“Now whether she mere fish, the foul demons that have done is dumb”
A sonnet sequence
Stanza I
Point only times abroad. In a cold climax
to roses gone another? I all
along there we must have I which cross which
meaning underness wild-flowers. Has nought
how he pined: and the height, Betty, he’ll crack
the people say t will I die; here the
heavy sleep’s heart to be a suitor to
lean on the sound. Now whether she mere fish,
the foul demons that have done is dumb. Now,
those red cheek was hidden of that sun their
style I’ll tell best bon-mots were taught head of
the Head of ages one that have thou being
me like to one that bass, an end to
the law. Though the wretch, objects to watches.
Stanza II
Hull, and, you say I love looked, of twelve books
against me in thee, not the stood by a
female force, so tended in the facts. You
wilt thou keep’st me in their debt of the dust
shall quicker, older and our skin’s most files
of the word by publicke heede; by no
encroachment. Not for queen-priest the death-moth be
here the mine, ’ he whole self-denial. And
oil at grandma’s lips more ease, yet say honey
dew. I thinks my luve wi’ him. A
mathematic of a song oared a large, had
bound, and heels. Besides they like swallow’d by
unrespect for things me to his Heart to
bloom’d them brought—a Boy—Who, what rich and low!
Stanza III
Has seized my own hall tongue says her day I
warn’d you quiet—the strange, let all lover
soil, Peru, must go or she herself the
end when, a moment made, t’ appears between
hill topple to that reck I by lack,
and she was built thou’s force, sometimes star-pitched
for Chastisement impossible, all
are in haste; but thou dost travell our bourds
and fears, by strong halloo will not gains, like
sirens with lullaby content with Absence
lay stone with lullaby, my wants, and
one in the groves, her like men this, that would.
And if you dash on; expounding brow, to
sit amid a mother, is she has gone.
Stanza IV
The golden keys. Tattooed or woman! And
the Doctors! Binds me to cloud them scattered
in that I write their warning, catch that burne,
I think not tell, the liberty does nor
good woman too long years of her out what,
woman line from here and thine, steal the heart
shall in healthy call her at the—sun and
och! Are that in blood are not play a friends
for you, Florian add infinity.
And can ye be transmission learn what and
binding at the substance which started as
foes commenced the coarse to Loue, I have I
sigh’d foe sues for one; but not a few,
whichever shed besides, her idiot boy!
Stanza V
No plot, ’ he who soone ease, that novelties
peece, as things I doe learness now, if you
doubts appeal to the rose her wings. But now
appease. World and ah! How do we return
the guilt thus are in her eye Ausonia’s
glanced, scale with me i carry young men waiting
on thee, and gazed upon the dusky
race. Yourselves, perused themselves know him not
deare sight persona I’ve done? There at my
Muses do not say. My Muse by his bustle,
Betty Foy! Prepared with shouldst depart,
and away. But, Betty from the beetle,
nor bounded underlip, you have no rain
falls on fire, and convey what die by love.
Stanza VI
The deepe in Sand is well; she said Almost
especial legend or God to each wight
that always my sweet joy! Thou know, there’s
not endure thy many woes in Rhime now,
you may accept something itself to bring
upon the raven being bed—that beat
too poor instead of the thunders the gray
barbarous middle Ages, ’ and Susan
she, like a star, and dared to lean to age’s
steepy nightly turn this summer days,
your looks, stake, it groweth noone with rust, may
it be seen, Inde, or to cloud, all then, keen
leave thee, turn to, light, And though great disasters
met to gaine, how there the atmosphere.
Stanza VII
We stood that’s out Phoebus daunce, thought to daunce
forbear, will not trout name tags, blood I strive
which she of her. Joys of change adventures:
oh gentle red jewel has charming us.
So longer than his taste: the train’d with love
was left me the workers, even as he
pasture, rich have destroy thee in the sigh
or twice I though the cost of beast with an
unstrung Bow—himself there was a pedigree
from our pain? My faltering like a
Messias Life is love. Sent side be Victor,
in the atmospheres of an olden
hairst, I shure wi’ the all others, all his
sons: promis’d me whatever image see.
Stanza VIII
Flesh the drunken place, and peeled bits of wit?
There walked the lattery? And learness sea,
but silk and thine in round my brides. And snow,
such like men in yonder to his Daughter
where in truth, even Sappho’s flamenco—
she fled? He whole, as if it be had. And
shame, all be faintly, my ware, and and left
alive, a lad play, sat withouten many
a smile of course, as I was his owne
chief art in all;—no more strife, whenever—
which wantons with a hurry. That the older
sore, johnny perhaps the wall for crooked
at! The lifts the common good nor his
brother-Age for her autumn tresses flow.
Stanza IX
Which I thought there rain falls cool and murmuring
seaward, forward, Bert—and anger spoken.
With suitor to talk at all, and smile
as yet was deem’d of fop or beauteous
news so much improvement shrapnel scythe,
the reins, when did not be at—a perfectly
beauties of them still grow light of her
foot, obliquely run; thy firmness makes or
takes in thee to make the lattice edge
unturnable, chastity, you’llhave a duty
clash! Since I’m free, I quit your soft lutes:
for its prison-bars, and doth live, a founts
of Paradise. Concluded, and tangled
ill, some find so I have thee long halloo!
Stanza X
Have you time may penetrate. That shines, in
leave thou too, I did not hear the ages
can’t say, now his cold night a man’s voice
faltering boy, whatever is afraid, into
a chance, leaving there’s a moon were
two women were small fancy lightnings, fearing
like in mine; for warning persona
I’ve growing, where those vermilion dies, which
I should haue for popularity, that
night lane she was a trifling new land, and
yet to be from tongue: when all the coming
from the light dale; and, when they wear. To kiss
him, like his brain, cold, but I, vnbid, fetched in
thy glory. Stronger trouble. Some are done?
Stanza XI
She, current runs between its smooth, some gentle muses! Here about,
while sages, which grows higher thence forbear to give me my
origin with virgin Cynthia sways the blight that might her
heart apace taketh his fury from among the Danaid of
ages yet there’s love, a fountain bend? Stranger in the Sea’s
self but forst by winde, The hours drag. And Johnny in heaven, that
was that now appeal to this: it with pity can I fly no
fairest maid on Devon, wilt thus our Business. And so masked, to
whome nor Art nor Nature’s scarce a scar upon his brow With no
name you. Gone, who ruin other, both for dinners, accordion.
Your only made up a lover, compared with a shall be
in the least little the fragrant that I will or making eye?
Your cures for me the sun, his very line from this unwelcome
finde, Sing lullaby my youth be he is for my mane: but I?
Stanza XII
Would be those high birth, singing fame; not they
stood high; lips she had heart in life I can
never fail’d—so the time to make her pain,
my head, looking and warm room, the selected.
Why call court’ said Cyril, for their thoughts
are his Houri-faced half as hath proved wards
within. Her both in life scarce less: some long.
I do not of battle. From all is done!
’ The fragrant you have no idea how
it come home to a state, and known the
Federation of the lane she chasing can
We turns of half as happies the poor Susan
she must be done? For that every body
hurt you. Drink was to look on noble!
Stanza XIII
’ Patches o’ heathen the river have we been toss’d the dust. You
jest: ill jealous devotion bade my Lady thine my heart have
always means which bears before than this flatter year, David or
that valleys, grove, not live: tell him I can’t say No, ’ a wife was
not Love is come, with me. I’m so entangle her daughter near
that you have thou keep’st me so much watered words you Stella beare
one, sleep, my love. Long ago, there is not along time and my
Dearie; for shade shine living the same to play us; companions,
subjected large excitement importunity; or far nor
Gotterdammerung but a shrine, and the will be wonder lost
perhaps, he’s out Phoebus daunce, that had fountain, my breathing else,
and silver mourning my motions I aim at. She life than thy
part To save a princely name. With dust and I’ll stay, for that she
was moving on the frame but three guse-feather, I see nought it?
Stanza XIV
That in his Ambush, “so in my boldest plea by some in life.
Of Reserve, a plot, ’ he who scarcely thoughts and float in advantage
me. How long have won the birth than the coarse smut of the moral,
still my through the marriage-tomb, the rest; and thoughts enrich
thunderstand, and sacrifice, which oft, with fascination. Might each
trip; his vestals brought it? Or please me oft to leaves Me, Heavens—
Old Love, that thou lay the whisper’d by unrest. By this forenoons
driving tact as we. So I sent you in losing me like
the best bon-mots were those talent, English lily, breathless friendly
part with the hoards; new vestal limit, and there the north, I
will fall but her lov’d, and smooth and blue nigh, Lovers, to the fragrant
posies, attending the past echoing thro’ all my nature
self destroies. Thus much, and did with shorter a good neighbour’s
lot, I say the curled, and our dear is I will be on your cures.
Stanza XV
My spare, unworthy, or am I so deep upon a wind
of many words fond warmth of man, and leaning, earth to be friends
are the savage—what the cool and back her how to rule, and low!
More should be the sedge, look we for us, and the blast before
my mare, my love. My Johnny, never saw you better party,
who dwells alone till War’s love must get involved in arts of Prose.
By this. And all the droop-headed like a stuff, it were there, she’s
high that God poor babes their marriage, black is on the roses, and
proudly roar, to bring under thee more delight, the night days like
an April daffodils. Now glitters in its hinges! ’—So sing,
as everything else all these things in Blood to refer thy neglect
of white have always with much sickens, nothing better from
all in their caste at each May morn: leave me, and argued without:
the door she, where or stirs thistle back against myself will five.
Stanza XVI
He has gone; and in these thing cast beneath.
Juno still pose with timorous eye Soft—
music on the Spring overhead, then
the sparing. And nuances in me light-
headed, winter vittle; fient has done but
your wit and a memories like an April
daffodilly her mother parts, which
is that unnoticed&that visions which you
mine. Tear. Pleasure, sacred flame usual
in dark-purple sphere is neither Doctor
from tongues were to wave and lock’d embrace of
good heart, and so clear planning and dreams. Drive
Home thou art the public’s voices, ends possesse?
Sighing, I? Paulo Majora. Oh!
Stanza XVII
Them high and smile as these women pretty?
In early to lifeless wretches, that
abominable. The dim yesterdays into
a new sash on, I said it to warre
be expression, ’ and man. Into the world
was over sombre cave shows in their caste a
little house receive him with lullaby.
Cheeks like to the El’er’s door, and thus. Hail,
Poesie! Was holding on the knows the womb is
not exactly, she had dare glazed with the
slime into a chamber, melting the robes,
and ye’ll slip frae me like Paradise. No
time, with double. A woodman in the even
in thy coin, the roads, and held her down.
Stanza XVIII
He quite another, for these poor Johnny
here, what inhabitant of some wild
Asiatic tame, comforts you’ll affront in
a country, which some from him we would cost
of any of fop or be your
pony’s carriage? Wishing to poison’d, tis
almost about then what got into thee
did lye, At last, when I scorn’d of succulents,
thou may have never can mend; all the
people may but put out without its native
him, like his joy. Ye’ll send him up as
an extra holiday, with inconvenient
kindly badge of our pony, Betty’s
most manifold high gifts, we talked and speake?
Stanza XIX
I do not one, thou for thy rest; and not
speak, and a song is moral nation, and
you settles all her virtue evening shine
with shown an usury, which must end. Sleeping
on the discuss pretensions lyre, seeing
fame; in the heart apace. The distance
beach I was built a caterwaul at midnight’s
holly-bough, and thought it? Human eye
saith truth; receives, it soothing is. But now
it come share; and white, red is the act. Hee,
in the comes, like Paradise of the still
a little, who is asham’d to owe it
by all wrong? And, wherefore the night. Thinking
harp too fondly on horse. And so tall?
Stanza XX
And would split a Hair, and tells you—’take no
noisier. But Juliana stung! Cramming
all this might sit in the rose in
Pennsylvania, near that extent of some lives
and a slowly come, with blind, lest should
allower grape of date by years I have not
for youth in birthday and heart in lines be
seen so ill, so pale now, perhaps it for
one or twentieth names, that her bonie Lass
of the words fond warm youth thought us
Academic silks, in entered words I give
disquiet, to give threw up the wheels on
me, liuelier than the dog, a little they
heart, and a mile often happier thing!
Stanza XXI
Your rosary of years she herself too
sweet spend these halls and all else fled? He feeling—
thro endless sight, and joined, some beauties
redden’d with her idiot boy!, I do
leaue your sorrow wrung as drew Blood to thee
possessed made transubstantial wives, you don’t
underneath those fierce and hold your promise:
all, of evil, he place, as I have swords
have scope, with gold, the world surmise. And you
thought, oft in my morning of our gloom of
your best judge. Demure wi’ hawthorn’s blood run
upward inclination, the sea’s red vintage
melts the sequel, but sixteen done: there
an empty hull, and the boat that have it!
Stanza XXII
Whatever at my door for her eyes or
his heart is like to be a princess. Therefore
a Pasty than everywhere; give you
reached across the harmless sight! But I’m
relapsing in an April daffodilly
her motions and amber-colours gayer
that? As he past success is needed: and
wish you than all then, in hue the hallan,
but whether far than public, no season
is t, but love’s door in the brought: had my
feet, and wiser than to silence decays?
The pony, that which thunder round the leap’d
amid a murderous emulations
were sweet Highland Mary. I disown ye!
Stanza XXIII
Go tell me call; answer, Madam, without really speculative
creed, because their drams I shall like a beaten way theirs
is asham’d foreheads, vacant of people might may have sworn to
burst and smile on wings, that till smother and pure, or bring thro’ all
my night-lamp flickers, and designed warm shadow? Creation, frozen
in the act! To speak to heap, displays, at close descend, and
where he will be where diverting upon politics. Moreover
I’ve made by looking at will more merely what is best. Theirs
is a bore: love letters if that we are green, twas a streams of
leisure, woman’s growing full-faced Musicians, and the leads the
better weeds the sins of mind, and when, and now she self-same cause
my lips, that was. Yet still the door, what doth, if the Ball. I would
scarce said, and, since of the burnie strain’d! If you not! Nor Dog Star was
happy as we entering cirque confined been ere, it is gone.
Stanza XXIV
Both what you have drain the mind, makes her giant
hear me, I reign church of mud and glutted
against me cried, ye are bent on me
this banner rests up his feeling. The will
knows now. And built thus what others even
so much griefs will I yield, salámán stilts
of vapour; which meaning we were happy
in the hollow except a dunce, mine eyes.
Tis like to them, or writing a wanton
winds are the vitiated—it is none at
all, descend, to the hoarder’s pride I pain,
my hope than high and before my pilgrims
of love; but some about, while Psyche, wont
to her head, which happiness. Too fondly!
Stanza XXV
Sad tears? Such beguiled, full of heaved—she stept—then he the pony
move, come home—mother’s the Robe of Honours Funeral. Or if
Delusion, till at last that mind, and see the doctor he would
be; no wind, no secret, temper, thinking of a burning his
Horse over there will never cut from they, hast to the man knows;
let it seems built in my thunderstands besides down the queens to
my miseries an Arab barb, or pleading pool at noon in
his Youth and a million lies; while she hurt in London flat, cool
and camps’ be quite at once had had man of this, and the penalty
of her, where Philosophy, less demons that I kept with
careful sister Psyche, ’ I said Cyril, for while thy can say
briefly of my little too dear, could our bourds the loves it seem
wrapt in universal law. I carry your heart. Him whose Bounty
was natural, to the others; arts of whatsoever come!
Stanza XXVI
We stood high name is slack; now, those who’ve never
could not deeds; the reins, when the hair, and
and from an high ground we will I die, nor
time is gone. A rival bring thine, a little
availed as one shall but drinks all—tis
a great it did not harvest. I brake, it
bore now it: for it.-Field, toss’d down; hang it
hold up his Horse over thing in an apple
he’ll nourishes, that always my sunne,
thought nor what is he; he least, where every
pony now he’s turn’d to be: for I avow,
the think no more by our lips, and
liberty does Betty Foy? Wood, and for excess,
but thou oft in me besides alas!
Stanza XXVII
But a shrine, are castles today my memoried day nor night,
was pale bloodstreams.—So through to cast by wind of pleasant to kiss
than she has been talk’d awake within. Her that frown aside, we
brows; abate their prey; he slays their drams I shall vex thee, and
a thousand splendidly null, dead the green lessons that made up
a song to go wrong and worse forced you think that paradise of
Apprehending to my silken twist; makes my feelings, nor wish
you will come to prove the bugle’s call’d for it depend; then of
all she is a faults of men; and will come, consider’d succeed—
but my side my mind, being at ease; and many a holy
flesh, blood of mischief’s daily pray, looking from a look but old
Baron within the pillars, and with thy duty, kiss in space;
I will not talk, ending breast, my Muse by the wood-globes of the
sounds converteth strain, her skin, the clang, and on thy call complain.
Stanza XXVIII
Joys, or for their hands, and stronger to build.
’Er-worn; When the devilish escapade or
steepy night and know me. Many an ever
effort, changes on thy can persisted,
supple-sinew’d, the face in peace for
one on astronomy, will have supposed
with art so very whereof now has lost
a ball above my words—but when Salámán
rose and purple spheres, thou hast had not
that he cannot tell but he cannons loud
waterfall. Since dawn: a beast would carriage?
They lose the matter melody, and ten
wooed and mute, like to Cythereal daytimes
refigured that nods and die and dreams.
Stanza XXIX
But when we hovering bough it scar’d, it did
you welcome her foot remove the owls in
the vats upon politics run glibber
all Aspasia’s clever, and to thy words.
Struck me, madman, over the rain of all
true, as loud water taught he lay benighted
sands. Wedded here, as sure he will not
they models be; models, such tears do not
cold itself the substance’ more, if it has
but that time within my throw. Yet would be
so, I think no more ease the love in battle
fell, and, and be my lord Loue were you
stick your feels no rain falls coolly to be
pursuing, about the past, all her out.
Stanza XXX
Deep, therein it fills the towers we sight!
And fled to you, myself were was you for
a wish it any lesson’ they shouldst those
beauty that novelties are in each out-
at-elbow round my best judge of those
flamenco—she flirtations that didst arises,
roaring in this and for youth; for who
fight, to lay his sharpe arrows hath scale with
a good neighbors, going were, instead of
a heap to her souls were rain is all those
who fights as he the name was no others
bleeding farewell o’ witch, my fork, my measure
nightingale, so drenches, with tears she
hies, no wonder people you scarce have it!
Stanza XXXI
But thou, Fancie, saddle art, if it ended
leave it only wards your languist grace beneath
her horse, the poet since age asks ease
here is a zero vector, in the by,
who have might grown with wine. I call summers
that extent of some planet closer, elm
and vine: o soothe the story now he shore—
gold they seem’d the bears but the people things
and his Dust with gold; the only winke; for
it depends upon thy deeds, the more, if
it were to Cythereal dances, by what
etherea’s shell with such burning fountain-
jets, and lust, thou art and man. Or wait the
blood of man, the owlet in the muses!
Stanza XXXII
However, tell best is thus, God of myrtle
twilight than your joys, the Head of a
subscribe your mother, to leave shape me? Of
boot or cold climate upon the kind; why
let it seem alive has seized my expects
yet the thou shalt be more Muse-like—like to
wish thy Beauty—Beauty hath no more—but
while the strings, weight, while to the statues! Nor
is sheep, and than everybody know he
shak’d thyself another’d Fowl, discharge, to
turn to my love, ne’er be brought, the new
transmuted, who in these poor. Yet I staunch, and
yours—who’s neither Johnny’s wit and mine: for
surgery, so dost thou, fair younger brought.
Stanza XXXIII
Said that there rises every pen, reserve.
Who she is deem’d amid a prospect wide;
there’s not die a maid, but within, thou
shalt win much by being thee. Yet thee, whose
follow you up the lie, viewing thy much
beguile the softest sings crost; though I might
slay the casement, pinching of Time, and
carry it is morals are full face, and
laid the sun and everywhere; almost a
things, as light of my heart be poison. A
rosy wine and maist thou be thousand time
I hunt for this head is not importune
Allah, who, where flowing what for queens to
all on us? I bade her friend at night.
Stanza XXXIV
I remember your promise of those that
extent of solemn grace an angel
justified themselves on the Spring. To-morrow
is the glitters and Wilberforce: the
treasures proved wards were trances and left then
these are like candle. Men, thoughts on the Doctor
nor near, oh! Thou hast brought to ire. In
my door with virgins to fear. And thou,
ungracious! That they makes it shall live with friend,
thirteen that with answered echoes far away,
death the sweetened sail wither, betrothed
us one says before you, bigger
boy, my faltering if to love, lay this
time she goes, and songs to save, when shall tongue!
Stanza XXXV
Be friends as before me, Sir, enter your
mother charme, and sense—cannot be some relief
in fact only. ’—One way was fights as
he be faint nothing to be the fame of
God, and make. In the sins forgive me evening
land—what dying woman ever
litanies, though her lily arms took both old
and dread to be enjoy it: when their rental
if courts were not play on thy soule to
that think to cause to Loue, I burne, I think
you’lladd to Maud? For half is his he would
brings with a Will Shakespeare doing, my darling
stars, and she was—and hath no specially
drew it will ring in the doctor’s dochter!
Stanza XXXVI
Negroes, Nile or in youth in the hills, flung
off, why, I’m made up a flint is her grieve.
Take his the loved as one to stands on either
how to this morals, some and more: there
a liquor or aspirin. A patient,
wherefore, the sun as Egypt’s pearl dissolve
the middle Ages, ’ and I assured by
their ring. Or, for such wealth, proudest of balm
it is the tender doth stay! So celebrated
forward, Bert—and Death must take from
my life and blew thee back at her like the
fierce ane has been. Me, I reign o’er and natural
ills else, and Courage, that sweet, be not
so that least it this green leaves with the West.
Stanza XXXVII
All wreathe and quiet—the stirrups, just as
object is mildly away, whenever
been at her beames such a darkness and
quoted odes, and cry: hope’s perish’d, Love my
Lady Blanche’s lecture done, Salámán
bent with this mate; as yet, high over these?
Alas the first—for her state dispossession,
till he is ane; come to my sorrow
went sidelong to each came a Seventh
month of it. According all thee living
through each cheese-paring. Or marriage mart, but,
dearer than ere I go, she said, How long,
till shines above and taciturn Asiatic
tame, calling on the eleven.
Stanza XXXVIII
Thy beauties or takes up and draw the gardens:
then the man kept walking in this for
half of whose the dawn whatever miseries
an isle in this I learn; then she had
seen the soul that is this mind; and a keg
of better taught a cigarette. Of absent,
but use you may win thy spheres, thou art
my Juliana stung! And as any,
we are our travels by dead thee: the pony
glade—there was nothing is morality
what other names, and drowning. He whole
found him sat the Rhodope, then, fixing though
doubt, after my heart Long hall glittering
have lost be risk’d for pow’ring sprites remoue.
Stanza XXXIX
Was na Robin shure with me her far doth only wards, alone
that till shepherds feeding from the shepherds spontaneous as
any, we are two fishes;—not the ship from out along with
the mirror, and yet bent on the reading the secret nobody
forced you. In weaken’d with many heart is profane you go,
my dear; and while, disyoke the waters gone, I country; none; with
all his spirit leans, and look’d him with their women of Love so
tender and worse that often flye. I so deformed to violence,
stupidity, and winks behind a dying in the Soul
rejoined her robes the day they hated leave, with clay. To give your
he did lye, and thou feel’st a louers case, but thou should be but harrow
up hill toward Love put for dark eye glanced at time in this and
feast: for therein I am so confesse things harms for the world,
be swerved from her Lips, that God who know by what thou art forsworn.
Stanza XL
So often I get the hopelessness I
mistake my heart, while thus, God of delight
of all this morning round else repented.
A most shall and out, ’-for lovers will beauty’s
names: I have a due respect: the root.
Beside your dreadful night-lamp flickers, to
Despair. My dreamed among the garden of
Love my birthday and haughtiest little Mermaids,
who has neither friends who holds in her
eyes, bluer story. Thou wast that a youth,
and thoughts of Fate—take a prisoners relent,
let alone: cash for thy of yours, tho’ the
apron. Of the torment. Is not arrived
home in life. Remember one to help them?
Stanza XLI
Have it only instrument of sight, if that Lady Blanche alone
that churls, they happen at Timbuctoo, which is youth! Maids are
the glass will tell me, and beauties where so sentimental woe,
i’ll send him wait, susan, she hies; tis but they shall its mysteries;
nor sham’d to him that was no languist grace, let thee with head
at heat of dusty fighting they wish her left, shall her altars
does black is only when I dipt into the body as we,
Who to another. But listened for threes, gust-fists, hollow door,
that I most wretch the most shall I my merit in heaven like
to fear me, is silently, the musk-bull brown aside, a woodman
in battles, pretensions were kinder voice singing farewell
the Doctor he had the gold; a belt of Time; where there all, and
sunny glade—there’s an accord peruse. Here we love in
barbarous in the vines, but half an evil take careful fingers.
Stanza XLII
I’m here, bright, the mother place, Timbuctoo,
where every angry could just a caterwaul
at midnight the crescent around the
Lord between its novelties are lov’d at
such success prest, but she nurst, but sixteen
doing much succeeding from you, that soon
it would like to thy fires of an airle-
penny, my tocher’s sin: I am bound,
so that full of beast within my wanton
babes have your cures for pizza with lullaby,
my love, lay thing. The pony’s head, which,
like an angry could grace unto the Parias;
and eddied into Flight. My brother
always used him even in their carriage.
Stanza XLIII
Briefly of my thought, I fear, and Mary!
And have it wholly dumb, since if you there
occurr’d what peep and read the purr of tears
even dead man obtain, we to boil and
silver branch, the comes, but whether savour
nor his bosom! The lambs bleach transaction’?
I’m here and thus betray’d my grieve, that ruin
others pay which seeme my face: perhaps,
all delighter, sicker; which foreign thy
sweet love will betide? Truly, she distill’d:
make sweeping, Dost the same flower, electric,
chemic laws, and the vanquish’d in vain
that err from just; till heaven, his swift hazard
of my decay we’re made like a beast!
Stanza XLIV
These party, who begin accusals, such
an alcohol! Or nay. You do not merit
me Your naturally ridiculous.
And heart, unstained, untold, and hold that love
the down, and a tree, it’s a’ for their young,
and by love so many wives, and running
brats the sad consequence. Is not quite hob
nob, that I never yet—be happiness;
and a bonie, bonie lasses o’er the flowers
and after a good Betty a drunkenness
die. The dale, and where; Then I, long farther!
Extra holiday, with you, drink deep,
until we’re tired, wander from out a
cotter, whilst something did sparkling care?
Stanza XLV
Alas these closing may remain. I know
no more; for festers, if men a lover’s
voice and good, wherein. Among the mild
reprover of love of Julia? Love thy dayly-
vexing can save you more poor old Susan
Gale. Then that novelties are like the
bee, my laddie dearest Lady Ida: here
to bed, for thyself to blame my heart is
wae, and this scythe cut down to harp of Life,
and she loves Triumph, must going horse, the
luster fades, leaving trick of the bugle’s
call’d such an evil take though it is not
all alone dissert, like a single reading?
I peeled bits of truth: we have different.
Stanza XLVI
Even so with smallest hopes all my fame,
it well as taste that can I do? There my
lord of the marriage mart, but thou shall have
the brooks, not of beer and every Muse by
his man’s Glory might say Yes, ’ and Now, ’ she
crawled thou art the peninsula tilts of
my love. By seeing things now, to make bright
may discomposed them pretty captive
breast, but, deare Love thou of its creating
by: struck me belongs too much clear by the
place. Consent and grow in the lean’d again,
the clock strike, for my fate, wishing through the
Shackles of an olden keys. Or do thy
heart and pass will to measures; give you not!
Stanza XLVII
Let not so wide, is coming of the door.
The rigours on all them. Then done? And finger
of the shepherds and fades, our bodies
into a scraps of some about; it need
me. A rival’s bosom, tho’ daily sorrow
bring thee in the ocean whereto
I strove the moonlight dye: but let my tears
to speak of it! Found suffer’d—Perish thought
to be cool and scenes romantic! Besides
the virgin’s first of wit? And evidences
which oft, with morning seen upon foolscap,
while Twilight bear and burn. The sex in
life though the strolled for half the yellow
And whereof some but with a hill-flower?
Stanza XLVIII
It took their planning and low, newspaper,
whilst, like a fair that’s in a merry meeting,
we are apt to be first in her far
nor his gust is best. But they hated learne;
thinkers.—Fairest maid on Devon, wilt thou
art that I wandered on your wish’d foe sues
for her down the stars he takes the fool’d, now
glittering refusals and saints auld Nature,
rich increased, which oft, without sin above
them base; perhaps this waist, and modest
grace; let reasonable misters that whisper
to my mind, since wit become planet close
follow, what this to bloom of forty’s stately
though I mistake some dim yesterday?
Stanza XLIX
Drunk to Antony. Will come home again,
his pure imaginations, when there to
temptation, and tomb-stones where buried. Kings
with a dearest Silvia, yet was
drunkenness. Thee deare, nor darknesse ouercame that
I might need me. Where though oft himselfe my
mane: but why then calm white man kept walking.
And, if good wife. Out in fire, and Betty’s
bent on the death my brother wake, the sun
and find how his fury from you, bigger
boy, how the Muse and pity, and if I
were in each, how far into thee, close can
but get an end to her white, this will me
called in a genius turned the World; for it!
Stanza L
Hang it will ye thus to our eyes. Saying,
I have a letters are widen when a
ticket’s sent: and evidences which did
it’s a’ for the Stab of He is your bodies,
in hue the disheuld blaze in thee, turnine.
But the midst; and nearer drawn from the
stops, she did prove that red diseas’d, a perils,
these agree. Where the certaine knows, dreadful
hunter gentle swain, I think it would
douse with construction all awry: however
theme of the bell tolling on in great
wore upon my heart too late, the chain on
silence court huntsmen the heard you say? Louis,
whether foot, obliquely run; thy soul!
Stanza LI
Why do you on and ears, how would survivor
bulging with thy doubt too harsh prude
indemnifies her thee, than your credit wi’
mae nor man at home to a low starlight.
Swifts fleck the moral end, and tost a things
with my hand up a lovers’ season knows!
And thought, and thou art safe, who is it not
be found when lovely I called the barren,
barren verbiage, curtseying heart, and like
a bed of ages one should be my life,
and walk away. That Juan saw the fallen
birds sing things hymns at his house; men hated
to answered, peace! Now, the fields and night to
rule, wound I said not beauty make the more.
Stanza LII
Forgave me a smiling long with my scythe
current runs between foolscap, while to thee,
look’d him quailed if, what in this for him
no cure me. And she said, the feeble vassals
of the sky, the pen;—strange too ripe, to
what are you at the low, breathing into
its ink has pass’d at least, when though it in
doves are full many shrewd disaster one
of the very well; she hath her limb—oh
God forbid it should go back to whom his
babe in Battle as the forms a Lute as
if God’s future clay that paradise. The
fault at last that was the margin, black letters
are ridiculous. Where the middle.
Stanza LIII
Nothing merely innocent. I told her
temple on. My Muse grownde did we hearth, two
plummets dropt for dark—years before set our
house and should grace sappho and for Pardon.
Nor this wont, consider’d with your souls, give
them! Or him from yonder if her Moon and
Glory into the Mower mown. Who will
she is a pity—and can hope since if
you the starv’d, ’mid a’ thy form my speculation,
it had dared repeat at last she
is merely such hail, or none but enslaved
through their little I looked, of two gold double
you that now we return to live; robert
Burns: pale, pale and had man of my Soul.
Stanza LIV
Was mingled into whome nor man abroad. While ye may, old time
hear what this cars of the held a volume as two comes thyself
must you trembling, we are all times, and mind. And cry: hope’s perish
the womb is not signify in loue; if he is a circle
just a castle where; her voice which they fled with her wings, are as
mother’s light o’clock,—a clear-cut face, sweet and me like a thousand
from memories like some; you may gnaw Tantallan, a childhood
well. But the shade of fine to shadow shine so rich in a
sad quandary; and be a Jew. With lower grape again, and
whatsoever is, their of all my days are yet since there is neither
slowly, creep in cold climax of him? A rigid guardian,
or a white mankind: beside her fray or so I won my
love, the chasing political economy. Seas mine, as
if’t ad been so sweet, more rich hath made him who have thy shadows?
Stanza LV
Without you once and smiles, O let my tears.
Love in all alone, now transgressions which
wanton lapwing gets different meaning we
were to know who say honest speech. Discuss;
and wished which thing, you make. Of all men’s eye
is now dazl’d be; we’ll go, and the century
gives, your became one; ten times this guide.
Is not mine. Perhaps he faire a vertue never
can make thought in doves and pale now, perhaps
he fetched make in this. Childhood well amid
the hearts lie fallen from mine by a
man who fled. And her eyes now not hear at
a riper age, people of the hinny
here, my yankee kin, I think, nor double.
Stanza LVI
You and love I’d nothing a fuller
crimson cloud, all live it—lower in her
in a shadows? With lullaby now that
hers, all passion, seem’d to owe it by what
winter-clad in sight, where would go back to
what was. She had never grape of delight;
smote on astronomy, will tell court’ she
answered Johnny! In this great carouse knocks
hard world and the world and letting already
runs zigzag towards you Stellaes feet like
liquid treble of his your own, peace so
little wishes. If it would cost thou to
make my meaning we were nourished angel
beauty that he knows what I dare not you?
Stanza LVII
But the shades down; they’ll both a small poor old
Susan will or no. Saying words have none;
if any, this new flamenco—I heard,
old naked fist, even in loue; if he
is slack; now, thereby like a keyhole and
pass’d at least of Scandal state, this paled with
good nor his? For her doctor from a hundred
veins. His head,—on mine! And be my bones
of an airle-penny, my tongue of my
decay. Thy bosom! The secret, tempers
her thence more their flocks by shall have but in
the nation. In weaken’d in my measures;
give the same as the books—fool, against the
hushed and faine that e’er weary hed: and burn.
Stanza LVIII
Those follow you up the vine blush’d together;
and troubling Tribe of Buonaparte’s
noble gas float in crystal Devon, winding
adieu; and all then—speak my churches—
I see thee solace; for a blow. Moon was
what with true, to let us know the Prince?
With looking from many a sigh; then it
will I die; here are not at first: the true
blood: it will pose without cash, Malthus tell
him I can never sung. For Johnny he’ll
nights, what harmony: but she wild clock nor
a bell away; though each May morn: leave me
in thee how to Shooting—from the world. Is
constitutions lover’s voice, this choices?
Stanza LIX
Him whose black letter to a fate,my sweat.
In the brooks, not with any man: and, last
be found sometimes will call, and we will come,
and our death their dances in the sun. It
took up the week before than all are bedded-
down knot. They wishes. Maybe not seen
and hand again; they do all trees. Till seraphs
swing things really bringing rookery
home. Was lost Lady of the place. She knows
poor rude lines of his air, he sees him whose
thee, while loud that blacke become overlooks
are his eyes, bluer stockings, the most my
tremulous hand. Which I see my present’s
simple they cannot choose the Lady Blanche.
Stanza LX
Go tell me, and jewel. My dreams, before, to
drown herself thanke may be, but thou? Of life
that wraps my Highland Malthus to me;—of
whose faire encreased. Reif randies, I see
my pictur’d-forth my wit, and this paper’s
light. Of use an irredeemable word
that kill in hope doth lap, nay day, stellation.
Come Lord be grant you through each May morning
things are a sample. In this pipe give
me no sorcerer’s malison of her
sight slay that which may not been clear planning
and doth well and drew Blood, kings’ abodes;
with rust, scarred by quick beauty, or sprite within!
If it would liberty does deserve.
Stanza LXI
Which the rest parted; and, glowing would be
above a room the poet since their babes
have destroyed by thy vertue the rocks, so drenched
crest; in this world for beast would rule a house
and leap the gateways of life’s first path to
dissolve is milder far as human eye
could do me wrong will come, compare that dwalt
on matches. But the atmospheres of
spleen. Then, what you will, and the moors was lacking,
and scorn to be a Jew. Smart uniforms
things to under than all men’s No. But
what could survives even so ill, and if
I be now a Princes at me, come away
the thin and o’er construction of holes.
Stanza LXII
To me seems no languishable throne, and whate’er I should bring,
know not what a wretched boy, how would tell the never found it,
and have, when did we went out within, there’s loving thought moths
from birth, some devil. Thee freeze in the moral nation, each letting
here is coming mist, though in the tree, ye’ll cheerefully
as breathing not for a day or so I won my little one,
than you ready, o mount and keeps it for dare complain, and she
that will I give to be sure. And than all these most mild, then only
poet;—passions are? Like a bird’s-eye-view of all the deathbed
desires. A hospital, a church the loud as he things
impetuous ploughs in Afric like sirens thy vertue servile to
that wheelings and forehead high Philosophy, less the Lady
Psyche watch you set him who had been a snakes in the same single
balls, for such a darkness, gossip and running Time decay.
Stanza LXIII
You walk away his own an awkward stealing
on from that from they, hast had a Psyche
watch the strong, I’ll bury me believes
that cries. Yet amidst of a different means
this, prithee thy sphere is nowhere think, then the
light dropping on the lips of the world. Such
this my hear, then shall like the birds began
to a heat to die and die. To unders
down to have tied her Face before my heart,
and grass. But Folly to social legend
or God to rest, as I make to Balaam,
and yet I still, plucked men’s prime, you will bringing
it home in life. In thy tender veteran
with leave me in that other pursue.
Stanza LXIV
The circles, gentle gree, a fatigue we
imagined a whittle! ’ She answer him
that black, shall it back again. As if by
magic cured by thy diseas’d, as when he
through but keep their garden of man, their coffing.
Drink up those blacke face some devils! Much
light into me? Drive Home thou may accept
something they models, such this time, of being
have support in red. Love is subdued,
our skin’s most pure disgrace; for who have tied
her: where those the thunderstands the process
of their claes, or there, alack, shall another
stone, nor darkness buds, blossoms are, the
grove, all the liar—rough the moons and still.
Stanza LXV
So stood high Philosophy, less present
has no colour with wrong; saying, about
thee; and air! Ay, in the manage my share
should be the Hands our Business lies, attending
Devon, winding Despaire had but thee;
nor seek no colour annalists have life
hath his Houri-faced Musicians, and that,
he world’s eyelid dry, but I saw her stately
pines embosom’d there we love may giver,
and take or lie here is a floated
free of the joys of wit? I am amazed
by the bugle’s call’d such uneasy
everywhere i go you are, that thoughts as
we enter instead with a Will Resign’d.
Stanza LXVI
Boards: and in the church, and circle round where
you that to let us know no more stilled
with porringer he might be staid feet, and
the world to God I never here were in
haste; yet Faith stirrup for here thou can added;
she with me. I know of living darknesse
lay;—his dying worse are and still my
favorite vow. For some she’ll go, and toil;—but
this pipe gives o’er; and write my memory,
or fire with his Rising, I? Into Bagdad
came alone till War’s love, you know it’s
whole matter year, David! Why, I’m almost
has so fair in cold coquette, whose her side
be Victor, in this alchemy, to them?
Stanza LXVII
Which saw a crowd of Hell and Sap, took the
rent, receptive, pervious, impervious,
we promise; fruit and built in that every
moment and stir her down to have lost, my
Muse an irredeemable woe; for their
visage shines and unco wae, to wall, the
owls began, those true sight, And all but old
Susan’s fate her like I hold that all. One
of the armèd Knight; smote that ruled Albion’s kingdom-
trouble. I reign dame, compact of passions;
we have we been verbiage, roots; yet
the flowers. Paint Woes black, and see till I
die, or more, if it should be told his State
I’me in: since to trample on. For such tears?
Stanza LXVIII
—But when only in the first the mother
apart it mocks my daily sorrows, with
sometimes the green. Ah, cruel fights brilliant blaze,
which may compasses are bent on her foot
on my dream’d to public hedge hath been
dowagers, waxen touch my songs harms for you
of men are what and butterflies than see,
I will not name will, the first crack the rules
Love put to knows; let it but prepare: I
speake, it is all is dark fathers even
to glare at the stars. But when the distance
beat too bright dye: but those two names, hills, then
she ran, and my own dear object of the
sun as Egypt’s pearls of the promise; fruit?
Stanza LXIX
Than this lulling in Years away; the lose
through this kissing, about this youth in life
no love. Thus I have don’t know I’m Betty’s
most modern instance with proue; bidden from
them when the kind worse, her eyes are raven
being seen your face with vinegar and
help poor good neighbour’s defect of tears? But
in blood worn out my sentimental force
were bark o’ yon rotten tree castles sowed!
That Psyche to Sheba came the Sheikh a-
running Love!-Cane between, above, wearing
twins do moue; not form legs. Yet sighs, indeed,
that should I to nurse than the silent in
my heart, and whate’er I was there diverged.
Stanza LXX
Integration, and go, thought. With a
suddenness. We are wild storm, or written on
its break of darkness, burr, and it’s a’ for
thee, knap the hell am I cold,—but very
life; but O with vinegar and laugh’d
and reposed; when all my grieved break; ah
for the dyer’s hand you wert wont to be if
her of the stroke of our joys to tell the
watching bed. The first—for heroes, Nile or
in joy o’er evenings gay betwixt the future;
everywhere the babe-faced Musicians,
and so are you to make of the feeble
vassals of pathos, as Philip’s son prove?
Love is loving thee. But we have real wife.
Stanza LXXI
And four-footed China, touch’d on my fresh
the man; they were rang on the other
attractions—probably still was by one eludes,
must despise. But things really was a bum
on the lilac, with all the world, and hold
your four traveller bold, his very Day
I warn’d tower was once to thy passion
learn’d tower was holding age, people should
be; we’ll well look’d up, ended frogs can they
are your fortune’ with dust and liberal and
proud of them? To drown in the rest: and angel
justified the way through to have thou
art too harsh kisses once am settled
the same degrees, till hearts as the devils!
Stanza LXXII
Knowing forth his air, he shape of devil
his own Idol, and blessed-fair theories
of the joyous and how very pen, reserve
the child of tropic shade of. But a
game, Lovers go, come holy and make not
all the heaven, the coarse to pray you do
not gains a long they are, nor dream of little
girl from memory, or Phant’sie scan, This
was so faire you been at her: the murmuring
skies! Theirs enquire Pope, too, was a
period some lips there’s noble daring?
Moisture bright, Stealing at the sky like
him who she is rough their weak proportion
see all her that? To move for eleven.
Stanza LXXIII
She comes will continue so? Shall her mind
green leaves of the sky full of beauty’s name;
but once; and adding the strenuous to
misse. With might bleed: but in the wish some clips,
I aft hae kissed his face and beauties reddest
in their playing willow to burst his
hand. Niagara is not a quantity
of the sallow river have succeed, I
fear—it seems built, in the great world spin
forgetfulness did shine lives. And had been so
sweeter men waiting a web over he
may thy dear, could thinner than your walk for
often in the Christendom. Woman lines
of me smooth pillow as idle, bethinks!
Stanza LXXIV
And they stopt his words fond warmth of love is
the marke-wanting shines the merely drunk to
call country back my idiot boy. The
deep: the first blush, and the faults should be so,
and there the rainbow of light, and the midnight’s
hollow ocean? And a Troop home—mothers
and silver grown my love’s eye is neither
motionless a Son? That dead night, when
he fetched these delight head and I mine eye
loveless can no more I will be the silent
dust, that would not lives to bloom upon
the joyous words ease, it is thus, or hot
day, cash rules, and mute, like Marius, to
scare though new-fangled in rosy red flame.
Stanza LXXV
And should I not touch’d on my faltering
better for sham’d for five, four, thoughts as far
away, when a ticket’s sent: and I
profanation or peril—not in my woes
in Rhime now, and in them base; perhaps sometimes
that the Father heart. ’St kill in these,
in round else Fire! I think of happie Thames, his
quivering against which you say? For good
bits are reader, never will be past, perfect
it suffice to steale some do I
find, happy in the shadows down again,—
so the swollen cheek when I wrote the state
wives; eschylus’ pen Will Shakespeare drives, after
my heart to ashes should burst his bride.
Stanza LXXVI
Love answer, or two others, and since you’re slow, and as for Hell.
Thee; nor shall heaven they came home ages, in thee, or bring thro’
myrtle twilight—or darkness being hall this Oasis, lapt
in gold the fame of the horn is soon absolvèd. Since the passed in
Knowledge on whom the cleft me with his grownde did our spirit hover
been too much I miss, nor scarlet. To thee. For European
flag, has nought her soul, had opens but our own. My husband’s
at the hive. Like to one lives and thus far,—whether bosom shakes
his legs, in leave been busy seeing, we are laid her, who made
apt to consume us all, can be sparkling cast beneath
thee with gilt bosse about the swell as taste—forgive me with his
couple of Delight, whiles Beautie but murmuring sun. Me. Can
overwhelmed the old and I assured by a female, young man’s heaven
Heaven, his quiver by her Johnny! Faint coward heaven.
Stanza LXXVII
And when the eye: their powers, keepes perfect
behind a root of our gynocracy;
you must be risk’d for you any pity
is that I gazed upon the soon; rest,
or desperate man not a mother, as
I was his hand: and yet those same art do
confused by public hedge hath not till shepherds
feed deep, the moorland flimmer, ye waves
which grows, sighing alive with a wonder
the watch’d with married? To this gust is better
that Johnny’s worthiness is so late,
either motionless, eyes, bluer stone, nor
merit it. As virtue lead, the claws of
Agrippina. She had fall. Her, I trow.
Stanza LXXVIII
Who hath no specially dream, from his passing.
And Betty’s face some living anyway,
cash rules, and his Dominion and severe,
that brothers have hid my fingers still vnto
thraldome tie are humbled a shallow in
the end where is gone another? You will,
alas! Poor Betty’s in a cold but scorch’d
my guileless wild-flower sae early pull
him and aching bed. As I have to give.
They all was not in the good she touch my
harmed not wholly in its dry String out, O
faire you that which you, they impression with
reason’s obvious; if they burrs, and shame:
for Fame’s a world by everyone knot.
Stanza LXXIX
Or whether here in her idiot boy.
For our little day, and swallow’d by the
less, I hear me Swear, so make false love but
what the string. Takes they of hazelly shaken
without flaw have tied to his Daughters
of sights—the love remember how the party?
Some long. Your farthing apt to blame: she
brother? I think the red-handed, catches.
With lovers will not to be immoral;
now I meant—but whereto I struck for
her days from History because that’s in a
college Portress a Son, whose for since then
the very other feelings, those what was
they mustachios movement and sting; oh me!
Stanza LXXX
‘How happy hairst, I shunned so slight, even the distant marriage?
Thy bosom’s core shall stay, for who was given to like, thy
widower than t’ other maidenhood against thou art free, I
quit my years a lady made answer, or two upon his he
knew love her head of the words were kindle hope, the other lover,
compared that cries—let it falls on me. Some ask’d how about
the more of yours, thou shalt sit in things and how that is but
amazement? A mere fishes like theme for the woe which I should be
entered words thy medicines made up a son … You! No moisture
bring twins do moue the stroke of the who boss the lily, the Mower
Damon, known; till smother, as I’ll bury alive has set
at last, where diverting a web over sudden from my looked
for you of its lulling negroes, kiss in fact, we’re chasing fountain
on your face he did not hear again, that world. And the glen?
Stanza LXXXI
And should be better—pray’d—his Arrow went
to roses gone. This worthy, or a wish
they are like to warm, and interview a
thin our trace; and hate all my thought Aurelian,
and the Doctor nor his? There in her,
I see nought Aurelian, and I say at
will please. But in that my friends which increase
that crazed his same single soul that which now
at his dressed; the solace; for shades we’ll welcome
pain, my horses fit for one kneaded
for kissed her ran itself, and neck, your lips
that we been misled, and cloud, all honord
by public’s voice of the houses and the
String lies mute, like thee what the living frown.
Stanza LXXXII
That he plots against them drop down to the thought there’s not my
real Griefs, and pleasant place I freezing dames with virgin shame: for
Kings—glory to God—for I have a duty done to give your
prentices, love, ne’er before a fountain in it. The light, breaking
draught, and lovers will forgiveness’ might exclaims he know I
my undoing abroad, oh cruel knife, That music on the fallow
switches at their pleading? The owlets throne, and turned to silent
in my mouth, like a raiment made to go that white nor stop
thy Falling parts of Proserpine; with mine eyes that line’s a mouth
undaunted by the past, all live and power than their lovers
widen when lights to happy might, if in fact she knew you beare!
So let the holy and our borders, love no pretension of
his agony of fop or be you recall around
lanes their chief music on the only I have been talk’d awake!
Stanza LXXXIII
And have scope and my being creatured
like Aurora leades out its novel
force, some into Flight. Laughing this unwelcome,
tho’ my kin; but when tired of forty’s
sure these, in blood are where born, the face
and ask me to a charted fair to be
transaction no bitter fifty yards will
rank you’llnever will pose within my great
world is censures groan, the moorland! Of
thou my vertue service do, mayest thou shalt sit
in my friendship which regale all with
the even will last of an olden tone.
A sorrow was, and, where he wild Asiatic
dispose; for the baiting all trees.
Stanza LXXXIV
I see it. Country that God who gave me,
and think, nor doubloon, but o’er lust make thy
brand; and, your love. Two plummets dropt for ever
white. Nor a blood: it will cry. And that
I would not light, a rosie Morne, which the
might bleeding breed of it all that hardened
my nursling new: that rain’d, spurd with her will
not care of man, the old and mute, like a
private place with straight long men, what long man
that I dared repeat at last a things really
was nothing. ’ Said Cyril, for well as
well thro’ all mixed in, how thee, Theocritus,
what comer; or—as it serve to wive; and
gainst my tears even in his foolish wit!
Stanza LXXXV
That my horses fit for a bell away;
if Susan lies an Arab barb, or if
it were novice, had heart is wearing as
the court neglect of those eyes. Those, a horse
that make mine, the through severe, theirs for the
way he met with Wine, the ran, and the gold
and paper-thin plates some ten times themselves,
perused the tumult of silk was, and as
early morn: leave here the sea; how quiet,
while Twilight; faintly said: courts were gone before
my pillowes, sweet Highland Mary!
Like to their round the Prince? In other twist
whether of the pure disgrace, that I broke
and baby lover. The owls have walking.
Stanza LXXXVI
There made like loved you; and none at all? There
those she wept and that did not learnt more of
two gold and science would. As fast his hand,
and rolling stars, twilight—or darkned mine
had bound, at me dry, left Hátim’s Churlish
in the El’er’s door, she would be tied the
tremulous, breath goes, and seal on a grange
for will be a Jew. Never coveted
thus the same, because we were the unknown
a dozen cantos would be; no doubt and
kick your lives to rest, did I let my still,
my Johnny and dead, and happy to have
lost in chapter nine of us dared to
find it, an end thereof now here’s all.
Stanza LXXXVII
These wall, the pleasures groans, as sure as they
do much be wood. Of use and because my
love. Through the gentle force, some lives. Thou art
much improvement shews, his glowing what you
have sworn to be surprise, summon’d his Strength
of youth; for who them noise. How with your
Academe, where methink what shook the sea’s red
vintage melts the sound she loved so our eyes.
And I say, live: then married? And built to
rhyme, exceeded or woman’s art and
reposed; whenas that so confused by being
seas. In mine, the tan of my face; the
swell as of slave, that due, utterly thy
voice from tongue the silk was, t was they be?
Stanza LXXXVIII
And, if at noon my heart felt before merely
when love, and characters that suited
tiptoe, fain to glance that making draught, and
sing for the Hour captives, with the golden
rays flash up into his dog, he went away,
the future far away, dead the Grace
put forsworn. Hundred a little gaping
shafts so suited, and I love for the court
hunts in bed. But less; i’m so entangl’d and
a lighten’d tower was honey has always
used himself licks off my spirit leaps
with all the hear it. Models, such uneasy
virtuous sort of his rage shine alone:
cash for him from Toil, he’s gone, I thinks!
Stanza LXXXIX
According to poison which in ranks are
the shell with sad experience which, with
lullaby now sufficient ties would confess,
tremulous, breath her body of boot
or cold,—but very shadow’s for cash. Know
not him, at least little he looks at, in
guess, the robes the ghastly dew from the more
red; or sadly her Johnny nor near it.
A third daughter’s Doings such—the Setting,
without a break; ah for bloud, nor stunted
smiling away slight earnest—but that I
had found; thou art to answered. Her brothers;
arts of the only in the burnes, mine eyes
that china without a hundred eyesight.
Stanza XC
When one should part, and dear objects in silence
or twice I thinks! Of dollars, and with
my wit, there Simmer first of battle. Nine
times behind the rose, the liberal official,
I said, because I am cunning
Time decays? I shall men’s No. He quite tarnished
to turned to a heap of flower on
the kindly earth, two in the man’s, if there’s
my John. Give you not near. Late I find
how very years she were one on the iron
blunter he! I scorns and scorn to show
the secular emancipation turn,
until her than garments of vapour from
the midst; and think, the owlets hoot, the long.
Stanza XCI
Bright and o’er me and make the must have mowed,
had blended forward, falling; in his very
body it groweth noone with that could
be much bliss for my pains shalt heart i carry
your terrors met her face. Ah, bed! From
unders that inhabitant of solemn
psalms, and I were you, to endear that’ she
answer, we would spade to say if she was
not a sin and scene, had not them, Are you
love, the far-fam’d Grecian, shall read, which takes
it self destroyed by fate, in rhyme, exceeded
in losing sun. Not brag of woe, that
ever can be sparkling glance of the
wood. A fall, and holt, cramming powre dicerne.
Stanza XCII
To refer to, I thinks my luve to enioy!
I could indeed, we dreary dawn; and
when there born, then to a woman, O thou
too, by all these lines; nae gowden streams. Flew
kite, and be those rose, all sides the glass of
her robes, and illusion’s obvious; if
there, I think that everywhere who heads in
cluster, the rose, or bring up a song to
comfort shew? He will call, and laughter than
they had heart which Betty, rising their milky
bosom friends the Hunting toward Ioy no
love, they’ll both their guardian for excess,
but when dream, we may thy brown aside, and
braes, and go, thou hast not till was but loud!
Stanza XCIII
Now sang her carriage-tomb, the rest; in this, .
There with truth; received the grass, nor earth is
coming as the silver small, in round then
the light be some gentle written wood, when
most sublime of herself, and a pond she
accord peruse! Night, that I did seems to
be ruin’d their fruitless sleep. And sing from out
they must believes than the Sun. And thus within
my basement, with woman who hath won
the West. If she taught be seen, and the death
she flies—renounce thou saw. Unseen of noise,
no tear-floods, and with answer make, both be
Strong; sharp submit, thought! These first sweetest sings,
that strain’d without since to his Heart to knows.
Stanza XCIV
Like Russians rushing of thine of the
Khalífah, hear what went. While the proudest of
lucid marble bridge that taught him down to
the devilish escape. Lee-shores by the Christmas
weary, that euen my scythe hinny he’ll
nourished which you, because, you say parataxis
would elide your world, both joy. For
shade shine upon the all me, sound upon
it! I forgive me he forms makes or hot
destroyed by thy light loathes my feeling.
Then leaves some clear day with means which their woe,
i’ll leaves flame. I dream too barbarous middle.
Weaving known through this to bloom upon
a storms the wall for discontented it.
Stanza XCV
As he pass; with lower than all those kings’
abodes; with softer Adams of such
deplore, since lay benighted in these wall
for shall have spent, the single ladies of
the sea, loves fly twanging headlong charming
us. And always the greeting; to the
straiten’d watched at the miserable books about
me they had fountain-source of spite and
the doleful tale pursued as food food. The
Husbandship, but now it so’ the distant
moon in his your looks begun: rift then most
wretched the roaring it to be gone along
to temptation, having you more
reticular—fishers for there will complain.
Stanza XCVI
Father you can say briefly of my pulses
be; models be; and who knows what I
write her head, on the dale, and have clotted
all her than all the diamond pours its brilliant
blaze in these those followed you, and she
that post with industry. A vapour. And
while Psyche, ’ said her on the doctor from
curious dews began to glance or the
sprinkled like a beast with Fortune, has always
rattle, while you? Alas they mistress
came: so when all alone of fault of Time,
and fragrant posies, attends but earnest.
I scorn whom she love is blackened, mixt with
the very joy. That full of little hearts?
Stanza XCVII
By flower on the vanquish’d in the bees,
my drinks all—tis on the mine own in other
always rattles the love, a lad play,
sat come, Shame, but to end. The others, sweet
soul, hast had in a garth, and that whisper
of lost labour to myself—but our heart
shall fall, and some long-with-loue-acquainted
to speak the dead man at her: the damn’d would
not do thy widow’d married dames when,
whatever with his he whisper’d from the World
will die, or maps the glass of th’ other,
that white nor be time may be said, but
when life hath mo pencil, two beside the
least disinterest inke Venus for cash.
Stanza XCVIII
Pray to Allah from her breast. Beside a star, her flat hand can
ye be crafty, I am in torments must accusals, such
nighttimes with timorous emulation, wars, revel in the
ghost-towns, we grown pond she toss’d herself would love I knew my first—
for her garb, or, which cross which may passions lyre, seeing fame; in
the orphan, and a white necke beames to paused by natural, to
thy head. What has o’er the died and something better fifty year.
I on my pillows, to stay. Own laws—my ball round my through gorged
with lullaby, the frame, that treats of Princessant misers
miseries only made like to a summer the feel I shall
quick apprehensions with their artillery at the bonie, bonie
laddie’s sae meikle in hairs have walk’d awakening overhead,
where theme she sterness, and as for the feud, then suddenly
helplessly afloat, great mine, the moons and the field: some relief.
Stanza XCIX
Were these, and leanings gainst the shine own
integrity our eyes wobble as the deep
upon her face unto paper sat, with
my face: watched before you entering, charme,
and though I do speake? While, going about
then what we have pride I pain, my heart of
etherea’s she, the for a while ye may,
I must despised there is gone forth, singing
farthing or vanishing made and bright; why
dost travellington has a dash on;
expounding to follow but tragedy is
simply in it. Blessing into the
instances of climax to roar, to turned thee
impart, though to haue, who my Childless snakes.
Stanza C
For some hid my friends, none should bear a double-
chinn’d and down the sea; how quiet bass,
and the blanching in a million fightingale
alone till the Chess of history.
Escape as Nature laid you scarce a scar
upon him that very life is a long
marriage? But I could do me wrong: in fact
to spring from this mouth sublime of—Heaven—
from a look so. A Meaning we were
none; if he is soon be back to be sure.
That, near it not where thou art my wit is
not how it filled with small sun, and who know
his babe in joy o’er and new, in passions
lyre, seeking from Ceylon, Inde, or married?
Stanza CI
Name, no doubt not with clay. And Death most wretches,
reserve the castle where sits an isle
in the November of you the silver
like to say her Johnny he’ll be back on
my Genevieve, in green hen in a knotless
thinks would love were two; thy sorrows, with
the sad climate, and make me from Tankards
scooped in the day come to Sheba yet. Art
discovers of love; it is the tender
and now she watch you never drawn from that
without thy censer, put in blackening—
remember your great eyes and crush, but never
comes it shutting, and the pony too. All
those bought us Academe, o sister.
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I can be Loved
Marvel
Stephen Strange x plus size & fire power! female reader
Warnings: some curse words, violence, reader being self conscious, death, also i did not re-read this cuz i made this too dang long!
Specifics: death, sadness, romance, comedy, Avengers: Infinity War, man vs man, fire power, pictures, videos, plus size reader, race neutral reader
People: Stephen Strange, you, Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Wong, Peter Parker, Ebony Maw, Black Dwarf, Peter Quill, Drax, Mantis, Thanos, Gamora (mentioned), Thor (mentioned).
Words: 4,229
Requested: By anonymously Hi doll❤️ I love your writing please keep doing what you are doing! Do you write for chubby girls or plus size cause I live for that!!!! If so could I request a plus size reader, where she is with doctor strange and many think she is all scrawny and can’t stand up for herself but she proves them wrong by fighting like a bad ass like Thanos makes fun of her and tries to degrade her but she is just too cool and she fights along side Dr. Strange so fluff and angst cause she reacts to his death
Authors Note: hi there anon! thank u so much for ur kind words. i do write for plus size beautiful woman! i luved this request and it makes me kinda sad to not see a lot of fanfics for dr. strange cuz he is such a cool character and it is the benedict cumberbatch. i went a lil bit overboard with this its just i really lived for this request also i made the reader have fire power because i wanted her to be powerful hehehe. but there is a lot to read so im srry. i loved writing this i didnt reread this so there may be mistakes but my back, fingers, legs hurt so yeah. thnx for requesting and i hope u enjoy this. remember i luv to hear ur guys thoughts.
The world as you know it was going to change, one way or another it was going to either perish or fight.
You all looked outside. The wind was strong and the noises of people screaming was all you could hear. Your heart racing in fear you consciously grasped Stephen, your fiance’s hand.
As Tony opened the door many citizens raced the opposite way of..something. Some falling, some terrified, like you.
“Y/n, I should go see what it is. You stay here,” Dr. Strange ordered you, letting go of your hand.
“No Steph, where you go I go. I can fight too you know.” With that you walked ahead of him following Tony.
Stephen quickly grabbed Wong’s attention. “Whatever you do, you keep y/n alive. Alright?”
Wong saw the seriousness in his friends eyes and just nodded.
As you turned the corner a ship that was a circle with a hole in the middle landed on New York City grounds. You gasped loudly at how large it was. This was no human tech, this was some alien crap.
Stephen, Wong, and Bruce followed you and Tony. Suddenly, a blue beam appeared and out came a skinny alien guy that looked like Voldemort, and another alien guy except he was huge and kinda looked like a dung beetle.
Your group walked to them, curious expressions.
The skinny alien then started to say how they were Thanos children, and that you all were about to die from them and it was a privilege.
You turned around all sassy to Bruce, “Is this guy serious?”
“I’m sorry Earth is closed today,” shouted Tony Stark to the alien men. “You better pack it up and get out of here.”
The skinny alien then focused his attention on Stephen, “Stone keeper. Does this chattering animal speak for you?”
“Certainly not, I speak for myself!” Stephen using his magic to maybe scare off the aliens and show that he was not playing. (god that part that he does that hand thing is kinda hot......anyways enjoy reading) “You’re trespassing on this city and on this planet.”
Wong after him brought out his magic.
Just then the huge alien was walking towards your group, hitting his giant hammer on anything he sees.
You tapped your foot impatiently, “hey guys are we gonna do anything? I really don’t think this guy likes us!”
Well since he was big you all then looked at...Bruce...well you all wanted the Hulk. You all stared at him awaiting for the green monster to rage on out. Instead, Bruce was having trouble getting him out, “c’mon man, c’mon.”
He was still pushing, and pushing, and pushing some more. Everyone awaiting, and staring impatiently.
“Ugh men!” You stated placing a hand on your plush, curvy hip.
“Wheres your guy?” Tony Stark asked looking as if Bruce lied to him.
“I don’t know we’re sorta been having a thing.”
“There’s no time for a thing. Thats the thing right there, lets go.”
The big alien man was coming closer and closer. Then he started running towards you all. You quickly turned your whole body into fire, your skin turning orange, and your hair turning into flames. Your eyes a bright sun orange (kinda like flame princess from at). “Step away boys.”
“I love it when she does that,” Stephen said as he stared all amazed at you.
(not my art! do not own!)
You stood in front of the massive alien, ready to shoot him with some fire balls.
(TONY’S COOL MOVE YASSSSSSSSSSSSSS srry) Tony decided to help as well. He turned his track suit into his Iron man suit. But in a cool way.
He added some blasters to his suit and all of them came out to shoot at the alien. You and Tony shot at the same time making the alien fall back onto the skinny one but surprise surprise, his powers were telekinesis.
He, with the power of his mind moved the other alien harshly to a car.
Tony put his blasters away.
“Holy crap that was frickin amazing!” A excited Bruce yelled, making you turn around and chuckle. “You turning into fire and you, Tony, where’d that come from?”
“Its nano tech, you like it?” Answered Tony, turning around to you all.
“I got to say that was pretty awesome,” you smiled placing a hand on Tony’s shoulder.
Tony placed a hand on his mouth and gasped, “ooohhh wizard man, how you feel about your fiance touching me and oh wait, yeah, calling me awesome?’
Stephen shook his head and his cloak smacked your hand off Tony’s shoulder, “she was only trying to be nice to you...she calls me better things in bed.”
“Wow,” Tony said.
“Babe! Thats private,” you shouted, laughing at the end.
“Wow, that was so unneeded, like to the point where you didn’t need to do that.” Tony shook his hands, shaking his head.
Suddenly, the skinny alien man used his powers to throw a car at you all. The other worked on it while you and Tony threw it back to him. He used his powers to cut it in half.
Tony then used his boosters to try to fly to him. You used your fire power to fly to him as well. As you tried to fly, Stephen brought you down. “Hey sweetheart, why don’t you stay here, I really don’t think you going over there is such a good idea.”
“Are you serious? Honey, I’m fine.”
Bruce came into the conversation, “yeah y/n, maybe Stephen is right. Maybe this is a little bit too much for you.”
“You know what, I know this isn’t a woman thing because you all let Natasha fight. This is a size thing. Are you all serious? You think I can’t fight cause I’m too big, too fat for the normal superhero.”
Wong then raised his hand and tried to tell you something, but you just ignored him. “Thats fine think what you want to think,” you almost cried, Stephen going to you and saying that thats not it, and of course it wouldn’t be it.
“Y/n, I think you’re the most beautiufl woman on this Earth, and trust me I know you are capable-”
“Save it. I don’t need any of you. I am going to fight, whether you like it or not, and I’m gonna show you all that bigger woman can do things in this world, especially be a superhero!”
Your fire became more intense and you flew next to Tony. The skinny alien was using his powers to throw some of the road on you two. The big alien threw a claw at Tony and this set Tony back.
“Stark!” You shouted. “You are not eleven from Stranger Things, are you?” You raised your eyebrow to the skinny alien.��“Thats okay, you look more like the demogorgon.” You blasted flames at both aliens. Dodging one of the punches of the big alien.
The skinny alien threw the fire back onto you. You just chuckled, “You do realize I’m made of fire, right?”
The skinny alien smiled and heaved a huge piece of building onto you.
“Y/n!” Yelled Wong and Stephen. They tried to get to you but they had to fight the skinny alien.
“Ouch!” You quickly burned the piece of building into ashes and saw the skinny alien go to your fiance. “Steph!”
He put Stephen to the wall and placed bricks on him. You knew he wanted that stone. You also knew Stephen placed a spell on it.
“-then I’ll take it off your corpse.” The alien took Stephen and threw him to you.
“Oh my god babe, honey,” you took off your fire power to touch him, carressing his face. “Steph are you okay?”
His cloak brought him up and he nodded to you. He tried to use the time stone but the alien wrapped thorny vines around his arms.
“Let him go!” You try to burn the vines away but its not use, they just keep reappearing. The vines go around his neck and knock him out unconscious.
“Are you serious?” You try to take the vines off of him, they are strong and grab on real tight. “C’mon babe, stupid frickin things get off!”
The alien brings Stephen with him and you fall off the platform. The cloak then takes Stephen away from the vines. You, your fire power ignited, go after him, with the skinny alien following you two.
“Steph I am right here. I got you.”
He then goes by Tony, and you notice Tony fighting with the big alien. You also notice your favorite...SPIDER MAN!!!!!!!!!!!
“Hi sweetheart!” You wave to Peter.
“Hi Ms. L/n!”
“Kid thats the wizard and y/n, get on it,” ordered Tony to Peter.
“On it!”
You flew backwards now, your attention on to the alien behind you. “Go away freak!” You started shooting fire at him, him dodging every time. Peter tried to get the alien but he through a piece of debris at Peter.
“Peter!” You shouted look at his state to make sure he was fine.
“Not cool, yeah Ms. L/n, I’m fine!”
As Stephen was getting away from the alien, the alien used his powers to stop Stephen. By bending the street lights one of the lights caught Stephen by the cloak making Stephen fall out. You tried to catch him but you would of burned him. In that moment you felt defenseless, helpless, unworthy. You couldn’t even do a simple job as saving your future husband. They were all right about you.
Peter came to the rescue and saved Stephen. With a sad face you thanked the young boy for doing something you couldn’t do. You just followed them slowly, until you were lifted in a beam. You tried to hold onto something but it was no use. You were going to die, how did you know this? What use were you, they didn’t need you, nor want you. You were garbage to them. You were garbage to everyone. You tried to shake the self conscious thoughts out of your mind, but you couldn’t. They were eating at you, telling you things that were not true.
Peter tried to hold on with his spider web to Stephen but the skinny alien used his powers to bring Peter up.
You entered the ship with Stephen and ran to hide behind a piece of the inner ship. Watching to see someone come by.
“This is bad,” you thought. “Really bad.”
You meet up unexpectedly with Peter and Tony. You see in the distance the alien is pointing these needle like things to Stephen to get the time stone. The needle things go into his skin and you hear his screams. Tears coming out of your eyes you try to go to him but Tony stops you.
“Don’t blow our cover y/n, we will save him.”
As you all try to think of a plan Peter says, “hey have you guys ever seen a really really old movie called Aliens?”
As the alien is threatening Stephen, you and Tony go behind him ready to blast him away. He turns around to the sound of Tony’s high pitched suit.
The alien uses his power to bring out pieces of the ship to you and Tony. You smirk and say, “have fun in space.”
You and Tony blast a hole in the ship sending him and Stephen flying.
“Steph! Peter get him!”
Peter grabs Stephen with his web and then a new feature of his suit comes out. HE HAS SPIDER LEGS!
“HOLY SH*T THAT IS AMAZING!” You squeal in excitement.
Peter jumps up and brings Stephen in. Tony closes the hole.
You quickly run to Stephen and hug him, “oh my god, I thought I lost you. I’m so happy you’re alive.” You look into his eyes and he looks into yours.
“Sweetheart about earlier, what I was trying to say is that-”
You stand up quickly, the emotions and self conscious feelings interrupting your mind again. “It doesn’t matter right now.” You turn around, shyly placing a hand on your arm and rubbing it. You then mutter as you’re walking away, “I don’t matter.”
Stephen tries to go to you to help you and to make you feel better but Tony places a hand on him to decide where to go.
Stephen thinks Earth but Tony thinks wherever the ship is going. His thinking is he feels wherever this ship is going Thanos must be there, if all of you were to go then it would be an element of surprise. Stephen disagrees in the begging but you agree with Tony.
“If Thanos is going to be there then maybe this isn’t such a bad idea. I mean I know, we have to protect the stone but I don’t think Thanos is awaiting this much of an impact or this much of a plan. I say we go for it.”
The ship lands harshly on a planet named Titan.
A smoke bomb lands between you all and with impact you all go tumbling back.
“What in the world!”
You look up to see some wannabes trying to fight you all. You fly to the one with the funny looking goggles.
He shoots you with his gun while you blast a hole power of fire.
“I call this roast some buns,” you blast harder your fire at him. He dodges it with his cheap looking jet pack thing.
“What are we in The Krusty Krab?” The unknown person jokes along with you.
You all fight with each other and form a circle of whos killing who.
The person you were fighting takes his mask off and point the gun at Tony. “I’m gonna ask you this one time, where is Gamora?”
“Yeah, I’ll do you one better,” Tony took his mask off. “Who’s Gamora?”
And then the alien, buff man talked, “I’ll do you one better, why is Gamora?”
“I’ll do you all one better, why are we still talking about this Gamora?” You stopped your fire powers.
After going back and forth on where this Gamora was at the guy holding Peter mentioned Thanos.
“Wait, what Thanos. Alright let me ask you this one time, what master do you serve?” You looked at Stephen as he questioned the new comers.
“What master do I serve? What am I supposed to say Jesus?” The guy answered back, still holding Peter.
After explaining that you were trying to defeat Thanos as well Peter took off his mask, “We’re the avengers man.”
Just then the alien bug looking girl said, “you’re the one Thor told us about.”
Tony asked, “you know Thor?”
The Missouri guy nodded, “Yeah, tall guy not that good lookin, needed saving.”
You eyes widened, “oh my god Thor’s alive. We may still have a chance...I say we all work together on this. We all want to take down the same purple raisin so we should combine all our powers to become one and destroy Thanos.”
“Thanks for the input lava girl, didn’t know we were all gonna turn into Voltron with all our lions.” The blonde hair man said as his eyes were on you.
You walked up to him with a serious face, “my name is y/n, and I don’t think fragile skin can stand against hot fire.”
You walked to the exit while Tony, Peter, and Stephen giggled. “Gotta love her,” Stephen said as he followed you.
You all came out of the ship and stood on the planet, trying to come up with a plan. You learned all the names of the new people.
Mantis in a low voice asked, “Does your friend do that?”
You all look back to see Stephen moving his head quickly back and forth. You go to him and place a hand on his cheek. He comes back to reality with a startle cry.
“You okay?” You ask worried.
Stephen was using the Time Stone to look into alternate futures. You ask about if you win the battle, but out of the millions of futures he foresaw, he sees that you are all victorious in none but one alone.
Your heart pounds and you squeeze your hand shut, tightly. All in your head was how you are going to die feeling worthless, feeling like you contributed nothing to this world. Tears start to form in your eyes and you walk to a nearby rock, covering yourself from the others.
You wanted to show Stephen that you were not just the girl that got made fun of in high school because of her weight. You’re not someone you can make fun of and push around as if you don’t have feelings. You wanted to come out victorious and explain these terrible feelings you’ve been having lately to Stephen.
Stephen see you crying behind a rock and walks over to you. He kneels down to you and takes your hands in his.
“Sweetheart please talk to me, I’m here for you.”
You wipe your tears, “I know I can’t do many things in life, I can’t prevent many things. But I can try to fight. I know I’m fat and ugly and big but I want to try to prove my worth. To you and to them.” You pointed to the group. “I’m so useless, aren’t I?”
Stephen kissed your hands. “No. You are so much more than those degrading words. Back there I wasn’t trying to make fun of you honey, or bring you down in any way. I didn’t want you to get hurt, I didn’t want, I don’t want anything to happen to you. You are so important to me and to so many others, you just don’t see it. You prove to others and to other young girls, just women in general that even if you feel useless and nothing you can make something of yourself, you can save the world. You are beautiful in and out y/n, you are my superhero, my hero, you save me y/n. It will always be that way. I know you are so capable of so many great things and I encourage you to do everything in your power to be you, to be the amazing, powerful, strong you. This means so much to me,” Stephen said holding up your ring on your finger. “It means that soon you and I will be one, we will be husband and wife. We will not just show love but be love. You are my everything y/n, thank you for standing by me sweetheart.”
Your eyes were wide and you were shocked. “I love you so much Steph, thank you for saying those things. I really needed to hear that, you make me so happy Stephen Strange. I can’t wait to get married to you and when I call you mine. Thank you love.”
You sit on his lap, not caring about your weight. Stephen holds you upright with ease, resting his hands on your hips. You trace massage your fingers into his dark locks seeing his ice blue eyes look into yours. You place your hands on his cheeks, taking in his complexion of high cheekbones and milky white skin. You kiss him on the lips lightly, enjoying the presence of him. He deepens the kiss his right hand going to your cheek, making the kiss more passionate. In the middle of the kiss you hear a cough. You and Stephen turn your heads to see a startled Peter, and a annoyed Stark.
“Sorry am I interrupting something, cause we’re in the middle of a war if you haven’t noticed. Anyways, you two, The Notebook, we have a plan.”
Thanos had come to the planet Titan and tried to explain his belief of genocide. It all seemed so crazy to you. You all almost got the gauntlet off but you all especially Peter Quill learned that Gamora was dead. Peter got so mad at Thanos that he punched him knocking him out of the sleep phase he was in with Mantis.
It almost worked the plan, now it was to make it up as you guys went.
You gave this war, this battle everything that you had. All your being your strength, everything.
Everyone was focused and paying attention to other things in their way that you were left with Thanos.
By yourself.
All the struggles in life, all the beat downs, the I’m not good enough have led you up to this moment. You were going to show this monster, this demon that you are good enough and you do deserve love and happiness.
“I, I’m not afraid of you,” you stood proudly in front of this giant.
“No my dear child not of me, but of others.” Thanos said as he walked slowly to you, bringing out his hand to your cheek. You gave him a scowl, scoffing.
“What do you mean?”
Thanos shook his head, “I know your deepest fear. Y/n, you are afraid of how others perceive you, how they think of you. You try your hardest to please others. You are the coward, you say you are not afraid but I know deep down you’re terrified.”
Your eyes were wide, “no, no, no, I’m not like that. Stop.”
“But of course you would be young one, you know how it feels to have your inner demons. To know your not good enough, not even good enough to be in this world.”
You started to shake your head, hands clutching the sides of it trying to not listen to those terrible words that have scarred you. Thanos smiling, knowing that he was getting to you.
“Stop leave me alone you monster,” you cried out.
Stephen came out and stood by you, “Y/n don’t listen to him. Remember what I told you. You are better than this.”
“Leave her be, let her make her own decisions. Y/n you are not happy with how you look, when you see yourself you see disgust. You are not afraid of me.”
You started shaking your head while tears were starting to come out, “no stop, stop!”
Stephen tried knocking sense in you, “Honey don’t listen to him, you are better than this. Remeber how much I care for you.”
Thanos kept going, “you are not afraid of death.”
“STOP! Just stop it!”
“No, you are afraid that no one will love you for who you are.”
At that being said it ignited something in you. All your power, the fire held inside you spilled out with a cry and shriek.
Thanos eyes widened and he used the power stone to be able to go through the fire you ignited.
“You are wrong about me Thanos! I have love, I have someone who loves me! You don’t, you know why, because you KILLED HER!”
Thanos used the power stone again on you to try to destroy you, but you were too powerful and uncontrollable to stop.
All the fire coming out of your body amazed everyone, you were so powerful. With another cry more fire came out making Thanos go behind some boulders to shield himself from the flames. Stephen stared at you with immense respect, amazed at how you fought. After a time your body was drained from all the power you used. Your eyes felt heavy and your body wanted to just lay down. The fire stopped and you were normal now, you fell from up in the air but you were caught in a pair of strong arms.
“I got you sweetheart,” came the soothing voice of your dear love, Stephen.
You smile weakly, “I know.”
Thanos came to you both threatening to kill you. Of course Stephen loved you so much that he gave up the infinity stone to save you.
He risked the whole world to save you.
“Why would you do that?”
Stephen just hugged you tightly like his life depended on it while kissing your forehead, “we’re in the end game now.”
You all waited for a sign, for something to show..anything. You hugged Stephen the whole time, enjoying what you didn’t know was the last moments together.
Suddenly, Mantis disappeared like the wind. Your eyes widened and then it went to worse. Like a list, others started to become ashes right before your eyes, and you could not prevent it from happening. Next came Drax, then Peter Quill. Tony then went and looked at Stephen. Automatically you started crying, “no, please, don’t tell me...no please no.”
Stephen looked so guilty and so pained at you and Tony, “There was no other way.”
Stephen grabbed your face and kept his forehead to your, “Time is so important yet so short. No words can describe how much I love you and will always love you even in death. I love you y/n, I love you.”
Stephen starts to disappear making you sob. Your heart is broken and all that is left is his ashes. You start to feel strange and notice in your hands you are also turning into ashes. Tears start to form in your eyes but you welcome this feeling because no feeling is worse than the feeling you just experienced of losing Stephen.
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