nonnie…. i know…… i have a feeling im gonna be stuck on this photoshoot for years. im gonna tell my kids about how this was the thing that forever changed me as a person. and then im gonna tell them that he was supposed to be their dad 💔 here was my inital reaction though:
okay, but where's my steddie AU where steve wants to learn to play guitar to impress a girl he's infatuated with and he remembers that munson kid was always hanging up posters for his weird band at school, so he hikes out to eddie's usual dealing spot behind the track and asks (with far less groveling than he really should have) if eddie will teach him how to play, and obviously eddie says no because why would he want to help king steve, but of course, steve offers to pay him, $20 a week, and well, that's the kind of get-the-hell-out-of-this-shithole-town cash eddie really can't afford to refuse, so fine, he'll teach steve to play and they'll spend inordinate amounts of time together tucked away in eddie's room and they'll start to see that they have more in common than they thought and that they kind of had each other all wrong, and eddie will put his hand over steve's to help him get the placement for a tricky chord and it totally won't awaken anything in either of them?? where is it??
the age gap must remain tho. obi-wan as the aloof never around older step brother … anakin with his ever present mix of hero worship and resentment. maybe anakin gets into college around wherever obi-wan fucked off to, and until he gets his living situation figured out obi-wan lets him stay with him.
Apollo is the merciless soldier, who will kill, holding a cold, unforgiving and unblinking gaze, while burning the souls of the ones who crossed the line down.
Apollo is the joyful poet, who will sing, telling the whole world and more, about his love and adoration of the person he laid his heart for.
Apollo is a king who gained his wisdom through pain and suffering of himself and the others, the king who stayed true to his word and became just against all odds.
feel like I've genuinely spent at least a quarter of my day too horny to think. i was going to do some kind of art today but I've been thinking about the boy...