#osdd 1 system

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

osdd1 + questioning npd culture is am I an npd symptom holder or am I just simply better than everybody else?

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[thevinylshop]

whats the difference between neopronouns and xenopronouns?? /genq

- Sprint 🧷 she das

[alter-appreciation]

100 follower special i suppose! feel free to send these into our ask box if you'd like. all posts revolving around this will be tagged with #100fs: ask game.

- Apollo Justice 🗯️ he him.

bored as shit have an ask game for systems

but it's not info that's mad dangerous to share online

NOT ENDO SAFE I DON'T LIKE U

🕯️what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?

🗝️ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?

🔮 if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?

🐇 what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?

🎻 are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?

🎀 how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?

🌘 is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?

🗡️ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?

🦋 who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?

🍓 which part has the best music taste?

🐠 what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?

🍄 what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?

🌙 what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)

🌱 how different are your food preferences?

🍉 if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?

💿 what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)

[cicadasys]

Wonder how many people would kill me for not being privy to using my source typing quirk.

[botanical-garden-system]

Hey, it’s not your fault. You were just a kid. You may still BE a kid. But I know a few things for certain:

You didn’t ask to be born into this world.

You didn’t ask to be treated the way that you were treated—whether it was by bullies, parents, or other family members.

You didn’t ask to “be a burden” to your caregivers, you deserved that space to be loved and safe

You didn’t ask for your consent to be broken.

You didn’t ask for the shame and guilt someone put you through.

You aren’t bad for something happening to you. You aren’t your trauma.

I’m sorry if you were ever made to feel that way, and I know that may never mean much coming from a stranger, but I know it’s something I wish I heard more.

[sysciety]

Sometimes you hear a voice that's not yours and you just gotta say "yeah" and move on with your day

[urfavoritesecretadmirer]

I’m gonna un-fakeclaim y’all real quick.

You’re a real system. You’re the realest system. Look at all your symptoms. You’re clearly a system. Think about your alters. Yep, everything about your alters, you’re def a system. Your system is full of variety? Yep, you’re real. Your system has little/no variety? You’re real. Omg, there’s no way you think you’re faking. You’re so real.

No no, imma stop you right there, because I know what you’re gonna say. “Oh but this and this and this-!” That doesn’t matter. You’re real. You’re a real and valid system.

Anyways imma head to bed now, goodnight all you very real systems!

- 🧿 (Luc)

[the-stranded-planet]

sometimes i wonder why people "want" to be system or have a trauma disorder, you really want the sleepless nights? do you really want the horrible flashbacks? do you want to feel like a monster for having basic human reactions? do you want to have everything rush back because you put a song on?

stop thinking systemhood is "just fun little friends in youre head" stop thinking cluster b is "cute" and "quirky" its not, it never will be these disorders ruin my life, i get systems and trauma finding fun in a shit position, but they are not for others to find "fun" or "cool"

stop being fucking weird about us

[asher-012]

I wonder if anyone else feels like they've only started existing since they where like. 12-13

Like, I feel like I've only been existing since maybe 12, but I have memories from before that age that are DEFINITELY mine, but it's also sort of hard to tell what age I've really started existing by, since I'm an introject of our literal body, it's just so.. Confusing? Is this a normal experience? Does ANYONE exist before those ages? Does anyone actually exist before the personality (tries) finishing it's weird stuff or??

[nyctocollective]

shout out to all the systems that formed from “unusual” trauma or trauma that's never talked about in this community - being bullied, sibling abuse or abuse from someone that's not your parent, near death experience(s), medical abuse, and anything and everything else

you're all valid. the child's brain is incredibly fragile and everyone is traumatized differently. just because your trauma wasn't from a parent, doesn't make you any less valid.

i wish more people spoke about the other sources of trauma

[borderlinedolly]

System Experience I Rarely See Talked About

Having only 2 alters

Having under 5 alters

Having over 100k alters

Having over 100k fragments

Having hypersexual child parts

Having child parts that are mentally older

Having child parts who can understand adult concepts

Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children

Having no innerworld/headspace

Only having a room in the headspace

Not having a fronting room

Having a fronting room

Having an extremely complex innerworld

Constant heavy dissociation

Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago

Dissociative fugue

Chronic severe PTSD

Somatic symptoms

Rarely switching

Being frontstuck for months at a time

Rarely knowing who you are

Not knowing if you've switched

Internal trauma reenactment

Internal sexual relationships

Innerworlds not being a safe space

Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be

Alters who rape other alters

Internal pregnancy

Alters living in different time periods

Alters stuck reliving trauma

Having a lot of NPCs

Having cities full of NPCs

Having no NPCs

Having NPCs who reenact trauma

Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma

[ashizkool]

I just watched (part of) 9-1-1 s8 ep 10 "voices," some spoilers below but I think that this is important.

I know we all make jokes about this being the silly goofy firefighter show, but this is serious.

The portrayal that 9-1-1 has made of people with dissociative disorders/systems is not okay. There is this stereotype in media that people with DID/OSDD automatically have an alter in their system that is going go on a killing spree and murder people, which is not true in the slightest. I am, quite frankly, disgusted and disappointed in the writers and producers of 9-1-1 that they decided to perpetuate this stupid, and frankly unoriginal, 'plot device.'

My best friend is a system. They are, all of them, some of the kindest, sweetest people I have ever met. We have know each other almost all our lives. They have never, and I mean NEVER, ever in their life EVER come close to hurting anyone else physically because they "couldn't control it" or "it wasn't them."

Despite this, Hollywood continues to perpetuate these harmful stereotypes about systems. It's 20 fucking 25. I know the times are rough, but my best friend and everyone like them should be able to be open about their diagnosis without asswipes on the street asking if they're going to kill everyone around them. That's not fucking nice, and when big shows like 9-1-1 do 'storylines' (and I'm using the term loosely) like this, it actively makes life more difficult for the 1.5% of the population living with dissociative disorders.

Because of this, I've decided to stop watching 9-1-1. While I understand this may be difficult, I ask that you do as well if you care at all about people living with disabilities.

I've included a link to do more research on DID, but there are also many other available resources both online and in print if anyone (*cough cough* 9-1-1 writers and producers *cough cough*) would like to educate themselves more thoroughly on the topic than just one Tumblr post :3

[thevinylshop]

another coined term for another headmate 'cuz we couldn't find anything like it. again, apologies if this already exists. also once more, no flag because i don't have any ideas...

Snarlingdogic / Snarlic

- A gender that is, feels like, or otherwise relates to that of a snarling canine—specifically a dog—or one with its teeth bared. Not necessarily aggressive—more in the sense of protection, intimidation, or defense—but could be seen as such. Also may be viewed as having blood and/or drool on or dripping from its snout.

- No specific pronouns. I guess canine-themed ones? Again, I'm not that creative...

Alternative name ideas would be appreciated! I have. No ideas. :,)

[radiant-system]

[cicadasys]

Still think everyday about how we choice our system name (it's named after an alter who helped me a lot in our early days or figuring it out, you're AWESOME trip 💖💖)

[botanical-garden-system]

Someone drowning in 6 feet of water is as equally dead as a person drowning in 20 feet of water.

Please stop comparing trauma and making it a challenge. It’s trauma. Not a competition or medal.