#she’ll have a whole day dedicated to her eventually

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Aphtober Day 7: In another life

“Vylad was the best leader of the three. It’s a shame— in a better world, he would have been the one who became Lord of O’khasis, and all three brothers would have remained friends. But once it looked like he was amassing enough power to become heir… Garte had to deal with him”

Lord Vylad and his loving brothers, Garroth and Zane.

[bloop-bl00p]

What vengeance? The girl has been singing her whole heart about how her life is dedicated to Charlie. But jokes apart fixing this is so easy I’m surprised none of the writers figured out the plot hole and the evident solution.

Make Vaggie and Lute rivals and not the friendly type of rivalry. No, the type where both parties are equally strong but seek out the tiniest bit of weakness to exploit it and win a fight or a quarrel. This leads us to this moment…

Imagine, the rivals you wasted your whole life in trying to best not only humiliate you in front of your superior but also rip off your wings and eye just because you’ve made the smallest mistake of sparing the member of a species you are supposed to look down on.

We may not agree but I’d be pissed, pissed enough to want this person gone in an attempt to avenge myself and get back the slightest amount of honors I had. So yeah, Vaggie wants to kill Lute, not for Charlie or the Hotel, but to show her and Adam that she’s still the best soldier.

To spice up things, this thirst for Lute’s blood could lead to Vaggie misbehaving in the court eventually starting a fight in the heat of the moment, which she’ll immediately stop when she realizes that Charlie is watching. Adam can still be a homewrecker and it’ll be like:

“Well, I guess you still have that fiery attitude from the good old days.

— What do you mean?

— Oh… well you’re little girlfriend used to be one of my soldiers. You should have seen her back in the day, she had a kill count higher than the amount of children I had!”

Then Sera kicks Charlie and Vaggie out of Heaven.

[froggibus]

Saw your post!! Any thoughts on what Junkrat, Mei, Venture, and Sombra might do if their respective s/o's wanted a prize from a claw machine? Who can actually do? What do they do if they can't?

Claw Machine - Junkrat, Mei, Sombra & Venture

Genre: fluff, little crack

Summary: how your s/o would win (or steal) you a prize from a claw machine

CW: sombra’s a jerk, established relationships, theft (in a funny silly goofy way), Ven gets stuck in a claw machine, none of these people are good at games sorry

thanks so much for giving me a cute fluffy req ^^ I really appreciate it. sometimes writing so much smut gets a little overwhelming so I am grateful for fun little ideas like this!! 💓 hope you’re having a great day lovely someone pls remind me in the morning to give this a proper banner

@kitsune-loves-fics wrote a beautiful continuation of Venture’s part! come check it out here 💓

Junkrat:

insists he’s the best at claw machine games

he is not.

however he will spend all day and all the money he has just so he could get you whatever prize you wanted

unrelated but Mako is probably crazy at claw games

keeps promising he’ll win it for you but progressively gets worse and worse at the game

eventually gets annoyed and starts shaking the machine

please walk away it’s so embarassing

if that doesn’t work he will literally break the glass and just grab the toy for you

gets down on his knee like a dork and hands it to you

“for you, little cricket”

grabs your hand and runs away giggling from security

you’re legally obligated to keep the toy forever or else he’ll get sad

Mei:

probably average at the claw game

she won’t try all day but if you really want it, she’ll give it at least ten tries

gets kind of confused when she can’t win and decides to apply some science to it

literally calculates a bunch of math based on how fast it moves, how far away it is, size of everything etc

the math still doesn’t help

some kid probably comes up and does it on the first try and she’s staring at them like ‘how’

is completely focused on this damn claw machine now just to get you a little plushy

please bring her a drink or something to boost her mood

when you walk away she’ll try to put her hand in the machine but her arms are too short :(

in the end she recruits snowball and together they manage to get you your little plushy ^^

however she feels so guilty about it after she has to confess to you

Sombra:

she will never let herself be defeated by ANY machine

she’ll probably tell you to win it for yourself and lean against the machine with a smirk while she watches you

you’ll pout at her and beg for her help but she wants to see how ‘dedicated’ you are first (whatever that means)

eventually she gives in (she can never resist you) and steps up to try the game

and immediately loses.

doesn’t even try again, she just hacks it and forces it to do whatever she wants

doesn’t just grab you one plushy, she practically cleans out the whole machine

“liv can we just leave? people are starting to stare?”

“just one more, cariño”

it will not be just one more, but how can you resist when she’s being so sweet?

Venture:

dork ass steps right up the minute you press your face on the glass and coo about how cute it is

“don’t worry babe, I got this”

(they really do not)

they will hyperfocus on it and play it for literal hours

they’re not even bad at it—they keep winning prizes, just not the one that you want

you could leave for ten minutes and come back and they’ll still be trying it

after maybe an hour of playing they get you to stand on the side and shake it for them

if that doesn’t work, they try to shove their arm up there but they’re so muscly they get stuck

you end up having to call the fire department to get them unstuck lol

and the owner of the place feels so bad (or maybe embarrassed) for you guys that they unlock the machine and just give you the toy

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[tinydeskwriter]

Safe Harbor in a Storm (Dirty Trick. Part II)

A/n: I tried🤷🏻‍♀️

word count: 1473

2023 Grammy’s Award Night

The cameras flashes were blinding. Tonight especially, it seemed brighter than usual.

The frantic photographers screaming her name and asking for a new pose. She gave them her million dollars smile and posed to the camera, relaxing a little feeling her husband’s hand in her small back, drawing circles with his finger against the black lace of her naked dress. His hands eventually found hers against her growing belly—something that happens often since she announced her pregnancy the year before, it had been almost impossible to keep it a secret with her protective, affectionate husband always putting his hands on her, caressing ‘their’ bump— camera flashes fire more aggressively.     

The award season was their last ‘work related commitments’ before their baby birth in late may, they planned to welcome their lil nugget in London, close to his family and their closest friends—after a month long babymoon in Italy, full hours under the sun by the beach, delicious pastries and pastas— she would have three months of recover and then they would be on the road again—with their newborn—, going from one country to another.

Y/n loved how dedicated her husband was to her and their growing little family. 

Her heart felt ready to burst with love at the sight of the handsome Brit she had married a year and a half ago. 

Andrew was truly her dream man. All she ever wished a husband would be. It was like she had dreamed her perfect man he be became true.

They met through mutual friends a month after her painful break up with Harry. She went out with friends to celebrate that her ex had just take the rest of his stuff from her house. It had been hard, even with her ultimatum, Harry went forward with what Jeff though better, and for some reason the man had convinced himself that he would be able to sweet talk his way out of losing her. He failed to understand that Y/n Y/l/n was no man’s pretty little fool, she was no weakling and would never band to his wills, he wanted the PR stunt? Fine, she wouldn’t be the fool waiting for him to come home after he spent the day making out with his geriatric director.

As she prophetically old him: in a month, she’ll have moved on. 

Harry showed up to pick the rest of his shit as she was getting ready for a night out, he bagged and nearly cried, but she was unmovable. 

After she only wanted a strong drink and to forget, and that was the night she met Andrew… properly. They had met before over the years in award shows and mutual friends house parties, but never had been properly introduced. That night they talked… for hours. And by the end of the night Andrew had asked her out. She had wanted to say ‘no’, but something in his honest brown eyes made her give him her number. 

Their first date happened in LA, she arrived one and a half hours late,  he was patiently—and anxiously—waiting for her in a booth, and when he smiled at her and ignored her tardiness, that’s when she new that he was something special.

He was patient and gentle and kind, and less than a year after their first date they tied the knot in a small ceremony at Islington Town Hall, North London.

She had loved Harry, but Andrew had been game-changer.

He made an afford. He made time. He went out of his way to visit her on set in Australia and pretended that it was nothing ‘I’ve been wanting to try the waves around here’ he told her with a smile as he delivered a bouquet of sunflowers and her favorite chocolates that were found only in a particular little store in LA.

She proposed to him the same night Harry had drunken called her, and she realized that all the butterflies she had once felt hearing his voice were now death, but Andrew? His gentle soft gaze and raspy sleepy voice was able to wake a whole zoo in her stomach. She proposed in bed, no ring, nothing, they’re half sleeping, and he answer with ‘yes, sure’.

The very next day he gave her the yellow gold with sustainable diamonds engagement ring he had bought weeks before. They spent two months living together in Sydney, before moving in together and New York, before agreeing that London would be the best place to grow a family in the future.

They got married in the Spring in London, only two witnesses and no paparazzi in sight—they had a jewish ceremony two days later—. The newly wedded A-list couple shocked the world, no one knew they are a couple to begin with.

Fans shipped them. Haters criticized the fifteen years age gap. Media emphasized how odd a couple they made: Glam Hollywood Siren, Y/n Y/l/n and dorky, adorable, Andrew Garfield.

Harry called again after finding out, he was clearly drunk and probably on something else, ‘You’re really that delusional that you thought that I would wait around for you?’she had stated with refinements of cruelty when he finished his rambling. He asked her if she had married ‘that guy’—Andrew was always that guy to Harry— to spite him, to which she honestly told him ‘My directional debut was to spite you. You’re the last thing on my mind when I married Andrew, you killed the butterflies, and he woke the zoo…Andrew is in his own category, his own brand of masculinity, he’s far too amazing to be compared, and I love him, I love him, and he loves me back, he puts me first, he takes me into consideration in his decisions, he never hurt me, and I never doubt him.’

You were a hurricane, but he’s the safe harbor during a storm I always craved for. She never tells him. 

That was the last time they talked, and it has been almost two and a half years since she last saw him.

“You’re the most gorgeous women in this event, and I am the luckiest men.”Andrew said in her ear, making her blush and smile. 

“No need to sweet talk me, luv, we’re married already, and I am carrying your glorious spawn.” She joked, making him throw his head back and laugh.

She smiled bigger and turned her head to look at him. She was truly a lucky woman.

Y/n turned her head after hearing the screams in the red carpet. 

Her smile falter a little, their eyes met for a second—of course he would be here, he was nominated to seven awards—, for a moment she can swear she sees sadness and regret in his green eyes as he takes her in. She smiles brighter—a fake smile, but no one apart from the two men in the red carpet knows— and greets him from a distance, like they were never more than old acquaintances, like they never were engaged, like they never loved each other.

He made his choice. She made hers.

Life moves on.

She left him in her past. Harry Styles was a sentence in the book of her life. 

Andrew is her present and her future.

Harry was jus the guy that wrote songs about her but were never man enough to go against his management and claim her public.

She looks ahead as Andrew and her are guided through the carpet by a assistent.

[blues824]

I've seen Carrie White!Reader x Housewardens request in your list and this gave me an idea. How about Upper Moons with Carrie White!Reader? Basically, they were isekai'd in kny world, spent there some time and eventually met them (reader at this moment is 18 years old). How they would react on their personality, powers and backstory?

Are you okay? I just read the whole novel for this and I want to know if you are genuinely okay?

Trigger Warning: Manipulation, toxic relationships

Muzan Kibutsuji

He wanted you to channel that anger towards the Demon Slayer Corps. He wanted you to see the boy with the hanafuda earrings as one of the students who had bullied you since the first grade. He wanted to manipulate you so that your power and your ability to walk in the sun would be used for his purpose.

However, he eventually found himself falling for you. You were terribly naive, something he really liked because he could do as he wished and you didn’t mind it. He would typically hand you a flower or put a flower behind your ear to kind of distract you from the blood on your hands.

As your relationship continued, he noticed that any affection he showed you was typically shot down as a prank. He asked you what happened one day, and you spilled everything. He had already known of your abilities, but he was absolutely appalled at the actions of humankind, and he’s a sadistic demon… that’s saying a lot.

Douma

Your abilities were very intriguing to him. It’s not every day that you see a human with telekinetic abilities. I wouldn’t say he’s very manipulative about it, but he’s very definitely impressed. Plus, you could walk in the sun! As a result, he often asks you to go get things that he can’t during the day.

When he realized that he was in love with you, he was very excited. You were a very naive human, having been raised super religiously. You practically worshiped him and considered him a god, so your dedication was already there. It wasn’t too hard to start courting you, as he manipulated your ignorance so that you would think that he knew what was best for you.

Then, one way or another, he found out about your horrible backstory. You poor thing. He often pulled you into his arms and just made sure that you felt properly loved: a feeling you have never felt before. You became addicted to the feeling, even if Mama had said that feelings like this were sinful.

Akaza

You were probably one of the strongest humans he had ever met, and your relationship started with respect. He liked being around strong people, so you were perfect for him. It didn’t come as a surprise to him when he desired to court you, but you were surprised and he was confused.

The only thing that he thought was your ‘curse’ was how innocent you were. You really didn’t understand how the world works. So, he took it upon himself to act as your protector. After all, a gorgeous thing like yourself shouldn’t be wandering about this cruel and dark world.

Once he had found out about your horrible past, he was angry beyond belief. How could 15 and 16 year-olds be so cruel as to do that to you? They needed to be mentally evaluated, if you asked him. But, he was proud of you when you had told him what you did to them. 

Daki

She thought you were high-key dangerous because your emotions triggered your abilities, but to be fair she is the same way. The only thing is that you were human and you could walk in the sun, so you both were technically on equal grounds of power.

When she started having those specific feelings for you, she often portrayed it in making sure you ate as much as you wanted because she knows that food brings you comfort. You were her human from that point on and she wanted to make sure you knew that even if she didn’t say it directly.

The moment you told her about what happened back in your world, she was also very angry. Those bitches had the audacity to tell her significant other that they were a pig?? She’s suddenly feeling very hungry. She’ll be right back.

Gyutaro

He was envious of your powers as a human because if he had those powers then all these no-good bastards would be gone by now. There would be no Demon Slayer Corps. There would be no use of the war going on between demon slayers and demons.

When he developed feelings for you, he was frustrated because he thought you would never accept him. However, you felt like he was the one that was picked out for you before you were even born, so he was glad because you accepted him even though he wasn’t the best-looking.

But this happiness faded when you laughed about a memory that you recalled about being harshly rejected and made fun of back in your world. If you weren’t there to calm him down with your peacefully oblivious disposition, and if your abusers weren’t already dead, then he would have gladly went to kill them without remorse.

[randorambles666]

ghoul HC 🎃 Cumulus

Cumulus usually goes full glam for Halloween, she’ll wear a ball gown and the prettiest heels imaginable, every few years or so she'll throw in some gore for the funny’s, when she does go for gore she’ll turn it into a sort of girls night, she'll get aurora to pick out the dress and shoes and maybe a crown, after all the pretty things are picked out the two of them will skip over to cirrus' room, depending on the type of day they'll stop by Phantoms room (they’ve deemed him one of the girls) and the four of them will dedicate the whole morning to preparing for the rest of the Halloween festivities, cumulus really tries her best to make sure that the new summons have the best Halloween ever, she does an amazing job, they all spend hours doing makeup and cuddling until eventually they all get antsy enough to find the rest of the ghouls

[imtryingandtired]

Since I’ve been seeing a lot of Scooby doo rewrites and redesigns for the mystery gang since Velma came out, I have my own idea.

Velma and the Dinkley family have been known to have a connection to the paranormal, often causing problems with the community that they tend to move around a lot. Being in her junior year of high school, Velma isn’t all too keen about another fresh start in her newest home of Coolsville as she rarely has time to make any connections with her peers and make friends before she has to leave them behind once more.

Despite her families paranormal curse, Velma has a great interest in the macabre and mystery, deciding that she’ll create a name for herself through starting a mystery solving club.

During her first day, she ends up meeting three people that catch her interest:

Daphne Blake, the schools student body president, head of the cheer team and fashion expert. Generally viewed as popular with her peers and feels the need to keep up the appearance of being always put together despite the stress weighing her down in making her school proud along side meeting her families high expectations for her. While she generally is interested in fashion and cheer, she has a fondness for crime novels and detective series.

Fred Jones, son of the towns mayor, football captain and resident prom king. While a popular kid due to his Captain status, he often is rumored to be spoiled/entitled, being handed everything he’s gotten all of his life. Despite this, he works hard to prove to people that he isn’t what the rumors make him out to be. Outside of football, he has a great interest in trap making and creating machinery of all sorts, having a workshop for himself in his home garage.

Norville ‘Shaggy’ Rogers, the schools resident food lover and blogger, having his own channel dedicated to different food he’s tried. He’s often a chill and laid back person, which is a stark contrast to his more strict parents who don’t approve of his lifestyle. While not a fan of horror as a whole, he does find cheesy paranormal shows and movies entertaining as they helped him deal with his anxieties alongside Scooby, his family dog that became his closest and only friend growing up.

The mystery club started by Velma is what draws them to each other, slowly but surely getting to know each other better. Eventually they begin looking into cases reported around the town, solving small mysteries that slowly grow to reveal something more sinister about the town.

Things take a turn after Velma returns home to find her home a wreck, realizing her parents had all but disappeared.

The gang begin investigating her family’s disappearance, things only beginning to unravel for the town as more things are revealed.

That’s all so far, comment below if you’d like more!

[comicweek]

THR: You’re launching this company at a time when the movie business is changing.

Ben Affleck: When The Way Back came out, I knew. It came out the weekend they shut the theaters down with COVID. But that’s not an excuse. Because I knew as it was coming out, just the tracking, I was like, “OK, here’s a movie about a guy, son dies, gets divorced, alcoholic. Nobody’s going to go to the theater to see this fucking movie. They’re just not.” I felt it. Succession is on. Ozark. Narcos. Game of Thrones. You’re not competing with [1980s crime drama] Simon & Simon on an 11-inch black-and-white TV. There’s really beautiful stuff being made. My daughter is 17. She lives her life largely in opposition to the work her parents have spent their lives dedicated to, where she’ll say things like, “I’m not sure film is really … Do you think it’s a genuine art form?” I like the fact that she has this silver rapier tongue. But anyway, I went into it going, “OK, these movies aren’t fucking working anymore. And these are the ones I like.”

As opposed to —

BA: The Justice League experience, the fact that those stories became somewhat repetitive to me and less interesting. Yeah, I did finally figure out how to play that character [Batman], and I nailed it in The Flash. For the five minutes I’m there, it’s really great. A lot of it’s just tone. You’ve got to figure out, what’s your version of the person? Who is the guy that fits what you can do? I tried to fit myself into a Batman. And by the way, I like a lot of the stuff we did, especially the first one [Batman v Superman].

THR: But not Justice League. What went wrong there?

BA: Justice League … You could teach a seminar on all the reasons why this is how not to do it. Ranging from production to bad decisions to horrible personal tragedy, and just ending with the most monstrous taste in my mouth. The genius, and the silver lining, is that Zack Snyder eventually went to AT&T and was like, “Look, I can get you four hours of content.” And it’s principally just all the slow motion that he shot in black-and-white. And one day of shooting with me and him. He was like, “Do you want to come shoot in my backyard?” I was like, “I think there are unions, Zack. I think we have to make a deal.” But I went and did it. And now [Zack Snyder’s Justice League] is my highest-rated movie on IMDb.

Isn’t that because Zack Snyder’s fans are so intense online?

BA: Say what you want, it is my highest-rated career movie. I’ve never had one that went from nadir to pinnacle. Retroactively, it’s a hit. All of a sudden I was getting congratulated for the bomb I’m in. But I was going to direct a Batman, and [Justice League] made me go, “I’m out. I never want to do any of this again. I’m not suited.” That was the worst experience I’ve ever seen in a business which is full of some shitty experiences. It broke my heart. There was an idea of someone [Joss Whedon] coming in, like, “I’ll rescue you and we’ll do 60 days of shooting and I’ll write a whole thing around what you have. I’ve got the secret.” And it wasn’t the secret. That was hard. And I started to drink too much. I was back at the hotel in London, it was either that or jump out the window. And I just thought, “This isn’t the life I want. My kids aren’t here. I’m miserable.” You want to go to work and find something interesting to hang onto, rather than just wearing a rubber suit, and most of it you’re just standing against the computer screen going, “If this nuclear waste gets loose, we’ll …” That’s fine. I don’t condescend to that or put it down, but I got to a point where I found it creatively not satisfying. Also just, you’re sweaty and exhausted. And I thought, “I don’t want to participate in this in any way. And I don’t want to squander any more of my life, of which I have a limited amount.”

THR: So if DC came to you now and said, “Do you want to direct something?” 

BA: I would not direct something for the [James] Gunn DC. Absolutely not. I have nothing against James Gunn. Nice guy, sure he’s going to do a great job. I just wouldn’t want to go in and direct in the way they’re doing that. I’m not interested in that.

[fanficwriter284]

Some Background Info on Chelsea because why not…

Chelsea Marianne Ray Reinhardt is her full name and she prefers the Reinhardt at the end of her name.

Her name was Chucky’s choice! He usual only chooses the middle names for his kids, but this time he chose the full name. And he settled on Chelsea, he liked the sound of the name and went with it. As for his daughters middle name, he picked it in honor of his adoptive mother. Because he loves his momma, even if he won’t admit it. Tiffany loves the name and simply adores it.

Chelsea has her fathers eyes, 100% identical. With light freckles, and dark crimson hair. She’s left handed, and when she was younger was known for having issues with doors and refrigerators. Because a all the handles are designed for right handed people.

She’s a supreme perfectionist and needs everything in perfect order and perfectly balanced. She’s the most tidy out of his siblings and has a freak out when where rooms a mess. She’s a VERY dedicated student…and I mean dedicated. Sometimes she’ll have mini freak outs if the work becomes too much. So Chucky paid a visit to her school and chatted with the teacher….Chelsea teacher then made the work due the week after.

She’s a girl who loves suits, like she has every color of the rainbow. You name it she has it. And her uncles help her with her growing collection. Getting her all sorts of accessories and like CUFFLINKS…she has 2 pairs one with the letter R and one with the letter C. However she only wears them on special occasions. Because they hella expensive.

She gets a lot of shit from kids at school, saying that she isn’t girly enough or that she looks and acts weird. She speaks rather formal with a bit a slang and cursing thrown in. She says it doesn’t get to her but it really does. And words hurt. Sometimes she can feel really insecure about her appearance regarding her clothing choice. But like her dad she believes showing emotion makes her look…weak. Eventually Benny Chelsea’s best friend told her dad about what was going on. And Chucky was PISSED he felt awful for what has happening to his little girl. So he called his brothers up and they all walked her into school wearing suits. And damn they all looked fly. Like they strutted in. Even Benny joined it!

Chelsea is fluent in German, Dutch, English, ASL, and learning Cantonese and Italian (because of Billy, since he’s Italian and speaks Italian). This girl is like a language queen. Her and Chucky are the only ones who speak fluent Dutch. She’s most fluent in English and German though. She’s the only kid of Chucks who refers to him as Pa or Papa. Because she’s much closer to her German side and closet with her dad. Since all the rest of her siblings are older and do their own thing.

She’s most closest with her Dad, and the two do a bunch of fun stuff together. She feuds with her mom quiet a bit. Since the two have difference opinions and mindsets. And Chelsea stubborn…like really stubborn. She does love her but the two don’t really do much bonding since they’re interested in different things. Tiffany’s more affectionate, emotional, and more into feminine things than Chelsea. One time Tiffany gave Chelsea a makeup kit and Chelsea just stared at it, thanking her mom with and never touching it again. It’s still collecting dust in the closet. Then when Chelsea was younger, her mom tried giving her a fun make over like she used to do with her siblings when they were younger but Chelsea had a whole freak out and ran to her dad sobbing while wiping her face off. Tiffany felt awful and kept apologizing to her. It wasn’t a good day.

Her and her dad don’t really do emotion, like the whole family can be watching a sad depressing movie all of them sobbing but Chelsea and Chucky? They both are just sitting there awkwardly, as the movie continues playing. Her and her dad play a lot of video games. First staring off slow with Super Mario, then going to play GTA 5, and Mortal Kombat. Chelsea asked her dad if he could teacher her how to tie a bow tie, and god his heart strings were tugged. She also asks him to brush her hair since the two have similar hair and Chucky surprisingly his more gently than Tiffany. And the two will just talk for hours.

Chelsea’s idol is literally her dad, and she views him as her own personal hero. And often engages in friendly competition. She can get rather over protective over the people she loves and cares about and will make people she hates lives a literal living hell. She’s petty like that.

Benny is her all time best friend, and the two can often get into shenanigans. She likes this boy named Enzo at her school, and Benny is her wingman. Benny has the biggest crush on Chelsea but he’s in the friend zone, and he’s willing to do whatever makes her happy. Because her smiles brighten up his day.

[bondedtrauma]

send   👫  fo relationship headcanons mwah    /    accepting!

@2citiez​​​  asked  :     👫   — for both boys w/ both of dem 🥺🥺🥺! ( anything for u, sauce..... )

throwing this under a read more cus im sure ill talk a lot....

     MIKEY AND SEKI  --

            ☆    the mental illness between these two.... they r unstoppable. i’ve always found mikey and seki’s relationship so interesting, mostly because of seki’s frustration surrounding her affiliations. she has no problem injuring those in toman, but when it comes to mikey, something just breaks in her brain. she has trouble, especially in high school, forming proper attachments to people. so, when she gets attached, she tends to be a little too much. if asked, mikey is not her friend. but, if she were to hear something had happened to him, the perpetrator would be receiving a visit from her.

           ☆    sekiko is barely ever at her own home. she actively tries to avoid it, even if it means sleeping outside some nights. if u ask ME, she has definitely snoozed on mikey’s porch. she never knocks, never asks to go inside -- she’ll just bundle up with a jacket, and fall asleep against the wall. even if he doesn’t know that she’s there, she’ll feel safer knowing that she’s just in his vicinity. it’s not something she would ever admit to, and she would probably call him a liar if he were to bring up this habit. 

           ☆    if she would’ve met mikey before joining tenjiku, i don’t think she would’ve joined either side. she’s very loyal to both him and izana, which tends to bring trouble during brawls. if commanded to attack one of either, i don’t think she could do it. she would rather take a beating herself, which is saying a lot coming from the drama queen.... her own morals tend to align more with tenjiku, however. 

          ☆    there is no talk of her family.    i think mikey probably would’ve gotten this message pretty quickly, but if it were to ever be brought up, she’s ending the conversation immediately and walking away. she can lie, sure, but it becomes harder when its towards those she cares about. he is never to find out about her treatment at home, and if he were, she would start avoiding him, no questions asked. i imagine this would just cause more trouble.

    IZANA AND SEKI  --

         ☆    she dedicated her life to that boy and tenjiku. if izana gave her a command, she would do anything to complete it. typically, male figures in her life tend to mold into one of two idealized figures : a perfect lover, or she projects her brother heavily on to them. for izana, it’s the latter. the more he spoke of shinichiro around her, the more she would open up about yoshida. overtime, i think she would get overly attached to the idea of izana. in her head, he is a safety blanket. someone that, even if he’s cold to her, he will look out for her. 

        ☆    elaborating on one of the points above, i think that if anyone were to find out about what was going on between herself and her parents, it would be izana first. it would start with small things not adding up : due to them being around each other more often, she would maybe slip up on a lie. or, she would have fresh bruises and blame it on a brawl that happened days ago. things just wouldn’t match up, and i really do believe he would catch on! if he were to ask her, she wouldn’t give a reply. she would probably avoid himself and tenjiku as a whole for like, a week, and then eventually come back and act like nothing happened.

         ☆    she is especially violent towards others during brawls or arguments with other gangs, especially if izana is around. she tends to try harder, believing that because she’s a girl, she has to prove herself more than the other guys in the group. she wants to show izana that he didn’t make a mistake by allowing her to join -- whether this is breaking someone’s nose, or her own knuckles. nothing is too far for her.

         ☆    she tries hides her friendship with mikey from izana, big time. she hears of how he speaks of mikey, what their history is in the small tid - bits she’s heard over time. she genuinely believes that if izana were to find out, she would lose her brother. in the time leading up to the toman / tenjiku fight, i believe that she was ESPECIALLY wired. she would act out more, drinking, fighting, and i think it would eventually lead up to trying to start a physical fight with izana himself.

   MIKEY AND ELLI  --

        ☆    i just feel like saying elli adores mikey is a drastic understatement. she is immensely soft on not only him, but everyone in toman. while sure, she’s not supposed to be at the toman meetings, she’s always somewhere nearby after they let out, waiting happily with homemade sweets for the boys. she typically tries to change it up when she can, but if she hears any of them mention a specific treat, she’ll go out of her way to learn how to make it, and bring it to them then. she’s pretty sure that she’s learned recipes of every type of sweet in the world due to mikey. 

       ☆    she tends to gravitate towards toman as a whole. it’s a familial bond that they hold, and elli craves this intimacy. she finds friendship in anyone, even if they aren’t offering it to her. though, before meeting those involved in it, she probably was very frustrated by them, and gangs as a whole. she didn’t really understand it before meeting mikey -- speaking of that, i’d like to think that their first meeting was a bit like hinata and mikey’s first meeting. the idea of her standing up and mouthing off at him only to feel SO guilty afterwards is precious to me. she was probably made chifuyu didn’t have extra time to study or something due to busy meetings.

       ☆    paralleling izana finding out about sekiko’s home life, i think that mikey would notice the abuse going on between herself and her boyfriend. once she had become closer with the group as a unit, brendon would be quick to notice it, and try to put a stop to it. elli is a people pleaser at heart, and would probably struggle heavily with trying to balance both aspects of her life until she literally couldn’t anymore. there would probably be a point where she was ‘banned’ from speaking to the boys, which would eventually end in her having a breakdown the moment mikey questioned it. unlike sekiko, this secret coming out would come from elli’s mouth. it just depends on how much she can juggle before dropping everything.

      ☆    tagging along with the first point,    elli shows up for gang fights. it doesn’t matter how many times she’s told no, nor if they keep a tight lid on where they will be brawling. she WILL be there, because in her eyes, she has to be. after being with them for so long, toman is her family. violence is hard for her to stomach at times, but she would never forgive herself if she wasn’t there when mikey was really hurt. i imagine that she starts bringing themed band-aids to put on everyone. mikey, of course, gets to share her highly esteemed sanrio branded bandaids with her. she brings ones of animals, cartoon characters, anything.

  IZANA AND ELLI  --

     ☆    she won’t lie, before meeting him, izana was someone she was heavily weary of. just hearing about such violent rumors was very shocking to her. but, she’s a firm believer in meeting someone before making an opinion of them, and i’d like to think that she did just that when the drama between tenjiku and toman began. knowing her, she probably waltzed up to him like it was no big deal, and just started asking him questions. from what’s your name, to his favorite food, and then why he created tenjiku. she has trouble recognizing when she should be fearful of someone, or if she’s in danger -- he could send her plenty of warnings, but she would still stick around.

     ☆    even though elli sides with toman,    she doesn’t like seeing people get hurt. she would most definitely notice any injuries on izana, and place herself as a front in his life. he WILL get bandaids put on him, and he WILL like it ! she would probably try the same for the rest of tenjiku as well. this is one of the reasons why she’s never had a proper affiliation to a gang -- everyone has their own sides to a story, and she thinks it would be wrong for her to fight against someone she didn’t even know.

    ☆    if she ever feels her faith in izana waver, she often finds herself thinking of previous times she adored their friendship. whether it was the gifts he had prepared for her birthday, or him offering her his scarf when she was cold -- she has many friends that have some problems that affect the way they view the world, and other people. some people just need more patience than others, and she’s more than ready to offer that to him at all times. if he can just give her the littlest bit of positivity or softness to work with, it’ll take elli very far.

    ☆    she’ll scold him like a child.    there were many moments in the tenjiku arc that elli would just not agree with, and that would manifest quite quickly once she got word of what had happened. she would march right up to him, finger pointed and all, and tell him to apologize if he had done wrong. but, not before she first gets his side of the story. she doesn’t pick sides, and she has surely told him that previously. if she were to deem him as right in a situation, the mothering would quickly move back into mikey’s ballfield.

[urmyevilurmyevil]

First off, it’s weird that she associates it with men because she’s bisexual and was fine with the men she dated having hair. I am going to take a guess and say she has never broken up with a guy for having hair? But somehow you need to start shaving or she’ll leave? I know love is tough and can make you crazy but trust me when I say that if you start shaving for her this won’t be the last thing she will want you to change about yourself.

Don’t shave because if she loves you like she did all those men she won’t leave anyway. And if she does then you definitely know she did not care about you as much as them. You deserve someone who either loves you the way you are, or is fully fair

If she made all her exbfs shave then I get it as a preference, but if she just had sex and dated them hairy and all but now expects you to shave and makes it an ultimatum .. yeah no.

Also you probably think you will never love a woman like this again but everyone thinks that. Love yourself first dude

thank u for ur kind words i didn't really think someone would respond to this

i know she kinda seems like an asshole but shes actually not it's literally just one problem we have. ok maybe theres more of them but ut doesn't matter i think i just cant love people normally i also have to suffer unimaginably for some reason. I don't really exist if i don't live someone else other than me i still have hope that one day she will accept that about me but idk. I love her the way she is even though she's not perfect and it's kinda my fault also bc instead of just saying in the beginning "I won't do this for yiu or anyone, if you don't like i can leave" i just tried and cried multiple times and eventually gave up and kept enabling her. Maybe if i keep doing this and dedicate my whole live to her if she leaves me for someone else they won't be able to stand her and she'll come back to me. This sounds delusional as shit and it is but maybe i am actually unwell and just didn't notice it my whole life

she also doesn't really have anyone other than me and shes going through a lot rn an in general and i really want her to get better, she also told me that she's probably want be able to find someone if she leaves me and she doesn't want to do it. She still sounds bad and if my friand dated someone like this I'll also probably ask her to leave them but what about my feelings too, I won't break up with her even if im going to be in pain

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The Triumphs of 'We Rise'

A writer and New York Times columnist Arthur Brooks challenges middle-aged overachievers. He discusses his research into the fact that professional knowledge and productivity increase between 30 and 50 Then, they drop off unless one is able to adjust. Change is inevitable and inevitable, but it is not. From Strength to Strong offers the path to turn the sagging of your life into a new, exciting results. The Triumphs of 'We Rise' In a South Central Los Angeles school gifted students are challenged unlike ever before. The veteran journalist Miles Corwin (The Killing Season) was a part-time student with the students of a group of high-school seniors who had enrolled in an exclusive magnet program. The story of their bravery, achievements, and strength is a testament of the strength of the human spirit. A very moving moments in the film the reading of Maya Angelou's poem 'Still I Rise.' In the poem, the speaker states that she'll never be silenced and that her people are no longer a nation that is silence. It is an apt epigraph for the film, and the film is a powerful reminder of how there are many ways to increase educational achievement. The children In And Still We Rise find the refuge they need from their harsh surroundings by studying Hamlet and find comfort in the struggle of The Great Gatsby, and personal enlightenment in Portrait of an Artist. With their determination they prove that even those who are most depressed can be successful. Brooks's Insights

The introduction describes how an exchange in a plane spurred Brooks to write this book. Brooks learned that scientists have observed that the effectiveness and creativity of those who perform well early in life inevitably declines with age, but they are able to regain an amount of success jumping to what one researcher calls"the "second the curve." Beethoven, for example, created his most important works after he was completely deaf. Brooks dedicates a whole chapter to showing how successful people must retrain their brains to move to the second curve. Brooks draws on his research in neuroscience, psychology, history, literature, Eastern spirituality, and economics to prove his point. The most persuasive argument, however, comes from his own experience. He recounts how he got obsessed with success and discovered happiness when he began looking at relationships rather than the material things and status. He suggests that readers adopt similar steps. They'll be happy they did. Brooks's Conclusions Brooks's aggressive behavior during his first full day of trial was so intense that Judge Dorow had to remove him out of the courtroom. He repeatedly denied the authority of the court, argued that he's the "sovereign citizen," and claimed that he is not subject to U.S. law, a assertion that Judge Dorow ruled is not backed by the law. He also raged against the inevitable loss of physical and mental abilities that research suggests develops with age. in Chapter 1 he discusses studies that show that people who are productive generally peak at the end of their careers between the ages of 30 and 50. They then suffer a decline in productivity until they eventually retire. To beat this obstacle, Brooks writes that successful individuals must shift their attention away from the accumulation of material wealth and social standing to embrace new ways of living that allow people to feel joy in the second part of their lives. Brooks suggests that a lot of people resist this change due to being addicted to success. Brooks's Bottom Line Brooks has written a book that unlike other self-help publications of this kind relies heavily upon research and theories that have been reviewed by academic journals through blind peer review. Brooks also shares his personal thoughts and experiences, and the book is clearly the result of his soul-searching. The opening chapter of Brooks' book discusses the results of studies showing career knowledge and productivity decline with age. He introduces what he calls the second curve. This is the shift towards more completeness during the latter years of your career, where the skills that helped you succeed earlier in life will be in their prime. The key is to open the second curve sooner than you think. In order to make the change, Brooks says you have stop relying on success. This isn't an easy task for those who are overachieving. The chapters that follow examine the reasons you might resist this change, such as attachment to material possessions and social status. Go to the video

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get to know charlotte la bouff :

If there was ever an argument that southern belles no longer existed, one look at Charlotte La Bouff would be enough to quickly shut that idea down. While she may not dress quite the same as they did back in the day and her views on the world are far more progressive than the southern conservatives of the past - everything else that encompassed a southern belle lives strong in Lottie. She’s a natural born flirt, the daughter of New Orleans biggest business tycoon, and a girl of golden beauty.

Ever since she was a child, Lottie has dreamed of becoming a princess. Quite literally. Almost all of her wishes focused on a prince of a far away land coming to the Louisiana city and sweeping her off her feet. Of course she wanted other things in life too and eventually came to the realization that the chances of being an actual princess were slim, but she never stopped hoping and wishing for a storybook true love. Maybe the person of her dreams wouldn’t be an actual prince - but they would make her feel like a princess on the inside, and that would be good enough.

Not that she didn’t already feel like a princess as it was - Big Daddy made certain that Lottie always grew up having everything she wanted plus some - but it was different coming from her father versus in a relationship. Though, it’s not like she’s found that true love she wishes for quite yet. There have been a few times she thought maybe she was close - but it never worked out the way she wanted it to. Some might argue that’s because she expects too much out of her relationships, but Lottie says that’s wrong. - she just knows what she’s worth and what she deserves. Settling for anything less isn’t an option.

That type of determination is something she learned from her best friend, Tiana. Of course, Tia’s determination was a bit different than Lottie’s - dedicated towards her career rather than her love life - but it was still an important lesson that the blonde learned over time. And certainly not the only thing she gained from Tiana and her family over the years. Though Lottie has no real need for hard work in her life, she could easily live off her father’s money for the rest of her life, growing up seeing how hard Tiana’s family worked and then even in her older years seeing Tiana’s work ethic put a bit of a spark in Lottie to want to do something worthwhile as well.

That’s why she first asked Tiana’s mother to teach her a few things in regards to designing. It started with just simple things like Lottie giving more opinions during the process of designing her dresses or paying attention to what the older woman was doing - but eventually she started to mock up her own drawings of potential dresses which then turned into Tiana’s mom teaching her some simple sewing, tailoring, and embroidery.  It was just supposed to be a simple little hobby - but it turned into something far bigger than that. It was a passion in Lottie, one that she decided to pursue.

So when it came time for college, after convincing Tiana to finally accept her help the two girls moved to Echo Isle for their schooling. Lottie studied fashion design and textiles at Echo University, while Tiana went to culinary school and focused on finding a spot for her future restaurant. The drive that she always saw in her best friend may have rubbed off some on the blonde, but it wasn’t enough for Lottie to be running around ready to run her own business as well. She got decent grades and loved what she did in school, but that was just focusing on the designing part. Opening up a boutique like she dreams of one day doing… that’s an entirely different scenario, one that she’s far from ready for. So instead she’ll keep living off her daddy’s money, work on her own designs, and create some fabulous dresses for herself.

for all lottie has lived her whole life in her own little world, she’s always listened closely to everything tiana told and taught her. lottie knew she was rich and white and with that came a lot of privilege. but she did her best to do good with that. she isn’t really an activist by any means - but she tries to keep herself educated. everything tiana tells her she believes wholeheartedly and when someone else tries to get her to question it she never budges - believing her best friend more than anyone else.

lottie never really knew her mother or the story of what happened to her. she’s never met any of her mother’s side of the family either. there were pictures of her around the house and a giant painting of her and big daddy - but she was never given the story of what happened. as a kid it didn’t really bother her and by the time she did start having question, she quickly learned it wasn’t a topic her father wanted to discuss so she just stopped asking. she still wonders from time to time what could have happened - there isn’t a grave in the la bouff cemetery so she’s pretty sure the woman isn’t dead, which just leaves her with so many more questions that she knows she’ll likely never get the answers to. it’s the one thing in life lottie’s ever accepted not getting her way on.

favorite color is pink

has a dog named stella and a cat named princess - they both moved to the island with her. both are fairly old but she still loves them nonetheless

LOVES shopping and is constantly buying new clothes, despite the fact that she already has a wardrobe so big that she has to rent out two storage units just to fit it all – though she does do a deep clean every season to donate what she may no longer want or need. and anytime her friends ever say they like something of hers she’s quick to give it to them instead, unless it’s something that has sentimental value to her

has a huge makeup collection as well. but these all stay in the house. one of her walls in her bedroom is entirely dedicated to her beauty supplies. she has organizing drawers stacked on top of each other as high as they can go without tipping over that are all filled with products.

has a very strict skincare routine that she follows every morning and every night

big believer in fairy tales and magic and happy endings and true love and all that type of stuff

during college she lived in the hotel her daddy owns in echo isle, but upon graduating and deciding she wanted to stay around in the city she bought a house for herself and tiana. it wasn’t really necessary, considering she could have kept living in the hotel as long as she wanted, but lottie wanted to start settling in real roots in this town.

has a very strong southern accent that she’ll probably never be able to get rid of. not that she wants to - she loves it. even more so surrounded by so many other accents now, she likes that it makes her even more unique.

wants to open a boutique of her own but hasn’t told anyone about that dream - not even tiana. she isn’t sure if she really has what it takes to do it, to run a business. she sees how hard it is for tiana sometimes being the owner of a business and lottie doesn’t think she can handle all that. of course, she knows she could easily higher people to take care of that kind of stuff for her, but she feels like that’s kind of cheating. tiana didn’t have that kind of help.

[sandsorghum]

Kinktober Day 20 - Adult Toys, Part Two

And now for the Second Years ;) Inumaki simps stick around after the cut, I've prepared a banquet for you poor starving things

Wonder what Megumi, Yuji and Nobara got? ;)

MINORS DNI

YUTA

How they react:

Yuta is really pleased that you trust him enough to come to him to openly talk about your desires. It leads to a whole conversation about what kinks you two would like to explore, including several surprising ones on his part. You’re willing to try (just about) anything with each other, but you’re both more than a bit shy about discussing sex with strangers. Still, you figure it’s best to ask the experts so you suggest visiting a shop. Yuta takes a lot of convincing to agree to this, but you always know how to get what you want (hint: you don’t always ask verbally since your mouth is full)

What you get:

The two of you ease yourselves into this world with a silicon dildo that’s a couple inches longer than what Yuta is packing. He jokingly asks you if you’re a size queen but you sense the underlying uncertainty, and point blank tell him you prefer something that can fit inside you without two hours’ prep. Plus, you’ll take the real deal any day. You love it when Yuta accidentally cums and squirts deep inside you until your hole is a dripping mess. In fact, the both of you realize it’s nearly impossible for you to fit the entirety of the fake cock within you without Yuta generously lubing you up with his semen, so he’s extraordinarily pleased with how much you need him. Quite often, you’re so satisfied you don’t need the dildo after. Yuta’s stroke game improves a lot in the months that follow your purchase, and you wonder if it’s a conscious effort or something he picked up by closely observing the pace you like when he’s using the toy to bring you to completion, or when warming you up for another round. Neither of you really see the need to own many sex toys, Yuta enjoys knowing he can please you solely by his hands or other appendages, so your collection, if it can be called that, will consist of the basics. The original dildo, a clitoral vibrator and maybe a small bullet one you wear out in public every once in a while when Yuta wants to drive you crazy <3

MAKI

How they react:

Girl is a cursed tool user so she’s more than happy to accommodate your request, in fact she'd have brought it up if you didn’t suggest it first. But she kind of falls down a rabbit hole with the research, applying the same kind of dedication to her weapon mastery since she’s determined to get the one best suited to the both of you. You end up in a silly argument with her that there’s no real difference between 4 or 5 speed patterns, or if it’s ribbed or if it uses double versus triple A batteries to get charged. But it leads to some of the most intense make up sex that makes you wonder if you do need a toy after all.

What you get:

Maki surprises you on Valentine’s with a rabbit vibrator. She had gone to the shop without you, and you pout a little that she hadn’t consulted you on what to get, but you can’t really complain when she immediately puts it to good use that night. You’re kind of shocked by her affinity with it off the bat, but then again you shouldn’t be surprised. Not just because she’s generally adept at using tools but because Maki knows your body so well, possibly even better than you do. At least, that’s what you think when you’re sprawled on the bed, coming off the high of your who-knows-what orgasm. She’ll tease you and call you a pillow princess so you’re eager to return the favour and thank her for being such an amazing partner. If both of you are the type to be adventurous in bed, expect not to be able to open any presents in front of your parents for a while during Christmases and birthdays. Strap-ons, nipple clamps, double-ended dildos and so on get added to Maki’s arsenal. Eventually she decides she doesn’t need an occasion to share a gift with you.

TOGE

How they react:

He is 100% on board with you, but doesn’t know where to start.

If you already own one, he’ll ask you to show him what you do with it, enjoying every minute of his private show. If you don’t, the two of you will watch a few hands-on videos and figure things out together. He will have a relatively strong preference to get it shipped to your doorstep (his degree of insistence would be second only to Yuta), but you’re a tactile shopper and who knows what kind of inspiration the two of you may get along the way? It takes a couple of weeks and several longer nights to persuade him, but he winds up at the store with his collar higher than ever, maybe up to the brows haha.

What you get: Your prediction paid off. Toge spots something he really likes and sneakily adds it to the basket, then offers to pay. You thought you had both settled on getting a G-spot stimulator, but he shyly pulls out a ball-gag from the shopping bag as well.

Explicit smut under the cut!

“Both at once?” you question, raising a brow. If you’re up for it, he tells you. You think about it, there probably wouldn’t be much difference from when he gags you with his palm or your panties.

“Ok,” you say, eyes twinkling with mischief. “Let’s try.”

You really benefit from the 'tutorials’ you and Toge looked at. He follows the tips recommended, starting you off with a few familiar moves in his foreplay repertoire; you know they’re his favourite not just because they’re the ones he’s most confident in, but due to how they always draw such reliably slutty reactions from you.

In minutes you’re moaning from his mouth when he chooses that exact moment to improvise, turning the toy on with a flick and sliding it against your slit. You gasp at the abrupt sensation and Toge pins you with his amethyst eyes, the edge of lust taken off by concern.

“M'mm okay, ” you pant, encouraging him, reaching up to lock your fingers in his snowy hair. You have a premonition that you’re going to want to hold on for dear life. Toge grins and you can feel it against your cunt, in his suddenly more aggressive licks and tongue squirming its way inside you.

More out of sheer curiosity than cruelty (or so you hope), he switches the toy up to a higher setting before you’ve quite gotten used to the previous one. You let out a shriek but it isn’t articulated into your safe word, so Toge keeps going with a relentless and renewed vigour, almost a viciousness, that you had zero clue he had in him. It’s the harsh suck on your clit that brings you crashing into your first climax of the night, with the toy and Toge still going against you, licking soothing little circles over your clit as you whimper his name.

<<More or less?>>

“Mm-mh-mor- I dunno - m-maybe- l-less? C-can’t think. P-puh-please…” you whine, too wrecked from your orgasm, your pulse and pussy fluttering wild at the thought that he still has plans for you.

You taste yourself on Toge's lips when he lifts off his knees to kiss you gently, though the toy is still pressed against you, making you shake. But at least he’s kind enough to have turned it to its third-lowest setting which is…still a lot, but also not enough.

<<Hold this, and don’t you dare turn it higher before I come back.>> You groan at the temptation of being in control of your own pleasure but denying yourself. But Toge will make it worth it, you know he will, he always does.

He crawls off the bed to reach for something in the bedside drawer. When he returns, he has the ball-gag and a condom in hand and is fully stripped, his pretty cock with its flushed pink head bobbing and grazing against his stomach with every step he takes towards you.

He rejoins you on the bed, brackets your thighs with his own, straddling you before passing you the condom. You’re eager to tear it open with both hands but Toge grips the unoccupied one.

<<You gotta keep holding it against you.>>

You look up at him, confused. You probably would have understood sooner if you hadn’t just been close to fucked-out of your mind. But you do when he squeezes your thighs together, so the toy is wedged between and braced directly against your dripping core. Now both your hands are free to attend to Toge.

You let out a little cry as you feel the buzzing sensations hit your clit, but he grabs your chin and whispers <<Do you want me to fuck you raw instead?>>

For a moment you really do, but you know you shouldn’t risk it. You shake your head and your trembling fingers work on the wrapper.

Your hands are shaking so much when you finally roll it on him that Toge groans, briefly debating if he should let you jack him off first. But no, tonight is about you.

You press a light kiss to his tip, apologising for your slowness earlier. You smile at the shiver that runs through his entire body. Just as well, he thinks. Won’t be using that pretty little mouth for a while.

He passes you the ball-gag next, wanting you to fasten it on yourself. You open your mouth wide, spit darkening the rubber ball that’s about the size of a key lime. Unfortunately, you have some trouble with the clasps since it’s your first time and you can’t see the back of your head.

<<Here, let me.>> Toge murmurs, thumb stroking your cheeks, hollowed out by the sphere in your mouth. You hum appreciatively as you hear the straps click into place, securing your silence, or at least, your lack of speech.

<<You remember the signal?>>

You nod, tapping twice on the sheets, then a third time after a pause.

<<Good girl>> he coos, before roughly shoving the toy deeper within you. There’s little to no resistance with the slick pooling from your passage, and you can’t help but cry out as it sinks further.

<<Get on your hands and knees for me, darling.>>

You’re quick to comply though your thighs are still shaking, implicitly knowing you must keep the toy inside you at all costs. You rest your head upon folded arms, ass raised and the wand of the stimulator pressing against your belly, awaiting your lover’s next move.

A single finger strokes up your slit, teasing you and causing you to tremble. You blame the toy; you’re not usually this sensitive, even after coming once, but now just the pad of one digit rubbing against your entrance makes you feel like it won’t be long before you tip over again.

Toge's finger dips in up to the second knuckle, rubbing against the toy and your gummy walls. You need more, so much more, and you wiggle your hips impatiently. You hear Toge chuckle above you, and he indulges you, sliding another finger in.

This time you feel the burn and stretch as he curls them, trying to get even deeper, pushing the toy right on the spot where it’s most needed, but only briefly. You whimper, but this time Toge ignores you in favour of sliding his fingers in and out, the repeated motion makes the toy brush against your G-spot oh so temporarily, before it shifts away, the vibrations ebbing harsh then soft every time it strays.

Please, Toge, you whine but your words are muffled, unintelligible behind the gag. It strikes you then, why he was interested in it.

Is this what it’s like for him all the time? you wonder, as you feel his fingers start to thrust faster and faster. But he still understands what I need. I can’t say the same when we’re outside the bedroom.

You turn your head over your shoulder, looking behind you and locking gazes with him. His eyes are affectionate and gentle even as he picks up his pace, it’s getting easier the wetter you are for him, soon his wrist will have your slick sliding down all the way to the crease in his elbow. You realise he’s fisting himself simultaneously, although a lot more languidly. Long, leisurely strokes ending with a slight twist around the head.

That should be my job, you think vaguely, eyeing the pre-cum beading at his tip. I should make it up to him later.

Suddenly his hand abandons his cock, moving towards your pussy. Your breath hitches, anticipating a rough pinch to your clit, but what he does next is so much better.

Toge flicks the toy up to its highest setting, skipping over a level and a scream rips from your throat, tears springing to your eyes, fists grabbing the sheets. A far off voice warns you to relax your hands, or you won’t be able to tap out, to give him the code. A way more urgent one points out Why would you want him to stop now?

And it’s true, there’s no way he’s slowing down. His fingers, three of them now, are brutal and punishing and pushing the toy in place and it’s finally fucking staying where you need it. The throbbing is blissfully, achingly constant and your breath is getting so loud and the pressure is building and building and building and-

Your vision whites out as you cum, but your hearing is heightened and there’s a cacophony that crescendos in your head, the angry buzzing of the toy, the obscene sloshing noise of his fingers in you, Toge swearing, actually, properly swearing for once, nothing coded, nothing measured or hidden, just a pure snarl of your name and the word Fuck!

And god knows if he put any cursed energy behind it but you’re suddenly unbearably horny and aching all over again and you’re whimpering his name over and over.

Without a second to spare, you feel the bed dip as Toge maneuvers to mold himself across your body, one hand coming up around your throat and the other near your pussy. He spreads your lips and pushes in with one agonizing, shuddering stroke and doesn’t give you a moment to adjust before he’s hammering in with short, sharp thrusts, and shorter, sharper breaths, bruising your hips, coaxing you to clench around him as he rolls your clit between a rough thumb and forefinger, you can still feel that fucking toy wedged between the two of you now, one head angled and the other round pushing against your most sensitive spot, both pulsing, making you throb and sob and ache and want , you’re so, so full there’s no room for oxygen or words or thoughts, Toge is pushing every last gasp and cry from you - and then he starts to stroke up, pulling out further and thrusting back in harsher and harsher, his thick, generous, ravenous cock kissing and hitting your cervix over and over he’s going to break you you’re going to be his whored out wreck that’s what you deserve, that’s what you need, he just needs to ask and sure enough, as if he hears you, ball-gag and all:

“Cum with me.”

The scream that leaves you the final time is the longest and loudest, the order just what you need to send you hurtling off the edge, your body clenches around his stuttering hips, he pumps once, twice, thrice, before you collapse boneless, on the bed, but Toge is wrapping you in his arms, shushing your whispers, kissing your tear streaked face, still thrusting into you gently, easing you down from your high as he switches the toy off and removes the gag from you, claiming your mouth with the desperation of a man who’s been deprived for the last hour or so.

That time when he gave the command, you’re certain he didn’t use his technique. He certainly didn’t need to.

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I fully intend to do the adults at some point, esp Gojo, Choso, Geto, Nanami and maaaaybe Naoya but that list will be much later. But if you're interested in that, you can keep up with my blog for more spice! Thank you for reading~

[akicult]

aot characters and the awkward icks they would do

ft: eren, mikasa, armin, jean, connie, sasha, levi, hange, erwin, bertholdt, annie, reiner, zeke, pieck, porco.

cw: aot characters being cringy.

attractive things <-

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eren:

- would trip in front of you on accident and if you started laughing, he would walk up to you angrily and say “tell anyone and you’re dead.”

- cannot keep a secret to save his life. mikasa and armin will always know.

mikasa:

- you have to explain your joke to her multiple times until eventually you just have to say “oh forget it.”

- says “why did you just text me?” loudly when you were trying to be discreet.

armin:

- makes really bad food and looks at you with the largest, happiest, proud eyes ever while saying “do you like it??”

- says “well i’m beat.” while stretching his arms and yawning. at 9pm.

jean:

- says a joke and when no one laughs he’ll silently start to sob.

- “i’m honestly so slept on.”

connie:

- you had to explain how pronouns don’t equal gender and he was just mind blown the entire time.

- “she uses they/them pronouns. 😊”

sasha:

- makes a huge meal for dinner and when you go to sit at the table she just looks at you and takes all of it to her room.

- says “are you gonna eat that?” while she’s biting into it.

levi:

- he’s brutally honest. will tell you if you look fucking ugly.

- “that looks hideous on you,” while you’re happily admiring yourself in the mirror.

hange:

- will literally almost kill you during a science experiment and say “my bad.”

- absolutely vile apartment. you don’t even think it’s ever been clean.

erwin:

- would send you facebook memes that he thought was hilarious but you already saw it like 4 years ago.

- uses bing as his web-browser.

bertholdt:

- laughs really hard at everything you say, even if it’s not funny, just to avoid awkward silence (inevitably making it more awkward.)

- when he doesn’t hear you, he’s too terrified to ask you to repeat it so he just laughs and says “yeah!” even if you told him you just got fired or something.

annie:

- huge flake. makes plans with you, but never even shows up to them.

- gets so bored of your conversation that she’ll literally just stand up and leave while you’re in mid sentence.

reiner:

- cries literally all the time.

- has an instagram account dedicated to photos and videos of him working out in the gym and the only person that follows/likes his posts is bertholdt.

zeke:

- he found out other people clean between their ass cheeks and he was baffled.

- thinks shot-gunning a whole can of beer and throwing the empty can on the ground when he’s done is an attractive thing to do.

pieck:

- forgets you have plans and just ends up sleeping through them, only to wake up afterwards and text you “oh sorry.”

- has zero sense of direction but thinks she can navigate anything.

porco:

- gets mad and angrily screams into his pillow, then clears his throat and goes on with his day.

- “c’mon i was just kidding, learn to take a joke every once in a while.”

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[dourpeep]

sometimes i just think of collage student!xiao. an intimidating and aloof guy who no one dares to approach. someone who was never loved by his family except for his grandmother. idk why i just like the thought of him feeling at ease whenever his grandma pats him or just gives him a geniune smile. he only feels in peace with her. he plays the guitar. yes, and it's an electro guitar. in campus, he stays far from the crowd and just sits under a tree by himself - listening to music maybe (i bet he would like arctic monkeys) then one day he meets you - somehow. proabably you are also someone who is not fond humans and noisy places. you began to sit and read a book underneath the same tree as him once you noticed how peacful there was. when he first saw you invading his area he was annoyed, but obviously he wouldn't tell you to go away. surely, you'd get bored and leave eventually so he just ignored your presence. you weren't that content of him either at first, definitely would rather being alone but the more you spent your time there the more you realized how interesting he was - not to mantion how handsome he was- *cough cough* witnessing the way he plays an instrument was also impressive, and before you know it you grew quite fond of him despite not having a conversation yet so far. but on his end, he wasn't that delighted. still wanting to be alone yet not wanting to leave his tree. though he thinks you resemble his grandmother? maybe personality-wise. so he let's you stick around i guess ummm... i'm running out if ideas lmao i'm sorry this is a little longer than i intended it to be. i'd like to hear your ideas about collage student!xiao too tho haha <3

PRIMOOOOOOOS!!!!!

MY BAD IT'S NOT BUT WHOEVER IT IS PLS BECOME A DEDICATED ANON SO I CAN SHOW YOU MY LOVE

Ooooo what if instead of grandma it's like his elderly neighbor who lives in the same apartment complex that he does? He's been on his own for so long (maybe mid teens?) that she's become his family. Always inviting him over for tea and almond tofu (it wasn't until she first served the dish to him that he realized how much he loves it). Maybe even with the guitar that he plays originated from a conversation he had with her about how one of the things he's always wanted to do is learn to play---

Of course, following his high school graduation (which she ofc attended), they returned to her unit. He's happily enjoying a snack that she's prepared when she shuffles back into the common room and presents a large, wrapped gift. Already, Xiao knows what it is and she gets the tightest hug that he can give-

To her delight, he picks up the instrument incredibly quick and often plays for her! She absolutely adores his passion for it.

(continued under the cut!)

Cut to the middle of his first semester in college. He's still not really sure about what he wants to do but with the unyielding support of his Ahma, he's slowly figuring it out. But for now, he's practicing under the shade of the big ginko on campus. It's ironically his favorite type of tree, as silly as it seems. Especially in the autumn when the leaves start to turn gold and they flutter and dance down like hundreds of butterflies all around.

It's just after lunch that he makes his way to his usual spot when he sees you there. Of course, Xiao is irritated. No one ever comes here, so why the sudden change? But there you are, quiet with a book open in your lap.

A part of him wants to just leave and wait for his next class somewhere else, but he's stubborn. So he walks over and sits right next to you. When you ignore him, he feels ??? a little offended. How can you so blatantly ignore a whole person? Not...not that he's the same way.

This little pattern continues for a week, and then-

"You play guitar?"

The dumbest question ever, to ask someone who's holding a guitar and carries it around often that. But he holds his tongue and nods.

Another week passes and he realizes that you're in the same English course. Maybe next time there's an essay, you'll be partnered up. After these two weeks, he's surprisingly warmed up to you, though it's probably due to the fact that you're more similar than he thought you'd be. In fact, you almost remind him of his Ahma--the lovely old lady that's taken him in.

Not in a weird way though! (he has to shake his head to clear his thoughts)

But you've been patient with him, not invading his space despite existing in it, inquiring about his hobbies and enjoying the quiet when he's enjoying the quiet. It's...nice.

But with the semester quickly coming to an end, there's a pit in his stomach when he realizes that he might not be able to see you- after all, you're taking the same English course but who's to say you're not graduating soon? Or transferring? Or even--the thought makes his chest clench--moving?

It's definitely not unheard of.

So during finals week, he finally gets the guts to ask you if you'd like to study for that English essay coming up. He knows that you're both alright at the subject and don't really need to prepare for it (not when the professor is just doing a rehash of an earlier essay), but the idea of this lost opportunity when so much time has already passed doesn't sit right with him.

His Ahma is the one who actually suggests this. He's told her all about you (and when he finally brings you to visit her, she'll let you know all about the good things that Xiao has said to his utter embarrassment), and seeing how smitten he's become it's only natural that she wants to help out.

It's a cafe. The very place that she had her first date with her late husband (who, funnily enough, she says was so very similar to young Xiao).

You're there and waiting by the time that he arrives, backpack on the floor and binder open with papers spread on one side of the table.

When you notice him and look up, the smile that spreads on your face--

Maybe...he didn't mind you as much as he did that fateful day beneath the ginko tree.