27 clinical trials...shows that there is little to no scientific evidence to support the bulk of these diets.' Analysis finds little evidence to support dietary interventions for autism | Spectrum | Autism Research News (spectrumnews.org)
Here's a link to the study the above article mentions
The best diet is a healthy balanced one with the right proportions and a good variety from all the food groups.
#ask#anon ask#autism diet#gluten intolerance#neurodivergent#advice#tagging with trigger warnings just in case#tw disordered eating#tw ed diet#tw diet#please let me know if I missed one
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cw eating/food mention
idk if i have pica or what but there are soem TASTY nonedible things. well not exactly nonedible but. dont-eat-that-gross things. and i cant tell ANYONE bc i know my family would make me stop and my friends would teast me RELENTLESSLYYYY
sand? immaculate texuture. the sound of the sand crunching between my teeth is SO good. must be terrible for my enamel but idc
paper is a huge one. like diy gum that lasts maybe a minute and has no flavor. so no different from a juicyfruit gum or something. the longer its been sitting in the sun the better
YOUNG TREE BRANCHES. i like stripping the bark off and gnawing on the soft wet inner bark (the bit between the bark and the wood). id never actually swallow it but its so fun to just chew on UNUSED CLEAN cat litter. ohhhh my god this one. THIS ONE. i specifically buy the big tubs of cat litter instead of the box/jug so i can reach a hand in and get some. its like the texture i expect/want clay to be (bc clay just gets all wet and soggy when i eat it.. no fun i want the crunch) flour is so good. only eat a pinch at a time otherwise you invoke the pharaoh's curse but its so SO good. getting it out from between my cheek and my gums is the best part
couch syrup is a strong craving but i never drink it because duh. i have self control on this one thing. same w mouthwash. mint gums and cherry candies and etc can only go so far, i want the Texture and the aftertaste too
anyways. theres more but i dont feel like listing them. like and subscribe for part 2 (should i claim an emoji incase i do say more? sure. im 🍽️📃, aka 'plated paper' anon. haiii)
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#pica tw#tw pica#pica mention#ed tw#tw ed#ed mention#eating disorder tw#tw eating disorder#eating disorder mention#unsanitary#<- covering all our bases just in case!
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heres the limbo fusions with the rest of the vento aureo main protags
Limbo + Mista
Mimbo - any pronouns
"Are u lost bbygrl? :)"
(They give a weird stare if asked for a full name. They only use Mimbo, even though it’s a combination of Limbo’s forename and Mista’s surname.)
most stable Limbo fusion merely by virtue of Mista’s simple ability to just not give a fuck.
GET YOUR GUN OUT OF YOUR CLEAVAGE!
bitch gon step on my fuckin toe bitch with them fuckin cowgirl fuckin boots
VITALLY important that you know that despite being easily mistaken as fem on first glance, Mimbo also has the deepest voice of any Limbo fusion for literally no reason other than it’s funny to me. They also have sideburns
Stand: Mighty Wings - Redirects Signals. Still a colony Stand, looks like tiny little pastel fighter jets!
Limbo + Abbacchio
Lio Adkio - they/them
“Don’t say SHIT about my mascara or my eyeliner.”
“In fact, don’t fucking look at me or I’ll have to kill you or myselves.”
stable only because when Limbo started panicking in the mindspace, Abbacchio simply pointed and snapped at her to CALM THE FUCK DOWN. and she did so immediately.
nicer than Abbacchio. not by that much, though… but weirdly apologetic about it.
the eyeliner doesn’t appear to be due to crying, it seems that it just looks like that.
bazongas?
Stand: Keeping The Faith? Never Too Late? Shawty like a melody-
“rewinds” signals to previous states or connections and/or can do a “replay” of those signals’ succeeded actions (i.e. having a phone replay a prior conversation) Unfortunately, it’s pretty useless in combat.
Limbo + Giorno
Glimbo Giovadkins - she(?)/they/them
“Wouldn’t you like to hear one of my 765 fun facts about aerodynamics, animals or Air Bud?”
“I also have a few facts about botany, blood and birds.”
stable, until they’re not. they’re incredibly calm and delightful, but when they think someone’s mad at them they panic and start excessively apologising.
genuinely the softest cutest sweetest lil bitch you’ve ever seen. also traumatised with a guilty conscience and can flip on a dime in a terrifying way.
shortest Limbo fusion for no clear reason? shorter than both Limbo and Giorno.
Squalo’s worst fear.
sounds pretty much how you would expect.
Stand: Crystal Dolphin - can transform signals into life—by taking the signals out of something, typically disabling it, they can create life like Gold Experience can. The more complex the device, the bigger its potential creation.
Limbo + Buccellati
Bimbo Luno Adkellati - they/them
"...I've lost the conversation. I'm gonna go make pizza!"
Megan Thee Stallion?!
has no idea what’s going on for some reason? always looks a little confused and loses track of conversations very quickly.
very good with kids! practically unable to have a coherent conversation with Abbacchio. They don’t seem too distressed, but they just stop making much sense and seem to confuse themselves.
Stand: When Doves Cry? Perhaps Freewill? Uhm… I don’t know? Maybe it can sort of, ‘zip’ signals together, combining two or more functions into one sent signal? Bruno's ability is just so specific... I can't think of many ideas.
Limbo + Fugo
Fimbo (Pannalimbo Adkigo) - they/them
"STOP TALKING ABOUT FREUD BEFORE I KILL YOU WITH MY FUCKING BRACELETS!!!"
( Note: all currently depicted instances of Fimbo seem to be post-PHF, as Fimbo is almost always seen with the mouth scars hidden by the tattoo.)
enemy of the state. punches fascists. lovecore punk goth. in terms of authority figures they only respect Buccellati and Limbo’s dad.
AuDHD trauma poster child. Short fuse but very friendly until something sets them off and they start screaming and or burst into fucking tears.
Self-love in the sense that the fusionmates care about each other deeply and both sides are trying to look out for the other knowing the other won't look out for themself.
Stand: Cabin Fever - Terrifying deathly virus that, rather than being airborne like Purple Haze, is passed though signal transmission. Fimbo doesn’t know if the virus is the same as Purple Haze, a different strain of it, or something entirely different. It spreads most quickly through vocal communication between two people.
Limbo + Narancia
Nimbus Ghirgins - he/they/she
"tummyache... :("
Libby why does my stomach feel like it’s going to fucking collapse in on itself and why are my knuckles torn? aren’t they supposed to bruise when you punch?
bad relationship with food. Hanahaki disease, what are you doing here? (/ij)
sometimes they find Mista sitting around, sit next to him and fall asleep on him immediately
incredibly bad with emotions and doesn’t even get angry they just get overwhelmed instantly at any presence of significant emotion
Stand: Falling in Love/Hard on the Knees - who the fuck let this kid control CO2 emissions?? They can barely control themselves???
#jjba#back on my fusion bullshit#i think they are goiung to take me away soon applejack#vento aureo#pannacotta fugo#narancia ghirga#guido mista#bruno buccellati#bruno bucciarati#team buccellati#leone abbacchio#giorno giovanna#jjba oc#jojo oc#Limbo Adkins#fanstands#amby draws#my art#cw: ed#tw ed implied#see limbos got an ED but all other components are able to handle or 'alleviate' that in a semi-casual way#Mistas carefree attitude comes with a lot less insecurity and mista loves to cook while limbo will eat anything he cooks if shes offered it#in the case of Lio Abbacchio actually has most of the control because limbo is scared of/respects him (for some reason)#but they're mentally unstable and generally concerning for other reasons#namely lacking a will to live#glimbo sort of does a whole steven universe here-comes-a-thought type business to address the problems directly as much as they can#lunos parental instincts override everything else so anytime they dont know what to do theyre like#mm im gonna go cook. and then as a result they end up eating just because That's The Way Things Work#fimbo is (as mentioned) a fusion where the two sides know the other won't care for themself. So both sides are caring for each other instea#also fugo establishes a routine and both of these audhd bitches know if they deviate from the routine they will explode
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I know the Lee romance in Thicker Than is going to be angsty. Hunter vs. vampire. But that said, I love shitposting. Love troubles? Confide in your new werewolf family to receive tea and biscuits and headpats. @barbwritesstuff
lady blackwell, refined taste in dining. only the best.
(kinda but not reallllly related to my head cannon that Ed & Lee start a paranormal investigation partnership and Ed, Lee & my Blood Moon become weird and lovable besties. previous art)
#help i'm drawing#thicker than#tw blood#? I don't know but just in case you don't wanna see my MC sticking a butcher's rag into her mouth#i KNOW ed has a scar - i didn't forget#but i did forget which side of his face it was on#gas station worker loser MC!!! LET'S GO!!!
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looking at your drafts is kinda funny because in one you'll have a heartbreaking vent post about your disordered mindset surrounding food and weight and directly below that there'll be a post saying nothing but "meow meow meow" forty times
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Can someone go check on Jake Dennis and whoever the fuck OKed this?????
#formula e#fe#jake dennis#tw calories#tw eating issues#if there are other tw tags people would like added please yell at me#what the fuck is this though??????#like how is that ok in any regard#especially for an athlete its so fucking little energy for your body#tw ed diet#<maybe not be a fully correct or necessary tag but just in case#im worried for this man
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The thing I've learned about being on testosterone that was difficult is that if I want to see the full extent of fat and muscle changes, I've got to eat well and often. I'm still not good at doing that, but it's so good seeing my work and care play an effect into the way my body is changing. It's about the food, but most of all, it's about the care, and I think that's a valuable lesson I will always appreciate. To anybody who is transitioning: it's about the care, it's about the food, and that is neutral at worst. You deserve nourishment and care and love and respect, especially when that care and love and respect is coming directly from you💛
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#watched that tik tok video of the woman saying how passing (or specifically being seen as yourself i guess) is about the food#she directed it toward trans people going to a more 'feminine' direction but i found it also applies to people moving away from that#ed tw#ed implied tw#disordered eating tw#(just in case)#anyway... yeah. it's not just about the food but it's about the food AND norishing your body
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