#trauma dumping is fun

[shadow-the-crow]

why i would be an avatar of these fear entities:

got this idea from the lovely @totheidiot (who got it from @cult-of-the-eye) - basically experiences that could have marked me and stuff that connects me to the entities. (Disclaimer: I'm only in the middle of season 2 and only know the basic lore, so i don't exactly know what makes you become an avatar)

the Lonely: This is the one i feel most connected to. Loneliness has always found me at different points in my life - mostly because of my social anxiety. I often didn't have many friends, had difficulties connecting with new people, and mostly i even feel disconnected from my friends because i'm scared of opening up and being myself. At this point i feel like it's a part of me. Like it's continuously eating me up but by now i'm embracing it. Also, a close friend of mine says she's had a constant feeling of loneliness ever since she lived with me for a few months. (She says it wasn't my fault, that it's probably just because she was far fom her family and other friends, but still.) So i might already be an irl avatar of the Lonely lol

the Extinction (and maybe this is also a bit of the Vast?): This happened last summer during a holiday in Italy with my family. One night, the whole sky was suddenly lit up by lightnings every few seconds, they formed crazy patterns but stayed in the sky. Then there was also thunder, getting louder and louder, and at one point it just didn't stop anymore. At this point, i actually thought the world was ending. Then the hail started. The hailstones were bigger than tennis balls, and we were in a mobile home, so we were legitimately scared the roof would collapse. I stayed weirdly calm though. It kept going for maybe half an hour, thankfully nobody got hurt.

the Eye: I used to be pretty paranoid as a kid, i often felt like i was being watched when i was alone. I'm also a very curious person who loves learning new stuff, and i can't stand not knowing something, so i often immediately look up things i'm wondering about. Also people on here have told me i'm of the Eye because i can't stop listening to tma although it scares me, like i somehow feel compelled to continue, but idk if that means anything.

the Spiral: I'm not sure if this one counts, but i feel really drawn to the Distortion's weird existence and the whole "it is not what it is" thing. Also "there's no such thing as a real name" is a quote that deeply resonates with me, idk, i just think it's true - and i'm convinced i'll never find a name that feels like it's mine. Also i'm really good at lying, sometimes i lie about little things just for fun.

the Corruption: Corruption to a certain degree gives me comfort because my family's home has always been... idk, "dirty" is the closest word i can think of, but that doesn't really describe it. We regularly clean and all, the rooms look clean at first sight - but there's old, forgotten, sometimes moldy stuff in the cracks and under the furniture and on the kitchen sink, and a lot of walls are moldy in the corners. So it just feels like there's something rotting underneath, and that feeling is comforting to be by now. Unrelated to that, i also still remember that one time i climbed on a tree and suddenly there were ants all over my body and i just jumped and shaked my limbs for like a minute.

[infernal-lamb]

Draw Neves at the bar , trauma dumping to heket (she's the bartender)

HFSLKJGKDGJLJKLDS pls this is so funny to me. Neves is a mess when she's drunk. she is now Heket's burden....here she is telling a very silly story

[guardian-angle22]

911 LONE STAR REWATCH 2024 -> MY FAVORITE SCENES | TK antagonizing the firefighters in 2.07 Displaced

[angstyboiiiiii]

*breaks door down*

WHO WANTS TO HEAR AN ANGSTY EDWIN PAYNE HEADCANNON

Headcannon that while in hell, Edwin straight up forgot his last name. He was busy trying to get out of there for 70 years, he's gonna forget some things about his life. One day he just realised that he could no longer remember his last name. He knows he had one, he thinks it might have been quite important, and he believes it began with a P.

He knows that he has to have a last name, it's respectable and polite. It can tell people where you're from, who you know and even where you're going! And so he ought to have a last name that reflects all those things.

He settles on Payne. It's the only one that really makes sense, given the circumstances. After all, there is nothing he knows better than pain. It is his closest companion, it seemed only fitting.

[theofficialuriel]

as an emotionally repressed person, it deeply offends me when people take an emotionally repressed character and make them spill their whole life story after 2 quarries from virtual strangers

[ang3l0fde4th4ndd0gs]

Comments Game: Hyperfixation Info Dump Version

Retell the entirety of your favourite book/movie/series/video/game in the comments or reblogs while I'm sleeping. Spam me with all your random headcannons. Tell me everything about your hyperfixations because I wanna know. Tell me all about the book you just read. Tell me about your fanfiction you wanna write or have written. Tell me about your favourite musical artist or album.

I wanna see how many responses this can get cause sometimes you just need to info dump all of your favourite things.

[deesi-academia]

Get. Therapy.

Please.

[dj-flesh-angel]

:I ....

[cherries-in-wine]

He thinks I'm insane but psychology students love me so I'm winning 🎀

[whiskey-tango-matcha]

hello beautiful ppl in my phone, if youve sent me a message/ask/etc and I haven't responded just know I have seen it, I love you dearly, and I apologize for not responding 🫶 ive been in a bit of a ✨mental health bad time✨ (not gonna say crisis bc I am doing my regular life duties lol) and I haven't had the capacity to do anything on here. i miss interacting and writing SO much and want to get back to it asap but life has been rough. love u all, just wanted to let ya know if you've tried interacting im not trying to ignore you im just in a rough spot

[c28hunter]

Do you know what I love about this fandom? That we're just constantly silly and horny and there little to no in between

Please never change

[maxgicalgirl]

Listen okay I just know in my heart Cecil Palmer and Sydney Sargent would be BEST friends

[chrlotpony]

fun facts about me but they're like random??

[cordeliawhohung]

wisdom teeth gall here again that is SO messed up i am so, so sorry you had to deal with that baby :(

oh lmao it's all good! it was a long while ago. but i do hope you're doing okay! def drink lots of water, don't suck on straws, and get plenty of rest! (:

[verytendou]

Zeff and sanji have such a mother eldest daughter relationship for being a father son one

[queeraliensposts]

Just found out my toxic friend from elementary school grew up to be a TERF 💀