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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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Yippie its time for uncovering ~cult memories~ /s

#i wish i was joking so bad right now #im not gonna lie im starting to get really scared that i havent been anonymous enough on here #its probably ok im sure its fine 😅#remembering the faith healing atm #i feel like that was probably really fucked up #also think i might have had an exorcism...?#which is uh. traumatic. yeah

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punkeropercyjackson · 2 months

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'We need to get weirder about gender!!!'You guys can't even handle femme transmascs who don't wanna be called f*mboys,binary feminine trans women or fucking afab she/theys

#no actually i don't an afab nonbinary girl is being 'bioessentialist' by making innocent jokes about she/theys often being femmes #where she dosen't even mention agab and is actively pro transfem or that tgirlypops are 'reinventing the gender binary' with egg jokes #and celebrating the girlhood they've created to reclaim transfeminism to make a safe community that's butch inclusive to begin with #as transfems are always pro all gender presentations for their sisters or female brothers depending on how butch they are #and as an afrolatino bigender and genderfluid transmasc who's super pastel and kiddy due to audhd and helping myself cope #nobody's ever been weirder about my manhood than white transandrodorks.i'm not a tma slur you appropriated i'm a 'tboygirl' is what i slang #y'all hate trans femmes regardless of what direction we're trans in(though transfems get it the way worst)when we have standards #unlike y'all self-proclaimed 'boylosers'.very fitting but not affectionaly and i'd never settle for it because my best friend now girlfriend #wouldn't let me just as i won't her.YOU might find femininity bad but your experiences aren't more 'real' trans than ours manly mras #'queer women and f*mboys are so mean'throw shit and we'll make you wish you'd shallowed it instead of spewing it on us.man up bitch #femmephobia #trans #transgender #trans rights #transmasc #demigirl #bigender #genderfluid #black femme #transfem #trans women #transfem rights #nonbinary #agender #girlflux #femme4femme #butch4femme #femme4butch #💌#summerposting

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ambiguousdisorderken · 2 years

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something tumblr loves to do is recreating the big bad straw man vegan because it's easier than reevaluating your beliefs and god forbid changing your habits, again and again and again and ag

#oh yes this is about the vegan to ecofasc post #so we are ecofascists because we do not support animal abuse???#get this. veganism is For the animals. first and foremost.#they are not objects. we do not own them. they do not exist to benefit us humans. we are not entitled to their bodies.#yes! i too used to say oh i could never go vegan. but it's not about me. it's about them. i dont want baby chickens to be ground to death #i dont want cows to be raped again and again just so i can drink milk from their udders wtf #i dont want whales and dolphins to be sentenced to a lifetime inside a tank with no contact with their kin #i dont want another ryder lying on the streets of new york because he was exploited so tourists could prance around #i dont want beagles or rats or monkeys suffering inside laboratories getting experiments done on them #animals do not exist so we can abuse them #i loved fried chicken too much and my favorite food was sushi and i didnt see animals as beings #and all i see now is the mass suffering that we cause and im ashamed and i wish people on this goddamn website understood #because when i was at the supermarket someone made a joke pointing to the dead bodies of baby turkeys frozen and wrapped up in plastic #and they thought it was funny and i would've thought so too before. and now it's just . a fridge with corpses. and we had no right.#and it's victims you're making fun of. it's not vegans.#now go post in support of all other social movements. as long as they're human-centered of course #vegan #boohoo to anyone and everyone getting mad at this or saying i missed the point . i did not .#the only time carnists reblog vegan posts is when said post puts veganism in a bad light. pleather or quinoa or almond milk or ???#oh but dont you dare compare humans to animals!! why the fuck not . antivegs will be the first ones to say animals eat other animals.#im so tired so fucking tired and it's this tumblr toxic troll behavior whenever veganism is mentioned

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some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat · 4 months

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I've just decided that the talking skeleton is not only a Jewish convert after connecting with their body's old life as a Jew but also a trans woman

Ok so for clarification, a Jewish man dies and is buried by loved ones. A necromancer uses his skeleton to create a minion, but the minion is for some reason or another eventually given a soul and free will, but is a completely separate consciousness from the original Jew. The skeleton feels bad about using someone else's corpse for their body, which probably leads to a whole Thing with suicidal ideation, but they eventually learn more about the Jew and they connect with him and his relationship with Judaism and they find reasons to continue to exist and eventually decide to convert to Judaism. Also! Although the original Jew was a cis man, the new soul turns out to be a woman, which she eventually figures out too.

I love her so much and I want to know more about her feelings about her identity what do you mean I have to make those feelings up myself I wanna talk to her

#sfw #personal #Moth Wizard #tw death #cw death #I don't know if this entirely holds up but still #WAIT. SLAP ME IF THIS IS A BAD IDEA BUT WHAT IF HER NAME IS ברכה BECAUSE. HIS MEMORY IS A BLESSING AND IT'S HER SHE LIVES IN HIS MEMORY #I DON'T KNOW IF THAT WORKS BUT NOW I'M REALLY ATTACHED I LOVE HER SO MUCH. ברכה. THAT'S A NAME RIGHT. I LOVE HER.#I WISH MY BOYFRIEND WAS AWAKE TO ANSWER MY QUESTIONS BUT HE'S NOT I'LL FIND OUT TOMORROW I NEED TO SLEEP BUT. I LOVE HER.#TO BE CLEAR NONE OF THIS IS A JOKE I COULD BE INTERPRETED AS SCREAMING BECAUSE I THINK I THOUGHT OF A FUNNY JOKE #I'M VERY SERIOUS AND SINCERE ABOUT THIS I'M JUST EXCITED BECAUSE I LOVE HER AND I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO NAME CHARACTERS

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tangents-within-tangents · 2 months

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I'm SO TIRED of being insecure about my art!

I'm so tired of my limitations and how every time I draw I can feel them holding me back

It's so frustrating how that will actually stop me from even trying sometimes, bc I KNOW that's dumb and I'll never get better if don't make things, but it's just so discouraging!

I'm so tired of how my creative productivity can never keep up with my ideas and inspiration

I'm tired of this ever-growing list of things I want to but probably never will draw bc it just takes so long and even if I could stay motivated I won't have time

I'm tired of trying to build up confidence and convince myself to be at peace with the process and stop comparing myself to others

I'm tired of almost instantly seeing everything wrong with a piece, sometimes before I even finish it

I just want my skill to be at the level where it can successfully bring my visions to life but I don't know how to GET it there

#and it's like wow with all this pressure you're putting on yourself no wonder its hard to draw #yeah great but what am i supposed to DO about it bc the result is that i'm still not drawing and won't get any better!#ughh #it comes and goes in waves #and we're in a bad wave rn i guess #like i have genuinely made a lot of progress with the perfectionist mindset within the past year #but the self-encouragement is just hard to maintain right now #I know there's no race or time limits in life and all that #but I thought I'd be so much further than I am by now #I have so many aspirations and I'm tired of being held back by myself #art #artists on tumblr #artist problems #vent #ahhh #help?#i'm tired of relying so heavily on reference pics and agonizing over getting it right just for it to end up so stiff anyway #i wish I had more flow and instinct #i've had anatomy studies on my to-do list for no joke like 3 years!

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rainingincale · 5 months

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#this is something i usually wouldnt do because i really struggle talking about shit like this because of things that have happened to me in #the past but anyways #i really need white people to understand that a lot of stuff you enjoy and are able to love has bothered poc for years. muslims.#specifically im thinking of eurovision just because i keep seeing stuff like oh i love eurovision but we have to boycott its the right thing #to do!! and while i appreciate people Finally coming to that fucking conclusion. ever since i forst ever watched it the fact that israel #competed and consistently performed so well with votes etc always bothered me so much. but it was popular. everyone watches it #so you sit and try to bear and endure #idk what im trying to say by this #i guess i just want people to be more conscious and look around them #is there a reason certain spaces are mostly filled with white people? is this a place where poc could even be welcomed or feel safe. most of #the time the answer is no. i think especially with the Slow rise of south asian actors in western media and seeing the way people are #constantly bullied. and even just watching some of my childhood shows/movies and seeing the amount of racist jokes. like i always thought i #knew how bad it was. but being reminded. idk. racism just fucking sucks and i wish white people were able to care about it more without #complaining about their comfort. maybe theres a reason youre uncomfortable #i will probably delete this but for now and for whoever sees this ✌️#le text post

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thedeadthree · 2 years

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— HOW DOES YOUR OC CRY?

TAGGED BY the loveliest @echo3-1 to take this uquiz for a few dears! ty ty so much macy! <3

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SILENT

a lot has happened to you. its demoralizing, i know. you cry with your head leaning against the wall, tears streaking your face. your lip quivers but your mouth stays firmly closed. you keep your problems to yourself to not bother anyone.

FRUSTRATED

so many big things have happened that a little one sets you off. your angry and that anger turns to hot tears. you scream in frustration and try to verbally or physically release all of the anger by yelling/throwing things. eventually you fall into a pile on the floor full of brokenness.

SOB

you are a sob. youve been through so much and the pain has finally caught up to you. you make soft broken noises as you cry. your life has been hard and everythings piled up on you, and in this moment it becomes too much. you sob for a few minutes before the tears stop and you just lay in pain. one of the worst cries.

HAPPY

a lot may have happened to you, but in this moment it doesnt matter. everything will fall into place as God [the seven] intends it to. you know you will be okay, because whatever caused this cry is how it needs to be. the future is bright and so is your renewed sense of hope.