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𐔌 Troublemaker Sister cg ﹒ ౨ৎ
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#me when experimenting#🪽 } my flags !#age regressor#agere blog#agere community#sfw agere#sfw age regression#sfw interaction only#sfw little blog#sfw littlespace#sfw caregiver#tw eyestrain#tw possible eyestrain#eyestrain#possible eyestrain#agere caregiver#caregiver flags
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Sun is always the calm one. While the Moon has more fps, always moves and wants to gnaw on walls, pace around and destroy timelines, the Sun is the one who prevents the chaos, usually by doing nothing. Or at least that's how I see them.
#art#oc#yourenotsupposedtobehere#ynstbh#blender3d#I think these two characters come directly from my experience - i always more active at night as well#i mean you too can't exist when there's so much pressure from sun it gives you a headache and pain in all muscles? no??? just me???
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all!
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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'It's not too late to learn, Fenris'
#fenhawke#fenris#hawke#garrett hawke#dragon age 2#i can't believe i finished a comic#it's been six months#and i've been anxious every time i stared at the canvas of a 'new page'#this one's been on my mind since January#thumbnailed in Feb#FINALLY the AF gave me enough energy and selfesteem to actually draw it#LOOK#i never chose this option#not ever#not even during my first playthrough a decade ago when I only knew Hawke by the looks#but the angst in this prospect is so chef's kiss#not to mention Fenfen would rip/ghost phase through the veil himself to bring him back#sigh#i'm also delighted I managed to draw a silent comic about words u_u#so many experiments in this one#also bedhair Hawke siiiigh#dragon age#las!art
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do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely
like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day
#on love#aroace experiences#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aspec#aroacespec#sunbloom talks#<3#just late night revelations#i like love and i love people :)#edit: loveless aros friendly btw#i think that's what i meant when i said love but not really all those months ago#“incredible fondness” is the phrase i really like instead of love#people need to stop coming onto this post being like “nO!! this IS love!!!” shut up you dont know me. maybe it is maybe its not#this was about personal experiences and it blew up somehow unfortunately lol
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#text#polls#asking for Me... ive been wondering what the average for this is for YEARS#my textbook says 8-10 years old#my experience i think is abnormal bc i identified as ace spec til i was like 16 And i think i actually Was#i think my sexuality changed due to factors probably but i dont think those factors were 'growing up'. yknow. especially bc i hit puberty#when i was like 8 i think
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"just as I did, in 1983."
you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#iwtv#armand iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#armandaniel#devils minion#drew this before the finale but idk maybe this is during the unspecified amount of time between armands divorce and daniels press tour#the titian painting doesnt fit at ALL with the timeline btw#i THOUGHT it did bc i assumed 1508 was when armand was turned into a vampire BUT upon reflection thats more likely the year he was born#and even then the painting was made in like 1510 so fuck me i guess. also im foggy on when armand was taken to rome#idk man i havent read the books and i failed art history on two separate occasions i cannot endeavor for accuracy#anyway as much as i love 70s/80s devils minion i have equal love for old man daniel#his cynicism has been tempered by time... refined like a diamond... he dont gaf and bullies his loser vampire and its hilarious#like ''sure yeah fine all these old italian renaissance guys saw ur ethereal otherworldly beauty but literally anybody can see that''#''IM the only mf who gets to experience the incandescent joy of seeing you be a messy idiot''#sidenote trying to make armand look unflattering is impossible u can blame the show for casting the worlds most beautiful man
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When I tell you that I have read fanfic characterizations so OOC that they'd classify as an original character, trust me I have read THOUSANDS. But you know what I don't do? :) Tell the author of those fanfics that they might as well classify that character as an original character if they're going to write them like one. Because that's fucking rude. People don't owe you your preferred characterizations. The back button is free.
#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fandom#dont mind me im getting mad at something old again#saw a comment while browsing that reminded me of some lncemond discourse awhile back and got pissed off all over again lmao#also needed this as a reminder for myself tbh#i be getting too frustrated with my hp fics sometimes when it is literally not that serious#say it with me:#MY OPINION IS NOT FACT#ACTING ENTITLED IS NEVER CUTE#AND I'M GROWN ENOUGH TO CURATE MY OWN EXPERIENCE WITHOUT DISPARAGING OTHER ARTISTS#💕💕💕
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obligatory Obi-wan Kenobi 2003 clone wars akira drift redraw
#eliza draws#star wars#star wars fanart#star wars prequels#obi wan kenobi#obi wan fanart#the clone wars#clone wars#2003 clone wars#star wars clone wars#akira slide#screenshot redraw#this moment was so peak I had to do a lap when I was rewatching the 2003 shorts#this took me forever BUT I think I cooked here#experimented with new brushes and colors and techniques#kinda want to print this out and put it on my wall#lightsabers are so fun to draw#shout out to his stupid cape it was so hard to shade
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happy pride to clare devlin, the wee lesbian 🫶
#derry girls#clare devlin#erin quinn#nicola coughlan#saoirse monica jackson#happy pride 🌈#tvedit#dailyflicks#userbbelcher#myedits#it's so funny bc this is what happened to me when i came out in high school#almost word for word#but my experience wasn't funny#lmaoooooo
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#female rage#devine feminine#female hysteria#female experience#female insanity#the feminine urge#femcore#female manipulator#girlblog#girlblogging#coquette#girl interrupted#cinnamon girl#coquette girl#girlblogger#girl blogger#girlhood#lana del rey#girl problems#manic pixie dream girl#girlcore#dream girl#this is what makes us girls#literally me#victoria secret#pretty when you cry#sylvia plath#just girly posts#just girly things#girlrotting
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i liked when dr harley sawyer was messing with u like a mouse type of guy to put u in a maze and watch u collect seeds
#Im pretending that mouse is me btw This is related to my last post#the mouse is supposed to resemble the player i dont know much but i know the fandom represents them as like#a yellow person with the hand thingies#also i wish we saw more of his evil scientist nature#we got that when he was putting u through different events#why does everyone in this game play with their prey#i really like evil scientists that do fucked up experiments#yess yeees good food#but why couldn't we have gotten more of that from him!!!!#disappointing!!!!!!#poppy playtime#dr harley sawyer#poppy playtime animation
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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in
#viktor#arcane#ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer#it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting#so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath#tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder#where the strap would be#but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise#everything looks like its screwed together#or screwed INTO him#but only the top bolts on his spine are i think#in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine#so he can take it off. but HOW#what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off#does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper#the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss#forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this#any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours#something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly#and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place#they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc#or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought#and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off#dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like#like 40 different controllers#soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine#<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig#forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy
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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!
#ISAT#in stars and time#siffrin#loop#I truly mean it when I say that this was the best game I have played since Disco Elysium.#It pulls off some of the best examples of Ludonarritive Harmony in a video game...possibly ever?#Not to mention just...wow. What a great story. What a tale of twists and introspection. What a tale about the need for home and connection#I know many of you have trusted me before with media recommendations. Trust me one more time.#Do you want to experience the torment of being in a timeloop? And *still* have fun and feel like your time is being respected?#PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!#Do you yearn for complex characters and love unravelling mysteries? PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!!!!#Please heed the content warnings; I took them a little too lightly on my playthrough! They are there for a reason! Don't be like me!#This game means a lot to me and so many others. On the small chance the dev sees this (they are on tumblr after all):#Thank you so much for all your hard work in creating this game and seeing the project through.#It has been a year for us fans but many years for you. So thank you!#I hope it has been a joyful year for you! Watching as people descend into shrieks of agony from playing your game.#It's good! It made me vomit blood. I had so much fun! I felt like I was torturing the protagonist when I played it. I loved it! I cried.
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um, can you play a song with a beat?
#cassandra cain#batgirl#cassie sandsmark#wonder girl#this was born bc i thought “casscass” was a funny ship name and was trying to decide if i thought they would ever actually go out#and what made the most sense to me was#post- the casskon experiment w boys cass experiments with girls by going on a date with cassie#who is superficially similar to kon (lol)#but tbh i dont think it would last (though they would part amicably)#also can i say? i saw ppl making jokes about butch kon re: casskon and now that i actually read it its almost explicity just#cass trying out dating a boy due to her insecurities about being “normal” and then after like 2 issues decides shes not into it#like you dont need to invent a headcanon to square that w lesbian cass??#casskon#casscass#kon el#conner kent#superboy#comic#comics#dc#dc comics#batgirl 2000#2024#<- when i drew it#cassiecass
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They need to invent a "I have to voice my needs & wants otherwise people won't know them." that doesn't put me through the same emotions as the first caveman being hunted by a sabertooth tiger.
#sorry know its ill fitting to this blog I just have to put it somewhere I woke up pacing my room in circles saying this to myself#like a mantra since i woke up.#Does anyone else experience primal nauseating guilt when having to voice that I would like something to be done for me or am i the problem-
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