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#i might do a part 2 but i will probably hold out til they are released i dont want things to get too fanon-ish
claw404 · 2 months
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VENTURE × READER headcanons [ NSFW ]
The brain is still rotting with Venture thoughts so here is the inevitable smut content... im sorry in advance...
They love leaving hickeys on your body, on your neck, chest, thighs. You've told them in the past to not be so rough as to leave any marks and they listened but in those moments, when both your heads are spinning they forget themselves and run on instinct.
They will be sorry and feel guilty the day after when you try to cover said hickeys with makeup or clothing.
They don't mind receiving hickeys as well, but unlike you they wont try to hide them. Instead Venture will wear the hickeys you gave them like jewelry and wont mind if anybody notices.
Venture definitely has an oral fixation so get ready for sucking, licking, biting and nibbling. Its all on the table. You never know which it will be though as they tend to switch things up now and then.
They don't look like it but they can be a little rough with you sometimes when they are extra needy. Venture doesn't wish to purposely hurt you but they can forget the capacity of their own strength sometimes, leaving you with some lovely bruises after.
Kissing Venture will be very messy. It will start as a sweet innocent peck but as things get more heated their kisses will turn sloppy.
Loves having you sit in their lap, they are broad and tall so their secure thighs serve as the perfect seat for you. While you sit there Venture will have their hands underneath your shirt, feeling your back, under your ribs and all over.
Venture doesn't mind wearing some makeup, casually they will mainly wear eyeliner but as a special activity for the two of you they let you do their eyeliner and eye shadow. They will have you in their lap and ride their strap as you do their makeup but if you stop or smudge something, they wont let you finish.
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legendofmorons · 6 months
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I love your crush(ed) oneshot with Twilight and damn, I know the feeling :') Would it be alright to request a part 2 for it! Where Twilight discovers that his feelings for the reader aren't just best friend like and it takes a drastic or angsty moment with reader to realise this and the reader was finally trying to move on as it's been a while now until he then spills his feels and then he kisses the reader like lowkey steamy steamy ;) but not too much and they're both happy and everyone is like gosh damn finally-
I've never done an ask before so I hope this is right! And thank you for reading this if you do!
-🌙anon!
Crush(ed) part 2 (Twilight)
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(Did Y'all team up? /j. Happy to oblige though, stubborn ranch man and stubborn reader go brrrr.)
Pairing: Twilight x reader
Rating: G
Summary: After you and Twilight are given a task, you two finally sort out your feelings. Also, Legend wins a red rupee.
Warnings: none
Other: Please let me know if I missed anything
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You've spent probably a month without any real interactions between you and Twilight. Time has even stopped trying to help you two make up.
At least that's over. There's a special awfulness when the Team Adults (TM) try to make you play nice.
Why not wear a get along t-shirt?
Obviously, you don't have a get along shirt, but still.
Sky has become a much closer friend, and the sympathetic smile he gives to your latest assignment does nothing to ease your problems.
You're supposed to go on a week long trek to Hateno to get some stuff from Purah. And of course, your travel buddy is Twilight.
So here you are, packing your bags up after breakfast. Trying to ignore the meaningful looks Time and Warriors give you.
"You're sure you're gonna be okay? I can come with." Sky gives a reassuring smile, holding our your rolled up sleep roll.
"I'll be fine, Sky. What Twilight gonna do, bite me?"
"You're right. It'll be fine."
"Ready to head out?" Twilight asks as he comes up to you from the right.
"I'm ready when you are." You say, pulling your travel pack onto your shoulders. Your heart dosen’t skip a beat at all. (It does but that's unrelated.)
You're definitely almost over the rancher.
(You most certainly are not even close to over him. But you like to live in denial. Fake it til you make it and all.)
"Alright. Let's go."
You follow Twilight, the worn paths dusty but easy to traverse.
You look around, enjoying the nature from Wild's hyrule. The way nature has recovered since the calamity is amazing.
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Twilight sits across from you at the campfire. You haven't said a whole ten words to him since you guys headed out.
He watches you stare into the fire.
It's like you're ignoring him. Or trying to distance yourself.
Well, now, wait a minute - he can't remember the last time you two had a real conversation. He thought he was just imagining things.
But you really are ignoring him.
You've been spending more time with Sky.
He's seen you two cuddling - which his fine. Twilight has no claim on your time and cuddling dosen’t have to mean romance!
Why does Twilight care if you and Sky are cuddling in a romantic way?
Why does he hope it's not romantic?
It's not like he has a crush.
He isn't in love with you.
Oh.
Oh.
This is not a good time to realize this. Obviously you don't want anything to do with him.
Which is weird. A month or so ago, you two were close!
Did he do something?
He can't remember anything he might have done.
"Stop staring." You say, looking at him with an even expression.
"Oh. I didn't mean-"
"It's fine. Just uncomfortable."
"I'm so sorry."
"It's fine." You tell him, though the edge in your voice says that it is not fine.
"I really didn't mean to stare. I-"
"I said it's fine!" You snap, something in you breaking.
"(Y/n)?" He asks, caution in his voice.
"You just can't leave me alone?! I'm doing my best! I really am! And you just go and fuck it all up by being - you!" You are almost yelling, face heated up and fire in your eyes.
Twilight used to revel in the fire, watching you take down monsters.
He never thought it'd be turned towards him... especially not for being himself or being polite.
Ouch.
"I'm sorry." He says, looking to the ground.
"I wish your Zelda had come with you. I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up." Your voice is bitter.
"I don't know what you're talking about. Did I do something?"
"Other than being you? No. It's all me and my stupid fucking heart."
What?
It's you? And your heart?
That almost sounds like you have feelings for him. But that can't be it.
Right?
Twilight gives you the most incredulous look. "Are you tryin' to tell me somethin'?"
His accent is more noticeable, hope and anxiety mixing into an almost overwhelming cocktail of emotion.
You can't help it. You've never really been able to lie to Twilight. The thought makes your heart squeeze.
"I'm head over heels for you! Okay?! But I know you like Zelda, so you don't have to let me down easy."
Twilight stares at you, making sure he heard you right.
You're head over heels for him?
Oh.
Wait-
"You think I like Zelda?" He asks, sounding thoroughly flabbergasted.
"I heard you talking about it! One of the others asked you about your princess and you said that of course you liked her."
"As a friend and a leader." Twilight says firmly, but not at all mad.
"But-
"Zelda is a friend, and my home's princess. But there's nothing romantic with her."
"Oh."
"(Y/n), darlin' it's you. You're the one I want to be with."
"What?"
"Sweetheart, I'm beyond smitten. I'm in love with you."
"Oh."
"Oh." Twilight says with a smile. "Is the Zelda thing why you were ignoring me?"
"Yeah... I was trying to get over you."
"Well... I'm glad you didn't."
"Me too. I wish I'd just talked to you though."
"Well... what's done is done. We can only move forward."
"Can we do that together? Like - you're my boyfriend and we're going forward together?" You ask.
You sound a little anxious.
But lack of communication has only caused issues. So you figure airing on the side of too clear is better.
"I'd like that, a lot."
It dawns on you, that Time's plan worked. It's almost annoying.
But you're thankful.
"If you'll let me I'd love to take you to dinner in Hateno."
"I'd like that a lot."
When you go to sleep that night, you and Twi are side by side with linked pinkies. It's very cute.
(And if Wild or Wind were here they'd take pictures.)
The rest of the trip to Hateno is much more pleasant. Highlights include laughing at eachother's jokes, finding and chasing a glowing blue rabbit - deer thing, and also fireflies.
(Re: lightning bugs.)
You come to realize there isn't a restaurant there, unless you count the inn. So instead you buy dinner from the inn and take it to go.
After all, what's better than a picnic surrounded by fireflies?
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The only one awake when you and Twilight (your boyfriend!!!) Return to camp is Sky. He must be on watch then, based on how the sun is starting to slowly creeping up onto the sky again.
You and Twilight hold hands, warmth seeping from your palms right into your heart.
"Hey guys." Sky says with a friendly wave.
"Hey Sky." You give him a warm smile.
You're glad to see your friend.
You're glad to see all of the boys here, but for right now, you're focused on the one that's awake.
"You two seem to have made up."
The gentle squeeze Twilight gives your hand send giddy butterflies right to your brain.
"You could say that." Twilight says with a smile.
"Oh?" Sky asks.
"We're dating." You answer easily.
"That's amazing, I'm so happy for you!" Sky gives a grin.
"Finally." Legend glimpse from his bed roll. "Wild owes me that red ruppee."
"You made a bet on us?" You ask, incredulous as you look to the vet.
"I won a bet."
"Legend." Sky says with a sigh, "Come on."
"Why are y'all being loud?" Time groans as he wakes up.
"Legend made a bet on us." Twilight says, both annoyed and touched.
After all, Legend bet on ypu two either getting together or making up. He isn't sure which one. But still.
"Legend." Time says with a sigh, still laying on his back.
"What? All I did was make an investment!"
"That's so much better." Ypu say with an eye roll.
But the smile Twilight gives you before he presses a kiss to your cheek is worth all of it.
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farawayfroppy · 9 months
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Evergreen – I am swept up in you; please don't dispose of me
part 2 ↣ part 1
izuku midoriya x reader
cw: aged up characters, pro-hero au, lots and lots of angst, some canon-typical violence and deaths, Izuku experiences triggers, panic attacks, and nightmares, Reader has a dream-altering quirk, adult language, Reader is referred to as she/her. i see a lot of myself in midoriya so i gave him the therapy that i need
~3k words
hey all! been a while. oops. i started my first year of teaching, so i have had no time to write. i wasn't even planning on posting this i til i had written more of it, but i wanted you to know that i tried lol. i know it's not much, but i hope you enjoy. - Jean xx
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Just like that, Izuku found himself back at work.
He knew it was probably too soon, knew it wouldn’t look good to the press or feel like anything other than painful for himself, but he also knew he had a job to do. One of the bastards that had aided in stealing two lives, right in front of him, had gotten away and he hadn’t even known. Hell, beyond that, there was an entire crime ring that seemed to be growing, getting bolder, right under all of their noses.
As much as he didn’t want to relive any of it, to think about it even in the slightest, he knew that as the only hero on the scene that day, he was also a witness. Shouto had wanted information, and now he had it—first hand.
Once inside the doors of his agency, away and safe from the cameras and prying eyes, he made a beeline for his office. He took the stairs today, not bothering with the elevator, where he might have felt like an animal in a cage. That panicked feeling was happening again as he ascended the stairs. Up and up, around and around, it was all blurring together. When he finally reached his floor, he burst through the door, startling an intern standing near a water fountain that was placed a little too closely to the exit.
Izuku mumbled, “Sorry,” but didn’t slow his pace.
He tried not to think about the astounded looks he received from his coworkers as he flew down the hallway. He realized then that he probably should have notified someone, at least his secretary, of his return. As he neared his office, he passed by her, and she rose from her desk with a surprised expression.
“Oh, Deku, you’re back already?” She asked, trying to disguise the shock in her voice. Thinly veiled, painted over with politeness in a way he knew all too well. The customer service voice was like the landlord special of communication, skirting around and covering up the real issues.
He knew it was for his benefit. She was gentle and kind, but he couldn’t handle it. He didn’t feel like he deserved gentle. He didn’t have the capacity to accept kindness, didn’t know how to hold it while already juggling so much. But he wasn’t mean.
“Yep,” he replied, trying to muster up a smile. Tight-lipped, but passable. “Sorry about the disruption, Jane, but I’ll be pretty busy now, so don’t let anyone in. Thanks!” He rushed out before all but diving into the sanctity of his office.
“But—“ he heard her start just as he closed his door, locking it for good measure.
Izuku sighed, slumping against the door with his head down. He felt like crying. He felt small again. How could a man who had accomplished so much, who drew so many eyes, feel so minuscule unto himself? It was hard to live like this, feeling bad for feeling bad, for complaining when he had such privilege and responsibility. There was no end.
“Hey, squirt,” he heard a gruff voice say.
Startled, he shot up, being met with the sight of Bakugou standing near his desk.
“Wh—how did you know I would be here?” He stammered, floored by his friend’s presence and immediately sobered. “Also, I told you to stop calling me that, because—“
Bakugou cut him off, “It’s gross and weird, I know.” He snickered, his shit-eating grin somehow a sight for Izuku’s sore eyes at that moment. “Your mom called me,” he explained, and Izuku cursed to himself quietly.
He should have known. Mama Inko always needed a spy on the inside to make sure he wasn’t lying about being okay. Which, to her credit: he was totally lying about being okay.
“She said you were coming back here today and asked me to make sure you weren’t throwing up and pissing everywhere," he said, and Izuku raised a questioning eyebrow at that.
“My words, not hers,” Bakugou continued. “And you haven’t puked yet, which is a good sign I guess, but do I spy a little pee running down your leg?” He taunted, making his way closer to his green-haired companion to place a large, gloved hand over his face.
Izuku groaned, prying Bakugou’s hand off of him, “Why do you always have to be so gross? And do you ever wash your gloves?”
His friend scoffed in response, “Tch. Haven't you heard I smell like caramel?"
Izuku shuddered, "Caramelized onion maybe. Go take a bath."
Bakugou gave him a long, pointed look before speaking again," So you're really gonna be okay this time, eh?"
Izuku felt his eyebrows furrow in confusion, knowing his expression was probably all too readable to his friend of many years, at least if his stupid smirk was anything to go by.
"What do you mean?" he said indignantly. "I'm here, aren't I?"
"You look like you're here," Bakugou started, "and you may even feel like you're here," he continued, giving Izuku just enough of a shove to make him lose his balance momentarily.
"Hey–" he started to protest, stopping when Bakugou jabbed at his forehead, right between the eyes.
"But up here, you're somewhere else. And usually, you stay there longer," he explained, pulling his hand back to cross his arms, "but you're coming back to us. I can tell 'cause you sound like an idiot again–less deranged, though–but still stupid. I'm way past hoping you'll give up on being perfect or whatever, but you're making a little more sense than you were when I came by your apartment," he said, rolling his eyes as he continued, "Ya know, before you so rudely kicked me out and left me arguing with the fuckin' door. Anyway, that's a good enough sign for me to tell your mom not to get her panties in a twist," he finished.
"Because you care so much," Izuku stressed the words, "I am fine, just like I said when you barged into my apartment before," he paused. Then, with a face of disgust and exasperation, he screeched, "And can you not talk about my mom's panties?"
"Yeah, yeah," Bakugou relented. "How 'bout that neighbor chick that lives next to ya?" he smirked. "Bet hers have little cherries on 'em. And let me tell ya, they were all tied up in knots over you."
Izuku froze, feeling his ears get hot with a blush as your face came to mind–all pinched up in concern–and he immediately stared at his shoes.
"My neighbor?" he asked in disbelief, "When did you talk to her?" He peeked up.
Bakugou grinned, knowing he had struck gold with this line of conversation, "After you locked me out of your place. She came home and saw me arguing away with your closed door–asked if you were okay."
"And?" Izuku prompted, watching as his friend shoved his hands in his pockets so nonchalantly, like he didn't just say something potentially life-ruining. "What did you say?"
"Nothing," Bakugou shrugged, watching Izuku's mouth open in shock. "Didn't know you had the hots for her. Not just gonna give some creep info on you in your time of dire need."
Izuku must have visibly deflated, because he continued, "Don't implode; I wasn't mean to her. She looked all...concerned and shit, so you still got a shot."
Izuku sighed, half-relieved that he didn't scare you off and half-annoyed by his friend's tendency to be nosy.
"She's just nice, okay?" He asserted. "Not that you're ever gonna shut up about this, regardless of what I say," he groaned, rubbing a hand over his face. "And don't talk about her panties either," he ordered.
Bakugou mockingly put his hands up in defeat, "Got it, squirt. I'm heading out now, anyway, now that I've busted up your pity party," he gestured vaguely as he headed toward the door. "I'll tell your mom you haven't keeled over and died yet," he said finally.
He unlocked the door and started to turn the handle as Izuku went to his desk and took a seat, newly determined and ready to get to work.
Bakugou opened the door and began to step out, pausing as he said, "I'm glad you're better now. Than you were that day, I mean." He then added, without any real bite, "Won't have to pick up your slack."
And Izuku didn't know what to say. He nodded, and the other man left. Slumping in his chair, Izuku breathed deeply, not feeling as much of the weight that had been there before, but deep down, he knew that calling himself 'better' was too generous. He understood, though.
The last time he saw Bakugou was right after he had gotten home. Post-incident, post-bullet wound–could you blame him for not making sense? And he was so angry. Just so angry, like he hadn't been in a long time. His friend had come by to try to put an early end to his downward spiral, but he wouldn't listen to any of it. He couldn't. It's like his eyes and ears and, hell, his entire head had been filled with cotton. There had been one time like it in the past, a time that Bakugou had bore witness to just how much the job really affected Izuku.
A few years back, fresh out of school, they had been called on to a kidnapping case. This girl in a small town had disappeared, and people feared it might have been the work of a trafficking ring from a nearby city. They were right. The two of them managed to infiltrate the house that they had been holding the girl hostage in. They even found her.
Izuku still remembers how he had scooped her up, promising that she would be safe again. Promising that she would feel safe again. Bakugou had been fighting close by, securing their exit, a plan they had become accustomed to by then.
They both agreed that Izuku was better at the hands-on rescuing stuff, a more calming presence during a really traumatic time for the victims they saved. And Bakugou was doing what he did best, fighting with an almost reckless abandon. They were almost out, the majority of the suspects involved had been subdued either on the way in or by Bakugou's hands on the way out. But they missed one.
They missed a man who waited for them right at the top of the stairs, one who shot without hesitation. The bullet should have hit Izuku right in the chest, but he was holding the girl he had promised to save. It hit her instead, saving his life but ending hers almost instantly.
It wasn't instant, though. And he remembers how she had looked up at him, with shock, disbelief, pain, and fear. But more than that, he remembered the look of hope. And he doesn't know if it was confusion, or ill-advised optimism that would never cease despite the odds, but she spoke her last words to him then.
"Don't worry," she had choked out, with a smile and the tears on her cheeks that betrayed it.
"Deku will save us."
Izuku felt too warm, trying to shake his head to rid himself of the memory.
"Work," he reminded himself. "Work, work."
He knew that his best chance of preventing anything like that from happening again was to stop it before it started. He had to find the evil in the world and snuff it out before it could spread. But evil doesn't exist in a vacuum.
Evil is born and raised. It's shut out, dealt a bad hand. Loved or unloved; seen or unseen. Evil is a product of generations of the product of an evening. It can sometimes be found in minds and hearts, but always in places it shouldn't be.
It had been hard for Izuku to learn that evil wouldn't be going anywhere despite his best efforts. Like the the night to the day, it just is. He didn't know if it was necessary, and understood that ultimately, he would not be the one to decide. He could only be evil's consequence, but that had consequences for him as well. Everything balanced out, one way or another. All he could do was try to tip the scales in favor of the righteous and the good.
He spent the next few hours pouring over any and all footage from the incident, as well as witness testimonies. From that, he could gather a decent description of the second perpetrator despite his face being partially obscured. The guy was too coward to even show his face, so he'd worn sunglasses and a baseball cap. He did, however, neglect to cover the tattoos that covered his arms, and some were familiar.
At this point, Izuku had seen criminals of all kinds, and was starting to be able to tell who ran with who just based on their tattoos and general demeanor. But while these looked familiar, he couldn't exactly place them. They were slightly different than those of the main gang that ran in his area, so he decided he would send an enhanced (as enhanced as possible based on grainy footage from the scene) photograph of the tattoo he was looking at to both Dynamight and Shouto's agencies. Maybe they would recognize it.
There wasn't much else to go on at the moment, so as difficult as it was, Izuku turned back to the less pressing but very necessary task of filing reports from past cases. Cases--at times very loosely called so--could mean anything from a traffic violation to a minor dispute. Of which, there were many, especially in a big city. It wasn't glamorous, but it was work that needed doing. And, in his absence, the reports had started to pile up.
"Alright," he said, cracking his knuckles. "Paperwork."
To Izuku, the minutes seemed to pass more quickly than usual, which was probably due to the fact that he could basically hear the humming of his heartbeat. His leg was bouncing too, unconsciously, a dull anxiety nipping at his throat while his heart turned over in his chest. His vital organs thrumming with energy made him feel connected to the moment in a way he wished he could reject. It came out of nowhere, that thief of focus. Not completely unwelcome, but uncomfortable in a way that made him start to realize the sweat on his skin and the scratch of his collar.
He had been productive, at least, and had burned through the daylight. He checked the time, eyes growing a bit when he realized how long he had been working. He was completely caught up on paperwork and had even started to get ahead on some things, so he should've known that he had gone way beyond working hours.
He packed his things and left, noticing how he seemed to be the last one in the office. Jane had really taken it to heart when he asked not to be bothered. In some ways, he was relieved. He felt like he'd had enough conversation for the day, so he found a guilty pleasure in walking out in silence. It seemed that even the camera and news crews had taken their leave, and Izuku let out a breath he didn't know he was holding in.
Once he arrived home, he had only just turned the key when your door was thrown open. He flinched, visibly startled, before taking you in.
You looked flustered as you rushed out, "Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry." Sheepishly you added, "I totally wasn't waiting for you to come home or anything. Just wanted to...look...at the hallway." You nodded then, as if trying to convince yourself, "You know, for fresh air..."
Izuku laughed, slightly confused, but like felt that was the right move.
"Do you want to come over?" You asked suddenly, and he saw something hopeful swimming in your eyes, which were much more open now than the last time he had seen you. He was thankful for that.
Before he could even agree, you said, "I promise I won't fall asleep on you this time."
He really laughed at that as he nodded, "Sure. Give me 10 minutes? I just need to put my stuff away and change."
"No," you whined playfully, slipping back into your apartment. "Don't change. I like you how you are!"
Izuku just laughed at your antics as your door closed, glad to see you much more full of energy. He hoped you were able to get the rest you needed, but knew that fixing that level of deprivation would take a bit of time. You can't catch up on sleep, after all.
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ithinkabouttzu · 1 year
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A suggestion for BoB reactions.. How would each react to reader asking for a hug? If you want ☺️
BoB reaction to you asking for a hug
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Genre: romance; fluff
Warnings: a dangerous amount of fluff; kissing
Description: Easy Co. Reaction to you asking them for a hug
Please like or reblog if you enjoy! :)
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Dick Winters
You are more than welcome to this man a big hug. I feel when you guys do hug, it’s so nice, like he’s so warm and I just know he would smell good when you hug him. I think he would also ask maybe if something had happened or if something changed to where you’d want a hug from him, “Are you okay? If you need me i’m always here”
Lewis Nixon
He’s just like “okay?” at first. He isn’t really sure why you’d want a hug from him out of the blue, The first part of the hug would be low-key so awkward and then towards the end, he would hug you like an actual human being would. The reason of him being so timid is he probably though you were going to prank him of some kind or put something on him while hugging him. But nonetheless he definitely enjoys it, (even if he refuses to tell you that)
Carwood Lipton
“You want a hug? Well sure!” AHHH HES SO NICE OMG. This man would be so kind about it, like you want a hug from him? Then he’s gonna make sure you get that hug. He’s also just glad that you asked for a hug from him, you could’ve asked anyone else, but you asked him, and the thought that you subconsciously picked him over the other guys makes him blush a little
Joe Toye
When you ask for a hug his whole face changes, he goes from 1-100 reallll quick. He knows it’s not a big gesture and you might not even want a hug in a romantic way, but just asking him politely if he can hug you just makes him go nuts “You want a hug y/n?” in his sexy raspy voice OMGGG. And when you hug him, you’d feel his strong muscles around you and it would feel so nice. He’d be so warm and the strong hold he’d have on you would make you WEAK. The rest of the day he would be extra extra close to you.
Joe Liebgott
You know that one photo of him of him looking up with a smirk on his face? Yeah that’s the same exact face he’d make when you ask him for a hug. “C’mere” In his sexy accent oh my goodness. He’d just be there with open arms until you got to him. When you guys did hug he would hold you tight. He’d have his chin resting on your head, just holding you til you let go. After the hug he’d be smirking at you the whole time. “What’s gotten into you, y/n? hmm?” While he looks down at you, still holding you by the waist (omg omg i’m internally screaming thinking abt this rn)
Bill Guarnere
“You want a hug? Well come here!” He’d actually be really chill about it, (unlike Nix LOL) I think he’d be a good hugger tbh, like he’d be one of those types that give you one big big bear hug that takes your breath away for a moment LOL. He would wrap his arms around you as tight as he can and he might even pick you up a bit if he’s feeling extra. After the hug he’d ask you why you wanted one, and you’d be like, “I just wanted one from you” and his heart would MELTTT “Well come get me anytime you want a hug, you know i’ll give you one anytime”
George Luz
When you ask him for a hug his face just lights up with a huge smile on his face, “Of course y/n!” He’d be the one to actually initiate a hug between you two, I feel like he’d be a real passionate hugger, like when you hug him it’d be 100% bliss, he’s warm and soft, and the way he holds you automatically makes you feel safe and calm. It’s honestly so amazing. He’s arguably one of the best huggers in this bunch for sure. “Well did you like it y/n? Because if you did then we could definitely do it again sometime” With the cutest smile on his face omg.
Bull Randleman
Seriously if you get a hug from him you are so lucky. Arguably one of the best huggers #2. When you ask him for a hug he’d be more than happy to give you one. His hugs would feel so nice and secure. Like you’re hugging a giant teddy bear, you’d be fully buried in his chest and I just know he’d be enjoying it 100% He’s so glad that you asked him for a hug, so he’s gotta make SURE it’s his best hug he’s ever given yk. Once you guys were done hugging he’d give you a sweet kiss on the cheek, before leaving to go do whatever he was doing before, leaving you just like 🤭 the whole time to yourself
Eugene Roe
“You’d like one?” OMG HE’D BE SO ADORABLE. Arguably one of the best hugger #3 His hug would be absolute heaven. I just know he would smell good, his hugs would be big and loving, he’d be soft when you hug him and he would be so gentle not to try and he too rough when he hugs you. like one hug from him and you already feel better than ever, “Are you okay y/n?” “Do you need anything else?” (AHH he’s so caring and thoughtful my heart is exploding omg)
Floyd Talbert
This guy is SO ready when you ask him for a hug. He just runs up to you and sweeps you up off of your feet. He makes sure to give you one giant hug, it would catch you off guard so bad, like you were not expecting that at ALL. He would be really swift and strong with the hug so it was over right after it begun. “Why’d you want a hug, y/n?” Of course he asks you AFTER he gives you the hug. He’s giving you that infamous smirk of his while looking into your eyes, “Well did you like it, doll?”
Skip Muck
you want a hug? Ask skip and oh you got it. When you ask him for a hug he would probably make a little funny comment about it before giving you a nice warm hug. “Well I was hoping you’d ask for one actually” His hug would feel sooo good, like his hugs are an ultimate pick-me-up. They make you feel so much better. Plus the warmth and the softness from his chest and arms are a huge plus. “How’d you like it, y/n?”
Don Malarkey
Hugs from Don release a whole other level of stress off of you fr. When you ask him for a hug he wouldn’t even say anything, he’d just get up to you and wrap his body around yours. His hugs would feel absolutely amazing. He would be so comfortable and hugging him would make you feel so loved and happy. He would ask you if you were okay afterwards or why you wanted a hug. “Just cause I wanted one from you” He’d smile so hard. “Me? A hug from me?” you’d hit him on the shoulder “Yes you, silly” He ended up being the one asking for hugs after that.
Babe Heffron
Serotonin boost but times that by a thousand. That’s what he feels like when you ask him to hug you. “You sure, Because you know my hugs are lethal” He’d joke around with you but is kinda freaking out. He lets out an audible sigh that he did NOT mean for you to hear when he hugs you, leaving him super embarrassed but he still tries to play it off as if it didn’t happen. “Are you sure your hugs are any danger again? Because the only person I know who was really enjoying it was you” Of course you had to tease him back about it. Making his face even redder than before.
Frank Perconte
You want a hug? You got it. Just ask the man and he will be more than happy to give you one. “Come here y/n” He’d motion you over to him once you asked if you could get a hug from him. His hug would feel very firm but also comfortable at the same time. Almost like a dad hug if that makes sense? I think when you hug him it would last quite a bit. He’d rock you back and forth a little bit before letting go of you. He would just stare into your eyes before kissing your cheek, “So you’d say i’m a good hugger? Right y/n?”
Shifty Powers
Oh man. He is NERVOUS when you ask him for a hug. Of course he’s gonna give you one, because he cares about you too much to decline your offer, but you also might need to give him a moment before he hugs you because he doesn’t want to mess this hug up at all. When he does hug you it feels like heaven. It’s so warm and it makes you feel so relaxed and peaceful. He is so good at hugging (even though he’d never admit it) and when you guys are done hugging you would tell him, “Dang Shifty, you are one good hugger” Winking at him before walking off. Leaving him with his face fully beet red.
Thank you for your request lovely! This was such a good idea and I hope you enjoy!!! If you have any other ideas or suggestions make sure to let me know <333
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epicbuddieficrecs · 6 months
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Weekly Recap | November 13th-19th 2023 (Part Two)
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So this week I continued on reading a lot of @clusterbuck's fic which is why I needed to split this rec in two 😆
in my wildest fantasy (there's someone reaching back for me) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Post-S05E17: Hero Complex | 1,7K | General): “You’ve seen more of it than I have, I haven’t been around the last few months—what do you think? About Buck and Taylor?” Eddie snorts before he can help it. He tries to cover it up with a hasty “I mean—” but Maddie’s already laughing. “No, me too,” she says. “I’m glad someone else agrees.”
🔥 (this kiss is) something i can't resist by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together, Curses | 8K | Teen): Eddie doesn’t believe in jinxes. He doesn’t believe in goblins or gremlins or ghosts, anything that goes bump in the night and is out to get you. He doesn’t believe in any of these things, usually, but on the morning of his thirty-fourth birthday, he wakes up with some kind of creature sitting on his chest muttering something indecipherable about a family curse.
starlight and star-crossed by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Marriage Proposal | 1,7K | General): Then Eddie says the last four words Buck ever expected to hear from him. "We should get married." "I—what?" Buck manages to stutter. It's two syllables more than he thought he'd be capable of.  "Yeah," Eddie says, turning to look at Buck, letting his head loll against the armrest. "For, I don't know, tax benefits and shit. That's a thing people do, isn't it?"
would you hold it against me by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 3K | Teen): eddie's never done a body shot. buck volunteers. it goes exactly as well as you'd expect.
kiss me like you wanna be loved by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Friends With Benefits | 1,6K | Explicit): It’s not just about the sex. It hasn’t been about the sex since—not since the first touch, Eddie’s pretty sure. Not for him, at least.
put your hands on me (in my skintight jeans) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Established Buddie | 4K | Explicit): “We have to—we have to get out of here before I come in my pants in the middle of this bar.” “Okay, okay,” Buck murmurs. “How do you feel about coming in your pants in a bar bathroom?”
cingulomania (n.): the strong desire to hold another person in your arms by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1,8K | General): “You can just ask, you know.” Buck breathes, the words ghosting along Eddie’s skin. “If you want a hug. Anytime.” (Part 1 of be my squishy (be mine))
just keep swimming by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Fluff | 1,2K | Teen): “So,” Buck says, “Do you want to talk about it?” “Which part?” Eddie asks, and Buck huffs a laugh. “I was thinking the part where I touched your butt and you told me to do it again,” he says. “Also the part where you got flashbacks from a 2003 Pixar movie about a talking fish, if you want, but you can save that for Frank if you’d rather.” (Part 2 of be my squishy (be mine))
wishing, wanting, yours for the taking by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Vampire Buck | 1,8K | Teen): Eddie doesn’t know how to say take me, take all of me, there’s no part of me that isn’t already yours. But this part he can do: he can offer up this part of himself, let his blood heal Buck. (Part 1 of your touch brought forth an incandescent glow)
been trying to tell you i want you the most by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Vampire Buck, PWP | 4K | Explicit): And Eddie might pride himself on his self-control, but—he thinks saints would probably be led astray by this. By Buck’s hand curling around the back of his neck to keep him steady as he sinks his fangs into the place his neck meets his shoulder, tongue occasionally darting out to catch drops of blood threatening to escape. By the weight of Buck’s body pressed against his, shoulder to shoulder, hip to hip, thigh to thigh. (Part 2 of your touch brought forth an incandescent glow)
'til the gravity's too much by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Vampire Buck | 3K | Teen): He could write the book on the singular agony that is unrequited love for your best friend. He could probably even scrape together a respectable pamphlet on unrequited love for your best friend who is also a vampire regularly drinking your blood, even if the readership for that might be a little limited. (Part 3 of your touch brought forth an incandescent glow)
still i call it magic (when i'm next to you) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Magic AU | 7K | Teen): “But nothing,” Bobby says. “Buck knows what he’s doing. I’m not sending any extra people into that house.” Eddie opens his mouth to keep arguing, but he’s distracted by a commotion by the front door. A lone figure in a torn turnout coat stumbles out, and for a second Eddie can breathe again. But then he takes in the whole figure, and the relief that filled him seconds before melts into ice-cold panic flooding his veins. That’s not Buck.
let heart hold true by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Eddie Coming Out | 2K | Teen): “But when I was your age,” Eddie continues, “Some people didn’t know that it’s okay. And some people really didn’t like it. So a lot of gay people didn’t tell anyone. Sometimes not even their families.” He takes a deep breath. “I never told your abuela or abuelo when I kissed boys.”
when i think about you i touch myself by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (PWP | 2K | Explicit): It is, objectively, a good dick pic. But it’s also a picture of his best friend’s penis. His best friend’s very erect penis.
got a secret, can you keep it by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Chimney POV | 2K | Teen): Buck and Eddie both separately confess their feelings to Chimney and ask him to keep them secret. Chimney is not good with secrets.
the stars shine for the two of us by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1K | General): “So you hate kissing booths then?” Hen asks, fixing him with a curious glance that darts to Buck and back so fast he thinks he might be imagining it.  Not exactly. But there’s a reason he doesn’t want to do the kissing booth, and it’s not a reason he’s about to say out loud to his entire team.
freedom is mine (and i know how i feel) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (S5E14: Dumb Luck Coda | 2K | Teen): “Frank said I should try and find things that make me feel alive,” he tells Buck. Buck looks at him head-on. “And?” he asks. “What makes you feel alive?” “A lot of things, as it turns out,” Eddie says. “But—mostly you.”
🔥 the voice under all silences by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Friends With Benefits | 9K | Explicit): Buck’s so caught up in his thoughts that when he reaches the top of the stairs and sees Eddie on his bed, he thinks it’s a particularly vivid mental image. But then Eddie lets out a noise, a breathy sort of moan, and Buck knows he can’t be imagining it because he’s never heard that sound before. 
you steal the air out of my lungs (you make me feel it) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 2K | Teen): "Wait, so you think Hen and I put together this entire car wash—this car wash for charity—because we thought it would be funny to watch you fall all over yourself in front of a shirtless Eddie?" 
(kiss me) beneath the milky twilight by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 2K | Teen): He dates men, just not Buck. It had been the final nail in the coffin of his dreams—Eddie had come out, started dipping his toes in the expanded dating pool newly available to him, and still never so much as looked in Buck’s direction. 
you and i (and a screw-top bottle of wine) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1K | Mature): In the morning something feels off, but for those first groggy moments as he blinks awake, Eddie can’t tell what it is.
i just want you for my own (more than you could ever know) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Christmas, Getting Together | 1K | General): Eddie bites down on the urge to say I remember everything you say, because that’s not the kind of thing you tell someone in the middle of a Christmas party at your captain’s house. He’s a little concerned it makes him seem like some kind of unhinged stalker. He’s not. He’s just desperately in love with his best friend. Which is where the regrets come in, because Eddie is very very sure that mistletoe and unrequited love is not a combination that’s worked out well for anyone, ever.
what you're looking for has been here the whole time by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1K | Teen): It finally hits him in the backyard of Bobby and Athena’s house, at the first team barbecue he’s officially brought Taylor to as his plus one. He looks over to find Eddie, and Eddie doesn’t straighten his face out in time, and Buck understands. Eddie is in love with Taylor. It explains everything, doesn’t it? Why Eddie frowns when Buck talks about their dates, why he changes the subject. Why he’s currently looking at them with something Buck can only describe as open, undisguised yearning. 
baby, we can make it (if we're heart to heart) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 3K | Teen): “I lied earlier.” “What did you lie about?” Buck asks. His tone is mild, edged with curiosity. He doesn’t know what’s coming. “When I said I’m not in love with you.”
your boots beneath my bed by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Established Buddie | 2K | General): "This? This is a sign I'm going to go put up in the bunk room." Bobby turns the sheet around to show them. ONLY ONE FIREFIGHTER PER BUNK.
winner winner chicken dinner by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 2K | Teen): He’d rolled his eyes when Linda had sent him the recipe, the brightly coloured letters at the top of the page spelling out MARRY ME CHICKEN. She’d told him to make it for Buck some time and he’d sent back every unimpressed emoji he could find, but— It wasn’t supposed to work. Only now Buck’s sitting at his kitchen table, the words marry me hanging in the air, and Buck looks just rattled enough to make Eddie think there’s something more than a joke behind them. 
go directly to aquarium jail (do not pass go) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1K | General): "Can you at least untie my hands?" Buck asks the security guard. "I promise I'm not going to make a break for it." "I want to know what the director has to say," Eddie shrugs. "Besides," he says as the door opens behind him, "our son would never forgive you if you got us banned from the aquarium." 
pour your sweetness over me by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Halloween, Getting Together | 2K | General): "That woman flirted with me for three seconds and you sent me away and staked your claim," Buck says. "Were we even out of candy?" "Uh," Eddie says, and heat spreads across his cheekbones and down his neck. He nudges the potted plant with his foot, revealing the small mountain of candy bars hidden behind it. "Not exactly."
once bitten, twice shy by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Asexual Eddie | 3K | Teen): “I don’t get sex,” Eddie says. “Uh, you have a child,” Hen says. “Please tell me you don’t need me to explain how that happened.” Eddie huffs a laugh. “Obviously, I understand how it works, mechanically,” he says. “I just…  I don’t know, I don’t get why everyone’s so obsessed with it. Like, I think I could probably go my entire life without having sex again, and it wouldn’t be an issue.”
everything i feel for you (it hits me) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1,5K | General): "We gave you that key for emergencies, Buckaroo," Chimney had said. "It is an emergency," Buck had insisted, already uncapping the second beer. "I kissed Eddie." 
one and one is two (if this one could be with you) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 2K | Teen): “You saying I have game, Buckley?” Eddie asks, and Buck makes a noise that sounds like he’s choking on his own tongue. “Um,” Buck says, the tips of his ears turning pink. “I just mean—you have a kid, I assume you needed some kind of game to produce him.” 
will someone come and carry me home by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1K | Teen): “Are you—are you carrying me?” Buck asks, the question meandering and dreamy. “What does it look like?” Eddie asks. “Hot,” Buck mumbles. “Eddie, tha’s really hot.” He reaches up to poke at Eddie’s straining biceps. “Arm,” he says. “Hot.”
you look wonderful tonight by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (PWP | 2K | Explicit): “Smells really good,” Eddie says, his first test of the night. Just a careful dip of his toes into the metaphorical waters of Evan Buckley’s potential praise kink.
who's afraid of the little plastic pasta man? by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 1,4K | General): "No, you're not," Eddie says. "I can accept the pasta man, but you are not bringing a smart pan into our kitchen. I am drawing a line. The line is drawn. No artificial intelligence that also controls temperature, not in our house."
(i got you) out on the water by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Friends to Fiances | 3K | Teen): The problem is that Eddie notices. And now that he’s noticed, he can’t make himself un-notice. Things like the curve of Buck’s biceps, the column of his throat, the slight swell of his chest and the glint of sunlight against his skin when Buck strips his shirt off, at seemingly every available opportunity.
someday soon i'll make you mine by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Getting Together | 2K | General): "I didn't raise him to be this dramatic, you know," Eddie mutters as they listen to Christopher making his way down the hallway to make his entrance. "He gets this from you." Eddie doesn't seem to think there's anything unusual about what he's just said, but something warm blooms in Buck's chest. 
🔥 give me five more minutes, baby (i'm not finished loving you) by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Fake Dating | 12K | Teen): This is a mistake. Buck has made a giant fucking mistake, because he’s kind of catastrophically in love with his best friend—who, apparently, wants someone else—and now he’s about to spend an entire day with him looking like that and pretending to be his boyfriend.
🔥 don't want no other shade of blue but you by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Post-Shooting | 11K | Teen): “You can’t go see your son like this.” That gives Buck pause. “He’s not—he’s not my son.” “Isn’t he, though?” she says. (Part 1 of it's blue (the feeling i got))
🔥 if your cascade ocean-wave blues come by lecornergirl (Post-S4 | 16K | Mature): “You’re breaking up with me, aren’t you?” Ana sounds disappointed, but not all too surprised. “Yeah,” Eddie says. “Sorry.” “It’s because of Buck,” she says, barely a question. “Isn’t it?” (Part 2 of it's blue (the feeling i got))
in my eyes, my heart, my soul by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Established Buddie | 2K | General): “We made you pancakes for Father’s Day,” Christopher says. (Part 3 of it's blue (the feeling i got))
the blues, and then purple-pink skies by lecornergirl/ @clusterbuck (Established Buddie | 8K | Teen): OR: three times Buck and Eddie (think they) manage to hide their relationship, and one time the truth comes out. (Part 4 of it's blue (the feeling i got))
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k-a-s-e-y-1-4 · 1 month
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Lloyd gets kidnapped again part 2:
I was so interested to start this part but kinda lost motivation so my bad. No major warnings this time.
Lloyd took a step back into the room to think. He looked up to see a loose ceiling, he could definitely climb up there. Now he’s not for certain if it’ll hold his weight but he didn’t have a better option. 
He slid the tile over and pulled himself up into the roof. Once he had made sure the roof was solid, he pulled the tile over just enough so he could still see what was going on outside but it wasn’t suspicious. 
A moment later 4 guards rushed in and the man from earlier began to stir. 
One of them, walks forward to help them man up. 
“Where is he?” The old man asks standing up, clutching his head. 
“We’re not sure sir.” 
“Well start looking he couldn’t have gotten far.” 
Three of the guards filter out to start looking. 
“Do you think you known where he would have gone sir?” The one remaining asked.
“No, he has no clue where is he but I know if he we don’t find him my superior will be end our careers.” The man says, irritated. “Of course it had to be that pesky green one, his powers will supply our laser for years.” 
“That’s great sir but I need to know what area to send my men to the most incase he might be there.” 
“Try the right exit, he’ll probably be there.” 
The man is nods and runs out replying with, “yes sir.” 
The old man stands there for a second before muttering something about ‘reporting this to his boss’ and walking out. Once Lloyd was sure he was gone he quietly moved the tile and jumped down. 
The man mentioned a right exit so that must mean there are at least two and that second one must be through the left door or near it at least. This working out really well today. 
He makes his way down the hallway and to the left door and quietly opens the door to peak outside it lead to an open parlor with a long grand hallway on the right. Somehow there were no guards insight, this was starting to get suspicious.  
Lloyd knows he should get out of here while he can but he has time so what’s stopping him for exploring a little. He might need to know the context for later anyways. 
Above the couch on the main wall, is a large photo of a man with dark brown hair and a large smile, it almost seems to be plasters on. He’s sitting down and the photo is definitely older, he assumes this is boss they’re talking about. The rest of the room looks like a regular old living room which is odd for a secret base that kidnapped people, maybe it is his home but Lloyd doubts that. 
This place gives him the creeps and he doesn’t want to stay around any longer than he has to now. He runs down the hallway as quietly as he can. He only stopped to hide when a group of guards come running down the hallway but he makes his way to the exit with almost no fighting necessary. 
The exit is double, glass doors and two guards stand with large guns at each one, taking these two out should be a breeze. He jumps up on a metal support holding up the roof and tiptoes down the beam til he makes to the down. He then swings down and jumps the one on the left, knocking him out. The other one aims to shoot him but Lloyd dodges the bullets and knocks him out as well. This felt too easy but Lloyd wasn’t complaining. 
He moves to open the door and it opens. Suddenly he feels a thousands volts through his veins like Jay had accidentally shot him with his powers. He collapses and turns around to see the man from the picture, much older, he was obviously dying his hair and holding a taser that retracted back to it. His face seemed to be permanently stuck in a frown. 
“Did you really think it’d be that easy?” He asks, stepping forward. 
“I was hoping it would be for once.” 
“I have some of the top security in the world, I thought you ninja would be smart enough to at least try and take out the security cameras.” 
Right the cameras! Lloyd knew he was forgetting something, not that they’re really his top priority but it’s fine. 
“Well I’m sorry I’m used to idiots running security, you’re supposed to be asleep right now.” 
The man gives him a smile, catching onto his joke. “I am no regular security man ninja, I’m the owner of this place. I’m leading this entire situation.” 
“Is that supposed to make me like you more or something?” 
“No, I wasn’t-“ 
“Then why was that information relevant to me?” Lloyd asks, tilting his head to the side. 
“Your sassy remarks are going to end up getting you in more trouble than you already are.” 
“Well I’m sorry I didn’t want to stay captured and tried to escape.” He remarks. “Wait no, I’m not in an object I have emotions and feelings and don’t want to be here.” 
“You have the power to harness nuclear power and use it at a flick of the risk.” The man aims the taser at Lloyd again. “You’re dangerous and deserve to be locked up, we don’t want any more incidents.” 
Lloyd would normally bite back but the words leave a mark, he and the ninja have done more damage on the city in a decade than wars have in the past but he can’t control the damage the villains have done to Ninjago. 
The man grins at Lloyd’s silence. “Yeah that’s right, you act all goodie two shoes but you ninja are so in your self that you can’t even pay attention to the real people suffering.” 
Lloyd pushes himself up and kicks the taser away from the man. The man has clearly never been in a fight before because he’s too shocked with the taser being knocked out of his hand that Lloyd has time to punch him in the face and knock him out. 
Lloyd then turns back and runs out the door. It opens up to a sandy ground, the building itself is grey and steel on the outside. There are other buildings similar to the one he came out of around him, they’re smaller but he quickly he realizes he’s in the middle of nowhere and has no idea where he is. 
He can hear shouting from behind him and he knows he’s limited on time. He quickly hides behind one of the buildings but he’s not sure what to do. Lloyd’s only done a quick sweep of the area but he doesn’t recognize it in the slightest, he doesn’t know what to do. Why didn’t he just stay with his friends? 
Wait his friends, that’s right his ear piece or phone whatever it doesn’t matter! He’s just glad that he has something. You would think Lloyd would have immediately thought to do this but he guesses the adrenaline was so high he wasn’t thinking straight. He pulls his phone out of his pocket and tries to call Kai but realizes he has like no service. Ah, yes a desert, has no service, Lloyd hasn’t been using his brain much today has he. He knows he needs to do something soon though before those guards or someone else finds him. 
Run far away from here until he sees something he recognizes and can get his communication to work.
Go into one of the surrounding buildings and hope he can find something to get him out of here. 
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Submission: I think the MH thing might be a lot simpler than we're giving it credit for.
I don't know how credible this new 🎃 anon is, if at all. (Tip for new anons: we took Spade and Flag seriously because they proved themselves worth listening to before they started asking us to put faith in them. Most of us are at a high alert for trolling right now and not inclined to take a new player on the scene seriously.) But I don't think it matters, because even if they're fake, all 🎃 is doing is presenting us with the same old story we always get of a last minute pivot. We can wait and see if something arises to confirm the story, or we can assume it's bullshit and ignore this "explanation". 
But if you believe 🎃 is bullshit and a coming out isn't on the cards til 2025 (as a lot of us now do believe) then you need to ask yourself why Taylor would beard again, so soon, and with this guy of all people. I think I might know the answer to that. 
Some points to consider: 
1) Taylor might be planning a prolonged "single" phase. She might want to stop her fans wanting to see her in a relationship with a guy. If she goes straight from Joe to singledom, her fans will assume she's still heartbroken over him and hold out hope for a reunion. She doesn't want that. She needs a Tom to erase him like she did Calvin. But I think she's genuinely done with fans creating these happy little hetero fantasies for her and getting attached. This feels almost like a punishment to all the fans who have refused to see her truth over the years. None of this is any faker than Tom or Toe were. The timelines are just as implausible, the PR just as obvious. But this time they don't get their picture perfect fantasy. If they would rather see Taylor with a guy - any guy - than with the loyal and loving woman who has borne her children and been her biggest fan for a decade now . . . then they better open wide and take their medicine. And don't dare complain about how bitter it tastes. 
I don't think this stunt will last long, but by the end of it they'll be begging for Taylor to "just be single" and "figure out what she wants". Which is probably the point. 
2) Karlie has been eating Kushner shit for years now to protect their closet. I'm in the minority that believes this was a sacrifice mostly made to protect Taylor, not a self-serving move on Karlie's part. Looking at it from that perspective, I've been expecting to hear songs about it for a long, long time. Songs about loving someone whose choices destroyed their reputation. Songs about loving someone who is misunderstood. Someone who is seen as a bad guy to the world, but who pieced together your broken heart after a devastating break up from a relationship in which you were nearly engaged. 
Taylor has songs she wants to put out into the world about these experiences, and rightly or wrongly, she still feels she needs the fig leaf of a male muse and a public narrative as cover for them. I don't know if it's bonus Rep tracks or the rumored Lover B side, or something else. But I would guess Taylor has songs about the last few years that mean a lot to her, and we'll probably see them in 3-6 months. This is all just groundwork. 
3) Kind of related to point 2, but looking at it on a more personal level. Karlie tanked her reputation for Taylor, and has been abused by her fans for years, mostly for things she hasn't even done (like her supposed "betrayals"). I don't pretend to know how Taylor thinks, but if that was me, I would have a hard time living with myself knowing I'd allowed the love of my life to be treated like that, so I could make more money and keep myself clear of criticism. Even if she agreed to it. Hypothetically, I might feel that I deserved to get a little taste of my fans' vitriol. 
This might seem like a crazy, illogical decision to us because for once, maybe the motivation isn't to secure positive PR for Taylor. Maybe Taylor is being stubborn, and trying to prove a point to herself and the woman she loves: that she would be willing to do for Karlie what Karlie has done for her. 
Anyway. These are just some thoughts, looking at the whole thing from a different angle and considering possibilities I haven't seen discussed. 
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hazbinextgeneration · 5 months
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Demon Bride Ch36 Demons Are Strange
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I'm adding some important info about the au.
*How many demons blood arts will Y/n have?
She'll have 4-
#1 Blood Demon Art Flora Bomb
By digging her nails into wood/branches, Yn will be able to inject the wood with blood and produce bombs she can use like grenades.
#2 Blood Demon Art Petal Poison
A scent that can given off either as a warning (Ex: Orange Lilies which means hate) or they give off a poisonous smell that is deadly to inhale to ANY demon or human alike. 
#3 Blood Demon Art Perfumed Slashes
Y/n deadliest and most efficient attack. Thanks to a mutation in her blood, Yn can turn her blood into a deadly poison that she can then infuse into her nails by clawing her body to cover her hands in blood. This poison is full of wysteria and can be smelt in the air.
#4 Blood Demon Art Foresight 
As for this ability,  Yushiros blood demon art allows him to see things no one else can example being Yahsba's arrows. Y/n has the same ability only slightly different as she can sense things others can't. Such as she was able to sense that Gyutaro would attack the vender and Kokushibo's different aura compared to everyone else. This blood demon art is more subtle and works at random.
(Warnings!!: Enmu IS his own warning, possibly some innuendos, and blood being drawn.)
"I'm sorry I kissed you without asking...That was wrong of me."
"Don't apologize. I thought the kiss was cute."
"O-Ok...I'm...also sorry for just dumping all of that on you. I understand if you don't want to see me again."
"I DO want to see you again. And I want Rui to be able to see you too. Don't apologize for being honest with me."
Akaza had taken nearly an hour to get himself together after that surprise kiss, and you took the long moment to process the shock of that being the second kiss someone gave YOU in one day. By now Akaza seemed better. Rui was cradled fast asleep in his arms and Akaza didn't give one complaint about cradling the eleven year old in his arms, in anything else he seemed content to hold onto him. Which lead to him just quietly staring at Rui for a bit...
"...He doesn't seem to hate me. I'm relieved to know that I guess," he mumbled.
You were confused at this. "Why would he hate you? He's literally calling you his father now."
"....He knows what I did to his actual father.''
You paused stunned for a moment.. before blinking. "What? How do you know that?"
"When we were traveling he awoke while you were asleep one night. He refused to sleep again unless I made up a story about something random I thought of....But he said something I haven't mentioned up til now." Rui mumbled in his sleep as Akaza shifted him to stand. "He said the reason why I was sent to the mountains was to free him...I never told him I went to his Clan's home, which meant he must've seen me there at one point and...knew what I've done." ....He silently stood up still looking at the sleeping child in his arms. "But he doesn't seem to hold that against me.."
"Probably for good reason." You also stood looking at the scene in front of you. It seemed almost domestic. "...I can't say what exactly his relationship was with his other family was, but he seemed to have a pretty bad relationship with both his parents. You doing what you did might've been the kindest thing anyone's ever done for him in his mind. ...That might be why he imprinted on you specifically out of everyone."
He scrunched his brows in thought considering what you said for a moment before sighing. "Still...I deprived not only him, but all those other children of that father. That being the case... I'll have no other choice but to fill that position for Rui." He nodded. "But he's not the only one.. I'll have to speak with..." He grimaced and nearly growled with his next words. "..Douma, about placing a positive male figure in those other children's lives. Not him mind you, but perhaps their mother could remarry or we could find a male they could imprint onto until they get older." He hummed again. "...I'll have to work on that while I temporary take over Kokushibo's work."
You again blinked. "You'd go though all the trouble of finding his brothers and sisters a father?"
"I'll figure something out. But I think in the meantime I'd better be going. Kokushibo was supposed to be looking into a string of recent murders, but I'll have to go instead." He looked around the darkened room. "Where is he sleeping?"
"Over there." You pointed to a connecting door to your room. "He has his own room through there."
Akaza nodded before turning  to the door and you watched as it slid open with him disappearing inside, a moment later Akaza returned with a sigh from his lips. "He's been put to sleep. It's late so it's no surprise he fell asleep."
You nodded. "Yeah. He's not the only one tired. I think I'll turn in too."
"I'd imagine....Y/n, listen. If..you really don't want me to court you, I'll respect your wishes and take back my gift. I'll no longer court you and I will respect whomever you choose to be with."
Your eyes widened... before you sighed. "I don't know what I want to do Akaza. I really like you and some of the others but It's too soon to make a decision. But if you want to court me..I guess everyone can until I make my final choice."
"REALLY?!..I mean-.." He coughed covering the excitement earlier.  "Yes. I will keep that in mind." You chuckled at his antics but stopped when a hand of his pulled your bangs back. "....Good night, Y/n. I'll try to see you again soon."
And he left you standing there blinking at the place he once stood.. Before you sighed a pink coming over your face and your hands ran over your face. You had too much on your mind. Right now what  you needed was a good night's sleep and that futon looked very inviting to your mind. Walking over, you nearly face planted into the soft blankets and allowed the deep cushions to encase your body eyes closing. You'd think about what to do this tomorrow for now you'd just sleep just take you away from all your problems. The darkness enveloped as your eyelids closed and the night took a hold of your senses.
"My Lady. Wake up, My Lady. You need to get up now."
You groaned out again from someone prodding your shoulder and opened your eyes up to not one but three fancily dressed up lady demons smiling down at you. ".....I already said I don't want servants." You grumbled turning to your side to show your back towards them all and throwing the blanket over your head. "And Im sleeping in right now. So don't bother me."
"But Lady Y/n, you have gifts from the nobles,"  one insisted pushing on your shoulder again making you groan and poke your eyes out.
"What?" 
"Your gifts, Your Ladyship," one of them smiled at you wider. "It's customary to gift things whenever a Kizuki gets engaged to make the new lady feel welcome, and you're the only one here."
More gift giving? Why? You were planning to leave here soon, you couldn't have all these things when you do go. Your exposed eyes crinkled up in slight annoyance. You couldn't even sleep in around here? What were things coming too? You barely blinked when one of those smiling faces shoved a bright blue box in your face.
"A gift from the lady Iko from the Watoshi family! They're responsible for the manufacturing of most beauty products we use! I'm sure she sent you something splendid!"
"....Open it and tell me what's inside."
Not surprising it was make up. You sat up groggily but quickly woke up when you saw the pile of boxes literally behind them. They were all smiles and giggles- Rui was digging through them and pulling out a couple. He pulled it open, looked at the insides, and made a face before harshly shoving it back in the pile at random only to grab another.
"Rui." Said child looked at you with a pink box in his hands. "What are you doing?'
He simply shook the pink box in his hands and looked at it. "I'm taking the ones I want. Most of these things are just kimonos that won't fit me." You watched as he opened the pink box and peered inside, only to reach inside and pull out a small wall mirror surrounded by a frame of gold. "....This one's going in my room."
You huffed a chuckle. "Be my guest. Take anything you want. It's only fair since you came here with me."
"Excuse me, Lady," One of the girls spoke with a concerned look. "Is that a good idea? These gifts are meant to be for you."
"And I said he can have what he wants. It's not like I can do a lot with a mirror." What were you going to do with it? Just stared at your reflection all day? If Rui wanted a few things he could have them. He deserved some things too after everything he's been through- "WHOA! HEY!" Your hand flew to your head and you snapped your eyes around to one of the ladies welding a brush in one hand who had touched your hair. "What are you doing?"
She blinked her three eyes at you. "Doing..your hair?" She asked unsure. "You have horrible bed head." 
"I can do that myself thank you," you spoke calmly holding up your hand, "Also I'd appreciate it if you asked me first before touching my head. I'm not keen on stranger's touching me without asking." You looked around the place and caught another woman holding up a kimono to you while a third held another box. "... Where's breakfast?"
"We must get you ready first, Your Ladyship," the one holding the kimono said holding the many, many layered kimono up to you insistently. "There's lots to do today."
"Like what?"
"There's the unwrapping of your gifts of course and more is coming in as we speak!" An arm tugged on yours as she tried to get you out of bed. 
"Then there's all the letters of gratitude you have to write back in thanks!" Another hand tugged on your hair again. "And you've been invited by seven families for tea. You need to sort out the dates you will meet them." You jerked your head back as two other hands shoved their way past the hair and tugged on your face. "There's also your introduction to high society and the tutors who'll be teaching you everything you need to know."
"Know?!" Your vision became fuzzy as you felt boxed in. "Know what?"
"How to carry yourself in high society of course. Your manners now are unbecoming of a lady of your caliber. It's obvious you've never had a proper tutor to teach you proper manners." "Or how to properly dress yourself." "Or have the correct manners and attitude to match your position. Don't worry. Miss Yoko will ensure your new self will be the envy of any man-" 
"Get OFF of me!!" 
The women all screamed as a blanket was suddenly thrown up into the air and on top of them. Taking the chance you scrambled in the panic out of the bed and crawled along the floor towards the sliding door.
"Mother? Ah!"
A box of expensive looking handkerchiefs fell from his hands as a stronger hand grabbed hold of his arm on instinct and flying he went dragged away by a running form dashing out the sliding door with a bang and into the hallway you fled.
"MY LADY!! WAIT!!"
You ignored their calls of coming back in favor of running down the fancily decorated hallways across the place passing by paintings and rugs and shining things that sparkled so much it nearly blinded you. You passed by other demons who carried objects or heavily scrubbed everything to keep it polished up. They all looked towards you but you ran right past and around them. 
"Mother! I haven't had breakfast yet!"
You weren't able to hear what he said as you sharply turned a corner and still ran past surprised faces that glanced at you. Exit. Exit. Exit. Screamed your mind as they ran and ran and ran.  Where was it?! Where was it?! Your head felt clouded and full of fog as your feet moved. You ran! Ran out of  that room. That situation. That...From those women. Along the shiny decor. Past surprised faces of perfectly fancy demons polishing everything and anything to keep it shining. Past paintings and rugs and things so shiny that they blinded your eyes as you ran Rui in tow. EXIT. EXIT. EXIT-
THERE IT WAS.
A giant sliding door stood there after another twist of a hallway and your feet bolted towards it. The giant door flew open and out across the docks two figures ran. Across the maze of docks illuminated by glowing blue water as you left it all behind as you ran. Koi fish darting away as you stepped. You were nearly there. Nearly towards the end of the docks-
You tripped.
On a board that was slightly higher than the others, just sticking out there enough to catch your foot on. Losing your balance and falling over. Your hand losing its grip on Rui. Purple eyes's fear illuminated by blue moonlight shining from the water. It's rippling surface allowing you to see just how deep your watery grave would be. Eyes snapped shut.
....But there was no splash?
You felt as if you suspended in mid air. Not a thing holding-...No. wait a second. There WAS a a grip on you. A hard grip was square in the middle of your back holding onto your kimono and dangling you from the side of the dock. What the?...You opened your eyes to gaze at the sparkling, rippling water's surface glowing back to you completely bewildered.
"I know I wanted you to fall for me, but I fear maybe you're over doing it, Begonia.~"
...You knew that voice. Your head turned up over your shoulder and met very familiar real colored eyes. 
"Now what could scare you so badly that you'd jump into the water?," Enmu cooed at you tilting his head. 
....You sighed. "Get me back on dry land and I'll tell you." Surprisingly he did. You were lifted up and back onto your own two feet. Before reaching around to shoo his hand away from your back which he chuckled at. "Thank you for helping me but what are you doing here?"
"In light of a new situation, I've been ordered to investigate an important scientific matter ordered by the Master himself ~," he purred with a wide smile at you. "So I'll be staying here until the matter is settled. Lord Muzan has been gracious enough to let me use his own laboratory.~"
"That's nice but why are you here? Are you here to see Hantengu as well?"
Enmu actually giggled giddily holding a cheek. "No silly.~ I'm staying at the Kizuki Dwell until my assignment is finished. I'm here to make arrangements for my room. But ..I admit there are other reasons as well."
"Oh?... What's that?"
"I need another sample of your blood."
"....Excuse me?" 
"There's been a recent development of your blood tests,'' he explained with a smile, "Apparently more and more people smell only a certain type of flower from you. I asked around and apparently Kokushibo links hydrangea to you. And Douma was under the impression that you stink of lotus blossoms when you first met. However they're not the only ones. I spoke to Hantengu's sons while they were imprisoned. All five of them think you smell like aster blooms."
"Really?" You weren't shocked by this point but it was surprising to you...Wait. Kokushibo DID mention Hydrangeas when you both spoke yesterday. "Why is this happening so much?"
"I think I have an idea but I just need a little bit more time to run a few more tests to be absolutely certain what I think is happening to you is in fact happening. You'll need to be a little more patient. But enough about me right now." He tilted his head looking your disheveled form up and down. "....You look a mess. Like you just survived being chased by an animal.~ What's happened to my dear Y/n-chan?~"
You opened your mouth to speak-
"MADAM Y/N!! WHERE ARE YOU?!,"A distant woman's voice wailed.
Enmu blinked as something dove behind him, gripping onto his shoulders and he tilted his head amused at your form peeking over his shoulder and Rui tilted his body watching carefully. "Ah. I see the problem. Oh poor darling.~"  A hand cooed reaching up to pat your own hand sarcastically amused. ''Did the servants' over enthusiasm scare you?~"  
"They want to subject me to hell!," You hissed at him making him chuckle more. "It's NOT funny! I just told them I didn't want servants and I woke up to three women trying to dictate what I did! I wasn't even served breakfast first!" 
"Neither was I. I'm hungry, Mother."
"Rui as well!!" He chuckled again and you frowned stepping to the right to stand next to him and face his smile. "It's no laughing matter. Rui needs proper nutrition provided to him if I want him to remain healthy." You tilted your head. "Isn't that what you said he needed? He needed proper care especially food to safely take his medicine?"
This time Enmu did hum. "....You have a fair point. And it's strange that they would do that."
"Do what?"
"Not serve you dear son food. They're supposed to care for the both of you..not just you, and blatantly ignoring your requests your first night here.." he hummed deeply squinting his eyes. "Interesting."
"Is that bad?"
"It's certainly strange. Right now you rank higher than they are and yet they blatantly deny the boy despite his new position and the clear orders you gave them."
"Not only that! They're all going to try to change me!"
His eyes refocused from thinking and snapped back to you with a hum. "I beg pardon?"
"They're gonna try to brainwash me into some 'high class lady worthy of my position and caliber' because apparently I 'have bad manners that was obviously never taught to me correctly '." You scowled at him as he stared at you. "No one has Time for that!"
"LADY Y/N!!"
You dove back behind the demon as he stared at nothing in particular. My, my, my, my. Well this was certainly an interesting development. No food. No rules being followed. It sounds as if the situation was being entirely dictated by someone else who was ignoring Y/n. Did the Master not explicitly state what care the boy needed for his stay? Well..This wouldn't do. Not only that..They planned on messing with his Begonia's head? Changing her to fit a certain role? Hmm....That meant a change in herself. Which meant a change of personality. Which meant no more of that fiery passion that caused his nerves to stand on fire. The way she'd push him back three steps for every one he walked. After all when was there ever a woman who actually had the gull to throw him around when he was much more stronger than her? He loved the feeling- No. The THRILL of the unpredictability that is Y/n. Never knew when she'd throw him out a window or hide behind him. It was a fun experience he never had before. To change her into a walking copy of every other spoiled rich woman would deprive him of that joy....
The HELL if that was going to happen.
He gave a slight inhale reaching out to pat your hand again.  "Well that won't do at all. Let me see if I can get this fixed for you. Then we can see about those blood arrangements.~"
"Just keep your hands to yourself or I'll throw you into the water!"
He chuckled again despite the frown on her face. "Shall we then?"
You didn't move until he started walking forward with you staying right behind him using Enmu as a shield. Rui never took his eyes off Enmu, narrowing his eyes as he followed them back towards the entrance way to the fancy place. He could feel the grip tightening up on his shoulders as they neared, it seemed she was ready to bolt at the slightest hint of them cornering her... Adorable.~ He stepped along with a smile on his face and briefcase in one hand. The sounds of frantic footsteps and distant voices became closer and closer the closer they got. The woman staying right behind him even as the door was pushed further open revealing the tiny Kizuki demon there. It took a moment to really take in what they were all doing. A lot more demons had gathered about babbling to one another or walking around aimlessly trying to get something done as everyone else spoke. But soon one of the men stopped noticing Enmu standing in the doorway, face instantly paling in fear. The demon he was speaking too also stopped talking to turned confused but got the same expression as the first demon. Slowly but surely everyone started looking. Everyone stopped talking. The silence set in as everyone stopped moving to stare petrified at the figure in the doorway with a child still glaring daggers at his side and a woman peeking out behind him with a scowl. 
"Such wonderfully shocked faces.~ I did send a message ahead to expect me this morning, so you all shouldn't be so surprised to see me. Unless...Oh. is there something wrong here that I should know about?"  A few demons looked at each other uneasy and a few others started sweating. Interesting.~ "Mmm. I think Im a little hungry. Why doesn't someone bring enough food to my room to feed three people? After all, I have guests with me."
With that he started walking again. You didn't stop using him as a shield between you and everyone else. It was like when that Oiran parted the crowd in the entertainment district, the demons parted from the middle of the halls as he walked past them all with a hum.
"Just point out the direction of your room and we'll start from there, Dear."
"Start down that hall-" You pointed a hand. "-and then take two lefts." He started off in the direction you pointed and listened whenever you pointed out a different  direction for him to follow until you pointed not at a hall but a room. "There. That's my room there."
He turned his head and looked like he was going to ask you something-
"LADY Y/N!!"
Your head turned. Your eyes widened. "Oh hell no!!"
"HAH!!" Enmu squealed as two hands grabbed his sides and swung him Around to face the upcoming small group of ladies running down the hall towards you all. His face lighting up a pink as you essentially death hugged him from behind. ... before he gave a little shiver and smile over his shoulder. "Why Y/n.~ I never knew you were so forward, and with so many people ar-"
"Finish that sentence and I'll throw you into a train engine!," You growled behind him making him chuckle again. "ITS NOT FUNNY-!!"
"MY LADY!!," Yoko cried holding up the hem of her kimono in order to allow her to run faster. What was she doing here?! She stopped in front of you all with a look like her make up would start smudging any minute. "There you are. We were so worried when you just ran off like that! What ever got into you?"
"Ah. That's what I would like to know."
Everyone looked at Enmu who smiled wider. Everyone paled. Everyone immediately bowed. 
"L-Lord Enmu! You're here? With the Lady? AH!! I MEAN OF COURSE YOU ARE!!", Yoko panickedly corrected her earlier blunder that Enmu. Did. Not. Miss. Tilting his head at her. "Y-You both are engaged After all!! Why would you not be with your fiance?! W-We were not expecting you so soon."
"I have gotten that impression." His head tilted more. "Now I wonder just what you all could've done to make my begonia flee like she did."
She visibly went rigid. "....Us?"
"Of course. No sane person would bolt like she did unless she has a reason to or she had a nervous break down. As much fun as it would be to see her break down, I'm under the impression that there's someone overriding her choices here~," he sing singed with a creepily cheery attitude before humming a finger tapping his chin. "Now what on earth could've that been I wonder."
"There was strangers in my room when I SAID I didn't want strangers in there!," You hissed from behind him making him hum. "Not only that, but I had three people I didn't even know trying to touch my head and dress me!" It sent a shiver down your spine. "Not to mention the plan to brainwash me!!"
"Brainwashing. I'm actually very familiar with that concept! Even have some hands on experience.~" He proudly cooed with a hand on his chest. "But the thought of any of you doing that to the woman, who may I remind you I am attracted to by her original self.....Well that thought makes me very upset.~" His voice took a small twist that made you blink at him.
"N-No!! No!! We would never!! Honest, Lord," Yoko nearly squealed in his presence. "I-I merely set about t-to make sure t-t-that she would be prepared for her n-new position is all!"
"By completely ignoring what she asked? By going over her head and dictating what she should want based on your own standards? ....Going behind our backs to change our woman??"  No one spoke after that sentence making him hum louder and twist his head to the side with an audible crack of his neck. "What was it she told me? Soon to be taught the proper way to behave for a lady of her position or something close to that? Oh dear, oh dear. That won't do at all. The blatant disrespect and disregard is something I can't overlook here. It would be a shame if the others found out."
"W-We'll fix all the wrongs right away!! P-Please have mercy!! W-We only did what we thought was best-"
"No. Not 'we'. YOU. But luckily for my beloved Im here to fix it!!" His cheery smile and tone return as his head popped back up.  "And you lovely ladies have the chance to redeem yourselves! Now the first order of business is for me to just say...If anything of this magnitude happens again, I'll convince the Master to allow me some 'volunteers' for my new wysteria tonic." The air dipped in feeling that even sent a shiver down your spine.  "Now on the other hand, would one of you ladies be a sweetheart and bring all of us some food?" His tone shifted again back to happy go lucky. "If I recall, you all never even fed them first before shoving your ideals on her."
"That's not the only thing shoved onto me." He again hummed in question. "Look inside my room."
He paused for a moment before Enmu turned- ?! He blinked amused when two strong arms just grabbed him by the shoulders and pulled him to walk backwards still forcing him to stay between you and them until you got to the door and motioned towards the door. He chuckled again, you scowled deeper, and he held up his hands before opening the door. .....Hmm. Now wasn't this interesting? A completely normal room except for the obvious mountain of boxes and gifts scattered everywhere. Oh my, oh my. It looks like there was already some spoiled people trying to get in good with his lady. The thought bubbled up a small but very primal anger in the back of his mind as he turned to face the half bowed ladies staring at him in fear.
"Now what have here? You should know better than to throw all of this on her her first night here. Don't you know what stress that would cause?"
"B-B-But Sir. T-The nobles always traditionally give gifts to a new Lady-"
"Then send them a thank you card on her behalf and tell them all that she's too overwhelmed to be bothered.~" He smiled wider. "If they have any problems with how we handle things then please tell them to feel free to talk to the Kizuki. In the meantime..." He pulled back the sleeve on his other wrist. "I am running behind on some appointments...Set up a room for me close to my fiance and bring us some food. I have some unfinished business to do. Come Begonia.~"
He motioned for you to follow him as he just walked into the room and not wanting to stay anywhere close to the demons who tried to essentially take over your life, you followed quickly followed by Rui. As soon as the door closed , you exhaled a huge sigh of relief allowing your body to relax against the closed door and breath. Gods these demons were crazy. CLICK!! You slowly looked back up and found Enmu with his back to you digging through his open briefcase he had set up on top of the mountain of boxes. He hummed happily to himself rummaging through it meanwhile Rui stood as still as a statue staring at him.  Guess Rui still had a bad impression of Enmu from the last time they've been alone with you, but Rui hadn't made any effort to tie him up again....Yet. 
"Alright! I found it!," He happily sang with an absolutely cheery voice turning back to you with a clean vile like he usually used to get your blood, a sharp nail already ready to poke your hand with once more. "Now hold still. This won't take but a moment.~"
You rose a brow starting to get tired of this process. "How many times do you HAVE to do this?! I'm starting to think it's hopeless."
"Actually this will be the last time I need it. I just need a present day sample to test and compare it to the older samples. Then I can actually confirm if my theory about your blood is correct."
"Mind sharing?"
He shook his head. "I don't want to spread false information in case I am wrong. If I am it'll just cause more trouble, but rest assured I will tell you once I confirm it. Now your hand please.~"
You deadpanned but sighed and held up your hand- "Ow!"
A sharp prick hit your finger and you found Enmu again pressing the vile against the small cut and blood dropped into the vile. You only watched as he got a decent few drops before he let you go and slapped the cork back on. Staring at the red lovingly with his teal eyes.
"So pretty.~ Your blood always fascinates me.~"
You rolled your eyes already used to his antics. "Nice to know you're taking this seriously." He turned to place the vile back in his bag. "Thank you by the way." He hummed pausing his movements to look back at you. Your hand gestured to the door. "Back there I mean. If you hadn't scared the heavens out of them, they might've tried forcing me into all those things. It honestly scared me for a moment."
He hummed with a blink before smiling again and continuing to put things away. "Well I was able to see your face in despair which excited me.~ So we can call ourselves even for now.~ Besides I can't have anyone going around trying to change my pretty ill tempered mistress can I?~" 
"You know the only reason I accepted that 'gift' was because I needed the medicine for Rui, right? I didn't want any engagements. No matter how cute your reactions are, I'm not accepting your love.'' Enmu had paused, his eyes widened at you. "...What?
"Y-You..Think I'm cute?" His genuine surprise slowly twitched into a spellbound love struck look before he giggled like a girl who had just gotten kissed by her crush, hands grabbing his cheeks stained a pink....shit. "Aaaawww.~ My Begonia's already in the denial part of the falling in love stage.~ It makes me so happy!~"
"Enmu, knock it off before I change my mind about throwing you in that water!"
"YES!!"  You jumped as he moved quicker than you thought possible and in one moment he was right in front of you clutching his chest. That same love struck look in his eyes staring at you. "Please throw me! Please punch me! Do please do anything as long as I feel your skin upon mine even for a moment.~"
...You blinked before reaching a hand to your temples. "Ah shit. You really do have it bad huh?''
"But of course.~ I love everything about you. That's why I don't want them to change you.~"
...You slowly looked back to him. "You like....me being myself? Well..No offense but I wasn't expecting that answer from you."
"Oh I might seem like that but it's true~," he continued to gush, "And you're the first for everything for me.~ My first time anyone let alone a lady threaten me. Push me around. Defend me. Trusts me enough despite my actions and personality.~ Even now you don't cower away or reject me outright.~ Even when you threaten me I can tell you have emotions aimed just for me behind it.~ Don't you see..Y/n. I love you." He gushed and you blinked when he grabbed your hand. "You excite me in ways I've never been given a chance to feel.~ Why would I want that absent from my li-..." He completely stopped eyes going wide and jaw dropping as that hand reached up to cup his cheek. "....life."
"Alright I get it you love struck fool." You said with a roll of your eyes. "I guess I owe you a little bit of gratitude for all you did for me, and still doing for me. And I can appreciate the honesty at least. But promise me one thing."
He shivered before leaning towards the touch he felt. Hands reaching up to gently hold the hand holding his cheek. "Name it.~"
"When you do get the results of my blood, I would like to know fully what you've done with it. I think I have a right to know that at least."
"Done.~" He then tilted his head sideways and you jumped when a soft pair of lips gently kissed the palm of your hand before the face nuzzled into it's warmth. "Trust me.~ Your blood's story is one I'm most thrilled to tell you.~"
You nodded. "G-Good." You cleared your throat nevermind the slight pink of your cheeks. "I e-expect you to keep your word."
"Do I get another kiss in thanks?~"
You rolled your eyes. "You and kisses. By the way you're acting it's like I gave you the first kiss of your Life-"
"Yes."
You blinked. "What?"
He chuckled again. "Did you think I was wrong when I said you were my first? Your kiss was my first heavenly experience with love.~ And I would not like it to be my last.~"
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Restless far from a Wine Dark sea - seizure - Part 2 of Panaesthesia at the disco
Part 2 of 2, previous here
Tw seizure drug/medication overdose, captivity, medical whump, injury, Dead Dove Jewish vampiric whumpee, restraints, dislocated
RestlessffaWDs' timeline is going off piste for @medwhumpmay
No idea where this is meant to be in the timeline. But I like it.
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Time shifted and dilated as Nathaniel tried to keep a single thought in his head. 
“Six minutes since first dose. Administering dose four.”
It was so much easier to breathe now, Nathaniel didn't even have to think about it. He thought he might even be able to feel his fingers moving beneath the warm blanket. Hopefully they would stop touching him soon. He couldn't see what they were doing and it made him nervous, his put-together heart pushing his blood around his body. Nathaniel shook his head to try banish the anxious thoughts from his head. Get with it, get with it, get with it. He started feeling dizzy again, a halo forming around the lights. His mouth soured like a copper coin.
Abruptly, he was tipped into darkness.
It was fuzzy when he woke up, confused still, blinking open his eyes. Now Brunel was back holding his head, the heat from his fingers stroking against Nathaniel's scalp comfortingly. His shoulder was screaming pain through his numb body. 
“Eyes are open, are you awake Nathaniel?” Brunel’s voice was gentle. Nathaniel hummed a little in response. “You've had a seizure. It was a short one, and was probably due to the… antidote medicine we gave you. You may have bitten your tongue or your cheek if you have blood in your mouth.” His eyes searched Nathaniel for a reaction, “You may also have strained your broken ribs during the seizure. Can you give me a thumbs up if you have pain, sideways thumb if you don’t.”
Nathaniel tried to move his hand to a thumbs up. It must have been good enough, as Brunel nodded.
“Ok, can you remember the pain ratings?”
Nathaniel took a second to marshal his thoughts to a response, trying to mould his fingers into the right number.
“Ok, I can see a 5 on your right hand, but your left is not great. If I were to remove the mask for a moment do you think you could talk?”
Nathaniel nodded. He just wanted morphine and to go back to sleep.
“Ok, I am just removing the mask.” Brunel lifted the mask off, and Nathaniel took a couple of breaths of room air before answering.
“Ssssen” his lips wouldn’t move properly.
“Seven? You can barely think past the pain?” Brunel confirmed. “Pain rating of seven, only slightly delayed response, slurring still but cyanosis in lips seems to be much better.” He went to scoop Nathaniel's face back into the mask, but he turned away.
“Wan’ sssleep ‘lease,” he slurred out.
“We can't let you sleep just yet, sorry, I know you're tired.” Brunel captured his face again. “We just want to check you over first, make sure you're improving and stable.”
“I'm going to check his ribs, see how much damage we are dealing with.” 
A cold rubber clad hand wormed under his lovely warm blanket, gently feeling out his ribs. Nathaniel gasped in pain at the soft touch. 
“His ribs don't feel too bad as the healing fracture wasn't directly under a restraint when he seized. I am surprised it is hurting a 7 despite the barbiturate overdose.” Dr Rana pondered. 
“Hey Nathaniel, can you show us on little Fogal where the pain is coming from?” Nurse Brunel asked him gently. Moments later the plush communication doll was pressed into his good hand. “We can’t let you sit up yet, but can you feel the doll?”
Nathaniel patted his hand about, clumsy with drugs, til he could grab the doll by the shoulder and tried to yank it out of the doctor’s grip.
“Not sure if it is his shoulder or if he just wants the doll.”
“I am just going to move your blanket Fogal…” Brunel’s fingers were on his blanket and Nathaniel whined as his blanket was moved, the warmth sliding away. “...it does look slightly misshapen…”
“Hold his head firmly…” The doctor instructed a guard as he leaned over Nathaniel’s body. A hand on his shoulder, probing. Nathaniel screamed as he felt the bones grate against each other.
“Sorry.” The doctor spoke flatly. “Dislocated shoulder.”
Nathaniel threw his doll at him. It was just a weak flick of the wrist, and the doctor didn’t even comment so Nathaniel wasn’t even sure it hit him. But it felt delightfully silly through the pain. Maybe the benzo overdose had hit the point where the drugs were fun again? Were benzos even a fun drug?
“This is the danger of restraints during a seizure… it might be an idea to loosen the shoulder restraints while he is still a high seizure risk…” The doctor talked over his head, “It doesn’t have to be removed all the way, and he can’t lunge and bite if his head is being held…” The doctor shifted about, doing something out of Nathaniel’s sightline. No matter. Nathaniel splayed his fingers and felt coarse cotton fabric drape across his hand. He tangled it into his grip.
“He’s back to grabbing people...”
Hehe yes he was. 
“... but it still will be advisable to loosen restraints for the next 5 minutes while the Flumazenil does its work. He won’t be able to move his left arm very much anyway…” 
“Copper.” Nathaniel said. The word came out very clear. Nathaniel was proud. It matched the taste that had bloomed in his mouth.
“Copper?” Nurse Brunel questioned.
The world tipped sideways into another seizure.
a/n Seizures can also be prefaced by halos around the lights, sudden mood changes (Nathaniel’s sudden euphoria wave) and a metallic taste.
Fun fact about Nathaniel is he doesn’t have a urinary bladder and is completely incontinent in his mer form. As a water dwelling creature he just doesn’t need one. But seizures (and benzo overdose) often causes people to lose control of their bladder along with the rest of their muscles.
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PART TWO!!!!
Okay, so I’ve already posted Pt 1 of this fanfic I’m gonna keep posting it bc fuck it I’m enjoying myself.
I’m posting this all under the tag #​PJO- THE NEXT GENERATION: OLYMPIA JACKSON-CHASE CHRONICLES so if you need to find the rest, that’s where to look. Not sure how many chapters there will be, as I’m still figuring out the story, but it will probably be for as long as I’m having fun writing it.
Tagging my mutuals who might be interested/ppl who seemed to like pt 1 (I’m trying to get better at tagging ppl):
@green-tea217 @123letsgobestie @fadas-are-important @imasimpdealwithit @coraldeermoon
Summary: Kind of an OC/FanChild fic about my hcs for Percabeth’s kids. VERY Leo/Nico heavy bc they’re my two favourite characters, particularly Leo. If you missed Pt 1, pls read it, but we’ve just ended on the line “I think I have news about your brother,” so ooooh chills cliffhanger scary.
TWs: Swearing, lack of smut (she is a teenager)
Disclaimers: I was between SoN and MoA when I wrote this chapter, and I am currently on HoH, so if I’ve missed anything that gets revealed later, that’s why. Also I listened to the audiobooks, so if I spell a name wrong, that’s also why, either that or I’ve spelt something the British way.
Chapter 2:
Olympia never talked about her brother. That was one thing the kids at camp didn’t know about her family. She had been five years old when he had been taken, on that stormy autumn night. She didn’t remember much, just yelling from the other room and a sound like an eagle screeching. She remembered her mom running in and scooping her up in her arms. More sounds. Her dad screaming. A sword being drawn. A baby crying. A window smashing. Her parents calling his name. She was sobbing. Her mom was holding her dad as he wept on the floor, glass shattered at his feet. Her baby brother, Tyler, was not in his cot.
They started going out every night, searching for a sign he was alive. Leo, Nico, Tyson, Grover, Rachel, Frank, Hazel- all of them helped. Olympia had begged them to take her with them too, but she was still too young. Six months passed. Nothing. A year. Two years. She didn’t know when exactly, but eventually they gave up looking. They assumed he was gone forever.
Her parents had seemed different after that. Her mother buried herself in her job, working day and night at the architecture firm so she wouldn’t have to come home to the gaping hole in their family. Her dad had tried carrying on as normal, but he’d become a broken man. The legendary Percy Jackson failed to save his own son from a monster, now his son was dead.
That’s what they had told Olympia. That was the story. But she refused to believe it. She always thought that with enough training and fighting, she could find him and bring him home. And then, they’d tell the story of the brave demigod who rescued her brother, maybe, just maybe, she’d no longer have to live as just “the daughter of Percy Jackson”, but could become her own legend.
Of course, that was only part of it. First and foremost, she wanted her brother back.
“Do you really think he’s dead?” She’d asked Leo one night, when she was about eight, while her Mom was at work and her Dad was off doing something at camp (he was often brought in as a Special Guest Speaker because he lived close to camp and was cheap, not for any other reason).
“No. Tyler’s not dead,” He replied.
She looked up, “Really?”
He nodded. “Remember that story I told you about Festus the Dragon?”
Leo was the only person she liked to hear stories from. He told them in such a funny way, she didn’t care if it was made up or exaggerated.
“Everyone thought he was super dangerous, but you fixed him and made him better, and he sacrificed himself to save you,” she recited.
“Yup. I didn’t give up on him, even though they told me it was hopeless. I’d waited ‘til I’d looked him in the eyes myself to realise it was hopeless, and then I still tried anyway,” he looked at Olympia, “I believe your brother isn’t dead until we’ve tried every possible way of proving me wrong, and then some. Your parents believe it too, but they can’t risk giving up everything they have, i.e, you, on what is most likely a hopeless case. Besides, Nico said his vision of his soul had been clouded by something- if he was just dead, why hide it?”
“I’m gonna find him someday,” Olympia said, determined.
“And I’m gonna help,” He replied.
She looked at him now, sitting on her bunk in Cabin 3.
“Wha- What news? What do you mean?”
“It’s not… it’s nothing concrete… just a rumour about an 11-year-old boy with dark hair fighting monsters with power over water,” he looked up at her, his eyes solemn, “Camp has a network of automatons looking out for potential demigods, we get alerts like this all the time, but this was different, Oly- I think… I think it might be him.”
She was speechless. All this time, she’d been telling herself she’d find him, but she’d never actually had a lead before.
“Well then, what’re you waiting for, little man?” She said, sliding on her shoes and shoving clothes into her backpack, “Let’s go find him!”
“Oly, not so fast,” he warned, jumping down from the bunk, “this kid- the message said he was pretty hardcore, the way he attacked. If he’s been running from monsters since he was a baby… I can’t think what that’s done to him.”
He put a hand on her shoulder.
“What if… what if he doesn’t want to come home?”
Olympia looked at Leo. Despite his jovial presence and cheery manner, he was dark and twisted just like the rest of them. He knew a thing or two about running away, he’d spent most of his childhood running from schools and foster homes. She knew with a sinking feeling that he might be right. She shook her head.
“We can’t let “What if’s” stop us now, you taught me that,” she said, and shouldered her backpack.
“I guess you’re right,” Leo flashed her his trademark playful grin, “Let’s go.”
The kid was apparently in Nashville, and had caused quite a scene when he’d fought off two wild dogs in the middle of a busy high street by pouring a bucket of water over them. At least, that’s what the mortals were saying online. When Olympia saw the video they’d posted, she noticed how the boy had no bucket, the wild dogs were actually wolves, and when he attacked them they hadn’t just ran away like the internet said, but had completely disintegrated.
She stared at her phone. Demigods weren’t supposed to have cellular devices, especially at camp- they acted as a beacon for monsters to find them- but Leo had found a way to scramble the signal. It wasn’t flawless, and it became more and more risky the longer you used it, but it gave Olympia an hour or so of doom-scrolling on Tumblr every day.
She replayed the video again.
“He doesn’t look anything like I’d expected him to,” she concluded.
“I dunno… he has dark hair, like you. And water powers, like you. And grey eyes, like your mom, and I guess like you as well,” Leo studied her mismatched eyes, “And the way he fights… That’s Jackson blood in his veins if I ever saw it.”
“But he’s… he’s older.”
“Yes. That’s what happens when time passes. Did you expect him to still look 10 months old?”
Leo grinned, the way he always did when he was being sarcastic. Olympia poked him, playfully, and then turned back to the paused image on the screen.
“And he’s so… thin.”
Leo nodded in agreement, “Though, somehow I doubt he’ll be showing up on the front page of Cosmo any time soon.”
She looked at Leo. He tried to hide it with baggy clothes, but she knew that his scrawny look and vertically-challenged appearance weren’t all traits he’d been born with, that the long months spent on the run with little-to-no food had definitely played a factor. He was probably a lot healthier now, but those hard years had scarred him in ways she couldn’t imagine- and had left him looking permanently emaciated. She couldn’t bear the thought of that happening to her brother when she had grown up healthy and strong.
“Come on,” she said, putting away the phone, “Let’s get Nico, and leave.”
“A quest must be undertaken by three,” he recited.
“Yes, but also he can shadow-travel so we won’t have to pay for transport.”
“And that.”
Leo’d managed to intercept the demigod alert from his automaton, and direct all other alerts straight to him so that they could track where the kid was, and so Chiron- or, gods forbid, Olympia’s dad- didn’t see them. He was smart like that, but it only delayed the inevitable. Leo reckoned it was only a matter of time before the Camp Satyrs caught up to the boy. They had to act quickly.
Nico Di Angelo was never the easiest person to find. Luckily for them, he had a soft spot for Olympia, and always made sure she was able to call on him when she needed to. Whenever she wanted help with homework, or a ride to a dangerous incognito solo monster-fighting death quest, all she had to do was knock.
She pressed her body against the floor of Cabin 3, and rapped hard on the wooden floorboards.
“Uncle Nico!!” She called, “I know you’re down there!! We need your help.”
“Boo!” Came a voice from behind them.
Leo yelped, “Holy Hephaestus, Death Boy, don’t do that!”
Nico gave him a skeletal grin. Leo took a deep breath and patted his own hair, which was smoking.
Olympia stood up, and pulled him into a tight hug. She was taller than him now, but he looked good for an 102-year-old.
“My gods, you’ve grown,” he remarked, breathing in her warm smell. His skin was icy cold and pale.
“You’ve been spending too much time in the underworld,” she said, “get some sun in you, man.”
“Oh I think he is getting some Sun in him, if you know what I mean,” Leo winked and turned to Nico, “Hey, Nico, how’s Will?”
Nico ignored the question, “Whatever it is you want me to do, I hope I don’t have to put up with hotshot over here the whole time.” He jabbed a thumb in Leo’s direction.
“Hey!” Leo cried, offended.
Olympia rolled her eyes.
“I need you to take us to Nashville,” she said, “Leo thinks my brother might be there.”
An anguished expression played across Nico’s face.
“T-Tyler?” He asked, “You really think-“
“Yes. We do,” Leo said, confidently. They proceeded to fill him in on everything, even showing him the video on Olympia’s phone.
Nico’s face hardened.
“Right then. I will absolutely do anything I can to help. Nashville, you say? Peace of cake.”
He cracked his knuckles and rolled his head, like he was warming up for something. He then held out both hands, expecting them to take them. Olympia obliged.
“Do I have to?” Leo moaned.
“Don’t worry, Fire Guy, this won’t get gay,” Nico assured him.
“It’s not that,” Leo replied, “Your hands are just weird and cold. And small.”
“You’re one to talk,” he retorted, “I’d much rather just take Olympia, so if you want to be left behind, I’m sure-“
“Fine,” Leo groaned, and took Nico’s hand.
And then the world caved in.
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534 ft. Chapter I (Part 2/4)
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[TW: Swears, guns]
Jesse got up to leave the bar nearly bumping into another man walking in while he was on his way out.
“‘Scuse me, sorry ‘bout that partner.”
The other man tipped his hat before double-taking.
“Hold on there! What’s your name there pal? I think I might know you from somewhere...”
Jesse stopped and eyed the man up and down. He was a fair bit taller than him, but most people were. But after looking at the man, he wasn’t sure he’d ever met this man before.
“...It ain’t polite to ask for someone’s name without first saying your own. Don’t you know yourself some manners?”
The man was briefly stopped in his tracks but swiftly brought himself back.
“You’re right, my apologies, my name’s Flint Marrow. Now quit your stalling and spit out yours.”
Jesse held his tongue for as long as he could before letting out a sigh.
“Jesse Graves.”
Flint narrowed his eyes at Jesse, and his hand slowly drifted towards his side.
“...Say, you ain’t from Mortar... are ya? ‘Cause I knew a kid with the last name Graves there, and if you’re that same kid, then you best be saying your prayers.”
Jesse remained silent as Flint drew his pistol and pointed it right between his eyes.
“Now, I’ll ask again. Are you from Mortar?”
Jesse said nothing as he slowly stepped towards the man until the barrel of his revolver was pressed up against his forehead. He looked Flint in the eyes without a hint of fear.
“I don’t know who you think I am, but I ain’t ever hear of no Mortar. You kill me here, and I’ll come back to haunt you ‘til you’re six feet under.”
“Bullshit! No one from here says the word ‘haunt’ like that! You’re from Mortar ain’t ya? In fact, I think I recognise those eyes of yours. And I know you’ve heard of Mortar, everybody heard about Mortar!”
“I haven’t heard of Mortar!” The barkeep shouted.
“Can it! I ain’t ask you, did I? So go ahead and scram ‘fore I put a hole between your eyes!”
The barkeep was already slowly making his way to the back entrance of the bar at that point. But he quickly ran out the door at the man’s threat.
“I ain’t whoever you think I am. If you think I am, then why don’t you put your money where your mouth is and settle this with a duel? If you’re right, then you should have nothing to fear, you’ll win, won’t you?”
Jesse narrowed his eyes and brought his voice as low as he could muster.
“But if you’re wrong... then you’ll be dead. Sure you want to take that risk?”
Before the situation could escalate any further, the town’s sheriff walked up to the two men.
“Alright now, what’s with all the shouting and pointing of pistols? I heard you from down the street, the whole town probably did. Go ahead and put your gun down and tell what the hell is going on.”
Flint sighed and slowly lowered his gun with a look of disapproval and anger on his face. But before he could speak, Jesse beat him to it.
“Sir, I think I can explain it very plainly. This man claims to know me for some reason. I’ve never met this man nor do I know what he is talking about. He threatened my life, so I proposed we settle it with a duel. Then you came along, that about summarises it.”
“And you sir, anything you’d like to add to that.” The sheriff said while looking towards Flint.
“No sir.”
“Well then, I think you oughta either settle this with a duel or forget about it and move on. I don’t want no blood spilt on the street if it doesn’t have to be.”
Flint, with his eyes still narrowed on Jesse, calmly sat down on the steps to the bar.
“I don’t got nothing left to say. I’ll gladly wait ‘till noon to shoot this man’s brain out.”
“What about you sir?” The sheriff said, now turned towards Jesse.
“...I already warned him that he’ll lose. But if he’s adamant, I’ll abide. What’s the time sir?”
The sheriff pulled a small stopwatch out of his pocket and cautiously looked to where the suns were in the sky.
“‘Bout an hour ‘till noon. This time of year, the sun’s ‘ll be above us ‘round 10, 15 minutes before then.”
Jesse tipped his hat at the sheriff before taking a seat on the steps of the stable just across from the bar.
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Reminder: Vote based on the song, not the artist or specific recording! The tracks referenced are the original artist, aside from a few rare cases where a cover is the most widely known.
Lyrics, videos, info, and notable covers under the cut. (Spotify playlist available in pinned post)
Dream a Little Dream of Me
Written By: Gus Kahn, Fabian Andre & Wilbur Schwandt
Artist: Cass Elliot aka Mama Cass (originally recorded by Ozzie Nelson in 1931)
Released: 1968
The single, originally recorded for the album “The Papas and the Mamas”, was born out of studio sessions for the aforementioned album. The songwriter was a friend of Michelle Phillips' father and the song had been a hit in the 1950s, so it was frequently sung during rehearsals. Cass would cover the song and “tried to sing it like it was 1943” she told Melody Maker, “and somebody had just come in and said, ‘Here’s a new song.’ I tried to sing it as if it were the first time.”
Stars shining bright above you Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you" Birds singin' in the sycamore tree Dream a little dream of me Say "nighty-night" and kiss me Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me While I'm alone and blue as can be Dream a little dream of me Stars fading but I linger on, dear Still craving your kiss I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear Just saying this Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you But in your dreams, whatever they be Dream a little dream of me Stars fading but I linger on, dear Still craving your kiss I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear Just saying this Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you But in your dreams, whatever they be Dream a little dream of me
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Peach
Written By: The Front Bottoms
Artist: The Front Bottoms
Released: 2013
Brian told NBHAP about the song: “Originally ‘Peach’ was just an acoustic demo and then one night while we were all hanging out we just messed around with some drums and keyboard parts and decided that we liked how it all sounded.” He has said that this song is about his girlfriend. Go figure.
[Verse 1] You are my peach, you are my plum You are my Earth, you are my Sun All of your fingers, all of your toes The back of your head, the tip of your nose [Chorus] And you are the reason I'm smiling When there is nothing to smile about Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling When there is nothing to smile about [Verse 2] One day, you will find someone who will love you like you deserve But tonight, I'm the only one left, and I'm betting it's a fact that you will never learn Once I sink my teeth, your skin's not so tough I'll leave a tiny cut There'll be a lot of blood But once you wipe it up You will feel better about our entire situation [Verse 3] You are my light, no need to hide You are my clock, keep me on time You are my angel, you are my crime I'll serve this sentence the rest of my life [Chorus] And you are the reason I'm smiling When there is nothing to smile about Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling When there is nothing to smile about [Refrain] I do things wrong You thought I might You say I'm gonna miss you when you leave And you are probably right But I'm just as stoned I don't wanna fight You say I should think before I talk You say I shouldn't think about my life 'Cause once I finally hit the ground Who's gonna drag me into the light? It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, whoa It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, whoa Whoa-ho-ho-ho
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Given how bad my memory has been of late (yay pandemic brain meets ADHD brain meets autistic brain meets 2 years of mostly isolation! woo!), I’ve done the unexpected and sat down and written out everything I know that is coming in Storm Surge for fear I might lose it if I don’t.
I’m not a note-keeper. When I write, I don’t plan. I fly by the seat of my pants, based on the scenes I know and have locked up in my brain. The only times I’ve ever done notes for fic was when I was writing adaptations of films and books because I needed to track/match the emotional beats. (Do not ask me about my 5-book time travel series. Book 4 required a 4 page spreadsheet because Paradoxes 😭 I winged absolutely everything til that point)
This is new and weird and I have 5 pages of notes scribbled down with ???? all over them because I’m not used to having so much information laid out in front of me so early on.
It also means I’ve realised that Storm Surge is probably going to be as big as Tides, but concentrated into fewer chapters. I’m thinking 10 chapters, give or take, with 6-10k chapters, depending on how much ends up pouring out my brain.
My trouble is I know how the Big scenes will happen. The cheeky sods haven’t bothered to mention the smaller ones yet. So yeah, there will still be some frantic winging it. The first part is already half-written, but I think I’m going to hold off posting until I get the rhythm right.
If you thought Turning Tides was a wild ride, good god, this one is making my poor brain spin in circles.
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would be an easy choice, and someone else is probably going to do it, so how about Ky?
No Sol for the Sol blogger 🥺🥺🥺🥺 jk Ky's good haha
⚡ Overall opinion of them:
Tbh I really didn't like Ky when I first got into Guilty Gear because he was the "stick in the mud law abiding citizen" guy at first glance, but his lore is so complex and his character is a lot deeper than that now that I know him better. He's probably not in my top 5 favorite GG characters or anything, though I don't dislike him. He's neat. I'm looking forward to getting to work on his novel and learning more about him.
⚡ Gender/sexuality headcanons:
It's hilariously easy to make gay jokes about him and Sol because of the official art from X thru XX but, if I had to put Ky on the Kinsey scale, I think he'd be either a 1 or 2. Straight for the most part with the occasional gay/bi moment. I also think that if you asked Ky about his sexuality (assuming the person asking him was someone he was comfortable opening up with) he wouldn't have an answer right away, like sex/sexualities aren't something he dedicates a lot of time thinking about. Heteroflexible-romantic with asexual leanings, or something like that? He would NEVER. EVER. even SLIGHTLY consider cheating on Dizzy.
⚡ Favorite moment in canon:
It was raw af the first time I watched the Xrd story and Elphelt shoots him and he just gets back up because he had the Gear stuff going on at that point. I think that was the scene where my opinion of him started changing because him being a Gear went against like EVERYTHING I thought I knew about him up til then.
⚡ Favorite moment in a fanwork:
I'm gonna skip this question because I don't read fanfiction and don't really have anything to put for it dngkd
⚡ Favorite line, in canon or otherwise:
The change in Ky's match dialog with Sol throughout the series is really cool. Starting with Missing Link, his dialog has a lot of self-doubt in it up until about Rev where he starts getting some confidence in himself: [ML] "Sol! Why did you hold back!? Am I not worthy..?" [X] "That look you're giving me...I feel as if I haven't won." [Xrd] "Sol... Victory is mine." [Strive] "You were supposed to give it your all."
With the Strive quote especially, he says the line with a lot of force/annoyance, not in a way where he doesn't feel like he deserves to have won. I know this isn't like a single quote/what this prompt asks for, I just really like this part of his character development.
⚡ Characters I love seeing them interact with:
Sol, obviously lmfao. I have to admit that I'm not really familiar with his interactions with many of the other characters... It would be interesting seeing some healing with his relationship with Sin in the future.
⚡ Last thing before sleeping headcanons:
Oh you just know this man's got a whole bedtime ritual haha. Brushed teeth, mouthwash, face wash, and a quick comb through his hair before bed. Maybe he reads a little from a (non-work related) book before lights out too.
⚡ Sleeping habits headcanons:
I can imagine Ky's bed and pillows being so perfectly comfortable that he doesn't move like at all once he gets into it. I do think he owns multiple pairs of matching light blue and white pajamas with his initials monogrammed onto the chest pocket, though (and comfortable soft brown leather house moccasins).
⚡ First thing after waking up headcanons:
Good morning smooch for Dizzy <3 Ky seems like the kind of person who wakes up and then immediately gets dressed and ready for the day, but also skips breakfast and has only coffee more often than he'd like to admit...
⚡ Favorite locations headcanon:
Hmm... I don't know Ky well enough to get a feel for the kinds of locations he seems like he would enjoy... Maybe sneaking down to the farmer's market with Dizzy when he can to buy little baked treats that he normally can't get the chefs at the Illyria castle to make? He seems like he might enjoy walks in nature parks too but doesn't ever have the time to get away to go on one...
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Behind the Playlist - Transformers: Prime Edition (Part 4 of 22: Breakdown)
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Some part of me wishes more of Breakdown’s backstory had been explored. There was potential for diving into his motivations as a member of the Decepticons. I tried to touch on what I perceived to be his less obvious journey as a ‘Con while still focusing on what we did see in TFP.
Intended overarching themes and/or qualities: Bold Fun, Battered Compassion, Brotherhood
My personal favorite(s) from this playlist: Ready For The Mayhem and Trenches
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Full song list and explanations under the cut:
Good As Gold by The Phantoms
I thought it’d be fun to start out with an upbeat song with a can-do attitude.
Ready For The Mayhem by UNSECRET, Alaina Cross
Similar to Bulkhead, Breakdown was made for shaking things up a bit.
Knockout by UNSECRET, Club Danger
I added this one as a nod to Breakdown’s partnership with Knockout while still keeping in mind his tendency to recklessly charge into situations without evaluating whether or not he could handle them. *cough* *cough* Airachnid
Anything by JAXSON GAMBLE
“Working hard / Get it done / Jump in for the ride with us / Making change / Having fun”
If I don’t consider the War For Cybertron game, I think Breakdown had two main reasons for joining the Decepticons: (1) His belief that said faction could bring societal change faster than the Autobots and (2) how much more fun the Decepticon methods seemed to him as a lower class worker who probably looked up to Megatron and other inspirational gladiators of his time.
‘Til Someone Gets Hurt by Club Danger
I could see a younger Breakdown realizing the brutal realities of war in this song. In TFP, he showed occasional hesitation in specific situations, which tells me he likely struggled every now and then to snuff out whatever compassion he may have had and use lethal force. Of course, he was still a warrior and would have done what he had to do to survive, but I’m convinced a deeper sense of compassion would have shown up without issue if he’d survived to see the end of the war.
Don’t Break on Me Now by Future Royalty
This is the type of song Breakdown might have played to lift his spirits and remind himself to keep going.
Fighter by Easy Mccoy, City Wolf
Without question, Breakdown dedicated himself to the Decepticon cause and fighting for what he thought was right. This song captures that well.
Come On by Clear Blue Fire
Another fun one in the mix.
Trenches by Saysh
“We'll take our chance in the trenches / Do what you can, you can't change us / We'll take our chance in the trenches / Watch us, we'll show you what change is
Can you see what we mean? / Just lettin' off steam / Try to hold us down / Hide in the dark / Not who we arе / Shame that you missed out / Tempting it seems / To do what you think / But wе got our own crowd”
This whole song gives me “Decepticon camaraderie” vibes. The healthier kind we would have seen early on in the war, anyway.
Til My Time Is Up by Future Royalty
A weakness of Breakdown’s was his difficulty discerning when an opponent was unbeatable and when running away would have been the better choice. He fought until his time was up, which was sooner than he expected, I’m sure.
Rebel Renegade by Tommee Profitt, Beacon Light
This song perfectly aligns with the deep desire Breakdown and the others had to fight against the corrupt and unjust system of Cybertron under its previous leaders.
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Notes:
This post series is in alphabetical order. Next up are Bulkhead and Bumblebee.
As I add more songs to the playlist, I’ll update this post.
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dlnj · 10 months
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Hey fellow diaper lovers , so I don’t know how many people have seen my posts here and know what I’m trying to do. So I’ll give ya the run down really quick, I’m trying to get my doctor or another doctor to put in in my medical charts that I am diaper dependent which then will get insurance to cover it. I’ve been becoming more and more brave about my diapered life and am working up the courage to start talking to my doctor about having accidents and becoming a bed wetter. I fully intend to tell her that I’ve been back in diaper full time bed use for 8 years now and if I go without a diaper I will wet the bed. My doctor is pretty understanding and will most likely just put it in my chart and not get to crazy about trying to run tests and what not. Anyway so I know that doctor which makes it a little uncomfortable (and I actually to leak daily and think I have the begging of urge incontinence and stress incontinence as well. That being said I thought I would start being open about it with total strangers and I was also curious if somehow I could find an adult diaper bank but wasn’t able to locate one near me or anywhere in this area at all, so I thought maybe call a hospital cause they might know better than I do and a lot of the time people donate left over diapers from someone who passed or for what ever reason. So I spoke with This lady over the phone (young probably around my age or younger I’m 38) and explained to her that I have been back in diapers full time at night for 8 years and that I’m not a rich man as I support my family in my check alone we are able to do and buy what ever we want or need but we are on a budget and diapers are part of that budget , I have an order of my typical diapers tranquility ATN which are the best by far my favorite that should have been here already but they have not yet arrived and it could be 2-3 more days without my diapers , that’s a whole lot of laundry and bedding changes instead of just throwing out my diaper which normally lasts all night and I’m not waking up in a soaking wet bed . I told her all of that asked her if she know what I could do and she said to hang on a minute and quickly came back asking me my size and if just a couple would get me through . I then asked her if maybe 4 or 5 would be possible but I would take what ever , I also told her I prefer tap style diapers rather than pull-ups thinking the hospital is bound to have real diapers . Anyway she came back on the line and told me that all they had was pull-ups but they would be more than willing to give me some to hold me over. I thought that was really nice of them. It wasn’t really about getting the diapers it was more about being brave enough to tell my story to someone in the medical field so that I feel more comfortable talking to me doctor and convincing her I am diaper dependent at night and some times during the day too. I am well on my way to being able to get my diapers through my insurance and having it down on paper so there is never a question about it again. Can’t wait til Wednesday when I see my doctor again. I see her once a month normally for my medication but she is also my primary care doctor and easy to convince , so fingers crossed that on Wednesday next week as far as anyone else is concerned I will be incontinent/diaper dependent and hopefully I’ll be able to get my diapers on an automatic delivery and the ones I want and need , free would be nice too. The best part though would be it being a medical thing which means no one should be saying anything g at all about it . I’ve been looking for a discrete pull-up for work cause I already know if I’m in a diaper of some kind I will end up using it completely by accident . I’m sure I would soon ditch the pull-ups in favor of diapers at work too, but baby steps . I’m actually proud of myself , putting myself into an embarrassing situation and it being no big deal, I even went into the hospital to get my pull-ups personally . Was actually fun . Pretty soon it’ll be a perm at 24/7 thing and I cannot wait . It’s more authentic for sure.
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