Sometimes, I just think about how Sam was the one who believed. Sam was the one who prayed. Sam was the one who was ready to do anything the spirit said in Houses of the Holy because he believed it was an angel. Sam was the one who was so excited and honored to meet a real angel,,, only for them to want he and his brother to start the apocalypse.
Only to discover he's the true vessel for the worst angel on the market. Only to be trapped in a cage with him and be tortured for over a century. Only to hallucinate said angel once he finally got out. Only years later to have another angel possess him when he was ready to die and strip him of his autonomy. Only for that angel pilot his body and kill a child with his hands. Only for an archangel to possess his brother and run off with him.
Only to discover god himself - the man he's prayed to and believed in all this time - was behind everything since the beginning. Not only knew about, but orchestrated, his suffering. Enjoyed it even. Ignored his prayers. Took the one thing that he believed in and slowly turned it against him.
But then sometimes I think about how god made his soulmate his brother. How he made his soulmate destined to kill him - Michael and Lucifer or Cain and Abel, take your pick - and how his soulmate refused. How Dean Winchester is just a man, but Sam understandably believes in him more than god or any angel.
Because who needs Heaven, when you have your brother? Who needs god, when you have your soulmate?
1: As we know, Charlie was born in hell and never left it until welcome to heaven. Vaggie used to be a guardian angel on earth in between the exterminations. Sometimes , she asks vaggie to talk about all the things she used to enjoy in heaven and about earth, how are humans? tales about lives before the afterlife.
2: Vaggie is definitely not a morning person, but she often tries to wake up as early as Charlie does. Whenever she doesn't manage to do so, Charlie will bring her breakfast in bed.
3: They both enjoy cooking and baking together. They wouldn't win the MasterChef, but they can get by.
4: Vaggie's birth name is Agatha. Vaggie was her code name in the army. She got very used to it. The only person she mentioned was Charlie. During moments of intimacy in general, either during sex or simply when they need to talk to each other more deeply, vaggie would call Charlie Charlotte, and Charlie would call Vaggie Agatha.
5: Vaggie is around 300~ years old. She was born in heaven to a heavenborn angel mother and a Winner father.
6: Vaggie always brushes Charlies hair before bed and braids it in the mornings.
7: charlie often kisses Vaggie's scars and says out loud, every detail she loves on her. Every little aspect she finds beautiful. So, Vaggie would know how perfectcharlie thinks she is.
8: Vaggie has constant nightmares about the countless souls she brought an end too or about a scenario where Charlie hasn't forgiven here. When she wakes up in the middle of the night, tries to not wake charlie up as well, but charlie always wakes up. Then she would hum a lullaby and hold her until they both fall asleep again.
9: Vaggie doesn't often buy things for herself so Charlie is always buying her gifts.
10: Vaggie keeps a box with every letter Charlie wrote to her.
I was doodling the boys and I got a little carried away. I was thinking that when Maul first takes Ezra on as his apprentice they would have a lot of issues with communication. Maul isn’t used to having a moody teen in his life. BUT HE IS TRYING. Ezra has to be more open about what he wants. Eventually they work things out. ❤️