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Woah, I be lazy that’s my very bad habit!

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Still working but now I’m looking for another job guys, my current one is not it. The poor management and the entitlement of customers I can’t do it anymore lord!!!

Life updates:

x My uncle has passed away, rest in peace he was one of the only uncles that really like rock Music and would talk about it with me.

x I really need to lock in for my test. Although I do still have anxiety I know I can do it or at least try and see what to improve to retake it (it may hurt my wallet but it what it is)

x it was Miffy Birthday !!!! Woo got to go to the garden and celebrate her 70th youthful years!

-I got to go with my boyfriend, despite the weather I had a lot of fun and we got cups of dirt Which I was oddly excited about.

-sorry my corazón about the weather, (it was really not fun)

x got to eat ramen after with said corazón!!! It was really good no convo involved!

-unfortunately I did get a rash on my thigh from the weather it’s uncomfortable

I have another cat and she is rambunctious 😛

I’m also getting a another kitten 🐈‍⬛ a black on too

I finally got the chest tattoo- i wanted to get something done and was torn between two ideas, ultimately picked the cross and I’m really happy with it !!

LoveE

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Holy trinity

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Wow it’s been a min!!!

• I feel like I am doing better ( maybe it’s the delusion) • I’m really getting into school (i’m also really trying to better my habits and sleep earlier!).

I know my goals are attainable

[I need to step up and start volunteering again]

X today I got a Miffy Wallet! ( I’m super excited about it). I changed my froggy coin pouch with a new cat one, it’s super cute!!! (It’s a little blue pouch with cats)

I need to start heading to hot topic again and even get new piercings jewelry (there’s this spider pendant I’ve been eyeing)

I also did end up getting my dahlia bites (there super cute,I love them!!) [ they most definitely can be dangerous, I’m pretty sure my tooth chipped :/])

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X I bit those piercing really hard and they hurt when you do, my tooth is sore and my cat hit my tooth hard as well.

X I got my toes done ( the dawgs!!) and got my lashes done for the first time!! Ms.Luz said it would make me feel together and it sure does.

- will be looking into getting new pairs of doc in the next two week!

- Omg and my siblings turned 21 how exciting -super emotionally I want them all to be babies!!

(I forgot to revise lol)

LoveE

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This week has been overwhelming, first full week back at work!! Some much to summarize!!

x guys love is still such a foreign concept to me- in terms of how to express it comfortably and correctly

x I need to better my communication skills, as there is so much on my mind and things I want to say ( get off my chest and express what it bothering me without feeling like a burden or the invalidation of my feelings)

x I’m changing gyms and trying to create better habits and lock into my schoolwork this year. I have test anxiety and I’m trying to work on it

It was my mother birthday 🩷🪐 and now today we’re having a small gathering.

Right now I feel a little clear minded and maybe that’s because I’m back at work and not having to be alone with myself.

- Trying to also work on my hobbies and trying to care (lately I seem not to care when I should and I need to)

Everyday we’re gonna try

loveE

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Today was nice not so much the end (the overwhelming feeling of dread won and the lack of communication but maybe me too?)

x work was pretty good- busy kept it fast ( the boss boss and boss were there guys I was bummed)

x I miss my bother dearly- I miss you and I’m forgetting your voice, your image. Your person, I cling on to the smallest of things and objects, on the essences of you who were (maybe you changed- Come home, be found)

x sometime I feel like I invalidate my own feelings because you don’t seem to think or care. Nothing is ever talked about (what reassurance I told you, the C. issue

Man I’m so upset- I don’t wanna cry anymore. (In my chest it gets hard to breath)

I don’t think I’m ready not yet- maybe I should spend sometime alone not alone but alone with my person

But my anger has spoken and I need you to understand that I will not forgive or forget.

lick back is heinous:)

Will be reading my favorite book for comfort - getting Elden ring guys!!! Super excited

loveE

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It was a pretty busy day (got back to work,wooo!)

x I feel tired

1. One for standings

2. And two emotionally, sentimentally

-it’s like do you not realize the lack of effort and you’re sorry….. :( and I will only be giving the same treatment back.

x you say one thing and do something that contradicts those actions.

Your busy but for them no?

I think I need to be alone- it’s scary but I digress no need to care anymore

Taking one HUGE step back

loveE

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Todays (yesterday) feeling was cozy!

I loved hanging out with my best friend

x I’m also getting elden ring so me and my best friend can play maybe we three can get together

x I’m still feeling a sense of sadness- overwhelmed but not saying, it feels foolish

(Rest assured their being held accountable)

[greatly excited for some piercings]

Omg watched Nosferatu - 8/10

loveE

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Feeling - Content ( a sense of calm)

x. Went out grocery shopping- got a new shirt

(my mother got distracted)

x Also got a new double sided tape (woooo!)

x a cute pink box cutter ( it’s cute and tiny)

I miss sir. Honey - 🐝

My cat has a sweater and it’s the cutest thing ever

[obsessing over this future piercing of mine]

loveE

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•Today (currently)

Feeling disdained

x not really an entry more of a feeling

•Feeling lost- wanting to get in touch with my passions and education

• not feeling the love- I miss my mother.

• a little empty in my chest- maybe I should be alone ( I’m a little scared lol)

[No song just a midnight thought]

loveE

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Today was A so-so day

x I ate Chinese food- ordered something different, I dislike it (texture issue)

x did a prayer- celebrating three king days

-Will get to eat the rosca bread - will we get a baby?!

(Need to get better at gaming!)

loveE

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•Today was a good day

x I got the cutest juicy wallet- it’s pink with hearts (ugh there was a black one I should have gotten it but it was a lil chunkier)

x hello kitty purse-cute and pink, I added my miffy keychain and my bootleg song angel keychain ( I missed out on that series :()

loveE