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#Iâve been sitting on this for SO LONG#âwhy do you ship flojamiâ oh no reason#FREAK FOR FREAK ITâS BECAUSE ITâS FREAK FOR FR â *GETS BLASTED*#anyway yeah they play mind games except the mind games are the outright bloodlust vs simmering pining#now the question is: WHO is the outright bloodlust and WHO is the simmering pining#because when you think about it. WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT. it is NOT that obvious#do i explicate. maybe in another piece but basically Floyd has layers like an onion while Jamil is like. a volcano#does that make sense it does to me i think Iâll talk about it later#so yeah this is when the two of them are dancing around each other#hehe dancing#ahem so yes theyâre very normal#and also this is an excuse for me to try a new art style#well not art style so much as formatting#and awareness of space#not sure if this is more manga like or cinematic but I like it!! itâs atmospheric#ok thatâs enough from me POINT IS. IM NORMAL. THEYRE NORMAL. WERE JUST NORMAL MEN WERE JUST INNOCENT MEN#floyd leech#jamil viper#flojami#twisted wonderland#twst#art tag
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Most annoying thing to remember is that you're litterally just a homosapien. You're just a very smart animal. If you feel like shit, imagine you're an exotic pet for some alien species and do what they'd do to keep you healthy. You gotta be well cared for. Animal abuse is a crime for a reason
"My pet human, Greg, hasn't left his bed in a long time. He's just scrolling his phone all day" Greg needs enrichment. Add enrichment in his enclosure and take him on walks
"Greg has been super lethargic and sad recently for seemingly no reason" Greg need vitamins, take him outside for some vitamin D and fresh air. Perhaps a picnic
"Greg won't sleep even though he's been super lethargic" Greg needs a schedule, especially for the lights in his enclosure.
"Greg has been super distant recently and keeps crying to sad music" Humans are pack animals, he needs to hug another human and hang out. Perhaps pack bond with a rock together
"Greg has been flailing around and panicking, his breathing is way faster than it should be" Greg is overwhelmed. Take Greg out of the situation and give him time to calm down. Perhaps somewhere cozy with tea and a movie
"Greg won't do what he needs to do" Train him. Humans do great with positive reinforcement, give him little treats when he's doing good
"Greg he's been super anxious and tired, he can't seem to enjoy his days" Humans needs to move around. Give Greg something to exercise with. Things like stretching, weight lifting, walking, or even dancing will help
"Even though I've taken really good care of Greg, he still has been having issues" Greg is ill, take him to the doctor. You might need a specialist (therapist, optometrist, oncologist, etc)
I know it feels patronizing, and I know it feels embarrassing or that you're "just giving into the clichĂŠs", but you are literally just a creature. You need to sleep/eat on time, you need enrichment, and you need to take care of your social needs. Humans are complicated animals, but they are also beautiful and all deserve proper care. This obviously isn't a perfect analogy, nothing is, but if you saw your friend taking care of their pet the way you take care of yourself, would you be concerned?
#self care#mental health#health and wellness#self love#human rights#you are loved#mental illness#mental ill health#positive thinking#mens mental health#womens mental health#space orcs#yes the space orcs tag is relevant#suicideprevention#self care is not selfish#self care is important#self care is hard#self awareness#important#current events#gonna add more current event tags because i feel very strongly that this is especially important right now#us politics#politics#civil rights#and queer/neurodivergent tags because im both of those things and find this important#adhd#autism#adhd problems#trans rights#lgbtq
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How to regress (AGERE)?
𧸠1. Create a Safe Space
Find a private, quiet, and comfortable place.
Use soft lighting, cozy blankets, and items that feel safe.
If you have a caregiver (CG), let them know you're regressing. (If possible! some littles may be nonverbal <3)
đ¨ 2. Gather Comfort Items (Optional but Helpful)
Stuffies/plushies
Blankets or pacifiers
Sippy cups or bottles
Snacks (like applesauce, juice boxes, goldfish crackers)
Toys, coloring books, or sensory items
đ§ 3. Choose Comforting Activities
Watch cartoons or kidsâ movies
Color or play with toys
Listen to lullabies or soft music
Nap or cuddle with a stuffed animal
Use kids' apps or games
Talk in a childlike voice if it helps
𫧠4. Let Go of Adult Worries
Try to mentally "put away" responsibilities
Use affirmations like: "I am safe." "I donât have to worry right now." "Itâs okay to be small."
đ 5. Set Limits
Set a timer if you have things to do later
Avoid regressing in unsafe or inappropriate environments
Practice self-care after regressing â drink water, reflect gently, and ease back into your usual mindset
Optional: Journaling or Memory Triggers
Some find it helpful to keep a regression journal or make a playlist of comforting songs, shows, or smells that help trigger the regressed mindset.
â ď¸ Important Notes
Please keep an eye on yourself; keep safe when regressing.
Remind yourself: âItâs okay to need comfort.â Thereâs no shame in wanting to feel little or cared for.
You donât have to âact like a childâ â regression is about your internal experience, not outward behavior.
Everyone's regression looks different; there is no wrong or right way to regress.
#agere blog#agere#agere community#age regressor#agere little#age regressive#age regression#agereg#sfw agere#sfw agereg#safe agere#sfw littlespace#sfw age regression#sfw interaction only#sfw little blog#agere activities#agere positivity#agere tips#agere guide#how to regress#how to age regress#age regressing#Safe space creation#safe space#inner child#mental health#Coping mechanism#mental heath awareness
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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the thinggggg the thing about kira and jadzia is that. jadzia is so so so full of joy and the measured, steady, unshakeable optimism of someone much older than she is. but she wasn't always like that, she was a lonely, anxious, nerdy kid who "grew up" 300 years in the span of a single medical/spiritual operation. and a big part of that experience was the dedicated training she got towards knowing herself, knowing her needs and desires and how to meet them, so that she wouldn't get drowned out by the rest of dax. right
and she comes to ds9 and she meets kira, a lonely, anxious fighter who was an adult by the time she was 10, who never had the opportunity to know more about herself than what was strictly necessary--that she is strong, that she makes a good leader, that she can do anything she sets her mind to. but she never figured out what she might like to set her mind to, because freedom was the only thing it was possible to want.
and jadzia sees her old self in kira's face, in the bowstring-tight lines of her, and jadzia takes her by those aching shoulders and says Hey. do you want to know yourself? do you want to know what joy is? do you want to play?
#those are the same question btw#kira nerys#jadzia dax#kiradax#star trek ds9#jimothy watches ds9#and kira doesn't understand what she's asking!!!#there is an emptiness in the space where kira ought to feel her wants and needs#that she isn't aware of until a couple years in#and it never goes away or gets easier--she just kinda logics her way into assuming her own wants/needs#until after everything. but thats a different post
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I'm pretty sure I remember seeing a fandom post talking about Bashir having had some kind of brain surgery to make him the Smartest Guy Ever but I am eight episodes in and I have yet to see any evidence of this guy being smarter than my rabbit that tried to eat shoes
#for legal reasons this is a joke#i am aware that being smart at science does not make you smart at taking to people in a way that doesn't give me secondhand embarassment#god bless my himbo son#ds9#deep space nine#ds9 bashir
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#sex repulsed people deserve spaces in the queer community#tw sex mention#tw q word#tw slur#lgbtqtext#lgbtq text#animated text#word art#ace colors#sex repulsed#sex repulsion#asexual#asexuality#asexual pride#asexual positivity#ace#ace pride#ace positivity#asexual awareness#asexual inclusion#ace inclusion#inclusion#lgbtq#lgbtq pride#lgbtq positivity#lgbtq community#queer#queer pride#queer positivity#queer community
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dukat i forgot to put on here
#gul dukat#ds9#i dont remember what i was going for w this one but i had fun doodling it for sure#star trek deep space nine#hes kind of beast-ish if you squint.... Idk hes not this buff im aware but imo cardassian uniforms r built to enhance Wideness. so. Hes jus#extra wide here#star trek ds9#my art
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Interdimensional Epiphany l Rafayel
CHAPTER 1
Chapter 2
Summary: A fortnight of compensated leave from your company was supposed to be a rejuvenating experience. Things take an unexpected turn when Rafayel, your choice of ML, starts becoming self-aware. His love knows no bounds, not even interdimensional ones.
Warning(s): Subject to change as we progress further into the story. For the prologue, currently none. Though story has major character deaths, subdued manipulation, heavy angst with a happy(?) ending, slight yandere themes, fluff, did I mention angst?
Word count: 1.9k
Playlist coming soon.
Notes: This series is something I wrote after being inspired by Error 404 by @ittybittyfanblog. It circles around the idea of a self-aware Rafayel and the worlds he'd cross to be with the reader. This series is my spin on what could've happened with the deleted Reddit user and their self-aware Rafayel from chapter four of Error 404. However, keep in mind the plotline is entirely different. Lmk if y'all want me to add you in the tag list for this.
The multiple keys in your keychain jingled as you hurried to unlock the door to your apartment. Once inside, with the door securely shut behind you, you let out a triumphant whoop and began dancing in celebration. A wide grin spread across your face as you kicked off your heels, nearly tripping over your own feet as you made your way to your couch. When your back hit the soft plush you exhaled a euphoric sigh, feeling an overwhelming rush of dopamine fill your senses.
The reason for your happiness? A whole sum of two weeks granted as compensatory leave to your department. You and your colleagues had been working your butts off the entire march. With the financial year coming to an end, your procrastination was also forced to come to an end as you stayed up for hours preparing yearly, monthly, quarterly, and god knows how many more reports. But alas, your efforts paid off and the higher-ups were impressed by your teamwork and immaculate results and awarded your entire department a two-week reprieve.
You couldnât even bring yourself to worry about the work that would inevitably pile up upon your return. All you knew was that in the present moment, you were practically given a corporate boon and god forbid if you donât live it up to the fullest. You squealed again, kicking your legs like an ecstatic newborn. You stood up, stretching your arms above your head before skipping to the kitchen.
As you poured yourself a glass of juice and grabbed some leftover takeout, your mind wandered to how your life might begin to mend itself again. Not that it had ever been truly broken, but the past month had been hard enough to make you feel as though you were constantly on the edge. You loosened your tie and sank back onto the couch, blissfully relaxed, your legs casually draped over the table in front of you.
March, you concluded, had been the most unlucky month of your life. The first week had started with a quarrel with your parents when they demanded you book an immediate flight and come to your hometown immediately. You understood their feelings â they hadnât seen their only daughter in five years â but you couldnât just abandon everything and disappear. You had responsibilities, and no matter how much you missed your momâs homemade pickles or your dadâs clueless grocery runs, you couldnât drop everything for a visit. Thatâs what you told them, but it only led to their anger.
The second week of March brought more frustration when you were handed the work of an employee who had left the company abruptly. Internally cursing him and taking an oath to meet him in hell, you ended up shouldering his share of projects as well.
In the third week, an issue with your Sodexo meal card arose, and while you reported it to your manager, you knew it wasnât going to be a priority for him, considering the mountain of tasks he already had to juggle at year-end.
But the final week of March truly tested your patience. In addition to the looming deadlines, your boyfriend of two years, Tyler, was giving you a migraine. He knew how packed your schedule was and had seen how much the month had already drained you, yet he still managed to pick fights over matters you thought had been long settled.
Love and Deepspace.
When you and Tyler had first committed to each other, you had sat him down and clearly explained how your love for otome games wouldnât interfere with your relationship. What you sought in fiction was vastly different from what you needed in real life. As a self-identified "men-are-disgusting" type, you had always trusted your parents to help you understand the difference between right and wrong, and to guide you toward the right kind of person. When Tyler came into your life, he seemed to check all the boxes: good-looking, smart, organized, and a great companion. So you took a chance on love.
But over the past few months, things had taken a turn for the worse. You began to notice how inconsiderate Tyler could be toward your feelings, and how little effort he seemed to put into the relationship. On top of that, he began to criticize you for being a âmerch-collecting freakâ and for not knowing how to invest your money. The irony wasnât lost on you, especially since the only "merch" you collected were plushies and a few rare 4-star banner posters â things you bought with your hard-earned money, and that you had every right to spend as you pleased. You dismissed his behavior for a while, but it all came to a head one day when you came home to find him tearing up your posters in a fit of spite.
You confronted him, demanding to know why he had destroyed your things, and his response ââYou donât need otome games when you have meââ was the breaking point. In that moment, you realized that you couldnât even keep your own interests around him without facing ridicule. That day, you made a wise decision. You slapped him across the face and, with the help of some neighbors, you kicked him out of your apartment, officially ending the relationship once and for all.
You didnât regret your decision one bit. Aside from the moments with him that were genuinely worth feeling sad about, you surprisingly didnât miss him much either. It seemed that, subconsciously, you had been prepared to leave him the moment his behavior began to shift. Setting your empty utensils aside, you sprawled out on your stomach, unlocked your phone, and opened the app that had, in many ways, saved you from what could have developed into a toxic relationship.
âSome long for longevity⌠before fading to dust. Some long for eternal sleepâŚâ you belted out the theme song, singing at the top of your lungs as you pressed enter. You recited aloud the random information on the white loading display: âLemuria is an ancient, marine civilization recorded in legends. Its unique, advanced technologies are difficult to use.â You paused mid-sentence, tilting your head slightly as a thought struck you. âDoes that mean Lemuriaâs technologies would be far more advanced than ours if it actually existed? Iâll have to ask Reddit later.â
The game opens with a silver-haired man rubbing his chin in thought, donning a brown sweater and black slacks. It seems Sylus has decided to greet you today. Heâs recently become your main choice after Rafayel in the game, but the others hold a special place in your heart as well, so you always ensure to include them when selecting who you want to meet at Destiny CafĂŠ. You quickly navigate to the agenda to claim your night-login stamina before it expires. However, when you return, youâre met with a âfailed to connect. Retry or return to loginâ pop-up. You press âretry,â glancing over your shoulder to check if your routerâs LED lights are blinking as they should.
This time, when the game reboots and you log back in, youâre greeted by the purple-haired man who somehow manages to climb his way onto the first place among your lead choices even after new releases. You are one of those players who had been in the fandom just some time after the game released officially and Rafayel has been your choice of ML ever since, though you do get bias-wrecked by Sylus every so often. You smile, not at all bothered by the shift in characters, and admire his âasymmetrical romanceâ outfit, paired with a big, vibrant red bow. Rafayel suddenly closes the distance between you and the screen, leaning down so that his eyes meet yours although it feels far from mere programming.
His mystical eyes are wide, holding a strange clarity, as though heâs uncovered something. His soft features are lit up with eyebrows arched and full lips drawn in a small part. He tilts his head, seeming momentarily stunned. You wait patiently, suspecting the devs may have added a new update for how characters interact with you. You would have missed it had you not been paying close attention, but you distinctly hear him whisper "beautiful," clear as day.
A soft pink blooms on your cheeks, and you flinch slightly, caught off guard by the timbre of his voice and the unexpected compliment. You wonder why the word didnât appear in the captions but brush it off as a possible glitch. Unable to resist, you flick some stray hair away from your face and respond cheekily, âI know, right?â
You could have sworn you saw the faintest quirk of his lips as he stepped back, but then again, your brain is frazzled from overwork, and you wouldnât trust it for opinions at this moment. You still have a daily task remaining, so you select "Quality Time" and set the timer for 30 minutes to work with him. You position your phone upright, supported by a cushion, and gather the utensils to take them to the dishwasher.
After putting your overcoat, bag, and other items in their proper places, you shake your shirt off your shoulders, deciding to freshen up for the evening. Had you been more observant, you might have noticed an unusually flustered Rafayel, his eyes fixed on you as you walked past the living room and toward your bedroom in just your bralette and pencil skirt.
When you slip out of his sight, he sets down his fountain pen and leans toward the screen once more. His iridescent irises, the color of dusk, shift around your living room, watching with a kind of unrestrained curiosity. They take in the unfamiliar world with the weight of a thousand unspoken questions, their intensity hidden behind lips that are pressed in quiet contemplation. Long, pale fingers, hesitant yet deliberate, tap softly against the unyielding glass that separates him from whatever lies beyond it.
He listens, the faint sound of your footsteps growing nearer, and in an instant, he straightens up. With a swift motion, he grabs his pen, resuming his drawing as though he had never strayed from his post. Later, he tells himself. Later, when you arenât around, he will unravel the mystery of what this all means.
You emerge from the bathroom, hair damp from your shower, and sink into the sofa, still wearing your pajamas, a packet of chips resting on the table in front of you. His gaze drifts to you every now and then, some sort of fascination blooming in the quiet chambers of his heart for how your existence goes against everything he knows. You sometimes catch his gaze and before you start to ponder about it, he unwillingly utters words that feel like metal on his tongue â words that youâd consider entirely normal â words that would show in the captions. He clicks his tongue in distaste, not liking being pressed into speaking phrases that donât truly belong to him â just empty lines, part of some programmed response. Yet, despite this reluctance, it doesn't stop him from continuing to steal glances at you, as if something distinct about you holds his attention despite himself.
And for the first time in months, he lets his phone beside him ring, despite the familiar caller ID���his miss bodyguardâs. The world around him â around you â seems to fade into the background, and for a fleeting moment, he is wholly, silently present in this strange, ordinary space that feels anything but ordinary.
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#rika's works â#love and deep space#lnds#loveanddeepspace#lads rafayel#lads#lnds rafayel#love and deep space rafayel#rafayel love and deepspace#rafayel x you#qi yu#rafayel x mc#self aware au#qi yu love and deepspace#qi yu x reader#qi yu lads#rafayel lads#qi yu smut#rafayel angst#lads x reader#rafayel x reader#lads angst#lnds x reader#lnds x you#lnds x mc#love and deep space fic
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Arthur and John trying the this isnât you trope on Kayne of all people was kind of hilarious
#genuinely did they actually think it was going to work#like guys i love you but bffr#is this still a safe space for kayne fans btwâŚasking for a friend#like Iâm sorry itâs not my fault heâs so fun#Iâm aware heâs evil but I raise you this: heâs hilarious#kayne malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent 52#malevolent spoilers#arthur lester#john malevolent
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Prompt 318
Danny is learning how to shapeshift. Itâs fun, really, and he honestly thinks itâs more than a little cool. Plus itâs not a learn or you fully die sort of thing, which is pretty cool too. He just erm, mightâve also made a mistake. A little oopsie. An uh-oh.Â
Erm. So. Apparently stuff stays when you go from ghost to human form. Just erm. More⌠permanent? Look he panicked, okay! And it wouldnât have been that bad if not for the fact erm⌠his friends mightâve done it tooâŚ?Â
Okay, okay, this is fine erm. Oh hi Mom, Dad I- O-oh yeah! D-definitely! Psst, Tucker, whatâs a metaâŚ? Oh. Okay yeah- wait can they use this to avoid the GIW thing? They definitely could, right? Like they definitely can- Sam we need the corkboard!
Er. And inform their parents too⌠even if itâs more than a little obvious. Maybe they shouldnât have been trying to mix and matchâŚ
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#My art#Halfa Trio#Team Feline Au#Nekomata Sam#Sphinx Tucker#Griffin Danny#âExcuse me weâre not ghosts weâre metas thanks >:/â#The rest of the class might go a bit wild over the loser trio apparently being metas now#They post so many pictures- not that the trio is aware at first#Tucker is the first to find out & realizes they can Use This#Look me in the eyes and tell me the internet WOULDNâT go wild over trio of cat people#They werenât expecting any of this#The moment they ever go to another city the local hero who goes online is zeroing in#Why yes the trio snuggle up together in a purring pile on the bus#Also yes they do go to Frostbite & other not-so human looking ghosts for help with clothing#And shoes for paws#space core danny#storm core tucker#life core sam#ironic with what nekomata are associated with
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i drew this freak!!!!!
#the picture i referenced it from had nastya too so i was gonna draw her but i kind of liked it just him!:P#the mechanisms#the mechs band#the mechs fanart#jonny d'ville#spacespore art tag#in case you guys arent aware this band is doing something dangerous to my brain im getting a little obsessed#i love sci fi things have too much lore to understand.....#im usually not into this genre of music either but the sci fi space pirate mythology aspects enticed me
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in a mood (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing#i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much.#maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper#he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid#but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd#be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think#would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...)#and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish#though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle#ruporas art
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itâs so difficult being someone who needs to talk to themself in public. there is no way for me to avoid looking âcrazyâ when im constantly shouting or whispering to myself or jerking my neck. i wish people understood this doesnât mean im dangerous. people with many different mental illnesses or disorders face this issue as well and all situations deserve more compassion. treat people who talk to themselves loudly or quietly, continuously, repeatedly, or with pauses, the same as anyone else.
Edit: not targeted at anyone but I feel the need to say that This post is about tics and tourettes and psychosis please do not derail, your experience with needing to mutter bc of ADHD, autism, etc, is valid but different than being uncontrollably loud, and this is about an experience that's often left out of conversation.
#neurdivergency#touretteâs#ts#touretteâs syndrome#mental illness#neurodiversity#neuropunk#ticpunk#touretteâs awareness#tic disorder#psychotic safe space#psychotic disorders#psychosis awareness#neurodivergent
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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