#how to glo up

[gloupblog]

[faybelinesworld]

[beautifulheartandspirit]

[my-manifesting-journal-online]

There’s Nothing Like Realizing You’ve Changed For The Better

So, my summer wasn’t great. But I’ve realized that I’ve changed for the better. I haven’t worried too much about friends not responding to me because I know now that’s how some of them are and it has nothing to do with me. I can be secure with not getting a response for a while (one of my friends is working three jobs so she’s extremely busy), and before I would be upset by not getting a reply or being left on read or seen, but I’m fine with it now. I think I can tell who’s worth my time or not now by my intuition, and I generally have a good sense of people. And besides, you don’t have to talk to your friends every day.

I’ve made some new cosplay friends online and honestly it’s been really nice. I also talked to a friend who likes anime and the same Adult Swim shows as I do on Discord, and that was really fun. We talked for two hours and when there were pauses, it didn’t feel awkward, more like we were just trying to think about what to say next. I had a friend I accidentally ghosted (I’m not perfect, I’m guilty of doing exactly what I hate experiencing) reach out to me and we’ve reconnected which is nice. I just wish some of these people didn’t live so far away from me!

I’ve been struggling with how to deal with the image people from my past might have of me. Am I still the same embarrassing bitter person I came across as to my old high school classmates? I hope not. I’m hoping they don’t have the image of me in their heads as the person I was then. I’m also struggling to figure out how to post my “basic white girl” side without feeling pressured to put up the “I’m different and I listen to metal and I’d never be caught dead listening to Taylor Swift” type of attitude I had. Because why can’t I like both? But I’d feel so embarrassed posting that I was going to a basic pop artist’s concert or watching a basic show like The Summer I Turned Pretty. And it’s hard to let go- I need to realize that I can like basic things and express that and that it doesn’t make me basic or like everyone else. But that’s so difficult for me to do. I know I’d be embarrassed if I posted it but this time I’ll do it. I’ll post it and I’ll keep posting that stuff until I don’t feel embarrassed to post it.

[seschigirl]

How to manifest based on research

- Allow yourself the freedom to dream without constraints or limitations. Embrace the courage to dream big and fearlessly pursue your aspirations.

- Write down five goals every day, both big and small, and manifest them into reality by putting pen to paper! By doing so, you are sending a message to the universe that you are committed to your desires and strengthening your imaginative abilities. Consider starting a big dreams journal.

- Visualize the necessary steps to achieve your end goal, recognizing that the journey to manifestation may be unpredictable. Create a roadmap of small and achievable steps that will guide you towards your desired outcome. Prioritize preparing your mind, body, and spirit for success by detaching from anything that does not align with your goals.

- Take action and execute your plan by breaking down the process into daily to-do lists consisting of small, actionable steps. Stay committed to the journey and remain adaptable as your reality begins to shift in a positive direction.

[gay-artificer]

Im heavily debating writing a full, APA style and cited paper on the rot and its relation and similarity to cancer in function, proliferation, and genetics. This would be a horrible idea for my free time. But it would be a conceptually funny piece of fanwork for rain world to have

[loisriffin]

why the FUCK am i hyperfixating on grojband i dont even like that kind of music my playlist is almost all rap and rnb WHY did a show from when i was like 12 enter my consciousness again

[awesomepaste]

Sometimes I honestly do think to myself “why can’t I just be fucking normal”

[calpicowater]

Week 26.6/52: June 27th - July 3rd 2022 | Blue Hair 蓝灰色 🐳💙

Finally got my entire head bleached again after almost 14 months of growth lol... big props to my hairstylist Hank for being able to fix the mess that was my hair LOL. I can’t believe I still have hair on my head????? (was mentally prepared for my hair to break but it’s all good hahhahaa) We had to bleach it in like 5 different sections (black part, the middle between the purple/previously bleached part and black, the actual roots close to my head, and then my ends x2) because of the huge growth. The base colour is a super light blond and the blue looks exactly like the photo that I showed 😭😭😭 the top is a darker blue and the bottom is more greyish blue... it’s so good omg. Overall really happy with the result!!!! 好看!!!! 开心!!!! I'm kind of bankrupt now but it’s okay???? 不花钱美不了.

[knight-gwaine]

Apparently all of my exes have chosen December to be the one time of year they remember I exist lmfao, and all apparently think they got something important to say.

Sorry not sorry, but find me on TV like everybody else 🤚🏽😤 ya gots something to say, write it in a letter then burnt it lmao

And for this coming new year's resolution we clear away my history of toxic relationships for career growth and financial stabilityyyyyyyy

[lizard-spams-your-dash-too]

Sometimes you feel like your a hack as an artist, and that you haven't improved since you were 14.

That is your brain lying to you.

Go offline for a bit (don't look at others work on Instagram, or even your own work) and look at a sketch book from just a year ago.

I promise you'll be surprised with how much you've grown, even if it's less noticeable than from when you were a kid.

Keep creating friends.

[gloupblog]

If life gets boring: eat some birthday cake for breakfast, attempt a new hairstyle, wear that dress you bought without having an occasion for it, move your bed to a different wall, go sightsee something in your own city

Whatever you do just try something NEW

[faybelinesworld]

[themedialmercurial]

Asteroid Glo (3267) and How you Shine🐚

This asteroid and its placements point towards the ways in which an individual naturally shines. By taking awareness of this, one can level up their life in a more naturally-occurring way, tending to their innate strengths. With dedication, it can even lead to fame ⭐️

I'm finally back with a new post! Thank you for both your patience and your kindness on this platform. I'm so glad to have joined such a kind and accepting community on here 🫶🏽

As always, do share your own placements and how you believe it has played out in your life thus far! Of course, asteroids are not as important as the natal chart itself, though it can be fun to explore, because why not? Enough chatter, more about the content:

GLO IN THE HOUSES

1H

You shine for your authenticity, your natural beauty and personality. This kind of person reminds me of someone who simply wakes and is considered to be radiant. All face. Great skin.

2H

Your personal possessions are something of interest of others, perhaps being literally shiny and even of great quality. You are perceived to be of high status as a result.

3H

Your mind is highlighted with this placement. There is something so magnetic about the way you think and communicate with others. Perhaps your learning style is innovative and an emphasis on your early education days.

4H

☆ of the family vibes? Either way, your family is a very important factor in your life and even moreso, when it comes to your mother.

5H

Your mind is highlighted, this time in terms of your creativity. Your children, pets and romantic relationships can be a source of light for your life. Also, there is an emphasis on talent.

6H

Your work ethic is likely the talk of the town, perhaps for your disciplined nature. Also, the way in which you tend to your body (diet, exercise, hygiene) can be admired.

7H

Your long-term relationships (marriage) are something that naturally draw attention. On the other hand, careful with open enemies and envy on others behalf.

8H

Your ability to transform and resilience throughout your life are truly one of a kind. Perhaps your spiritual practices draw a lot of attention.

9H

This placement points towards a life plentiful in travel experiences, upper education opportunities (college, university) and overall incessant learning in life, particular language learning and of other cultures. These qualities do not go unseen by others.

10H

Your career and your status draw in attention naturally, regardless of what it is that you do. You can be admired for your authority-like presence.

11H

Friend magnet position. You also can be a hopeful and wishful person, thus attracting even more abundance, which makes you glow even further.

12H

Your energy is unforgettable. Despite this placement being more reclusive and desiring time alone, your spiritual practices are often highlighted. Also, some of your secrets and fears may to more apparent due to the illuminating nature of this asteroid

GLO IN THE SIGNS

How can you express and optimize your natural gifts?

ARIES

Through your shameless and enthusiastic nature

TAURUS

Through your patient and artistic nature

GEMINI

Through your inquisitive, communicative and adaptable nature

CANCER

Through your emotional, nurturing nature

LEO

Through your creative and fun-loving nature

VIRGO

Through your attention to detail, precision and helpful nature

LIBRA

Through your peace-loving, diplomatic and charming nature

SCORPIO

Through your magnetic, persevering and passionate nature

SAGGITARIUS

Through your optimistic and honest nature

CAPRICORN

Through your ambitious and efficient nature

AQUARIUS

Through your independent, unique nature

PISCES

Through your empathetic, responsive, escapist nature

GLO IN ASPECT

Glo-Sun benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You shine in your self-expression and identity. You know that you shine though it isn't an ego show, you know how to acknowledge the confidence you have in yourself

Glo-Sun malefic aspects (opposition, square)

Surplus of ego, cockiness that may not be well-received. On the other hand, this may manifest as insecurity and lack of sense of self and esteem.

Glo-Moon benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You have a knack for expressing your feelings that others resonate with, people can feel understood when you open up (youtubers who share their intimate mental health struggles come to mind).

Glo-Moon malefic aspects (opposition, square)

May manifest as emotional outbursts if not careful (breakdowns, surges of anger) that are not well-received but are perceivable to the public eye.

Glo-Mercury benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

Your communication style, whether that be through writing or speaking draw people in.

Glo-Mercury malefic aspects (opposition, square)

You may be prone to overthinking and communicating in a way that is difficult to follow as a result. On the other hand, this can point towards a fast speaker that engages their audience (a rapper perhaps).

Glo-Venus benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You have a natural beauty that you too know how to accentuate. Whether it be through clothes, makeup, art or all the above, you capture others attention as a result.

Glo-Venus malefic aspects (opposition, square)

You may not see your beauty as easily as others, which may lead others to think you're searching for validation. On the other hand, this placement may lead to vanity, constant appearance checks and being unable to stop thinking about how one looks (overindulgence).

Glo-Saturn benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You are a naturally hard-working person ("started from the bottom now we here" vibes) and your discipline does not go uncelebrated by the masses.

Glo-Saturn malefic aspects (opposition, square)

Despite well intent, you may be prone to overworking, something that generates concern for your well-being. On the other hand, perhaps you do not see the point of hard work and lack discipline.

Glo-Mars benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You are likely a trailblazer in whichever career you choose. What comes to mind is a fitness instructor for example, who creates new exercises that can be done from the comfort of one's home. This creates competition in the best possible way.

Glo-Mars malefic aspects (opposition, square)

Despite your potential trailblazing capabilities, perhaps it wasn't always in the best interest of others. Remember not to step on others just to reach the top, not only is it not well-received, it also will not go unpunished (the fiery mars energy). Remember, competitiveness is healthy, in small doses.

Glo-Jupiter benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You are perceived as a lucky person, particularly when it comes to all your life experiences. This is someone who likely finds luck through their travels and emerging themself in new cultures. Not to mention, higher education opportunities are abundant, something that does not go unnoticed. These blessings strengthen the individual.

Glo-Jupiter malefic aspects (opposition, square)

This can lead to either a blockage in opportunities, causing despair to the person or a surplus of opportunities, leading the individual to feel overwhelmed and unable to choose. In particular, this makes me think of someone who wants to do many things with their life though is unable to choose one venture. In the public eye, this person can be perceived as scattered or restless as a result.

Glo-Uranus benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

You shine through your uniqueness, your ability to tap into your original ideas. In particular, unconventional YouTube videos come to mind like storytimes with several plot twists or even "Staying in My Freezer for 24 Hours", idk. You have a great ability to entertain.

Glo-Uranus malefic aspects (opposition, square)

This can manifest as sudden, undesired changes. Using the previous YouTube example, perhaps things go wrong seemingly out of nowhere or that you venture into more dangerous video ideas.

Glo-Chiron benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

When you are aware of your natural ability to shine and you own it, this placement in turn shines again for their ability to share their teachings and past hurt to others.

Glo-Chiron malefic aspects (opposition, square)

This placement indicates a person who is not able to work through their shame associated with their natural shine, who shies away from what they know they are good at, in the guise of humility. They dwell on the undesired parts of themself rather than foster and nurture their strengths.

Glo-Neptune benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

Your imagination, and artistic ability take you far in life. Sharing these gifts with others provides both parties with a healthy escape from the daily routine of life.

Glo-Neptune malefic aspects (opposition, square)

This placement may lead to an excess in escapist tendencies, and mental sensitivity, thus leading the person to retreat more into themself and not share their gift.

Glo-Pluto benefic aspects (conjunction, sextile, trine)

This persons' transformative nature is incredible. This can be perceived as having many different "phases" (emo, edgy, girly, hairstyles, clothing, etc) depending on what it is that they've gone through in their life. This is admired by many.

Glo-Pluto malefic aspects (opposition, square)

This may manifest as someone who is in the spotlight for their inability to adjust to the constant changes in their life, who is famous for unfavourable transformations as a result.

GLO AND INSECURITIES

Forgive me for not mentioning the exact source but I've seen a person on TikTok hypothesize that when we feel insecure, we tend to embody the negative traits of the sister sign of the placement in question when we feel lesser than.

Let's use myself as an example. Natally I have asteroid Glo in Libra 1H. According to this, I shine for simply being myself. In times of insecurity, it can be said that may appear self-centered and arrogant (negative aries traits) and perhaps seek external validation through romantic relationships in attempt to remedy this (7H). With this awareness, I can learn to pour more into myself and become more attuned to my needs.

SOLAR RETURN OBSERVATIONS

This year (2023-july 2024), I have Glo in Cancer 11H trine saturn and squaring neptune. I've found myself slowly opening up more and literally crying (cancer) to my friends (11H) and noticing that it does help with the emotional burden, as someone who usually doesn't. Also, I find that those closest to me occasional make remarks about how hard-working I am (saturn) and this in turn has led me to in more into their perspective of me (8H) and lean more into discipline (capricorn) daily routine, diet and healthy regiment (6H). On the other hand, I have been trying to balance my mental sensitivity (neptune) through my formal education alongside more spiritual practices such as tarot, crystals and astrology (9H). As a result, this year has led me to take a more caring and gentle approach (pisces) to my mental health and explore the inner workings of my mind through guides such as tarot and astrology (8H) though I do require more alone time.

As for this upcoming year (july 2024-2025), I'll have Glo in Virgo 12H sextile the moon and venus, as well as trine uranus and opposing chiron (wow). I foresee myself taking a more analytical view (virgo) when it comes to the inner workings of my mind, analyzing my spiritual beliefs, sleeping routine and hidden fears (12H). With this placement sextile moon, I suspect that emotional expression may come with more ease (moon) and that freeing myself from emotional turmoil may lead me to more career opportunities, and a greater reputation (10H). With a venus sextile as well, this placement is indicative of an improved fashion sense and general understanding of what natural suits me through an intuitive and emotional connected approach, nurturing my needs (cancer), in particular when it comes to finding success in career and social standing (10H), which mirrors my exact natal placement. With a uranus trine, embracing my innovative ideas (uranus) will allow me to flourish in matters related to fear as a general concept, conquering it and transform for the greater good as a result, becoming more spiritually attuned to myself perhaps (8H). This success should be approached in a patient, practical way as lasting success is not immediate (taurus). Now, with Glo opposing chiron, this upcoming year may be one where I must actively fight against my limiting beliefs, perhaps even those that others project onto me (chiron). In particular, challenges associated with potential romantic pursuits are at the forefront, if I do not acknowledge my strengths and hide away instead (7H). I must not waver in my faith and tap into the true courageous, leader-like energy that I know I have inside (aries). This last part shouldn't be as daunting seeing as I have Glo square chiron natally, both in cardinal signs.

Dividers from source!

[jupitermoontarot24]

⭐What's Your Next Glo UP?💜⭐

🤍WELCOME TO YOUR GLO UP ERA 🤍

LOADINGGG.........⭐NOW⭐ Piles 1-5

ENJOY💗

SO EXCITED FOR YOU GUYS!! 1111

Pile 1😈

Hello welcome!

You could be having a lot of good sex in the future. You could be moving or visiting a new place, traveling a lot more. You can be getting a lot of new clothes, clothes of brighter colors, a spring wardrobe or summer wardrobe. Your body could be getting more fit so you need a new wardrobe to show off your new hips, is what I heard but your whole body in general. Teeth getting whiter. Your lips could be getting bigger. Maybe you get filler, plumping or you just find a really good lip combo that enhances your lips or something. Your head hair could be growing out a lot. If you had a bob or cut it could be growing out really fast so you can end up having long hair. I feel like if you do travel it's going to be well accommodated for. I see really nice hotel rooms, robes, places where they leave you slippers, just really nice places. If you're moving to a new place I can see you starting to map out what your bedroom is going to look like, what type of furniture you want. Your eyelashes might grow a lot as well, maybe you start using a new serum or something like that. You could become hairless? You could be entering a long distance relationship and maybe that's why you're traveling so much or you move. Your boobs or pecks might start sitting higher, if you start working out your chest area. Could be getting into yoga, you might just start being more flexible. You could also be getting new makeup products weekly is what I heard for some people but you could be trying out a lot of new products. So based on this you might have a windfall of money, more consistent money coming in or you meet somebody who starts to pay for your lifestyle. Pile one your manifestations are coming in. You could have daydreamed and manifested and scripted a lot of things that maybe you didn't see coming into the 3D but it's only because they were on Divine timing. Now is the time and all of these things might come in at once and it's going to happen fast too! Let go of any fear that you've had because all things you've been thinking about are coming in. Some of you could enter into the same sex relationship. 777

I am so happy for you pile one. You really are very deserving of this! When I tell you all your manifestations are coming in I mean it. The universe is rewarding you for your patience, drive and your good deeds. Yeah you're getting elevated in status, money and body. This could even happen overnight,  that's what it feels like. I feel like your next glo up is surrounded by the fact that you believed in yourself, you believed that you were a magical being that could manifest and that's exactly what happened. So now you don't have to live in the means of other people's expectations of you because people have no idea how much power you  generate! This is not a love reading but there's about three different people that are coming in for you, I guess that's part of your next glo up. You have three options to choose from, two for some ppl. One could be same-sex, the other two could be the opposite sex whatever resonates. I think two of these people are exes and this king of Wands is new and they're going to pop up out of absolutely nowhere. These are people who've been thinking long and hard about this, could be people you haven't spoken to in months. They want to have a conversation and hash it out. Your next glo up is that you are on everyone's todo list. Three people are coming in asking for some type of commitment.

Jamie Foxx - You Changed Me (Explicit) ft. Chris Brown

Pile 2🤯

Welcome

Your next glow up could be centered around you stepping more into your feminine energy. You could also be manifesting and receiving jewelry. Your hair could also be getting longer and you might be going out a lot more at night. Maybe you get invited on dinner dates often or just out to hang out with friends. I see this happening in the summer. You could end up visiting a place that you've never been before, and staying in a really nice house or you might have been to this place but you haven't seen it like how you will see it this specific time. Maybe you stay in a better place or you have a better view of the city wherever you're at.

Elhae, Masego - My City (Official Video) - YouTube Music

This started playing soon as I said that no lie omggggggg confirmation fr. Yes, somebody might invite you out to hang out with them and they show you a different side of this place that you've never seen before. You also could be getting a tan. You could be getting your eyelashes done professionally as well as your eyebrows. Your makeup skills could be getting a lot better. I see you getting out of the house way more than you were before. I mean you might be in your masculine energy working a lot not being able to take days off but no more of that. You definitely could be meeting someone new. I see you having a lot more time on your hands you might quit your job. I see you being able to wake up and have a cup of tea, do some yoga, hang out with your friends so much more. I also see you might go through a breakup if you're dealing with somebody now you will definitely be done with them by the summertime. Something will get exposed about this person about this situation, you might already know or have a feeling but something is going to happen. Someone might come to you woman to woman if you know what I mean.

But this is good news because it allows you to move forward and meet this next person that you'll be spending time with.  I see you sleeping a lot more having relaxing days while somebody else works to provide for you. Yes I am so happy for you pile 2. I see you having good sex, looking cute, dressing cute, drinking smoking,feeling carefree, really living that summer lifestyle. Stress-free, completely being selfish. You definitely have a soulmate coming in. Be careful you could conceive with this person very easily but yeah this is your forever person coming in. They've been manifesting this for a good moment so congratulations pile 2. You could be drawn to pile 4

You are THEE ICON!!

Chxrry22 - Wasteland (Official Music Video)

Pile 3👽

Welcome

You definitely are getting an overall body glow up pile 3. I see your body getting more fit having a pop star body. I also see you having better singing skills, This is a picture of Mariah Carey so she's like one of the best vocalists we have in her prime. You could be dressing more edgier, you could also change your hair color and getting a tattoo. You can be getting recognized a lot more, maybe you start to gain a lot of followers so people recognize you in person. Your hair looks better, I don't know if you are starting to get your hair done professionally but that's what it gives. You also can start getting your makeup done professionally. I see you starting to embody this 90s 2000s  aesthetic. More natural but also seductive. Yeah I see you attracting so many people, attracting so many different opportunities. Emphasis on birds so like I said before you're singing voice can get a lot stronger. I see you starting something new. This could be your first chapter in stardom that you're entering for some. You can get recognized for your singing, I just see you brainstorming with your friends about different things so different business endeavors or different opportunities that you can now manifest into your reality instantly. I feel like nothing is out of reach for you anymore. You being famous, you being a star, you being rich these things are not crazy for you anymore they're actually in reach. I see you following your dreams, following your passions in this next glow up. Someone might come in to help you follow these dreams and provide in whatever way that you need. But I just see all these dreams that you have had since you were a child, that maybe you never told anyone about because you thought people would laugh or would think were unattainable they're happening for you! Yeah I see you being everywhere! You're definitely changing your lifestyle. You can go from broke to rich overnight. You definitely have a soulmate coming in to help you fund this, making you into a star. You are this person's Muse and they are not letting you go ever. It's like they make money off of the stuff that they create about you and then they use that money to fund you into being a star as well. Your exs are going to be so sad, so excited for you pile 3!!!! Let me get an autograph plzzz!!

Tyla - Truth or Dare (Official Music Video)

Pile 4🤠

Welcome

Your next glow up could be you moving somewhere else with your family or your family house getting an upgrade. You could be reading a lot more and receiving a lot more information about various different topics. You could be traveling a lot more. You could be doing some solo traveling or traveling with your friends to places that are more serene. You could be trying out a lot more different hairstyles too. You could start dressing more your age is what I heard so take that as it resonates. You could be receiving clothes from people, passed down clothes that are very vintage and upper echelon. You could get a revenge glow up after a break up. I see you hanging out with your family more. Learning about your family history, where you come from, how strong your lineage is. You might also find out about your soul origin and some of your past lives. I see you trying out a lot of different lip looks as well. Yeah I just see you basically becoming more grounded in other things. You could have been in a relationship for a while so you were engulfed in that but I see your next go up you being surrounded by people that you love a lot and discovering who you truly are at your soul's core aka any dropping dead weight. I see your friends coming over more, you going to hang out with them, them supporting you, giving you gifts, hyping you up and making you feel loved. You could've broken up with this person so it's not as sad? I think you may be coming to terms with the fact that you deserve better in every aspect of your life. Everyone is very supportive of you. I think you love this person but you realize that your heart is somewhere else. My right hand started itching during this so confirmation. You could be coming into Union with a twin flame or a soulmate from the past. I'm guessing that you guys learned your lessons. This person has been manifesting this and I see it happening. I see you guys making love and letting your guards down. This energy feels very weightless. Like I said you've been grounded for a minute so it's time to just float away! You could conceive with this person so be careful. That's all spirit is letting me know so good luck pile 4 you deserve it. You could be drawn to pile 2

Chxrry22 - The Falls (Official Music Video)

Pile 5📸

Welcome

Pile 5 your next go up can definitely be a relationship. This feels like true genuine love that you go to sleep dreaming about and  wake up thinking about :) This person could be from your city for some people. You can feel like this person is completely different from you and they might appear so but you guys are really meant to be  together. This person could give you a glow, you both are glowing after dating. Your hair can get longer. This person's hair can get longer as well. Your dimples could get deeper from smiling so much? lol. You guys could get a tan together maybe you spend a lot of time outdoors or going on vacations. You will definitely be cuffed this summer. This definitely feels like a summer relationship. Long nights outside with this person, long walks, stargazing and talking for hours. You can meet this person this spring and you guys get more serious in the summer. This person could be giving you jewelry. If they play a sport or something they'll have you at their games or competitions whatever resonates. You could have been single for a long time before this. You definitely could be drawn to pile one. I see you getting a completely new wardrobe. You might get rid of almost everything in your closet and start fresh. I see your room getting upgraded, you can get your dream room and I see you traveling a lot.I see you packing a bag almost every weekend to go somewhere or to do something, you'll be flying a lot. You also could be starting something with your friends? A group or organization etc. I think you and your friends are finally energetically on the same level in whatever way that resonates so it's time for you guys to start a project together. You know when all your friends are doing different things in life and sometimes you guys are unaligned because of that but it seems like you and your friends will align perfectly. You could be doing a lot of stuff so moving on planes, trains or boats lol. You can go to different Islands that you have never been before to go on a vacation. This relationship can move really fast! It gives the energy of those posts on ig that are like” I need to meet someone now so we can be on a baecation by Friday. “This person exceeds your expectations. You guys both check off all the boxes for each other. This person could ask for some type of commitment at the end of the summer. So your next glow up is you being in a relationship with someone who is established. Very attractive, gets a lot of attention and people that want them but they only want you. You guys have true love and you're going to have so much fun. This person really adores. You will be Inseparable with this person this summer, you guys could hang out all the time and be attached to hip lol. This is definitely your soulmate so good luck pile five. You have found true love, congratulations!

Jade Novah - Trip (Official Music Video)

Justin Timberlake - Summer Love (Lyrics)

[katelynnwrites]

Teeny Tiny But Oh So Protective | Sydney Lohmann x Child!Reader

warnings: brief mentions of injury

word count: 2140

summary: you've never had a habit of biting but you are protective enough of your Tante Syd that it draws a first from you

a/n: requested and part of Sydney's Little Liebe

To your Momma’s thankfulness, you’ve never really had a biting phase.

Sure you have bitten her a couple times while nursing, when your teeth had first started growing in but it had never been intentional.

In fact, you’ve never bitten anyone on purpose until Obi.

It seems that your protectiveness over your Tante Syd would be enough to draw a first from you.

******

As is your routine on game days, you settle yourself on the bench, dressed in Tante’s home jersey and your special gameday hair ribbons.

You take turns wearing your Momma’s jersey and Tante Syd’s jerseys. Sometimes you wear your other Tantes’ jerseys, when you can be bribed by them to do so but today is Tante’s turn.

Tante Lea is being rested today so you curl happily into her side.

It’s cold so you burrow yourself there, seeking warmth.

Tante Lea laughs, finding a blanket and covering you with it.

The blanket is big and you giggle, amusing yourself by ducking under it and playing a game of peek a boo with Tante Tuva and Tante Lea.

By the time the novelty of it has worn off and you let the blanket be wrapped around you properly, it is almost halftime.

You like halftimes because you get a special sippy cup of juice and someone is always willing to pick you up and let you sit in their lap

Before you were three fingers old, you used to get a special sippy cup of milk.

Now milk is only for bedtime.

Tante Klara has you in her lap today and you happily drink from your special sippy cup as Coach talks.

He talks a lot but you’re content to remain in Tante Klara’s lap. She helps you to hold your sippy cup steady and you keep drinking until it’s empty.

Then you slide onto the floor and play with the laces on her boots until it is time to go back out.

Right before that though, Tante Captain Glo scoops you up onto her hip.

‘Any words of advice?’

You think hard for a minute.

‘Don’t lose. It’s not good to not win against the green team.’ You say with finality.

There’s a lot of laughter and Tante Syd takes you from Tante Captain Glo.

You cling eagerly and tightly to her like a koala.

She is a bit sticky but you don’t care. She’s your favourite Tante and you like hugging her.

Momma kisses your forehead and you giggle.

‘Wise words Little Liebe. We’ll do our best not to lose to Wolfsburg.’

Leaning close to your Tante Syd, you kiss her cheek.

Then you do the same for your Momma.

‘Good luck kisses.’ You cheer and they both giggle.

Tante Syd sets you down on the ground and Momma takes one of your hands in hers.

Your Tante Syd takes your other hand in hers and you walk back out, in between the two most important people in your life.

They entrust you to Tante Tuva and you sit back down at the bench with her.

The game goes on and you excitedly watch your Tantes play.

Some of your other Tantes are wearing green and playing against your Momma and Tante Syd.

You think you like it better when they are all playing together for your Germany instead.

But Momma promises you that you can get ice cream with all your Tantes after the game and you like that too.

You don’t always get ice cream after games, only the ‘big’ ones as Momma puts them.

How games can be big or small when they’re all played on the same green grass is something you do not understand.

But winning big games means ice cream and that is always good.

So you really hope Momma wins today.

Standing up on your seat so you can see better, you watch eagerly as your Tantes play.

The higher vantage point also gives you a perfect view of Tante Obi tackling your Tante Syd and making her fall. She tumbles to the ground and rolls a couple times before stopping.

You can hear your Tante Syd cry out and you scream.

It’s lucky that Tante Tuva has her arms tightly around your waist because you would have run onto the pitch otherwise.

Tante Syd doesn’t get up and you push at Tante Tuva’s arms.

‘Let go! Let go!’ You insist, voice growing louder with every word.

Tante Sam comes over, her arms wrapping around your waist too and you tremble.

‘Let go! I have to go! Have to see my Tante Syd!’

‘I’m sorry but you can’t do that now okay? I know you’re worried but I promise you the medical staff are taking very good care of Tante Syd.’ Tante Sam reassures.

You tiptoe to see if she’s right but you can’t see over the heads of everyone surrounding your favourite Tante.

What you do know is that she’s still on the ground and that means she isn’t okay.

Your bottom lip starts to wobble, Tante Sam lifting you onto her hip the second she notices.

‘Hey she will be alright. See? Your Momma is with her now…’

Tante Sam is right about the second part. There’s a gap among the medical staff and you can see her holding Tante Syd’s hand.

Momma once told you that Tante Syd needs to be extra careful because she’s unlucky with injuries.

You don’t like that Tante Obi is making it worse by not helping Tante Syd be careful.

Sniffling, you grip onto Tante Sam tightly.

Tante Sam’s heart goes out to you and she holds you close. Your tiny body is shaking with fear and uncertainty and she just wants to make you feel better.

You feel this icky emotion bubble up when Tante Obi gets up and walks away, completely fine by the looks of it.

You hate it. It is unfair that she does not have an ouchie while your Tante Syd does. Tante Obi was the one who made your Tante fall down so why is she not hurt too?

Still shaking slightly in Tante Sam’s embrace, you watch as Tante Syd slowly gets up, your Momma on one side and Tante Klara on her other.

They help her get to the white lines that Momma said are called sidelines.

There, the medical staff take over and she walks funny to the bench.

Tante Georgia goes on in her place.

As soon as she sits down with a wince, Tante Sam lets you go and you run over to her.

‘Hi Little Liebe.’ She breathes.

‘Tante.’ You cry.

You want to hug her but you don’t want to hurt her even more.

Salty tears stream down your face as you panic at the sight of the ice pack someone hands your Tante, for her knee.

‘Hey it’s okay. Come here Little Liebe. It’s okay.’ She coaxes.

Gingerly, you approach her and climb up onto the empty seat beside her.

‘I’m okay. It’s just a bit of an ouchie.’

You stare at her unconvinced and she holds out her arms.

‘Really Little Liebe. Though I know that your hugs will make me feel better.’ She promises.

You gently hug her and when she doesn’t look to be in any more pain, hug her as tightly as you can.

As you bury your face in your Tante Syd’s chest, Tante Sam quietly tells her, ‘She was terrified when you went down.’

From the way you refuse to let go of your Tante Syd, she knows that Tante Sam isn’t exaggerating.

‘It’s just an ouchie. A couple ice packs and some rest will fix it. I’m okay Little Liebe.’ She whispers, to calm you down.

You whimper into her jersey and she strokes the back of your head lightly.

‘Promise?’

‘I promise.’

Your Tante holds out her pinky and you draw your head out of her jersey, completing the pinky swear by shaking your pinky with hers.

Then you stick to her side for the rest of the game.

You don’t even watch the game, simply focusing on how the medical staff checks on Tante Syd.

They let you help them tape the ice pack to her knee.

Tante holds your hand after that, knowing that your emotions are still settling down and you need reassurance.

If she is entirely honest though, your hand in hers is also helping her deal with her bruised knee.

She knows she will have to get an MRI scan and anxiously hopes it will just be precautionary.

So as to not risk pushing her injury even further, she remains seated on the bench when the full time whistle blows.

‘Hey meine Little Liebe, Tante’s got to stay here because of her knee but you can go to your Momma if you want.’

‘No. I stay with you.’

You’re adamant, clinging to her tightly so your Tante knows that the chances of you taking her suggestion are practically zero.

She’s happy to sit there with you anyway.

For the most part, you’re content to stay curled into her side. That is, until Tante Obi appears.

Then you stiffen abruptly.

Your Tante Syd has noticed but Tante Obi hasn’t.

She keeps coming closer and faster than Tante Syd can move, you’re jumping off the bench and towards Tante Obi.

You have always gotten along with Tante Obi but it’s clear that you do not now because you sink your teeth into her hand.

It is only for a moment and Tante Obi yelps, more in surprise than pain.

She cradles her hand to her chest and Tante Syd catches you when you run back to her, her eyes wide with disbelief.

‘Little Liebe! We don’t bite!’

Your Momma has always said you get your stubborn streak from Tante Syd but your favourite Tante has never really seen it till now.

There’s this look she can’t quite place on your face and you stay in her hold.

‘I bite!’ You insist.

‘No. Biting is not nice. We don’t bite our friends.’ Tante Syd firmly tells you.

You shoot Tante Obi an angry look, ‘Not my friend, I bite!’

She hovers and your Tante Syd realises she’s not going to get anywhere with you like this.

She has never seen this side of you and while she has not been dating your Momma long, knows that she has to try setting boundaries with you if she plans on being in your life permanently.

‘Little Liebe, can you tell me why you’re saying Tante Obi is not your friend?’

‘Because she hurt you. She gave you an ouchie!’

You begin to sob, thinking about your Tante Syd on the ground again.

‘Go away Tante Obi!’ You demand fiercely, trying your best to protect Tante Syd from her.

You love your Tante Syd and you need to keep her safe, away from Tante Obi who might hurt her again.

‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt your Tante Syd. It was an accident.’ Tante Obi tries.

She bends down to your level but you glare at her and flinch back towards Tante Syd.

Tante Syd carefully explains, ‘Little Liebe, sometimes in football, we can get hurt. It’s never on purpose.’

‘Not on purpose?’

Tante Obi moves close and softly elaborates, ‘An accident. I would never hurt Tante Syd intentionally. She’s my friend.’

You glance back at your favourite Tante. Tante Obi looks so sincere and sounds so honest that you believe her but you want to see what Tante Syd thinks.

She nods at you encouragingly and you somewhat reluctantly say, ‘Okay. We can be friends again…but only if you say sorry to Tante Syd! Her knee hurts.’

Tante Obi looks back up at your Tante Syd, doing as you ask, ‘I’m so sorry Sydney. I didn’t mean to hurt you.’

‘No worries. I know that it was an accident.’

She emphasises the last word for your benefit and it works, getting you to finally calm down properly.

‘Little Liebe, now that Tante Obi has apologised to me for giving me an ouchie, you need to apologise to her for giving her an ouchie. We don’t bite to show our feelings, we talk about them with big girl words.’

You frown but do it.

‘I’m sorry Tante Obi. I won’t bite you again…if you won’t hurt my Tante Syd again.’

Tante Obi giggles a little, ‘I won’t. Then we can remain friends.’

Your frown changes into a smile, ‘Okay. I like being friends with you.’

Tante Obi smiles with you, ‘I like being friends with you too.’

******

Later Obi will warn everyone else, to never tackle Sydney without risking your wrath. She’ll show the tiny bite mark on her finger as proof, even as her fellow players laugh.

Your protectiveness over your favourite Tante is well known after that.

German Translations:

tante - aunty

meine Little Liebe - my Little Love