#literally just venting

[irlactualhuman]

Got fully ghosted by a dude I was talking to for a solid week or two with no indication that it would happen and no reason why.

Like. Fair enough. Okay. Your right to decide you don't wanna talk to me anymore, but genuinely: *why* did you act like you were so into me up until the last second? Usually, there's some sort of decline to track or an inciting moment or incident.

Ugh. We played smash melee together with awful ping. That used to mean something.

[mass-convergence]

Okay when literally everyone you’ve talked to about this hasn’t even hinted that they’re reading the thing you wrote despite seemingly interested like months ago … idk. It’s kinda irritating? Isolating?

This is definitely stemming from my mental health fuckery and I get that. I don’t want to hold a gun to anyone’s head or make them feel guilty for idk, being busy.

This is a hard game to get into. You’ve gotta be stubborn.

But I’ve literally heard some variation of “I promise I’ll read it but I’m really busy right now” about 50 goddamn times from different people and as someone who’s also done that … I’m realizing what it’s like to be on the other side of that exchange.

I’m sorry.

[doom-dreaming]

"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD

[definitelynotpetedavidson]

Love it when the depression hits when I'm in the middle of doing my goddamn schoolwork. Maybe I should just let myself fucking fail. I don't really care. Except I do. And I'll keep doing my work anyway because I'm a little bitch.

[helplessly-pining-lesbian]

me: there's no way i could do this activity, i'm not nearly qualified enough, i shouldn't be the leader here i'm just a littol guy i can't possibly be good enough at this

also me: wtf how is this other person in charge. they don't know what they're doing and i do all of their work? it's almost like i have the experience necessary to be a leader if my Stupid Trash Brain would stop telling me i'm not qualified enough

[lazymcfail]

i have once again been thinking too much which led to a pain flare and doubting every choice ever. so now im back at square one reinventing myself after my body heals over the week

im exhausted of the cycle

[ionomycin]

Welcome home

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

[sncwbaz]

so, watched ep 1 of the atla live action and uhm, imagine not wanting one of your main characters to depict sexism because you believe it doesn’t read well in Current Times, so instead you double down on the character’s obsession towards leadership in order to give him that extra edge. but in order to make that work u have to make his sister quietly obedient instead of an outspoken leading presence that has the potential to overshadow him. because silencing a female character in order to write out a male character’s story arc of unlearning sexism is obviously a better and less sexist outcome.

[templetv]

please don't leave; when I think you're leaving my head gets fuzzy and the world caves in and my heart bursts and leaks into my legs and the rot overcomes me

[kiddokori]

they gave link a fuckjng hoverboard

[malo-mart]

The magic of Majoras Mask is trying to comfort characters who are grieving their future through little acts of kindness. Like, the simple but layered juxtaposition of the joy of marching the chicks around on the third day to a little ocarina tune while the game vibrates every few minutes to signify that the moon is closer and closer to falling....

[little-hermit-crab56]

WHY IS THE NINJAGO FANDOM OUTSIDE OF TUMBLR SO FUCKING TOXIC

[hoofpeet]

Depersonalization + Family

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i only get along well with ppl who would’ve been lobotomised in the 1950s

[lazymcfail]

....

i think its time for me to break out my planner and get a good hold on what i am doing w my days bc i am feelin so hopeless and tired lately. i feel like it's mostly bc its the winter and also being alive is so expensive but either way i need to make time for doing what i love and working on myself