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#im ngl i didnt know what i was doing for half of this. i kinda just disassociated and locked in
youredreamingofroo · 5 months
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Roo as Benson from The Passenger (2023)
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( Progression pics under the cut :) )
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loud-sturniolos · 5 months
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Crush, 1
A Chris Sturniolo fic
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SUMMARY:
Chris finally realises he has a crush on his brothers best friend, and once he acknowledges it, the universe seems to be hellbent on making things awkward.
WARNINGS:
kinda cringe ngl😻, uses of Y/N, loosely based on Crush Culture by Conan Gray, sexual themes + male masturbation but no actual sex!(..yet), pet names, very badly written smut, not proof read, kind of a cliffhanger (bc I didnt know how to end it💀)
TROPES:
Friends to lovers, one bed, best friends brother.
A/N: I haven’t written in a while, writers block and depression kicking my ass rn🥲 Btw, Matt comforting Chris is so shit, im not good at writing stuff like that; sorryyy
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It was 2:43AM, Chris, Matt, Nick & Y/N were still up, the TV played quietly in the background as they all sat in the living room.
Nick let out a loud yawn, tapping Y/N’s forearm. “When are you gonna go to bed?” He asks curiously, “Uh, I’ll go do my skincare now so we can sleep soon.” Nick hums in acknowledgment, getting up and following Y/N to his bathroom to help her with skincare.
After a few minutes of Matt and Chris being alone, the younger brother sits up and looks at Matt over his phone. “Matt?” He says gently, a hint of nervousness in his voice. “What’s up, Chris?” Matt mumbles, still mostly focused on playing Clash of Clans on his phone. “I think I like Y/N.” The younger brunet blurts out, not knowing how to start the conversation. Matt’s eyes widen, immediately his eyes go to Chris’s subtly flushed face. Matt stays silent for a moment, unsure of what to say.
“Is.. that a bad thing?” He finally says in a caring tone after a beat of silence, “I..” Chris stutters, staring down at his lap as he thinks. “I don’t want it to be a bad thing.” He replies. “Then why don’t you tell her?” Matt has now moved to sit next to Chris, rubbing his younger brothers arm comfortingly. “I can’t do that. What if it ruins our friendship? What if she doesn’t like me back? What if I don’t actually like her? What if I me-“ Chris starts rambling anxiously, which Matt cuts off by shoving his hand over Chris’s mouth. “Dude. Calm down. It’s fine, you’re fine.” He says bluntly, but clearly with brotherly love. Chris mumbles a “sorry..” through Matt’s hand, “Chris, shes your best friend. If she does, it wont ruin your friendship. Promise.” Before Chris could reply, Y/N walked back downstairs. “Chris, I’m using your shower.” She says casually as she walks through the room, then towards Chris’s bathroom as Nick’s shower can be heard being turned on elsewhere in the house.
Matt stood up after a few minutes of silence, “I’m gonna go to bed.” He said, glancing at Chris. “Me too, night Matt.” Chris stands up too, both the men walking to their respective rooms.
After half an hour, Chris hears his bedroom door open. He glances up and sees Y/N stood at the door in a bra and pyjama shorts, and all the blood immediately starts rushing down south, and to his pale cheeks. He cleared his throat, “Uh.. can I help you with anything?” He mumbled, trying not to stare right at his best friends chest which was on full display. “I forgot my pyjama shirt, can I borrow one of your shirts?” She asked, oblivious to his distraction. “Can you not borrow one of Nick’s?” He says with a raised eyebrow, but still climbing out the bed and getting her a shirt. “I’m pretty sure Nick’s asleep, I don’t want to wake him up.” She replies, walking over to take the shirt out Chris’s hands and pull it over her head. A subtle smile tugged at Chris’s lips, “So, where are you sleeping then?” He asked curiously, glancing down at the shorter girl as she readjusted her hair out the shirt. “I’ll just sleep on the sofa.” The girl replied with a nonchalant shrug. Chris raised an eyebrow and gently grabbed her elbow, pulling her just a bit closer. “You can sleep in my bed, it’s big enough for 2. I don’t want you to sleep on the uncomfy couch.” He said softly, smiling slightly at the girls slightly flustered expression. “..okay.” She mumbled shyly, following Chris to the bed.
“I like seeing you in my shirt.” Chris said without thinking, a blush immediately covering his and Y/N’s face. Y/N stayed silent, unsure of how to reply. Chris stayed silent too, quietly cursing to himself in embarrassment. After a few minutes, Chris can hear Y/N’s breathing softening. He glances over to see her peacefully asleep, and so he decided to try sleep too.
The next morning, Chris wakes up first. He pauses when he feels a weight on top of him, looking down he sees Y/N with her head on his shoulder, one arm around his waist, and one leg thrown over his hips, her knee placed right on top of his erection. Chris’s face turned a bright red, a small groan leaving his lips as he tried to subtly shift Y/N off him, but of course, Y/N wakes up.
“Fuck..” Chris whispers to himself, gently nudging Y/Ns knee off his crotch and making sure to keep his throbbing hard on away from her. “G’morning..” The girl grumbled, clearly still half asleep. “Morning.. I need a shower.” Chris says, standing up and grabbing a shirt before bolting out his room and towards his bathroom.
Chris quickly strips and gets into the shower, he debates for a moment about turning the shower cold, but he decides not too. Instead, his hand trails down and slowly wraps around his shaft, a low moan leaving his plump pink lips as he slowly starts to stroke it.
His mind is full of fantasies, and memories, all of Y/N. He starts to stroke faster, harder, his hips thrusting into his fist. His free hand holds up his weight against the shower wall, biting his bottom lip to muffle the moans. “F- fuck, ma..” He groaned as he finished, the sticky white substance going down the drain with the water quickly.
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A soft sigh leaves Y/N’s lips as she stands up from Chris’s bed, she wandered out Chris’s room after brushing her hair. She heard the shower turn off in Chris’s bathroom and decided to do her skincare in his bathroom instead of Nick’s, so she went towards the door and knocked gently. “Yeah?” Chris yelled through the door, assuming it was Matt or Nick. Y/N walked in without thinking, only to be met with Chris naked stepping out the shower. Both paused, a bright red spreading across Chris’s pale cheeks and up his ears. Y/N, after getting over the shock, tried her best to not look at Chris’s on-display crotch. Chris scrambled and grabbed a towel as Y/N turned and quickly left the room, yelling a “sorry!” as she bolted down the hall. Chris quickly tugged his boxers and sweatpants on before bolting after Y/N. “Wait- Y/N!” He yelled after her.
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@sturnioloshacker @sturnsbabie (hope y’all don’t mind being tagged😞)
PART 2 ::
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EP 4 was just mostly talking and conversations, but there was so much depth THAT I MUST TALK ABOUT IT.
I could literally feel the anguish exuding out of Sally trying to teach Percy to swim
Ngl i was a lil skeptical about azrien’s acting but hearing that scream changed everything
“Hey, you still sleeping?” “Yes” she’s so relatable i love it
i thought we were going to wait until the zebra truck scene for the trauma bonding but we got some of it now which is cool and also makes me wonder whether they’re going to take it to a whole level in the zebra truck scene
I kinda like how annabeth knows so much about grover their dynamic in the show is just so chef’s kiss
I dont know if the whole “thalia made me earn it” thing is canon but its an interesting spin on their dynamic
Grover is such a mood pls shoutout to grover (this episode focused a lil more on percy and annabeth’s dynamic)
Its interesting how they changed frederick chase in the show. In the book frederick never wanted annabeth but in the show frederick loved annabeth. It makes more sense now that percy asks her to go back especially in the books, that was very controversial to have annabeth seem like she was overexaggerating about what she went through with them
i was waiting for them to introduce the searcher pan stuff i almost thought they’d erased it, thankfully they brought it up
ANNABETH’S FACE WHEN THE COP CALLED HER A “LITTLE GIRL” LEAH YOU’RE A ROCKSTAR
Medusa>>>>echidna in the show IM SORRY ECHIDNA WOULDN’T STOP TALKING
The architect in annabeth is coming out i hope she explicitly talks about it later on
I don’t think the writers knew what to do with grover when percy and annabeth were talking so they just made annabeth a little unnecessarily rude for some reason?? At least its better than the movies, where annabeth and grover just WALK AWAY from hermes and percy
i didnt expect the random posh voice it threw me off but it was so funny
OK but can someone help me with this? Percy in this scene says “i have a gift” to annabeth? Could someone pls explain? What gift?
Last episode i was cringing at the screen at percy for the “can’t we just call your mom?” This episode i was cringing at the screen for annabeth’s “you wanna say hi to your dad :))))” these kids have no sense of touchy subjects do they
you’ve done so much more to me in the past few days than poseidon has done in my whole life. If i have to stick with somebody, i—“ “be careful, you were about to call me a friend” THIS DIALOGUE IS SO PRECIOUS ITS WORTH A BILLION DOLLARS
Im suspicious about the percabething this series is doing so far, i feel like its too early, its giving me a feeling that there’s going to be some big angst thats going to happen later on to break the world
When Percy fell, i was genuinely thinking he was going to give annabeth a hug lol (“wow annabeth no you are my friend!!” Something like that)
alexa play jump and fall by ts
I love that they’re expanding the consequences that came with sending medusa’s head to olympus, and how it negatively impacted annabeth, which will probably turn angsty later on
Also, percy looks half dead
The plan to push annabeth into the stairs was executed so smoothly wow
i like they are exploring the very concerning side of percy too, the part of him thats like “im the useless one im ready to die no probs” ALSO THALIA PARALLELS THEY’RE DEF GONNA TOUCH ON THAT NEXT EPISODE
i like how the water grabbed percy like a little tunnel
Its so funny how the nereid says poseidon’s name and percy just starts struggling more like “HELL NO”
THE PARALLELS OF THE START OF THE EPISODE OF PERCY TELLING SALLY TO BREATHE AND THE END OF THE EPISODE OF NEREID TELLING PERCY TO BREATHE
What the heck is that throne thing? Why is percy turning golden? What is happening? HUGGGGGG!! (Too early, as i said), oh look ares—OMG ITS ARES!!
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louscartridge · 2 years
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dating rachel roth hdcns
rachel roth x gn reader
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a/n- ngl i kinda gave up on proof reading like half way through so my bad lol. also i say ‘or’ ‘you guys’ ‘whall’ (thats not a fucking word sky stop saying it stupid) ‘and’ and a shit ton of other words in this alot and im aware its annoying so once again. my bad.
cw- established relasionship, arguments, fluff, cuddling, using of ‘i love you’, rachel having a hard time expresing her emotions, reader has powers (breifly mentiond), jellousy, crying, jason and hank being asses, gar being your +1, fighting (titans), back scratches, idk is some 11 year old fr gonna come for me if i dont say evreything? fuck off.
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-on your first official date you guys watched old cartoons
-when it started getting late you switched to horror movies
- when you switched to horror, you watched them correctly. in the dark. no lights, other then what was coming from the tv.
-both yours and rachels favorite food, snacks and drinks were there
-rachel is really touch starved, so as soon as you guys started dating, she started being really touchy
-shes a very cuddly and physically affectionate person
-her favorite cuddling positions are; spooning, facing each other holding hands, and her laying on your lap whall you play with her hair
-she doesnt really know how to talk about how she feels about you, without her thinking it sounds ‘cheesy’ or something, so shell just stick to you and hope you get what shes saying without saying it (you do)
-despite that, she does say 'i love you' all the time
-speaking of which, she said 'i love you' first
-you guys were having an argument
-you were mad at jason cause he kept 'flirting' with rachel 
-she got mad because she felt like you didnt trust her
-"even if he was flirting with me, i wasent flirting with him! and you should trust me enough that i wouldnt and dont want him."
-she got worried that you were gonna leave
-"wait! no y/n dont go please i love you-"
-you were surprised she stated verbal affection
-you smiled and slowly walked towards her
-she was still crying
-you whispered "i love you too rachel" whall stroking her cheek bones with your thumbs and kissed her
-you spent the rest of the day cuddling eachother with a book, whispering 'i love you's and other reissuances 
-jason and hank would always nag you, gar, and rachel all the time 
-"wait whos dating who again?" - jason
-"i think theyre just all dating each other" - hank
-you guys didnt think it was the worrrst thing ever-
-both of you love to wear each others clothes
-when dick does the laundry, he sometimes doesnt know whos clothes are who
-"hey rach, is this yours or y/n's?" 
-"mhmm doesnt matter, itll end up being worn by both of us either way."
-you would match your hair color with each other sometimes
-sometimes with gar too
-adjusting rachels jewelry all the time
-when your holding hands sometimes youll realize that the clasp of her bracelet is in the front or something 
-"that tickles! what are you doing?"
-"im fixing your bracelet"
-youll do it with her necklaces too
-if shes cooking or just walking around the house or whenever you happen to notice it you walk up to her and turn her necklace so the clasp is in the back and/or the charm or whatever is in the middle.
-after a while she knows what your doing, so when you walk up to her, she just stops walking or whatever and looks at you with a slight smile on her face as you shift it
-on the subject of jewelry, she definitely gets you guys matching jewelry for your anniversary
-or your birthday 
-or if she sees them in the store or something and likes them shell suprise you with them.
-mall.dates.
-just walking around the mall whether its window shopping or you actually get stuff -your guys' second date was actually at the mall
-dick gave rachel money and told you guys to have a break and hang out -dick and the rest of the titans took care of any fights or anything that went down that day
-a few of your mall dates tho you guys had to be dragged away for a fight -gar 'third wheeling' alot
-although he says 'you guys are good with making me feel....less- more un-third wheely'
-back scratches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-whenever she has a rough day controlling her powers
-or you guys had a hard day with fighting as titans
-at the end of the day you would give each other back scratches
-music would be playing the entire time
-the two of you would alternate, taking turns sitting on the edge of the bed and getting back scratches
-you and rachel would end up falling asleep on each other
-you were at the edge of the bed and she was slumped against you, arms semi draped over your shoulders
-dick and kory are your guys' biggest shippers
-shipped you guys before you even got together
-forehead kisses. all.the.time.
-from both of you
-you love giving them
-she loves giving them
-whenever you guys are sitting on a couch or next to each other or something like that she likes to run her fingers up and down your spine
-in the beginning of your relationship you argued kinda often because she was scared she was gonna hurt you so she tried to push you away
-once she learned that you have powers too, she felt a little better
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ok im so sorry this is so much ill shut up now.
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starofhisheart · 11 months
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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR OFMD S2 EP6-7 under the cut
Ok, that was A LOT. I have so many feelings but no coherence so i'm gonna do this bullet point form but def not in order, just in order of me remembering wtf happened lol
-IZZY AND WEE JOHN IN DRAG!!!!! Wee John looked STUNNING with that Divine-esque appearance and Izzy had that transmasc drag king kind of thing going on (iykyk) that made me love him even more
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-Izzy singing LA VI EN ROSE took me tf out!!! i'm glad he got to finish it after the *ahem* distractions bc Con's voice is so beautiful I could listen to it forever. We better get it in the album!!! Also someone posted the lyrics translated and i cannot get over the lyrics:
"It's him for me,/And me for him, for life/He told me, he swore to me, for life"
-But not only was he singing the second half had fucking gentlebeard doing the dirty in the next room asdfghjkl which.....was hot, ngl. The passion was electrifying. I'm sorta glad we didnt rlly see it with everything that happened after bc it all kinda left a bad taste in my mouth.
Also Stede Bonnet canonically gets turned on by violence confirmed
Or trauma. Whatever.
-What else happened in ep 6 cause all i can think of is drag and singing and sex-
-oh yeah there was that shortlived sexually-charged torturer who i distinctly recall him being in another scene in the promo so unless that got the cut perhaps he's not dead...?
-Lupete missing all the action cause they were doing the nasty all night lmao so real
-Jim best wingman (gender neutral)
-Stede...Stedey boy, can I call u that? Now i'm gonna say this nicely, but WHAT THE FUCK DUDE? Stede in his white guy w undue confidence era fr. Zheng Yi Sao was so right for what she did truly
-But in all seriousness i feel like this whole thing in ep 7 was such a parallel to s1 but also a very necessary bit of conflict in their journey together that was bound to happen. THey want different things and neither is wrong or right for that. Stede did react poorly tho but like he just had sex w the love of his life, his first man, and Ed the very next day is like "aight i'm out". I'd be pissed too. After killing someone which we know is a big trigger for him historically.
But Ed also had a valid reaction. He's wanted to retire for a while and stede knows this but it hasn't seemed to have sunk in quite yet. He fears that Stede only sees Blackbeard and...its fair of him to have that impression tbh. These are two messy, traumatized dudes who have never had a real relationship and there's gonna be bumps. I hope we get s3 so we can better explore that like Djenks wants.
-Ok back to the fun stuff:
-Izzy barging in on GB and the docking joke. love his cringefail ass.
-IZZY IS HAPPY FOR ED EVEN IF ITS NOT WITH HIM
#growth
-the edizzy apology which was so typical of them. i expected it but bc i'd been building it up in my head all week w twitter pals it felt a bit anticlimactic but thats not the shows fault. it was very much in character and if they're satisfied so am i. i always have fic for more
-stizzy commiserating over losing ed pls thats all i've ever wanted!!!!!
izzy: "when i told him i loved him he-"
stede, like he's heard this story before: "shot u yes"
and the look they gave each other after!!!!! stizzy nation how we feelin?!
-izzy being like "stede no" when he was on his macho bullshit w zheng yi sao (also motivated by trauma bc he just lost ed, he cant lose MORE family!!!). i just like how protective iz seems of stede now.
-izzy''s "you're good for him" CRYING THROWING UP ETCETERA
-ed catching 1 fish and deciding thats his life now. adhd realness fr
-the swede whew is it hot in here or is that just jackie's effect on her husbands?
-jackie and ed actin like old friends. swede highkey shading ed adfghjkl
-anyway im sure there's more but i need to rewatch. there r things i wont go into bc its possible spoilers for the finale (tho its mostly just speculation some is based on bts not everyone may have seen). i am looking forward to and terrified for the show to end next week thats all i'll say
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twistedyapping · 22 days
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my experience with health n wellness n stuff
so i started adding weights alongside my cardio, changing my cardio routine just slightly, and changing my diet a tad like 3 months ago or so now-
i didnt do it to lose weight or anything, i did it to build muscle and also hopefully stop fighting god on the shitter- i basically just started doing it to do it bc like. Why not.
and real shit ever since i started really bryan johnsoning and david gogginsing life my whole everything has absolutely skyrocketed-
n im not gonna be one of those ppl that's like "LIFT OR DIE!!!!! EXERCISE OR U SUCK!!!!" Bc like if u have a solid reason why u cant, dw abt it- but in my experience since i changed all this stuff, my self esteem and confidence (and even 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 vibes) and Everything has just absolutely skyrocketed for the better-
Like i was someone who got winded bringing the groceries in the house (And i could hold like 4 light bags max), and if i like squatted down to the floor for any reason, it was a Full Body exercise to get myself back up to stand.
now i can literally get up and down using Only My Legs which is how it should be!!! And the other day i carried HALF the grocery load in the house and wasn't even winded!!!!!! Like that little shit is just so fucking worth it bro it makes u feel so much better abt literally everything in life
and i have visible muscle now!!! Im not a twig like i can actually do shit!!! And after being known as the skinny as a rail twig with no muscle for like my whole life, you have no clue how great being able to overhead press 21.5lbs Multiple Times feels for me- And like that's probably not a whole lot of weight for a lot of ppl, but mannnn i started with 16lbs and was DYING.
i can also fucking glute bridge 60lbs Like that's CRAZY to me and ya ya the hips r the powerhouse of the cell But i started with 54.5lbs. That is also insane to me.
the thing is like i literally never knew my own strength, like the small amount i already had, and i also never knew how to Increase it until now- And now i just feel more in tune with my body and even my mind like- idk everything is just Good and Better.
ya i got some days where i dont rly feel like eating bryan johnson food like quinoa n shit But other days i literally get hyped for it. and i measure my food n shit like-
and i was allergic to the idea of measuring my food n stuff at first- i genuinely hated the idea because i didnt want to find out i was getting like 0 nutrients per day i was PETRIFIED bc i was always told i eat like an ipad kid-
well turns out i actually Do get a lot of nutrients every day and even more now- and i dont measure my food to hit a specific amount of calories, i just measure it to know what im getting out of it- im not counting strands of spaghetti tryna make sure it's EXACTLY 116 grams, but hitting that double serving 232g dead on is satisfying ngl- Or cutting exactly 1oz of cheese- Like it's just fun 4 me idk
and i understand it's not fun for some ppl and that's 100% okay, i am not here to preach the fitness gospel, im just here to share my experience bc i enjoy yapping abt things
im not going the full mile like perfect everything, measuring every single thing on my body like bryan johnson (no shade, he's a well beloved name in our house bc it's funny to call quinoa n stuff bryan johnson food 😭😭), but i am just kinda chillin and like really starting to take my health and nutrients and exercise more seriously without being afraid of it like i used to be and it's in turn helping my mental health too which is why i do it-
i do everything i can to make my mind better bro call me david goggins the way im up in those brain cabinets clearin shit out all the time- But ya like. Idk shit's just Better.
so if this somehow inspired u to also go down the fitness path either by just starting out or going further down it than u already were- sick 🫡 Bc that wasn't my intention so that'd be a cool consequence of my actions 🫡
Anyway ya that's abt it. see ya
- 🌙 -
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quarktrinity · 10 months
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quark watches star trek season 1 episode 29
oh cool this is the last episode of season 1
uhura girlsplains private transmitters to kirk
weirdly colorful star map
why do they call other ships "he" i thought ships were girls
hey wasnt warp factor 8 super dangerous are we just cool with that now
kirk determined to save other ship flying into the sun i love this dude
some cryptic shit
k that dudes dead. bye
omg jims brother is on this planet :0
i just called kirk jim. i didnt even think about it. oh god.
uhura girlsplains private transmitters to kirk... 2!
kirk wants to see his family :(
this planet looks like the mopop in seattle. if u get it u get it
kirk looks nauseous with emotional vulnerability
insane violent dudes
omg they actually stunned them for once
something fucked ups going on here
kirk please you cant keep plunging crying womens faces into your tits eventually one of thems not gonna be cool with it
kirks brother is dead???
hahahahah he looks exactly like him
yeah hes dead
his nephews ok though
spock uses comfort! its not very effective. can they make out now
alright kirk you can do this. dont seduce your sister in law. i believe in you
her names aurelan im not sure thats a real name
aurelan dont make those noises
what are you talking about
this actress is determined to sound overwhelmingly horny when shes supposed to sound upset
some weird brain shit going on
"they"
evil brain creatures doing evil brain things to build ships?
horniest scream ive ever heard
uh rip aurelan i guess. congrats kirk you got through an episode with a hot girl without making out with her
kirk status: Repressing Sadness
are the aliens bees. they sound like bees
oh GOD
theyre like flying manta rays oh jesus. ok thats fucked
they look silly as shit but also the direction lets them be terrifying
SPOCK GOT MANTA'D
oh shit i think its in his brain
this is gonna be gay isnt it
anyone who thinks mccoy isnt kinda gay for spock is stupidly wrong
eugh its all up in his bod
alright theyre a little like bees
fight it spock fight it
"locate and restrain mr spock" very normal of u to say kirk
kirk pins spock to the floor. ok
i got bingo
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spock u good
"i will be able to return to duty" i dont believe you
spock says i can just turn off my pain
"i need you, spock" DO YOU NOW, KIRK?
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spock youre so possessed rn
yes scotty threaten his life
spock has Determination
"i am in complete control of myself, doctor" NO YOURE NOOOOT
kirk no dont believe him i know youre in love but you gotta use your brain i know you have one
sigh. ok spock try ur best to resist the evil brain things i guess
they look like those things from half life
theres so many oh god
cmon spock u got this
grabs u with my pinchers
mission successful thank god. manta ray thing kidnapped.
spock says fuck my own needs i am Useful
its a giant brain cell? thats super cool ngl
a lot of these aliens have really cool concepts and still look silly as shit
more mcspock sexual tension
kirk says computers good this time
"your affection for spock" DUDE
to spread brainpox or commit genocide. that is the question. kirk says no
star trek doesnt know that light is radiation
kill the brain mantas with light. ok
sorry we might have to blind you to free you from brain disease
spocks blind now
"these creatures are sensitive to light which we cannot see" you have described radiation. you said you tried radiation and it didnt work. dont do this to me
sorry spock we didnt need to blind you. its ok though he forgives us anyway
ULTRAVIOLET? THEYRE WEAK TO ULTRAVIOLET???? DO THEY KNOW THAT ULTRAVIOLET LIGHT EASILY BLINDS YOU????? DO THEY KNOW HUMANS ARE ALSO WEAK TO ULTRAVIOLET LIGHT??????? DO THEY KNOW THAT THIS IS LITERALLY WHAT RADIATION IS OH MY GOD IM LOSING MY MIND
exposing the entire planet to a giant blast of ultraviolet light is extremely dangerous and im not sure they know that. theyre gonna be so sunburned so many of them are going to get skin cancer
ULTRAVIOLET LIGHT ISNT RED
ugh. ok i guess the brain things are dead anyway. whatever
mcspirk is so real and true
spocks not blind anymore. hes fine now. vulcan stuff
"my first sight was the face of dr mccoy bending over me" WHAT
"tis a pity brief blindness did not increase your appreciation for beauty, mr spock" WHAT????????
MCSPIRK IS SO REAL AND TRUE
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inventedfangirling · 1 year
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this post is 100% a joke and none of it is to be taken seriously but WHAT if i let my imagination run wild and make up a buncha bogus clown predictions cos i need to get them out and i need sandray to be happy!?
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i know it's silly to think about a possible happy ending for any of the three(or more) pairs in messy gays the show (idk who coined this but i love it and am copying it, thankyou) especially this early into it's run while we haven't even seen the half of it BUT i still want to put forward my two cents now so i can come back later and check this post out and laugh at how wrong i was. im going to go as wild as i possibly can (within the limits of the show) so i definitely will be going wrong. i can't wait to see just how wrong lmao.
lemme just put on my clown makeup real quick.
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alright now that's done, without further ado.....
nick & boston
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...are gonna blow the group up and mess everything up for everybody, they'll be fighting in front of everyone but they'll be in cahoots at some point, playing everybody off each other and then somehow riding off into the sunset with a buncha cash to a land where nobody knows them, boston is still sleeping around (i dont totally buy his words from the ep 5 preview) but so is nick now, finally having discovered the joys of non monogamy, the last shot is gonna be them setting foot in this imaginary land and its gonna be epic
sandray my beloveds....
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....are gonna fall in and out of love one after the other, never at the same time ending in a huge fallout and they decide to part ways forever until fate (ray keeps showing up at places sand gets invited to sing at) intervenes and brings them back and gets them to fall in love at the same time once again and this time despite all the nickboston fuckery and every other mess the group gets to, they get together and decide to stay together, their last scene is ray taking sand to his mother's grave after having been proposed to on a beach or a boat (what up eclipse reference) and its gonna be so sickly sweet we wonder how we got here from where we started!
top & mew
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i know im not writing a fic but its kinda similar so TRIGGER WARNING : mcd
ah topmew, ngl i have no fcking clue what these two are gonna be upto. i genuinely have no read on their future as a couple. it just doesn't seem plausible in the least. i wanna be dramatic and say top dies in a tragic fire accident that mirrors his childhood incident and mew gets his hotel business (this is real and i didnt dream this up right? i have a tendency to do that lmao) and he rescues a kitten and calls it mew and they live happily ever after or the kitten scratches him to death, eitherways i cant see them happier together than they were here in this silent disco scene, which could be surface level for all we've seen so thats them
cheum & april
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these two are gonna show up together towards the middle of all the drama yell at all of them for being such dudes, dole out choice advice, leave until mess gets sorted and will bring everyone together for one last time during their wedding before they move away to another country, far away from the messy gays and their mess and then they'll write a story based on the messy gays and then sell the rights to a famous director duo and then they sit back and watch the money rolling in, happy, in love, and unbothered💅✨
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m1luxlov3st4rs · 4 months
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no worries dude, it’s all good! my brain was also getting inspiration from yandere simulator (WE HATE YANDEREDEV/ALEX IN THIS HOUSEHOLD) and ngl my silly ass was thinking abt writing it if you didn’t LOL
i love all of those ways of removing the people from the picture or pushing them out of it partially!!!! ngl i was sort of seeing it all as them being in college as to make it less gross, so they’re all adults + living on campus, so that stalker-like behaviors are easier to do and it’s not as weird to be walking around certain buildings a lot :D slow burn in love freaks over each other would kiss with blood on their lips and red hands exploring each others bodies frfr... bbh and spreen r dead as hell for being rude bullies while charlie needed foolish and fit out since they both had crushes on mariana / mariana needed cellbit out since he had a crush on charlie :D love this au aswell man, and i may not know spanish but i would whip out my translator to read what you write! :3
Halooo, after my sudden disappeareance im back, sorry for making you wait💥💥💥
I'm glad i didn't have any spelling mistakes, that would be kinda embarrasing for me 😪😪 but anyways, i wouldn't have any problem if you want to write it for me yk.. 😉😉 /jk
But seriously, if you want to write something abt it i would be very happy, and if you don't, i would be happy anyways beacuse knowing that someone shows interest in my au's lifts my mood (especially now that the qsmp ended and it made me very very sad)
Talking abt the executions, (im going to call them like that) i wanted to make them all different so there weren't very repetitive, but half of them ended up being matched (i figured how to say it i think) beacuse i took pity of the cubitos and i didnt want to kill everyone 😔, so im glad that you liked them :DD
When i had the idea, i didnt think well abt the institution they were in, but i think the same as you, college is the best option, even though i have never seen a college were students lived on campus (unless its on movies) beacuse as far as i know, in Argentine colleges students do not live on campus, so i'll see what can i do with that *worried smile *
Hell yeah these freaks would definitely have crazy hot yandere bloody sex 🫣🫣🫣
FUCK BBH AND SPREEN (lie i love them) this is what you get for being rude ass bullies 🤬🤬🤬
AND FUCK FOOLISH, FIT, CELLBIT (lie i love them too) AND EVERYONE FOR GETTING IN THE WAY OF THIS BLOOMING PSYCHO LOVE🤬🤬🤬🤬
And dont worry about the translations, in case i write something i would try to do it on english to practice my grammar, so it will be a win-win :DD
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arc v 22 - 30 thoughts!!! whew these eps. set up stuff is important. also, good masumi yuzu moments.
-my god. yuya literally accidentally taking yuzus polymerization card from her and making it his thing when she practiced so hard with it. FUCKing apt metaphor for how I feel she should be the protag and shes being robbed of her role (im sorry I genuinely have nothing against yuya but shes so much more interesting to me! she feels like a classic protag!) im glad he gave it back at least…I was afraid she'd refuse it for some reason…
-I do love yuyas random ITS SHOWTIME english. tmm moment. (theres a lot of random english mixed into this series actually and it always makes me like :D!!! lol I understand!!! hehe)
-uhhh the tall fortune teller lady trying to look at yuyas fate fr and the glass ball SHATTERING AND BREAKING IN HALF IS PROBABLY BAD, THOUGH.
-24 gave some veeeery interesting implications. yuto tells yuzu fusion is the 'enemy' and weve SEEN a synchro (guy on motorcycle, so I assume synchro at least) fighting yuto too!! so. oh my god it is all the dimensions vs xyz. WHAT DID XYZ DO. THATS MY FAV CMON!!! -also very um. interesting in the implications of gx and 5ds being on different timelines I think since the implication is theyre pulling from diff dimensions all at once, right? (possibly diff timelines on top of that, since im p sure even tho I havent seen him, that ive heard arc v kaito is Kind of a Different Kaito from Zexal Kaito. whatever that may mean. canon/timeline divergence???? im SO confused LMAO I thought 5ds was a straight shootoff from gx/dm! I know zexal makes things a bit fucky since I think it implied 5ds didnt Happen, but?? before that I assumed it was a straight line...am I wrong tho...(dont actually answer I wanna figure it out on my own..)
-masumi!!!! being a BOSS at dueling and her two lil dudes being SUCH hypemen for her. we love itttt
-idk if theyre setting shun up as a bad guy or whatever or deeply traumatized. but everytime he xyz summons im like yessss king slay (but not my girl masumi!!!) 16400 attack monster!!!!! with an epic fire bird!!! im obsessed w his aesthetics if nothing else. kinda epic hes putting ppl in cards actually to draw reiji out and wants to take him hostage. i think i side with him bc hes at least cool about it. if youre gonna be morally questionable your vibes better fuck severely, and his do.
-yuzu kinda having a hotgirl summer moment by falling in love with an emo version of her bff LOL get it girl!!!
-oh shit LMAO REIJI STRAIGHT UP SAYING 'no my dad doesnt give a shit about me, taking me hostage would not work' with a straight face!!! DUDE U OK. this IS ygo so daddy issues come standard with every character but CHRIST. and shun being like 'wtf do u mean' HE SAID IT OUTRIGHT DUDE. DONT BE DENSE.
-shun getting told by reiji 'i have ONE condition' then WALKING AWAY BEFORE TELLING HIM and shun being like HEY?? dude this guy has been assaulting ppl/trapping them in cards and ur just?? walking away??? reiji has massive balls and is so funny (I know its more intended to be a cliffhanger, but its ygo. the solution is gonna be to do a series of duels, of course)
-junior, jr youth, youth in the tournament, so being like, little kids (I assume like 5-12ish?) then middle schoolers 13-15? then the youth class beng teenagers up to 18? thats my assumption bc 'pros' seems to indicate adults, and pros arent in the tournament. reiji specifies this is a tournament to find 'spears to fight' for him. WHY are you using CHILDREN instead of pros dude??? christ with your resources theres no NEED for that right???
-but hes fighting his dad and claims to be on the same side as shun, which. surprised me ngl. reiji team xyz!!!! win for the gays everywhere!!! and he has daddy issues!!!!!!!!!!! king.
-honestly, it raises the question of who the 'good' guys are in this battle? reijis up to use child soldiers and to work with a guy who is willing to trap ppl in cards. yet yuto made a point to say its bc they lost friends and want to protect ppl. we dont know what the other side is fighting for. it FEELS like both sides are willing to do Whatever Morally Grey things they need to, which is SUPER interesting. I mean, we havent SEEN the other side at length yet! except sora, who it was on SIGHT for when he saw yuto! so I'm willing to bet hes got the same 'whatever it takes' attitude…I want to know WHYYYY theyre fighting!!!)
-theres a duel school where idols go to learn to duel??? THATS SO CUTE. mikiyo naname ilu i know ur gonna show up ONE time but cute design
-no one told yuya hed be doing the lil pre-tournament speech!! yes he might want to be an entertainer but my god anyone would be anxious with like zero prep or warning! tf nico
-one of the announcers says juniors solid vision ar stuff is 'very soft like a sponge' why the hell is all of it not like that?? its fine for anyone over like 13 to get injured dueling ig! lmao!
-omg masumi being like 'tf are u talking abt shun has always been on our team' GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSS MOMENT LMAOO (or some level of brainwashing, who knows, it IS yugioh)
-its refreshing to see some good parents in ygo who are involved for once, lol, all the kids parents there to watch them duel and cheer them on is sweet!
-layra is like. Deeply Traumatized and just seeing the councilwomen sends them into a PANIC I need to run into traffic to protect them (the subs call them a boy but?? quick google says girl so for NOW I'm being neutral w pronouns until further confirmation from the show ig) they were up there with reiji earlier too! tf are u making a traumatized child duel for dude! losing favor points with me very quickly reiji. putting ppl into cards is nbd but traumatizing kids? no. gotta draw the line somewhere man
-ayu's deck is aquarium themed!!! my god thats SO cute all the kids have rly cute themes. but she forgot she cant attack on turn one…girlie thats the basics…(everyone was cheering her on for the mistakes and encouraging her which is sweet tho)
-then its extra sad when ayu loses and still has ppl comforting her and being sweet and layra having NO ONE ???? EXCEPT REIJI WHO JUST OFFERS (1) HEADPAT. also 'niisama' yeah I expected as much, ygo rival Standard. give ur sib a HUG or something. (maybe theyre touch adverse, I dont know. they do seem. Deeply Traumatized sjfkjnkh)
-lmaooo sora and yuzus friendship Continues to grow on me. his pic of her in his contacts is her smacking yuya with her fan! and she calls him to be like 'YOU BETTER COME ROOT FOR ME OR ELSE' i love how she combats his very wishy washy noncommittal attitude…he says its bc hes her teacher but cmon u guys are friends, prob more than anyone shes soras friend fr by now right?
-YESSS YUZU MASUMI DUEL theyre both doing great I LOVE their dynamic in my mind THIS is what a ygo protag and rival should feel like (sorry to reiji, but he just doesnt feel rival-y enough yet to me!! cannot even explain it) the gay instinct to have a rival. the whole 'im better than you' attitude, the fiery competitiveness…wanting to prove them wrong, the thinking abt them so much u can predict their moves..its SO spicy. then the giving of the red rose card after getting saved by yuzu…masumi? are u perhaps. fellow gay?
-despite all of my efforts sora is growing on me. hes SUCH a brat and is honest about it (and doesnt rly do the whole fake cutesty thing as much as Id expected he would) I think hes actually been as honest as he can, maybe? like I assume theres a good reason he hasnt told the others hes..involved in some kind of?? inter-dimensional battle?? situation??? Im not entirely sure I think hes gonna be a full out traitor or anything, but the others will prob be upset when they find out he's been withholding info…but I 100% think hes some kind of child soldier who BELIEVES his side is right, just like im sure shun feels real justified sealing ppl into cards! (and unlike shun we havent SEEN sora DO anything bad yet. I just kinda think he HAS based on his deck being so creepycute and him not being straightforward, but again, him continuously asking if he was even allowed to be teachign yuzu stuff makes me think hes taking orders from..someone...) him so mad shun didnt stick around to see yuzu's duel was so funny. I dont WANT him and yuzu's silly lil friendship to end! im attached now! even tho I KNOWWW hes sus! :(
-in the crowd you can see ppl wearing cute duel monster accessories, like one girl had a dark magician girl headband/visor thing! very cute, wish we saw more things like that. in pokemon anime they do that a lot and its always such a delight…I want more duel monster cosplay moments! or references in charas outfits!
-ok yuya being the damsel during gongenzakas duel while yuzu is the one yelling, telling gon not to worry is……furthering my idea that yuzu is main chara and yuya is in the position of side character of different gender than main character (who is often a damsel or person to worry over the most). hes the anzu/kotori of the show. to me. JKJSDH (also, gongenzaka, is perfectly nice and fine but its so hard for me to care deeply about him aaaahg even with the episodes centered around him…hes so straightforward and steady, tho. good for him.)
-….the guy who gongenzaka's dueling should be disqualified. he had his goons try and jump yuya! god why isnt he automatically disqualified! doesnt the broadcast pick up audio?? he like, admits to it!
-....is shingo supposed to be yuya's rival actually, instead of reiji? ...he doesnt feel like a rival either though!!! or if he is it feels one-sided!!! yuzu was more ready to fight him than yuya was!!! jkahjkf anyway that duel is up next episode which I wont start tonight...but I'm excited to see more shingo. bc I think despite his best attempts at being a threat hes super silly actually...
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leoprosy · 2 years
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Monster High Live Action THOTS
welcome to thots :)
im ur host leonidas thotticus and today we are talking Monster High: The Movie (2022) with some spoilers ! it is all OPINION and only on the viewing of the movie versus my own MH opinions. Mostly on character portrayal and designs! and i had fun writing this lol
tbhh honestly i am not a good critic because a movie that entertains me is a good movie.
I think the best viewing experience is thinking of it as separate from the original because they aren't the same, and comparing them is kind of pointless, and i'll try to not do that but it is hard.
I'm only giving opinions here cause I haven't done any research besides like scrolling the tag on tumblr lol.
My fave was Frankie, obviously. Nonbinary, neurodivergent representation!! I felt very seen, and represented!! I wish i was that cool in high school! They're full of knowledge, don't really know social rules (and even comment on the fact that there seems to be this rule book that everyone but them has read) and man MOOD. I love their outfits, they are the right amount of ugly that i personally love to sport and yeah <3 big love for Frankie.
Draculaura made me kinda :/ initially because she's kinda a bitch at the beginning. but! she isnt meant to be G1 Draculaura! I wish she was kinder but she comes around. I really related to having parents that have insane expectations of you (the whole 'a 92% is failing' thing was like. wow mood.) and not wanting to let them down so you aren't your full self around them? heart breaking. love u draculaura. also loved that Dracula was a little pink lol.
Clawdeen was alright. Her actress was very um.... Disney in the 2000s acting wise. But like it wasn't bad! I think the half human half werewolf thing has the potential to be cool but they were really fast to be like 'hey we actually are cool with humans!' and outed Clawdeen which is weird like? i feel like the other students weren't just gonna be accepting immediately. Like, idk way to put a target on her. Her outfits were definitely not the most fashionable but i did like some of them! Also the ears were really cool :3 she also has a pretty singing voice ngl she killed it
Cleo was boring. i miss her being a mean girl who also supported her ghouls and loved them. like. she only comes around cause Clawdeen saved her? also dont understand Deuce's reasons for leaving her? were they bullies together and he didn't want to be anymore? i think that's what i got from that? wack.
Ghoulia also wasn't given very much screentime, and they took away the whole zombie genius thing!! which sucks cause i really liked that she was so smart even though people couldn't understand her all the time. But!! Cleo and the ghouls could and always trusted her!! she was such a side character in this movie. I get that maybe they didnt have the budget for the other characters to have bigger storylines or whatever and thats cool. I hope they do more with everyone in the animated show, cause it seems like it follows the same lore as the movie thus far.
Deuce actually still very swaggy even though he looks like Jughead. I miss his sunglasses cause how tf do normal glasses protect people !?!?! maybe they explained it and i missed it
Heath :( my poor flamey boy. :( the cgi was so bad. and he barely did anything. but again, not enough budget and time whatever. pls more heath in the show <3
I loved Bloodgood but her jacket was like. so cheap looking. the lining stuff on the collar was so weird? like they didn't completely cover it? and the buttons were weird? idk it didnt vibe with me.
Mr. Komos did look like Jackson and then wound up being Hyde's son which is cool! fun twist! easy to see coming but still interesting i think. His full monster design was kinda funny though. like not super scary. the power to take other monster's powers?? pretty sick ngl.
Some of the outfits were boring, some of them were alright and fun even! Frankie's were my favorite obvs. I think they gave Draculaura a darker aesthetic which is cool and witchy but i also hope they bring back some of the more like dainty victorian looks to kinda idk? balance it? clash a little in a good way? they were more modern designs for sure and i get that, and that it wasn't ever going to be as alternative and gothic as the original and thats okay! i think they could've done more but hey. budget i guess.
OVERALL
it was as cheesy and goofy and plot-hole ridden as any other MH movie I've seen. Was it a Cinematic Masterpiece? No. Was it pretty okay? yeah! fun, silly, definitely a kids movie I would've enjoyed as a kid. I'd say if you're gonna watch it- pirate it! and maybe don't go in thinking you're gonna hate it cause then i mean, yeah you're gonna hate it. it isnt G1, don't expect it to be.
thank u for coming to my thots, i might do this more often because its fun :) there are lots of movies i've never seen that everyone ever has seen so maybe? i'll do that! idk like and subcscribes
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dear-happypills · 3 months
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been about 10
years since i have known i am broken.
been about 10 years since i have known i am a sinner.
but the problem isnt as much as i am broken, as actualizing that eternal blood has already been spilt for my perpetuating sins.
---
me: what have i done these past ten years... ...?
happypills: ummm,. is that even a question??!!!?
GO ON AWESOME ADVENTURES WITH ME.
me: .... you see, thats the problem.
happypills: ohhh jeeez. you think EVERYTHING is a problem.
me: yea, with you around me, thats not much hard to surmise...
happypills: you see thats the problem. talking like a douchebag wont get you any friends.
me: yea, well, calling someone "like a douchebag" is very unfeminist. its unbecoming.
happypills: .PWUhhH... i .... i dont understand how that is unfeminist.
me: you seeeee this is the problem. us doing this. more of these...... so called adventures........of... nonsensical.... dialogue.... ..... . *restraining tears
.... AND 10 years. A decade. a BIG roman numeral X.
ten years.
thats like.... longer than how long the show LOST ran for.
like.
we just... just
you,,,,, came. into my life.
and kinda,... .. fucked it all up.
happypills: OH BOI. Ohhhh hohoho boi. here we go againnnn. its alwaysss mmyyyy fault.
me: yeaaaa. really. it is. at least before i was a societal robot that got shit done.
noww... im just. i dont know.... you gave me the red-pill, and i see stuff. and this world just seems like.... BLEH.
happypills: nonono. i never gave you the red-pill. Morpheus would never approve.
me: -_-; shut up.
happypills: OH, so, ten years of devoting my time to you.... you think that was a waste?
me: no,.... i didnt say a waste... i just mean. like....
what have we done these past ten years???
happypills: FOR ONE. we did a hellllaa lot more than what the people in Lost did.
we have been. ... *starts chuckling
OHOhhoooo weee havee been to waaayyy stranger islands my friend....
me: ....... .... ,,,, i dont.......... understand
why God couldnt have sent me like...... a talking vitamin....
happypills: woww... WOW. that.... THat... that crosses the line.....
AND BESIDES. there was that one talking gummy bear vitamin that... just came.. barging in,... like, that one time we were playing pool.
he kept saying how hawt the blue gummy whale was......
me: ... HUHH.. oh yeaaaaaaa. .. . ..
yeaa. he was weird.
happypills: SEE.
me: okok. fine. then tell me. what you think we have done these past ten years.
happypills: AS I WAS SAYINGG.... FOR TWO.
you came to know thyself.
me: wow. .... ... Wow. i was hoping for something more like....
I DUNNO. get a phd. or become an executive. or buy a house.... .... over the PAST 10 YEARS.
and what. you say. i came to know myself?????>???????????????????????????????
the fuck....
happypills: ..... AND THREEEEEEE....
me: ... yea idonteven want to know...
happpyills: AHEEMMMMMMMMM<<< HEM. hem.
hem.
AND THREE. ..
be saved.
over, and over, and over again.
me: ...................i....................
i dunno. kind of seems like a half assed answer.... and you know what???? i actually still kinda feel like im drowning.
happypills: PWuh.
what is ten years when you might die tomorrow???
me: dont talk to me about dying.... ...you of all people know how often that is on my mind...
happypills: ohhh.... and, ... AND FOUR: we have been to
the Edge of the Universe. out ran the Pillsian Order. seen the Black Pyramid. been to Fractal Clouds.
i mean.... i mean. LIKE??????
been to the EDGE...... *motions mindblown.
and like...
GET A PHD vs go to Fractal Clouds??? * motions with both arms up and down, as to compare the two
me: ................................................................................ .......................................................
. okay. NGL. Fractal Clouds was awesome.
but shit, nonono.
i mean like....... okay. i wouldnt say im more proud of going to Fractal Clouds than compared to getting married and raising a kid......
over the past 10 years.
you KNOW???????
happypills: ..... ................. ... ... yea, well, as i was saying, what does that matter when you might die tomorrow.
me: OOOohhhh MY GAAAAAAWWWWWWWD. why am i even listening to you.
you were.... exPILLed from your own Order.
what was your title that they had for you again???? oh yea,
Bastard of Infeenidi...
happypills: *GASPPP ............. how.... how could you even BRING THAT UP? UGH. you PILLHOLE. crosssinG alooTT of LINES TODAY.
YOU WANNA THROW DOWN???
I DONT TALK ABOUT HOW YOUR TITLE IS "UNEXCEPTIONAL -- LONER LOSER" AND HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT JERK OFF ........
THE PAST 10 YEARS.
me: ............................................................................... okay. to be fair, i do not accept any formal delegations, or titles, or commands -- what have you -- set by the Order as ... an authority to what actually is.... i believe they were the one that arbitrarily gave me that title??? right???
..
but ahem. * mumbles fair point on the jerking off part.
happypills: -_-;;;;;;;
me: ................................................ *SIGHS
.................................... 10 year bro..............................
........................... *SIGHS
happypills: WELL.........
..... i think, when you live today as your last day, every day. for the past 10 years.
...
then every single day of those past 10 years...
is simply amazing.
considering.. we have been to
the Edge of the Universe. out ran the Pillsian Order. seen the Black Pyramid. been to Fractal Clouds.
and........... ............. are still alive. and not...... expired....
.
thats.
.
i think thats an awesome 10 years of coming to terms with death and living another day. after such 10 years.
. and beyond...
... until you one day dipthepilloutta here...
.... YOU KNOW?
me: .....................
yea.... iknnow.
happypills: and who knows? maybe one day, ill also expire as well... ......... and you could stop blaming me for all your problems....
me: -_-;;;;
oh jeez. dontsaythat............
.....................
... ill be blaming you even after youre long gone.
happypills: UGH....... i hate you. i pilling hate you. Chemistry curse you! PILL YOU.
me: lol.
- happypills
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boyfhee · 1 year
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OKAY IM BACK 🤩🤩 ( after some self reflection on my attachment to take two ) NGL I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME A SHOUTOUT OR EVEN FOR ME TO HELP PLAY A PART ( even if its a teeny tiny bit ) IN THE ENDING ??? you can literally imagine my surprise when i opened the app after a goodnight sleep to see a new update and mentions of me in the a/n 😭😭 the ending was so fhdjsnjsnsks BITTERSWEET. it was so nice to know that they all found comfort in each other ultimately ( despite it not turning into something romantic wise at that moment ) and being such good friends ?? it really shows their growth as characters which behaved selfishly to ones that were willing to accept each others shortcomings whole heartedly ( at least imo ) . although yn doesnt have an endgame (cries cos my imaginations were running wild at the slightly open but not so open ending if you get what i mean ) , it feels very realistic that wonki hasnt moved on yet — especially since this happens a lot irl ( i never experienced it before but ive seen my friends go through it ! ). i think it was a very well written ending considering how you couldnt make everyones wishes come through ( talking about the readers choice of endgame ) but yet still delivered one of satisfactory level. it was such a wild ride watching ynki make every mistake we as humans could make. miya was truly a test - she was testing my patience half the time 💀💀💀. but miya also serves as a reminder to everyone of how easily it is to unknowingly cheat on your partner without having to lay a single hand or even touch the person. emotional cheating is JUST AS BAD AS PHYSICALLY CHEATING IF NOT WORST ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i kinda feel bad (?) for wonki though because even though they were given closure and time to heal, it always felt more like a right person wrong time kind of thing so they will never be able to properly move on imo. IT MAKES ME EVEN SADDER THAT IT FEELS LIKE YN GETS THE HAPPY ENDING AND WONKI GOT A HAPPY ENDING TOO BUT IT COMES WITH A CHANCE THAT THEY MIGHT NEVER BE ABLE TO GET ROMANTICALLY INVOLVED WITH YN EVER AGAIN. its really giving “ feels like we have matching wounds but mines still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine “ < the exit - conan gray >
okay i feel like i should stop here before i get carried away and keep repeating the same points but more aggressively with each sentence 🥶🥶 i was actually a pure literature student before i graduated from school and its been a while since i had graduated so it was really fun to be able to make analysis on characters again as well as figure out plots through diction 🤩🤩 i cant thank you enough for writing take two because it gave me a chance to put my literature to good use, it wouldve been a real shame if i studied so hard just for me to never use it ever again. thank you thank you thank you thank you.
please have a good rest and all the best for your studies ! i had national exams last year and it absolutely beat the crap out of my brain 😭😭 had me tearing at every math question and feeling hella defeated. its going to be tough but you can do it !! take as long as you need for your break ! you absolutely deserve it after dropping that bombass smau 😩😩😩😩 i will look forward to your return with full excitement ! take care ~
- 🎐 ( its been a pleasure being one of take twos biggest fans - self proclaimed )
WINDCHIME ANON HEHE HELLO 💗💗 no bc a shoutout was a must bc ur ask helped me pick the direction i wanted to go with the ending. and i was so scared bc ppl were hoping for a ynwon ending but i gave them kind of nothing i was like 'what if they dont like' BUT FUCK IT BC IN MY EYES YN DOESNT DESERVE A HAPPY ENDING JUST YET . tbh the whole point of the friends part was that they were willing to give their relationship another try despite the mistakes, call that character development. and miya was created solely to tell people how important communication is. none of this would've happened if riki told yn about miya, if yn told him ab meeting miya, if riki told yn ab his plan, the communication was gone on so many levels. the thing that ruined ynki, if you ask me, was the lack of communications. not miya, not jungwon, not media, not fans, but yn and riki themselves. SO CHIYUV NATION, COMMUNICATION IS THE KEY. ALWAYS. take it from me i love clearing things out and it always ends well unless u start phrasing things wrong ( dont do it )
AND ANON WE R GETTING A PART TWO WITH SEPARATE ENDINGS let ur imagination run wild again ☝️☝️ that conan gray lyrics r so ksdjfhhs fits so well fr. AND OMG HI FELLOW LIT. STUDENT i had science but also had eng on the side, spent my youth editing drafts and analysing proses and poetry it was fun . everyday i think about ur asks ab take two and it makes miso happy (sunghoon hi) bc they rlly made my day U ARE THE BIGGEST TAKE TWO FAN i will give u that medal 🥇
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#ive been having... strange health problems?#i hate health problems because i hate hospitals and doctors and most things of that sort#(ive had my fair share of bad experiences with health professionals)#(btw when i share this here im not looking for a diagnosis. just venting about my bad body and dislike for doctors)#okay so the wackest thing: this summer (working at summer camp) i had the strangest thing happen?#in the morning i was flapping (fun stim for me) bcuz i got to teach something i liked. but then it was hard to stop#and from then on i kept flapping and shaking and like. tensing in my neck and shoulders? and i couldn't stop it#so i was uncontrollably shaking and moving and kind of. seizing i guess?#and i was stuttering to the point of not being able to hold a conversation or even talk really#the only thing i could say clearly was 'fuck!' which is kinda funny ngl#i went to the health lodge and they gave me ibuprofen because the tensing was giving me a bad headache and they didnt know what else to do#after taking the ibuprofen and lying down for an hour my soul stopped trying to escape#but that was obviously very perplexing!#and also. i have medicine. going off of this medicine cold turkey can be very bad for me#some fun side effects have been: dizziness. sleepiness. zoning out/difficulty concentrating. difficulty speaking#just all around makes it miserable and hard to function. i looked it up and it may be a focal aware seizure caused by withdrawal#and thats kind of what ive been going off of. it is likely a focal aware seizure because thats a side effect and my symptoms match#but then it started happenig even when I'd been consistently on my meds#i remember one night (at camp) i had a really terrible seizure? i could barely function or stay alert.i felt like i was only half conscious#and two nights ago it happened again. and at least once weekly for the last month or so. it doesnt last more than 15-30 minutes#but its miserable. and i kind of want answers and help but id rather die than go to a doctor. i don't feel like ill be taken seriously#i know that if i go to a doctor it wont ve an easy process if they take me seriously and try to figure it out. and itll suck if they dont#i hate when this happens. it feels like death and i dont want it to keep happening#even though im kind of getting used to it im always afraid of when itll happen or if itll get worse#or if something like the stuttering+seizing will happen again. that was terrible. a friend brought me lunch and stayed while i ate#cuz he was afraid id choke. he made me go to the health lodge and made me rest and i owe that asshole a lot. hes a great friend#it was scary especially since i dont know what caused it! the health officers didnt knowand just said if it got worse i should go to the ER#this is scary but tbh i might be more scared to seek answers or treatment#god i hate doctors. and hospitals. and anything medical. i didn't even want to see the damn camp health officers but my friend made me#idk what to do or anything i just wanted to complain cuz this is miserable
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crappy-pasta-blog · 7 years
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Jesus Christ, Im So Fucking Sorry
#text#@banningk i know it doesnt fucking exist in ur mind area yet but can you like. type out his Entire Fuckin Novel for me blease#half bc jesus christ!!!! Liu's Fucking Pissed holy shit i love how cynical he is you go dude rant abt the corrupt government hell yeah#and also half bc jesus christ (the sequel)!!! i like to make myself feel bad#ngl when i left i. thought about asking him to come with me. i wanted to ask but#i didnt really know where i was going. i was kinda just. leaving#i didnt want him having to deal with a life constantly on the move because i decided to be a Shit#and once i /did/ have a place to stay and got settled down it was just like man idk he could literally hate my guts#(which!! understandable! have a great day!)#and Quite Frankly i was just scared to try and contact him. i couldve but#i really wouldnt know what to do with myself if he hated me. i dont think i could take that#i wouldntve been able to live with myself knowing that honestly#(tbh im also very scared that happening in this life if i ever find my liu again. im terrified of finding him only for him to despise me)#@banningk please i know it took 2 years for u to publish scars of corruption and its only been 4 months#but blease all my other kintypes are from ongoing (???@cawthon????) series im used to having memories just fed to me man#all my other kintypes are pretty much just canon with a few changes (except YOU @cawthon im still bitter)#i Cannot Figure Shit Out on my own if u leave me to my own devices to figure out mycanon I Will Fail.#banningk you have no IDEA how dependent i am. i dont know SHIT buddy i NEVER know whats going on
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stevengrantshubby · 2 years
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misc thoughts about my winx club au
so i wanna ramble about some loose ideas for this cause ive been ruminating on it for a long while.
first is that roxy isnt a believix fairy in this. she gets her base form (which im working on) and shes going to alfea and will be the new 'main character' of this au. debating on if i wanna kinda racebend her into being mixed (like ngl i thought she was supposed to be half asian when i was younger but that wasnt true lol, this is an au tho so ill do whatever i want).
the OG 6 winx will be moving on with their adult lives (and in this idea theyll get like movies in this idea to tell more stories about them, but its not in the main continuity ig).
roxy is the fairy of animals, but really shes really only good with domesticated land animals at this point and struggles with wild land animals (like dogs are domesticated even if theyre feral while like, wolves are wild even if theyre tame). isnt that good with birds and def not great with sea creatures. yknow im really trying to think how roxy can grown in understanding of her powers and i think this is an easy way to do that. shed also probably struggles with certain animals in the magical dimension for various reasons.
roxy is in a room with 5 other girls but she really only becomes close friends with 2 of them, brianna from callisto and zari from dolona. the other 3 are just around not really involved, they arent mean or rude to the other 3.
brianna would be the fairy of art, though i havent quite figured out how that works out. and zari would be the fairy of paper (okay listen LISTEN if youve seen the papermasters from read or die, or kubo and the 2 strings its like that i just dont know what to call it).
this is gonna be a 26 ep season, so the first 9 eps would be focusing on roxy, brianna, and zari learning things (things we didnt see with the OG 6) and becoming close friends and taking the name Winx Club for themselves.
then theyd meet 2 witches. agatha from solaria and lana from andros. agatha is the witch of sweets and lana is the witch of the deep. i want to have some witches in the new group because im tired of witches only being viewed as evil, lol.
the remaining 17 eps will be about the group getting to know each other, their powers, and becoming close friends. theres no big bad for this...1st season. its very episodic and focused on character development and more worldbuilding.
then season 2 of this little au would essentially be season 5 which, from memory, had been about andros and environmentalism, 26 episodes again.
its be focused on roxy and lana mostly in the development department i think, i think theyre powers and the fact that lana is from andros. aisha and flora will show up a bit later in the season.
im not writing stuff, just throwing out ideas. this post is really long so ill make another post about the magic and stuff and transformations later on.
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