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Draco Malfoy x Male Reader Headcanons

Warnings: mention of homophobia

You and Draco started dating in fourth year.

He liked you first, but you confessed because he was too nervous to.

At first he thought you were joking, but the moment he realized you were serious he confesses his feelings as well.

He had a bit of internalized homophobia from his parents, but got over it quickly after realizing he was gay in second year.

He becomes protective over you when he starts crushing on you.

When you first started dating it was a secret.

The first person Draco told was his best friend, Blaise. After seeing how much Blaise supported both of you, Draco became more confident and came out officially.

Most people supported your relationship with Draco once they found out. The only person who ever caused Draco any trouble was his father.

If anyone were to say anything homophobic to you, he'd feel the need to teach them a lesson.

His favorite nicknames for you are Darling, Love, and occasionally Baby. He'll also call you Prince during romantic settings.

If you like reading he'd love to go to the library and spend the whole day with you in one of his favorite places.

If you don't like reading, he'd probably drag you to the library anyways. You can do your own thing, he just likes the quiet atmosphere.

He absolutely adores you and just wants to be with you 24/7.

Your first kiss was in hogsmeade. The two of you went wandering around the town, hand in hand all night.

He calls you his pretty boy and kisses you all night. He loves cuddling and likes to spoon you.

Draco Malfoy is obsessed with his boyfriend, and just wants to show him how much he loves him. <3

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Roughen Up Part 5: Girl's Dormitories

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Regulus Black

Tonight was a lot. I into the common room. People are still partying, but thankfully I had missed the climax. I make my way past everyone and to the staircase going to the girls dormitory.

I start to climb the staircase when the steps turn, making a slide, causing me to fall down.

A few Slytherins give me weird looks, but my focus stays on the staircase. What just happened?

I carefully put my foot back on the step and it happens again. This is what happens when the boys try going to the girl's dormitories.

It shouldn't be happening to me. All my things are up there. My books, my clothes, everything I care about is up there.

How does the staircase even know? I really wish Dorcas was here. She'd know what to do, and if not, she could at least get me my stuff.

I was going to wait for her, but then I saw someone I recognized walking down the staircase.

I think her name is Marlene. She's a Gryffindor who's friends with my brother. Not only that, but she's wearing Dorcas' sweater. I decide not to question if they're together.

"Hey, Marlene, right? Do you know where Dorcas is?", I ask. She looks at me confused. "Um, yeah... She's in her dorm", she responds, confused.

"Could you please go get her for me? It's urgent". Marlene looks at me like I'm not speaking English. There is a long, akward silence and I get ready to repeat myself when Marlene shrugs, nods, then walks back up the stairs.

I know I should be upset to get to my room, but it sort of makes me happy. It makes me feel like I'm a real boy.

I think I'll come out as trans to Dorcas when she gets here. She doesn't seem all that straight herself.

Finally, Dorcas comes around the corner and walks down the staircase. She looks pissed.

"Why didn't you just come up to our dorm?", she asks. I wait for her to finish going down the stairs for me to take a step forwards.

The staircase changes again, making me loose my balance.

Barty Crouch jr

My best friend is Evan Rosier. We've known each other for what feels like forever, but in reality has been quite short.

To be honest, I knew I liked him since the day I saw him. We met during the sorting ceremony, and we haven't really separated since.

He's the only person who makes me feel happy and normal.

I wish I could just surround myself with Evans and never see anyone else ever again.

Everyone else acts like I'm crazy. Maybe I am crazy. But Evan makes me feel sane.

I hear a light knock on the door before it opens. It's Evan and his twin sister, Pandora.

Pandora is nice, but she's pretty weird. At the same time, she's probably the most supportive person I know.

She knows Evan and I are together. She's so sweet about it. If my father found out he'd kill Evan and then me. And possibly all and any witnesses.

Some may call Evan and I 'puppy love', but in my opinion we're meant for eachother. I have a feeling whatever this is, it's going to last.

"Hey, Barty. What are you up to?", Evan asks. I'm thinking about him, that's what I'm doing. "Nothing. What about you?"

He shrugs. "Panda and I were just walking around campus. Did you know how many Hogwarts secrets there are? We keep finding passageways".

Evan is a very active person. He could run all around the school for days. Sometimes I'm like that too, but most of the time I don't want to do anything.

"I'm gonna go sit in the common room", Pandora says as she walks out of the dorm. "Ok! Be careful! Technically your not supposed to be in here", Evan responds. He's right. She's a Ravenclaw in the Slytherin common room. But no one really seems to care about those rules.

Evan jumps onto my bed, collapsing next to me.

Pandora Rosier

I go down the staircase from the boys dormitories. That's when I see her. The girl I met in the library. She's talking to another Slytherin. They both seem upset.

"Hey, is everything okay over here...?", I ask.

"Who are you?", the slytherin girl asks. "Oh! My name is Pandora. Sorry, I didn't mean to intrude".

"Regulus, do you know her?", I hear the girl whisper. Regulus? Is that a nickname? It's a bit strange. 'Regulus' nods.

"Pandora, this is Dorcas. My roommate. Or... Ex roomate", she explains. What does she mean ex roommate? "He can't go up the staircase to our dorms. It won't let him", says Dorcas.

'Him'. Regulus must not be a girl. I guess I should have asked him for his pronouns when we first met.

"What are your pronouns?", I asked him. He responds immediately; "he/him... I just came out. I don't know what to do, I can't get to my dorm and it's getting late".

He just seems so stressed, all I want to do is help him.

So I do.

"My brother has a dorm you can sleep in. There's two extra beds, he'd be selfish to refuse you", I say.

Regulus smiles and nods. I'm happy I could help him. "If you ever need any help transitioning or anything, I'm here. Okay?", I add.

Regulus nods again. "Yeah. Actually, could you help me cut my hair? I'm too scared to do it myself, but I think it would help a lot...", he asks.

I smile at him. "Oh course. Dorcas, would you like to come with?", I question. She shakes her head, "no. I have potions work to do... Sorry".

"It's okay. Don't worry. Come on, Regulus"

I grabbed regulus's hand and guide him to the nearest bathroom. I find a pair of scissors on the way there, and I grab them.

"So...what are we thinking here?", I ask. Regulus shrugs. "I don't know. I just want it shorter...", he says. I nod.

This must be very overwhelming for him. I start cutting small pieces off, making my way up. I stopped once it's a little above his shoulder. "How about this?"

He looks in the mirror and smiles. "Maybe a little shorter?", He asks. "Of course. One moment..." I say, carefully cutting off more pieces. I put more layers in his hair, and put the scissors down when I'm satisfied.

"It's perfect. Thank you Pandora...", He thanks as he looks at himself in the mirror. He finally looks satisfied with his own appearance.

"Your welcome. Now, it's time to go to bed. Come on, I'll take you to my brother, Evan's room".

We walk back to the common room and up to the boys dormitories. He looks nervous, but I send him reassuring smiles. I then knock on Barty and Evan's door.

"Come in!", I hear Evan shout. I open the door. "I brought you guys a roommate! Also, you can't say no. He doesn't have a dorm to go to", I explain.

Evans sighs, but nods. "Yeah, okay. That's fine"

Regular sense me a nervous look, so I take him and guide him to the nearest empty bed. "Get ready for bed, Regulus. I'll help you bring your things here tomorrow. Sounds good?"

I wait for his response. "Sounds good", he lets out an exhausted sigh.

"Barty, Evan... Thanks a lot", I say before walking out.

A/N: I don't really like how people make it seem you need to cut your hair to be trans. You can be trans FTM with long hair, or the other way around. I just wanted Regulus to cut his hair because it makes sense for Regulus. You can most definitely be trans FTM with feminine features. Sorry if I offended anyone with this part.

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cat dad remus who cuddles with his ginger cat on the couch as he reads a book out loud for her. he falls asleep curled up with her on his chest. cat dad remus who scratches his cat between her ears exactly the way she wants him to. cat dad remus whose cat rubs herself against his legs when he comes home from work, and he picks her up and kisses her head. cat dad remus

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Roughen Up Part 4: Smile!

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Sirius Black

Oh. Oh my gods. How could I have been this far off? I should've known this so much sooner.

Am I a bad brother? I must be. "Sirius? Are you mad?"

"No! No, I'm not mad. I'm proud of you and I'm so sorry for not being here for you", I respond.

I've really fucked up. All I can think about is my sister-

brother(?) being scared to talk to me.

"So... You want to go by he/him pronouns?", I ask. "Yeah," he answers with a small nod. He looks so scared. I just want him to know he's safe and that I support him.

"So...your a boy?", I ask once more, just to make sure I understand correctly. He nods again.

Well, James was definitely right. Something was up with my brother. Something is up.

I think back to everything he's said. 'The fact that I'm a girl makes me want to kill myself'

I'm a horrible brother. The worst. Is this all my fault?

His voice gains my attention once again, "Sirius? I'm sorry..." I look at him, confused. He has no reason to apologize. "No. No, don't apologize". He only nods.

I need to think. Everything is different now.

"Do you have... a name in mind?", I ask, my voice now quieter. He shakes his head no.

He just seems so small and confused. I just want to help him and make my brother happy again. Was there ever a time where he was happy? There has to be.

"Well... If you were a boy, mom and dad were going to name you Regulus. Do you like that name?", I ask, hoping I'm not overwhelming him.

He thinks for a moment. "Yeah. I like that. For now, at least." I smile at him.

"Great! Well I'll call you Regulus from now on. Can I tell anyone else?"

"Yeah. Just no family.", he responds.

"Right. No family. Got it. You can trust me, Regulus"

He nods again. I've never realized how quiet he is at school. He gets up from his chair and I follow. "Wait, Regulus", I say as I go up to him. I wrap my arms around him and pull him into a hug.

"I love you. Your the best brother I could ask for", I say.

After that I walk back down to the Slytherin common room before going up to the gryffindor rooms.

I don't think I knew Regulus as much as I thought I did. I've known him my whole life, yet it's starting to feel like we just met.

I'm going to be a better brother from here on out. I swear to the gods, I am.

Marlene McKinnon

I just kissed the hottest fucking girl at this party. Holy fuck. How am I supposed to be reacting right now?

I didn't even think there were any other lesbians here at Hogwarts. Let alone any gay people at all.

Is everyone watching? I don't think anyone is watching. I want to kiss her again.

She's smiling at me and I'm smiling at her and I kiss her again. I think I just met my fucking soulmate.

She grabs my hand and drags me to the staircase which leads to the Slytherin dorms.

She pulls me into what I assume is her dorm, and kisses me again. I shut the door behind me and kiss her back.

"Your gay?", she asks. I let out a laugh at the question. Of course I'm gay. "Yes".

She pulls me in for another kiss.

I could marry this woman right now. Her hand goes to my chest and she carefully guides me onto her bed.

She goes on top of me and continues kissing me, while feeling me up and down my dress.

I just met Dorcas and I can't imagine myself with anyone else. Is this what it's like having your first girlfriend or boyfriend? Is she my girlfriend? I thought I knew how this stuff works.

She giggles and I realize my facial expression must be showing how shocked I am. She rolls over onto the bed, laying on her side so that she's facing me. I turn so I'm facing her. "Your beautiful", I say, "also, will you be my girlfriend?".

I've never seen someone smile so brightly. "yes. I will", she says, her voice just above a whisper.

James Potter

I don't know if I should be concerned or happy that Sirius is going to talk to his sister. They've both been miserable all year.

"Remus? Do you think everything is going okay? I'm worried about Sirius...", I say. I hear him sigh and I immediately regret asking him.

"I don't know. Why are you asking me? You're Sirius's best friend. If anyone knows how he's doing it's you", he responds.

I really wish I didn't ask him. He's in a shitty mood. I try to focus on my charms homework while I wait for him.

Eventually I hear the door open, and I look to see that Sirius is back. "Sirius, how was things with you and your sister?", I ask with a smile. He seems happy, so I'm hoping he has good news. Did he really fix things with her? Or at least clear the air?

"Good. Very good. But also bad. Also, not my sister", he says quickly as he takes off his jacket, getting comfortable.

"What do you mean she's not your sister? Did you two get into an argument?", I question him, genuinely confused.

He laughs. "No. He came out as transgender. You know what that is, don't you James?"

I do know what transgender means. Things suddenly make sense. I've heard how stressful realizing your trans is. I'm guessing he doesn't have support parents, too.

"Yes, I know. So... he's your brother?" He nods and smiles at me. He seems thankful that I understand and that I'm supportive. I hope he knows I'll always support him.

"Yes, exactly. His preferred name is Regulus and his pronouns are he/him. If any of you mother fuckers misgender him I'll beat you up!", he jokes as he jumps onto my bed. I laugh.

"None of us are like that, Sirius. Don't worry", Remus says. I smile at him and this time he smiles back. He seems in a better mood now that he knows Sirius is okay. I guess I am too.

A/N: I am so exhausted! Hopefully this chapter isn't too bad, it was very rushed.

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Roughen Up Part 3: Reunions

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Sirius Black

I'm going to talk to my sister. I need to speak with her. Remus made me realize that. I wish everyone was a little more like Remus.

I jump out of bed, making both Remus and James look at me confused. I walk out before they can say anything. I don't want to make this a big deal.

My thought process backfires because James follows me out. "Sirius. Where are you going? What are you doing? You need to stop running off like this."

I don't want to answer him but I know I have to, or else he'll follow me all the way to the slytherin common room.

"I'm going to talk to my sister, James! Please, just... Leave me alone."

He looks at me with a guilty expression before nodding and walking out. I feel bad, but I have greater problems.

I walk through the halls, walking down to the slytherin common room. I can't get in because the password has changed recently, so I wait for a slytherin to open the door so I can sneak in.

A slytherin boy in the year ahead of me walks up and opens the door. He gives me a weird look, but I follow him into the common room.

The Slytherins in the room see visibily upset that I'm here, but I don't care. I look around for my sister, but I don't see her. Although, I do see her roommate.

"Hey! Dorcas, right? Where's my sister?", I asked. She looks at me with a confused expression before responding; "she's probably in the library. She's always in there. Why?".

I ignore her question, nodding before storming out of the common room. I'm starting to become anxious about talking to her and I wonder if I should go back to my common room. I don't.

I find myself opening the library door.

Regulus Black

I need to talk to someone about this, about me. That I want to be a boy. I can't tell Sirius, he won't support me. I wish Pandora had stayed a little longer. Maybe I would've told her. She seems very open minded, and if things go wrong it barely matters because I just met her.

I can't loose my brother. Or have I already lost him?

I get up and walk towards the bookshelf. I hate these books. I like reading Sirius' muggle books. He has a small collection of them, but from the ones I've read, they're better.

The door opens but I ignore it until I hear the words, "I need to speak to you".

It's my brother, I know it is. I turn around and look at him, confused.

"What do you need?", I respond with an annoyed tone. I don't want to talk to him. But maybe I could tell him how I feel. Would it be worth it?

I try to list the good and bad things that could happen. First the bad things; I'd say I could loose my brother, but he already hates me. I geuss he could out me too.

Now the good things; I could get support, help with transitioning, and possibly fix my relationship with him.

I make my decision, "Sorry. Your right. I need to talk to you, too". He looks at me like he wasn't expecting that.

"Okay... Um... Would you like to go somewhere more private?", he asks. I nod.

We go into one of the private study rooms in the library.

He sits in the chair in front of me and begins, "I don't want to loose you. Your my sister. I miss how things used to be". I cringe at the word "sister".

I think about what to say. Nothing comes out. "I don't understand why you are acting like this", he adds.

"I'm transgender. I want to be a boy. The fact that I'm a girl makes me want to kill myself". Silence.

Dorcas Meadows

The party's been fun so far. Other than a strange conversation I had with Sirius when the party was starting.

I haven't made any friends yet this year, but the atmosphere is nice. Everyone is having fun.

A girl has caught my attention. I think she may be a Gryffindor because she's with Lily Evans. She has blonde hair up to her shoulders, and a bright red dress that matches her lips.

I try to make my way closer to her. I pretend like I'm getting another drink and then I stand by where her and her friends stood.

The lighting was dim and the music was loud, making it impossible for me to talk to her. What's the worst that could happen if I just go up and dance with people I don't know?

I put my drink down on the windowsill and walk onto the dancefloor.

"Hey!", I try to yell over the loud music. This is completely out of character for me, but it just feels right. And I may be getting a little drunk.

"Hi!", she shouts back with a wide smile. Her friends leave, going to do their own thing, leaving her with me.

"What's your name?", I ask, my voice still raised. "Marlene! And you?"

"Dorcas."

We continue to dance. Eventually dancing turns into dancing together. I try to get as close to her as possible without making it too obvious.

I cannot keep my eyes off her lips. She's dancing and I'm dancing. I take a step closer to her and she smiles at me.

I put my hands on each side of her head, grasping her hair. I lean in to kiss her, but then I pause.

What am I doing? I don't even know if she's gay. To be quite honest, I don't even remember her name. Marlene, was it?

What if I'm not her type? Since one have I cared about these type of things. I should just kiss her-

My thoughts are interrupted by her pulling me in and kissing me. We're both smiling, and when we pull away, I laugh a sound of relief.

A/N: Three chapters in a week, this has to be a record for me haha. Hopefully you guys like how this story is going so far. :) <3 Also, sorry for the flashing on the gif. I know it's annoying, but it was just perfect for this chapter.

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Sirius, panicking after drunkenly kissing Remus: Oh god, I think I'm in love with Moony! Am I gay? Holy shit, I'm gay!

James, trying to calm him down: It's okay, Padfoot, everyone has a crush on at least one guy! That doesn't make you gay! You're completely normal.

Marlene, overhearing: No they do not, yes it does, at least a bit, and NO, he absolutely is not.

Sirius: *silent panic*

James, thinking of Reggie: ......Wait, they don't?

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Roughen up Part 2: Friends

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Marlene McKinnon

I sit with Lily and Mary in our dorm. We're getting ready to sneak into the Slytherin's party tonight. Usually people don't mind. The only people who aren't invited are the marauders, but that's no surprise.

I chose a bright red dress. Not because I'm in gryffindor, but because I like the colour. It matches my red lipstick and my bright red eyeshadow.

The dress is short and form-fitting. Some may say I dress for the guys, but in reality I'm dressing for the girls.

I've known I'm gay since first year when I grew a crush on my best friend, Mary. She told me she was straight and not into me. So I moved on.

Sometimes moving on is wearing a hot dress and going to a Slytherin party. I quite like the Slytherins. They get picked on a lot by the other houses.

But the Slytherins always throw the best parties. Who knows where they get all these drinks, and how they don't get caught. But it always works.

The only Slytherin I really know is Sirius' sister. And even I know little about her. Noone does. I don't think Sirius even knows her.

"Hurry up!", I hear Lily call, breaking me from my thoughts. I put my brush onto my vanity and leave towards the door.

"I'm ready. Let's go", I respond. Mary is wearing a pink dress, and Lily in green. They both look great.

I'm ready for this party. I'm ready to get away from Lily and Mary. They'll never understand me, and they'll never understand what it's like to be gay.

They both have multiple options for who they can date. Sirius is likes Mary, along with another Ravenclaw in our year. And don't get me started on Lily... Snape and James are both obsessed with her.

I'll never find a girl in this school who would love me. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier in a muggle school.

That's when I remember how homophobic muggles are. Possibly even more so than wizards and witches.

I just wish things were easier. I wish I could find someone else like me. Someone to love.

Remus Lupin

Sirius and James just got back to our dorm. I close the book I was reading and sit up. I look at Sirius in the eyes to see tears filling them.

I know it's wrong to say, but he just looks so beautiful like this. He always looks beautiful.

Liking Sirius is my biggest secret. I'll be in my grave before I tell anyone about it. About him.

For now, all I can do is make him happy as a friend.

I pat the spot next to my bed, motioning Sirius to sit next to me. He does.

"What's wrong, padfoot?", I ask as I rub his back with the palm of my hand. He looks at the floor while he responds.

"It's my sister. She's being... A bitch". I know she's done nothing, but I don't want to upset him more.

"What did she do? Is everything okay?", I ask while I draw shaped on his back. He looks up at me for a moment before looking back down.

"Nothing, really. She just... I don't know. I feel like she's not the person I thought she was. I feel like... She's becoming our parents, and I can't do anything about it", he vents so me. I nod understandingly.

"I think you can do something about it. I think you should talk to her. Clear things up. You don't have to, of course", I recommend. This time he nods.

He doesn't say anything after that. He stands up and goes to his own bed. I wish he'd just stay here for a little longer.

I think I love him. I like him more than I've ever liked anyone else.

But he can't know that. I'm his best friend. I love being his best friend. I push down all the thoughts of him being more than a friend, because all they are is false hope. Sirius Black is false hope.

Pandora Rosier

I sit in the library by myself. It's pretty empty in here for a Friday night. I heard some Slytherins talking about going to a party, that must be why.

I'm trying to do my potions homework, but I just can't focus. I thought the library would have less distractions. It doesn't.

There's one other girl in the library. A slytherin who's in my year.

My brother was supposed to come help, but he's probably being dragged around the place by his boyfriend, Bartemius Crouch jr.

The two of them are chaotic together. Evan makes Barty more confident and Barty makes Evan loosen up a bit. You'd think that's a good thing, but it really isn't. Barty gets into trouble because of his confidence, and Evan already has no motivation.

In my opinion, my brother should be focusing more on school. The only good part of their relationship is how happy they make eachother. So I geuss it isn't all bad.

I'm getting distracted again. I really need help with this.

Maybe I should just quit. I don't want to ask the random Slytherin for help, but I feel like I need to. So I do. I get up and walk to the table she's sitting at.

"Excuse me? Can you help...? I can't understand this", I explain hopefully.

"Oh. Yes, I can", she says.

She seems surprised that I've asked, but she happily excepts my offer. I guess I had nothing to worry about. I sit in the seat next to her as she makes room on the table for my class work.

She starts to explain it and suddenly everything makes sense.

"Thank you so much. Usually I'm great at potions, but for some reason I got mixed up with today's lesson", I say.

She nods and responds, "of course. You can ask for my help anytime. I'm almost always in the library from three to five".

I leave the library with a smile on my face and the feeling that I may have made a new friend.

A/N: hey!! Chapter 2 came out sooner than expected. This is because I got ahead on school work and had extra free time. I may not be able to write the next chapter until Sunday so don't get your hopes up!! Sorry, hope you enjoy. You can leave any requests, I may use them.

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Roughen Up: Masterlist

A Marauders Era Fanfiction

Summary: Regulus Black is struggling to find out their gender identity. Sirius is having trouble reconnecting with his sibling, but wants to be there for Regulus. James Potter is realizing he may like Regulus more than he thought. Remus loves Sirius, but Sirius is too caught up in drama to notice. Barty and Evan love eachother more than anything, but get into an argument over Barty's behaviors towards Evan and their friends. Marlene and Dorcas become the power couple of the school, while Mary fights against her internalized homophobia to date her crush, Lily Evans. So much is happening, and with a war against the death eaters forming, misfortune is present.

Relationships: Barty x Evan, Remus x Sirius, Marlene x Dorcas, Regulus x James, Mary x Lily

Trigger warnings: some chapters may talk about homophobia, self harm, etc. I'll put a warning in the chapter so you can skip over and triggering parts.

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Chapter 1: "sister"

Chapter 2: Friends

Chapter 3: Reunions

Chapter 4: Smile!

Chapter 5: Girl's Dormitories

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A Marauders Era Fanfic

Summary: Regulus Black is struggling to find out their gender identity. Sirius is having trouble reconnecting with his sibling, but wants to be there for Regulus. James Potter is realizing he may like Regulus more than he thought. Remus loves Sirius, but Sirius is too caught up in drama to notice. Barty and Evan love eachother more than anything, but get into an argument over Barty's behaviors towards Evan and their friends. Marlene and Dorcas become the power couple of the school, while Mary fights against her internalized homophobia to date her crush, Lily Evans. So much is happening, and with a war against the death eaters forming, misfortune is present.

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Regulus Black

I look into my dormitory's bathroom mirror, but I don't know who I'm looking at. Who am I? I'm a girl. The daughter of Orion Black. And that's all I'll ever be. But that isn't what I want.

I would do anything to be a boy. I wish I was born a boy. I wish I didn't look like this. I wish I was my brother. He's all I've ever wanted to be, and more. He's the best person I know.

I've been researching what it means to be transgender. But I could never transition the way other people do. My parents already call Sirius all sorts of slurs for being gay.

He was outed last summer by our cousin, Bellatrix. Personally, I don't think Bellatrix is so straight herself. She's just like this. Her and Sirius never got along.

I've never been as brave as Sirius. I could never come out. To anyone. Ever.

This is my first year at Hogwarts, and to be quite honest, I hate it. Sirius is mad at me for being sorted into Slytherin. I've made no friends. I've never felt so alone.

I don't think my brother will ever speak to me again. I definitely can't come out to him. He'd think I was faking it. He would hate me. He probably already hates me.

In my head, I've convinced myself I'm a boy. I know it isn't true, but it keeps me from crying every night. Sometimes I think I'd rather die than be a girl.

No matter how much I feel like a boy, when I look into this damn mirror I learn the truth. I will always be a girl.

I hear the door open and I look to see my roommate, Dorcas Meadows. She is nice from what I know. She's gorgeous too. Probably the prettiest girl in school.

"Hey. You going to the party in the common room tonight?" She asks while going over to her bed. She grabs her lipgloss from the bedside table and reapplies it.

"Is that an invitation?" I ask, still staring into the mirror. She rolls her eyes and responds, "everyone's invited".

I don't want to go. I don't want to be seen. Because everytime I'm seen, I'm perceived as a girl. I'd rather never be seen.

I turn to my side profile and look at my chest. That's what finalized my decision. "No", I respond quickly.

Sirius Black

My own sister. I thought she was like me. I thought she would've gotten into Gryffindor. A Slytherin, that's all she is. I hate her.

She's a horrible, evil little girl. She's just as bad as everyone else in our family. Or that's what I'm telling myself, at least.

It's humiliating that she's my sister.

I spent all of last year telling my friends how amazing she is. Just for her to prove me wrong the moment she got here.

I just want my old sister back.

The sister who was scared of the dark, and hated our parents just as much as I did. Not the death eater she's becoming. She's betrayed me.

My best friend, James, pats me on the back. "Hey, it's not so bad. It's not her fault she was sorted into slytherin! It was your parents who raised her, after all".

I look at James with a hopeless expression. I want to listen to him, but he's wrong. "My parents raised me too.and I'm not a fucking slytherin", I explain.

James has always understood me. Except for when it comes to family. He has a perfect family. I'd do anything for a family like him. Instead I'm stuck with abusive parents and the worst sister ever.

"You never know what she's going through", James continues to defend her. My sister hasn't gone through shit. I've spent my whole life making sure my parents don't hurt her the way they hurt me.

"You know nothing about my sister, James. Drop it. Now."

He does. Good.

James Potter

Here he goes again. Sirius never stops being so negative. He's acting like he hates his sister. I'm worried about him. The house that your sorted in shouldn't define who you are as a person.

I mean, yeah. Slytherins suck, and we prank them all the time. But that's his sister he's talking about!

If I had a sister, I'd be best friends with her. No matter what house she's in. I'd introduce her to all my friends, and I'd want to spend time with her.

Sirius always complains about his brother, but I don't get it. I wish I wasn't an only child. I sit at home alone while my parents work. Even Remus grew up surrounded by other kids.

When my parents grow old and die, I'll be left alone with no family. At least I'll have Remus, Sirius, and Peter. They'll always be with me.

I don't know much about Sirius' parents. I just know they're strict. I'd rather have strict parents than feel alone all the time. I'm probably just being dramatic. I have great parents.

But I always feel alone. I feel like I'll always be lonely. I'll probably die alone too. Is that wrong to think about?

If Sirius said he felt that way, I'd comfort him. But there's no one here to comfort me. No one cares how I feel.

But that's okay. I'm happy. I love all my friends. I love my parents. I love my teachers and my classmates.

I just wish that I felt more...supported? I've always been the supportive friend, haven't I? Maybe that's just because I need to be the supportive friend. Yeah. I'm doing okay.

All I know is that something is definitely wrong with Sirius' sister. And he's trying to ignore it. He's trying to convince himself he hates her. But he doesn't.

She needs him and he needs her. But he refuses to accept that he's in the wrong.

I've seen the way his sister looks at herself. Like she's the most disgusting thing she's ever seen. I just wish I could help. Both of them.

A/N: Hey!! Now I know I started things a bit dark, but light is coming soon! Part two will be out hopefully within a week from now (10/16/23). If you want to be reminded lmk and I'll tag you! <3 I have a lot planned for this as you can tell by the summary lmao.

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Rosekiller headcannons

Marauders HC Part 2! Fluff! Includes: Rosekiller, Jegulus, Dorlene

Barty fell for Evan first, but Evan confessed.

Barty has trouble talking about his own feelings, but Evan helps him talk things through.

They are always seen together. You could say that Barty drags Evan around everywhere, but Evan follows willingly.

They don't argue often, but when they do it gets pretty bad, and they're both miserable.

They spend the majority of their time going around and causing chaos.

Barty takes the marauder's pranks on the Slytherins personally, and makes it his mission to "get them back".

For instance, the time Barty and Evan pranked the marauders by turning everything in their dorm green.

This really pissed off Sirius, only fueling the fire even more.

Regulus had to force them to apologize because of how upset Sirius was.

Barty and Evan are Regulus' #1 supporters. They helped him find both his gender identity and his sexuality.

They always tease Regulus for his obvious crush on James. They practically go crazy when they realize James is just as into Regulus. "Come on! Just get together already!" Barty complains, irritated.

When Evan isn't with Barty, he's usually with Dorcas. The two of them get along surprisingly well.

Evan will complain about Barty while Dorcas complains about Marlene. They totally gossip together.

Evan loves Barty more than anything in the world, but sometimes he just needs a break.

When Evan is hanging out with Dorcas, Barty usually finds himself with Regulus.

Barty is extremely protective of Regulus. He may have spied on James a little to see if his interest in Regulus is genuine.

After he knows James has good intentions, he's the biggest "Jegulus" shipper.

Barty and Evan started sleeping in the same bed during fifth year. It just felt right. It brought them even closer, up to the point where they're almost inserperable.

They truly love each other more than anything and aren't scared to show it. They are both fine with PDA.

They never officially "came out" but everyone knows they're together.

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FTM!Regulus headcannons

Marauders HC part 1! Includes: Jegulus, Trans FTM Regulus, "slytherin skittles", hurt/comfort

Regulus started questioning his gender in first year. It wasn't until his third year at Hogwarts that he came out to Sirius.

Sirius was extremely supportive and helped him transition. Sirius even bought Regulus his first binder and helped him cut his hair.

The only people who were more supportive than Sirius are Barty and Evan, of course!

Whenever Regulus is having "brother-troublr", Barty and Evan take good care of him! They're his best friends, and they won't let him have a bad day because of Sirius.

Evan bought him a pride flag and hung it up in his dorm room as a surprise. Regulus puts it up during every school year, but hides it when he goes home.

Barty has started fights with multiple transphobes. He can't stand when people mess with Regulus.

When it comes to comforting, Evan and Barty aren't the best. That's usually when they call in Pandora.

Pandora and Regulus have been best friends since first year. She values her personal time, but will always help Regulus when he needs it.

Pandora is best at comforting Regulus. He feels safe with her in a way he doesn't experience with his other friends.

On one occasion, Regulus had a panic attack over something Severus said. Barty, Evan, Pandora, and Dorcas all came together to try and comfort him but nothing calmed him.

Eventually, Dorcas quit and went to find James. James immediately rushed to Regulus after hearing about the state he was in.

Everyone else left the room to give James and Regulus privacy. Just an hour later, they saw Regulus smiling with James wrapped around his finger.

A/N: hey!! If you liked these headcannons, you'll probably like my story "roughed up". It includes Transgender Regulus, Jegulus, Black Brother angst, etc.

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Wolfstar adopting you!! (headcannons)

Fluff!! Parental Wolfstar x Gender Neutral reader/ Harry Potter Sibling Relationship

Remus and Sirius adopted you when you were a tween. They wanted to have a kid without having to deal with all that "baby stuff".

When you turn eleven you get your letter from Hogwarts and they can't be any happier. Not only that, but it turns out that you're in the same year as Harry.

Remus and Sirius have grown from their old ways of teasing the Slytherins and won't care what house you're in. Although, they will get very excited if you are in Gryffindor, and Remus will secretly be extremely happy if you're in Ravenclaw.

If your in Slytherin... They'll initially be shocked, but they really wouldn't be upset at all. Sirius sees you as a "mini Reggie" and cries over this at least once a month. It makes him so much more protective of you. Remus will be very understanding with you and never mentions you being placed in Slytherin. Just know they still love you so so much.

If your in Gryffindor... They will go crazy. Your literally a next generation marauder! They probably threw a party to celebrate. And the fact that Harry is a Gryffindor too? Sirius expects the two of you to become best friends and be the "new marauders" (you and Harry will probably end up becoming friends anyways). They're both just so happy!

If your in Hufflepuff... They'll get so excited. They love all your Hufflepuff friends! They genuinely think that You being in Hufflepuff is what's best for you. They just know you'll be so happy with all the other Hufflepuffs. Although beware, because they may tease you a little.

If your in Ravenclaw... They will be so proud of you! Remus is so happy your a Ravenclaw. He initially wanted to be in Ravenclaw and he's just so happy you get to be. Sirius still thinks that Ravenclaw is the "smart house", but you're the smartest person he knows, so... I guess it works out?

Saturday nights three of you have "family time dinner". You all eat a nice meal at the table and then watch movies together or go out and do something fun.

They like to meet your friends and will let them come over often.

In third year Harry finds out that Sirius is his godfather. Things change a lot then. Sirius feels guilty for not allowing Harry to come live with him sooner, but he honestly thought Harry would be better off with the Dursleys. Sirius gives Harry the option to move in with him, and Harry accepts.

The two of you slowly build up a sibling-like relationship, and soon enough the two of you are inseparable.

Your happy family of three is now a happy family of four. And you couldn't be any happier about it. Now, when your dads are busy working during the summer, you and Harry can go out and have fun.

The two of you often get into mischief, running about Diagon Alley. Your dads are just so happy that they get to raise two mini-marauders.

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James Potter headcannons

James Potter as your boyfriend!! Fluff! Gender neutral reader!! Includes Wolfstar and platonic Remus/Sirius x reader

He definitely confessed to you in a very cheesy way. He either made a big deal out of it, telling you in the Great Hall in front of everyone, or gave you a hand written letter, depending on your personality.

If your a more shy person he's respectful not to push your limits. He's always asking if your okay and making sure your not overwhelmed.

If your a more outgoing person, he'll match your energy. If anyone puts you down for being "too loud" or "too much" he'll literally fight them. He gets them to apologize to you (who knows how).

He talks about you nonstop to Sirius and it drives everyone mad. Even Remus is starting to get tired of it!!

He's the best at comforting you. If your feeling sad or stressed he'll make sure you talk it through with him.

Eventually he introduces you to his parents and they love you. They are just the sweetest to you and treat you like your their own child.

You and Remus become besties. His boyfriend is always hanging out with your boyfriend and it just works out!! He becomes protective of you, almost in a sibling way.

Sirius is always around James. It's hard to get away with him. Sometimes you have to have Remus drag him away so you can go on dates with your boyfriend.

James is a CUDDLER. This man needs to be touching you 24/7. He struggles to sleep by himself.

He tells you he loves you every other minute cause he's scared you'll think he doesn't love you. He tries to prove his love for you every day.

He is the type to memorize your food orders. He knows how you like your coffee and what your favorite fruits are.

He likes holding your hand in public, it makes him feel more stable.