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deathfavor · 1 year
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@ofsavior​​​ said:  ❝ there’s quite a lot about me you don’t know. ❞  (Saruhiko to Yukari or Nagare)
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   “  Affirmative.  “
   Rather than disagree or claim otherwise, the Green King simply acknowledges the fact without pressing further. But it seemed that wasn’t a sufficient answer. Yukari or Mr. Iwa might say something about carrying conversation. But based on observation of Saruhiko’s behavior, it seemed more likely that the newest J-Rank was wary and expecting of something. Like the fact that JUNGLE didn’t know everything about him was something that he should be on guard about. Ah.
   “  If you wish to share more about yourself, I do not mind listening and learning. While I do have recorded documents of information in regards to you, that is not all a person is. Yukari for example cannot be someone contained by pure facts. It is not in human nature, humans are not machines. Information only does so much, although predictions can be made off of a pattern or history.  “
   But that is not the point that Nagare intends to focus on. He’s sure Saruhiko understands these concepts.
   “  You are suspicious of this. That we do not pry more information from you?  “  It’s a blended comment - half question and half statement.  “  You understand that JUNGLE does not operate in the way that other clans work. We are much too large for that. The other clans are restrained to the city or the government. JUNGLE expands across the entire world. We do not demand people tell everything for admission, as you well know. This does not change even as you raise ranks.  “
   Surely this much was obvious? But the jump from a U rank to J rank was quite large. Perhaps he had expected more for it. Was he disappointed?
   “  .   .  .  Is there a dream you have, Saruhiko?  “  Nagare inquires, leaning forward with a slightly more emoting expressive than he usually had. Maybe his newest member was displeased he had not asked that of him yet.  “  I will listen, and seek to make it a reality if you do. I know Yukari and Mr. Iwa’s.  If you do not, then sharing in mine is enough.  Sukuna also did not have one when he joined. Perhaps you will find you dream along the way if you do not already possess it.  “
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kizknifer · 7 months
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lisa frankenstein is the most "target audience" movie ever. it's me i'm the target audience
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puppyeared · 3 months
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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merrysithmas · 1 year
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me when someone says luke is a bad teacher and made grogu "choose" btw being a jedi and his dad:
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what he did was ensure grogu could one day be a jedi AND have his dad now!!!
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swimmingchicken9 · 23 days
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i want a story with a character who has never felt romantic or sexual love in their life. they meet someone, & they try everything to feel something for said person & we watch them struggle and be awkward. and the ending is the relationship not working out. not messy or abusive, just a "hey, you obviously dont feel anything so i'm not gonna force you to be in a relationship. i'm not mad, i may not understand 100% but i respect you. you're valid."
i just want to be understood and validated
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pipliekit · 4 months
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I've been thinking about Jason Todd today for... Reasons... And his resurrection to villain era arc is just... So relatable.
Like entering adulthood and realizing the mistakes your parents made is so fucking wild, because one moment youre a kid and the next you are legally an adult and suddenly you're on your own and scared and you have to learn how to do all these things.
You move away from home, no longer in direct contact with your family and it kind of hits you how you were wronged. And then that hurt is added to your fear and it isn't long before that churns itself into pure rage. Because how dare they? They were supposed to be there for you and protect you and they didn't??
And then someone comes along, maybe a family friend or a sibling or whatever and they tell you all the terrible things your parent has been saying about you. And the worst part is it doesn't even surprise you.
You remember sitting there and listening as they said 'now now, you don't want to end up like X family member, do you?' so of course they'd do the same to you. They always saw your flaws and now they have seen you fall and fail. Now YOU have become the object of derision.
And though this all began with a realization of how terrible your parents had been, you can't help but feel envious of the younger sibling, now held up and cherished the way you USED to be. And later you might look back and realize that they were going through the same shit that you had gone through or some other horrible things, but right now you're in your feelings and it's hard to see straight when you're in your feelings.
So you decide fuck it! I'm going to prove them right/wrong and you're going to do it in a way that horrifies your family on purpose. Because you're never going to be what they wanted you to be but you can be everything they fear and hate.
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eruverse · 5 months
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Someday I will write 90s Amerus fic. That day isn’t now (biggest writing block rn), but someday. Many of the 90s fics in the English fandom are too incorrect in my opinion when it comes to historical contexts — and I know why, but it is 😄 grating
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thebigqueer · 18 days
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2 years ago i fucked up a friendship w a girl (that im pretty sure i was in love with). to this day i think of her and sometimes when i see her on the street i just wanna cry. i understand your plight very much.
yeahhh man im sorry to hear that!!! it genuinely fucking sucks and i would never wish this upon anyone. cuz like it makes you fully think about all the what ifs and i genuilnely dont think ill ever find someone like her again
#im not trying to sound dramatic im being so serious she was so fucking perfect for me#i geuss the difference is shes the one who broke up w me and i know i didnt do anything wrong#neither of us did#its just like fuck!!! you know?? like we could have been so much#serious relationships dont need to be longterm to be serious you know???#one of these days im going to get tipsy and then 'drunk' text her even though i fiully intend to text her#and then claim i was just drunk because im notl ying im just not telling the full truth#like i fully considered it last night but i knew it would be a bad idea and i know if i do it its just gonna fuck things up more#but im soooo tempted man#like i dont know what itll even do#i know inside my goal is to maybe convince her that its not our time to end but i know in reality#its just gonna make her feel guilty and push her away even more if i show her how much ic are abou ther#i just seriously wish i understood why she even did it#i also thought being back on campus would help and i mean it has for sure becuase ive had my friends to distract me#but the thing is im not enjoying anything. like im not being distracted im just being numbed ykwim#cuz the moment i leave my friends all i do is think about her#and even when im WITH my friends ill be in the moment w them and then 2 minutes later ill start zoning out thinking about her#like the worst part about this is i dont have any anger *against* her#maybe im angry about like the general situation but the anger isnt against her#and while being angry is its own kind of pain in a way it can be easier cuz at least then youre tempted to have a good time and show off#but when its like this where youre just sad at the situation like what am i actually gonna do except think about her#sorry anon im not trying to dump on you i just start ranting in the tags sometimes#sunny rambles#anon tag#asks
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darabeatha · 8 months
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/ I say I do not like lb6 yet I have 4 characters that appear in it as muses
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thecherrygod · 1 year
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man knowing that there are parents out there controlling what their kids watch and read is. wild to me. like as soon as i was able to read subtitles i was sitting in the living room with my family watching whatever the fuck my parents wanted to watch. the first tv series i watched was sopranos i think, to the point its been long enough that i dont remember a lot of it. like. i feel im at the opposite side of the spectrum there
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legogender · 10 months
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am i going fucking crazy??? do people seriously hate jay to the point they think he doesnt have any fans??? hes literally one of the most popular ninja what are you ON about
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berrymeter · 2 years
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doing my yearly instagram story add is always rough bc all my friends from high school & shit are like, doing shit with life, & i’m just sitting here in my room being unable to get up more than five times on most days & look i’ve mostly accepted that next to them i look like a failure but also hhh dear god lmao,
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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years
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sorry but it drives me insane that a bunch of french men with the egos bigger than their tower and a whole lotta french pedophiles got together with the fuckin c i a and ivly league schools and. now. today. this. THIS is the state of the "liberal leftist" west. and you got "commies" who pretend to eat the manifesto for breakfast but who think "swerfs" exist. its like a really, really, really, Really bad joke which doesnt stop and which is real
#god has a sense of humor it is obvious#....#being an anthropology major. and not being able to stand all this. is a fucking nightmare#the fact that i feel a need to conciousness raise abt this class in any form of sort way is. a nightmare. like i do it and i do not like#that i feel i have to do this. but someone needs to fucking say something#you know. my professor held this viewpoint that there is a difference between the classroom and outside. academia and the non academic#but. there isnt. there fucking isnt and were quite literally seeing the very real life very scary impacts of it. before our eyes.#so like yea when i know that quite literally no one will say anything substantial against postmodern narratives of feminism in particular#that are taught. and that this WILL be taken as the PROPER feminism even Outside of academia. Yea i have to say something about it#and i have to provide a different viewpoint and actually i have to be like. hey? that sex work thing? a)offensive#b)harmful c) class conciousness who?#...... when it is directly taught that postmodern feminism is the feminism which is the most current. the one which is most inclusive. It#Will Be and it has been understood as the feminism outside the classroom#which sorry. everyone likes to pretend like feminism is this individual thing but I got a real damn problem with the fact#that these narratives are harming. directly. in real life. a whole lot of fucking people which are mainly women#....... if theres one thing that being really damn traumatized but getting out of it taught me. is that individual freedom really doesnt#mean that much...... what haunts me more. frankly. what haunts me so much more than my own trauma#is that its happening to other fucking people. still. .... my freedom brings me little comfort when i know this. at all times.#...... once again i say. who will care if we dont as women for one another. who. w h o. the... the? who knows maybe lets be generous 5% of#men who are genuinely. okay people who see us as full human beings?.... were half the fucking population#..... most obviously we have differences but differences and all it turns out. contrary to the western Youre Born Alone You Die Alone Bro#mentality. we are all very much tied together and quite stuck together and quite dependent on each other in a million damn ways#... and we NEED each other.#.#so. if 3 of the white kids (and noone else LMAO of course its the fucking white kids) now shoot daggers at me when i walk into class. i#dont give a shit. Because so many of the women who are antisex work will not have the opportunity and dont have the opportunity to be in a#western classroom and speak out about these things. they dont. because theyre too busy being half drugged out tryint to cope and survive on#the streets.#but i. technically. got out. and im here. so I have to fucking say something about it.
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bukuoshin · 10 months
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Okay, it's. It's probably safe to say I'm autistic, lol
#rae rants#i took the autism test twice before and. both said 'yeah autism' but i was like. well it's just one test and maybe it's coincidence.#the r one. anyways. yesterday. i found a site that was like a megapost of autism tests and i took... i think 6 tests from established#like. medical journals and psychology sites. and they all were just like 'yeah you have autism' so.#i mean I'm not gonna get a diagnosis but when i was going thru the questions i was like. 'doesn't everyone do that? no one does that!'#when it was decidedly not the case. and then idr how but i got on quora for a related but different topic and got to some#question by someone who is highly suspecting being autistic but didn't understand one of the questions. and before ppl even got to their#explanations (which i always inherently understood) they'd be like 'sorry for the block of text for smth that could use a 2-3 word answer.#that's a symptom of autism.' and when i told my mom abt that she was like. yeah. thats you.#also. i think this is funny. 3/5 of my family has gone 'am i autistic?' and told that to each other.#and we went to watch my brother the other day do a presentation thing for the career he's going into. and we could recognize him (aside from#his unique clothing set-up-- he was rhe only one w a black coat and tan pants) we could identify him cuz he'd be a loner or he'd like.#waddle a little bit while walking. and i know i have a bit of a bob to my step and my mom waddles too (but thats a medical thing).#and after i finished the test i was like. oh yeah isnt 'strange gait' a symptom of autism.#and when i told my mom she was like 'yeah i think we're all autistic. but we're not getting diagnosed bc let's avoid bigotry.' and. yeah.#i mean. obvs its not just cuz i too a handful of online tests. ive been exhibiting symptoms my friend. like ones i should have seen and gone#'well duh' like im selectively mute. always have been. and when i read 'mostly autistic ppl are selectively mute' i was like.#'but im the specialest little exception in the whole wide world :3c'#as well as other related shit. ya know.#knowing my history tho i haven't been officially diagnosed with anything but it's all in my notes. like my medical chart.#so with my weird good-bad luck I could straight up be like 'i have exhibited signs of autism since early childhood' and they'd write#that word for word in my chart. which avoids the oppression of a diagnosis but also doesn't help me much besides that ya know?#if we're mutuals you might have seen me be like 'do i have autism? no i don't have autism but this post is so relatable.'#whilst exhibiting symptoms.#... is 'exhibiting symptoms' offensive to say? it's one of those phrases I've been stuck on lately cuz it's real short hand for#'i recognize this bc i am familiar with it due to my experiences with mental health' but idk if it's taken that way :\
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4giorno · 2 years
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LEAK WARNING i think the fact that we can see several dendro cores on the ground for a considerable time in a team where kveh is the sole bloom specific character is enough to give running him with nilou some value, at least before c6
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lilacstro · 4 months
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Astro observations pt 1
Hey y'all this is my very first post :) Please take it with a grain of salt. These are just my interpretations and observations and a placement could mean million different things on how its being viewed and understood and nothing is sure on how it manifests for you in your chart.
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Jupiter in 8th house can mean many things, one of them being your spouse would bring transformative experiences into your life.
2. Scorpio mercuries may have a tendency to over analyze what is being said or always wanting to read between the lines
3. I have seen Pluto in 5th house of all the people who's mothers were dominated. Though this can mean the other way around too, and could be that the mother was dominating.
4. I think other than most people saying Pluto 1st housers go a massive change in appearance, I think it could actually mean that their personality and persona goes a massive change at some point in their life, or its constantly being evolved through learning experiences
5. Venus in 1st house people, are extremely beautiful.
6. Check Asteroid fama (408) and industria(389) if any of these positively aspect your venus, you could get fame for your beauty or work within the beauty industry.
7. Most women with major scorpio/capricorn placements appear intimidating even though it might not be so...but they indeed hold themselves to high regards mostly
8. Having an earth rising in your SR can indicate having a calmer and a predictable year. Nothing chaotic or major. I had Taurus Rising in my SR and I had lost a lot of toxic/chaotic people in my life and things were stable and peaceful throughout. I was on a gap year so I did not make friends either hahaha
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9. Having sun/moon in 10th house synastry or 10th house stellium could mean you both together are quite talked about or people are aware towards your feelings towards one another visibly. Sometimes it could also mean, you two's business isnt as private as you think lmao and people are aware on whats happening.
10. Having moon in 10th house in SR can indicate your emotions being extremely visible to everyone, even if you tend to hide them.
11. Libra mars people, might not come off as too masculine but rather a little more in tune with their feminine side (thats cool imo)
12. I think Moon in Gemini people often tend to say "I never said that" when they absolutely said that or "What do you mean" even when its clear what is being talked about lmao.
13. Leo women are usually very outgoing, charismatic and fun imo. Leo anywhere in the big 3 can mean that this side exists to the native though it might be overshadowed by other aspects in the chart. The types to dance at the empty dance floor and then suddenly everyone wants to dance lol
14. I was watching Nat Geo a long time ago and saw how lioness protect their children from the Lions and often go hunting. I think all mothers are protective of their children but for Leo women, its on another level lol. Also, they might like taking pride in their children and providing for their children. Not as in boasting, but just genuinely taking pride.
15. Cancer men and the love for their mothers. NEVER met a single cancer guy who did not have a lot of love for their mother.
16. Sag placements usually Sun and risings usually have a very comforting presence. Even it maybe like you met them for the first time, they can make you feel grounded and comfortable. Very non judgmental too.
17.If you have Saturn in 6th house, please try having a routine even if you might dread it lol
18. Capricorn moon men usually have very traditional or maybe orthodox beliefs about how women should be. I have seen that a lot.
20. Taurus Mars may like slow recreational activities like cooking.
21. Wanna know how you would react during a break up? See your moon+8th house sign. Example, a Leo moon with 8th house in cancer would be extremely emotional and everybody would know.
22. Girls with Libra Sun, Rising or MC may really like makeup and have good fashion sense.
23. Having your moon sign same like your mothers sun sign may indicate some kind of special connection between two of you. It could be that you understand her much better or could be that you don't get along at all too? idk there is something much special about it.
24. Sun in 10th house could mean your dad had a status in society. Could also mean, your birth could bring him luck in his career.
25. Jupiter in second house people usually come from wealth or hold potential to create generational wealth.
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That's it :) I hope it resonated with you all :)
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