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#Im just sick of being alone
im-traumatised · 11 months
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Is it wrong to consider trying to date if your pretty sure your aromantic / on the aro spectrum?
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bookalicent · 15 days
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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templetv · 1 month
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the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing
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xxplastic-cubexx · 22 days
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so like do you think they made the plastic wheelchair ALONGSIDE the plastic prison as a Just In Case situation, only after they realized charles was going to be a frequent visitor, or both as in because they knew charles was going to be the only person visiting him during planning they decided to make him a chair ahead of time
#xmen#x2: x men united#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik#not really but yes it is#snap chats#secret fourth option is they just had a plastic wheelchair at the mansion just in case this incredibly specific scenario happened jvlkaervj#part of me hopes the staff just Knew cause imagine being THAT divorced publicly but another part hopes erik asked for one. not politely ofc#def joked bout how charles couldnt think to leave him alone for five minutes lest he did something Uncouth somehow ik he did#that charles was going to show up sooner or later so they might as well make it easy for themselves and prep etc etc#girl ima throw up what if charles didnt visit tho .... thats not even a possibility cause ofc he did but still !!!!#personally id throw up and cry like wdym my best friend ex husband didnt show up. when i even asked for a chair for him ..#EVEN ASKED FOR A SILLY LIL PLASTIC CHESS SET alternatively what if charles brought that... im making myself sick#As Indicated By My Username i think of the plastic jail every day its so funny to me and so quaint#i should rewatch X2 just for plastic jail#like it makes sense and i do think its a cute detail but still. gotta put grandpa in the polly pocket prison set now. tragic !!#i remember watching the movie for the first time in recent years and audibly going 'aw' at the plastic wheelchair im so sorry JVLKEJKA#LIKE AWW CMON THATS WEIRDLY CUTE gotta make sure peepaw can visit his ex husband </3 so they can play chess </3#i love that chess is Their Thing ... any time a ship's got mfers who fucks heavy with chess i know im hooked#its not intentional things happen this way but i will still laugh#kk nightly cherik posting is done byebye
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hellonearthtoday · 5 months
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remind me NEVER to read a vietnam fic ever again, no matter HOW well it's written. That was the worst thing ive ever done I can never do it again I need to be happy
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velvetjune · 2 months
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occasionally get hit by how much I love saga and casey’s relationship. casey being a part of the family, saga investigating on her own to find casey, them supporting each other even in the questionable reality around them, telling each other jokes the entire time, being in sync with their little coffee drinks. love them
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not to brag, but my therapist told me today that i did incredible during our emdr session, which means i get an A for the day in therapy, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve 🙂‍↕️😌
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daily-hanamura · 11 months
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anonymouscreampuff · 1 year
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if you don't think they can still work, that honestly sounds like a you problem
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wishingintotheunknown · 3 months
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I’ve never felt more alone and more useless than I do right now. I don’t know how to be better. I don’t know how to convince anyone that I’m worth knowing or loving. I try so hard to not complain about my pain and I’m so desperate to just feel like I’m more than disappointment and wasted potential. I know that disability doesn’t have to be the end, and I know people can move past trauma and learn to accept or even love themselves. I know people recover from Ed’s, even when they’ve been living this way for decades. I keep watching other people recover and find success and discover passion and go on with it all but I’m still here. I’m stuck. I’m trapped. I keep thinking I’ve found a way out but really it’s just another cage, or just another trap. Another path that leads me right back to the beginning. I don’t understand what I ever did to deserve to be stuck here no matter what I try to do. I’m so tired of pretending I’m okay with watching everyone else from the outside. I’m just so damn tired of being left behind without any explanation of why.
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tuituipupu · 2 months
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no but i try to ignore it but this dude behind us was openly being so gross talking about ogling our legs from behind as we were walking why are u yelling about that? AND WHAT’S WORSE WAS I COULD HEAR A WOMAN WITH HIM WHO WASN’T DOING MUCH TO DE-ESCALATE THE SITUATION 😭 WTF.
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bunnihearted · 3 months
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nymphoheretic · 11 months
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Qrvamp or whatever the fuck you are. Stop harassing writers, especially afab/fem writers just because they don't want to write male reader.
1. No we are not lazy just because we're uncomfortable writing something we have zero experience in. We don't want to see like we are fetishisizing mlm (unlike you)
2. If you want to call us lazy, then you are also lazy because you won't get off your ass and write it yourself. It's sad that you resort to bullying and hassassment to try to get your way.
3. I've got some news for you. We don't give a fuck about you and your little temper tantrums you're giving in people's ask boxes. People like you are the real reason why people are leaving tumblr because you don't know when to fucking quit.
4. Leave us the fuck alone, you misgendering, fuck!
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shadowglens · 2 months
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anyone sick of being alone and just craving romantic love on this saturday?
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missazura · 2 months
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I should've walked into the forest and gone missing years ago
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inkmaze · 2 months
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insidious how loneliness can get it's claws in ya
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