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Same feelings Mila had for Ronan. Check out my full review on these two love birds

I stayed when I had every reason to leave. I kept choosing you, even when you made it so hard to. And in the end, you still let me go like I never even mattered.

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You know in real life people don’t show up for anyone. Especially men in my case so I seeked comfort in dark romance check out my blog for how they make me feel.

the moon doesn’t care if i’m sad but at least it shows up

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My idea of loving myself is through food and letting myself live again happily. What’s yours ? And make sure to read this it’s about me healing my relationship with food.

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I believe this only exists in books and I have read about this and have written about it. But at the same time I think it is not possible in real life. Try it yourself if u don’t believe me.

Anyway if you want to experience this through books check out this review

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Losing weight doesn’t mean I give up on biryani. This biryani is not the traditional biryani recipe but the one that my mother makes for me since childhood. Try it out and let me know.

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Read the full review of the book that made me fall in love with morally grey men. Check the link

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5 months apart my progress on Ozempic and actually building a better bond with food and everything else in life. Read my most favourite recipes that I make that is my comfort food. Good in taste and easy in the gut click below to read

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I think they do maybe it fiction but I read a book where the universe literally fought to get souls together. Read the full review:

Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences.

Emery Allen

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Hell yes !!!!

“I don’t want to be a sweetheart. I want to be the fucking love of your life.”

— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

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Check out the full review of this book on

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If you are a fan of dark romance than check out the link for the most amazing book review ever. And than you decide whether you want to read it or not.

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Hello, hello! We are back with our third book in the Made series — and it’s about my favorite man in the entire universe: Ronan Markov.

What’s this book about? Mafia romance. My kryptonite. And not just any mafia romance — this is The Darkest Temptation (Made Series Book 3). If you’ve been following my blog, you know I’ve already gushed about Books 1 and 2, but this one… this one is personal.

Why? Because unlike the first two heroines, Mila isn’t a fragile girl who’s been through hell with abusive exes or cruel fathers. No. Mila feels like me.

When I read this book, I was the same age she is — 20. I grew up in a home where I was loved and cared for, surrounded by people who wanted the best for me. Mila’s life felt familiar — except she’s in America, and when she flies to Russia because of her father, she doesn’t know that her life is about to collide head-on with Ronan Markov.

Read the full review of the book on :

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I’m a 21-year-old lawyer — freshly graduated this June, now practicing full-time.

I’ve always been around 60 kg, confident, thick, and happy in my skin. But law school… it drained me. I slipped back into depression. I gained weight. I lost my confidence — so much that I stood frozen in moot courts, silent, twice losing because I couldn’t speak.

I stopped writing.

I stopped cooking.

I stopped feeling like me.

But now? The scale is going backwards for the first time in years. And I’m proud of myself.

Managing My Ozempic Symptoms

The Ones I Can Tame

Fatigue

Nausea

Constipation

I fight them with food — my recipes. They fill my mouth, my stomach, my brain, and heal my gut. They’re proudly brown, because I’m proudly brown, and they’re made with love.

The Ones I Can’t (Yet)

1. Insomnia

I’ve been prescribed medication for this by my doctor.

2. Hair Fall

This one hurts because my hair is my prized possession.

I’ve loved my hair forever — styling it, dyeing it, experimenting. I only use two tools: read the full blog on

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It would definitely fix me.

Rubbing her clit nice & slow while I tell her how she’s the prettiest most perfect girl.

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I relate with this in so many levels.

She stays with me.

Not just in sight, but in my thoughts. In the quiet spaces I don’t share with anyone. Seeing her changed something. Now her voice lingers in my head, her expressions replaying like fragments. The memory of her perfume awakens something primal in me.

Some nights, I sense her before I see her. My body reacts first, like it knows she’s close. I catch myself searching for her in the dark, watching from the shadows where she cannot see me. I look to her windows, wondering if she’s home. I can’t help it… I have to see her.

I have wanted before, but not like this. This is obsession. A craving. I’m not a man who should be distracted, but she makes it impossible. There’s danger in this, in me, in the life I lead. But now that I’ve met her I can’t stop. I wonder how her skin would feel under my fingers as I trace them from her face to her neck. How her breath would quicken when I pull her close, how she’d look up at me with eyes full of desire. I imagine pressing her against me, making sure she feels what she does to me, letting her know she’s the reason I’m this hard, how much I want to make her mine. I’d kiss her until she forgets where she is, my hand in her hair, pulling gentle but certain.

Some nights, I think she feels me too… this desire between us, this pull that won’t let go.

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I love this

You, who opened suns in my heart.

- Alfonsina Storni

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Magic in my eyes is you.

You know what i love most about you? the way you make ordinary moments feel like magic.