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alphapsiou · 2 years

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JESUS CHRIST. this song. alliiIIIIIIIVVEVEVVEVE so true. so dramatic. i’m screaming.

#i can’t handle this #i wasn’t expecting this #this is such a cluster fuck and im like #6 songs in #i also sing songs until the break of dawn #cant say i embrace a new man every night #i’m a lesbian #but like #i get it #broadway #musicals #ride the cyclone #rtc #noel rtc

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little-antisocial-shit · 5 months

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do you ever just listen to someone you hate and are like. omfg die already. go away leave me alone fuck you

#actually antisocial #aspd safe #actually aspd #aspd #aspd thoughts #aspd traits #i have a good reason to hate this fucker by the way #he did some fucked up things to me #but sometimes im just like this to randos #but i really fucking hate this guy #fuck him #cluster b safe #drabbles

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77ngiez-archive · 6 months

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project sekai is crazy because literally every character is queer trans neurodivergent physically disabled or some combination of the above

#and im not talking abt hcs im talking abt actual coding #minori is very explicitly in love with haruka #harukas is less obvious but she clearly returns minoris feelings as well #shizuku is so obviously nd [likely autistic but she could read as a number of other things]#airi is incredibly trans coded [that one event + her fes card]#mizuki is canonically trans #ena has ptsd in some format due to her fathers abuse and shes also got a lot of cluster b traits #kanade has ptsd from what happened with her father and wlw and physically disabled coded #mafuyu. oh gd. the cdd coding the transmasc coding the girlkisser coding.#anhane is basically canon #touya is autistic coded as is nene and ichika #shiho is nd #everybody in l/n likes girls #ichika is aro coded #and autistic like i said #saki is canonically physically disabled #akito [like ena] has some measure of ptsd from his father #akito and touya r both mlm coded #rui literally compares himself to a famously gay scientist in jp [FUCK THE EN LOCALIZATION OF THAT BTW]#emu is VERY CLEARLY AUDHD and somewhat wlw coded #nene is also wlw #tsukasa comes across as very nd #all of wondershow is aspec coded as well #and oh gd ive been talking a while i need yo shut up #but like. MAN. man. [goes crazy]#77ngiez.txt #can u guys tell ive been thinking abt pjsk lately

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narcpocalypse · 1 month

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The fact that I'm so praise deprived that I'm looking forward to possibly having cancer 💀 npd die please thank u so much 💞💖

#u can reblog i feel like i need to laugh or else ill sink into a hole forever #ik the empaths are gonna hate this #“my grandma died of cancer how dare you use it to be selfish and evil!” i literally might have cancer dude...#ofc im gonna want people to feel bad for me jesus #im just a sick fuck ab it leave me alone #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually npd #giles blabbers #actually narcissistic #narcposting #npd safe #cluster b #actually cluster b #cluster b safe

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templetv · 10 days

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girl not even the suicide helpline will acknowledge me lmfao

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bloodheartz · 11 months

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Self proclaimed empaths on their way to "advocate for the mentally ill 🥺" by demonizing every cluster b personality disorder

#you tell them having a personality disorder doesnt inherently make someone more capable of abuse than someone without one #and they go fucking ballisitc! Assflash newshole! everyones capable of harming others! it came free with your being a person!#and oohh they just love flooding the NPD safe tag with as much hate as possible which is! Not normal behavior! What the fuck!#also when i say “self proclaimed empaths” i do NOT mean high empathy ppl! thats completely different!#we have fluctuating empathy so we'll go from completely without out it to overwhelmed by it at random #its just atjglejkwgk agifeli #be nice to people with personality disorders! we're people too! and more often than not we're victims of abuse!#graaah sorry just #got harrassed in a fucking emoji server on discord by some dickwad who noticed i had NPD in my intro like bro? Im here for funny cat emojis #wawawewa #npd #npd safe #cluster b safe #cluster b #empath

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jatlokgwo · 3 months

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can you have hpd and also internalized that you shouldnt have/arent worth attention and not have a spesific attention person and not want to spam text people is that possible

#i wish that i saved the attention seeker reclemation flag rip #i might just id as transhpd i relate more to cluser b people then people without 1 but u dont really fit a spesific cluster and i feel #invalid even if am cis #pup talks #the transabled/transhpd/fakers fuck off and die thing is not helping me feel less like my stuff i deal with every day if i want to or not #but what if im exadurating or making it up thing #either hpd or bpd i want attention sooooo bad basiclly and i also might have rsd so what is even happening here

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thecatspasta · 9 months

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Nobody: Me (npd haver) when I see a post specifically about NPD: OMGGG ME FR!!!!!

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nicepersondisorder · 1 year

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"i hate people who think they're better than everyone" say i, thinking i am better than everyone

#im a hypocrite. smiley face emoji #theres a person in gc im in who thinks theyre better than everyone and acts like they know better and tries to change things to 'correct'#and they enrage me so so so much #they say theyre a good writer but their writing fucking sucks and i only read it bc there are so little fics about my favorite character #npd #actually npd #npd safe #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #actually cluster b #☆.txt

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losttimesnail · 2 months

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having multiple trauma induced or related illnesses is so humbling sometimes. like my child brain was so playdough textured that my mother sucking caused my brain to play Pokemon Gotta Catch Em All with the DSM 5??? feels like a cosmic scam but okay sure.

#this is about cluster bs and did lol #excuse the mental health posting on my art account i dont feel like loggng out and into my did account on myphone rn #did posting #did osdd #cluster b #npd #npd safe #cluster b safe #also could apply to sh and ed but i am not tagging those bc i have Big Feelings about how tumblr is not good for me on those #but yeah what yhe fuck is up w brains either having like one mental illness or 7 #if someone fake claims for someone having 'too many diagnosies“ im immediately like okay so u dont know how this shit works LOL #like some ppl get only one or two things from trauma but comorbidities r so so common its almost funny #my brain is like that ahahaha again! audio

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lutravurr · 2 months

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everyone who says cluster b instead of personality disorders to refer to base pd symptoms and clearly doesnt give a shit about pw hpd or aspd die in a fire forever ok

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tiktaaliker · 14 days

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fuck. i might be schizotypal

#howling #GOD FUCKING DAMN IT #likeeee ive been semi-certain that i have some sort of cluster a shit going on but. yeah no yeah yep. yeah #dont mind me im going thru like 5 crisises at once. im so normal

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bigswigrollers · 2 years

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yknow i really never noticed how many youtubers are just unfiltered ableists until i found out about my own mental illnesses. ill be watching someone ive watched for years and every now and then they say "delusional", "psychotic", "schizophrenic" "narcissist", all as insults to people who probably arent even any of those things. and it upsets me but i move on because what choice do i have when it feels like every popular whiteboy youtuber doesnt give a shit about people like me, even when theyre like "omg mental health is soooo important guys!" and theyre talking about like. depression or anxiety or something

#re: that last point im not saying depression and anxiety arent life altering things (i have both) but the stigma around disorders like #did/osdd and any disorder with psychosis as a symptom and any cluster b personality disorder is just so so fucking tiring and im sick of #having to hear this shit every single day and try to brush it off. i shouldnt have to brush off bigotry #kattalks #ok to rb btw

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ty-bayonet-betteridge · 10 months

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what if slaughterhouse nine cluster trigger au

#not sure which members of the nine id use #obviously my beloved children Bonesaw and Mannequin #Jack Slash has to be there #i think Siberian also has to be there for completeness sake as the Core Three #i dont really like Gray Boy or Crawler theyre too op and not very compelling so not them #Burnscar is in bc i like her backstory and she can bring some variety to things #King and Harbinger bc having them in a cluster with Jack makes all the sense #Hatchet Face bc i like the idea of how power nullification would play in a cluster #aaaaaaand Damsel. bc Ashley my beloved #fuck now im excited about this #HEY BRAIN STOP COMING UP WITH NEW AUS AND FINISH THE TEN YOU ALREADY STARTED!!!!#wormblr #parahumans #worm spoilers

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skeletalheartattack · 10 months

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If you were a chulip character how would players kiss you?

find and present to me a working copy of Dragon Ball Z Budokai 1 for the PlayStation 2 and you can kiss my stupid ass

#ask #anon #for a more serious and personal answer. idk i imagine you'd have to see and accept me at my weirdest. otherwise NO kisses. NO love.#you cannot 100% the game if you cannot accept me for the weird fucked slop i am #i also deal 98 hearts of damage if you fuck it up. and i wont appear for 30 ingame days. need time to recover.#best hope you didnt leave me as one of the last citizens you had to kiss #you could savescum i guess to bypass the wait time #but deep down id know #the only character in chulip to have a mr resetti mechanic #another silly answer would be that youd have to find a working beta of tf2 with grenades still intact. but thats impossible im afraid.#but even then i dont think i feel that attatched to the beta. its just the researcher in me who wants to see how the viewmodels look #like we know what the dynamite packs viewmodel looks like. but not really anything else im afraid.#we have an idea of what some viewmodels wouldve included with their model #like the bear trap has an unused portion of its UV sheet that displays what wouldve likely been meant to be a chain #so i wonder how a chain wouldve been adapted with the beartraps viewmodel #like is it a cluster of them on the end of the chain and the scouts spinning it.#or is the viewmodel of one with a chain wrapped around the jaws to help its viewmodel have a more solid silhouette #the frag grenade has what i assume to be the uv portion of a pin #im just fascinated by scrapped content i think.#anyway thank you for the ask anon #i kinda wish i had a game i couldve listed with a funnier title but. dbz budokai is the one that sticks out in my mind

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throwmebacktotheabyss · 24 days

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my favorite things to do in this world is to spend too much time in pretend worlds and lean too much on my diagnoses. In fact that's what everyone with bpd does mother ☝️ This is all clearly a CHOSEN set of behaviors and all of them in fact reflect upon my own character of lack of ☝️ the fact that I'm no longer in survival mode and pushing myself to the brink to be an overachiever like I've done for 20 years is because I am not tough enough! ☝️ My claims that therapy only makes things worse for me is clearly me making excuses so that I don't have to work hard and make something of myself! ☝️

#bpd vent #obviously this is sarcasm #bpd #actually cluster b #actually bpd #she is LUCKY i picked the psych ward that day #she is LUCKY she had my baby sister #and baby brother #those two tiny children are the ONLY fucking reason im still here #ableism #i guess #imagine living your life feeling flayed alive every day #and to even feel somewhat okay is a difficult task you have to actively try to do every second of every day #and then you get triggered by something #and your mother #whom is supposed to be your source of comfort #says shit like this

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