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How come days seem to drag on but years pass away in a blink?!?!?!?!

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I am not the only one who get a weird sense of achievement after cracking every knuckle?!

RiGht????

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Is it selfish of me to have had wished that they never commented so I could just keep thinking that this might be a sick joke, but seeing them responding with so much emotion..... It's just too much!!!

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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"I don't know how else to sum it up, cause words ain't good enough!!!"

(Source- Better than words)

I am not grieving over the death of an abuser but over the man who made my childhood and teen years magical, who's songs change me, shaped me and made me who I am today.

"How can I forget someone who gave me so much to remember?"

(Source- Liam Payne's remember)

I guess it's okay to grieve for the man he was and I can't and will not defend his actions but I will also not stay quiet when people bad mouth him over his death and say "that's what he deserved", cause honestly NO, no one deserve a death like his. He fucking did mess up things but also he tried to rectify his actions. He was there for Louis and Niall and probably for the rest of the boys in the future.

I say grieve for the man who made your life memorable but do not defend his actions. Grieve along the parents who lost their son, sisters who lost their brother and a boy who lost his father.

Love and hate can exist together.

I hope he is looking down from the clouds...

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Tell me I am not the only one who:

Falls for the character because of the actor,

Or

Falls for the actor because of the character,

Or

Falls because of the background music!!??

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What do I do to watch that show for the first time all over again?

What do I do to read that book for the first time all over again?

What do I do to listen to that song for the first time all over again?

What do I do to feel that feeling for the first time all over again?!?!

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"Everyone mourns the first blossom. Who will weep for the rest that fall?"

"I will remain to sing for you, long after the spring has gone."

~ pg-367 (King of Scars)

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"People are very fond of giving away what they need most themselves. It is what I call depth of generosity."

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@i-wrotethisforme // Jorge Louis Berges // @smokeinsilence //@viridianmasquerade //Jorge Louis Berges // @honeytuesday // Kaveh Akbar // F. Scott Fitzgerald // AKR //Olivie Blake, from “Alone With You in the Ether” // Kaveh Akbar, Pilgrimage

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Is it only me who is actually Basil Hallward but keep trying to be Lord Henry Wotton...?

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Charles Bukowski, "hurry slowly," from Come On In!

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Some songs have power to make me feel nostalgic for the memories I don't even have, for emotions I haven't ever felt, the person I haven't met yet...

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Are you familiar with the feeling you get after finishing an awesome book or movie or series?

It's like it made a special place in your heart and now that it ended all that is left is the beautiful scenes and a hole.

A hole, proof of it's existence and your love for it.