#i was doing last week and this week's stats hw

[kuiinncedes]

no fucking way bro

[alexistudies]

february 12th, 2024

so that PCA assignment? i didn't get everything that i was supposed to in my code, but i turned in what i had. something is better than nothing and considering that hw is 30% of our grade, it haddd to be submitted.

my conference last week was amazing. i connected with so many amazing people, and i learned so much more about community based research than i ever thought imaginable.

i returned wednesday night and immediately got back into the swing of things, and its crazy to think that february is already almost halfway over.

this week's academic to do list

finish introduction and start discussion for manuscript #3

finish mentoring plan and small edits to research plan for NIH administrative supplement

start studying for Stats Exam

[baby-blue-ana]

Omg heyyyyy new blog intro, here we go again, love to see it 😘🥰

⚠️TW!!⚠️ so sorry, but this IS an eating disorder based blog. I post with an understanding that community can help those who are already suffering, but please don't seek it out/continue on if you are not. Just block my page, feel free to block the tags I use as well, and I truly hope you have a good rest of your day.

NOW FOR THE REST OF YOU

hey besties, it's been a minute, but I'm thriving once again 🤭 new motives, new goals, new hobbies, new vibes, you know the drill. I also don't usually start a new episode mid-summer, so we'll see how this goes considering we've got the holidays coming up

you can call me Blue

afab genderfluid (He/She/It)

19 y/o

ana-rexic

autistic

POTS (chronic illness)

bipolar 1

stoner

witch

mixed hispanic/white

my blog is minor friendly, I just won't respond to private DMs or follow back bc, as of rn, I'm almost 20!

stats <3

Height: 5'3" (159 cm)

HW: 142lbs

SW: 135lbs

CW: 98lbs

GW1: 95lbs

UGW: 90lbs

measurements (I'll add later, I keep forgetting to take them when I weigh myself)

(edited: sept. 11, 2024 from here down. I'll set a reminder for the measurements next week, I swear 😅🙏)

recently been doing moodboards, as well as organizing my ed-no-sheeran photos, so requests are welcome (& encouraged) so I actually have incentive to post!

fav mealspo/recipes

fav thinspo

I love the coquette aesthetic, but I have cool toned skin & prefer baby blue to the more common pink

also currently into grunge and post-punk music; dressing generally alt, very Tomura Shigaraki coded due to lack of clothing. been looking at the v-ke! (visual ke!) style for the last week, might thrift for that in a couple weeks.

v-ke! m@lespø:

I also love V!ctor!a's Secret, but don't actually support them morally 💀 fr watching the 2003 show on YT rn, I'm just an anorexic fashion junkie & they're all gorgeous

Also love Stranger Things & mildly in love w/ 3ddie Munsøn. Not in the annoying like Stedd!e ao3 takeover way or anything, but I did live in a trailer when I was younger before moving in w/ other family, and the thought of being older & a trailer park princess in ST wearing baby blue and being small and platinum blonde and having him do things for me is just... AGH!!&$&">×]$ not to mention he has good music taste 😌 He also reminds me of S!r!us Bl@ck, my first love <33

still agree, the Munsøn trailer would be a fuckin vibe and a half, but I'm on an anime kick rn. Tømur@ Sh!garak!, M3llø, B@n, T3ndø S@tor!, Øik@w@ Tøru, etc. are my boys. They keep me thin & they keep me sane.

I'm also just in a silly goofy girly mood rn, but I DO also post malespo!! I'm genderfluid, so it really depends mostly on how I feel that day + a bit on what my socials feed me that morning.

^^ This has been proven more recently!! If you have a preference and I start leaning towards the other it's fine bc I will inevitably give you a photo dump or have a sudden mood change.

[autumnslance]

LynMars FFXIV Write 2023 Master Post

This year's challenge completed! Congrats to everyone who wrote anything at all this month, even if just one prompt! Thanks again to @sea-wolf-coast-to-coast for 7 years of this!

Previous Years Master Posts: 2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021 | 2022

Anything wolcred ship-related is marked by an asterisk* as usual. Commentary and stats for anyone interested below the Read More.

01. Envoy: ARR; Aeryn makes her Grand Company choice. 02. Bark: Dark has the wrong pie thief suspect. 03. Free Day! 04. Off the Hook: EW; Lucia & Maxima explore their new HQ. 05. Barbarous: HW; Aeryn's frustrated by the land of her birth. 06. Ring: EW; keepsakes & memories of Aeryn's mother. 07. Noisome: Dark & Iyna contend with ubiquitous seasonal flavors. 08. Shed: EW; Aeryn answers Zenos at the edge of everything. 09. Fair: EW; Azem's brother tries to ensure the future has his aid. 10. Free Day! 11. Once Bitten Twice Shy: ShB Bozja; unwarranted concerns. 12. Dowdy: Backstory; Aeryn's always had Opinions about fashion. 13. Check: Iyna discovers C'oretta's personal business. 14. Clear*: ShB; semi-poetic sweetness of coming together. 15. Portentous: Backstory. Zaine speaks to Tanzel about a decision. 16. Jerk: EW; Aeryn meets an old friend as the Final Days loom. 17. Free Day! 18. Fish Out of Water: Shb: G'raha gets used to his new life. 19. Weal: EW; Vrtra sees to his people and their home. 20. Hamper: In a possible future, Iyna answers academic questions. 21. Grave: Legacy; Zaine Striker returns to his childhood home. 22. Fulsome: C'oretta sorts through her parents' old promos. 23. Suit: ARR; what the Scions wore that most fateful night. 24: Free Day! 25. Call it a Day: Pre-ARR; Iron Summer contemplating his daughter. 26. Last: EW; a final conversation between ancients. 27. Sole*: Post-ShB; Thancred vs the perils of Aeryn's flip-tastic jobs. 28. Blunt: Post-ShB; working with Gaius, like it or not. 29. Contravention: EW; "In from the Cold" violates laws of nature. 30. Amity: EW; Varshahn & Aeryn discuss Thavnair & Garlemald.

Only 2 short shippy prompts all month! All 4 modern girls got a couple spotlights, various family cameos and backstories, a future prompt as is tradition, Zaine had a few posts, a few NPC-only scenes, a LOT of Endwalker, and even Ancient Icarus got a story, tying into 2021's "Destruct" prompt and how/why the siblings' souls have been connected through time and reincarnations.

A few of these are alternate takes on scenes I've touched on before, but it's interesting what a new prompt at a different time can get one to say, how we change as writers in what we focus on and how we say it.

This comes in roughly 300 words shorter than last year, at 18,493. The week of the 18-22 I had off work for my birthday, and that had the most 1k+ prompts, with a word count nearly double the other 3 full weeks. While the longer prompts are good, I'm really happy with how so many of the short ones turned out!

I was again trying to be realistic about my time, energy, not pushing free write days...and also working on an original writing project on the side, so I actually did do more writing over the month, just not FFXIV related!

(Also why some of my responses were in just under the wire...)

But this was a good break and exercise from that other writing, and let me try a few new things.

And comparing to earlier years--especially 2017 and 2018 when I was getting back onto the writing horse and feeling out my OCs--I feel like my growth as a writer, especially to be more succinct yet still evocative when needed, is evident. I've gotten a lot of practice in over time, and this challenge is one of the things that helped me get to where I can write an original story on top of my fanfic!

Breakdowns for funsies: Longest: 21 Grave; 1,652 words Shortest: 14 Clear; 106 words

Between 100-500 words: 1 Envoy; 2 Bark; 4 Off the Hook; 5 Barbarous; 7 Noisome; 8 Shed; 14 Clear; 15 Portentous; 26 Last; 27 Sole. Between 500-1000 words: 6 Ring; 11 Once Bitten, Twice Shy; 13 Check; 16 Jerk; 18 Fish Out of Water; 22 Fulsome; 23 Suit; 25 Call it a Day; 28 Blunt; 29 Contravention; 30 Amity. 1000+ words: 9 Fair; 12 Dowdy; 19 Weal; 20 Hamper; 21 Grave.

I didn't look at the totals until the end; I only checked some of the shorter ones during the challenge to see if they hit my personal "500+ words" cut off for adding a Read More to the posts.

"Grave" honestly could have been a lot shorter; I started the plot too early, and much as I like Zaine making one last visit to his childhood Nana, for the purposes of the challenge, I could have just focused on going to the lichyard to save myself time and energy, and wrote about the visit on my own another time. On the other hand, it's done now!

Not sure which is a favorite; there's a lot I like.

As usual, these will be revised at...some point (some more than others, probably) and added to Ao3, in my various series and threads.

[heikari]

TW:ED

Hi guysss! ❤️ 

Let me start by saying no❌ minors! I'm an adult, and this is my safe space and I am pro recovery fs!

LAST WARNING!! TW TW TW TW TW!!!

To preface, I want a ⭐dream bod⭐ over a certain GW so most of my GWs are based around what measurements I project to have when I get down, so I will update and lyk where I am when I get to my GWs! I also don't restrict to like crazy levels, I want to keep my metabolism high! I also exercise a ton so that's another thing... (40+ mins of 170+ BPM cardio & weightlifting 6x a week, I also am usually standing a lot of the day or walking around) I try to aim to have a minimum of 500 cals and a maximum of 1000 everyday! I do OMAD though, and it's always worked for my WL

ANYWAYS- Let's do stats!! GOALS:

○GW1: 135 (Hope to have a 26 inch wst) ○GW2: 125 (Hope to have a 25 inch wst) ○GW3: 115 (Hope to have a 24 inch wst)

WEIGHT:

○HW: 195 ○SW: 156 ○CW: 146 (Current BMI is 22.2) I carry like 99% of my BF on my tummy and back so it's sooooooooo disappointing, I also am super muscular from doing competitive sports that required me to be strong, BUT ITS TIME NOW! I'll try to update all stats weekly and keep you in the know! Also, I love anime, fit girl (NO BONESPO), and kpop thinspo so don't follow if you don't like it 🤷 ❤️ Ok anyways love you girlies stay safe ❤️

[toastedcrumbs]

About me!! TW:ED

Hi!! I'm Nana, I'm an enby (f presenting) highschool student/ballet dancer, I love kpop and working out (I hear Chloe ting cheering my fat ass up during workouts in my dreams LMAO)

Got my ana/ortho ass reported at the end of 2023 and I'm back on my weight loss journey cause those 20 pounds aren't gonna disappear by themselves!!

My interests!!

Kpop!! I'm a big multistan lmao I love so many groups and soloists, Korean and global!!

I LOVE BAKING AND COOKING FOR OTHERS!! Making other people happy AND getting rid of junk food around my house?? COUNT ME IN!!

Ballet is basically what my life is rotating around rn other than my crippling ed XD, I've been doing it since I was 3 and other than motivating my glow up, it literally distracts my goofy brain from thinking about food and eating

Working out: I love love love working out!! Burns calories and gives me a good mood boost 💕

My fav safe foods ⭐

(to clarify, I also eat other stuff but this is what I can eat in normal amounts without feeling bad about myself)

EVERYONE HAS DIFF SAFE FOODS, this is just my list!!

Sunflower seeds!! Ironically I hate oil but seeds are my fave lol

Black coffee w sweetener (yes I'm a pu$sy that can't drink straight unsweetened black coffee 💀)

Frozen grapes!! (They might be straight up sugar balls but at least they have fiber and water)

Sf chewing gum!! I don't think I need to explain it

Rice/Corn cakes ( I found some that were 6CALS EACH at a supermarket!)

Fruits and veggies in general but with some criteria: Small, fresh (no freeze dried stuff or whatever), Cooked w no oil/the least oil possible (for veggies)

Chicken breast deli slices (it's literally 63kcals per serving!!)

Unsalted air popped popcorn is the GOAT!!

STATS

(Not exactly sure about them, my scale got tampered with)

Hw: ~45kg (after a meal)

Cw: ~40kg

Gw: 39kg

Gw 2: 38kg

Gw 3: 37kg

Ugw: 36kg (THAT WAS MY LAST YEAR'S BEST!!)

Uugw: 35kg 💕💕

Workout regiment

~2hrs of various yt workouts!! 2x/day (Gainsbybrains,Pamela reif,Chloe Ting, Emi Wong and Eylem Abaci,kpop workouts or whatnot)

min 6k steps a day on weekdays, 8k min on weekends (I don't give myself a maximum,the more the merrier, I usually use a treadmill at 6-7km/hr)

HIIT full body training/tabata 2-3 times/week for 30min-1hr

I mainly train core,abs and full body (cause I do ballet already)

I SUPPORT RECOVERY, I DO NOT RECOMMEND ANYONE TO BE IN MY SAME SITUATION!! For those who are in my same place, I honestly hope you succeed at whatever you want to do!!

Stay safe💕

[loves-looking-glass-not-active]

Hello everyone! I'm back :)

I apologize for not posting since september of last year! I have missed the @n@ community so much since I've left. Since around September to last week (long time, I know) I have tried to "heal" and such. However, after starting gym class in school, I've come back to my roots because being the fat girl in gym class is embarrassing lmao.

I am also sorry for clearing out quite a few posts on this blog! In my period of "healing" I decided to abandon this blog entirely and deleted quite a bit, so sadly I can't get those back for you all :(. I must admit to you all that this isn't my main, and I am very scared to get my whole account shut down with my main blog with it.

In other news though, I gained 20 something pounds back and I'm so angry with myself. However, I am one persistent little fucker and I will get those pounds off! I will add a new stats sheet below, I'm glad to be back everyone <3

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HW: 208 lbs CW: 199 lbs GW1: 180 lbs [reward: new Lego flowers set!] GW2: 170 lbs [reward: buy South Park tapestry!] GW3: 150 lbs [reward: OHSHC Manga Box set!!] GW4: 145 lbs [reward: this Nana figure!] GW5: 130 lbs [reward: Haruhi + Tamaki plushies !!] GW6: 120lbs [reward: Clothes haul!!] UGW: 115lbs [reward: nails done up, make up/beauty haul, and Resident Evil on Xbox !!!!]

Height: 5'2

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Uh, yeah, I kind of forgot how to do these after so long lmaoo.

Name: Kat/Kit (not using my real name on here lmaooo) Prns: She/They/He Age: -18 (minor)

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Yeah! Alright, I'll keep updated as much as possible, and that's about it! Have a lovely day <3

[vampyreb0nes]

⋆⑅˚₊ introduction ⋆⑅˚₊

hi, i’m bones! i go by she/her, and i turned 20 last february.

lil things abt me :)

i’m trying to be rory gilmore

anthropology major

addicted to caffeine

i have two cats

love to read

marijuana enjoyer

mentally ill

i’ve had an 3d since i was 11, so for almost 10 years. i oscillate between recovery and relapse every so often.

for me, my 3d is a product of my anxiety and depression, it’s a coping mechanism for when times are rough. my current relapse is primarily caused by issues with my family, feelings of loneliness + worthlessness, and the stress from school, which has been making me feel out of control and grossed out with myself.

disclaimer: i do not encourage anyone to have an 3d. this blog is a symbol of my personal experience and a way to connect with others like me. this illness isn’t pretty, i have been suffering for nearly 10 years. that’s time i will never get back.

! tw stats and rules below !

weight

height: 5’3

lw: 99lbs

hw: 155lbs

sw: 135lbs

cw: 135lbs

gw1: 130lbs

gw2: 125lbs

gw3: 120lbs

gw4: 115lbs

ugw: probably dead

method

zigzag diet with c4lorie deficit

increased c4lorie deficit over time

intermittent fasting 12-18hrs 3-5 times a week

just water unless it’s coffee; no pop; limited liquid cAlories

last meal before 8pm

personal rules

don’t spend extra money on food

always have gum

drink water throughout the day

find opportunities for extra steps, but don’t fatigue

don’t eat until tasks are complete

hungry? look at th1nsp0.

exercise

daily steps

ab workout?

[slowspaceshuttle]

Oh my i have to get back on track, I've been doing so good last two-three months, and last three weeks i have not fasted nor counted how much exactly i have eaten.

New rules:

- drink atleast 2l of water EVERYDAY

- drink tea twice a day

- walk min 8000 steps

- fast time: 20/4

- no buying unnecessary cals (read -> school food and snacks)

- workout 5x/week

- daily streching and a bit of yoga

- showering with cold water (cuz damn 62cals for 15 mins is crazy)

- actually count the cals, dont just guess it

- eating only from small plates and with small utensils + eat slowly, every 3 bites = 2 minute break

- eat plenty of fruits and protein

- never eat when alone

Current stats:

hw - 53kg sw - 50.9kg

cw - 49.7kg height - 170 cm

gw - 48kg c bmi - 17.2

gw2 - 46kg

ugw - 44.5kg

[achievechamp]

Emmy Weeks 21-22 (5/19-5/31) and Monthly Round-Up

Ultros, nice of you to show up to the Make it Rain Campaign at the Gold Saucer! This second half of the month has been filled with one main thing: Big Fishing. Lots and lots of Big Fishing. And mostly failing at it. As of the time I'm writing this (6/1/24 evening) I am missing a total of 6 Big Fish in Heavensward and Stormblood (2 in HW and 4 in StB). I stayed up late last night just to get a chance to get the fish at the Mercantile Dock in Yanxia (it paid off, I did catch it!) Also, ocean fishing. I have been doing a good amount of ocean fishing. It's lots of fun :) And then yesterday I did a bunch of individual treasure maps. It was nice to do something with a guaranteed reward... Here's how the rest of May turned out:

Week 21 (5/19-5/25)

Week 22 (5/26-5/31)

Yeah all I basically did the last couple of weeks was fish. Ocean or otherwise. It's a nice thing to do in game, cause work has been a lot this month and it's nice to not have to think too much!

Here are the May Totals:

Week 21 (5/19-5/25) Total: 2 Achievements Week 22 (5/26-5/31) Total: 11 Achievements Final May Total: 40 Achievements

40 achievements at $1 is $40 for May

Here are my Lalachievement stats (as of 6/1)

Total Achievement Points: 13,950 Brynhildr Rank: #467 Global Rank: #29,621

Like Efnisien, I'm going to bring my amount per achievement down to $0.50 for June (and probably July. Depends on how fast I'm going through Dawntrail!)

[smollobsession]

Posted 27.5.

Start of the month:

Met with P in Telč. The weather was terrible :D but I had good svičkova and a good talk with my friend! I also picked up some albums she's been wanting to get rid of, and I'll pass them on to my kids who want them! woo!

As I was on the bus to get there, I passed the "pretty bridge" again and I decided to finally find it and check out the view. I was right, it's amazing! I then went on to Chodov for some more cinnabuns :D

On Sunday I went to Hlavni, thought I'd play some pogo. Honestly not many good raids but I did one and I finished a few researches so ok. I had a YUMMY pancake with ice cream.

6.5. Considering doing this

7.5. I had the most productive morning wow. first of all, i slept i think 9h so wow to that! Made and filled pancakes for C's bday, packed them up nice with skz stickers :D caught up on met gala skz gossip :D made lunch (sandwich and smoothie) bought rice and made breakfast (i researched this morning and apparently potatoes are also bad for ibs. all starches except bland ass white rice are, so, white rice it is) did most of the dishes so it's not a whole mess.

i still have pancakes left over so that's tomorrow sorted :D

i'm following what's happening in Palestine and getting ready for this week's protest. :/

but in the process i was on fb again and found this bit of typical internet discourse

8.5.

:( onigiri class for adults is full. the lady hasn't contacted me about meeting. and yesterday i made pancakes for a new friend but it turned out we weren't able to meet and my class pissed me off so i just ate the pancakes.

i'll give it till the end of this week and then i'll contact the lady asking to maybe only speak online, if meeting is too hard.

talked to my dad about this new job idea and he's enthusiasic. his idea is that if i'm looking for a bridge job, i might as well look for one in the general area (family) of they company i'd like to work for. he said oil rigs have a similar system. they are called differently tho which makes my search even more complicated.

idk why, when i talk to others about this, it seems so possible, but when i'm in my own head, it seems like a silly dream.

meanwhile, pogo gave me 2 more useless 4 stars :D i mean yay i'm happy with my collection but truly every pokemon i use and want to be good is meh :D

the animation before i could catch the diancie was fun :) but the diancie also has trash stats lol.

hello sir mr vegas sir... afterglow you say? O.O

in completely opposite news, i guess i'm happy someone put this up, even if clearly someone was Very Upset it was up.

it's nice to know that despite it all, there are SOME czech people who care.

OMG SOMEONE IS USING THE ESIM I BOUGHT!

12.5. They used a bit more!

The lady I wanted to talk to about work has rejected me. I guess my next stop is reddit :D

I had Korean on Friday and it was excellent! I then went to the agency that someone recommended to talk about potential job offers in my city and they were like "uh you should send us an email" which YEP i knew it (i tried but it got spammed).

Yesterday sure was a day. It was my mom's 11 years dethiversary. I had a weird ass dream about her of course.

I made a very hopeful meal plan for the rest of the month... fingers crossed. then went shopping for it. I also went to balkan store to get sweets for my kids, but I'll have to do more today bcs they didn't have my faves. Went to Flora to do some of my Korean HW - I have too much lol - and had a cake for breakfast... not the healthiest of choices but I was starving by that point because I didn't have breakfast at home. Saw C and said hi :D Then had a phonecall with D.

I hoped to see Aurora Borealis last night so I went to sleep early. I just slept until midnight, went out to see if anything was there - saw the city was oddly lively at midnight - didn't see AB, went back to sleep. Got a solid 9-10h last night thanks to this :D

There's a protest today, I'm getting ready and I shaved my legs :D priorities! :D

wore a dress and open sandals, no regrets, it was perfect for the weather, especially with the hat and the mask.

on my way to the protest i was on a bus and a man reached over and gave me a flower. i was confused but my kids reminded me it's mother's day!

some of them are going to the rammstein concert so the chat is buzzing :D (in the city i also saw hockey fans so wow so much stuff happening here now)

it was a good protest overall, though i felt like there were maybe fewer people than last time. sadly when we arrived there was a small group of pro isr protesters waiting for us (with cops between us, no issue) and a lady had a massive panic attack, it was kinda scary. ambulance came and helped her and i think it all ended up ok.

I went to the other balkan market later and got a burek and the rest of the sweets i want to share.

then i went to flora again to finish my homework. and have one more cake hehe

rip my feetsies :D

meanwhile... two things i'm considering. a) swimming in the local pool once a week. idk yet i'm so scared to try but :/ i want to? b) tmi but there's a big sxtoy store near the balkan market and i'm considering a toy. we'll see. honestly i'm far more concerned about the swimming... being perceived half naked is uh :(

and on a totally different note, i asked on reddit about the job and yeah... i think it's not for me. sadly. ah well.

18.5. hm so far all my attempts to socialize have been destroyed, i wonder why :D telc was good but rainy and i ended up being 1h late. my local friend wasn't in for pancakes. last week i made plans for pub quiz and then i locked my card by typing in the wrong number 3 times as i was trying to withdraw ca$h for the quiz master. Sigh. Even the fun lesson i planned with that one class ended up being with only half of us!

Now I joned a pogo group for bounsweet community day... let's see if i manage ><

some other adventures have been happening tho! I managed to try corncob - why sweet? and i found a taiyaki place that i really like!

yesterday before korean (since i had to leave early to unblock my card......) i was bored and it was raining so i found myself in the small botanical garden which currently has a succulents exhibit.

I did buy a smol one :) and it inspired me to clean my plants too so i did some of that yesterday and today.

After Korean I ended up at the Nepalese Indian place and had a great lunch. Omg their food is so good sob.

In fandom news, Jeff is in Sweden. I'm fine.

And this vid of Khao by First just melted me. Sometimes when people take pictures or even draw people they love you can just see how they see them and it's wonderful.

And I made plans with P for next weekend! I'm exciteeed!

It's spring here and plants are pretty <3

21.5. I've exercised 3 days in a row so that's nice.

On Sunday i did go to the center to meet up with the pogo group i follow on discord. i managed to speak to absolutely no one and even the pic we took hasn't been posted so there's like 0 evidence i was there. well, i got some codes from the leader so that. sigh, i'm so bad at this.

i got my period and bled all over everything again, despite a tampon and a pad. so now i'm washing all my sheets and protectors. happy tuesday to me.

27.5. last Thursday I joined the Pub Quiz group and had a good time and wasn't totally useless. Just got another confirmation I should have more faith in myself.

Evaluations sent and I'm slowly wrapping up the school year. (Omg today I talked to S*'s mom and I was so awkward lorde why am I like thissss aaaa)

Ugh ANYWAY. This weekend P visited! We did some good (and some mid :D ) food tasting, went to a medieval fair and visited the castle!

When she left, I got on a tram and spent an hour just traveling and reading. I'm reading Natsume's book of friend's finally and I still love it as much as I did originally. Such an underrated manga.

Did my homework in a cafe and had some cake :) and then did my shopping for the week.

Wednesday will be my last Full Day at work. It's really hard saying bye to some of the kids. sG said today that he'll continue if I'm not the teacher. He will be really busy and he would have made time for me but now he's not sure. I almost wept yo. Teens.

PS. I tried a new form where I write more often and keep it in a draft. I like it... but I wonder if it'll post without errors hahaha

[kuiinncedes]

damn bro imagine if i could do more than like 30 mins of work in like 3 hours

[factoringpractice]

gefdwkmasiomqwsk we just officially finished every unit of ap stats last week .-.

im doing the second to last hw of this year for stats

im going to miss staying up to mess around w/ my ti84 that i stole from my bitch teacher (calc)

[luvrunfall14]

Im back! I have trying on and off to lose weight the last year. I gained more back through the winter months...sigh. But im back at it! Been following a plan for the last 2 in half weeks. Here are my new stats, they are depressing but its ok at least I am doing something about it!

HT 5"8

Hw: 209lbs

New SW: 196.6lbs

CW: 190.2lbs

GW1: 186lbs

GW2: 181lbs

GW3: 177lbs

GW4: 171lbs

UGW5: 165-167lbs

I am hoping by my birthday in late October to be close to UGW. I can do it if I just stay consistent. Even if I have a bad day, I just have to remember to get right back on track. I am also training for an Ultra marathon which is on my birthday. I am very excited!

[totallykel]

fun fact, college has made me illiterate!

[karoiseka]

FFXIVWrite2021 Master List

Welp, I got another year fully done, all 31 entries.

Yes, I’m proud that I did, despite feeling like from the first week I was running a loosing battle in time and... talent.  I’m glad I got these out, glad I got things written, and new things figured out.  I do really like several of these, so I’m not all down on myself about it.  I was basically out of spoons as I finished the month, and probably should have just let it be, but I was being stubborn.  I do hope that those that read, enjoyed.  Thank you again to @sea-wolf-coast-to-coast for hosting such an amazing list once more!!  I do look forward to this!!  

Already posted to AO3 HERE! 

Soul Memories:

1) Foster:  Pre-Calamity, Karo meets Seirlait and Feophaux

2) Aberrant: 5.3 Spoilers for Kar’azem Story

3) Scale: Late base ARR, Karo has some insecurities.

4) Baleful: 5.55 Technically with a small reference, Karo and Tataru silliness

5) Free Day 1: 5.0 Spoilers, Rak’tika-ish timeframe.

6) Avatar:  5.3 Spoilers for Kar’azem, MSQ is second major solo duty in SB

7) Speculate: 2.5-ish Spoilers.  A now-deleted MSQ mini-questline! Karo/Tataru

8) Adroit: 5.3 Spoilers.  Karo/G’raha shippy lemony goodness

9) Friable: 5.0-5.1 Spoilers.  Karo/G’raha shippy softness

10) Heady: Late HW Spoilers, Karo/Thancred firsts and softness

11) Preaching to the Choir:  5.0 generic spoilers.  Karo and Ardbert

12) Free Day 2: 5.0 generic spoilers, Karo and Ardbert

13) Oneirophrenia: Karo at the Calamity

14) Commend: 5.3 Spoilers for Kar’a, Hythlodaeus and Hades

15) Thunderous: 5.0 Spoiler (generic) for Thancred x Karo Song lyrics!

16) Crane: 2.1-ish, Karo with Urianger, teasing about backstory

17) Destruct: No real time frame, poor Karo in the kitchen.

18) Devil’s Advocate: 5.0 Spoilers, Karo and Ardbert in Amaurot

19) Free Day 3: 4.0 Spoilers, Karo and Hien bonding (special guest Lyse)

20) Petrichor: 5.3 Spoilers for more than just Kar’a and Convocation talk

21) Feckless: Pre-Cal Karo family!

22) Fluster: Late HW, Tataru teasing Karo after #10 Heady!

23) Soul:  5.3 Spoilers, Karo and her crystal(s)

24) Illustrious:  5.3 Spoilers for Kar’a, Final Days

25) Silver Lining:  5.3 Technically mild spoilers, Karo unwraps and old gift

26) Free Day 4:  5.1 Spoilers, Karo reflecting on Gaius

27) Benthos:  4.0, Karo freaking out Hien and Lyse to the rescue

28) Bow: 4.0 Spoilers, Seirlait still finds a way to take care of his girl

29) Debonair: 3.2-3ish Spoilers, Karo gets surprised

30) Abstracted: 5.55 Spoilers, Karo and the Scions at home

31) Free Day 5: Late ARR, attempted poetry once more

Stats and some more commentary under the cut!

I actually somehow wrote almost 600 more words this year than last, though I swore I only wrote half as much.  I think my favorites were Heady, Oneirophrenia, Avatar, Illustrious, and Silver Lining all for different reasons.  I had quite the little sappy set up there in the beginning of the second week, and kinda went a bit more angsty for the rest.  I did... notice this and attempted some happier stuff near the end.  I wrote most of this at work, or super late at night, and probably pushed myself a bit more than I should have.

The shortest was the last one, the poetry of course at only 57 Words.

Longest was Heady at 1630

I really liked talking about Karo’s dads, and I do have... reunion setting and ideas in my head, but I kinda need Endwalker to come out so I have the proper lore setting without messing anything up (or time) because I do like to stick mainly to the big plot points/timeframes even if I take some liberties.

I also wanna give a little mini-shout out to the Writer’s Lounge of @onyrica​’s Discord, and three of the best cheerleaders I could have asked for: @autumnslance​ , @elveny​, and @sami-at-ciela​ .  I think some of the comments you left me there are honestly what kept me going this month, and I truly appreciate it with all my heart.   THANK YOU.