#he has questions damit

[flamingpudding]

Modern (Fenton) Ghost Hunting Part 1

Ties to: Post from under 'It started with a Ouija Board' found in the Masterpost

A/N: I got a little stuck with this and there is another bigger fanfic project I started working on that has me distracted. But I wanted to post at least part of this before I might end up in radio silence for three weeks cause I am visiting family out of country and have no idea about internet access there yet 😅

Danny was in a good mood as he slurped the ecto-shake his mom had made upon his return from the Zone. It was one of the more harmless and ghost helping food inventions his parents had come up with, once the truth was out of the bag when he was more or less forced to take on his kingly duties. Though his mom's ecto-fudge special (that was also one of the few ectoplasm infused foods not coming back to life) made for only him and Ellie was even better than the shakes. It wasn't better than their special family recipes their Dad loved so much but it came a close second.

He sipped on it more as he fell back into the couch as he flicked through some TV channels. His last trip to Gotham had been a month ago and he mused that he probably would need to visit soon to update Lady Gotham on the status of the Garbage Disposal Leaks. It was a pain to deal with but hey at least he, for once, got to be the mean guy to yell at the observants how they could have left these alone for over a hundred of years.

Seriously? If he could, he would stick Sam and one of her righteous rants onto them too.

So yea Danny was in a good mood he had gotten rid of another leak which only left a couple more to take care of and then put the observants into their place with another petty with hidden insults filled and Sam inspired as well as co-authored lecture.

He would give Lady Gotham a present for giving him such a great opportunity with this problem, even if that wasn't her intention. There was also a rumor in the GZ that Box Ghost and Walker had gotten beat up by Lady Gotham several times while he was busy, he would like to hear what that was about.

In all this Danny completely forgot about his encounter with the vigilantes and that his parents told him about a new business partner that was interested in their Fenton Ghost Tech that wasn't weaponry but focused on co-existence, like the Fenton (blob-)ghost feeder.

So when the doorbell rang and Danny went to open the door, thinking it might be one of his friends. He nearly choked on his ecto-shake as he came face to face with a person he only knew from paparazzi shots or Tucker's endless rants about their technology.

"Hello, I am Tim Drake-Wayne! I believe I have an appointment with the Drs Fentons? I am not too early am I?"

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Red Robin was on his wits end. After the first success he had used various more 'modern' summonings in hopes of getting their ghost to show up again. But most of them ended with the same white ghost or only one other ghost claiming their name as Box Ghost to appear. Strangely when they did appear, after about a minute after their appearance an invisible force started to attack them to which these ghosts instantly turned tail and 'unsummoned' themselves. They didn't even give Red Robin the chance to ask anything.

In the end after the third time of summoning that white ghost called Walker, the ghost peeked out from that portal once and the moment they spotted him sunk back into it. Not even bothering to tell him about any rules RR might have broken. Since then none of his summons appeared to work anymore.

Though the vigilante at least concluded that whatever had attacked their teenage ghost most likely was also the driving force behind Walker or any other ghost refusing to answer his summonings. He had suspicions that might have something to do with Lady Gotham, the teenage ghost mentioned and had been unable to summon at all.

Of course Red Robin couldn't leave it like that so he dug deeper into the whole ghost cult thing and came across published research papers. Apparently the ghost cult wasn't just an occult but also a science, that he highly doubted was real. The deeper he dug the more concerned he became, for one that ectoplasm they mentioned looked awfully a lot like Lazarus Water, and second the research from the Drs Fenton he found was awfully a lot biased until a year or so ago when they suddenly invalidated all their previous research and published a nearly completely different thesis.

Though the teenage vigilante had to admit everything they offered on their website looked a whole lot more modern and right out of a SyFy movie than any of the tools he had already purchased, from a ghost Wikipedia (which surprisingly included information about Walker and that Box Ghost), to protective gear, to feeders and ectoplasm infusers.

So after a small recon with his siblings and listening to their disagreement and another rant from their youngest about Pit Demons, Red Robin made the decision to check these Drs Fenton out undercover. And who better to do that than Tim Drake-Wayne, CoCEO of Wayne Enterprise who got interested in their ectoplasm-powered gadgets designed for co-existing. After all Gotham might just be as hunted if not more with the crime rate they had.

His siblings were not happy, he knew that but he took the earliest chance he had, to take a private plane to Amity Park and made an appointment with the Fentons on a saturday afternoon.

He made sure to smile pleasantly as the son of the Drs Fentons opened the door and took his time staring. Before finally inviting him in after a shout from the Drs. resounded somewhere behind him in the house. Tim of course eyed the glowing green shake the other teenager was drinking, already forming plans on getting a sample of it the first chance he got.

"Mr. Drake! Such a pleasure to have you here! You have already met my little boy Danny, my husband will join us later he got hold up by my daughters. But we do have a couple of inventions prepared for showcasing, we could also go over some of the theories first if you prefer until my husband can join us.." A woman came up shaking his hand and the teenager, Danny, stepped away from them retreating further away but staying in earshot, Tim noted.

"Dr. Fenton, thank you for having me. I am looking forward to learning about this ecto-energy and your Fenton-inventions, I believe one was called an Ecto-Infuser?" Did he imagine it or did that boy cringe? Also the boy was clearly watching him, he tried to appear nonchalant but the way the other teen's eyes followed Tims every move as well as the guarded look in his eyes was making it obvious.

"The Ecto-Dejecto, originally designed to weaken ghosts but is now one of the many medical tools that can help a ghost survive if they do not have a steady supply of ectoplasm." Dr. Fenton easily explained while leading him over to the seating area.

"Danny be a dear and bring our guest something to drink. Coffee or Tea?"

"Coffee would be fine." Not like he would actually drink it. As much as he and his siblings made fun of Bruce's paranoia, he was not about to drink coffee offered by people who research ghosts. Besides, looking around, he wasn't sure how well they followed OSHA and he wasn't about to potentially drink a coffee infused with Lazarus Water. If that ectoplasm was Lazarus water. But he would take it with him as one of many samples.

"Sure things mom. Should I bring out the fudge too?"

Tim's ear twitched and he turned ever so slightly in the direction of the son. No it couldn't be, could it?

"Oh please be so kind."

"Will be right back."

Now Tim wished he had forced at least one of his siblings along. Because if his ears didn't betray him then this teenager had the same voice like the ghost kid. Though his memory could be slightly impaired because of the time frame since he had last heard it. He would need to get a voice recording now too and play it to his siblings.

[eaturheartout2021]

Playing Rough (König x Fem!Reader)

Warnings: mild adult language, personal descriptions of MW2 characters, AFAB!reader, descriptions of fighting

Summary: König and Reader get to train for the first time and he gets to see what everyone’s been talking about.

It’s early when you waltz into the training hall, empty apart from you and König. He’s wearing a pair of dark gray sweats, loose tank top, but opted to skip his usual mask with just a plain black medical one. His usual hidden face was on partial display and this made you stop in the doorway. You catch his gaze, captured in those blue eyes as he stared back into yours. Blushed bloomed across his cheeks as he turned away, hiding under his shaggy strawberry blonde hair. You had never seen this side to him, the shy man in front of you was a stranger compared to the ruthless killer on the field you’ve heard of.

“Guten morgen. You must be Phoenix. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you.” He spoke so quietly that you seriously doubted that the mountain of a man standing in front of you was the German killer they all feared, almost as much as Ghost.

You gave him a gentle smile and extended your hand. His warm, calloused hand gripped yours firmly and gave it one small shake.

“I am. It’s good to finally put a face to the name König. King, if my German isn’t too rusty, right?” His eyes flicked up to yours and something of curiosity and admiration ran through.

“Ja, du hast Recht.” His voice was thick with his accent, almost as if his body relaxed into it. You smiled up at him. His face blooms in scarlet one again and he turns away shoving his hands into the pockets of his sweats. You chuckled to yourself at his shyness, finding his blushing rather cute but wouldn’t admit it aloud.

“Aye, König, ready to see what the big fuss is about this little she devil?” Soap’s voice boomed through the training hall like a canon causing König to jump like someone had shot him. You turned and groaned shooting daggers at Soap who strolled through with Ghost and Gaz on his heels.

“Was meint er?” König turned to you brows raised in question. You threw your head back and let out an exaggerated growl. You could kill Soap, actually kill him for not letting König know about the extent of the training session today.

“You could’ve let him know, ass hat.” You flipped him off and put you hand on König’s shoulder.

“I’m one of the best sparring partners the 141 has,” Ghost cleared his throat in a rather loud tone, “aside from Ghost. Since you’re new to the Task force, Price wanted you to spar with us today. Get you into the swing of things.”

His brows shot up and he looked back at the trio. “Ist das alles? Ich komme damit klar.” He shrugged his very large shoulders.

“König, we don’t hold back. We don’t yield.”

“She’s broken my nose more times than I can count, doc’s say it’s a lost cause at this point.” Gaz quipped from behind you in a careless tone causing König to look over your shoulder.

“What’s the point of training if we only stop when best the other. We have to survive out there so we have to survive in here. Price and Laswell give us hell for it but this has saved our asses in more ways than one.” Ghost didn’t falter in his little speech to König and no one else stopped him. You had gotten the same one when you had joined all those years ago.

“This is a smart tactic. Fine, I’ll train with you.” König replied crossing his arms across his broad chest. You could practically see the evil smile creeping across Ghosts face when he pointed to the large red circle on the floor behind him.

“Good, because you’re going first. Phoenix, give us a good show.” Soap and Gaz we’re giving each other slips of cash and Ghost just stood with his arms crossed watching you as you shed your hoodie leaving you in a sports bra and a pair of leggings. König left his mask on which made you smile, you could use that to your advantage.

You entered the circle and bounced on the balls of your feet and then quickly settled into a slight crouch. Fists drawn close to your face, you eyed König, the extremely tall, 6”10 man was a mountain. He would use his height as his main strength and try to over power you with it. But you were smaller and faster. You waited until he lunged to you before you moved. He striked with a fast right hook. Faster than what you expected from him. It’s like a switch flicked inside him.

Gone was the shy, bashful man and before you was the soldier everyone whispered about. You dodged his fists, weaving away in short bursts as he played offensive, pushing you into a corner. You grunted and swore loudly still dodging his flying fists.

“Phoenix get on him!” Gaz yell from the side. You looked down and saw that König’s footing wasn’t grounded properly. You crouched low, missing a hit that was aimed for your face and swung out your leg. Your shin made contact with his and a sharp pain rang through causing you to bite your cheek to keep you from crying out. He stumbled and left an opening for you to take on the defensive.

You brought your fist up and met the bridge of his nose with a teeth chattering crunch. He took a few steps back clutching onto his mask but you didn’t give him the chance to progress to you. You grabbed what you could of his shoulders, pulled him down and rammed your knee into his stomach, causing a groan to tumble from his lips. While he was bent over you tried to over power him and bring him to the floor but his elbow met your nose with such force that it knocked you back and onto the floor.

“Oh shit. Get up lass!” Soap’s voice rag out to you as you stood up and met König’s bare and bloody face, mask now gone. You felt a warm trickle run down your lip but you just advanced to König, ducking as he swung towards your face. You ducked under his arms and threw a heavy punch to his now exposed chin causing him to growl at you with fire in his eyes.

He grabbed your arm and pulled you to him, holding you close as he wrapped a muscled arm around your neck, cutting off your air supply.

“Wie weit ist zu weit Phoenix?” He whispers into your ear, a chill runs down your spine, you refuse to tap out, you’d rather faint than yield. But you still had fight left in you. So, you leaned down and sunk your teeth into the meaty portion of his arm, hard. He pulled back with a hiss. You took the opportunity to slam your head back into his face hitting his nose once again. His let out a scream, dropping you from his grip and you scrambled away. You got your footing, turned and football tackled him to the floor. Using his size to bring him down.

His head hit the floor with an audible thud causing Soap and Gaz to physically wince away. You crawled under König wrapping your thighs around his neck. You twisted your lower body and squeezed so that it would cut off his air supply. You had his arms pinned away from him so that he couldn’t grab at your legs to try and break free.

His face was a bloody mess, his nose was most definitely broken. But when he gazed up at you, you seen something shining back. Something you couldn’t place.

“Ich gebe nach.” He whispered. You gawked at him. Still having him between your thighs.

“What?” You didn’t move. “That’s not how it’s done König.”

“I know when I’ve been beaten.” He ever so gently tapped your thighs and you reluctantly relaxed. He stayed laying between your legs gazing up at you, with that same unknown expression until Ghost’s deep voice cut through your shared gazes.

“König, go get checked out in Med bay. She’s officially welcomed you in.” He didn’t say anything as he sat up and walked out the doors leaving you sitting on the mat wondering what was swirling in those eyes of his.

[strictpunishedhubby]

Dein Mann wurde solange er zuhause wohnte von seiner Mama streng erzogen? Sie hat ihn immer, wenn er ungezogen war gehörig seinen nackten Po versohlt? Auch wenn er dabei laut weinte und schrie bearbeitete sie seinen Po weiterhin solange, bis er die von Ihr zugedachte Strafe vollständig erhalten hat? Er musste sich anschließend bei seiner Mama schluchzend entschuldigt und ihr zeigen, dass er sein Verhalten bereut? Setze unbedingt die Erziehungsmethode seiner Mama fort, sei auch streng mit ihm, denn der Mensch ist ein Gewohnheitstier! Männer heiraten im Unterbewusstsein in der Regel eine Frau, die seiner Mama ähneln. Er wird dich als erzieherische, strenge Ehefrau nicht nur akzeptieren, sondern er erwartet, dass Du ihn weiterhin so erziehst, wie es ihm schon seit seiner Kindheit erging und wie es ihm vertraut ist. Schon vor der Ehe muss er spüren was ihm blüht, wenn er Dir nicht gehorcht, widerspricht, sich respektlos verhält oder sich nicht so benimmt, wie Du es von ihm erwartest. Damit er weiß, Du setzt seine Erziehung noch strenger als seine Mama fort, verprügle als Präventivmaßnahme an mindestens zwei Tagen in der Woche ausgiebig seinen nackten Po, auch wenn er ein artiger Junge war! Es ist deshalb notwendig, damit er Deine Autorität nie in Frage stellt und sich seiner untergeordneten Rolle jederzeit bewusst ist. Stelle klare Regeln auf, die er akribisch zu befolgen hat. Er wird Dir dafür danken, indem er Dich nicht nur heiß und innig liebt, sondern Dich auch verehrt, ja Dich vergöttern! Er wird alles tun, um Dich zufrieden zu stellen und glücklich zu machen! Er ist und wird im Inneren immer ein kleiner Junge bleiben und Dir wie ein artiger kleiner Junge gehorchen. Jedes Mal, wenn er Dir nicht gehorcht, lässt Du es ihm schmerzhaftes spüren, indem Du ihm Hose und Schlüpfer herunterziehst und ihn ausgiebig verdrischt!

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Was your husband raised strictly by his mommy as long as he lived at home? She always gave him a good hiding on his bare bottom when he was naughty? Even if he cried and screamed loudly, she continued to work on his buttocks until he received the punishment she intended in full? He then had to apologize to his mommy through sobs and show her that he regrets his behavior? Be sure to continue his mommy's parenting method  of upbringing, be strict with him too, because humans are creatures of habit! Men subconsciously marry a woman who resembles his mommy.  Not only will he accept you as a nurturing, strict wife, but he expects you to continue raising him the way as he has felt since his childhood and as he is familiar with it. Even before marriage, he must feel what is in store for him if he disobeys you, contradicts you, behaves disrespectfully or does not behave the way you expect of him. So that he knows you are even stricter on his upbringing than his mommy, as a preventive measure, spank his bare butt extensively at least two days a week, even though he was a good boy! Set clear rules that he has to follow meticulously. It is necessary so that he never questions your authority and is always aware of his subordinate role. He will thank you for this by not only loving you warmly and deeply, but also adoring you, even deify you! He will do anything to satisfy you and make you happy! He is and will always be a little boy inside and will obey you like a good little boy. Every time he doesn't obey you, you let him feel it painfully by pulling down his pants and panties and beating him extensively!

[justaholycorpse]

“The Giant and The bird.”

|| König x gn!reader ||

reader’s pronouns aren’t mentioned other than “you”

pairing: König x reader(you)

i wanted to make my own because this man is eating away at my brain and this idea fits him so well

König paced around the idea of sending you a text, he hated the idea of confrontation, especially when it was a person like you. He opened his phone and found the shared texts between you both. His eyes softened while reading texts, you texted even when he didn’t respond. He could never find a pattern to your texts, they were as chaotic as you were in the best of ways, like a ticking time bomb that never had a clear time for detection. König found it impressive that you never found him to be scary or intimidating, you would always wave or flash a smile at him when you saw him, every single time it made the giant man melt.

He wasn’t sure when he started feeling like this, it could have been when you called him ‘your König’ or when you shielded his face from debris on the field. You were always right there when he needed you. Even when you first struck up conversation with him, you were always so kind and never showed any fear towards him. He has never been more glad to be cleaning his weapon than that night, if he hadn’t he didn’t know if you’d ever talk to him. He watched from afar, watching you work or talk, the subtle way your mouth twitched at the corners when making up a plan. It was always the little things that made him melt, he couldn’t talk to you because of how sweet your voice sounded compared to everyone else.

He would listen to you talk for hours on end just to hear the sweetness in your voice, it was enough to get him drunk, to steel his shaking nerves. He felt so many things around you it drove him crazy. He took a long, deep inhale before typing his confession in german:

“Du füllst meine Tage mit Freude, ich werde dir die Sonne und den Mond geben, wenn du fragst, ordne die Sterne neu an, um deinen Namen zu buchstabieren, ich würde dir Galaxien geben, um dich lächeln zu sehen.” He began, the mountain of a man tried his best on his rather small phone. He prayed he did not mess up the message he was typing out, words failing him as he mindlessly roamed the key board with his eyes. König took a deep breath, hoping the others at KorTac wouldn’t question his nocturnal patterns. he continued on: “Nichts in diesem Leben kann damit verglichen werden, wie schön du bist. Bis die Zeit verstirbt, wirst du die Schönheit in allem sein, was diese Welt zu bieten hat. Mein kleiner Schatz.” He read over it countless times, was it worth the time? He didn’t even know if you could even read german despite picking up a few choice words to throw out here and there. He fumbled with the phone for a moment, lost in thought, he didn’t realize the text he had spent the last week trying to come up with had sent. He snapped out of thought when a text bubble popped out of the corner. You had seen it, he scrambled to delete the paragraph, the text bubble went away. He let out a deep sigh and called it a night.

The next time he saw you, he avoided them like a plague, too afraid to find out what you had planned to say that night. He would turn away at your waves or gentle smiles, it pained him but he was embarrassed. You felt like you had done something wrong, had he sent the message to the wrong person? There was a medic on the team that was awfully close to him, was it meant for her? You huffed out, following Soap while he ran off, your mind followed König the entire time. You hit your shots and made your calls like clock work, everything felt off: wrong.. You gathered the courage to knock on his door, hearing the muffled voice cursing along with some tumbling before the door cracked open.

“König, can i come in?” You whispered, keeping your voice low while the others slept. You watch as he gives you a small nod, opening the door further, you took a shaky sigh and found your spot on his bed. “What is the matter, (y/n)?” His voice rung softly over the sound of the door closing, glancing up at him from your fingers. “Uhm.. Was uh..” You mentally punched yourself for sounding so hesitant. “Was that text meant for someone else?” The words spilled from your lips as you locked eyes with him, his pupils became the size of a needle with how much adrenaline pulsed through his body. Words failing him again he stumbled with forming a sentence but he settled for a shake of the head. “It- I wrote it, uh..” He searched the air for the correct words, swallowing the effects of anxiety that held him in a death grip. “I wrote it for you.” He finally said, it was like a whisper but in the quiet room it sounded like a gun shoot ringing in your ears and reverberating in your skull. Your eyes searched his but found no evidence of lies, not that you thought he would lie to you of all people.

“König…I..”

[enjoy the cliffhanger, here’s the translation for the german text: “You fill my days with joy, I will give you the sun and the moon, if you ask, rearrange the stars to spell your name, I would give you galaxies to see you smile. Nothing in this life can be compared to how beautiful you are. Until time dies, you will be the beauty in everything this world has to offer. My little darling.”]

[rsedits9420]

Can you write something about Holtzy getting in a fight at a party because someone was making fun of the reader

This isn’t how I wanted to do this.

Steven Holtz x reader blurb

Word count: 720

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Y/n

Steve invited me out to this party that his teammates are throwing. After a 6 game heater, the boys need some fun. So that is why me, Steve, and Thomas are all rushing to the seniors house. “Well how was everyone’s week?” Thomas ask. “Dude you're being weird. Why?” Steve asks. “I’m no reason.” Steve looks at Thomas with an annoyed expression. “Am I not 3rd wheeling am I?” Thomas blurts out. My eyes open in shock. Me and Steve aren’t even dating. We’ve just been friends for 3 months now. Nothing more. As much as I hate it. I’ve liked him since the moment I met him. He’s kind, smart, and super attractive. What more could a girl want? “Anyways, when we get her y/n stick close. Who knows who all they invited over.” Steve says. I nod and then turn my head to look out the window.

After the awkward car ride, we arrived at the party. The whole front yard was flooded with people. I'm not used to seeing so many people in one tiny space. As Steve guided me into the house, I met with my friend Carly. “Girl come over here!” She shouts. “It’s ok, go. I’ll be close by.” Steve reassures me. I wave goodbye and walk towards Carly. “How’s Steven doing?” She asks. “He’s good, hockey is just starting back because of break, but he’s good.” She nods and says,” Well let’s have some fun why don’t we?” She grabs my hand and leads me to the kitchen, so we can make a drink.

About an hour later, me and Carly have moved into the living room talking to a couple of our other friends, when we hear some commotion. “Where is she? He needs her. Like now!” I hear someone yell. Then I’m met with the sight of Thomas and Brendan. “Y/n come with us. Steve, he needs you like bad.” Brendan says. “O-okay.” I mutter out. “Is he okay? Nothing happened to him right?” I have a question. “I mean he looks better than the other guy.” Thomas says. The other guy. What the hell happened?

The boys lead me out the back door and I’m met with Steve clutching an ice pack to his eye. “What the hell?!? I told you idiots I didn’t want her seeing me like this?” Steve shouts. “Holtzy, man you needed to calm down. That’s why we brought her.” Matty says. I go and sit beside him, and say,” Steve, what happened?” He starts to say,” H-he, he said… No. I’m not saying. I won’t let you hear.” My brows furrow. “Just tell me. I’m a big girl. I can handle it.” He sighs and say softly,” He called you a puck bunny and a slut. I’m sorry y/n. I couldn’t hold it in. Nobody has the right to talk about you that way. Nobody.” He says. “Steve… It’s okay. I’m not mad. If anything, I’m grateful.” I say moving a piece of hair out of his face. “I just, it hurt to hear him say that. I like you so much, and hearing him say that, well it pissed me off. Where does he get off saying shit like that about you? My y/n should never and I mean never be talked about like that. So I snapped.” He says. “So I’m yours?” I flirt. “Damit. This isn’t how I wanted to do this. I’ve liked you for a while y/n. I was scared you were going to reject me.” I give him a confused look. “Me refuse you? Steven, I thought you were smart? Come on. I mean what isn’t there to like about you hm? You dummy, I’ve liked you since the first week we met.” He looks up in shock. “Actually?!” I nod. “Well then, y/n, are you free for dinner Sunday night?” I feel a smile creep on my face. “Why yes, I am Steven.” “Are you guys done with your lovey dovey time? Because the guys fRaT brothers are looking for you. And don’t worry. We called Nolan and Mark to escort you out of here.” Thomas jokes. “Yeah. We should probably get going.” Steve says to me. He talks my hand in his, and we walk to his car.

(Does he go by Steve or Steven??? Bc I have no clue)

[saskiahaggens]

฿ØⱤĐɆⱤⱠ₳₦Đ 🂡 ~ 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚝 3

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Warnings: none

Word count: 1636

Please remember that English is not my first language, so please don't kill me.

Shibuki stepped up and took Arisu's paper.

"What is the population of the planet Earth. As a courtesy you may round up to the nearest hundred million.", she read out.

"They are asking for an answere in the billions."

"If we're off by just one, a billion flaming arrows will come flying right at us."

"'As a coutensy'. What a cruel joke."

"There is no way we could answer the question."

They all started speaking at once. But they were right; this question can't be answered correctly.

"Damit. All right, we just have to get it right then. Anyone here know the answer?", started Karube surprisingly calm.

"How would I know the answere! I don't even know japan's population.", started Chota.

You simply nodded. To be honest, no one needed to know the world's population for anything. It's a changing number, therefore no one knows the correct answer; even your textbooks have different answers to that question. Still, you didn't care to remember one.

"Shibuki what about you?" Karube questioned, knowing Arisu wouldn't know the answer as well.

"I don't know. Plus, any figures I learned during school would be outdated by now. I've heard the world population increases by 80 million each year. Using that we can deduce the population to be 6.6? No... it's 6.7 or 6.8 billion."

This is a far too ambiguous answer. Surviving a hundred million arrows would be impossible. Nobody wants to answer such a question.

"Arisu! You decide. You pulled the fortune. I'm trusting you with my life. If someone has a problem with it, talk it through with Arisu. I'm not butting in.", sight Karube.

Has he given up? No, there must be something behind this. From everything you've learned about them so far, he's not the kind of guy to give up. Especially when one of his friends is in trouble.

"Dose is hurt?", he suddenly asked you.

"Yeah, but I think it would be worse if it weren't for the adrenaline," you responded, holding your arm.

"Hey, Karube. Why are you letting Arisu decide. We could still be brainstorming together.", asked Chota who scooted next to you.

Karube gave a short speech on Arisus and his past, but you were otherwise busy. He had his reasons, and you wouldn't question him after he saved you. You were preoccupied with the question.

Why didn't they just ask the questions like that? Why the fortunes? There has to be another way to end the game.

"I got it!", Arisu called out. "The answere is 6.8 billion."

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Answere

6,900,000,000

The penalty will now begin. It will continue for as many days as necessary until complete.

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"What have you done!", called Shibuki out.

"As if you knew the exact answer." you bluffed back, which caused her to shut up.

"The problem was unsolvable form the beginning. So, I didn't try to figure out the correct answer."

"No offence Arisu, but you had to find out something else. May you mind explaining it before we are shot?", you asked while Karube helped you stand up.

"It's the fortunes. Each fortune contains a rank and a problem. But what is the rest of the text for?", he asked, and it clicked.

"Your best direction is south!", you called out what was written on Karubes' fortune.

"Arisu you really are something else. Alright everyone! Run until your lungs give put!" Called Karube when the first arrows hit the ground.

He grabbed your arm and started running south, trying to doge the arrows. Karube also bought the table, which he previously used to shield you and Chota from arrows.

"At this reate we'll die frome the heat alone!", yelled Chota.

You'd never realize how loud arrows could be until 100 million of them were fired at you, let alone the heat. Some objects even started exploding, and if Karube hadn't dragged you along, you would have given up and accepted your fate a long time ago.

"We got so far! Don't you dare give up!", he encouraged Chota to run faster.

You stumbled across an old well at the end of the path, but it had been filled in. You started to lose hope again, when an arrow hit the earth, and you noticed a clinging noise. Karube dragged you all underneath the table, before rushing out to check where the arrow struck. What an idiot. The table was too small to fit all of you and would give in anyway sooner or later, so you jumped to assist him; at the very least, the others would be saved.

This time, you have the chance to actually help them. You would also return the favor for saving you earlier. You thanked the adrenaline for existing because you could feel the heat, but you couldn't feel the agony of your hand burning any further than earlier, when you tried to put out the fire on your arm.

You both pulled open a huge metal door which led to a bunker. Karube wasted no time in pushing you near the edge to allow you to climb down while he yelled out for the others.

After you hit the ground, you kept an eye out for the others and whether they needed assistance. At least, you tried since it was pitch black down there. You heard Chota, Shibuki, and Arisu climbing down and directed them to the wall so you wouldn't bump into each other. Karube was the last one to get down and finally lights flickered on.

•~•~•~•~•~•

Congratulations

Game Complete

•~•~•~•~•~•

A monitor began to flicker on. What were the higher levels like if this was only a level three? How should you survive them, or why would you play them at all?

•~•~•~•~•~•

To return to the surface, please take the path that leads to the sewer.

•~•~•~•~•~•

You all started shouting in delight, and Karube pulled you in a headlock while jumped Arisu. Chota sobbed as he embraced Shibuki. You weren't sure if he was crying out of joy or agony at one point, because all your wounds were starting to hurt.

Suddenly, the monitor came back on and informed you that you had been granted a visa. A little register on the end of the room started beeping and a few moments later Arisu held out a paper and a card.

_________

Visa

Immigration status

verified

__________

Y/n L/n

__________

Points earnd this round: 3

Total points: 3

Valid until Tuesday 7/14

Please remain aware of your remaining time balance.

Registration: ♧3

____________

"The text all looks the same.", figured Karube.

Shibuki must participate in the games in order to receive the visa and/or the cards. It's not like she'd gotten anything else out of it.

"Shibuki. We're out of danger for now. It's time you tell us what you know."

"Fine but first let's get to the hospital. Y/n wound could get infected. We need to look for supplies. I can talk as we go. I'll tell you everything I know, about this place they call Borderland.", Shibuki exclaimed while walking away.

"Well, you get a piggyback ride," Karube said as he knelt down in front of you.

"I hurt my arm, not my leg."

"Yeah, but you saved my friends, and I can't repay you for that. Let's not forget that you may have saved me back there as well. We were significantly quicker at burring that door. So, no back talk.", he mumbled, and you gave up.

Shibuki told you all she knew about this place, but you couldn't focus. You felt that Karube was exhausted, but he still wouldn't let you down. You thought it might hurt his pride, so you stopped asking. You were also exhausted. Perhaps as a result of what you had just survived or because you hadn't slept in a while. I mean, before you were bought to Borderland, it was the middle of the night, and after that, it was dawn there, so you were awake for at least a day, added was Karubes warmth and you slept in quickly.

Unknown to you Karube turned slightly red, as you nuzzled your head in his neck. He thought no one could see it, but Chota caught him.

"Oi, Karube got a crush!", he shouted out.

Arisu chuckled but pulled him in a headlock after. "Not so loud. You'll wake her up."

Shibuki giggled and tried to redeem Karube. "How long do you know her?"

Chota murmured, slightly embarrassed by the fact, "…a day."

"Only a day and she risked her live for you? She must really like you already."

"Probably," Karube murmured, while his thoughts began to wander.

Arisu smiled as she glanced at your sleeping face. He had no idea who you were or where you came from, but you were kind of his guardian angel.

Arriving at the hospital, Karube put you in one of the beds and drew a blanket over you, after Shibuki treated you wounds.

"You really are quite something huh?", he asked more himself them you. "Many people just died, because their visa expired and here you are sleeping through it all."

Chota and Shibuki left to get some sleep and Arisu was who knows where, so he was alone with you.

"Thank you.", he mumbled turning away.

"You saved the two people I cared most for, but still your stupid to risk your life like that."

If Karube was honest he would admit that he didn't sleep the night. He wasn't sure about Shibuki, but he heard Chotas' and Arisus muffled cries. If he wasn't worried for you waking up, he probably would have done it too. He could have left but he decided against it. You saved the things that mattered most to him, so he could at least take care of you… for now.

[rrinsluvr]

lowkey! seven— bbf + (not rlly) gbf = drama

Today was supposed to be a perfect day for a date and it was, you and kazuha went shopping for maki’s needs. Currently you were at your favorite cafe and was simply enjoying your date, until you spotted a certain dark haired girl enter inside that made you almost spit out your drink.

“zuha, wag kang lumingon sa likod.” you cautiously said. “ha? bakit?” he questioned as he took a bite of his cake, you glanced at the girl again and noticed her coming near “shet, kazuha pupunta muna ako sa cr ah” and with that, you rushed away from your boyfriend taking your bag with you.

yunjin finally spotted the man she was looking for, but she couldn’t help but notice the figure who ran away from his table. “zuha!” she happily called. kazuha could recognize that irritating voice anywhere ‘kaya pala bigla siyang umalis’ he thought with a sigh. “hello” he curtly replied as he turned to yunjin. “I thought sa watatsumi ka pupunta ngayon?” she pouted. “something came up” he retorted immediately. “oh, then we can spend time together now!!” she cheered, making everyone in the cafe look at them. “diba sabi ko something came up? busy ako ngayon”

“well, matagal ba yung gagawin mo? aantayin na lang kita and sino yung kasama mo dito kanina?” kazuha froze at her statement but quickly found a way out of the situation “kaibigan ko ‘yon, nagkasalubong lang kami dito.” yunjin’s smile widened at his answer “oh. ‘buti na lang kaibigan mo lang, kala ko naman you went on a date with that person eh” she chuckled “and she doesn’t seem like someone you would like” kazuha slammed his drink on the table, failing to hide his irritation “yunjin di mo ‘ko kilala, so you don’t have any right to say if someone was my type or not.”

“sure ka ba na kaibigan mo lang siya? bakit ganyan ka kung mag-react..” she curiously asked as she leaned in closer. “sure ako, kaibigan ko lang siya and nothing more” and with that he quickly went out of the cafe leaving an unconvinced yunjin to sit and think.

and there you were still hiding in the bathroom. you heard every single bit of their conversation, but somehow you feel uneasy. you were used to it— used to him denying that you were together. so why? why did you feel your stomach churn when he told yunjin you were nothing more than friends?

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[captainbobbybarnes]

Timo Glock via Sky Germany about Mick Schumacher‘s Situation at Haas, Translation:

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ENGLISH

„The question is why Haas put Mick off for so long, why they put him under pressure and didn't take a clear line right from the start, so that Mick would have been given the chance to look elsewhere.

The way Haas has dealt with this issue in recent weeks and months is incomprehensible to me. In my eyes, Mick often had a very good speed. Of course, there were also moments when he made mistakes. You learn from that. But he was always in a situation where he was told not to break the car.

If you add up how many times Mick was at a free practice session during the weekends with technical problems, then Haas has to take a good look at itself. They didn't make it easy for Mick either. Not everything went perfectly.“

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GERMAN

„Die Frage ist, wieso Haas Mick so lange hinhält, wieso man ihn unter Druck gesetzt hat und nicht von vorne rein eine klare Linie gefahren wurde, damit man Mick auch noch die Chance gegeben hätte, sich noch anderweitig umzuschauen.

Die Art und Weise, wie Haas mit diesem Thema in den vergangenen Wochen und Monaten umgegangen ist, ist für mich wenig nachvollziehbar. In meinen Augen hatte Mick immer wieder einen sehr guten Speed.

Natürlich gibt es auch Momente, in denen er Fehler gemacht hat. Daraus lernt man. Er war aber immer in der Situation, dass er gesagt bekommen hat, er darf auf keinen Fall das Auto kaputt machen.

Wenn man mal zusammenzählt, wie oft Mick an den Wochenenden an einem Freien Training mit technischen Problemen gestanden hat, dann muss man sich bei Haas auch einmal an die eigene Nase fassen. Da hat man es dem Mick auch nicht einfach gemacht. Da ist nicht alles optimal gelaufen.“

[bookloover35]

Aramis x fem reader-You are my weakness (Smut)

YNs POV:

oh Porthos is completely hopeless we women are not objects, and we can fight exactly as well as men. He sits and tells D'Artagna how to kiss a woman. Believe me if it had been me he had tried to kiss that way I would have hit him.

My thoughts stopped when I heard Aramis say.

Aramis: Only the wrong words are waste of time.

The right words can make a more lasting impression than a thousand of Porthos's kisses.

After he had finished speaking, the barmaid said.

Barmaid: Not likely.

One could see that Aramis took it as a challenge.

Aramis: Shall I demonstrate.

Porthos:Yes test on YN.

I almost started too choke on the wine i was drinking. Damit Porthos. He knows that I am very much in love with him and that I become weak when he is close to me or when he talks to me. But it could never be him and me. He is a man of God.

Aramis looked at me. Why does he have to be so beautiful?

Aramis:Only if it's okay with you YN?

I looked at him and started blushing, then I nodded slowly. You could hear him whispering quietly to himself "okay" Then he went to where I was sitting. Then he went down on one knee and took my hand and said.

Aramis: "As morning hues of Sun swept fire caress your face.

Alone with thee in pure Desirée,to worship your untold grace.

My soul would cry in silent prayer, for hours spent apart.

Your essence warms the eavning air, as i dance into your heart.

When he was done, he kissed my hand and then he looked deep into my eyes. I wanted to kiss him but I got up and said.

YN:Um you may excuse me but I have to go and polish my sword.

I said goodnight to everyone then I went to my room for the evening. We had arranged a room of my own so I would not have to share a room with any of them.

(A few hours later.)

so then you were done with the polishing. I got up from my bed and laid it on the table at the far end of the room. After I had put it down, I went to the chair by the window where I had hung up my nightgown. I quickly changed and then I released my long hair that I had put up in a ponytail. I went to the window and looked out the moon shone brightly it lit up the whole room.

Knock knock.

I looked at the door and thought who could it be?

I went to the door and there stood Aramis.

Aramis: Lady YN I need to talk with you. Can I come in.

I nodded and let him in, then i closed the door. Then I turned to him he looked at me but he looked very nervous.

Aramis: Um I just wanted to come and apologize if I made you uncomfortable out there.

Does he think I became uncomfortable, it's rather that I liked it. I approached him and put my hand on his shoulder.

YN: Believe me you did not make me uncomfortable I liked it very much.

Aramis: Really?

I nodded to him. He looked me in the eye then he said four words I was not prepared for.

Aramis: May i kiss you.

Did I just heard him say those words to him.

Does he really mean it. He took my hand and held it then he took his other hand and held it to my cheek. I want to kiss him but then I remember that he is bound to God. I looked at him and felt tears begin to flow from my eyes.

YN: I want you to kiss me but what about your bound go god?

He took his thumbs and wiped away your tears. Then he said.

Aramis:He probably will not get angry if I kiss the woman who stole my heart.

WHAT.

Did he just said that,that I have stolen his heart. Please if this is a dream then I never want to wake up.

It is rather he who has stolen my heart. He who is so kind and good, and loyal to all musketeers.

He is extremely beautiful also with his long brown hair and his brown eyes.

I took my left hand and put it against his cheek and he welcomed that feeling and leaned closer to my hand. I looked him in the eyes and smiled.

YN: You also stole my heart.

He smiled at me then asked me the same question again.

Aramis: May i kiss you?

YN: You may.

He leaned forward and kissed me and I kissed him back. It felt incredibly okay I do not dream.

Now begins the Smut.You have been warned.

He started kissing down to my neck and I started to feel a wonderful feeling between my legs. He found my weak spot and I let out a small moan. He looked at me with a look that asked if it was okay to continue. I nodded to him and whispered to him that I wanted to continue. He kissed me quickly on the lips then he lifted me up in bridal style and started walking towards the bed. Then he put me to bed and got up. I leaned up with my elbows and looked at him as he took off his boots and his shirt. He was beautiful his arms were big, his shoulders were wide, he has stomach muscles. I quickly discovered that my eyes were starting to wander down to his happy trail. Then I discovered something I was not prepared for. He had a Boner.

I was chocked. He looked at me and laughed a little. Then he Said.

Aramis: My eyes are Up hear my Love.

I started blushing at that nickname and looked down. Then I felt how he started to crawl up to me then he took his fingers and held it under my chin and lifted up so that I looked at him. Then he put my head on the pillow and started kissing me again. I could feel myself getting wetter between my legs. His fingers began to tie up the strings that sat in front of my nightgown. When he had opened the front, he took out my breasts and began to knead my right breast. Then he put his thumb back and forth on my stiff nipple. I started moaning a little louder. I felt our tongues dance with each other. Then he starts kissing down again first my neck then between my breasts. Then he took my left breast in his mouth and started sucking and licking on my nipple. I started breathing very heavily, it felt incredible, I felt how my wetness started to increase even more.

Then he removed his mouth with a pop and looked at me.

Aramis:Do you like it my love.

YN: y_yes i like it.

he smiled at my words then he started kissing upwards then he started nibbling on my earlobe and whisper.

Aramis: I want to try something do you trust me?

Of course I trust him. But wondering what he wants to do, I whisper to him "yes I trust you". He started kissing me down again his lips felt like feathers on my skin. But I loved it, he gave both my breasts a kiss each. He lay down between my legs and pushed my nightgown up to my hips. He kissed me on the inside of my thighs, and began to approach my womenhood that was dripping.

YN: Aramis what are you doiahhh.

I was stopped by the fact that I started moaning when I felt his tongue start licking up and down between my folds. My hands flew up to his hair to hold on. Oh god I jumped when I he started sucking on my clit. I started grinding up against his mouth to get him closer. Then he took two of his fingers and started pumping it back and forth into my womenhood. Omg I'm so close.

YN: A_aramis I'm close.I'm coming.

He looked up at me with a smile on his face.

Aramis:come for me it's okay my love.

As soon as he said those words, my orgasm came hard so I started shaking. He continued to pump his fingers through my orgasm so it would be longer. Then he crawled up to me and kissed me I could feel the taste after me on his tongue and it felt incredible. My hand started to wander down to his pants and I untied his string and I put my hand on his hard manhood and started squeezed.

He let out a groan of his own.

Aramis:My love, you want us to continue.

He said between kisses. I took my hand and held it to his cheek and stared deep into his eyes. then I gave him a kiss on the nose, and said.

YN: Make me yours.

Aramis POV.

Make me yours.

She really want me and I really want her, I gave her a kiss on the nose then I helped her take off her nightgown and threw it away. I looked at her wow she is beautiful she looks like an angel with her long beautiful y.h.c lying on the pillow and her beautiful y.e.c looking up at me. Think she's mine. I take off my pants and throw them away. Then I lie down between her legs again, I grab my manhood and start pumping, then I leaned forward and put it against her opening.

Aramis:. Are you sure?

YN: yes.

I pusht it in slowly then when it was inside I was still so she would get used to it. I wanted to start moving she felt incredible she was wet and very tight.

Aramis:L_love please can i move.

YN; y_yes move.

she nodded with a moan and i started moving back and forth wow it felt amazing how her walls gripped my cock.

YN: A_aramis faster.

i started moving faster she moaned louder i must have found her g point. I felt in my stomach I was close.I was a little ashamed that I was getting closer. But she feels so good.

Aramis: Love i am Close are you.

YN: Y_yes please come whit me.

I took my hand down to her vagina and with my thumb began to circulate her clit I felt how she became tighter she was close I pushd forward one last time hard and we came together. Hearing my name from her lips when she came was wonderful.I pulled out my soft cock, and took her shaking body in my arms and put the blanket over our naked bodies she had her head on my chest. I started pulling my fingers through her hair. A few seconds later I could hear her snoring a little. I kissed her on the head and whispered.

Aramis: You are my weakness and I love you.

Then I close my eyes to meet her in the world of dreams.

I know this one was not so good but it has is my very first smut but i tried. So i hope you Will like it.

[veganwatson]

Fundraiser for Breast Cancer Treatment

Sharing a fundraiser by a local volunteer collective, please share and donate if you can. The original German text can be found below.

The collective at Safespace Leipzig provide refugees (both from Ukraine and elsewhere on the globe) with free meals no questions asked, taking care of the fundraising themselves. I have had encounters with some of these volunteers myself, and I can personally confirm that they are trustworthy.

The forwarded text below recounts the story of a man who has approached them asking for help. To protect his privacy, they are not sharing a lot of personal details about him, except the following:

H. is originally from a country in Africa, he was living and working in the Ukraine until the war broke out, he had to flee and ended up Leipzig, Germany, where he has now found work as a server, but it's not enough to cover the medical bills for his mother who is receiving treatment for breast cancer back home in said African country.

The volunteer collective have verified the medical records and bills, and they are now asking for donations on behalf of H., in order to make sure that his mother can continue to receive her urgently needed medical treatment.

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Ich hatte mit den Leuten vom Safespace Leipzig schon persönlich zu tun und weiß, was für eine megawichtige Arbeit sie in Leipzig unbezahlt und ohne große Anerkennung für Geflüchtete (nicht nur aus der Ukraine) tun, und dass sie, und damit auch die Spendensammlung, vertrauenswürdig sind.

Der folgende Text stammt direkt von einer Person vom Safespace:

CN Fundraiser für Brustkrebsbehandlung ohne Krankenversicherung

Hey! Für einen guten Freund, dessen Mutter an Brustkrebs erkrankt ist, sammeln wir gerade spenden, um die akut benötigte Behandlung zu finanzieren. Er möchte anonym bleiben, darum gibt es keine personenbezogenen Daten zu ihm oder seiner Mutter.

Er musste kürzlich aus der Ukraine fliehen, stammt aber eigentlich aus einem afrikanischen Land, wo auch seine Mutter lebt. Die Versicherungslage dort ist katastrophal, weshalb wir dieses Geld jetzt sammeln. Alle medizinischen Unterlagen, Rechnungen etc. liegen uns (Space Leipzig) vor.

Wir freuen uns über jeden einzelnen Euro und natürlich auch über das Teilen des Links in Social Media oder euren Netzwerken.

Es ist wirklich akut.

[yourshiningastr]

CHAPTER 26

WARNING!!

This chapter has a reference that some readers may find disturbing including self-harm. The reader's discretion is being advised.

The sound of dextrose, stifle noises from doctors and nurses. Footsteps, door opening, and closing. Men's voices in range, weep of babies, Yna's cries... every. fucking. time.

That's all the things my ears have heard for the last few days I am in my consciousness.

I never tried to open my eyes, nor even wanted to open them. I wasn't surprised when I found myself lying on a soft mattress, whiffing the scent of clinical aids, and listening to nothing but cries, sorrow, and pity.

Why am I still alive?

What for?

"Her vitals are already stable." I heard Kuya Snoah's low voice.

"Pero bakit hindi pa siya gumigising? It's already two weeks, why?" I slightly pinch my palm when I heard Yna's voice.

I know she's crying again. Ever since the day she found me lying on the cold concrete helplessly bleeding, her cries are still the same. Full of regrets, torment, and misery.

I didn't hear Kuya Snoah's answer to her question but I know that he knows exactly what I am doing.

"Gumising ka na diyan! I deserve your apology! Or kahit hindi ka na mag sorry, kahit dumilat ka lang diyan, okay na yun."

A tear escaped my eyes as I heard her whimper again. I have been controlling it for days but I guess I am still not strong enough.

I lightly open my eyes but also close them to adjust myself to the light. It's been a while since I let my eyes see these crying faces.

"Oh My God! Kuya Snoah, she's awake! My Rae is awake! Oh My God! Thank you, Lord!" I felt a tight hug coming from my right side. I flinched when I felt a stinging pain in my arm.

"Yna. Don't hug her that tight yet. She's still injured."

Am I really just injured, Kuya Snoah?

"How are you feeling, Rae? Can you see us clearly? Can you follow my hands with your gaze?" I followed Kuya Snoah's instructions and let him examine me.

"Anong nangyayari? Bakit ang daming tao?" I heard Jacksion's curious voice in the background.

"Jacksion, She's awake! Our Rae is finally awake!." I heard a loud gasp and without any second I found Jacksion's face in front of me in shock yet there was a hint of relief.

"Rae!" He opens his arm and plans to hug me but Kuya Snoah stops him.

"Save that hug when she's already healed from her injury." Wala naman sa sariling tumango si Jacksion.

"Ang tagal mong gumising! Namamaga na mga mata ni Yna dito, ayaw na umuwi." I looked at Yna who was bowing her head and biting her lips.

"Oh! Iiyak ka na naman? Gising na si Rae, magtigil ka na." Jacksion lightly nudges Yna's shoulder.

"Wow! Kung magsalita ka akala mo ako lang umiyak dito eh mas malakas pa nga iyak mo sakin!." I saw Jacksion's eyes widened in shock and he immediately covered Yna's mouth.

"Ano ba kadiri! Baka kung san san pumapasok at humahawak yang kamay mo!" Jacksion then exaggeratedly gasped.

"Wow! Nahiya naman ako sa bunganga mo. Baka nga hindi ka pa nag totoothbrush eh. Eww!"

"Kids, quiet. Rae is still adjusting." Kuya Snoah fixes my comforter and asks me if I am okay. I just nodded

I was waiting for them to talk about what happened but nothing came out of their mouth. It's as if they talked to each other to not speak about it when I woke up. But I guess I wanted to be like this, I don't want to hear anything about him. 

I don't think I am ready for it.

"Kukuha lang ako ng damit sa bahay ah, pero babalik din ako agad. Okay?" I lightly nodded at Yna.

It was already night yet she still hasn't gone home this day. She just talked to me all day long. Jacksion already went home and told me that he will visit me again tomorrow, though he didn't have to. They didn't have to.

As I found myself alone inside this suffocating room, all of the things that happened that dawn suddenly came rushing into me.

His daunting voice, his aggressive grips on my hair, the pain all over my body, his sickening touch, the smell of cigarettes, his demonic laugh, what he did to me and...

...his reason.

A sudden pool of tears streamed down my cheeks, I can feel excruciating pain in my chest. This is the reason why I don't want to wake up, the aftermath of everything is more painful than what happened. It'll keep on haunting me until I don't have any will to run.

Until I don't have any will to fight, until...

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

Up above the world so high, Like a diamond in the sky.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star, How I wonder what you are

I shivered when I heard that faint sound from the outside. It was the same song that kept on ringing in my head while he did that to me.

When the blazing sun is gone,

When he nothing shines upon,

Then you show your little light,

Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

"AHHH! STOP!" I covered my ears and cried helplessly as pain pierce my head.

The song keeps ringing and ringing and it makes me dizzy.

I strongly tapped my chest as I felt oxygen losing its way to me. I am hardly breathing and I feel like anytime now will be the end of me. Another piercing ache strikes my head and all I do is shout all the pain out. I want it to be gone, I want the pain to be gone.

I took out the dextrose and other needles on my arm and used all my strength to get out of my bed.

"Ack!" I closed my eyes as I felt the pain in my thigh when I landed on the floor.

My feet are too weak that I can't bring myself to stand. I crawl hoping that someone will hear my plea. But instead of help, a song found my ears again.

Then the traveler in the dark,

Thanks you for your tiny spark,

He could not see which way to go,

If you did not twinkle so.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

Without thinking, I weakly took the small glass vase near me and struck my head with it. It wasn't that strong but it was enough for me to feel the bleed streaming down my face, I hit my head again to stop the pain but all it did was add up on it.

"AHHHH! STOP! PLEASE!" I kept on hitting and hitting until I was numb to do so.

I am too weak to kill the pain inside of me and it makes me cry harder to think that I wasn't the same Rae anymore. 

"I'm begging you..." I let go of the vase and it got broken down into pieces.

Debris found me and as my head keeps on aching, and that song keeps on ringing, it makes me wanna do more to stop the pain I am feeling.

I took the broken pieces of the vase and slash my wrist with them. I stifled my shout and cry as I felt the stinging pain. I am so tired, I just wanted to die.

"RAE!"

And again, Yna found me lying on the floor bleeding. 

"Good thing she does not have any severe head injury, but we still need to check up on her every now and then. Hindi na siya pwedeng maiwan ngayon magisa." I slightly move my fingers and open my eyes.

"Rae!" My eyes are still blurry so I didn't get to see enough of the people surrounding me.

"Don't crowd her." I found Kuya Snoah's face in front of me.

He suddenly took out a pen from the pocket of his doctor's gown. He gently opened out my eyes using his thumb and looked at them with his pen light.

"She still needs to stay here for one week to ensure her condition." Kuya Snoah took out his surgical glove and looked at the people in my room.

"She can't go back to her condo. She'll stay with me once she gets discharged."

"No! She will stay with me." I heard Jacksion's voice disagreeing with Yna.

"At ano? Iistressin mo siya sa mga babae mo? No way!".

"Don't fight anymore. She will live with us. Sa mansion, mas safe siya doon. And all of you, you're going to stay there as well, and I'm not going to accept a no." Kuya Haides said with finality.

I didn't hear any more reactions or words from them. I didn't get to say what I wanted as well because I am too weak to do so.

I don't want to be a burden to them. At isa pa..

I'm not going to live that long.

"Why are you still here?" I asked Yna when I saw her preparing my food. It's been five days and I am still here in the hospital, weak and fragile.

"Why not?" Yna furrowed her brows and sat beside my bed with a bowl of soup in her hand.

"I blamed you. I said bad things about you." I slightly bowed my head and played with my fingers.

"So? It's not as if you hurt me or something." She shrugged her shoulders and leaned a spoon of soup in my mouth.

"Ahh" She opened her mouth for me to mimic it and I did. She gently shoved the soup in my mouth.

"Hindi ba? I did hurt you, you're right. Sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko. I'm a bad person." Mahina kong sabi .

"Oh please! We all are." She again shoved a spoonful of soup in her mouth.

"I don't need you here. I don't need your pity." I gulped the soup and looked away to stop my tears from falling.

"Kailan pa ako naawa sayo?" I wipe the tears that I failed to control

"Look at me, Rae." She held my chin and made me look at her.

"I'm not here because you need me, I'm here because I simply want to be here. Now stop talking and start eating." She then shoved a spoonful of soup with a frowned face and reddish eyes and nose...

I know just like me, she's also trying to control her tears. 

Why didn't I see this side of her? Why did I become so blind when it comes to her? Why am I so stupid for not knowing that there's someone who's willing to stay by my side even when I told her not to? 

After a week of staying in the hospital, Kuya Snoah finally discharged me. Kuya Haides, his wife, Yna, Pen, and his brothers except for Kuya Snoah since he still has to stay in the hospital to fetch me and take me to Vasco's mansion.

It's been so long since I set foot here. Unlike our Mansion in Nueva Ecija, theirs are warm and welcoming. I was greeted by Tita and Tito Vasco. I can feel them being careful around me and I understand why.

"Here, this will be your room. I'm sorry, we haven't taken all the other stuff here but we made sure that it is clean and comfortable to stay in." I silently look around the room.

It was just a simple bedroom yet it screams manly because of the color and the furniture inside. It doesn't look like a guest room. Maybe one of their rooms. Perhaps Kuya Snoah's.

"Ipapaakyat ko lang yung mga gamit mo dito okay? Yna, stay here with her for the meantime." Yna helped me to stand up from the wheelchair and I sat in the bed. I heaved a sigh.

"Bakit? May masakit ba sayo?" Nagmamadaling tanong ni Yna sakin.

"No, I'm fine." Yna sighs in relief and sits beside me.

"Can I stay here with you?" I looked at Yna

"Why?" She sigh and bit her lower lip

"I- I just want to. I- I'm worried." I looked away when I saw a tear escaping from his eyes.

"I-I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me. Worry about yourself instead." I can see her body being frail and thin.

She also has a huge under-eye circle, she even forgot to put her makeup on which is rare since she likes being presentable and beautiful all the time.

"You need to go to your derma, I can see a pimple over your forehead." Mabilis naman itong tumayo at tarantang tumakbo papunta sa salamin.

"WHAT! Oh my God. No, No, No please.." I chuckled. She then looks at me with furrowed brows.

"Ah ganoon, nang paprank ka na ngayon? Hindi ako magkaka pimples noh, ang mahal mahal ng binayad ko sa derma na yun, tsk!"

"So why did you panic then?" She frowned at me

"Because you sound so believable!" She exaggeratedly said.

"Yeah?" She frowned at me at may sasabihin pa sana nang kumatok si Lucas sa kwarto.

"Hey, here's all your things. Hayaan mo na si Yna mag ayos niyan. Magpahinga ka na lang." I smiled when Yna irritably hit Lucas' arm.

"Ano ako? Yaya niyan?" I shook my head and let them bicker.

Kuya Haides' wife then entered the room and warmly smiled at me, she had a food tray in her hands.

Yna and Lucas is now fixing all of my things, napilit ni Yna na patulungin ang lalaki.

"Hey, I cooked soup for you. Hindi ka pa daw pwede ng mga heavy meal, kaya ito muna. Try it."

I smiled and thanked her.

"Ay nako, baby masyado yan. Gusto yung sinusubuan." Kinuha ni Yna ang bowl sa lamesa kung saan nilapag ng asawa ni Kuya Haides at sinubuan ako.

My head is too weak, especially my wrist.

Tumawa naman ng marahan ang asawa ni Kuya Haides at pinanood kami.

"Grabe kung hindi lang talaga kita kilala Yna, iisipin ko in love ka kay Rae." Napalingon kami kay Jacksion at Pen na kapapasok lang.

"Eh ano naman ngayon? Inggit ka kasi hindi ka crush ni Rae!" Jacksion's eyes widened.

"Tse! May bebe na ako noh!" Pagdedepensa nito.

"Ows? Kwento mo sa pagong." Jacksion gasped and went to Yna.

"Kaya nga kinukwento ko sayo!" I chuckled and listened to their bickering. Hindi na sila napagod.

"You have a girlfriend now?" I asked Jacksion as I gulped the soup

"Ah eh, H-hindi pa ako sinasagot eh." Jackson scratched his head shyly.

Wow! This is the first. He is always conceited.

"Haha! Sana mabasted ka uli!" Jacksion glared at Yna.

"Ang ingay mo, rinig na rinig boses mo sa baba. Tumulong ka na nga lang doon kay Lucas." Kuya Tim also entered the room with frowned face.

"Oh ayan, ang init na naman ng ulo mo. Mukhang ikaw yata ang basted eh."

Nakita kong nagbaba ng tingin si Pen. Kuya Tim scoffed at him and glared at him.

Mukhang natakot naman si Jacksion kaya mabilis na pumunta sa kakambal niyang si Lucas.

"Hey, Rae. It's nice to see you here, is this room good for your liking?" I nodded at Kuya Tim. His voice became soothing unlike when he was talking to Jacksion earlier.

"This is my favorite room here." I saw how he smiled when he said those. So this is his room? Or not?

"Oo, laging tambay yan dito. Nagpapansin kasi, tsk." Kinuha naman ni Kuya Tim ang unan at hinagis kay Jacksion.

I just smiled as I heard their distracting bicker noises. I thought their voices could finally overpower that certain voice but I was wrong.

"Oy, kunin mo na nga mga damit ni Von dito. Walang mapaglagyan mga damit ng ating Señorita." I flinch when a sudden flashback of voice rings in my head.

I immediately covered my ears and firmly closed my eyes.

"RAE! What happened? Are you okay?" Yna's worried voice didn't get to cover that familiar voice inside my head.

"Señorita.." I can feel my body trembling.

"What is happening!"

"Oh my God, Rae!"

"Call Kuya Snoah!"

"Kuya Haides!"

"Ack" I held my neck and tried my best to breathe.

"Help!"

"Kuya Haides! Bilis!" My body was still trembling when I felt someone embrace me to stop me from moving.

I felt a bit of pain in my shoulder from a needle. And just a second I can feel my body being at ease. My panic lessens, and my trembling body relaxes.

Kuya Haides laid me down on the bed and sigh..

"I think we need to take her again to the hospital." I shook my head and tried my best to speak..

"I-im fine.."

I thought I sounded believable as what Yna said earlier, but I guess she just lied. 

[wildwaxshows]

Cancelled

Fr., 2.2.2024, 21:00 Uhr: MINT MIND (HH) + KNUD VOSS (HH) Komet Musik Bar, Hamburg

MINT MIND

"Heavy music for nerdy people", that's how someone once described the music of Mint Mind. "For" or "from"? Both, of course. After the first "VG+" songs, you get a feeling of what the world of Mint Mind looks like: instruments and amplifiers from several decades loosely piled and organized. In front of, next to and between are synthesizers and effects, some as big as microwave ovens. On the crooked record shelf are handfuls of comics, albums by New Order, Devo, the B52s, almost the entire SST catalog, as well as Krautrock classics by Can and Faust. "VG+", Mint Mind's third album, has become a great, cross-generational indie rock album. Mint Mind are sitting in the Upper Room Studio, a separate area of Rick McPhail's small industrial loft in Hamburg-Altona. This is where the new Mint Mind album VG+ was created. Rick, who grew up in Maine, USA, looks to his fellow musicians. They are a little younger than him. Christian Klindworth (Fluppe) is 40, Friedel Viegener is 22. Rick grins and says, "I'm a polite and cheerful person but I need moments to vent and that's what I do in my music. I usually get angry about the same things as young people. A lot of the things that suck today sucked in the 80s and it wasn't easier to fight them back then.” The album is about anger, optimism, a politician with little fingers or influencers who secretly lead a normal life. Some lyrics are funny, others serious: "Glow" is about love and appreciating good moments in difficult times. "Youth And I" deals with the question of why different generations with the same ideas on topics such as the environment, women's and LGBTQIA+ rights or even the economy do not manage to form a unity, but instead allow themselves to be disturbed by something as silly as age differences. The sound of Mint Mind combines sweet and sour, fuzzy riffs with the freedom and sentiment of 80’s post-punk/indie. Synthesizers have become a more central instrument this time. From playful and strange sounds to the eerie and dark, the album is littered with textures and ear candy to discover. The album title is well chosen. "VG+" is taken from the Goldmine Grading Standard for the evaluation of used vinyl records and means "Very Good +" - background noise can occur occasionally, but not always. Older folks might certainly feel reminded of Dinosaur Jr. or The Cure, the younger ones of Diiv, Wavves or Gurr. And for a moment, the world is Very Good + (with background noise) for everyone. Speaking of background noise: When Rick is not swinging his self-made Lego guitar at Mint Mind, he takes care of the technic, roadies and lead guitar in Tocotronic or spins records. In the Hamburger bar Mutter he plays Album/Adult Oriented Rock under the motto "AOR-Alles Klar?". He moderates the songs and with a telephone receiver converted to a microphone the guests can also make requests. As the morning dawns over Hamburg, Rick packs up his Billy Joel, Chicago and Steely Dan albums, grabs his skateboard and rides back to his studio with the rising sun at his back.

KNUD VOSS

Die Haare sitzen, kein Mundgeruch. Das ist schon ziemlich nice! Nachdem sich der Vierer von der schleswig-holsteinischen Westcoast mit seinem DIY-Debüt "Capristube" (2020) mal eben selbst seine eigene kleine Nische geschaffen hat, legen sie nun 2023 mit "Mono" nach und liefern damit ein großartiges Album ab, das mit jedem Durchlauf wächst und nun live präsentiert werden will. Elf Stücke mündiger Punkrock ohne Genregrenzen und jeder Menge norddeutschem Charme in denen „Gang of Four“-Gitarren auf eine knallende Schießbude, walzende Basshooks, Synthie-Einlagen und dem sehr prägnanten Gesangsstil von Frontlerche André treffen. KNUD VOSS verwursten unsern alten Kumpel Punkrock mit viel Post im Punk, hypnotischen Kraut- und dancy Elektropop-Elementen auf ihre ganz eigene, smarte Weise. "mono" funktioniert einfach – egal ob auf Platte oder live - und das verdammt gut!

[bumbleb4008]

I really liked this one and I hope you do to!

Chapter 4: A Way Out of Hell

“Who’s the kid?” Asked Natasha Romanoff. Apparently Cameron had gained confidence from the escape and said without stuttering. “Cameron Maximoff and we have to go now!” She tried not to think about her brother and sister who were still in there. I’ll be back. She promised to herself. I promise.

Without hesitation the team of heroes began running away from the place where she had been trapped for so long. A twang of guilt stabbed her chest. I can’t go back, not right now if I do I’ll be killed. She tried to convince herself. But before she could say she had to go back the captain had her in his arms, he must have noticed her struggling to keep up. She didn’t quite realize it but she was absolutely exhausted.

ZIP! “What the hell was that!” Yelled the Hawkeye. Damit, Cameron knew exactly what it was or more accurately who. “Shit!” Yelled the billionaire hero. “Language!” How could this be happening, they had never ever let them out in the field before. They know I got out that’s why and those 2 are out and those 2 will do anything to keep me safe. She thought. “There’s more then one enhanced being here.” Cameron said. “It’s not just me and if I know them well enough, if we don’t go you’ll all be in cells and I’ll be in a lab again.” They team was running again but Cameron knew her siblings well, they had no chance of making it away without her using her powers.

As they ran to what she hoped was an aircraft she fired sparks from her palms. “Oh for gods sake.” Cameron yelled but as she did a stream of fire came from her hands, she may not like using her fire powers but it was her strongest and her brother and sister her much stronger then her. “Damit that was exhausting.” The girl said before she stumbled on her feet.

“Get this bird in the air!” Is all she heard before she passed out. While Cameron was asleep the Avengers argued and questioned what to do with the young girl. “When I was fighting those guards, that kid was terrified that she wouldn’t get out of there and I don’t know what they did to her in there but we have to make sure that she never has to go back ever again, ok.” It was Steve who made sure she was getting out, he could have left her there but he didn’t, he wanted this little girl to be free. “She also has super powers.” Said Tony, that’s what convinced them to let her stay.

Cameron was just drifting away from the nightmares that flooded her sleep when they touched down at, well she wasn’t quite sure. “You’ve been out for a while kiddo.” Said a soothing voice that belonged to Natasha Romanoff. “How long?” Said the girl in her thick Sokovian accent. “About 7 hours, we’ve stopped in London to refuel but we’ll be in New York by the end of the day.” Natasha reassured the 12 year old.

She was still tired by the time they arrived at Avengers Tower. “Whoa.” Cameron said quietly but Steve still managed to hear her. He smiled at her. “That’s about the same reaction I had when I came here for the first time.” Steve exclaimed to her. She giggled. “Never thought I would have something in common with the great Captain America.”

A man by the name of Happy escorted her to a spare room and tells her to get cleaned up because of a party that will be thrown in only a few hours. The rest of them went a different way except for Steve and a woman who met them at the landing who she would later learn to be Maria Hill who went down an entirely different hallway from the one she was led down.

“Who were those 2? The ones that attacked us on the way to the Quinnjet.” Steve asked agent Hill. “They’re brother and sister by the name of Wanda and Pietro Maximoff, he’s fast and she’s weird.” Steve looked shocked. “That kid, the one we just broke out of there, her name is Cameron Maximoff.” Maria looked about just as nervous as Steve felt. “You don’t think they wanted us to find her do you?” Steve asked

“Wheres the kid!” Steve yelled. “Down the hall in the extra room!l someone responded. The captain and the agent burst into Cameron’s room. “What the hell!” The kid yelled. “What if I was naked!” They didn’t seem fazed by her comment. She began to get worried. “So just found out it was your brother and sister that attacked us on the way out!” Said Steve Rodgers. “I can explain!” She said desperately. “Oh I hope you will kiddo.” Agent Hill Said in a menacing tone.

“I promise you that I would never do anything to help those monsters, they tortured me! I was 6 and they were already experimenting on me! I was 6 but they didn’t care they treated me like I was a virus and my screams of agony would not be listened to or considered. They didn’t care about me. All they wanted was power so they gave it to me and expected me to be their little slave. I wasn’t I did anything and everything to piss them off to make them weaker. I didn’t care if they were going to kill me I just wanted to make sure they fell first!” She finished and did what her brother did after he gave some sort of speech to her and waited for their reaction. Almost everyone was silent, most of the people in the building were there to watch her confess. But to her surprise it was the one member of the team who hadn’t spoken to her yet. “She’s telling the truth.” Said Bruce Banner.

[meg-gumigumi]

・❥・ Seijoh 3rd years confessing to you. 

characters: Oikawa Tooru, Iwaizumi Hajime, Issei Matsukawa. 

a/n: requested by @exaltedvalkyrie. I hope you like it. Warning! slightly suggestive with Issei.

Tooru: confesses when everyone else is sleeping

it’s 2 am in the morning, the room is quite silent other than the soft steady breathing from the boys. you sigh, turning around only to meet brown orbs staring at you in the darkness. 

“God damit, Oikawa!” you lightly punch him. He lets out a breathy laugh as you pout. he momentarily looks behind to check if the rest are still asleep before scooching closer to you. 

“Can’t sleep?” he asks you. 

you exhale softly, glancing up at him with a nod. gosh the way you look at him makes his heart beat uncontrollably. 

“want to cuddle?” he suggests as you tilt your head. He has no idea where this little spurt of courage had come from but he wasn’t going to back down from it now. you shake your head as he leans closer to you.

“don’t be ridiculous.” you say, turning your back to him. you bite your bottom lip, hearing him shuffle from behind you. he’s not being serious, is he? you question yourself. the two of you occasionally flirted with each other, having no meaning behind it. but this time his eyes looked a bit too sincere.  

you mentally shake your head, deciding to just fall asleep instead. however, as soon as you close your eyes, you feel an arm securely wrap around your waist and pull you close. you gasp, glancing up at Oikawa as he rests his chin on your head.  

“You know I have a crush on you, right?” he says. your heart races at this sentence. you turn around in his arms to face him. 

“there’s no way. quit fooling around, oikawa.” you accuse, avoiding his eyes. Oikawa has been your friend for quite a while now, there wasn't a moment in time when he wasn't in your life. It hadn’t taken long for you to realise your feelings grew, yet you believed he was someone far from your reach. 

“It’s true,” he says, tucking a strand of hair away from your face. “I want to do things, like hold your hand, kiss you, take you out to dates, be the reason for your smile.” 

this isn’t good. his sweet words are turning you into mush. your ears flare up as he cups your cheek, “What do you say? be my girlfriend?” 

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Iwaizumi: confesses with the cliché ‘the moon is beautiful isn’t it?’

“here.” 

you look to your right as Iwaizumi hands you a mug of hot chocolate. you thank him and face back up towards the night sky as he takes a seat next to you on the grass. 

the rest of the boys were fast asleep inside, with only you, Iwa and the moon awake. the moonlight glows bright under the starry night, softly caressing the features of your face, highlighting your beauty. Iwaizumi cannot help but just stare as you take a sip. 

you can feel his gaze on you, it’s getting hard for you to breathe, so you decide to break the silence. 

“aren’t you going to sleep?” you ask as he shakes his head instead of answering with words. it seems like the silence doesn’t bother him as much as it did to you. time passes slowly as the two of you sit together, watching the stars glitter. your mugs set aside. your eyelids begin to feel heavy, you think to yourself that maybe it’s time to head back inside. 

“the moon sure is beautiful tonight, isn’t it?” 

your voice gets caught in your throat as you glance at Iwaizumi. he knew that you knew what it meant. It was a subtle way of expressing your feelings for someone. The phrase had always been in his mind, but he never intended to say it out loud, that is until now.

he turns to you as you watch him with the stars reflecting in your eyes. he gently laces your hands together, rubbing his thumb across your knuckles. he waits in nervousness, did it come off as too cliché?

you exhale softly, a smile stretching on your face as you look down bashfully. it was so to say unexpected coming from him. locking your eyes back to his you speak up. 

“yeah, it really is beautiful.” 

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Issei: confesses when you’re playing truth or dare??

“I dare you to kiss me.”

You stare at Issei with doubtful eyes. Letting out a nervous chuckle, you turn to the other three boys as they watch in anticipation.

“You’re being serious?” You ask as he simply tilts his head with a grin. “Guys, do something about him. It’s creeping me out.” you stress. 

“You’ve gotta do the dare.” They shrug.

You sigh, facing Issei once more. If this were a dream you wouldn’t hesitate to grab a hold of his shirt and smash your lips onto his, just to watch his cocky smirk crumble away, but it isn’t.

You gulp, mouth feeling dry as you lean forwards, nearing him. He too leans closer to you, that stupid smirk never leaving his face. His eyes fleeting down at your lips as he wets his.

He tilts his head to the side as the distance closes. You feel his warm breath tickle against you.

“Ahhh, no, nope I can’t do this.” You sit back, face red from the intense moment. You get up from your spot and leave outside for fresh breath of air.

After a few minutes you a hear the door click shut from behind you.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”

You shake your head, “it’s alright.”

It’s not like you didn’t want to kiss him, no it’s the complete opposite. The urge to kiss him at this exact moment is tempting. But you decide against it, knowing to him it was just a simple kiss, but to you it meant more than that.

“How about we try it again,”

“Mattsun—“ you sigh but he’s quick to interrupt you.

“But this time, without using a dare as an excuse.” He says, sliding his hand behind your neck. His fingers are slender and large as they wrap around your nape.

Your breath hitches as he leans closer again but stops glancing up at you as if waiting for your approval. You slam your lips onto his as a response.

Your hands travel to his hair as you tangle your fingers into it. A moan escapes your mouth as he slides his tongue across your bottom lip before shoving it in, deepening the kiss.

You two pull away, breathless as he leans is forehead against yours. he takes a hold of your hand. your heart fluttering as he gives it a tight squeeze. you glance up at him, even with his hair tousled and lips swollen, he looks so, so attractive. its, unfair, especially with the way he can make your heart skip a beat with one look. 

“Let’s go.” 

“Where?” 

“to show the boys who you belong to now.” 

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[amive2567]

Levi Ackerman x fem!reader

Contains: no regrets timeline, swearing, heartwreaking angst, major character death, blood, gore, graphic descriptions, basically just pain, grammar mistakes

Rated: 16+

A/N: I just put the reader into no regrets, so there are a lot of quotes.

Words: 2 664

Series Masterlist

Grand Masterlist

<- Part 3

Early in the morning, the survey corps gathered in front of the gate. You were sitting on your horse, reins firmly in your hand. "I am looking forward to the cup of tea with you tonight," you said, smiling at Levi. He avoided your gaze and stuttered. "Yes, me too." You weren't able to say more because the shouts of Keith Shadis interrupted your talking. Now it was time to be serious. "Open the gate!" With that, the stone gate opened. "Today, we take another step forward! Show me the fruits of your training! Show them the strength of humanity!" Everyone raised their hands to the sky and let out a war cry. "We will now begin the 23rd Expedition Beyond the Walls! Forward everyone!" Shadis let his horse buckle, and he rode through the gate into the world full of nasty monsters and freedom. Everyone followed him loudly and fast. With a light kick in his side, your horse started moving quickly. You rode through the dark tunnel of the walls until you reached the outside world.

Astonished, you looked up at the sky. Birds flew over your heads, and the warm sun shone on your faces. "It's beautiful." you cheered and looked at your friends. Isabel's eyes widened at the impressive sight. Furlan gasped for air. "Wow." Isabel admired. Even Levi was impressed. "Not bad at all," he said, which was a huge compliment from him. "What are you doing? Stay focused." interrupted someone. "We're not here to sightsee. There is no telling when we could run into a titan." "Ha. If we see one, we'll clean it right up for you!" answered Isabel confidently. "Idiot! You wanna be the first to die." shouted the person angrily. "What's your problem?" pouted your red-haired friend. "You're able to talk like that because you've never seen a Titan before. You have no idea just how many good soldiers have been eaten..." the woman scolded her. "She's right. We should focus on the mission. We can admire the sky afterward." You spoke. "Titan sighted. Ahead and to our right. One 15-meter class right ahead." The huge nacked creature ran towards you. A chill ran down your spine. "That's... a titan?" questioned Furlan shocked. You gulped. "Two 10-meter classes are heading towards us from behind!" With fear, you turned around. These things were huge. "Prepare for combat," shouted Shadis. "Equip your 3D Maneuver gear." The people in front of you send their hocks to the different trees and fly through the air. "Flagon, shoot your flare," shouted Erwin, your target. "I know." with that, he shoots a red-colored flare with a loud bang through the air.

As you rode further and the other soldiers tried to fight against these naked monsters. But the Titan was too fast. With one bite the brave soldier got eaten. The blood rained down onto the green grass. "Damit!" shouted this Flagon guy, as he shoot up in the air in an attempt to kill the titan. With one skilled move, he cut the nape of the titan. The huge thing landed on the ground, laying in its blood. "Incredible." Isabel gaped. "They're more impressive than the Military Police!" added Furlan. The ground rumbled and you turned around. "Guys we have visitors." You shouted. "They're here." "Two of them." "You three stay your course." Flagon shouted to you.

Levi rode past you towards the titans. "Levi? What are you doing?" you shouted, but the words didn't reach him. Not caring about the commands you followed him. Isabel and Furlan also followed close by. Levi jumped off his horse and placed his gears into the tree behind the titans. With incredible speed, he was at the height of the titan. He chopped the neck of his first titan with a deliberate movement as if he had never done anything else. The second was directly in front of you. With your blade drawn, you charged him. Furlan pursued you. He went past the titan, but the huge thing caught you in his enormous hand. You cut yourself free from its grip, while Furlan cut its nape.

"All of the titans have been eliminated! Everyone regroup." shouted someone over the field. "How's that, Levi?" asked Furlan proudly. "We took a titan down all by ourselves!" "We did it, Bro! We did it!" cheered Isabel. His tense shoulders relaxed, seeing us happy. "Yeah, you did great!" he exclaimed with a small smile. Your heart started to race, and your proud smile widened. "Indeed, that was impressive, considering it was your first time. But you used too much gas. You need to be especially conservative out here." spoke Erwin Smith to you. Furlan wanted to say something, but Levi stopped him. "You're expecting me to take priority of my equipment over the lives of my friends?" "You're performing a lot of unnecessary movements. Are you beginning to have doubts?" Nobody wanted to break the solemn eye contact, so they stared at each other for quite a while. Erwin somehow started to talk again, with such seriousness that it made you believe every word he said. "If you are, that'll be the death of you very soon." With that, he rode away.

Isabel started to complain. "Damn him! He'd better watch his back when he's alone!" "Shh, he'll hear you." shushed her Furlan.

"Levi? Is everything alright? You look frightened." You asked him while Isabel still complained about Smith in the background. He shook his head and turned towards you, his expression now stoic, like always. "Yeah, it's fine. Whatever. Don't use too much gas."

After a while, as you rode across the countryside, it began to pour. The moist tears of the sky had already soaked your garments, and they clung to you like a second skin. The sight was awful. The fog that arose didn't exactly make it any better. "I didn't know rain could be this heavy!" Isabel screamed over the loud platter of the raindrops. "Neither. We won't even be able to see any titans before it's too late!" answered Furlan. "This is our chance," said Levi. "We'll use this rain as cover and get close to Erwin." Each of your eyes widened. You gasped in shock. Now was the time. Now was the time to kill Erwin Smith. "Are we gonna go for it, Bro?" asked Isabel incredulous. "Yeah," he admitted(?). "But it will be suspicious if all of us were break away at once." He was right, but wouldn't you want to do it all together. "I'll go alone," he stated, which left you in shock. "Levi! Are you dumb? You won't do this alone. I know you're strong, but do you really wanna risk your life. We can help you!" you said, desperate to do this together. Either all or none. "He's right Y/N. It's best not to carelessly move around." Furlan agreed with his male friend. You waited for Isabel's answer, which came without hesitation. "Alright, fine. We're counting on you, Bro! Go and secure our surface citizenship!" "If anyone asks, tell them I went to survey the terrain." "Got it." With that Levi spurred his horse and rode away. "Good luck, be careful." You shouted after him. Probably the fog and the rain choked your sentence, but that was now irrelevant.

You and your companions continued on your journey. What you didn't expect were the abnormal titans. With a loud rumble of the earth, a group of titans appeared out of the fog. "Titans surrounded us. Ready to counter, cadets." shouted your squad leader. They leaped into the air to kill the first titan but were taken by an abnormal with a quick grip. Their bones broke with a loud crack, making you want to throw up. "No, Keller." shouted a guy behind your back. He lept in the air and slashed the titan's nape only to be met with another titan that ate half of his body in midair. His blood splattered to the ground and colored the damped grass in his crimson blood. Some were hurled against trees, while others were torn in half and consumed afterward. Their blood covered the ground, and the screams of your mates made you wince. Tears clouded your vision. You were trapped in place as all the soldiers around you attempted to fight these creatures, and all you could do was watch.

Your muscles and bones felt like they were glued onto your horse. The heart in your chest was betting fast, and your breathing was just as fast. "Y/n. Y/N. We need to save the others." cried Isabel. You shake your head in an attempt to focus again. "We can do this." You shouted, fully composed again. Shoving the panic away, you jumped into the air.

"Take this," you yelled tiredly. Your mouth tasted like the air smelled, like blood and sweat. Maybe it was even the blood of your mates that you tasted. You didn't know anymore. "There are more coming," yelled Furlan next to you. "We can slay the..." mid-sentence, a titan grabbed you and swung you into the air. Its wide red eyes stared into your little ones. The salvia ran down his plump chin like a dog that found its favorite bone. Frozen in fear, you couldn't move an inch. You felt how its huge hand squeezed your entire body. An ear-piercing scream escaped your lungs. With a loud crack, you listened to your bones breaking, but the adrenalin in your blood didn't let you feel any pain. "We need to safe her, Furlan!" screamed Isabel desperately over the loud rumble and your screams. But just as Isabel, Furlan was occupied with slaying the other titans without getting captured. Warm salty tears ran down your cheeks. "Help me please!" You wanted to shout, but all you could do was to whimper. The titan slowly moved your body to its mouth. You couldn't even fight against it. You weren't able to feel anything of your body.

"Furlan now or never," shouted Isabel as she slashed through another titan's nape. "I can't," yelled Furlan back as he struggled to kill his titan, which caught him with his chubby hands.

You smelled the hot breath of the monster. You wanted to vomit. "Please." you cried, as the titan closed its mouth. Its teeth sank into your stomach and ripped it open after some liking over your deep laceration, he dropped you onto the floor. Your throat hurt from your constant screaming. Blood splattered over your maltreated body, and finally, you saw who saved you. Furlan battered and bruised, cut through the nape of the titan that injured you. Isabel also killed her last titan and came running. Tears streamed down her rosy cheeks. She sat next down to you and put pressure onto your huge wound.

“Levi will kill us if she dies.” cried Isabel and squeezed your hand. “He won´t. You can’t help it. It was my stupidity.” You breathed and smiled weakly. You felt your eyelids getting heavier, and you wanted to fall asleep, but you couldn’t. Levi hasn’t come back yet, and you had to see him, just one last time. In the distance, you could hear a horse trotting, and you swore that it had to be Levi. Your view got blurry, and you heard Isabel shouting your name, but the darkness already took you in its cozy arms. The last thing on your mind was Levi, and why you had never told him you loved him.

Isabell cried out loud as you closed your eyes. "No. Y/N." more tears welled from her eyes. She shake your body as if she wanted to wake you up. "Isabel. It won't bring her back. Please stop it." Furlan said without any emotions. He tried to pull her away from your body. "We need to get away from here, new titans might arrive soon." he reasoned with her, but she couldn't listen. "No, I won't leave her. We need to keep her safe until Levi comes," she said weakly. "Let us find him. We can't secure her corps if we are dead," he said. A scream rang out behind them that was guaranteed not to be human. They saw something moving in the fog, but it was hard to tell if it was coming to them. "We need to get moving," declared Furlan and tried to drag Isabel further away from the massacre.

To their misfortune, a titan jumped through the fog towards the two. It was so fast no one was able to react. It grabbed Isabel from the floor. She screamed and tried the free herself, but the grip of the titan was just too strong. She wanted to scream, but the titan ripped off her head in a second. The rest of her body was devoured by the Titan with a single swat. Her head rolled onto the damp and dirty ground. Her scared expression still lingered on her head. Furlan couldn't move an inch, he could only watch as his best friend got brutally killed in front of him. The titan didn't hesitate to grab Furlan's body too.

Levi rode as fast as he could through the storm, but a cliff stopped his doing. He peered down and saw all of the dead, body pieces, and individual soldiers' heads. His eyes widened. "What the hell...happened here?" he stuttered. A loud sound of a flare caught his attention. A soldier shoots up the flare with his last power. "The titan...." he mumbled as he dropped dead. With a fast look around Levi found the footprints of the titan in the mud. "No way...Did we pass each other?" He oppositely turned his horse and galloped after the footprints. The rain lashes on his face, allowing his hair to fall on him. The fog made it much more difficult to see anything. His horse stumbled across a corpse, and Levi fell on the bloody earth. He looked on the ground in front of him and saw your corpse. Paler as usual and covered in filthy blood. His eyes widened in pain. He felt how his heart shattered into million pieces. You couldn't be dead. You needed help. He looked around if someone was there, but no one, only cadavers of veterans. With tired steps, he wanted to stand up to find his best friends, but his gaze stopped at a head that was framed in red hair. The shocked expression made him want to throw up. Isabel's dead eyes looked at him.

A rumbling caught his attention. A titan. It bit into a body. With a roaring, it cut the body in halve. It ate the legs and threw away the upper part. Levi's empty eyes followed the event as he saw Furlan's upper body drop lifelessly to the ground. The splatter of blood echoed in his ears. His friends got killed, and he wasn't around to keep them safe. You died, the person he loved. Without his knowing tears streamed down his face.

He was filled with rage. His body trembled. Mad at himself and mad at this titan. He grabbed his sword tightly and sprinted towards the titan. He flew in the air and attacked that piece of shit. He let his body deal with his rage, but his thoughts raced. Why didn't he come earlier? Why didn't he tell you that he loved you? Why?

With each of his tortured screams, more blood flowed from the titan. After some time the head of the titan finally fell off, just like it did with Isabel. His sister. But that wasn't enough. Levi cut through every part of the titan until it was only an enormous pool of blood. He whimpered as he stood above Isabel's head. In the backround, other soldiers came finally to help, but it was too late.

[call-me-doll-face]

Acquiesce- part 2

Warnings: once again guys, this does have noncon elements. If you are triggered easily please don't read. In no way do I approve of behavior like this, no means no. Consent is key. This is strictly just for the story. No minors! Smut, angst, friends to lovers, protective steve.

A/N- this is for my friend @rogershoe thank you for reading my stories and always giving me words of praise, and for always listening. I hope you like it as much as I liked writing it!

P.s I'm sorry for any mistakes! I haven't gone through and proof read!

Part one

Steve slept over that night, refusing to leave my side. I honestly don’t know whether I'm supposed to feel thankful or annoyed and hell who knows, maybe it’s both. 

Yes, him being here eases my mind. Knowing that he’s there to protect me if, heaven forbid, something happens. At the same time though..... maybe I would rather be alone.

Ever the gentleman, he willingly takes the not so comfortable couch in my opinion with zero complaint. We work together in silence to put the fitted sheet on before standing side by side, just staring at it.

“Ya know, I’d almost prefer sleeping on the floor.” He cracks a joke, looking over at me with that cute lopsided grin of his. Scoffing in fake offense I smack his chest playfully causing him to cover his chest with a very over exaggerated wounded expression.

“Hey! Don’t hate on my couch! You could always go sleep in your OWN room!” Before I could even finish my sentence he had flopped down onto his back, big arms folded up behind his head and a satisfied smile gracing his lips. It was hysterical, seeing him trying to fit his big body on my tiny couch, long legs hanging over the armrest. I snicker at him softly, running a finger up the arch in his foot as I go to walk away, knowing damn well how ticklish the man is. 

I try to make a quick getaway; wanting to avoid the awkwardness I could feel slowly creeping back in between us. However when I hear “Calla,wait.” I groan internally before slowly turning around to find that he’s already standing right there before me. Curse him and how damn sneaky he is! A man of his size shouldn't also be stealthy! 

“Stevie I-” I’m pulled into his embrace, fingers moving up to tangle in my long hair to scratch comfortingly against my scalp. All the tension leaves my body at the action, sagging against him and almost purring like a cat, eyes drifting closed.

“Calla... My lilly...”He murmurs softly against my hairline as he pulls me even closer to him, if that’s even possible. My heartrate spikes at his words as my belly erupts with butterflies. We had always been close but never has he been this tender with me.

His lips press one last kiss to my forehead before bidding me goodnight and gently urging me in the direction of my room where I had been so ready to escape to moments ago but now have to force my body towards.

“Goodnight Stevie.” I whisper softly on my way, Knowing he’d hear me.

I don’t know what wakes me. My eyes slowly flutter open and my lips part with a deep yawn. It’s not until I’m stretching that my body freezes as I feel the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. 

‘You’re being watched’ my mind tells me as my muscles lock up with panic, eyes staying on the wall directly in front of me, terrified to move let alone look around.

In the back of my mind I already know who’s in the room with me. It’s him. He’s  come for me, to finish the job. Bucky....

Then just like that, as if materializing from thin air, he’s there. His hand wraps around my ankle like a vice, jerking me down the bed towards him, sheets getting bunched up around me as he does. 

No, no not again! please no! 

Crying desperately I kick out at him and miraculously the heel of my foot comes into contact with the middle of his chest, causing his grip to loosen just enough to slip away. Rollin on to my hands and knees I start to crawl away from him quickly in an attempt to put distance between us, but with a deep growl he’s suddenly on top of me, using his big body to pin me to the bed. 

“No, Bucky! this isn't’ you!” He lets out a sadistic chuckle at my words before he reaches down and rips my panties roughly from my body. I cry out as my skin burns from the fabric, leaving red welts in the wake. 

“Please don’t do this, don’t do this! I’ll do anything!” I sob but then he’s thrusting into me once against without a care as his chest rumbles against my back. 

“You will submit.” He snarls in my ear as his hips snap violently against my ass.

You will submit.

You will submit.

YOU WILL SUBMIT.

“Calla...Calla!” I fight against the vice like grip holding me in place, writhing and thrashing against him. A scream is ripped from my raw throat as I get a hand free, digging my nails into my assailants skin. “Damit, Calla! Calla it’s me! Stop!” With one more hard shake I’m pulled back to reality and I whimper shaking my head.

“Open your eyes Calla.” When I refuse to do so I hear his soft sigh then his big gentle hands move up to cup my cheeks, thumbs moving over them soothingly. “It’s okay my lilly... I’m here... It’s just me, I’ve got ya. Now open those big beautiful eyes and let me look at ya.” Under his gentle coaxing I reluctantly let my eyelashes flutter open to meet his very concerned blue ones, watching as he lets out a relieved sigh.

My legs are tangled in the damp sheets, body slick with sweat, and chest heaving as I desperately try to get some much needed oxygen into my lungs. “He... He was here...” My voice shakes out the words and I launch myself at steve, sobbing into his naked shoulder and clinging to him desperately.

He just lets me cry, holding my body against his as he whispers soft words against the side of my head. Eventually when the sobs die down enough he gently moves me back to the head of the bed. Pulling back the blankets he slides in beside me without my even having to ask before tucking me under his arm. 

We lay there silently for a while, my cheek pressed against his warm chest as my arm snakes around his waist to keep him with me. I let his even breathing calm me, nuzzling closer to him as the panic finally dissipates. 

“You know.... I used to have nightmares too. The last thing I can remember is my plane breaking through the ice. The cold of it. I knew it was the right thing to do, and never for a second have a regretted it. But god did it scare me.” I glance up at his words, seeing him staring at the ceiling with wrinkled brows with his arm that wasn't holding me folded behind his head. “Then I woke up and there you were, lookin like and angel. I done thought I’d died and gone to heaven doll!” We both laugh softly at his words, my chest blossoming with warmth. I squeeze him gently and he squeezes me back in turn.

“If I hadn’t had you there when I woke up, To teach me all the things I’d missed out on and needed to learn... to help me get through the realization that everyone I’d known from my past life were gone.... doll I never would have made it.” This time when I looked up my breath caught in my throat at the look on his face as he looked down at me... Cheeks flushed a soft pink, lips slightly swollen due to being bitten so much, eyes shining with something akin to what I can only describe as love.... Adoration.. 

Slowly he gently reaches down with the arm that isn't holding me and gently pinches my chin between his forefinger and thumb before stroking it softly. His tongue flicks out over his lip and my eyes follow the movement....

I squeal in surprise when in one sweeping movement he has me straddling his lap with his hands once again cupping my cheeks. I’m very quickly becoming convinced it’s his favorite place to have them, but in this moment I’m thankful for it, nuzzling my face against them as our eyes meet once again.

“I promise you Calla, my lilly, that I’ll NEVER let anyone hurt you ever again. Ever. I’ll kill them first. You are the most important thing in my life. I’ll do anything for you, to make you feel better, to help you through this.”

My heart swells at his words, tears forming in my eyes as I give him a watery smile. Slowly reaching up to mimic him I cup his cheeks, watching as his eyes slowly flicker closed and his lips part to let out a soft breath at the touch. “Anything?” I question quietly.

“Anything.” Before the word has even left his mouth all the way I lean forward and press my lips softly against his.

People say that when you have your first kiss with something it feels like fireworks, like your life is exploding. Not with steve... No, kissing stevie feels like home. Like a cup of hot cocoa in front of a warm fire on a cold december night. Like fuzzy socks and warm blankets... like coming home after a bad day knowing that your person will be there to make everything feel right again.

And god does he make everything feel right again as he kisses me back with everything he has. Moving my hands up to tangle my fingers into his silky soft hair I let him tilt my head back so that he can press his lips firmer against mine to gain better access. A breathy whine escapes me and my lips party willingly without him even having to ask. He instantly takes advantage as his tongue slips in to massage against mine before exploring my mouth.

My whole body burns under his gentle ministrations. I burn for him, and I’d willingly burn for him over and over and over again...

Keeping my head leaned back I bite my lip as he leaves hot open mouthed kisses down the line of my jaw... slowly moving back to that spot behind my hear that he just seems to know will drive me wild.... groaning my name he nuzzles his nose there affectionately as his warm breath fans against my overly sensitive skin.

Wrapping those big arms around my waist he pulls my body even tighter against his before pulling back to press his forehead against mine, giving me a gentle smile. I can’t help but smile back before leaning back in and teasingly taking his bottom lip between my teeth and pulling slightly.

With a grunt his hips thrust up against me, pulling a surprised gasp from me as I feel how painfully hard he is beneth me. My pussy clenches as the feeling as my body automatically grinds down to meet his thrusts. Instantly those hands grip my waist tightly, stilling my movements.

"Calla... we can't." He grunts out, eyes squeezed shut and jaw clenched. I scrunch my eyebrows in confusion as I look down as him. I know he wants this...

"Stevie... please.. I want you... I've never been so sure of anything in my life.." shaking his head at my words his kisses my shoulder softly as he hugs me.

"No doll... I don't want you to want me just because you want to feel something... just because you want to forget. I want you to want me because you can't live without me... I want you to want me because I make it easier to breath... because that's how I feel about you."