#i am thinking too much

[buwheal]

Forever conflicted,, & i have no idea what he'd say when it comes up, because on one hand ; Spam defo seems like the type of guy to smoke. Its a common one i see a lot, and it makes a lot of sense, it fits his whole getup and feel, hes gross and sleazy and you should NOT trust him, plus like a chunk of other fitting things like his personalitynwhatever... but also, on the other hand, hes such a loser........ hes /also/ the type of guy to (in his bs era) think he'd look SO cool if he smoked...but he failed miserably, gagged on it and threw up really bad, and only pretended like he did...like, he'd go take a """smoke break""" and then just stand there and twiddle his fingers like a dummy,, because im SURE he impulsively lied about a lot of the things he did to make himself look cooler, yk?? I can never decide.......my curse.........i think it would be so funny..........

[revenantghost]

Considering the amount of thought that's gone into everything, I wonder what the symbol on the back of Julai's military police means, what the origin of it is? They could simply be a force that works directly for Knives's crew, considering Conrad has some eugenics-style guidelines for anyone living in the city--they have a lot of sway. Give us the lore bible, Orange

[dailykugisaki]

Day 111 | id in alt

"WE'LL USE THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP!"

*beats you to death*

[syunkiss]

let's pretend bram stoker is the infinite and fyodor is number 445. infinity is something not defined, something that does not end, so 445 (fyodor) can be present there

dazai is number 226. you cannot divide 445 by 226 because the final numbers of each digit are not divisors of each other. but if you add an odd number 5 to divide 445, such as 5 itself, you will get the number 89, which is also an odd number

let's assume number 5 is a mind control ability user. If you control Fyodor's mind and convince him to kill himself, that would be dividing 445 by 5. but the result would not be 0, but 89

so from what we know dazai represents the number 226 (even number) and someone there is representing the number 89 (odd number)

we need to find a divisor of 89 that turns it into an even number. does not exist. so let's divide 226 by 89.

the result is 2.5393258427. then this means this number (2,5393258427) would be Chuuya and 89 would be Nikolai

this means Bram did not die and it's Chuuya or Nikolai who are going to kill Fyodor

or maybe there is more numbers

[empyrean11]

Just thinking of how adaptable / flexible MLB players have to be. Like, what a strange life.

Cavan had a few days to essentially pack up his whole Toronto life, but no idea where he would be going. Wild. Suddenly he's heading to the other end of the continent.

Spencer's on the road playing games in Lehigh Valley (wherever tf that is), gets sent to Oakland, and then off to the Davis/Ernie household in Toronto. But his stuff is all still in Buffalo?

I know teams have people to help coordinate all this, but it's still overwhelmingly weird.

[skyborneveggie]

Whenever things like this happen in existential media, where the theme is about defying the narrative, I get to thinking about how metatextually there is no free will, & that characters are always bound to the text that the writer decides to put on the page. Even in stories about free will, true meta free will is impossible. So even if Aziraphale & Crowley did want to make up & find a compromise, they can't because they have no free will in regards to what is written in the dialogue. They can find the power to overthrow The Plan within the story, but they can never overthrow The Plan external from the story (aka, the script). The Writer surpasses God.

[kagxme]

semi angy sad girl posting below

you ever just sit and think about how often people highkey have treated you like shit and gotten away with it?

[christadeguchi]

(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

[verflares]

just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you

pssst. check this out on inprnt :]

[roppiepop]

Who’s coming to the cookout?

[sashayed]

If you are in your 20s and depressed I want you to know this: As you age, I promise, you will acquire tools and perspective that will open your world in ways you cannot imagine right now. You will find levels of contentment and joy you never thought possible. You will access a deep understanding and forgiveness of yourself that comes just from hanging out long enough in the same body, and that forgiveness will change everything. Also you may have a regressive depression so intense and long-lasting that it feels like a traumatic brain injury. don't freak out it's normal

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

[anna-scribbles]

last one i promise(<—lie)

[hinamie]

been thinking a normal amount about just how Strong yuuji is

[notherpuppet]

Someone asked if I was adding more to "Buckshot"

...and then I accidentally posted it before I was done answering LOL. Anyway, here was the answer:

I have some ideas that I just haven't fleshed out yet. But I really like that AU and I want to return to it.

As for the Buckshot specific "chapter"...I do have some 'deleted scenes' that I just didn't feel like drawing (laziness) but hmm maybe i'll get the motivation to sketch them out eventually.

Some deleted scenes:

Scene 1.5 [Lucifer looks at Alastor's wounds as he's changing his bandages and clothes. Alastor's covered in severe scars exhibiting many different kinds of injuries.] Lucifer: "So many scars...I wonder what he's been through..." [Lucifer glances at Alastor's face, which somehow still has a faint, but visible smile.] Lucifer (incredulous and annoyed): "Yet he always keeps that smile on his face..." CUT TO FLASHBACK MONTAGE: Lucifer, Alastor, and Charlie playing in the park, eating dinner altogether, and singing backup for Charlie while Alastor plays the piano. [Lucifer smiles softly and turns up the corners of Alastor's sleeping smile.] Charlie: "I thought Al needed to sleep!" >:-0 [Lucifer draws his hands back suddenly, embarrassed.] Lucifer: "Where did you--" [Charlie climbs onto Alastor's rest bed. She haphazardly reaches for Alastor's face.] Charlie: "My turn or it's not fair!" >:-D Lucifer: "Charlie, no!" --- Scene 4.5 (happens at the dinner party, in Lucifer's room, after Alastor bleeds through his shirt) [Lucifer quickly changed into a red tuxedo. Alastor is lagging, due to his pain and need to clean his wound with a soft cloth.] Lucifer: "Let me help you--" Alastor: "I can handle this." Lucifer: "Would you stop being so stubborn? You're drugged up, drunk, and moving slow as hell. You want to arouse more suspicion or do you wanna get this over with?" [Alastor rolls his eyes and rudely tosses the cloth at Lucifer's face. Lucifer's quick reflexes catch the cloth effortlessly.] Lucifer: "That's what I thought." [Lucifer begins to clean Al's wound. Alastor has a pained expression. He winces and grabs Lucifer's wrist forcefully.] Alastor: "You're being a brute." [Alastor guides Lucifer's hand gently and drops his hand once Lucifer adapts. Lucifer helps bandage Alastor back up and get dressed. They're now both in new tuxedos, sans bow ties. Before Lucifer can grab his bowtie, Alastor snatches it.] Alastor: "Allow me." Lucifer: "I can tie my own bow tie." Alastor: "Did you not say we were in a hurry? I think we both know it will go faster if I just tie it." [Lucifer rolls his eyes but resigns. Alastor ties the bowtie swiftly and perfectly.] Lucifer: "Ugh, how do you do this so easily? Aren't you high?" Alastor: "As a kite." [There is a beat and they both share a laugh. Suddenly they hear a distant voice yelling:] Adam (distant): "So much for a quickie!" Alastor: "We should go."

[noodles-and-tea]

Back at it with my enchanted merthur shenanigans