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LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

#kit is not dead#in stars and time#isat#hyperfixation time hehe#the voices#isat loop#isat loop plushie#loop plushie#IT TAKES A FEW MONTHS BUT I DONT CARE#im shaking#i’m losing my mind#my money#is being spent on loop#loop has taken my money#loop has stolen it#give it back :(#/j#im losing it#yippeee
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I don't have a silly cheeky comment for this one besides it leans heavily on my headcanons and stuff on Grujaja. (that's how you know ur in the tranches for a character.)
^face of a guy that keeps hurtin his bonds w anyone close to him. Bonus doodles i made while drawing this that are semi related due to being tied to my Gr headcanons unda the cut lol:
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg capochin#ggg grujaja#ggg gr#ggg hector#<- in the readmore lol#Capo is so used to my Grujaja just quietly doing what he asks even after the bizzyboys dissolve it throws him through a loop when told no#<- this is a fact ive drawn in past images. i did that on purpose. Grujaja doing what he's told no hesitation or input#spent 3/4s of his life following these guys and not having his own personal hobbies. or having many personal items. it was his life#devoted to a cause and what it stood for because to him it saved his life meanwhile its just another festering wound.#capo is also drunk and girlrotting#capo lashing out at things and going too far fans where are u im right here#also please note the use of “kid” to a 40 year old man.#Capo still seeing gr as a small scared kid despite it being 33 years later#and getting the smack in the face this guy is a more mature adult than he is#because capo straight up broke the one thing Gruja wore on him he really cared about and instead on attacking that man he just gets up#and walks away#i cope with my evil images by drawing tiny gr because he brings me joy lol. little animal.#anyeay sorry guys for the insanity sometimes it controls me like a puppet to commit crimes and heavy headcanoning
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The Justice League, on their way back from a deep space mission that was incredibly successful, received a distress signal from a galaxy they’re passing through.
As they investigate, they learn that a colony of a planet has been wiped out. Completely.
Slowly they piece together that there is some being out there that had been terrorizing planets, starting with colonies and then eventually going after larger settlements and home planets.
The League also learns they are not the first people to learn of this foe, or try to come up with a solution to stop them.
The colony they are inspecting has researchers on it that had fled or escaped from other planets where they piled together all they knew about their enemy, and in an attempt to sift through the mountains of data they had collected, created a device.
If a person was connected to the device, they would mentally experience the number of years required to process the data and come up with an attack plan in seconds. What the researchers had needed was time, so they created it.
As the League pieces this together, Superman sees that there is a being approaching the remnants of the colony and the defense system alerts the “remaining colonists” of the imminent threat. Their failsafe boots up and takes the nearest person, in this case, Batman, who had been studying some of its programming, and activates.
The rest of the team didn’t have a chance to react before Batman blinks and is in motion, setting up machines and dictating code without lifting a finger.
There is no fight, because after the two seconds Bruce was in the machine he was a flurry of motion and the enemy was contained.
They ask him how long had passed for him in the machine. It takes him a full minute to respond.
“150 years.”
#batman#bruce wayne#justice league#batfamily#batfam#i can’t decide how bruce would react to being alone in his own head for 150 years but no matter what it’s bad#because sure he trained with the loa in isolation but not for longer than the average lifespan nothing can prepare you#so either he comes back and is completely silent because he spent the last 20 years not even “talking aloud’’ to himself#or we finally get some sort of emotive bruce. one who finally realized that he needs people and is desperate not to be alone again#when he gets home? and sees his kids? my god that man should cry.#because they were what kept him going through those 2 seconds and 1314000 hours - that he would see them again#and in those years there must have been downtime (if it was like a mental simulation) where he could over analyze his relationships with his#kids and the watchtower defenses and his romantic relationships. and mentally hack the equipment holding him to let him write code in his#head and then program the defenses in real time for the moment he came out of “stasis”#let this deeply traumatized man have too much time on his hands and the isolation he thinks he needs and have it fuck him up irreparably#(based loosely on miles o’brien from ds9 and outer wilds for the mental prison and noncon time loop)#one things for sure and two for certain he lobbys against solitary confinement
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"homura is an evil abuser who wants to control madoka and hates their friends" tired trope, canonically untrue, congrats on falling for the facade put up by a middle schooler.
"homura sees herself as inherently evil and abusive due to her upbringing, past actions, and status as a witch, which is still ongoing even at the end of rebellion" fresh, new, actually closer to canon, doesn't demonize a child for being mentally ill.
#pmmm#madoka magica#do you understand. do you see my vision#it is VERY VERY COMMON for people (esp kids) to see themselves as edgy and evil when they're 'normal' over minor things#eg kids who listen to metal and think they Cannot Be Understood.....#let alone literal child who has spent almost 1/2 her life in a time loop watching her friends die a dozen times#even nowadays due to Trauma Stuff and mental illness i deal w being like#'wow im an awful evil person for [minor offense] [intrusive thought] etc'#im not even a 14yo raised orphan catholic who lived over a decade in a loop failing to save my friends#and!! EVERYONE ignores that homucifer IS A WITCH.#witches canonically CANNOT CONTROL THEIR ACTIONS (oktavia attacking her friends etc etc etc)#even if she's 'not entirely a witch' or one w more control she's still canonically influenced by her despair and misery at the end of it#see: her familiars running around her soul gem 'whispering' to her etc#'homura is an evil abuser w no good qualities' posts (esp in 2024??) drive me up the wall ffs#sambling#top hits
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loop @ siffrin post sif's act 5 discord mod meltdown at his friends
#i do think its insanely funny that loop. who definitely spent more time groundhogging than sif#most likely did not lash out at their party even once. meanwhile siffrin was experiencing a manic bridge burning episode#the likes of which can only be found in turkish soap opera season finales#im not being judgemental ftr i just genuinely find it hilarious. angry hissing kitten behavior#sifloop#sif#loop
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Some abnormality themed Siffrins <3
#keese draws#isat#sasasaap#isat siffrin#sasasaap siffrin#comic siffrin#new game+#isat spoilers#anyways can you tell I had very clear ideas for two of them and as such was forced to decide the third for the sake of this drawing#the main reason I wanted to do this tho was because I was struck by the standard training dummy rabbit saapfrin visions#it feels very mean so ofc I love it#I didnt want to use funeral of a dead butterfly for chou but they have butterfly theming plus the horrors so I didn't have much of a choice#isat sif was the real hard one tho since nothing rly stuck out to me as a particularly interesting choice#I decided to go with happy teddy bear since it works well enough plus I wanted to do the tear at the neck#but yeah I spent like the entire time drawing this thinking abt loop especially with the dummy rabbit being a tutorial exlusive abnormality#also smth smth the dummy rabbit thinking its an employee and trying to do its job smth smth saap#lobotomy corporation
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The weapon

The victim

#I spent almost two hours looking for that damn fabric#my sister whipped out her Tarot cards to help#I am a non believer of tarot but it lowkey was accurate#also my dog was very chaotic and we tried to get him to pick cards for fun#he just stomped everywhere#THEN#out of nowhere#he runs over and starts biting the cards#so she lets him pick one out and it goes flying from his mouth#(he’s little)#and he bites at it again#and then she picks it up#IT WAS THE FOOL.#MF WAS BEING A SILLY GUY.#anyway guys#making loop dress stay tuned#(it will suck)#loop#isat#in stars and time#silly#isat loop#loop isat#sewing#project#lowkey hungry rn#idk how to sew a dress#let alone a tiny dress#should they have a hole for their star chest#loops real world adventures
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hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight
#radio rambles#i should go to bed but. it is on the mind#isat spoilers#<- for the . wall of tags to come#imm wondering what most people hc mdp to like. be#i know its most popular to see it as siffrins sadness. i do think thats p neat#and probably the intention#but im. juggling around the idea of? siffrin system moment? mdp as a headmate? if yall see that vision?#most inspired by that ‘do u hc this character as a system’ post abt siffrin#and i voted no then but now im like genuinely changing my mind JFKFKF#it makes sense in a way. and into my mdp hc that it. wouldve split while sif was very young#splitting due to stress which leads to a lot of. gestures vaguely. mdp’s whole thing#a mix of stress but also this sense of longing to. belong somewhere. to not be alone#many years ago it was about the loss of their home. and much later on became more related to its feelings towards their family#mdp is a scared child to me . idk about yalls hcs for it but thats what im sticking to#a scared child who maybe grew up a little alongside the body. but still Young and Scared#its not as often or eager to front as siffrin is. i can imagine it being much more hover-y or . POSSIBLY. cohosting if its feeling up to it#uhm. ok well#so i typed this out and now im actually really sad about mdp jgkdkf where is mdp recovery#now im kinda thinking about it fronting for once to properly meet the party and. and receiving comfort. and and and#wow christ im upset#also also glancing over at marias sibling au for character dynamics here….. sillies…..#ps not relevant to my mdp thoughts but fyi im imagining siffin in headspace looks very much like their body#the difference being. much darker clothes. more stars etc. maybe different hair#think like how a lot of ppl style their human loops. thats kinda how i imagine sif in headspace#SPEAKING OF LOOP#i think given the time he spent with them it woulf make sense if they split a loop as well#and ofc other members of the party jgkfkf#im not gonna get into my hcs there because ill b taking away from my mdp hc post BUT#thinking. always thinking
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i want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear
#comments and tags about my art n what u think are very very welcome and make me very very happy! talk to meeee!!!#fantasy ocs#sigh#reuven#elf oc#dnd inspired#fantasy oc#yew art#art#digital art#HI. IM BACK ON MY ADHD MEDICATION AND HAVING A DECENT PAIN DAY SO I SPENT A FEW HOURS DRAWING THIS!#i listened to the linked song on loop the whole time while drawing And i am still listening to it on loop right now#the line i put the link in is what inspired this whole drawing. i was listening to the song and i heard that line#and the faces and palm kiss popped into my mind SO VIVIDLY#i think i did a pretty good job with this one#its the most detail ive put into a drawing in like. a solid 6 months. medical shit just kept happening and happening#so i wasnt drawing much if at all#BUT!!! pain is sloooowly improving since the spine breaking and then surgery#very slow recovery for spine injuries unfortunately. not to mention id already injured the same place in my spine#and needed surgery for that too...#but!!! im recovering. im slooowly regaining strength (i can walk short distances without my rollator now!!!!)#and getting arm and hand control back too! its coming back pretty fast but i still rest it often and do stretches#but!!! yeah thats my life lately#im SO glad to be back on my adhd med now tho omfg i feel like an actual person again its so wonderful#i can finally get back to my passion... drawing elves being gay.#sigh is bigender though so like... gaystraight? /joke im bigender myself and its Never straight#this is a long enough tag ramble. enjoy my characters and my first detailed and colored sketch ive done in a long time#OH AND ALSO. feel free to send. requests and questions and prompts About My Ocs. i LOVE talking about them#it always boosts my mental health and makes me feel good when people care about my ocs#sigh/reuven
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Multi-stage operation! Once you clear one organ, it's on to the next! Also, a multi-stage tumor; laser it first, then you can extract it.
I also accidentally showed off a bit of the scalpel tool; the tool itself is complete, now I just need to make something that reacts to it.
#original#trauma center#trauma center recreation#also i changed my username already lol#delphiresearchteam -> giddydelphiresearcher#the “team” part definitely didn't fit and it was lacking the attitude i wanted to go for. i like this better#anyway i spent WAY too long trying to polish the scalpel#both the sound effect and the trail#the sound effect i'm pretty satisfied with! not perfect but close enough#it's the original scalpel sound effect but i couldn't quite get it to loop properly the way it does in-game#the trail is still messy. specifically when it's curving#i tried a thing to make it less messy but it actually made it more messy#and then i tried to fix THAT and failed so i put it back the way it was#wasted 2 hours on that. i probably could've actually made a Thing for the scalpel to interact with in that time lol#so yeah that's next on the list for tomorrow#after that i'll try making the gel#the gel works by spawning a bunch of puddles that individually interact with Things#that WOULD be intimidating but spawning a bunch of Things is how i made the scalpel trail#also i just realized: i think if you move the cursor too fast with the scalpel it'll actually skip over objects#same with the laser but that's less of a problem#imagine doing your opening incision in a perfect swift stroke and then being told you missed a spot. absolute bullshit#i'll figure it out tomorrow#surely it's easy to check if a line intersects a collision area right?
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A deep analysis of Konstrakta's "Novo, Bolje"
I know that there are maybe many articles about this song already, considering it came out a week ago or so, but I am so in love with both the song and Konstrakta herself that I needed to put my two cents on this song and why I think it's such an awesome entry. I'm also going to make a comparison to In Corpore Sano and relate both of the songs. I hope you'll enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Btw, I've gotten the necessary translations from here and here.
Let's start out with the title: Novo, Bolje means New, Better. It's already an indicator that sets the pace for what is coming.
Musically, the song is quite simple - It has only three chords that keep repeating in an uniform pattern, with a distinctive synthesizer that repeats itelf throughout the song as well. It's fast paced and eclectic, very modern, to fit the theme of the lyrics. It's worth noting that the backup singers are taking a very important function here. I'll explain it later on.
Now, let's get to the lyrics. Through the entirety of the song, Konstrakta is speaking to an imaginary doctor, to which she's telling of her latest affliction: She craves novelty. She only wants new things, new improvements, nothing seems to be enough for her, and she considers this as something wrong, something to be cured. This is about addiction to novelty and consummerism - modernity has made us addicted to updates, the newest phone, the newest device, the newest social media, every new thing is exciting and we eventually run for it.
The chorus is proof of it: New, better, faster, bigger, higher, prettier, stronger. The things she has aren't somehow enough, and she claims that all of this is coming. She wants something better than good. Good isn't cutting it anymore. It needs to be better.
Konstrakta proceeds to elaborate on her point saying that if she was smarter, she could turn a kilo of bread into two, and that ever since she was born, she has been knowing about better than good, which is another jab at modernity: New generations are addicted to new things since they are little. Let's think back, how many of us in our childhoods wished for better, bigger toys or electronic devices? It's an actual reality. And with the rise of phones, tablets and similar devices in infancies, this is more present than ever.
This also speaks about self-pressure about being better than good, the line "the performance could've been better" is a reference to our modern perfectionism, and the wish to reach even higher heights everytime, with innovations that sometimes aren't necessary. Why would the Pacific ocean need to be more pacific, anyway? The grandiosity and the exaggeration are marketing elements to draw you in, to try and show you that you can, indeed, be better than good. It's exploitation disguised as motivation and self help.
Then she says that she feels set up everywhere, because she is seeing anomalies, which is another point. Consummerism is a social issue, but if you point it out in a consummerist society, you're most likely to get laughed at or gaslighted in the sense that you're not being brainwashed by the consummerism. Which leads us to the next line, Konstrakta asks the doctor what's wrong with her, why is she seeing anomalies everywhere? Why is she addicted to novelty and perfection? She's trying to break the cycle of self-awareness, and at the same time, she wants her head to shut up about the pressure of novelty and perfectionism. She might believe nobody else is going through this, which is, ironically, an anomaly on itself.
When she sings the word "better" over and over again, it eventually gets distorted by the end of the phrase, which shows us that she's losing herself. In trying so hard to reach better, to improve, she's losing and destroying pieces of herself to try and build something new. The backup singers are repeating the other adjectives: better, faster, bigger, higher, prettier, stronger. Another proof that her head presses her further than she can actually reach.
In a more calm section of the song, she says that everything is fluid, and if she stops, she'll fall through, stating that she needs to constantly go full speed, up, towards higher heights. This is very telling. At the beginning of the section, the music gets calmer, almost quiet, but as Konstrakta starts repeating the words "going up, constantly going up", the synthetizers and the fast pace are back again, supporting her claim and her "illness" - the need for speed, novelty, perfection. Nothing is enough. Nothing will ever be enough. Konstrakta is trapped on a cycle of perfectionism and addiction to novelty. In trying to break the cycle, she's perpetuating it at the same time. It's a vicious cycle from where she can't escape.
When Konstrakta asks again what's wrong with her, this time she doesn't even get to explain what affects her. Here is where the backup singers reveal their real role: They are the voice of society. While Konstrakta tries to figure herself out, the singers appear to reinforce her need for novelty, the need for something new coming, the thought that nothing is never and will never be enough. And in this final section of the song, they shut Konstrakta up: "For God's sake, there's nothing wrong with you". They're gaslighting Konstrakta into thinking it's all in her head, and that she needs to keep striving for more.
During the final section of the song, the singers chant, almost like madness, that it's coming. Novelty and progress are coming, and nobody, not even Konstrakta herself, can stop it. While all of this is happening, she screams, calls out for the doctor to help her, but she receives no help - she's being consumed by the spiral. She's being dragged by the tsunami of society, the fast paace of consummerism devouring her as she screams in agony. And then, she says the most beautiful phrase I've seen in a song in a while:
"The wish doesn't know about what is unreachable."
We can strive and wish for perfection all we want, but wanting something and being realistic about it are two completely different things. We can try to reach the moon, but we are too far to actually do it. And in our search for perfection, not only can we lose ourselves, but we can go to dangerous heights: Security breaches, the end of individual liberties, violence, stepping over people's heads to get whatever we want, however we want. The wish doesn't know what's unreacheable. Therefore, there are no limits to modernity. This is a hurricane, and it's going to destroy us all.
There is no escaping this. Which is why she closes by saying "it's coming" - Modernity is coming. We can't do anything to stop it.
Now, let me compare this masterpiece to her former Eurovision entry, In Corpore Sano.
It's curious to notice that both songs have the same length. In Corpore Sano, in case you need a reminder, speaks about how an artist must keep themselves healthy, appreciating our health and the moments in which we have it, to be thankful for being healthy and our body properly functioning. It's a jab at the Serbian medical system for it's negiglence with artists and the lack of medical insurance for them, also stating how health is a privilege, citing Meghan Markle's hair as an example to kick off the song and start speaking about hydration and health problems and how to identify them.
A healthy mind in a healthy body, a sick mind, a scared mind... Where do we go from this?
This song is more ominous, and the beautiful staging was also very ominous, setting the atmosphere for Konstrakta to become an advocate for Serbian artists and their health system. Art and social criticism, hand in hand.
Both In Corpore Sano and Novo, Bolje speak about health, one being physical, the other being mental. In the case of In Corpore Sano, the background singers don't take as big of a role as they do in Novo, Bolje, and when they do, they reinforce Konstrakta's message, instead of being dismissive about it or trying to shut it down. Both the songs are written in minor keys and are limited to a couple chords, keeping it simple.
In Corpore Sano is slower paced, as if trying to get people to understand the point. We also get a hint of grief - Konstrakta lost her bandmate and friend Miroslav Ničić to leukemia in 2019, which inspired this song to come to fruition. Novo, Bolje, is faster paced, showing us the chaos and the need to rush that the song tried to criticize, and it's repetitive, highly repetitive, to catch people in. The catchy tune is meant to make you forget the point of the song, showcasing how tone deaf society can be sometimes.
At the same time, In Corpore Sano has a hint of divinity. God grants us health, but I don't have medical insurance. Latin has always been a language related to holiness, to purity. Novo, Bolje, has no divinity to it, it's quite banal, vulgar if we try to compare it to Latin - in the Middle Ages, any language that wasn't Latin was called vulgar, meaning "of the people". This song is nowhere near God. Our society has killed God, and has gone beyond divinity. Holy Modernity, mother of our Society, has taken over.
In Corpore Sano is meant to be a ritual song in all of its aspects - we see Konstrakta moving and clapping her hands, cleaning them ritually with her backup singers as assistants, overseeing the process as if to take care of her. They are dressed in black, Konstrakta in white, showing herself as a pure, healthy being, trying to teach others about health and how to keep it. We haven't seen anything about Novo, Bolje's staging, but the concept Konstrakta has shown with her in blue skin and an eccentric white attire, with the caption "The Kilimanjaro could be higher" (a brilliant reference), is meant to scandalize, to be weird, to make you think about the absurdity of things. Again, there is no holiness, no ritualism, nothing. It's banal. It's empty. And that banality, along with the message, is what makes this whole concept beautiful on itself. It's what makes it so brilliant and so well crafted.
I hope you've made it so far and that you have liked this analysis. In short, Konstrakta is a genius, a musical and lyrical genius, and I can't wait to see her again setting foot on Eurovision's stage. I hope this helps you look at her song with new eyes.
She's definetely gotten newer and better.
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I'm adding a new section of this analysis, to further it, now that Novo, Bolje's staging has been revealed.
First off, I want to thank every single one of you who gave support to the original version of the analysis, from the fans, to people from Serbia, to Konstrakta herself! I'm super honored to have been shared and promoted by her. It feels amazing.
Now, onto what's important: The staging.
Many people have put criticism on the fact that "this is just the same as last time", but they fail to perceive this is the exact message Konstrakta wants to get across. Modernity promises new, better, bigger, stronger, faster, prettier... But in the end most of the things that it produces are the same that they were before. Many new phones end up being the exact same as old models, but with a very small improvement, sometimes hard to see. This is the reason why Novo, Bolje is so similar to it's eldest sister, In Corpore Sano. A sequel that doesn't feel as much as a sequel, and in there resides its charm.
I've also been pointed out to the fact that this is supposed to be a satire against returning artists and their efforts to make something "new, better", and I really like that approach. It's a very interesting artistic satire.
Konstrakta is once again dressed in white, and her singers in black - A contrast between divinity and evil. But this also reinforces the fact that she is the "odd one out", she's questioning modernity, she's the one going against the norm. She's different from everyone around her. The fact that we can't ever see the "doctor" she's referring to, also helps reinforce this message. This will come back later, so keep it in mind.
This time around, she is not washing her hands, but instead making bread. Bread has many symbolisms, but in religion, bread symbolizes the gift to God to humankind - a stark contrast to a godless modernity, as stated prior in this analysis. Bread is the most basic of meals, and one of the easiest to put together, it's universal, every culture has its own version of bread. Just like modernity, universal, basic, stripped out of all value when you truly look into it. Bread is one of humanity's turning points. Modernity is, too, one of humanity's turning points. The creation of the Internet, the introduction of cellphones and computers, the invention of social media, didn't they all change humanity as we know it, just like bread did? Also, just like bread, these novelties are "food" - a basic need, something we can't live without now that we have discovered it.
Interestingly enough, the words "Not new, not better" flash around the first minutes of the song. This "episode" is so similar to the past one, it seems to contradict its title, but then again, therein lies its charm.
In the background, we always see eyes on the sides of the stage. "Big brother is watching you" - rings a bell? Modernity has its eyes everywhere. You are constantly being watched, you have to keep on track, not question anything and just lift your head and pretend everything is normal.
Konstrakta is constantly kneading the dough, never do we see her putting it into the oven - this can also make a reference to the "it's coming" line of her song. The bread is coming, it's supposed to come out soon, just as novelty is coming. Evo sa'ce, how the song would say. Inbetween, Konstrakta lets the dough rest, covered. Anyone who's made bread or seen a bread recipe, know that this is so the dough rises up. Just like a further section of the song, rising up, constantly up. If we tie this to the political meaning I've seen people add to the song, this could also double up as the gestation of an uprising against politicians, or even the fake promises they make.
During the first part, her backup singers are huddled in a corner, and from there they scream at her "it's not enough". This is a perfect parallel to what I put in the first half of the analysis, about self-pressure, perfectionism and how they play a big part on modernity's declining mental health crisis.
In one part, Konstrakta uncovers the dough and just stares at it, along with her backup singers. They all stay there, perfectly still, like Mary watching Jesus in many religious imagery. They stay so still one wonders if something's really happening. As this section ends, a gate opens behind her as she adresses the "doctor", showing a white glow. This is the only time we get that the "doctor" is not really there, it's more like a self-reflection device. And this, once again, symbolizes the divinity amongst the profanity. Holy Modernity, mother of society. Once this happens, Konstrakta goes back to kneeading the bread. It's in the part where she talks about the need to go constantly up, putting up self-pressure and the anxiety of not being perceived as a perfect, functioning piece of society. It's a brilliant parallel.
As that section goes on, we can see one of her backup singers wave their white cloth around. The others stay perfectly still. This is also a symbolism of being the odd one out, how the one that's anxious and constantly on the grind is also frowned upon in some sense.
After the section where the singers tell Konstrakta to calm down, they start circling her while she keeps up her work. It becomes erratic and chaotic, just exactly as I had pictured in my head. Ultimately, Konstrakta is left alone on stage. Covering the dough once more, she claims "it's coming". The bread is coming. Modernity is coming. "Food" is coming.
I'm once again fascinated, throughly fascinated and thrilled by this woman's thought process. As I write this, I got the news she made it into the final! I'm so happy for her. March 3rd, I turn 26 years old. And it'd be the greatest early gift to see her win.
This was, indeed, new, better, and brilliant.
#konstrakta#novobolje#analysis#lyrics analysis#serbia#eurovision#pze#I love Konstrakta with all my being#This woman is a genius#I spent a solid half hour working on this listening to Novo Bolje on a loop#I really hope she wins#Novo bolje
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percabeth yuri brain rot ahoy
au where everything is the same except poseidon and sally jackson have a daughter named ariadne (depending on the version u choose she got a happy ending with dionysus which is canon in the books) she probably goes by ari idk idk
anyways ari doesnt realize shes a lesbian, shes just like ‘oh yes my best friend annabeth who i have completely platonic feelings for’ and annabeth realizes shes bi but shes stuck in yearning hell not wanting to risk their friendship or creep ari out
most story beats would stay the same (tho titans curse would probably need a serious overhaul so good thing im not talking about that x) and they do still mess up circes island tho im not sure why yet, but in botl annabeth does NOT kiss ari, and only figures out after ari is missing that shes bi
(meanwhile on calypsos island ari is like ‘ohh sorry im not into girls like that’ and calypso is like yeah the gods always send heroes who cant love me)
anyways they dont get together after the last olympian, instead ari wakes up amnesiac in the woods with only the memory of annabeth and shes like ‘ohhh that must be my girlfriend’ and doesnt question it again
now this is my hc for just regular canon percy too that even after the gorgons blood the old memories and the new ones formed in the in between would get a little mixed up so the argo II arrives in new rome and annabeth runs up to ari to go in for a hug when ari just starts kissing her (annabeth is so shocked she forgets to even judoflip her) n e ways they make it official that night in the stables and that would make the rome date their first real date
#percy jackson#percabeth#annabeth chase#genderbend#percabeth yuri#jic i add something else to this au i want a tag#also dont ask me about nico i spent a solid 30 minutes thinking about it at work yesterday and i could not figure it out#cus i like the dynamic nico and percy have in canon especially regarding nico once percabeth fell into tartarus#but if i swap nico to a girl then its like why didnt she join the hunters#and i was like maybe shes trans and didnt realise she was a girl when she met the hunters the first time#but idk how that would affect the whole cupid thing#and idk whether nico in canon wouldve had the confidence and support to come out between ttc and hoh#i could see her being trans and bianca helping her in the time after leaving the lotus#but then i loop back to the same problem of the hunters#i dont even like nico this much idk why im thinking so much about this#another thing to consider would be the fact that shes from the 30s#i havent read the cupid scene in a while but i think i remember that being part of why nico struggled with his identity#so im not sure she would have that same issue if she were already out as a trans girl#ig it doesnt matter that much overall#maybe nico stays the same in this au without a crush on the jackson child#what i should really figure out is the circe thing#mywriting
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Just saw a post talking about Loki as that little voice encouraging you to post shit ans embrace the cringe so maybe I will be posting that fic after all
#screaming into the void#its already over 9k so like#im a lot more invested in this thing than i had previously let on#i have also unfortunately started another fic and am contemplating a third so#the first is most definitely informed by my own trauma and started because i had a nightmare#that literally wouldnt quit playing in my mind on a loop#the second was much more impulsively started based on a post i saw that wasnt exactly a prompt#and the third im realizing is about my trauma around grief so like#thatll be fun#anyway im noticing a pattern in my writing where it's less about the traumatic event(s) and more about like#having actual support after and people noticing and being aware of things and giving a shit and that kind of thing which is#not a fun realization to have when you've spent the last decade telling yourself 'its not that bad'#maybe it wasnt but holy shit it was bad enough#anyway keep an eye for my new fics wherein i traumatize the shit out of lumiere#because that's the character the brain goblins are currently obsessed with for whatever reason#so glad i had a normal childhood
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I might catch some flack for this but I'm gonna say it:
The original music in Life and Trust is better than the music from Sleep No More
#oooo the SNM stanss are gonna come for meee#Just kidding like 3 people on this site talk about these shows#i am enthralled with the music of thos show so much. I saw a few scenes last night involving a piano and it was exhilarating#the action scenes the romance scenes the depressing scenes - all beautifully composed#i wish they would sell a vinyl of their score like take my money PLEASE#anyways got a see a lot of people that i never really interact with as much I didnt really get a full loop anyone like I like to do#but i got the majority of one persons loop that I really liked.#i spent 10 minutes trying to find 2 characters I am very interested in only to realize that they were both out that day 😭😭#and I couldnt find the character I wanted to follow at ALL last night but I left very satisfied#also I like the set a lot more than SNM it feels a lot more managable while also being incredibly vast and complex#Life and Trust#Sleep No More#Emursive#Punchdrunk#snm#l$t
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pyrr pyrriax is significantly less productive when it spends several hours just bouncing between vcs in pursuit of human interaction
#haunted ecosystem#i spent the last several hours just chilling muted in a vc with a few people i dont really Know but we're friendly so it works#bonus was playing on an mc server at the same time and immediately making it my goal to harass jack#i got caught in a self-instated death loop trying to get him to free my corpse from his claim PDVNDJK#however: i now have an area where i get to set up a farm and become a beast (spend several hours lost in farmer's delight)#its okay its better than the average of like 11 hour calls#i write significantly less when i'm being social and not just in my little hole in the wall scribbling random concepts#also i need to read more fic to get my brain going again since currently i am lacking in things kicking around in my skull#aside from a concerning amount of oc stuff that will likely never see the light of day beyond ocassional snippet posts#im planning to work on a few projects i just also need to. not have things i need to work on#im working on a gift fic thats a little late but i just need to Come Up With Something
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I am having a delightful time plotting out hcs for Euphraise's childhood and young adulthood and it's making me wanna revamp the looper Euphrasie au concepts I made a whole back because I need an excuse to explore different aspects of this woman so badly
#rat rambles#stars posting#I need to make her interact with siffrin more also I need her to continue to freak siffrin out even when hes not looping#like even in canon scenarios just her poking her head in the kitchen and going like oh ho it smells like someone's crafting wishes in here!#<- one of her dads used to say that all the time and she used to copy his speech a lot more but stopped doing it as much after well. yknow#he also died before the island got wiped so she already had time to become less of his little shadow#not like in a he overshadowed her way just in a they were father daughter besties sorta way#she loved both of her dads dearly tho#her dads were both cooks who loved just throwing shit in a pot and seeing what works#they would make a lot of soups due to them being one of few things euphrasie was willing to eat as a kid#she had (and still does have) a lot of paranoia about stuff getting stuck in her teeth so she would just refuse to eat most solid foods#oh unrelated hc but I like to imagine that before she became the head housemaiden she spent most her time in the house studying bodycraft#she still loves work towards advancing bodycraft but she simply doesnt have the time to focus solely on it anymore#I like to think she matches claude's freak in terms of experiments to the point that she might just a smidge be the bigger freak of the two#all of vaugarde should count themselves lucky she didnt chose to become a chemist#girlie does not practice safe bodycrafting either tbc she definitely risked completely fucking over her eyes for the sake of those circles#just her going yayay yippee I did it :3 and then having to stay in complete darkness for like a month to recover
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