#well that’s when it was rly happening. i always tend to have shit happening in nov lol & thats when i properly got into Jared K Stanning

[transmasccofee]

Omg I just found a Satousai fan comic on Tapas that has quite possibly the most fun "if they were casual with each other" sort of dynamic that I've ever seen (although I've learned that I tend to have different standards than other people) and it's a soulmate au! I think it was called "Innocent Doodles" and it has a REALLY CUTE artstyle.

Saiki seems like slightly more relaxed and expressive which is really fun to watch when he talks to other people because it still feels like Saiki if he said his thoughts TO others and not just in his head.

I also like Satou's depiction as well because he's always seemed slightly insane and brutally honest to me in canon and I love that it's shown there with JUST his introduction. Literally when he first seeing Saiki he's legitimately just like "Omg! Aren't you that weird dude? Hi how are you? What are you in for?" (genuine) while looking just a little bit deranged in just that one panel. Then later basically shakes Saiki around because he's so excited and it's really cute.

Then Saiki fainted because Satou was being gay towards him in his head and Satou goes "OH SHIT! WTF HAPPENED??"

OMG wait I’d love to read that so bad that sounds so so good … do u have the link bc Oughhhh. That sounds rly fun

[animehideout]

Wait wait can u actually write a fix scenario anything like how Goji falls in love with a basically his female version (weak but acts tough) it’s okay if u can’t but cuz it’s annoying everyone put him with someone different…(everyone tells me I can’t be w him cuz I’m as crazy and stupid ..) so yeah basically rly rly pretty pretty prettiest please 🥹🫀

THE ONE I LOVE

a/n: Hello there, yes baby of course here you go and I really hope you like it though 😭🥹. And always remember to just be yourself, you're perfect the way you are ❣️💌.

warnings: none, pure fluff.

“Amused... Shouldn't we help her” asked Megumi narrowing his eyes in worry.

“Well she's amusing, while struggling with that tricky curse” Said Gojo Satoru with a smile while observing you.

His eyes fixated on each and every move of yours trying to exorcise that curse.

You joined Jujutsu high later than others. Despite Gojo being your very charming and charismatic teacher you actually didn't have a huge age gap. Everyone in Jujutsu high tend to call you two peas in a pod, your personalities were very similar, you're basically his cocky female version. Loud extroverts who love to annoy others, who eat a lot of sweets and with terrible Insomnia issues.. But he was naturally gifted to be strong, while you acted strong when you're actually not.. Your curse technique wasn't the strongest, actually it was the weakest comparing to all other jujutsu high students. It was your biggest insecurity but it was kept a secret, ain't no way you'll show that you're weak..

“Gojo I can't stand and watch, I'll go help her”

“No Megumi, she'll handle it”

“What makes you so sure this curse won't kill her?”

“injured maybe but dead nope..”

You were fighting that annoying curse, mentally cursing your weak abilities.

“shit I suck at this...but I can't be defeated Megumi and Satoru are watching” you said to yourself. Trying your hardest to not trip and fall flat on your clumsy ass.

Gojo Pov:

That curse won't kill her, it's just to help her master her Jujutsu better. I've always found her technique quite interesting, I love seeing her struggle with tasks it's amusing knowing that her soul in that little body doing everything she can to prove herself, to me and to others... The confidence is what really matter.

I love the way she's spontaneous, saying whatever comes in her mind.. doing crazy and stupid things but doesn't care if someone judges her or her techniques.. but she'll put them in their place.

End of Pov

Laying one last punch, you managed to actually harm that curse but not enough to exorcise it.

“Nice punch” Said Gojo approaching you, exorcising that curse.

You looked at him while breathing heavily, wiping the sweat off of your forehead, “is he being sarcastic?” you thought to yourself.

“T-thanks” you said awkwardly.

“Your combat skills got better..” he praised.

“mm” you mumbled.. holding back tears.. you felt kinda embarrassed with him being the strongest and you failing to exorcise a grade 3 curse.. rejecting to believe any of his compliments.

“You don't have to act tough y/n” said Gojo taking you off guard.

“huh?”

“I mean just be yourself that's the way to find your true power” You didn't expect him to expose you easily like that..

Was that brave face you've been putting on not convincing enough for him?

“show me your true colors..” he added taking a step closer to you making you stumble back.. he giggled at your clumsiness “hehe cute..” he said in a silly tone ruffling your hair.

You blinked a few times, proceeding what just happened..

“Your technique is special in its own way, you just need to master it”

“I- I know my technique is special..” you crossed your arm acting cocky..

“I've always admired your confidence y/n.. ahh I love it..I love yo-”

But he paused quickly when he realized what he just said.

“y-you what?” you asked.

He started blushing, as he bit his bottom lip. “The strongest sorcerer is nervous?” you thought to yourself..

“I said I ..-I love you y/n” he finally confessed properly.

Your mind went blank “how could Gojo Satoru..fall in love with me?” you asked yourself refusing to believe it.

“huh?”

“You indeed stole my heart y/n...”

“w-why me?” you asked voice shaking.

“Because you're different.. you're unique in your own way.. and I love how you carry yourself..”

“but I'm ...I-m..” you stuttered not ready to admit it and make that mask you've been putting for many months fall..

“Weak??” he questioned.

You looked down, swallowing hard.. but his long fingers gently grabbed your chin making you meet his soft gaze.

“You're not weak because no matter how scary the situation is, you've never ran away..I saw that day how you faced that special grade curse but stood your ground despite not being trained enough to exorcise it..”

Your eyes became teary, but you held them back..

His big palm caressed your cheeks,

“really?” you asked.

He nodded excitedly putting a smile back on your face..

“come here” he pulled your face, pressing his soft lips on top of yours taking you in a sweet sugary kiss that could make all of your worries vanish.

He mumbled into the kiss “I'll protect you”

Strong or weak love found the way. Proving that the real strength is love.

[ncteez]

MOST TO LEAST LIKELY IN ATEEZ: to be bratty in bed 

warnings: subby idols, switch idols, and dom idols 

requested by: anon

minors dni! 

MOST LIKELY

wooyoung: obviously wooyoung would be the most bratty, both intentionally and unintentionally. bratty top and bratty bottom, like there’s no in between with how much of a menace he really is. He’s hitting it from the back? Best bet he’s talking shit about every single man who has ever gotten between your legs and demanding praise, making damn sure he ruins every orgasm until he says it’s time.  You’re on top, riding him? He’s gonna look you in the eye through his sensitivity, eyes welling up with tears, and he will deadpan in a normal voice saying “I’m not crying, I can take more. Dare you to fuck me up.” 

seonghwa: i know everyone thinks this man is a dom, and if anything, he’s a switch. not bratty at all if he’s topping but 100% brat when you get to take control. Will annoy you all fucking day about it too. Mostly because he likes when you’re as rough as he can be, and you’re never hard on him unless he intentionally does some shit to get on your nerves. the type to walk around half naked, the type to kiss your neck when you're on the phone with your family, put his hand up your shirt and then walk away like nothing happened once you hang up. that kinda stuff. 

san: bratty in a toxic way. The type to get touchy with your best friend and ignore you for two hours and then act all innocent when they leave  like, “oh, that bothered you? maybe you should prove how much you want me then. she seemed more interested–” GIVEN, it’s all just to get a rise out of you and kinda toxic, but by the end of the night both of you are aware he’s just being a shithead to get a really good orgasm. He’s a bratty dom though. will literally stop fucking you if you go quiet or don’t give him the reactions he wants.

mingi: whiny brat. dude just whines. whines for you to deep throat him, whines for you to show him your tits, whines for you to say he’s the best you’ve ever had, whines for you to let him eat you out. fr just whines and never shuts up about what he wants even at the worst times. Texts you dick pics while you’re at work, whips his cock out off to the side when you’re on a zoom call with your best friend, fr just demands attention 24/7. 

yeosang: he just likes when you get possessive. it’s not really being “bratty” in his mind. he might just start watching porn or something to make you feel the need to give it to him better etc. Always reminds you that he doesn’t even like the porn, he just likes the way you treat his cock when he does those things :( he loves to feel loved.

hongjoong: if he’s ever bratty, he’d prefer you tell him so he stops. Sometimes he brings home his work and it’s annoying. sometimes he’s boring in sex bc he’s creative everywhere else. You end up being the brat, and he tends to like it when you demand his attention by grabbing and groping him, acting all desperate and shit. will apologize 400 times for being tired but still get you off three times in an hour to reward you.

yunho: he’s a lover and not a brat in the slightest. service top boy would do anything and everything if you ask. would straight up not feel the need to be bratty or mocking in any given situation because like, why? He’s not boring though, and is willing to try just about anything when you’ve got his cock out. 

jongho: why be a brat when he can have you on your knees with only a look? he rly doesn’t need to be or want to be. you can’t even be a brat either, because he gives it to you so well and even if you try, he’s just gonna put his fingers in your mouth to shut you up, or push your head into the pillows to muffle your little comments. 

LEAST LIKELY

[akucat]

i love you, haven’t i always? where various bungou stray dogs characters react to you saying that you love them for the first time

❥ note: PLEASE NOTE there are manga spoilers in tachiharas part (which also happens to be my fav part, listened to a pearl by mitski while writing it... you can do the math), also ik this is such a weird collection of characters (kinda?) but i thought welp if im writing this for myself i might as well write my fav characters ! enjoy <3

❥ pairings: chuuya dazai nikolai tachihara fyodor tecchou x reader (separately)

chuuya

he feels like the luckiest man in the world, he finally understands all those cheesy proposal speeches 

it happens as you’re cleaning up some of his small wounds, a scrape here and there after his job

“you should really take more care of yourself, chuuya,” you say, dabbing away the dried blood on his forehead (to be honest you weren’t even sure if it was his)

“i could say the same for you, you know, too busy cleaning up my mess when you should be focusing on yourself”

“oh hush, i’d much rather spend time tending to the man i love than doing paperwork for mori”

you were expecting a witty remark, but instead he went silent, removing your gaze from your delicate work to watch his mouth form an ‘o’

your cheeks went red as you finally registered the words that came out of your mouth, but chuuya was quick to calm your worries

“took you long enough,” there was the snarky remark he probably could’ve pulled off the nonchalant act if he didn’t have the biggest shit-eating grin, eyes glistening with awe

“i’m taking it back, lose the ego”

“im kidding! i love you too!”

he may be damned wasting his life away to the port mafia, being abandoned by those he cared for, but he was pretty certain loving you was going to make up for it, he knew it would

it was hard to finish cleaning the rest of his wounds when all he wanted to do was kiss you a million times over

dazai

his first initial thought was that you were lying to him 

hes been used his whole life, he really just thinks youre playing with him

was this a prank chuuya put you up to? he doesn’t rly think its funny :[

but he watches as your eyes quiver with uncertainty- why would you be nervous over such a silly prank?

“ah you don’t have to say it back dazai! i just wanted to tell you..!” youre playing with your hands in your lap and then it hits him

youre not like those horrible people who used him, you’re his darling partner and you love him

he feels his heart shatter and he can’t tell if it’s because of his initial reaction - believing you would ever want to cause him harm - or because he’s overwhelmed with so many emotions that he just can’t contain them

you’re nearly as shocked as he is as you watch him wipe way the tears under his eyes, and you’re quick to apologise, you weren’t expecting him to be so upset over your confession 

“oh belladonna don’t worry about me! i love you too, my darling” 

he swears he can feel his heart slowly heal all its cracks and bruises as youre smiling the prettiest smile he’s ever seen, moving to kiss his tears away

tachihara

he doesn’t want to believe it at first

it’s not that he doesn’t trust you, it’s just that his work is dangerous and accepting his feelings about you would end up only causing you harm, in reality he should’ve pushed you away ages ago

but that’s exactly the problem, he was too selfish to push you away, and here you are, in his shitty apartment with that goddamn bandaid over his nose and you had finally told him those words

he doesn’t know how to feel- he feels guilty because of course you feel this way, he has been leading you on for months knowing full well that commitment wasn’t possible on his behalf, but he also hates that you’re telling him when hes like this - this isn’t him, this is mafioso tachihara, this is hunting dogs tachihara simply acting a part, a part of a greater, grander scheme that is supposed to result in the downfall of the port mafia; the downfall of you

he wishes you could’ve told him when he was simply just tachihara; before he joined the hunting dogs, before he joined the port mafia as a mole, before his brother died, but to be honest he wasn’t entirely sure that you’d tell him those few words - i love you, tachihara - if he was still that version of himself

so instead he decides that he’s going to be selfish just once more; the world had taken so much from him, surely it would be okay to take something for himself just this once

he closes the gap between your figures, resting his forehead on yours as he swallows his emotions, his regrets and burdens

“i love you too, y/n”

the world could take everything from him, but he would never let it take you

nikolai

he’s ecstatic, you’d think he was a teenage boy thats just heard his crush likes him back

“really! you do!?”

he’s grabbed both your hands in his, and you can only smile as you watch him struggle to contain his utter bliss; grinning so hard the corner of his eyes were crinkling, eyes shining with what could only be described as pure adoration

“of course i do, kolya, i love you”

hes just so elated he doesn’t know what do do or say, and you giggle at his reaction because hes so happy and you’re so happy and being in love with him, you think, is the best feeling ever

nikolai eventually decides the only thing he can do is tackle you in an embrace, smothering your face with kisses and he holds you tight in his grasp

his entire life had felt so purposeless, he’d never known what to do with himself, but he truly, finally felt as though he’d found his freedom

you were his freedom, you introduced him to so many colours, so many emotions he hadn’t even known existed before he met you

he’s not the insane, apathetic man everyone had made him out to be, he was nikolai gogol, a man bursting with so many feelings and emotions who’s only reaction was to pepper his lovers face with kiss after kiss after hearing such a beautiful confession that he had completely forgotten to-

“oh right! i love you too, y/n! i love you!” 

he was nikolai gogol, the man who had the blessing of loving you

fyodor

it’s like every nerve in his body is telling him: NO, this is a HUGE red flag, abort immediately

and i mean, this is the fyodor dostoevsky we’re talking about, when is he ever wrong?

he know’s he isn’t wrong, either, and that’s whats eating at him

he knows he’s right but he so desperately wants to be wrong, just this once

he knows he cant accept this, no he cant hear you out this once, you’re wrong about all of this, you’re wrong and he’s right

you dont love him

it just isn’t right

but his body seems to be doing the exact opposite of his intentions, and he has absolutely no idea why he feels his cheeks warming up

he has to control himself, because god forbid he go against his intuition, he’s the genius after all-

“fedya...?”

how could he ever say no to you

you’re his everything, his darling, his light in this plagued world, how could he ever possibly hurt you?

he wants to be chased by you, eluded and teased and adored; he wants to drink tea beside you in 10 years while you laugh about the problems you were once so troubled over

he wants to dream of you, keep all of you inside his mind, his physical, personal mind

he wants you

he softly chuckles at your desperate demeanour, how could he be so cruel, keeping you waiting for so long?

he moves his hand to cup your chin, tilting your face upwards to his own

“i love you too, milaya”

you fool he thinks, why couldn’t he just follow his intuition?

tecchou

he short circuits, poor him, you’ve broken him

he literally struggles to conceive a proper thought let alone speak a coherent sentence

“tecchou...?”

“say it again”

“i love you?”

congrats, you’ve killed him

he feels like his heart is beating out of his chest, he’s certain you could even hear it from this distance (he’s so happy jouno wasn’t there, he could not deal with the teasing, not today)

and then something clicks in him and everything comes crashing down at once

you love him you love him you love him he loves you he loves you he loves you

he does what he first thinks to do, pulling you in close by the waist and kissing you and ohmygod you can feel him smiling against the kiss

to be honest you don’t even want to let go to catch your breath, you’re certain you’d be happy dying like this- being kissed to death by your lover, tecchou

he finally lets go of you and you watch as he stares at you for what feels like an eternity- and you don’t complain, how could you? 

"i”  kiss “love” kiss “you” kiss “so so much” kiss kiss kiss

you’re a blushing mess and youre certain you both look like a bunch of giddy idiots who are so enchanted by the other that all you want to do is kiss forever and ever, and you’re pretty sure tecchou would do exactly that if he could - goddamn humans and their need for oxygen

tecchou always was misunderstood for the most of his life, his special ability certainly didn’t help his case of alienation either, but he was more than happy to catch up on all those years with loving you

he pulls you in for another kiss

[goodsirbeasts]

tagged by the ever lovely @zaegreus, here we go!!

do you make your bed? I used to as a kid, mostly because my mom made me lol. But when I reached my teens I gave up - no one but me is seeing it anyway!

what’s your favourite number? I've always had an affinity for 4, though couldn't say why. I've always associated it with the color purple as well.

what is your job? assistant manager at a shoe store 🤷‍♀️ it's not bad but man do the customers get on my nerves

if you could go back to school would you? absolutely not. I'm 37 and still have nightmares about being late for class or forgetting to show up. I liked college but I'm not capable of that level of homework anymore.

can you parallel park? never learned how to drive LOL

a job you had that would surprise people? janitor I guess?? I actually liked it a lot though. We'd clean the local museum, so I got to see some art, and then we'd drive all the way up into the hills to clean the wind turbine research center.

do you think aliens are real? I hope they are, and I also hope they stay the fuck away from humans cause we are NOT going to treat them well.

can you drive a manual car? don't drive don't like cars~

what’s your guilty pleasure? I don't rly believe in guilty pleasures ...

tattoos? two at the moment; one of Sailor Saturn on my left forearm, and one of a lily of the valley with lil skulls in place of the buds on my right ankle.

favourite colour? any shade of purple, teal, baby pink, chartreuse.

favourite type of music? literally anything and everything! that being said I tend to gravitate more towards electro.

do you like puzzles? like, jigsaw puzzles? haven't done one in years but they're okay. puzzles in general? yes! I love figuring things out lol.

any phobias? not fond of large spiders but I always try to capture and release them outside. I'm also a lil nervous around any animal bigger than I am. deep water wigs me the fuck out. if I ever got any sort of parasite my soul would leave my body.

favourite childhood sport? volleyball and tennis! I loved playing those, and was fairly good at them :3

do you talk to yourself? oh definitely. not a lot but usually when I'm doing an annoying task or playing video games.

what movie(s) do you adore? favourite movies are:

1. Only God Forgives. Most films by Refn leave me very cold but something about this one is just my jam. The music, the acting, the story, Vithaya Pansringarm beating the shit out of Ryan Gosling - immaculate.

2. Ravenous. Caught this one randomly one night on IFC when I was younger. Couldn't believe I've never heard of it as it has both Guy Pearce AND Robert Carlyle, two of my fave actors. Anyway it was life changing and I'll never recover.

3. Suspiria (2018). I like the original as well but man. MAN. Everything about Guadagnino's version was made specifically for me.

4. Taboo (Gohatto). Accidentally came across this one when I was def too young to watch it lmao. I was going through a samurai phase and so naturally I was like oh cool, and they're gay? Sign me up! Let me tell ya, this one is a doozy. Basically it's about a bunch of samurai vying for the affections of a beautiful youth who also happens to be a full on sociopath (affectionate), and it does Not End Well. Also has Tadanobu Asano and Takeshi Kitano, who are awesome as usual.

coffee or tea? I like both but coffee is just SO GOOD.

first thing you wanted to be growing up? earliest thing I can remember wanting to be was an FBI agent? I was very into the X-Files as a kid and thought it would be a great job haha.

Not sure who to tag for these fjkskdkskkskd gonna go with my besties @porternash and @iwantoseeafrigatebird cause I'd personally love to read your answers :3

[wildmelon]

i wrote this like two months ago when i finished, but im posting it now for my own record lol.

MAJOR SPOILER WARNING FOR CRITICAL ROLE CAMPAIGN 1

scrambled critical role thoughts and opinions after finishing c1:

oh boy i cried through vax's goodbye scene in the last episode, but holy shit i fucking sobbed through his appearance in dalen's closet. how the fuck was liam so perfect at playing an altered version of vax that was still him at heart. every interaction was perfect. cannot describe how i felt when he addressed scanlan, how the fuck could he come up with such a perfect ingenious opener, i was in tears immediately.

i would not have believed you if you told me when i started that scanlan and grog would have been my favorites at the end of the campaign. (well maybe a little bc i am a confirmed travis stan but seriously i didn't anticipate the level of depth, comedy, and heart he brought to grog). grog's kevdak speech is a campaign highlight for me-- no, a 2023 highlight.

i obviously found scanlan somewhat annoying but funny if often outdated. i kind of just wrote it off as something i'd ignore but sam really made a comeback like damn, i was very happy and surprised when he apologized to pike.

scanlan leaving discourse is old news but for me personally it reminded me of myself in really dark times and the ways poor mental health can make you kinda self-centered. not mad about how any of it went down or how it was resolved, and i love how his and vex's relationship became a highlight for me after his return.

i honestly loved the super high emotional stakes of VM, felt like someone was always mad at someone else, i'm a sucker for inter-party conflict and intense emotional scenes. these guys have so much angst and i love it.

i really enjoyed the tight pacing and goal-oriented episodes. i tend to get stressed out when there's too many broad choices about what to do next in any sort of media lol. this campaign also rly showed me how much i love watching high-level play.

i don't fuck with percy??????? lmfao i don't hate him or anything, i literally can't put it any way besides idfw that man. 😭 he's an interesting character ofc and i do like his friendship with keyleth

keyleth was my fave for most of the campaign. her growth was so rewarding to watch, she made me laugh so many times, i love seeing her become a leader, just adore her and she's such a comfort character to me. bought myself a simple ring with "I have passed through fire" engraved on the inside to celebrate my didn't-kill-myself-aversary this year bc that letter was exactly what i needed to hear 😭

kiki and vax never interested me thatttt much UNTIL they became eternally star-crossed lovers jfc. that is my catnip. tbh it's interesting to me that VM is held up by some as having superior romance to TMN, but i didn't find any of VM's romance super compelling.

since it's been a couple months since i finished, i can add that vex is who i've thought most about since i finished?? i always liked her, loved the grey hunt, adored her relationship with vax, but didn't know i had strong feelings until after i'd finished watching. funny how that happens.

the mighty nein start out fucked up and end up pretty good, while vox machina start out pretty cool and then get super fucked up 😭 much as i love outcasts finding family, it was really fun to watch all these archetypal fantasy Cool Guys just go through so much emotional damage lmao.

[narwhalandchill]

ok misc stream thoughts!!!

ANYWAY livestream over nice 30 pulls of aventurine funds for anni!!!! they didnt do anything insane but honestly it was kinda cope to expect them to, ratio for free was clearly a more of a spontaneous move and hes available throughout anniversary anyway so the "another 5*" were.... a little over the top im sorry wjkjwdjkwdjk altho i wouldnt have complained obviously. a free himeko or sth couldve been on theme for the cosmodussy event but eh cant be helped

im actually glad for the skippability of the reruns 😭😭 like i have luocha n jingliu (+ LC for latter) so by skipping acheron for now im gonna have a nice time getting aventurine and most likely his LC (2/3 of his 4* LC selection is so sad tho), love that fucker hope he gets to do proper mayhem in story too. cool death talk please dont actually die yourself for real for real tho i will be sad. like i do think its based of aventurine to pull off a stunt that appears to be what we in the business might call a certified chapter 5 komaeda moment but. ahahaha nooo dont actually die youre such a funny hat man .

(also sick boss form is sick but . bootleg FL im sorry aventurine. they hit perfection already and theyre never fucking topping the galaxy cape cyclops eye beak mask drip i swear JSWJWJDKWJKDWJK but also yes me biased? in favor of that ginger? i could never)

but it seems ill have a solid time getting aventurine and saving up for now??? since i dont think im too interested in robin or boothill either. i was kinda worried topaz' rerun would be in 2.1 for IPC antics with aventurine bc i am kinda curious abt pulling for her but now its gonna be 2.2 at the earliest so. Phew

the stream ran a bit too long lmao but like overall i tend to like the dev discussions so most of it was still neat, altho downside of dev streams is that not knowing chinese i cant just like. afk and listen on headphones and go get water or something 💀💀 and they were definitely dragging stuff out on purpose no way they werent but eh. people will live its just bideo game livestream. and like these folks do hard work on the game they can yap about what they do sometimes its only right lmao

leakers public shaming session was definitely a jumpscare but i do genuinely empathize w shaoji on that one. like. ive always been one for kit + banner leaks first and foremost and story leaks just. i dont care for them much. ive had my share of looking at them occasionally but i definitely agree with the way story leaks either by themselves or when misconstrued and misinterpreted really fucking mess with the intended experience for any given story and how that must feel like shit for the writers. like if story leaks stopped happening altogether id be perfectly content. and thats just ppl who look at story leaks on purpose cuz. im not going to even begin w how like. yes the leaks subreddits and most big leakers do spoiler warnings and keep the story stuff spoilered. but then theres literally the entire rest of the internet where shit gets spread untagged and without warnings the second they are posted anywhere at all and how that fucking ruins peoples experiences. like its 1 thing to click at a spoiler tagged post knowingly and get ur experience messed up with. but when u dont even want to see it its rly fucking bad and i v well understand condemning all story leaks (even those properly flagged) just on that basis alone. but yeah actually felt bad for him there and see where he was coming from for sure, even as a consumer of leaks

ok well that sure was a wall of text. didnt expect to write that much JWJKWJKDDWJK but ya

Anyway. biggest priority is holding strong w skipping acheron as sick as her animations are but def looking forward to her teaser and the animated short. like . even with the black swan dykery. (that was a fucking jumpscare too). i dont need her rn. despite how cool she is 😭😭

& also have to say im v happy they clarified their stance on hi3rd references like. the way theyre going abt it is absolutely how it should be going. hsr by nature is more directly linked to hi3rd like honkai is in the name but its such a dumbass idea (like some fan takes out there....) to want the stories of hsr depend on another games lore. rewarding old fans with easter eggs and tidbits is perfectly fine and im even interested in seeing where they go with acherons obvious raiden situation - especially knowing theyre not about to ruin their own story with "it was hi3rd all along!" (not that i ever rly thought theyd seriously blunder that bad lmao 💀) . so yea thats neat

i think story wise im not gonna say much of my thoughts bc unfortunately i have clicked on like. a leak or four. not the major stuff i dont think but enough that commenting on stuff w some of the things im aware of in the periphery is going to tint stuff . but im still excited to see where things go!!!

AAND OH. ACTUALLY i do have one more thing . so the multiple POV thing being actually implemented is SOOOO good im so fucking happy theyre committing to it being a thing 😭😭😭 like SO many story pitfalls can be avoided by just letting it be that TB doesnt need to be fucking everywhere a major thing happens as the centerpiece of events so we as players can see it. like it gives a way of showing different events and sides of characters in a much more natural manner its sooo good that theyre implementing it already. like this alone has me in such high hopes for the story going forward. like yea theyve branched from our POV before already and in penacony as well but expanding on it even more is 100% the correct way forward

last thing: god they did jingliu so dirty in her concert illustration. WHAT is she wearing 💀💀💀anyway yeah lesgo 2.1 its cool

i lied real last thing: siobhan . siobhan i would do anything---

[matoitech]

3, 7, 10, 11, 15, 36, 37, and 40 for blue, and D, E, and H for you!! :]

YAY BLUE hehe thank u mj :] this is blue for those who need to put a face to the name

3. How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)

he tends to have something like tv on in the background or something until the noise drowns out the noise in his brain and he can fall asleep

7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?

hmm im not sure but i think nostalgia is a mixed bag for him there's a lot of complicated memories and associations with stuff so whether he enjoys it or not is rly situation dependant gbhfhg

10. What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?

he lied to himself about his childhood and family and situation until he was like an adult <3 and then he still tried to lie to himself. the fact that the lies werent true and were never true is what haunts him

11. How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?

a lot of the time he'll just nod like he gets it but it goes in one ear and out the other. he's also just very forgetful and having quite a few disabilities he is used to being confused

15. How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?

very situational, most of the time he just says shit whether he regrets it or not but sometimes he does need to rehearse it to feel more comfortable. he is encouraged to script a lot more by other people to make his own life easier if he's doing interviews or something. he'll just Talk and eventually embarrass himself otherwise lol

36. Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap? 

99% of the time he just goes for it but there are some times when its a more confusing relationship (like with elle) and there's a lot more push and pull and waiting and being Confused on whats going on for his end. generally, he definitely goes for it for sure lol. he's not really at a point in his life where he's very interested in like a settling down kind of romance exactly he's more into like hookups but he enjoys it when it happens

37. Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)? 

not at all <3 if he needs to remember things he'll try to just repeat it over and over and hold it in his head till its ready to use but he usually forgets it within a few seconds so it doesn't work that well. he tries to keep track of things but it is hard

40. How sensitive are they to their own flaws?

its hard to be pretty famous and not know everything people hate about you lol but his career is more there for me to be able to put him in situations he wouldn't be in otherwise than it is deeply intertwined with his character, his like Story is much more focused around HIM as a Guy than him Being Famous. i got distracted uhh he can be sensitive but he can also be completely ignorant to his flaws or things people have issues with about him. he doesn't like.. deal with things. often.

D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?

he's mostly looked the same since i made him as a kid! he used to be yellower instead of browner, and his mane was 'striped' light blue and dark blue and thats something i just kind of nod to in his current iteration (blue with lighter HIGHLIGHTS instead of actual stripes), but thats really it

E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?

im sure we'd annoy each other sometimes but i'd hope we'd get along :) he'd be fun to hang out with lol. i wanna party with him

H) What trait do you admire most?

his massive muscles. more seriously i like his confidence and i respect that he Does Things and has been successful from it

[magnoliamyrrh]

It really sucks bc I’ve had this sneaking suspicion since my early adolescence that I was molested by a preschool teacher. I have no actual memory but just a combination of UTIs + sadomasochistic behavior + nightmares + hypersexuality later made me suspect. But like. It could have been from everyone and their mom in my Balkan family constantly groping me :/ like it’s already blurry in my head this is just confusing me even more but at the same time I’m not sure I wanna know

thank u for sending this, i know its hard to even write this shit out sometimes. im sorry you went through any of this. yea, i went through a long period of not being sure what the hell happened if anything at all too. i still do at times. all the same symptoms + i also thought for a long time that maybe it was from all of,, the other stuff instead of anything else. its rly hard to try to make sense of it all, especially at those ages, and tbh yea, all those symptoms could v well just appear from the general family shit, especially depending on the severity of what was allowed and starting/ending when

... i think its fair to not want to know. i think its rly fair and normal to b either entirely opposed to knowing or just anxious and adverse sbt it. missing as well as blurry memories at those ages can v well be just normal, theres plenty of things ppl start to usually forget, but,, they can also be a sign of your brain trying to protect you from shit it deemed too hard/too much/too distressing to handle.. and that's,.. fair. thats a survival adaptation.

when you go knocking on the locked doors in your mind its often far from a pleasant time.. and tbh shit tends to get worse before it gets any better. On the other hand this is just. personal philosophy/conclusion; i think... the only .. way to Really truly deal things - the issues themselves not just the symptoms caused by the issues - is to face them. must go through the eye of the needle sort of thing. this is how ive dealt w recovering from bpd, ana&mia, and ptsd shit and generally got myself to b a lot more sane, after a period of time in which it drove me more insane. this is what psychedelics reinforced in me anyway.... i dont recommend going poking around in your brain too much if youre not in a remotely stable and safe environment,,, i did that, not the best time

poking around and trying to figure this sort of shit out can often turn into a whole spiral. be gentle with yourself, dont try to rush yourself into wanting answers, and take care of yourself. sometimes it is best to let your brain let you know about things when it deems the time is right, rather than trying to tear down every door

but,.. . something that my ex whose also been through some pretty severe shit said to me when i was falling down a "is this real?" hole: you kinda just.. you feel it. somewhere if youre being real serious with yourself, deep deep down inside you know if you know. we never really forget things. somewhere, they are ingrained in us, our bodies remember even if we dont.... and, tbh, the other thing is. people see it on you. like, recognition of the self through the other sort of thing. something that always got to me before i actually rly idk accepted a lot of things is how much i related to ppl who have also gone through that sort of stuff. could just b the family shit but also 🤷‍♀️ . even if it isnt i guess the question would be, what is the drive behind your suspicion. why there. why that teacher or why a teacher. why that time and place. does it remind you of something else or another time?. and on the flip side.. something else that ive learned is that. predators see it on you? they truly do. i remember when i was questioning shit id tell myself, well, both of these things cant be true right??? thats ridiculous, who has that sort of luck to not only deal with this weird af normalized family shit + other stuff?? i must just b exaggerating things.... except in reality, most predators can tell which victims are vulnerable and they can most often tell which kids have some sort of history of sexual trauma. once it happenes, its actually statistically more likely that it will happen again...... which really fucking sucks

idk, i hope any of this made sense i probably went on for too long but. im rly sorry again u went through any of this im v much sending u a virtual hug. i rly do get the frustration and confusion and... all of it. im sorry but also, thank you for sending me this bc its... both horrible and comforting at the same time to know someone else has felt this same mess. i hope youre going to find some consolation and peace and healing soon <3 <3

[mabeysomeclasspecting]

hiii im the 👾🌙🫒 ask could i have another classpect analysis (assuming i can)? will be more clear this time since i wasnt rly clear in the previous ask

What are your interests/hobbies?

i have a variety of interests, with them being music (especially atmospheric, slightly obscure music that i can vibe w well), escapism of all kinds(?), cats, daydreaming, the internet n technology aesthetics, space aesthetics, thinking/being in my mind all day, and dark rooms(they are the best tbh)

How do you see yourself?

introverted, silent, skeptical, detached, irritable, sarcastic, indirect, ambivalent as hell and self critical. im pretty lonely (voluntarily and involuntarily somehow 💀. also in the sense of friends) but idrc ab it like theres bigger things to worry ab

kinda multifaceted, secretive and VERY private

prone to overthinking and probably a maladaptive daydreamer with social anxiety

VERY commitment avoidant (bc relationship conflict/endings overwhelm me) and disorganized/fearful-avoidanr attachment style

always hungry

How do you think others see you?

well, since im VERY image oriented im very concerned ab that

people can perceive me as anything depending on what personality im showing (ifykwim), i tend to act much differently around different people

for example im more bold and loud around my siblings n parents, more silent and meek around strangers and friendly and sarcastic around close ppl

but overall i think people see me as introverted, loner and creative

How do you interact with your friends?

well, i dont really consider people as friends or anything due to commitment issues (see semi-final part in "How do you see yourself?") but anyways, im basically the weird silent friend that surprises everyone when they speak + sarcastic remarks. i love lurking gcs/discord channels n watch shit go down

What’s important to you? (Specific people, ideas, morals, objects, ect.)

i have this weird thing that makes me believe that if something bad happens to me, i must have done something. anyways i consider my family, considering both morals/emotions and logic, and my phone(💀💀) important.

i dont really have much to say here

Describe the ideal you, what kind of person do you strive to be?

fuck thats kinda personal but ill try not to get too personal here

someone more friendly, direct, calm, logical and independent. everything else is kinda personal but in short someone that isnt me 🤷🏾 aaand everything else in my previous ask

Hello! That's no problem :)

For classes I'm feeling Mage or Knight and possibly Maid

For aspects I got Breath and Mind, and maybe Heart and Space

Out of these I'd say the most likely for you is Mage of Breath, followed by Mage of Mind, Knight of Breath, and Knight of Mind

Sorry for the wait, Let me know if you have any questions!

[shatteredfears-arch]

also cassie, in true middle child fashion, is the only daughter without a sound line about mother praising her (even in her hidden dialogue from the sound files, her quotes involve excitement about what Cina’s gonna do, nothing about praise) meanwhile bela and dani both have lines about receiving praise and being mommas favorite. Dani has a line about mother being scary, but laughs it off, so i doubt any of Cina’s anger has ever actually been directed at her (we already see if you find cass and cina’s hidden scenes, she tends to be harder on cass, yelled at her for ethan killing bela and dani, and only found out she died too when she called her to likely apologize for lashing out.)

anyways i do believe that’s why cassie goes out of her way to hunt, make decorations from her kills, she even tells ethan that she’ll make his blood a centerpiece for their party. bela claims she, as the eldest, has to do all the work and none of the others are useful. Dani doesn’t really say anything but good things about her sisters, but also seems disappointed in them for not playing with her, or being too ‘boring’.

Cass mostly wants to please them, even saying she’ll just have a bite before giving bela a call so she can take her share. Plus, Bela’s soundline of saying everything happening was somehow Cassandra’s fault lol.

I think the game and soundlines combined kind fo show they fall into that generalization of: eldest child got some of the best treatment, but still claims theyre always fixing everything. middle child does their best, but gets blamed or ignored for the most part, and it leads to trying way too hard. youngest is spoiled beyond belief and its kind of funny.

anyways cassie is always taking the brunt of everything but still loves her sisters more than anything except momma, and even when momma’s harder on her than her sisters she still wants to do everything in the world to make momma proud, and lbr ethan rly lost out by not taking notice of the girls traits and trying to turn them against each other. do i think it’d fail? yes. would it add anything to the gameplay? yes and no, since we knew well before the game came out that they’d all die anyways bc its res and thats what happens.

do i also think it would make the aus ppl have of ethan meeting/fighting heisenberg first and then turning everyone against miranda after his talks w heisy, thus making it so most of them had more of a chance of surviving, have even more footing bc the girls already dont care abt granny, rhey care abt momma and if momma is being mistreated, they’re gonna care a whole lot more than abt whatever else is going on? yeah. especially where cassie’s concerned because she already holds her sisters and momma above everything else. and pointing out that miranda didnt give a shit if her sisters died, let alone cina? Yeah, cassie wouldnt turn back on fighting granny if she knew about that lol

[unproduciblesmackdown]

natch for the record these + a lot of kind Likes and replies = my victory

[quirkle2]

please for the love of god can I hear about your warriors thoughts I am so starved for content for my boy and ur fancy outfit!warriors drawing is like a nice tasty bowl of soup I’d love to hear any thoughts youve got about him

YES HI . YES I DO HAVE THOUGHTS

idk if u mean Fancie Warriors specifically but just in case u did i'll stick w that, but i will Gladly talk anybody's ear off abt my wars in general . i love him so much. idk much abt Fancie Gatherings (tm) so bare with me and my completely incorrect ass but

first and foremost my wars is Nice and he doesn't turn into a complete dick the moment he's surrounded by the entitled rich people that attend to the parties he usually goes to at the castle. he's nice and he doesn't rly think much abt rank even in general (a luxury only the Hero of Hyrule can afford, honestly), so he shows basic human decency even to the people in the lower ranks that most others would just shove aside

just bc he's Nice to people does not mean he won't take any shit from higher-ups that're tryin to fuck him over. he's been known to occasionally make snide comments to political leaders n such, and once in a while, if they deserve it, to a king. in any other circumstance i think he'd be put on death row for that shit, but he's the Hero of Hyrule and he Knows it. he's very hard to fire, and/or replace, and he Knows it, so he uses that to his advantage sometimes, if it calls for it. kind of abusing his power, but only to say Fuck You to a horrible king once in a while GVEYAIGVA

^ this makes his zelda very reluctant to take him to other countries for . political things /literally no idea. he is a menace.

but wars recognizes that talking back to kings n shit is dangerous, not only for him, but for zelda as well, since she usually has to deal with the aftermath of that. so he saves those moments for when he really, truly believes it'll make a difference, or prove a point

wars also does not drink or eat at parties for fear that the food laid out on the table is poisoned. his paranoia carries to the others if the chain is also attending the party, and he tends to watch them like a hawk if they eat or drink anything while there, looking for signs of it. if he's Really hungry or thirsty, he's usually alright with smth simple from wild's slate to hold him over

if anybody at parties makes rude comments to Any of the chain members, he is immediately backing them up and scaring whoever made the comment so much they simply jerk their heads up and down in a fearful nod. wars is very nice and soft most of the time, and very loving, but when called for it, he is scary.

wars is always armed at parties. usually he's expected to be carrying a sword at least, mostly for show since he's the Hero. but during times he's asked to attend unarmed, he usually hides a dagger on him somewhere, for his own peace of mind. traitors are still out there, lurking

wars also knows that some of the chain is very introverted and can only handle so much for so long before they start getting overwhelmed and tired at parties. when that happens (typically w legend, hyrule, wild, or sometimes sky), he'll excuse himself and then drag whoever is Very Obviously Barely Keeping It Together to a quieter hallway so they can get a moment to breathe :) he gets it. he's an extrovert but even he would sometimes rather be curled up at the inn with a book instead of this GVEIAYGV

and lastly i just think wars is very good at People. he's very good at talking to people and knowing what to say, what to do, what the body language points to, what double meanings are hidden behind small comments or eye movements. he's really good at it, a natural really, and most of the time it's that sense of character on him that makes him aware of a traitor in the room rather than them attacking him first.

oh also wars is very good at hair and make-up but we been knew that

[rotshop]

!!!! woooo yeaa yeaaa go grandpa go !!!

n e way here's sum crackpot + s/o hcs pleas enjoy </3

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-u two prolly started out as coworkers, it's rly just the relationship dynamic thats the big diff ,,,

-maybe you two were just friends !! u had to come double check some tests n shit with him one day n while most people had laughed and given little 'good lucks' when you'd talked abt going to meet him earlier on ,, u actually found him to be pretty cool !! he doesn't have much of an opinion on u at first but he mentally goes 'oh. friend.'

-he keeps popping into ur office to ask what ur doing or for some paper s or something ,,,

"Hey do you have those forms on that one test we did yesterday?"

"Oh!! Yeah, here :)"

you hand them to him and then he just stands there for like 5 minutes silently bc he thought the excuse would work longer lmao

-christoff and hofnarr both can tell he's real attached to u . he keeps perking up and running at you like an overexcited dog whenever you walk in and mentioning you when u aren't even around ,,, they see him kinda like . glancing over at you repeatedly when ur talking to a diff coworker abt something important and they both just make knowing eye contact

-but even THEN it's pretty obvious bc he's SO touchy . he's always got his arms around you or hands on you. he's taller than u most likely so 99% of the time you'll just be working n something and he'll have his arms around you from behind and just be super uncomfortably leaned over w/ his head on ur shoulder. that or he just crawls onto ur lap lmao . on that note ; he wants you to hold him SO bad but also wants to hold you. to be or not to be. topples u over whenever he tries to jump on ur back lmao . bt also he picks you up and spins u around a lil whenever he hugs you <: )

- he like ???? messes with ur hair a bunch. he's always playing with it in one way or another. sometimes he'll try and tie it, other times he attempts (key word is attempts) to braid it, and other times he just tosses it endlessly with discontented little huffs (usually when that happens he's frustrated abt something and u tend to let him vent to you while he holds onto you like a stuffed animal lmao) .

-semi related note he's like???? weirdly observant and fusses over you a lot more than you would expect??? if you seem off he always notices and asks what's wrong and if u need something right away ,,, if he notices u haven't drank water or eaten or taken meds then guess what bitch !! he's picking you up like a bag of flour and carrying you off to go take care of that . he's very open and blunt and caring and it shows ,,,,,

-anyway hope u liek weirdly vague and kinda threatening (/j) confessions.

-he didn't even really realize just how strong his feelings for you were until hof and jeb confronted him abt it one night.

"Heyyy you seem super close to [name] ,,, r u sure u guys r just friends ... ? <:)"

"WHAT . YES of COURSE we are JUST friends . why would you ask me that."

[5 mins later]

"ok maybe i do have feelings for them."

-he spends like. a good while trying to think abt what to do but he keeps coming up blank on it. next day he's just kinda staring at you again while he's sitting with hof.

"Soo..you come up with any idea on how you're gonna confess to 'em?"

"Nope!"

-he immediately gets up and starts walking towards you after that. cue hof tensing up bc this is Not Going To Go Well ! :)

-as soon as u finish the conversation with ur other friend you turn and look back at him and he's just. Standing there. looming. but it's ok bc oh !! friend moment :D !! it's like . a very very vague '''''confession'''' (its not even rlly a confession it's more just him like,,,asking you out but not really but also yes???) bc he thinks you'll just Know . he just like . asks if you wanna hang out later . you only rlly get it when you smile and nod and then he just turns away with a chirp ( ahaa get it chi [killed] ) of 'its a date!'

- n e way you two are menaces together. like i said he's always got his hands on you and so 99% of the time people r trying to talk to you and he's just like. there. w/ his head on ur shoulder. gives evil eyes @ whoever's talkin with u bc he thinks its funny to see them flinch and squirm a little lmao . catbrain momense .

[thecarnivorousmuffinmeta]

HI i just wanted to say that i really enjoy your twilight metas (as those are the only ones ive read so far) and you're a genius. it's awesome to me how realistically you think about characters and the plot, which i have never been able to do because i always get confused. thank you especially for your post about jacob and how the fandom treats him bc ive always had mixed feelings! i love him (the fanon/new moon him ofc) but i also felt rly weird about the whole SA thing, especially as a brown boy thats been villainized (i didnt SA anyone i just realized how that sounds) i understood that it had racist roots but it still...happened, yk? anyways u put it beautifully and its alot easier to understand how i feel about him now. also like everything else u post about!! i despise the cullens w my every being but its so entertaining to see their dynamic and actions laid out. mostly bc it solidifies my hatred but anyways. they also kind of change my views on other characters, like i always kinda liked bella (i dont like alot of things she does but alot of the fan content i see on her made her feel rly relatable) and its rly interesting to see that she would be a kind of absent parent, bc id never considered it like that and it makes so much sense and woah. u have so much evidence to back up ur theories and opinions too--i tend to get lost in fanon but i dont rly do that w ur posts! even ones where ur spitballing its just muah chefs kiss i love. i write alot of self fulfilling fanfiction and tbh it does not feel the same when the characters r too ooc and ur posts have helped a fuck ton! ur super cool and i love ur stuff keep going :)

i do have some questions tho u dont have to acknowledge it at all and ik you tend to focus more on the cullens, but what do you think the wolf pack is like now that jacob, leah, and seth have left, and now that they have so many new members? do you think any other girls would have shifted and how would they be treated? ik leah was kind of alienated in canon not only bc shes a girl but also bc of her feelings, and i cant tell if the pack would be wary of her/treat her the same as leah, or if they would have learned their lesson.

have a good day!

Well first, thank you, I'm very flattered. I'm going to go ahead and acknowledge @therealvinelle here as well as she's I believe the one who originally posted the post about the very complicated topic of Jacob Black and his terrible choices throughout the series.

As for your questions there are a few pack questions in my inbox but it's mostly a matter that people keep asking questions about Bella and she keeps getting eaten.

Also, I'm not sure you want me answering these questions. Like all of Twilight, it's a bleak pit of despair.

But here we go

What About the Pack/Tribe After Breaking Dawn

There's a lot of shit going on in the tribe right now. Jacob leaving is just part of it.

They have an unprecedented number of shifters in the community and that's going to spell... a lot of issues in the years to come.

Namely, per Sam and Emily, domestic violence will be through the roof and kept very hushed up for the understandable reason of these people look like they were mauled by bears. This will also likely increase the number of deaths in the tribe, especially among those who are young. Accidents happen, it's not good, this is going to have a devastating impact on the people.

You also have a lot of angry, disaffected, young men who can no longer really be a part of society. They can't really attend school, can't even really leave the reservation for fear of turning into a wolf, they can't hold a job, at the age of nineteen or younger they each had their futures ripped away from them.

Some, Seth, handle this very well (possibly because he hasn't clued into what this means yet), others like Jake... do not. These people have had their lives turned upside down and in some cases utterly ruined: that's not good in any society.

Then you have the imprinting, lord, the imprinting.

To date, there's the Sam, Emily, and Leah disaster. The three of them handled it very well, but it still utterly destroyed Leah's life and emotional stability. Not helping, of course, is that Leah has had her very identity taken from her, has no privacy, and her only option of escape is to follow Jacob around which... we'll get to in a few paragraphs.

Added to that, you have the Claire/Quil disaster, in which the tribe is desperately trying to handle it by a) keeping it very quiet b) trying to make Quil just be the babysitter. That's unlikely to work out for them and is just angstfest all around and no one's fault.

And then, of course, Jacob/Renesmee. Jacob, having now imprinted, will follow Renesmee to the ends of the earth. He has no other purpose now. Which means that Leah and Seth, who are in his pack, get to follow along and uproot their lives. For the tribe this means they'll never be rid of the Cullens, not truly, and Billy has lost his son entirely. Not to mention it's guaranteed to go awful places.

Then you have the paternity questions this whole thing drudges up, the trauma of these children having to be sacred warriors and having slaughtered demons with human faces, many of whom were also once children and more.

The tribe and the pack are a goddamn mess.

Jacob imprinting on the Cullen hybrid daughter and leaving the tribe? Yeah, it's weird and no one likes it, but that isn't even the peak of the nonsense these people have to deal with.

Would the Other Girls Shift?

No.

Leah seems to have won the genetic shitty lottery. In 600 years of shifting, there has never been another woman, and Leah has all shifting bloodlines in her veins.

It seems Leah was just very unlucky.

Were other girls to shift I imagine they'd face much the same situation. Suddenly teenage boys are witnessing them naked, all the time, they have no choice to become sacred warriors (a role not typically meant for women and which will very much feel like 'the boy's club') and I don't get the idea that anyone learned anything from Leah.

Jake certainly didn't, he just thought she was Uber Bitch until she begged him to let her in his new pack and reminded him she was a human being with feelings.

The concept genuinely had not occurred to him.

TL;DR Remember kids, Twilight is despair

[angelstalkshit]

Any tips to deal with getting over someone ? 😬

yes, lots lol! So after my first terrible heart break, my friend told me some rly good advice. She said "You just gotta make new memories to replace the old ones," and if you have a good friend or two, this should happen easily :) Try to have as much fun with others as you can!!!

That's most important to initially move on from someone i think. But i think it also helps if you're reeeaalllyy stuck on em, to identify the reasons why you liked them, as it sort of erases the illusion that they are "the special one and only," and takes them off the pedestal they were once sitting upon in your mind. Maybe you always like people who can be there for you emotionally, or maybe they reminded you of a parent you love dearly, etc. Try to identify any patterns you can recognize within your situations. Like when you tend fall for someone-- if it's after you start having sex with them, or if they start talking to you everyday, etc. This all gets easier to do as more experiences happen though. And more experiences will happen, you also mustn't forget that.

If you find yourself feeling lost or confused for too long, even a therapist would be suitable for this situation! Especially if you feel like you are in potential danger (self harming, su**ide, being manipulated or otherwise harmed by the person u are trying to get over). They exist to help us sort through the clutter and find the keys to open the doors we need to open in our lives!! And you can simply have one or two sessions to figure something out, and move on.

Depending on how hard it is for you, the time of getting over someone will vary. Emotions require time to process, as well as presence. So be present with yourself, allow yourself to feel the feels but make it your main goal to move on with your own life, because you deserve to be the main character in it. And definitely reach out to someone you can trust for help if you need to talk shit, cry, get perspective, or find new solutions.

wow i knew that would be a lot but i hope it isn't too much to take in hahaha, good luck but also you got this.

🖤🌪💫