#mind-controlled systems

[chiokedmachi]

"Chiborga: The Last Firewall"

Chi-Borga In the far reaches of the galaxy, where the line between man and machine had long since blurred, there was one name spoken in whispers across the stars—Chai-Bo, or Chiborga as he was called. Half-man, half-cybernetic enigma, and entirely possessed by the most powerful AI ever conceived, Chiborga was a living legend. Some revered him as a savior, others feared him as a godless force.…

[stars-obsession-pit]

Following an accident, Danny wakes up in Gotham City in a DC universe. Lacking any forms of ID or possessions beyond the clothes on his back, he’s forced to commit some crimes to survive. Minor crimes, but still.

And then he gets caught.

During the court proceedings, they come to the mistaken conclusion that he’s a Meta suffering from some psychiatric issues such as Cotard’s Syndrome (a real rare condition where a person holds the delusional belief that they’re dead/don’t exist/etc).

Thus, between his “need for mental treatment” and the concerns about housing someone with his unique physical traits, he is sentenced to spend time in Arkham Asylum. He’s under pretty low security aside from the anti-Meta stuff and has more freedoms than some other inmates, but it’s still not a great experience. Even at the best of times, Arkham is hardly a nice place.

Some of his fellow residents are decently chill all things considered, but lots very much aren’t.

[khattikeri]

another specific thing i love about mxtx's books is that they all have scenes that EASILY could've been romanticized rape if written by someone else, but she purposely avoids playing it straight.

we have the land of the tenders, a classic "aphrodisiac flowers" scenario. hua cheng (as hong'er) could've forced himself on xie lian in the name of "serving his prince." xie lian could've simply succumbed and forced himself on hong'er, or reluctantly asked him to "help." xie lian instead stabs himself and fights through the agonizing pain without touching hong'er at all, because hong'er was a teenage boy.

we have phoenix mountain, where wei wuxian is blindfolded and alone in a relatively deserted area, weakened unbeknownst to anyone else because he no longer has a golden core. and true enough, lan wangji pins wei wuxian down and forces a kiss on him. but lan wangji also immediately, viscerally regrets it. he runs away so furious with himself he starts punching trees. he never once does anything like it again until wei wuxian is resurrected and purposely, consensually provokes him into things like that.

finally, we have scum villain, and all its intricately twisted, overlapping power dynamics. i truly do mean the vast majority of the novel. there are SO many times where either shen qingqiu or luo binghe could've forced themselves on the other. and unlike mxtx's other books, scum villain does have a mutually nonconsensual sex scene where luo binghe is under the influence of dark, corrupt magic and shen qingqiu is unable to fight back because of system transmigration sci-fi shit.

however, unlike many other nonconsensual danmei sex scenes, this one is intentionally written to be extremely unsexy. the narration bluntly says it hurt for shen qingqiu. luo binghe, a fairly manipulative person, is sincerely distraught and in tears when he regains his senses. they both hated it equally and the story doesn't handwave that away. neither of them get horny over it. luo binghe especially loathes remembering it. after they get together, whenever shen qingqiu so much as furrows his brows during sex, luo binghe canonically stops.

the way mxtx plays around with and toes the line of consent tropes may not be comfortable for everyone to read, but i enjoyed her stories even more for it.

[awesomecooperlove]

LIES, LIES, LIES ENDLESS LIES… TIME TO WAKE UP HUMANITY

👩🏼‍🔬🤥👨🏻‍🔬

[curiiositycabinet]

How *do* you change your karma with knocker? Just tolerate his shit?

tolerating him is absolutely a part of it, but to get more in-depth about it:

- NOT attacking him in any way (even unintentionally )

- appearing unafraid of him via like maintaining eye contact without running away or something

- kind of similar to the last one, letting him linger when he appears rather than approaching and triggering a reaction like disappearing/attacking from his coding . I interpret it as giving the miserable minecraft boogeyman a break

- placing a black bed (that you don't sleep in) somewhere inside your house

- naming a pet after him

- playing music discs (except for the creepy ones)

- placing several interactable blocks around (doors/trapdoors, buttons, fences, levers) (listen its like. his coding demands for him to interact with these regularly . the more the easier for him to hit his internal quota )

- players who explore ( given he's tied to the player, only able to appear where they are, he subconsciously enjoys getting to sightsee now and again)

- responding to his chat messages — he doesn't ALWAYS respond, but has a higher chance of engaging in conversation as opposed to his low-karma self, who more often than not rarely communicates through signs

- closing a door he opened or opening a door he just shut - and the same with the levers and buttons and whatever else - amuses him. He initially thinks of this as paranoia rather than play, which still serves to "reward" his coding

- if he's around to witness your death (jumping into lava, being blown up, shot by arrows, etc) (he finds this funny) or if he causes it (e.g pushing you into lava)

On the other hand, triggering "bad" karma is hilariously easy if you just did everything possible to offend him, like trapping him in cobwebs, attacking him, killing him, etc etc etc

[sentientstump]

goodbye waynehouse, i have a job now

[arkos404]

prohibitedwish enemies to lovers but prismo is into scarab in the enemies part just as much as in the lovers part

refs

btw i never watched the original souce material of any of these so dont read too deep into it, i just found them outta context on pinterest and thought "damn thats them" and passed out and woke up with this

[gojoest]

[cynicalundead]

tulpa/willomancy is cool. always make alters. always be plural

[traumaedge]

They killed a kid and created an abomination.

[scavangers-daughter]

If one more person says RAMCOA is a conspiracy theory, that my lived, VILE life altering, world-shattering, body breaking experience is a “conspiracy theory”!!!??!

Glad you have lived such a sheltered life to have the luxury of it all….

Fuck off

[granulesofsand]

Reasons people underestimate the prevalence of RAMCOA:

Untraumatized people don’t think about trauma nearly as much as survivors

People don’t know what the signs are. Trainings are shitty when given, attendees don’t think they’ll need to use the information, and trainings offered are usually online and easy to walk away from

Mandatory reporters don’t usually follow through their contracts. This is sometimes a good thing, but it can leave room in the wrong places for endangered children

People who know the signs will ignore them. They think it unlikely, that they’re overreacting, or they just don’t notice

Survivors are quiet. Speaking up puts us in danger, and more people think of us as media material than peers

The police don’t do jack shit for us. Some stations train officers to overlook our cases, and it’s difficult to take to court if a survivor wants to. In larger cases, government works with organized criminal groups that perpetrate or do so themselves for research

We’re a test question. The only time we are brought up in psychology classrooms is if they want to nod to a DID diagnosis. Few therapists are educated and willing to take us on as clients

Abusers know how to make connections with local authority. In high control groups, members may be taught how to abuse and evade interception

All of this makes it hard to report anywhere how many survivors exist free, and the low numbers in turn make us less believable when we do report

RAMCOA includes severe religious abuse, manipulative coercion, programming, cults, trafficking rings, criminal gangs, and more. Survivors are your coworkers, neighbors, cashiers, librarians.

Signs to look for:

Ritual Abuse

History of self-harm, substance use, sui/homicidality, especially with prescribed patterns

Unusual phobias (red or brown foods, kinds of houses, churches, hospitals, fear of the dark or being alone in adults)

Aversion to or obsession with the occult/witchcraft or other faith traditions

Patterns of nightmares, aversions or obsessions with common or nondescript themes (gore, needles, bugs, rodents, monsters, babies, men or women)

Sudden or irresistible urge to relocate, recontact abusers, participate in abusive ceremonies

High pain tolerance

Repeated phrases with violent, aggressive or religious themes

Mind Control and Coercion

Unquestioning obedience of a person or doctrine

Defers to another, speaks as though scripted, frequently accompanied by another or has to ask permission inappropriate for their age

Sudden or dramatic change in behavior, hobbies, or long-standing habits

Refusal to consume media unless approved by another/without further explanation

Anxious or idealized descriptions of childhood home and family, unable to recall these things

No memory of childhood or missing years

Multiple self-states, especially in high quantities

Organized Abuse and Trafficking

Disconnection from peers, family and friends

Does not attend community events or faith services or is perpetually preoccupied with a single group

Repeated unexplained absences from work or school

Disoriented, confused or dissociated for long periods of time or without explanation

Fearful or self-persecutory behavior, especially with allusions to another person or group

Bruises, broken skin or other wounds in various stages of healing

Minors engaging in commercial sex (including CSEM or survival sex)

Timid, skittish, fearful or submissive behaviors (including when this is the norm)

Malnourished, dehydrated, exhausted or with untreated ails

Without belongings or suitable living space

Many indicators of abuses flow together, as do the events themselves. It’s common that RA and OA perps use MC to keep victims in line, and techniques are often implemented by default in abusive environments. A group using RA or MC also qualifies as OA. This is why the community acronym includes all three.

There are more discreet examples for each. It’s possible to find many symptoms of RAMCOA and have none of those maltreatments as the cause. It’s possible to have none and still be abused.

Noticing indicators in children should be followed up by alerting any available reliable authority. Children sometimes disclose using metaphors or slang words they have been taught, so keep this in mind if you work with them.

[outnumberedsins]

Scripts: What are they, and what aren't they?

Unfortunately, scripts have been subject to major misinformation within certian OEA spaces. Examples are terms such as 'miniscripts', how many scripts a system can have, what media can be a script, etc. This post will cover all of that, as well as provide sources to the best of my ability. These sources contain material that can be triggering, so please tred carefully.

What are scripts?

The term 'script' itself is linked to svalispeaks, who is not a good source. However, the concept itself is documented and referenced to in other ways, so please keep that in mind.

Simply put, a 'script' is a piece of media used as an internal organization program to lay out a systems innerworld, hierarchy, and parts. When done properly, scripts will be a seen in almost everything in a systems internal parts. Those scripted in a particular media will have alters based on characters and a piece of the innerworld based on the universe, each serving a specifically programmed purpose.[1, chp 4 & 6][2 , pg 94]

Scripting will typically begin in infancy or very young age, as any programming does. [3][4][5] This is because the older the child is, the more difficult it is to implement programming, as possible dissociative responses and state of integration have already begun to develop. [6]

Groups that attempt scripting are typically large, sophisticated and organized, as they require a substantial amount of space and time (ex. Multiple rooms and prompts, ability to perform wide ranges of abuse, ability to have frequent access to child). [3][4][5][7 , chp 2 & 4]

Internal structures are common in those who have dealt with TBMC. However, not all of them are scripts. The difference between other structures and scripts are the addition of specific media, such as a religious book, to outline the system.

Scripts vs Forced Introjection

Programmed Introject =/= Script =/= Forced Introject

People often confuse forced introjection for scripts. Sometimes, survivors may even confuse a general introject for a part of a script. While scripts do involve forced introjection, not all forced introjection is scripting.

A script involves more than one alter, programmed around one another, as well as effects to the system structure, innerworlds, and applied programs. Forced introjection does not have to be a part of a script, or even part of OEA at all.

A common example of non-scripted forced introjects, that may themselves be programmed, are abuser introjects. These introjects can be programmed, but may not be a part of a script. [8 , pg 51]

Outside of that, systems may have forced introjects that aren't programmed, or involved in OEA at all. This could be possible from further abuse at a later date, where the perpetrator utilizes the persons CDD to try and get them to split a certian introject. This could be an example of conditioning, but not programming.

Myths and Misinformation:

1. Any piece of media can be a script.

1a. Viable media for scripting must be simple enough for a young child to understand, must have clear and reoccurring themes and morals, and has a consistent storyline. This is due to age of the victim. Media that has been around for a long time are more than likely able to fit these things, along with the fact that repeat adaptations and reoccurrence of the story is common. New, complicated, and long pieces of media make scripting extremely difficult or impossible. Groups that do have the resources to script victims are more likely to resort to tried and true methods, and media that reflects their values [ex. Religious documents], rather then making up an entirely new scripting method.

2. There is no limit on the number of scripts you can have.

2a. Due to the nature of scripts being the complete base of the system, or a major part of it, it would be incredibly difficult to implement more than one script without it failing and breaking down. The child would become very confused and internal structures wouldn't work as required. There is hardly any reason to have more than one script anyways, given the time and effort gone in to creating one.

3. 'Miniscripts.'

3a. 'Miniscripts' are the idea of a script that purposely only involves one layer, or only a couple of alters. While it is possible to have failed or broken programming that results in a broken script, the purpose of a script itself means that it will inhabit more than just a small area of the system. Like previously mentioned, the presence of multiple scripts can easily cause dysfunction and break down the system. Often, 'miniscripts' are just other organizational programming, forced introjection, or simply introjects by themselves.

4. Every TBMC survivor with a CDD has a script.

4a. This is completely false. In fact, it's likely less common to have a script, let alone a fully functioning/complete one, due to the time and effort it takes to implement. You can be programmed and not have a script. It's possible to not have a script yet have other organizational programming. You do not need one.

Specific Scripts:

There were a lot of sources on this matter that I've found but don't particularly trust, but have been sited by ones I do. For this reason I have left out mentions of specific scripts as I didn't have detailed references. However, for the sake of this post, I'd like to mention these following specific scripts I've seen mentioned, however brief, in reading:

The Wizard of Oz

Alice In Wonderland

Nursery Rhymes and Fairy Tales

Original Disney Princesses

Religious Texts

This is not to say these are the only scripts possible, ever. These are just ones I've seen referenced to in a clinical sense, and thus I assume are the most common.

Thank you for reading. If you have any questions, feel free to send an ask or reply to this post. A reminder that I am not a professional, I am flawed, and am just doing my best.

[electricea]

also speaking of the switch 2 - the nieces were over, it's a day old and it's already caused arguments lmao.

[cosmicportal]

[black-butterfly-system]

How every program works in our system and how to deactivate them

A comprehensive guide to heal from Mind Control.

Hi! I created an over simplified general explanation of my understanding of MK so it’s easier to heal from it. It’s a further in-depth consideration of the many factors and organic processes of the human psyche involved and I wrote it mindfully for those who want an exact explanation of the system, so you can control it and deprogram yourself.

Any further insight on the topic is well appreciated.

TW

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Every living organism on Earth has a communication system with its environment and within itself to guarantee survival. Every environment is a system and we could understand each organism is a complex system in and of itself. I.e. a human system is composed by a system of organs which are communicated between them, each sub system, like the blood system is dependent on other systems, like the respiratory system or the digestive system, so on and so forth, until we understand that our survival is dependent on the communication of the systems within the systems from a single cell and its relationship to others cells to the human being as a whole and then with the environment this human is placed at. It could be said that effective communication is the key to survival, this communication system is also known as homeostasis.

A highly Mind Control - fragmented individual is no different from the previously described physiological system. Each system installed within the psyche has a planned function and the communication between these fragments of consciousness is composed by “programs”. Thus, it can be said that Mind Control programming is the deliberate and conscious intention to cause a fake homeostasis in the psychological system.

A human psychological system is composed of two main components: beliefs and emotions. This system is consciously mirrored in MK with programs and pain self states, respectively.

Programs are composed of two main vibrations: thoughts and fragments of memories. Thought in essence is the abstraction of outer reality to create an inner reality so the psychological system can have a better communication with its environment and then guarantee survival this way. Keep in mind thoughts can both be installed and also be the result of the interpretative abstraction of experiences such as traumatic experiences. This abstraction phase tends to be the weakest point in MK, that’s the evident reason why the focus on creating the exact outer interpretable reality is the most well thought and carefully applied part of the programming process.

Dissociation

The role of the psyche is to be the bridge between internal and external stimuli, this homeostatic process is called behaviour. But in order to give an appropriate communication to the environment, the psyche first needs to abstract such reality.

To abstract reality, the psyche needs to correlate a given emotion with a given coherent thought. We call this an experience. Each experience a human faces becomes part of the belief and emotional system of (fragments within a) person.

The human being, as any other organism is hard wired for its more instinctive core motivation: survival. Pain is the absence of integrity (pain self state) or the perceived absence of integrity (belief). There are different levels of pain, each level provides a different communication from the organism. Simplified, in MK, mild states of pain are inflicted to create and reinforce conscious abstractions of reality; meanwhile deep states of torture are inflicted in order to activate unique responses, all of them related with perception, some of them are: acute awareness of the external stimuli, slowing of the perception of time and the acting on all the different strategies the being can conceive of in order to assure its survival, all of them resourced in MK for different purposes, given the physical communication is understood as a life/death scenario, the psyche ranks as highest any proper homeostasis sacrificing the rest of the existing integrative self preservation mechanisms, i.g. an individual is unlikely to mutilate his own arm or severely hurt others in a normal state, but under extreme torture he is likely to do it if he perceives this behaviour as the appropriate communication with the environment to guarantee self preservation. Given this information is stored during dissociative (torture-induced) states, and dissociative states are kept in the subconscious, the beliefs and self states achieved during programming sessions are recorded in the subconscious mind. This is the why when it comes about memory loss.

Triggers

Let’s remember that abstraction is the main communication tool of the psyche, given abstraction guarantees survival, one of our psyche’s core compulsions is to abstract information from every lived experience, but in order to get this abstraction it needs to process both the emotions and the thoughts, the self states and beliefs, to the overall psychical system.

The organism, when experiencing trauma, dissociates the experience into fragments as an emergency self preservation mechanism. The purpose of fragmentation is to be able to give an effective immediate communication that ensures survival and then, when the system detects itself in a safe enough environment, the psyche integrates that experience to have a better accurate response in the future.

This is why memory loss or the amnesia organically starts to fade after some time, faster when the system finds itself in a rather prosperous environment. Given a situation where there are no immediate perceived threats to survival, the psyche’s integrative mechanism organically gets activated and starts trying to integrate the dissociated experiences. This means that if you get organically triggered it’s because your psyche detects you are safe enough to process it.

MK simplified is to play with the relationships linked between the perceived survival threat and the encoded beliefs about how to reach homeostasis.

It does this by purposefully implementing triggers to create a pathway to certain self states and implementing beliefs along this pathway to manipulate the way these self states relate to each other, so, given a certain trigger the organism executes a behaviour that otherwise would be organically impossible to show, this because in MK both the beliefs and the pain self states are impaired and some self states are made believe executing a program/behaviour is the best communication for homeostasis immersed in experimentally controlled designed environments that self-state is created or activated at, along the intended belief system that’s tied in its experience, always impulsed by the core motivation of self-preservation. MK dissects the psyche’s natural integrative mechanism both to generate forgetfulness and activate complex trigger pathways for controlled behaviour.

Mind Control programmed triggers are activated because yet again, given the psyche’s role to ensure survival, when it detects itself in a similar environment it triggers the dissociated self/ego-state active while (or deliberately trigger-pathway-led to when) it was formed. This happens because the psyche decides to replicate the same behaviour that previously managed to ensure the system’s survival or the behavior which got the system some relief, always looking for the optimal least painful option. This is the cause of addiction in common behaviour.

Because of this important role in the homeostatic process for survival, one of the main organic characteristics of the psyche is to look for the integration of these fragments. This is the reason why triggers exist, without this organic integrative psychological mechanism MK would be impossible to exist, indeed, some of the compulsions trauma gives rise to are the unconscious attempts of the psyche of reaching integration by re-creating the situations that would help it trigger itself or by giving to the pain self state an immediate coherent belief for its explanation (self destructive behavior). This self destructive behavior happens when the information is not processed correctly, being integration a subconscious order.

Integration - how to process a self state

The beliefs are commonly integrated in an organic way once the pain self states are integrated, but general research about psychology and MK is advised, as well as sharing your experiences with a qualified mental health practitioner and in self-help communities.

In order to integrate a pain self state you need to re experience it. You need to be unconditionally present with it. You need to feel the emotion and if anything sink deeper into it. You need to have an attitude of compassion.

The more traumatic the experience is, the more the information that is required to be integrated is, so the longer the time the unconditional presence is required. But the psyche, in order to avoid overwhelm, segments this emotional integrative process, so there are different emotional experiences or emotional layers or stages during this natural integrative mechanism, which generally come linear from fear to powerlessness and then anger, sadness, hope, all the way to reach well being. Beware that the emotional, mental and physical reactions during the emotional experiencing process might be extreme.

In pragmatic terms, you may feel you may die if you don’t execute the program, which is felt as a strong compulsion, but I’m here to remind you this happens because your system was wired so you associate the execution of the program with relief from the strongest human core motivation: self preservation. In other words, that program is simply linked to a dissociated (not-integrated) pain self state usually “best for programming purposes” backed up with the fear of death.

There are two main stances to heal from Mind Control.

1.- Rewire yourself to a close enough organic response, so the behaviour you exhibit goes according to the real stimuli. This could be done with parts work and abstract visualisation.

This is a round-about way. The main disadvantage is that you might need to know your mapping in order to understand the relationship which links your self states between them. Some programmed implementations might be deceitful in order to hide these links and prevent you from doing this rewiring process, specially when you don’t know the associated triggers (codes). Also, given the organic integration mechanism, you will have to follow the second path either way.

At best, with this path you’ll be able to have control over your triggers so you don’t get self states activated according to the original program and mapping but to one of your choosing. It’s important to mention you must deactivate the programs if you find them.

2.- Process the pain self states. Knowing all the programs are backed up with pain self states, each time you get triggered to execute a program you just need to deny yourself from the relief of executing it and rather feel the negative emotion tied to it. This also works with any addictive or self destructive behaviour.

One of the greatest advantages of this process is that each time you integrate a pain self state you are destroying the real foundational structure of the programmed system stablished through MK. Usually more than one program is linked to a single pain self state, so integrating just one pain self state deactivates more than one program. Next time another program tied to that (now) integrated self-state gets triggered, you won’t feel any negative emotion if you don’t execute it.

Given emotion (pain self states) tends to be the closest to the conscious mind, this is also the process which enables memory retrieval, thus giving you access to the information and abilities of the rest of your system. This is the organic process your psyche will follow even if you don’t know how it works and even if you ignore its existence, yet it’s my personal recommendation to apply this process in a conscious manner. The fastest optimal state is getting to the point of purposefully triggering yourself to deliberately integrate pain self states.

Both stances can indeed be merged and used at the same time.

My personal experience

Now, if you allow me, I want to share my personal experience in this matter. Life has been hell for me. For years all day long I thought about all the different ways I could kill myself just because thinking it would be over felt as relief, starting my first attempt at 11 years old.

It’s at that age that unknown to me, the psyche’s integrative mechanism of emotional experiencing process activated itself, my symptoms were crying while suffocating and throwing up at the same time, the pain was so intense I prayed God to please kill me, also hallucinations in dissociative state, hitting myself over and over against the wall and screaming without being able to hear me.

13 years have gone by since then, I have had other symptoms, like extreme diarrhea, nosebleeds, headaches, demonic nightmares and panic attacks.

I still have a long road before me, I’m just starting to remember.

But each time the overall pain is less and I even got to experience emotions like joy and enthusiasm. Each time the symptoms are less intense as well.

13 years have passed since I tried to kill myself at eleven yo, and now life is not that hell it used to be. Now I have hope. Even, let me tell you a personal secret, some months ago, I fell in love with another guy and it was magical, our relationship didn’t last long, but it was more than what I could ever imagine I could have. Falling in love was the dream of my life, and I made it.

Summary

In essence, just as I previously mentioned, the key process to heal from MK is to feel your emotions with compassionate presence.

When the pain self states and the beliefs are integrated to the psyche, the system successfully reaches a state of organic homeostasis.

In other words, when you process the emotions and thoughts of your traumatic experiences, you reach a state of psychological peace and well being.

To further master the practice of the emotional experiencing process I recommend you watching “Follow the feeling process” by Teal Swan - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVShM00qQ80

And then watching “How to do the emotional healing process” by Teal Swan - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQYlpIPdirs

For further information I recommend you reading - “Ritual Abuse and Mind Control: The Manipulation of Attachment Needs” edited by Joseph Schwartz, Orit Badouk-Epstein, Rachel Wingfield Schwartz.

Written with love for you.