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lokislittlesigyn · 8 months

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//personal, mental health

Depression hit me like a bat wrapped in barbed wire. Gosh I just want Loki.

#I could barely get out of bed this morning #it’s been this way for a few days #it’s #so exhausting #and I’m running out of time #and I don’t feel close to my family #and I think that’s my fault #who do I go to?#where do I go?#I just want to be held #I want to be held and told it’ll be okay #I don’t #have anyone #here #I don’t know #I really don’t know #maybe I do and I just don’t realize it #but nothing feels safe #I tried going to anyonymous chats and they all want personal info #I don’t feel safe doing that #and I can feel my brain slipping toward suicide again #isn’t that easier?#but I don’t want to die #I don’t want to #maybe I just want to be asleep #maybe I just want to fall asleep with someone next to me #holding their hand #maybe I want someone who I feel truly safe with #maybe I don’t like the life I’m living.#tw depression

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earthly-ali3n · 1 year

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guys i’ve never seen american psycho, would it be funny if i went as a sexy femme patrick bateman for halloween and went to a bunch of parties and told any man who recognizes the costume that i haven’t seen it. I feel like this could also work with the joaquin phoenix joker

#thoughts?#idk what i want to be for #halloween #and i’m running out of time #help #patrick bateman #joker

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stuckinapril · 9 months

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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leafyeyes417 · 3 months

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Danny is glad he actually made a plan for once. Jazz had been on his back about telling their parents he was Phantom, and he had managed to convince her he had a plan. The only thing that would extend how long it took was the frequency of ghost attacks.

He generally didn’t have much free time, so luckily Clockwork was willing to put him in a time bubble so he could get stuff done, like get enough sleep. But mostly he was training. Sometimes with Wulf to make portals, but other ghosts had come by too.

The power that was giving him the most trouble, and that he needed most for his plan was duplication. It took forever and he still couldn’t have more than 3 versions of himself at one time. How Vlad managed so many he had no idea.

Anyway back to his plan. He got all his stuff that he couldn’t afford to lose hidden away, got copies of all his parents blueprints and files, replaced items that he didn’t feel comfortable letting them keep if worse case scenario came, and a few more miscellaneous things.

He decided not to tell Sam and Tucker what he was doing. Though he did give them a mysterious file that they weren’t able to open yet. It would lead them to him later. But he needed their reactions to be legitimate, even if he hated having to potentially distress them for a bit.

He then sent his duplicate in his place back home while he went to the Ghost Zone to keep learning and keep an eye on things. Hopefully things went well, but he planned to spend a full living realm month here just in case his parents faked taking it well.

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It did not go well. About two weeks after his duplicate told his parents they knocked him out and buried him in a ghost proof coffin. Was he glad he wouldn’t have to experience his worse fears as a lab experiment? Yes. Was he still going to have nightmares of being trapped underground unable to escape? Also yes.

He was glad it was his duplicate though. It was easy for him to undo from a distance and since they had been connected he still had all the memories. He typed in the code for the file he gave his friends before he left. Time to go to Gotham, the one place he was able to wheedle out of Clockwork would be best for him.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #Danny made a plan and it didn’t backfire!#He can actually make portals for himself now #Tucker and Sam attempted to open the file early but it was stuck shut by time powers #I’m a fan of Dead on Main so if continued that would be my chosen route #Danny didn’t realize he was considered a baby ghost and none of his rouges would be happy to find the baby gone #Chaos would happen once they realize and Val would not be able to handle it #Poor Val being run ragged and realizing Phantom was doing a lot more to keep things in check #GIW soon find themselves taken down because the Ghosts are not happy and think they took the baby #Turns out they had Box Lunch instead and the Box Ghost shows he is actually OP #I have no idea where canonically this happens but I was imagining Danny was 16 or 17

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lotus-pear · 9 months

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doing skk meme redraws instead of sat prep >:)

#someone pls get them out of my fucking head my brain isn’t allowing me to draw anyone else #pls put me out of my misery i don’t know how much longer i can be obsessed w these pathetic losers #running back to my toxic ex every week except the toxic ex is my skk obsession #also i drew the hat this time i’m so proud of myself 🤩#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

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crowiin · 7 months

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#idk. thinking about zoro being Hatted and what circumstances would need to arise before that could happen #this isn’t finished it’s not that polished I just threw some filters at it and now I’m running away #but the CONCEPT. man I will probably draw more like this #so many ideas. so little time #started reading one piece a month (??) ago and I’ve barely made a dent in it #SO LITTLE TIME #I will become so powerful this summer after exams are over #zolu #(?)#op #one piece #monkey d luffy #crowcraft #zoro #roronoa zoro #luffy #the colours on this one are a bit dark but it was more experimental than anything #I tried out some screen tone brushes and a heavier ink one that I used to use #and the colours aren’t as weird as I usually go for #it was an experiment! these guys are rapidly becoming my new test subjects for drawing ideas #I don’t have a caption for this. I might just leave it blank #does zoro ever get the hat put on him?? I don’t think so but I also know jack diddly about later one piece lore #REGARDLESS #ok bye bye

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cometrose · 7 months

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zhongli is so fucking funny when hes avoiding people like venti last year and neuvillette this year he can’t catch a break he moves like they’re his ex husbands 😭

#zhongli #venti #neuvillette #genshin impact #locking people out of a restaurant or discreetly getting some tea #HE WORKS HARD TO KEEP HIS PEACE #zhongli in a bucket of tea leaves: quickly traveler are they gone #venti and neuvi zhongli’s ex husband and zhongli the man who can’t stay married to save his life is on the run #but has reconciled his differences with venti i believe! they are friends don’t get it twisted zhongli is just a shit #zhongli in the back of restaurant: traveler PLEASE do not tell my ex husbands i’m here or im finished #he moves like a 5 time divorcee #zhongli next year: oh no my 4th ex husband is here during my annual nye party i have to hide!

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the-pobble-terrarium · 1 year

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OLD MAN YAOI !!!!

(I wanted to make the last two slides look more. Mopey but the colors ended up looking gross so depressed Prismo gets a big ol coat of pink <3)

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shalpilot · 4 months

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the mind is a powerful thign

#ffxiv #ggp #slow day. at work #just have to imagine a full run six more times and i’m out of here.

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meltedmush · 3 months

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I was on a novel binge the past 2 weeks,,,

#mushyrt #Too Bad Master Died Early #TBMDE #The Daily Task of Preventing my Disciple from Turning to the Dark Side #danmei #I’m running out of hairstyles to give to new characters😭😭#There’s only so many ‘refined’ hairstyles or ‘protagonist’ haircuts I can give before they start lookin’ like yugioh characters HAHA #Both of these novels are teacher x disciple novels where the protagonist is corrupted from the start and remembers their past lives #Out of these two I’ve only finished TBMDE!#It’s hilarious at times #BUT MAN THESE PROTAGS CAN GET TERRIFYING #I’ve made ALTs to add a little context 😭😭

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boyfridged · 2 years

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i wish that 1. it was more of common knowledge that jason’s death marks a huge shift in tone of gotham-centric stories 2. dc also capitalised on this meta in their storytelling.

i want to see flashbacks that imitate the cheesy and sweet style of silver age nostalgia (one that we know from barr’s detective comics run for example). jay should have the iconic original robin costume (i don’t care that it’s silly, it’s supposed to be silly), and he should be cracking up jokes that made sense only in the 80s. and there should be scenes of him and batman (batman who used to smile at him openly) investigating in daylight.

cut to panels of dark, gritty gotham that have dominated contemporary stories. military boots in place of the pixie ones. blood on jason’s hands.

the contrast.

#i want to make it clear that i’m aware that jay’s robin run was happening as the trend has already started #and he was a victim of it also.#but many editors and writers talk of his death as the most prominent moment #anyway i talked ab it so many times and i will not stop.#also i feel like utrh (the movie) kinda *tried* to venture on this territory but they were too much of cowards to make it stand out #dc #jay.zip #jay.txt #core texts

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marimbles · 4 months

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being bad at video games is fun because it makes your character a uniquely stupid yet resilient and plucky sort of hero. an underdog no one would ever expect to win. so if you finally do it feels like slightly different and potentially funner version of the story. It’s like look, this idiot FINALLY beat the big bad guy! it took them 900 tries but by Jove they did it! WOOOOOO! GO IDIOT!!! YOU DID IT, BUD 👏 ⁽ᵉᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ⁾

#mine #inspired by the almost 50 runs I’ve done in hades so far!#during which I have only made it to hades twice! and have not come anywhere close to beating him!#lol #also shout out to the time my sister and I spent like 45 mins building a really long bridge in totk #bc we were too dumb to figure out the puzzle and tried to get around it #at least in zelda games the NPCs don’t know how many tries it took you to do anything #the entire house of hades knows what a loser my zagreus is lmao!#Thanatos will you still be my boyfriend if I’m cringe and it took me like 10 tries to get past Theseus for the first time </3

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blackbatcass · 3 months

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listen I know it’s kind of corny and inaccurate to act like every single person in the dc universe knows each other and is besties but it IS endlessly funny to me to follow the web of connections and see how many degrees removed from each other everyone is.

like look at the arrowfam okay. ollie and dinah are together, ollie is homoerotic best friends with hal, dinah is homoerotic best friends with babs. roy is dating dick, has a kid with jade, and is basically an adoptive father to both grant emerson and rose wilson. connor is dating kyle and is constantly followed around by eddie fyers. mia is friends with a lot of the second gen teen titans kids, had an on-again-off-again thing going on with steph for a while, and is currently dating sienna. emiko is besties with courtney and some of the other recent teen titans. sin has a small army of protective aunts from the birds of prey. the real question is how far does it go before ollie puts a cap on the number of people who are invited to family brunch on sundays

#arrowfam #LIKE. PLSSSS #can you imagine them all in one room.#roy: hey ollie can garth come to brunch this week.. he’s in town and i never get to see him and he really wants to try your pancakes #ollie: idk roy we’re already at max capacity..#roy: please dad🥺🥺🥺🥺#ollie: …..fine. someone will have to be uninvited then #mia: why? what’s one more person?#ollie: bc I have Very Strict Rules!!! If I don’t follow the invite limit then the whole town’ll show up every week!#connor what about axing kyle #connor: …dad. I am not disinviting my boyfriend and Only Guest to brunch bc of your arbritrary rules.#ollie: fine that’s fair. um…#mia: what about grant #ollie: for the last time mia we are not banning your nephew from family brunch because he allegedly #ate some of your bacon one time. it was not a big deal and you need to get over it #mia: UMM‼️‼️ it was a big deal TO ME🗣️🗣️and I don’t appreciate you INVALIDATING my emotions like this‼️‼️#ollie: uhhh emiko what about courtney. she comes over like every week will she be fine sitting this one out #emiko: I can’t believe this. how dare you deny my ONLY FRIEND IN THE WORLD an invitation to brunch. it’s like you hate me #ollie: EMI I KNOW YOU PATENTLY HAVE MORE FRIENDS. who have BEEN TO BRUNCH BEFORE.#emiko: YOU CAN’T TAKE COURTNEY FROM MEEEEEE #ollie: FINE ok.#roy: why don’t you just tell hal not to come all the way down here for brunch I mean he’s here every week anyway #ollie: bc it’s hal okay. mind your own business.#roy: fine. but we’re running out of people #connor: I mean………. what about eddie #ollie: ………….. yeah ok I’m sold. that works. meeting adjourned good job team #mia: why are you so worked up about keeping attendance low anyway #ollie: MY KITCHEN TABLE CAN ONLY FIT SO MANY SUPERHEROES MIA

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shahrwrites · 5 months

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I’m a normal amount obsessed with them.

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sen-ya · 5 months

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The final of the depths:

Vibes were aroace luffy, law is Pining

I drew this the morning before I read Law’s backstory lmao

Drawing these idiots has improved my art So Much it’s weird to look at

transcript under the cut

Panel 1 Law: Do you, uh... Do you do this sort of thing with all your friends? Luffy: ?

Panel 2 Luffy: Hmmm....no.

Panel 3 Law: ...

Panel 4 Luffy: Not all of them like being kissed and cuddled Law: Oh, that makes sense.

Panel 5 Luffy: Though things are kinda different with you. Law: Yeah? Luffy: Yeah

Panel 6 Luffy: I'll kiss and hug my friends for a lotta reasons. Mostly to tell 'em I love them or I'm happy or I'm comfortable.

Panel 7 Luffy: With you sometimes it's just 'cuz it's a fun thing to do.

Panel 8 Luffy: Also before today I'd never slept with any of my friends.

Panel 9 Law: SERIOUSLY?! Luffy: Yeah, actually now that I think about it I hadn't slept with anyone until today, huh.

Panel 10 SHOCK Law: ANYONE?!

[page 2] Panel 11 Luffy: Yeah! Why're you surprised? hahahaha

Panel 12 Law: Well, I don't know. I guess you're just so affectionate with your crew I assumed... Law: also it seemed like you knew what you were doing...

Panel 13 Luffy: It just was never somethin' I was too interested in. Luffy: I'm glad we did, though! It was fun! Luffy: also the tiniest amount of observation haki told me everything you wanted -shrug- Law: What kinda sidebar is that?!

Panel 14 Luffy: It seems like this sort of thing makes you really happy

Panel 15 Luffy: And that you haven't spent a lot of time doing the kind of thing that makes you happy.

Panel 16 Luffy: So I'm really glad that I get to be happy and have fun with you.

Panel 17 Law: ...

[page 3] Panel 18 Luffy: ACK! I didn't mean to make you cry!!

Panel 19: kiss kiss kiss kiss

Panel 20 Law: Stop, stop, stop hahaha hahaha Luffy: ?! Law: It's...it's a good cry.

Panel 21 Law: I just never realized...how much I wanted to be seen...until you saw me.

#i feel the need to make it very clear how old this and the other ones are because of how dramatically different my art is now lmao #and it’s like they’re OLD but at the time I’m queueing these they’re 4 months old #they’re from December 2023 #anyway i hope u enjoyed sen’s comics from the depths #i continue to surprise myself when i go thru my procreate to queue stuff and am like ‘oh shit here’s 5 more comics i never posted’#i keep waiting for them to run out and they don’t #oops #anyway #my art #lawlu #law x luffy #luffy x law #lulaw

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drenched-in-sunlight · 11 months

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A little comic I did for an AU where Arquebus captured 621 right after the Ice Worm mission and they never managed to escape.

Freud and Snail who captured a scavenger bird.

Rusty who did not get the chance to confess.

621 who did not remember a single thing.

vögelchen means little bird.

I feel dumb posting the comic without even posting my design of Freud and Snail yet so I include them at the end.

#armored core #armored core 6 #v.iv rusty #v.i freud #v.ii snail #c4 621 #o’keeffe: y’all fighting over this one merc and have the audacity to make fun of me for pinning after my ex wife??#ngl I were going to let Rusty said reconcile with the ex wife but I realize not everyone is familiar with the flatwell is o’keeffe’s ex wif #lore…which is tragic #he hasn't confessed but i drew this feeling like it's NTR #time to get Ortus and run Freud and Snail over Rusty #IDK if I’ll continue this AU I’m out of juice for now but of somehow 621 will remember #albi’s art #technically this is an excuse to draw someone punching Snail

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