request: āš ā "art deco" by Lana Del Rey + Charles Leclerc please?ā
NOTE: this has some drinking mentions, so if you donāt feel comfortable with that pls donāt read! cant believe carlos got pole in monzaā¦ the chances of ferrari actually getting a 1-2 are higher so yk what maybe this fic could become somewhat less fictional! MONZA IS FOR THE DREAMERSš
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charlesfan1 charles teach us your waysš
ynfan1 suddenly iām gay
charles_leclerc You drunk enough for the both of us
ā¤· yourusername i regret everything
ynfan2 now i wanna go out too
ynfan3 this weekend better give her a reason to party too
pierregasly Howās the hungover?
ā¤· yourusername made me consider never drinking again
charlesfan2 as a tifosi iām glad charlesās good luck charm is here
charlesfan3 i wish i looked that good after getting drunk
charlesfan4 not her partying when itās race week
ā¤· ynfan4 not u being pressed when charles was right there with herš
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yourusername l'amore della mia vita the love of my life
ā¤· charles_leclerc Sono pazzo di te Iām crazy about you
ā¤· carlossainz55 Stop pretending you speak italian, Y/Nš
ā¤· yourusername i speak more than you for sure. and i donāt drive for ferrari.
ā¤· carlossainz55 Too far.
leclerc_pascale ā¤ļø
ā¤· charles.jpg Je t'aime tellement maman I love you so much mum
I'll use this as an opportunity to formally introduce my headcanon Germany + his (old) reference sheet. Same character, modified design. Germany's canon uniform is simplified for the purpose of animation, and that's fine, but as a fashion-history lover I wanted to reimagine what he would look like if Hetalia was historically accurate.
āļøThis is the same uniform! Germany is canonically in the Wehrmacht Heer. My Germany is still in the Wehrmacht Heer, his uniform is just more accurate.āļø
These are all the same uniform. APH Germany is in the Nazi German army. He wears a Nazi uniform in the anime and manga.
Notes
Short, parted hair styles were popular during this time period and my Germany's hair style is modeled after Wehrmacht soldiers.
The colour of the uniform Germany is wearing is called feldgrau. Real Heer uniforms are grayish green as compared to the canon Germany's forest green uniform.
For the average Wehrmacht officer, Iron Crosses may only be worn during holidays or special events. This is why in one picture Germany can be shown with an Iron Cross below his neck while in the other, you can only see its ribbon. This is meant to demonstrate how he would appear during, for example, an awards ceremony versus everyday wear. This was a common technique used by many officers to show that they had recieved the distinction without breaking military decorum.
And yes!! The Berlin trip was exhausting, but it was really fun! And aaa Iām glad you liked the song! ^w^ Itās really catchy to me
As Iāve mentioned, I did a little wedding thing for some TWST characters š So for some context, the reader/you are going to go to a large family wedding thatās coming up. Which also means extended relatives! You didnāt want to go out alone, so you decided to invite your friend as a plus-one. This is mainly platonic, but reader/you and the characters are implied to have some Feelingsā¢ for each other,, š šš [The mini headcanons may be a bit messy- I hope you donāt mind!!]
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Vil Schoenheit (HE MAY SEEM KINDA OOC HERE I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE,,)
-Congratulations! Youāve just gotten the biggest family flex of the century! Bragging rights forever!!
-He helps you with dressing up and styling your hair-
-Youāre interrogated the second you step into the venue because holy sh*t is that the Vil Schoenheit??
-Vil will excuse both of you if he notices youāre getting overwhelmed by the barrage of questions. Heās had his fair share of social conventions and he knows his way around them
-Seeing how heās so popular, thereās a pretty good chance that he also gets barraged with questions by the guests- And though heās used to that sort of thing, you manage to break him away from the busy atmosphere and take him on a walk through the rose garden outside to get some fresh air
-The peaceful and quiet atmosphere is really nice, so you stay out there for a while. Unfortunately, you two do loose track of time because while youāre out there, the fireworks display began to start. Though you say you should go back and join the others, Vil convinces you to stay in the garden with him, and he pulls you down to sit with him on a bench, seeing the fireworks go off in the sky. The two of you could still see the fireworks just fine, no?
-āWhat a beautiful sight,ā you say watching the night sky pop with colourful fireworks.
-Vil glances at you, and he saw how the colours reflected in your eyes. āYes,ā he said, āit is.ā
Trey Clover
-One of the best people to have as a plus-one and meet the family to be honest
-His polite, caring charisma and dashing looks are a deadly combination
-Heās open to chatting with anyone, and he shares recipes and baking tips!
-You two get different desserts and you compare each otherās
-āThis is really good, you have to try it!ā And he holds out his spoon to feed you some of his dessert
-I donāt know why, but I love the image of him analysing each dessert like heās some pĆ¢tissier Gordon Ramsay. Heās more of a Paul Hollywood though
-Kind of a bad dancer but that adds to his charm š¤
-I can see him hanging out with the grandparentsā¦ Theyād love him, letās be honest. Theyād pat you on the back and nod in approval for finding such a nice young man. You have to tell them youāre not dating
-āYouāre not dating yet, you mean!ā Your grandma says.
-āGrandma, no-ā
-I can see Cater hyping him up through text messages kfjgnb
Cater Diamond
-TAKES SO MANY PHOTOS. SO MANY SELFIES. SO MANY PICTURES OF THE DECOR, THE SCENERY, YOU, EVERYTHING
-āWait, let me take one more pictureāā Proceeds to take fifty more
-Also asks you to take some photos of him too so he can upload them to Magicam. Heās uploading them in real time
-Just imagine the hashtags heād make
-Pretty fun date overall! Probably hasnāt been to a wedding before so heās pretty excited
-Social butterfly, and by the end of the wedding, heās probably met your entire extended family kjfkjhbd
-There was a glitter bar and he was ECSTATIC,, He asks you if you want to get some glitter makeup with him and now both your faces are bedazzled with glitter
-Fun dancer! Probably in a lot of dancing candid shots
-Though, he does manage to snag a photo of you dancing wholeheartedly and having the brightest grin on your face as an upbeat love song plays, the coloured lights catching in your hair,, heāll keep this one photo private
Azul Ashengrotto
-Wants to make a good impression on your family, so he makes you give him a PowerPoint slideshow presentation on your family membersā
-Not a bad date! He gets along well with your family
-Probably manages to overhear all the juicy family gossip and is living for it
-The bride ended up tossing the bouquet way too far and Azul ended up catching it. Now all the uncles are patting him on the shoulder saying congratulations and now heās trying to hide his embarrassment because he knows exactly what theyāre insinuating
-Ngl, heād probably advertise the Mostro Lounge,, networking king honestly
-The bride and groom wanted one last private dance and as the others were preparing for the send-off, you and Azul have a little dance of your own, listening to the music drifting out of the open windows
-It was a little bit of a surprise for you; Azul didnāt strike you as much of a dancer but he was doing pretty well (He may or may not have practiced a lot-)
-Itās honestly a pretty tender moment; you follow his lead while you lay your head against his shoulder while he gazes at you so softly
Jade Leech
-Surprisingly eager to agree?? Heās curious to see how humans on land celebrate weddings, and itās an opportunity to spend time with you, so win-win
-There was a DIY mocktail bar and Jade had the audacity to make you a drink with the most wack combination of ingredients youāve ever heard. Why are you smiling while offering a drink infused with watermelon and cayenne pepper. Jade? Jadeā
-Your aunts are charmed with Jade, and they ask you why werenāt you dating such a polite young man?? Heās enjoying every second of your embarrassment
-Fans the flames like āYes (Name), why arenāt we dating?ā
-Pretty chill on the dance floor and mostly just sways along to the music tbh
-How did he get in all the important family photos
-He got a personal invite to the next family gathering and had the sheer audacity to invite you as his plus-one
Jamil Viper
-A bit nervous about having to leave Kalim, but you both manage to convince him itāll be fine. Itās just for a few hours!
-He absolutely tears it up on the dance floor. Itās his dance floor and weāre all just dancing on it
-You and him are also in a lot of candid shots dancing together!
-Gets along well with your family and the other guests (And tries so hard to not be passive-aggressive to your mean relatives. Whether he succeeds or not is up for debate)
-Although, the ceremony was to take place outside, and that meant bugs. So, as the bride was saying her vows, a roach landed on Jamilās knee, and you were the first one to notice. You could feel the sweat sliding down the back of your neck as the bug casually crawled around. By some absolute miracle, Jamil didnāt notice it yet
-āJamil,ā you whisper just as the guests applauded the newlyweds kissing.
-āYeah?ā
-āI need you to trust me and not look down.āĀ
-Jamil, currently living in blissful ignorance, is confused, but says āsure?ā Heās suspicious now. You need to be quick.
-As the guests are walking away, you slap the bug off his knee and he screams bloody murder at the sudden sight of the bug flying in front of his face
-RIP Jamil he canāt catch a break
-Aside from that though, pretty chill time!
Kalim Al-Asim
-Very excited to go with you to the wedding!!
-Even though you insist he doesnāt have to, he gets the newlyweds so. Many. Gifts. And theyāre all expensive too; itās to the point where the bride and groom genuinely consider giving some back kjfngb- Kalim assures them itās fine though!!
-Gets along great with the young kids there! The flower girl asked him to dance and now all the kids want to dance with him fgjnbg
-You have to pull him away from them so he can finally get some food fkgjnb
-Sucks for you because they still follow him around like an entourage. You just stand there like "š§āāļø"
-Another fun dancer and very social! Heās a fun date tbh
-After the wedding was finished and all the guests were sent away, you two were still hungry, so you did some Mac and cheese at home
-He says he had a great time and hopes heāll get invited to the next family outing!
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I hope you enjoyed this! I hope no one seems super OOC or anything fghjnfb- (Also happy birthday to Zero! :D)
Jackdaw Anon š¦
ISNT HE GORGEOUS? UGH I ADORE HIM. I CANT WIAT TO PLAY HIS ROUTE!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAA WAIT I LOVE PLUS ONE TROPES THEYRE MY FAVORITE?!?!??!?!?!?! U INCLUDED TREY AND VIL AND AZUL!??!?!?! IMF OAMING AT THE MOUTH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA VILS WAS SO CUTE .... IT WASNT OOC AT ALL HE WOULD BE THAT SWEET AND GENTLE. SCREAMING. AAAAAAA IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR THE "ah yes beautiful sight *STARING RIGHT AT YOU* TROPES"
DAMN RIGHT GRANDPARENTS WE ARENT DATING YET!!!!! YET!!!!!!! TREY ITS YOUR FAMILY NEXT. WE ARE VISITING THEM.
AAAAAAAAAAAA CATER KEEPING TAHT ONE PICTURE PRIVATE IM GIGGLING AND SHEIRKING AHSFDJAHSFDHAGSFDHAGSFDHASGFDXHAGSFDHAGSFDHAGSGFD THATS SO CUTE YOUVE KILLED ME
azul would one hundred percent network at someones else wedding omg. ALSO THE BOUQUET PART?!?!?! IM FUCKING DEAD!??!?!?! WE SHOULD GET MARRIED AGAIN FR COME HERE POOKIEEEEE I LVOE YOU
"why arent we dating?" BECAUSE YOU HAVENT ASKED ME OUT YET YOURE TOO BUSY DEFLECTING JASHFDJASGFD also him getting his own invite to the next social is so real that would happen hes so sneaky JHASFDHAHSFGD
NOOOOO NOT YOU PUTTINGA ROACH ON HIS KNEE AJSHFDHAGSD JACKDAW ANON WHY WOULD YOU DO JAMIL LIKE THAT HELP NE &!@^$@!^#^%$!#@
KALIMS PART IS LITERALLY SO SWEET. YORUE RIGHT HE WOULD BE THE FUNNEEST DATE EVER (except for my networking bf but that sjust me <3)
I ENJOYE DTHIS SO MUCH AND THANK YOU FOR REMEMBERING ZERO'S BIRTHDAY <3333 I ADORE HIM
your post ab sugarbaby! denji is just *chefs kiss* š¤ i couldnāt stop thinking ab it!!
sugarbaby! denji who thought that his life couldnāt possible get any better until he became your sugar baby, youāre around his age and have always been so kind and welcoming to him ever since he started working at public safety<3
sugarbaby! denji who loves being able to spend his lunch breaks with you! he orders practically everything on the menu, even if he doesnāt know what it is because wellā¦free food is free food! he truly believes youāre some sort of angel sent from above
sugarbaby! denji who goes absolutely wild when you let him use your black card to his heartās content. he buys all sorts of manga, video games, and snacks (which never last more than a dayā¦power def raids his snack drawer and then proceeds to blame it on aki)
sugarbaby! denji who wants to gift you things too because a lovely angel such as yourself deserves to be spoiled too!! he may not have much money but when he does heāll buy you a bouquet of your favorite flowers with a cute heart-shaped box filled with yummy chocolates<3
Anon, we are holding hands and kissing, this is delicious <3
Sugarbaby! Denji who still wants to use your shampoo and your soap because he likes to smell like you and he just likes sharing with you!
He shared with Pochita all the time, always hand feeding him, so sharing one thing, eating off the same plate, wearing each others clothes, etc is like his only little love language. It makes him feel close to you.
Denji can be dumb, but I think he's good with numbers and money as he's able to calculate his debt and costs quickly, so he's actually good at keeping track of your money, it's just that large purchases don't feel very real to him because he could never imagine something as simple as buying a new console.
On the flip side, small purchases can make him anxious. He actually checks that he has enough for the littler purchases, but when he's done triple-checking, he gets all excited and will go wild!!
Watch out this man could probably eat cardboard fine but he will eat himself into tummy aches :[[
If you pay for Denji, you end up paying for Power (and Meowy) too, she will throw a bit of a tantrum if all three of you are together and you only get Denji and yourself something. She also tells you that it's unfair to not buy Meowy something on the way back, and that you need to get him a cat tower. She will bite and steal and claw and whine, but somehow you two don't mind.
Denji desperately needs more clothes and he finally gets to chose what to wear! Imagine him at a thrift store or simple warehouse looking at shirts and wondering what he likes and whats comfy, not what's cheapest. He dress in some god awful patterns and colours at first, but it's good for him to explore, so you encourage him
Denji probably has never even touched silk in his life, so when you want to get him some clothes with nice material, start small, otherwise he'll overwhelmed. Gift him a fancy shirt to start and he loses his mind over how soft it is, then work up and you can take him to a department store and a tailor, he looks so damn good in a black, silk dress shit with a low cut
GET THIS BOY BATH BOMBS!! My guy is happy just to bathe everyday, bubble bath, bath bombs and oils, romantic candles, flower petals, blow his mind!! Spoil him in every way!!
Speaking of, Denji also loves doing activities together!! Take him to a quiet onsen in the country for a weekend, where its calm and peaceful, lord knows he needs more of it. Denji usually doesn't mind being around a lot of people, but some venues, like a concert is a lot for him, but please also gift him experiences like theme parks, bath houses, fairs! He loves spending time with you!
When no one else is around, he'll talk to Pochita in his chest. It makes him feel a bit better about missing him. He'll talk about how you dote on him and show him yummy foods, that he's in his lover arms playing video games and so much more they didn't even dream of. Pochita loves you too for taking such good care of Denji
Most people in his life try to buy him or use him, so to be with you, kind-hearted lover you are, is a first for him. To have someone give with no expectations of giving back, purely to make him happy, its so foreign to our baby boy that he just might cry. The only relationship comparable is with Pochita, and while they do love each other unconditionally, it did start off with a deal.
Denji loves his gifts, but when he thinks of the best times with you, its because you two are together, trying out a new restaurant or cuddling in bed, or even giving him a cool rock you found, he loves it all. He always wants to be your lover-boy, money or not
Notes: so, English is not my native language so please don't be harsh on me. This supposed to be a one shot, I wrote it at 4am on my phone to avoid anxiety and in the morning I came up with some more ideas so, idk how long this will be, no more than 5 chapters for sure, I'll try to publish the second one soon. Also this is my first published fanfiction ever. I hope you like it.
āIf I could be who you wanted ā
Pairing: Fred Weasley x Fem reader
Neville Longbottom x Fem reader
Word account: 2,484
Summary: Fred Weasley has been your crush forever and getting him is a real possibility but, what if it's not what you need anymore?
His hair, beautifully brushing his nose, his long delicate fingers touching his wand, always playing with it, provoking occasionally sparks without his knowledge as a perfect example of how y/n was feeling her stomach, watching his every move. "Red is the colour of the heart, just like it is the hair of the man who stoled mine". Y/n wrote that when she was 13 and she was full of embarrassment recognizing that she was about to send him a card with that horrid text inside but stopped as soon as she saw him and his twin mocking Ginny and other cheesey girls on valentine's. Love was as funny and unreal for him as his older brother perfect pin badge. So y/n managed to keep her love for Fred Weasley a secret, no one knew she loved him so bad she wanted to throw up every time he touched her hair, even in a playful way, she should have felt like a dog but her whole underwear was full of weird stains that could prove that she was totally soked for the man most of the time, it was ridiculous. When she found out he wanted to be on The Triwizard Tournament she cried the whole night thinking about what could happen to him, what if he died, what if he got serious damage, God how she cried, always on the verge of dramatism, always concerned about his grades and what if he got expelled?, how could she managed to survive without looking at his amazing outline, his beautiful eyes, his lovely lips mocking her whit that mischievous smile. Damn to re-read y/n first years at Hogwarts diaries is agony. She was delusional for the man... and then, the fantasy became real, but not at all in the way she expected.
So, yeah, they weren't super close but they were friends, since first year, she practically sat beside him and George at every meal and teamed up with them from time to time on class, they joked, they play, they sang out loud at party's, coping each others homework. But it wasn't like she was going with them to Hogsmeade on weekends, she was not taken in consideration for big pranks, she didn't even get the scoop in them, he certainly didn't talk to her about his girls or bring her anything from his kitchen rounds. But then, one night something changed.
The whole Gryffindor house was celebrating winning the quidditch match against Hufflepuff, Cherry Coloured Funk by Cocteau twins was playing in the old record player while every student left tried to understand what the singer was singing about, comparing her to Celestina Warbeck, drunk laughter's filling the common room, a nice soft red conjured light making everything dreamy and surreal, y/n wasn't drunk but certainly feeling funny, relaxed enough to dance alone in front of other people without being self conscious, and then, she felt a cold hand on her's, pulling with force, making her trip over the hand owners lap, Fred's lap. Y/n blushed so hard, she was immediately trying to stand, they were separated from the others, so that made him brave enough to do what he did. As Heaven or Las Vegas was filling the night, Fred's soft long slim fingers were caressing her skirt fabric, above her knees, his other hand grabbing her waist, eyes locked on y/n, his mouth slightly open, lips almost touching her's, holding his breath while his thumb finally reached her core and just for a second he touched her. Y/n jumped at the sensation and woke him up from his drunkness, he let her go and she went upstairs to wash her face, running through the whole staircase and finding her room empty, the other girls were probably around the castle kissing boys. As soon as she was alone she was full of regret, why did she run away? Why did he did that? Was that real or one of her daydreams coming to life courtesy of firewhiskey? Y/n finished washing her face when she hear some shy knocking on the door, it was Fred.
He looked embarrassed, something so unsettling to witness given the fact that he was always so confident and nonchalant. He stood there, red face matching his hair when he started speaking in a hurry, bumbling:
love I'm so sorry I, I want to apologize, I didn't mean, I, I don't know what happened to me, I wasn't sure what I...
She simply said: it's fine, it is really I don't, I mean It was nice.
She sounded so bloody stupid, but she did not want to make him feel as awful as he looked and besides she wasn't lying. Fred stood there in silence without a clue on what to do next, she was feeling the same way, but then he said
Are you... alone?
Yes
Wonderful
He got inside the room and closed the door with a locking charm and a silencing spell, then walked slowly to y/n looking relieved and more like himself
You know sweetheart, you shouldn't let anyone ever touch you like that, you seemed scared, maybe I was too harsh?
No! No, it was -
Nice yeah, you said that but, didn't look like you enjoyed yourself so much do you? I might be a little drunk but, I can recognize when a girl is not happy with my advances
Y/n was shocked, how could this be happening? The whole conversation was unreal, he was making her feel like a little furry creature, nervousness weakening her knees, her knickers almost dropping just by looking at him, Fred bloody Weasley in her damn room, eyes full of...desire? quidditch uniform still on, his classic mischievous smile coming up, him, getting closer and closer to her
He held her hand
Is it ok that I'm here?
Y -yeah, sure
Do YOU want me here?
Y/n managed to nod slowly but he immediately said
Use your words princess
I-
He was gently touching her cheek, instantly making her close her eyes as he got closer to her lips, whispering
Do you want me here?
And releasing a sight she was holding since the first time she saw him on the train to Hogwarts she said
I do.
He kissed her.
He's soft lips were caressing her's so slowly and delicately while his scent filled y/n's head, he got his hands on her's, fingers interwined, guiding y/n slowly to the bed, his wet tongue licking her lower lip, making y/n whimper in surprise. She had never ever kissed a boy in the french way before which was her biggest insecurity given the fact that she was almost sixteen. Fred stoped.
Love, please tell me if I am wrong but, is this your first kiss?
She guessed it was her scared look what gave her away
Ahm
She started to get away but he stopped her
Princess if I'm making you uncomfortable please tell me and I'll leave you alone forever, but kissing your beautiful lips before any man its my biggest achievement so far, so, tell me, I'm the first?
Y/n's pride was hurt a little when she quietly said
You are.
Y/n had never seen lust before, Fred's eyes were almost black and closed while he reached to kiss her more passionately than before, holding her face between his hands while she dared to put her hands through his long beautiful hair, immediately rewarded with a soft grunt fully delivered in her mouth. She could feel her core throbbing, head spinning, hormones screaming through her skin by the feeling of his tongue all over her's, he put her on the bed softly and then got on top of her, his long strong legs opening her's, y/n could feel his hardness through their clothes, pushing hard on her wet pussy, his hands were all over her legs and ass while her hands were fumbling under his sweater, reaching his bare stomach and hips. Fred was over the edge, the other girls he had before were much more experienced and older than him, he always ended up being their prey, this was the very first time he was in control and he liked it so much he was ready to cum just now. It wasn't just that. To be honest, he was absolutely turned on by y/n since he found out about her sweet crush on him in third year, he liked to pet her just to see her blush, but it wasn't until this night, with his confidence over the cloud's by wining the game that he had the courage to make his fantasy's real. Y/n eyes were full of adoration, he could feel his dick getting painfully hard as she lay beneath him, so horny and willing to give herself to him. She looked so beautiful he couldn't stop touching her skin while looking at her in the eyes just to see her reaction. She was so sensitive, that when he started to take her clothes she was full of goosebumps, almost drooling at the sight of him without his sweater and t shirt.
Y/n was totally sober by now because of the impression, was her first time happening? She was about to lose her virginity to Fred Weasley? How could she be so lucky? And then she started feeling worried, what if she didn't make him feel good? She didn't know how to give pleasure to a boy, and he looked so secure, in charge of everything... he must had read her thought because he suddenly said
Y/n do you want to stop? It's ok if you do, no hard feelings or anything, if you are not comfortable we can just hang and that's all
She was glad he didn't said he'll leave.
It's ok Fred, I want you
Jesus fucking Christ y/n had never said anything so direct and needy in her whole life, what was it about this man that turned her into a complete moron. She wished that it was more alcohol in her system to keep her relax and cool but the fire whiskey was long gone with all of her sweat and lubrication. That thought made her question, what if Fred was so drunk she was taking advantage of him
But ahm, aren't you drunk? Isn't this something you would regret tomorrow? What if I'm taking advantage of you? Your judgement is not right at the moment we should...
Fred laughed, he couldn't believe how sweet she was, he got closer to her ear and whispered
Love, I'm going to destroy your little pussy.
She was unable to contain a moan, Fred started kissing her neck, licking his way down on her, y/n's breath was shaking, she didn't knew what to do or what was gonna happen, Fred was pulling aside her little flowered pantys and without warning, he started licking her violently. It was incredible helpful that he put a silence charm on before because y/n's whimpers could have woken up the entire castle. She tasted so good he couldn't stoped liking her hole cunt and the fact that she was fully soaked for him before he even did anything was priceless. He wanted to put his fingers inside her but he managed to wait, he just had to see her face while he took her virginity.
Y/n was almost fainting, she didn't knew she could feel that much pleasure, that boy's could do that with their tongs, she was over the edge and without even thinking she said
Fred, fuck me, please, I need you
He almost came. Having her pleading for his dick while he eat her was just too much, he pulled apart from her and stood
What did you say princess?
Y/n was totally out of herself
Im, I- I want you, I want you inside me
Y/n's sudden shyness made his dick leak some pre cum and he unbuttoned his trousers. She was so freaking cute, he couldn't handle it, all of those years of watching her, so shy, so tender, and now he was about to make her his.
Y/n couldn't stop staring at Fred's amazing torso exposed, his muscly arms, long slim fingers, soft messy hair, smooth skin, and then his wonderful knob in all of his glory making her a little bit worried, he was all over the edge by the impression in her face
Love don't worry, you'll take me just fine
Fred got on top of her again, kissing every part of her body, sucking her breast, caressing her body with the tip of his fingers, causing goosebumps all over her...agitated breath anticipating the pain.
She felt it, his huge hard dick all over her fanny, so tasty it made them both grunt loudly, he's started swearing quietly while he rocked her, getting all wet and nice to make it fit, and then looked at her in the eyes
Last chance to run angel, are you sure you want me to...
Y/n kissed him and then she said
Fred I'm already yours just take me -
And he did. He knew for a fact that making things slowly just prolonged the pain so he did give her his whole cock in one exhibit while he scrutinized her face, her eyes, her lips. He wanted to memorize all of the perfect sounds his little princess was making for him, because of him. He kept fucking her, asking occasionally if she was alright.
Princess can I come inside you?
Y/n couldn't handle it anymore and came so badly she stopped hearing what he said after. She sensed her insides full of his delicious juices and felt happy that he understood and kept her eyes closed for a while, trying to conceive what had just happened.
Fred was freaked, he just told her that he wanted to filled her with his baby's. He had never ever said (neither thought) that before, wtf was going on with him. And the worst part was that he actually meant it? His dick was getting hard again just by thinking of it. Merlin, and she wasn't saying anything. What should he do?
ahhhhh @crowleyholmes chii my darling my love thank you for the tag!!! (hope y'all don't mind that i started a new thread ahdhfkdkfk)
Are you named after anyone?
no, im not; im named after this (i received a cd of their greatest hits from at least one person - often more - as a birthday present every bloody year from like 6-14yo. genuinely had at least 8 copies at one point)
When was the last time you cried?
i cry at anything, and do it often - usually a few frustrated cries before i pull up the big girl pants - but last proper cry was probably a couple of weeks ago to my mum
Do you have kids?
not yet š„° (would like to!!!)
What sports do you play / have you played?
i don't play much of anything anymore but i used to be into hockey and netball as a teen, very enid blyton
Do you use sarcasm?
of course not
What is the first thing you notice about people?
sounds silly but in general, their body language? like, are they comfortable, are they shy, are they holding themselves confidently etc
Eye colour?
dark blue, almost grey!
Scary movies or happy endings?
tbh, im not the hugest fan of either? like dgmw i like a happy ending story as much as anyone, and yeah okay i prefer it to scary, but -- š¤ peak story is a 'not-quite-happy, not-quite-sad' story... a 'it is what it is' narrative, or better yet one that leaves you with more questions than you started with
Any talents?
im very happy being a jack of all trades in most respects, tbhāØ except excel actually, im pretty good at excel and take pride in that. freak in the sheets
Where were you born?
in a seaside town in south devon, UK š„° somewhere that looks like this (for like. 2 days a year, usually the august bank holiday)
What are your hobbies?
i do love a good walk, i live near moorland so a small drive and then a nice, brisk (and often fucking freezing) stroll š but i also do a fair bit of embroidery, furniture restoration (i have quite a few retro pieces), and gardening. obviously love a doom scroll, and slug days are usually for playing video games, and reading
Do you have any pets?
one! my egg mcmuffin boy, never done a thing wrong in his life:
How tall are you?
around 5'8-9, tbh i don't even know but fairly tall
Favourite subject?
history, probably then followed by english, foreign languages, and maths
Dream job?
once upon a time i wanted to be an interpreter lmaooo but tbh im fairly happy in the field im in now - work to live, rather than live to work. if i could wave a wand though, probably something creative - graphic design or video editing
no pressure tags!!! (apologies if you've already been tagged bbys im flying blind here) @robinwithay @sabotage-on-mercury @weasleywrinkles @dontbotheraziraphale @idliketobeatree and anyone else who'd like to join!!!š
Colors of spice? Wtf does that even mean. Just browns, greens and blacks? Why not take inspiration from our colorful heritage, festivals, textiles or even the flora and fauna. Have they not seen our beautiful birds? Hello! Peacocks!
Do they know how to use google? How about open a history book or even a wikipedia article? Ffs their arrogance is staggering atp! š¤¬š¤¬š¤¬
Seeing what Cressida is wearing this season Iām actually happy they didnāt take inspo from peacocks š
I feel like it was a throwaway comment which makes it worse imo. As if thatās what comes to your mind mentally when you think Indian or South Asian people. Really thought they were doing something with that spice comment. Sorry honey you were not.
But I agree with you anon! We have so much to look at for inspiration! I mean literally just look at latest South Asian fashion and just take what you will from there. Tbh an expert isnt even needed for colours and designs. We get it Kateās looks arenāt priority this season but at least use google??? This also just shows they donāt know the bare minimum especially when they donāt know the difference between a dupatta and what Sarees are. Huge difference bro.
Thank god for all the other fugly looks this season (sorry but Iām not a fan) because if they kept everything the same and changed it up for Kate thatās weirdly alienating. You donāt have to make it so obvious sheās not English. They were on the right track last season imo. The dresses were western enough to suit Bridgertons aesthetic but also had the nice amount of Indian/South Asian flair. Literally all of those dresses I could easily remake by going to frantic stores in India.
I donāt really see a lot of Indian influence in the clothes right now. Sure weāve only seen three outfits? But theyāve all been trash sorry. And post spice comment that reddish make out dress makes me think tandoori masala. Kate is a snack and a half (Anthony would know) but Iām sure thatās not what they were aiming for. The colours arenāt it. And nothing in the designs screams Indian either. It just looks bargain bin fabric.
The biggest issues for me is that they donāt suit Kateās (Simone) skin tone? Iāve only seen gori gori Indian girls wear such neutral tones and look good. Simone looks great but sheās look way better in colours that were bolder. Nor is it culturally appropriate considering Kateās young and newly married and usually brides wear bold and bright colours. Not neutral tones. Using jewel tones was š¤š½ and they should stuck to it. God what I wouldnāt do to have that Sheffields dinner dress Kate wears.
Letās see what the other looks in the season are like for Kate. Iām not too optimistic but I guess shitty fashion is the compromise I need to make to get three seconds of kanthony time.
Were you named after anyone? Molly Ringwald's character in Pretty in Pink š
Do you have kids? Fuck no š¤Ø never wanted any and still don't, but have nannied for two babies/toddlers and after awhile they can start to feel like your quasi kids. You love them and it's hard to hand them back to parents who don't really... feel the need to put as much effort into parenting as you do into taking care of them when they're with you. If that makes sense.
When was the last time you cried? Yesterday
What sports have you played/do you play? Basketball through elementary and middle school but dropped off in high school. And a bit of volleyball but whew that was an epic fail. Does golf count? Darts? Pool? Flip cup? Beer pong? No? Ok
Do you use sarcasm?Ā huh what idk
First thing you notice about people? I don't really think about it tbh. Correction, Sam says I'm always saying whether or not someone has kind eyes š„“
Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings, but also if the horror has a fantastic plot twist then š¤š»
What are your hobbies? Reading, writing, video games, I like music gameshows don't judge me, haven't drawn in forever but in theory that's still a hobby just one I've set aside. Sleeping. Really good at that one. Cooking.
What is your eye colour? Green/hazel
Any talents? I make a mean potato salad? (No fuckin raisins š)
Where were you born? Illinois
Do you have any pets? No, haven't had any since my pug died several years back
How tall are you? 5'5
Favorite subject in school? Other than art... probably history. Or choir/band
Dream Job? Art history professor (shocking, I know) or perhaps a curator. Art restoration. Something within that general arena.
Idk who to tag cuz idk who's done it. Everyone? @syngularitysyn @anonymous-red-506 @100hearteyes @commanderlexaofthegrounders @sassymajesty @heda-in-the-clouds @gabywithoutthedollhouse @bisexualseraphim and literally anyone else just tag me back
Do you have any advice/tutorials on coloring? Particularly like the kind in this post: https://at.tumblr.com/ink-mar-qin/706429721172377600/jmuwt5cbkpih (really pretty!)
I've never figured out how to achieve colors like this; I was wondering whether you started with the usual base pallette and used blending modes, or if you selected the different colors yourself. The highlights especially add a lot to the piece and I was curious how you made the jump from green ā pinkish like that. I took a color theory class last year in college, but despite my hopes we didn't actually learn how to do lighting or painting so much as graphic design color theory :/ rip
Don't feel pressured by my asking though; I understand if you don't want to say. Magicians code etc lol
Honestly, I don't know.. I just go with the heartš¤·
But I'm glad you specifically choose the one that I made by IbisPaint, which automatically record ur art process loll
I hope the video helps tho
I drew the line using paper, colour it with Ibisš¤Idk if it works or not jhfsdghknccsdh
This fanart has been inspired by Lauren Shippen herself, from the # she put on the reblog she did of my Jeremy Bradshaw sleeping fanart āalso: new headcanon I now have vipin started TAing for Jeremy when he was still in undergrad soJeremy also has one photo of the two of them at Vipin's graduation in his officeā. So I had to draw it of course, Iām so thankful for Laurenās support, feeling truly so honoured so this is the least I can do š¤§
This is to me, what Vipin asked to do to Jeremy, and so he did because he has always appreciated Vipin (a beginning of friendship there?? They both cherish that pic for sure and yes I plan on drawing Jeremyās office, and yeah I only drew this to put it in a small frame in Jeremyās office, thatās my dedication šš¤ Iām putting a read more for a further explanation of my headcanon and also the outfit (regalia, cords, medallions wise) because yeah there is a whole day of research behind this and also finger cramps because my Apple Pencil decided to slowly d word on me as I was trying to finish this fanart so I used my fingers jejdjd)
So: please know that Iām French, so it was very hard to find information about graduation ceremonies: we do not have that in France, so Iām sorry if something is off!
First of all, professors and whole faculty members must wear their regalia at graduation ceremonies hence Jeremy having his academic regalia. And it made me learn that the velvet colour on some parts of it + the hood colour differ depending on the field they had their phd in, Jeremyās is white because to me he has his phd in history (at least from what I understood, as even in S1 EP01 he talks in his lecture room about getting credits in history) which counts in the āart, social and humanitiesā section because history counts as humanities which is white. (Which also explains why Vipinās tassel on his cap is white because to me he also went in that field) Jeremyās hat is a velvet tam with a gold tassel which is the formal hat for the doctorate level.
Thenā¦ come Vipinās cords and medallions. I headcanon Vipin as a really high achieving student, I might be wrong though, but he is too great of a TA to not be. So as a disclaimer: all the information I gathered there come from things linked to the Bridgewater State University because I really wanted to be accurate as much as I possibly could (Yes I truly spent a day for that and I might have drunk one or two Monsters).
For the medallions: the one with the black neck ribbon is āthe Diversity Champion medallion recognizes and honors those students who have worked tirelessly for the advancement of diversity and inclusion during their time at Bridgewater College.ā I really see Vipin trying to really be actively trying to make it go for the best in clubs and such at BSU and the second one with the blue/green neck ribbon is āThe Alpha Chi medallion symbolizes the honor and distinction of being a member of the national academic honor society.
The supporting neck ribbon is in the colors of Alpha Chi.ā
Which brings us to the cords he has on his regalia: the green and blue cords represent Alpha Chi as well.
The gold cord represent his level of achievement itās for āsumma cum laudeā (āmeaning "with highest praise", typically awarded to graduates in the top 1%, 2%, or 5% of their class, depending on the institution.ā Which is the highest distinction one can have when you get a diploma at uni in the US).
Then the red and blue cords āGraduates wearing blue and red cords with mixed tassels are members of the national history honor society, Phi Alpha Theta.ā (Which for me also was a good idea as Vipin is truly going through so many documents linked to history for Jeremy, our guy is that interested into academic stuff)
Then for the purple rainbow scarfā¦ itās a real thing Iāve seen on graduating pictures from BSU!! And I gotta admitā¦ Iām quite fond of the idea of Vipin being pan š«£ (just my own hc always)
Iām sorry for the extra lengthy explanation but I feel like it was needed (maybe it is to flex my research /j) as I think it was really interesting in the development of the hcs around Vipin and even Jeremy!
And to me needless to say but Jeremy has been greatly moved that Vipin asked him to do a picture together where they throw the cap in the air because to Jeremy, Vipin couldāve done it with his fellow classmates. And Jeremy is fully aware of how much it was important for Vipin. (And maybe own little headcanon: Iām sure Jeremy doesnāt even have much pics from his own graduations)
I truly imagine that during the whole graduation ceremony Jeremy was feeling uncomfy in his academic faculty regalia because itās way too formal (although itās quite mandatory to wear it) so he is just š§š» standing being no thoughts head full of folklore only (he is of course very proud of his students nonetheless) therefore, Vipin asking him to do that picture must have been THE highlight he had during the ceremony (even counting all the ceremonies he ever had to attend to)
And to finish in case you missed it, hereās the fanart Lauren reblogged and where she talked about her new headcanon (saying this like that sounds surreal to me, Iām so honoured once again š„¹): https://www.tumblr.com/electromignion/716771521320878080/i-finally-finished-my-bridgewater-fanart-this
ā¢It is safe to say that Marc, Steven and Jake know trauma and they know stress. So they are incredibly supportive of you using Age Regression to cope, they would be happy you found something that helps.
ā¢Okay so for Nicknames they each have their own Nicknames for you.
-Marc = Kid/Kiddo are his main ones
-Steven = Lovie, Hun, Darling, Little one (Basically any nickname he can think of he will use š¤š»)
-Jake = Querida/Querido (Darling) or CariƱo (Sweetheart) are the ones he'd like to use the most.
ā¢Okay so rules.
-Stevens life is honestly a mess so I do not see him really setting many rules as he knows neither of you will be able to keep track of them.
-Marc sets rules but not loads. He put them on a coloured bit if paper which is stuck to the fridge with alphabet magnets.
-Jake is simular to Marc when it comes to rules, any that are enforced are generally for your safety.
ā¢When it comes to punishments I don't actually see any of them really doing anything other than maybe naughty step if you've done something really bad, but due to their past they really don't like the idea of anything that would upset you.
ā¢Now onto more positive things:
-Steven loves reading and absolutely adores reading to you. He also would love to sit and do lego with you.
-Marc really likes watching shows and movies with you. Watching Sailor Moon with him š¤š» He loves it! If you ask him to you can get him to sit through literally anything. Disney? Yep. Pixar? YEP. Anything for you.
-Jake can sing. I think he would be the best at getting you to settle down for bed, he sings you lullabies. Khonshu does judge him for it before he gets to know you. Quickly changes his mind and thinks its quite sweet.
ā¢Speaking of Khonshu Marc doesn't like him around you. At all. Steven didn't like it at first but after being assured that Khonshu wouldn't do anything he becomes slightly more calm. Jake doesn't mind you being around Khonshu (that's the true reason he's Khonshus favourite.) Jake knows Khonshu has developed a soft spot for you and that you will always be safe if your with the God.
ā¢Steven cooks. The other 2 can't cook to save their lives. Steven loves when you help him whilst cooking. (Although he keeps you away from the dangerous things in the kitchen)
ā¢They all give amazing hugs that are so comforting of you want them
ā¢As I said Khonshu has a soft spot for you, Once whilst Jake was fronting he needed to go run an errand and instead of bringing you with allowed Khonshu to babysit. (I might write a fic on this as I'd like to elaborate on it)
ā¢Steven often has documentaries playing on the TV whilst doing things which you find yourself invested in
ā¢Upon your interest on Egypt due to the documentaries, Steven makes a little book that he reads to you. It has information (and sketches) of gods and Goddesses.
ā¢If your at an age old enough, you and Steven will watch The Mummy. The two of you have watched it so many times by now.
ā¢They are very protective over you, Harrow may not be around anymore (thanks to Jake) but his followers are.
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šš šš§š šš: Non-cannon Hank bc I said so š¤š½š¤š½Yandere themes, Obsessive behaviour, some psychological horror, serious gore, graphic descriptions of injuries, injury marks during work, mental asylum settings, cursing (sorry canāt help myself) a brief description of mental disorders and slight manipulation at the end - please be mindful of the triggering content.
š/š: Okay, so Iāve got the Yandere themes from @saltymongoose head cannons here and here. (Look salty, I would submit this to you but I have no idea how submissions work) Of course, reader isnāt a Player! But a Doctor! I put my own twist to it so it will match the story line. Yeah it gonna be a little bit moreā¦ violent than wholesome. Also you donāt understand the amount of research I had to do to perfect this š watching a documentary of inside a psychiatric hospital and read a handful of articles. Also after watching season 4 of Stranger Things I kinda grew an interest on asylum AUās - Iāll give you a small spoiler for this fic quoted from the show āwhat have you done?āš (also want to thank @deimosed for those sweet words from my last Hank fic)
šš®š¦š¦šš«š²: After working your way up your career ladder, youāre excited to be offered a place in Nevadaās notorious psychiatric hospital as a full time psychiatrist. This is a massive opportunity for your career. But things arenāt so glamorous and rewarding as it seems when you start to discover the inside works of the hospital with their dark and twisted system to ensure everyone, especially the employees, abides by their extensive rules and policies. You start to learn that the hospital's high reputation may not be so organic. Meanwhile, you develop a secret admirer amongst one of your patients who will do anything to be alone with you and to have you for himself (and maybe save you) - even if it means breaking a few rules.
USE HEADPHONES FOR THE AUDIO.
Iād let these people bleed out if you told me you liked the colour red.
The janitors mustāve used some strong cleaning products again. Waking up to the bitter-sweet smell of disinfectant is not really the ideal way to start your morning. After a few inhales, it starts to get into your head and makes you nauseous. Itās not a scent that you would call āhomelyā.
Fortunately, it does fade as the day goes by but the pungent smell of old piss quickly replaces it by late afternoon and then the vicious cycle starts again in the morning. The sickeningly sweet smell really reflects the cryptic ambiance of the building.
But for patients like Hank, who has stayed in the hospital for a while, the stench doesnāt bother him. It does start to grow in you to the point where you forget what fresh clean air smells like.
Hank takes another glance at the clock for the umpteenth time in the last couple of hours. It was coming up to that time. He can feel his heart accelerating as the seconds pass by. Since heās all ready, he can sit and watch in front of the clock until finally hearing those footsteps echo in the hall, getting louder as they step closer. Two nurses reach his room, both in their scrubs and ready to escort him out.
āThe doctor wants to see you Hank, letās get going,ā the taller of the two says.
They both lead him to another room. This isnāt anything new to Hank. Having to go to the checkup rooms regularly to see the doctor was part of the routine. More footsteps could be heard and immediately he knew it was you. He has your footfall rhythm memorised. Even outside the checkup sessions, he can easily recognise you walking from a distance away. He watches as you make your way in - a warmth reflecting from your eyes with a smile.
āNice seeing you early today Hank, did you sleep well?ā Your voice is amplified over everyone elseās; itās sweet, hypnotic and endearing to the ears.
All of his senses heighten as soon as youāre near (or as he watches you from afar). As you step closer towards the seat opposite him, he catches the familiar soapy aloe vera scent from you. Itās refreshing and it's definitely more pleasant than the sterile smell of the hospital. Whenever his session ends, he feels like he can still just capture the scent lingering a while longer the minute you leave the room. Youāre just so fascinating with how you approach things and how you approach him.
You start to write on your clipboard the date and his name. Hanks eyes are stuck staring at your hand holding the pen. He secretly wishes that you would accidentally misplace or leave your pen one day in the room before you go to your next patient so he could keep it for himself - something that you touched and held onto everyday and probably has your sweat and fibre on it. But unfortunately, due to previous cases of patients using pens as weapons and poking peoples eyes out, doctors and anyone else using a pen has to make sure they keep them safe with them.
āYour mood has definitely improved in the last few weeks Hank, Iām pleased to see that,ā your praise causes a wave of euphoria to surge through him. He wants all of your praises. All of the sweet words that come out of your lips. He knows he wants you for himself and wishes the nurses werenāt in the room with the two of you so he can be all alone with you.
The check up comes to an end and you finish it off with āIāll see you next week Hank,ā before you leave to go off to your next patient while he stays in the room with the two nurses beside him a little while longer. Itās easy to forget that heās not the only one youāre caring for especially with how heās so engrossed in the moment.
But the thought of you looking after other people besides him, giving them your attention and your time to them doesnāt sit right with him. Actually it enrages him. They donāt deserve you. You need someone who you can feel safer with. These people donāt have the facilities for that. The more he thinks about it, the harder his fist clenched to the point where the knuckles were turning white. Fortunately, heās able to keep this heated anger in control quickly since heās still on the fucking medication that slowing his brain .
But Hank is not going to allow their luck to run any longer with youā¦
Working in a mental hospital isnāt something that you nor your colleagues discuss outside of work. As far as people outside are aware, youāre just a doctor working and giving care in a private hospital. Confidentiality is strictly enforced - anything that happens in the building stays within the four walls.
You have to wear full sleeves to hide the bruises that you get from handling some of the violent patients. The nurses always have it worse since they do interact with them more but that doesnāt mean yours arenāt visible enough to raise some concerns. You do try to scrutinise the job and see the rewarding sides to it though, despite how exhausted you are already.
That burnt soreness on your tongue is still there from the hot coffee you finished just earlier and what's worse is that after rummaging through your work bag, you found that youāre fresh out of breath mints. Well shit then - youāre stuck with having coffee breath until your tight lunch break. Coffee breath was the last thing that youāre concerned about though, with the busy schedule you have today. You just completed the inpatient care and are now providing care to the outpatient department.
Your clipboard is under your tight grip as youāre filling in the details. Sitting opposite you is Peter, your last morning patient. He has a skinny and pale frame and just like most of the other patients, he has a buzz-cut hairstyle.
āSo, itās been a good month since I prescribed you your new medications for your schizophrenia. How has it been affecting you?ā Your eyes are still glued to your clipboard.
āItās been better than the old one, I donāt have any severe side effects,ā Peter replied, possessing a strong southern accent.
āThatās perfect, but I will still need the nurses to check your blood sugar levels from time to time. High cholesterol is one of the side effects of this new medication,ā You scrape your tongue with your front teeth briefly, trying to soothe the soreness as you speak while mentally reminding yourself to push through and that this is your last patient before your break.
Out of nowhere, the sound of someone screaming could be heard coming from a few rooms away. It's normal to hear some patients yelling occasionally whether itās them resisting medication or their mood swings going haywire. After all, one of the biggest conflicts between patients and doctors is medication. But this doesnāt sound like someone was resisting. None of the screaming that youāve heard sounded like this. This is more shrilling, you can almost hear the fear in their cry before it cuts off with crunching sounds and gargling despair and then it stops.
āDocā¦?ā Peterās voice shakes as he speaks. He's now starting to hyperventilate - a bad sign that his anxiety is accumulating.
āEverything will be okay, Iām sure the nurses got it handled,ā in truth, you were pretty tense yourself but you had to keep your composure and stay calm, for the sake of your patient.
One of the many vital rules that is heavily emphasised is that healthcare staff must leave their patient in a healthy and calm condition. Anything else is a sign of inadequate treatment and can result in a strike. Youāre already on your first one and the punishment you faced was just about bearable. You canāt afford another strike on your record - the week has barely started. Really, that should encourage you to prioritise your patient but you canāt help but wonder what was going on out there. It doesn't help when you hear more screaming, this time itās a masculine voice and you could just about make out what heās saying before it stops.
āPlease donāt hurt me! Where are the fucking nurses ah-!ā Thereās a painful howl before it cuts off silent again. You and Peter stay quiet waiting for any more disturbing sounds but the silent prologue for a full minute.
āWill it make you feel better if I take a look outside?ā He nods, still staying quiet from shock. Youāre not going to leave the room since you canāt leave Peter unattended, theyāre watching what youāre doing in a control room through a monitor, so you just stick your head out the door and scan the wide hallways. Of course, you canāt see anything because it was coming from one of the other rooms.
The temptation of just leaving the room is drilling in your head. For God's sake, why would they be focusing on you and watching you do your job when they should be focusing on whatever the hell was going on out there?
It seems like they read your mind because the emergency alarms start blaring through the perpetual halls with red lights flashing. Youāve never heard the emergency alarms go off, not until today at least and that was enough for you to exit the patient room. You can hear Peter calling after you, asking where youāre going or what youāre going to do. You donāt really know what you're doing, you're just following these intrusive thoughts, jogging lightly and just hoping itās not the worst. Whatever the worst may be.
There's more uncontrollable screams that continue to echo through the halls sounding more distant as it bounces off the walls but with still the same level of fear etched in their voices if not, more. The ringing of the alarm is still going off, sounding more urgent and louder. Your head starts to spin as you replay that one sentence in your headā¦
Iām sure the nurses got it handled.
You stop for a moment and look back at how far youāve gone - Peter's room feels like miles away now when youāve only walked a few metres. You have a sense of discomfort that seems to erupt inside you. A strong feeling that something was going to happen. Before you could turn back to continue you felt something hit the back of your head causing a sharp pain shooting through your skull. Your body collapses forward and slowly and you feel your consciousness slip away and vision fade into blackness.
Thereās a sharp inhale before you feel your senses coming back to you slowly as you open your eyes. It took you a moment to gather yourself together and remember your surroundings. Thereās no more screaming or alarms - nothing but the sound of your pulse hammering in your ears. The halls are still flashing red. Not good. Your vision is still a little blurry and your heads throbbing like mad. Stupid concussion. You still donāt know who the fuck just slammed the back of your head like that.
Whatās worse is you donāt know how long you were knocked out but if itās this quiet, something is definitely not right. What happened to Peter? Shit. With extra precaution and making sure you donāt collapse again, you lift yourself up from the floor and make your way to Peterās room with wobbly steps. The room isnāt that far for you but your body is still weak and moving painstakingly slow. When you reach his room, you almost throw up at the sight inside.
Someone got to him before you could because now heās on the floor with his mouth stretched open so wide, the cheeks are torn out. Despite Peterās thin face and prominent cheekbones, you could still see the fleshy meat from his cheeks that had been plumped out. There was no way someone could do this with their bare hands. Some sick person mustāve used a metal instrument to rip this poor manās face.
His arms and legs were completely popped out of their joints and dislocated. The crunching you heard earlier mustāve been the sound of bones joints snapping from elsewhere. His gown is now stained with blood from his mouth. Youāve seen a lot of gory scenes at your job but nothing like this. You canāt stomach the sight any longer so you leave feeling utterly repulsed and a little guilty that you canāt do anything. Why did you have to leave him alone? You were hoping the image would leave your mind but itās already locked in making you feel queasy.
You donāt know where youāre going since thereās no lead and the screaming has stopped. Thereās a feeling of emptiness and torment hovering around you as you stiffly walk through the halls, closing in on one of the ward rooms - you werenāt prepared to see inside so when you catch a glimpse of one of the patients on the floor, the squeamish feeling inside your stomach returns.
Inside you could see a few more patients on the floor, arms and legs dislocated as well as their heads being twisted until their necks were snapped. Their faces arenāt mutilated like Peterās but you could see some of them have holes on the side of their heads where their ears used to be and are now replaced with a crimson pool that dripped down their faces and on the floor. Clearly whoever did this, wanted to get the job done fast.
Each room you pass, you see more and more limp forms littering the floor, not only patients but the healthcare workers there as well - doctors and nurses. Itās all out of control. There are bloody hands smeared and printed on the wall too. The more you continue to walk, the more alone you feel knowing that the people you care for and work with are gone. You feel like youāre surrounded by ghosts - spirits just floating around you. You push your way through the double door and make your way to the main reception, now fully bracing yourself for the worst yet to come.
Hank can feel the heated vexation across his face and the blood rushing in his ears as he gawks down at the last dead body with pride. He was sure that he managed to wipe out everyone in this poor excuse of a hospital. Itās not like itās a big building so surely after 2 hours, he can wrap it up and call it a job well done. But itās not complete until he finds you again. Find your sleeping form that is, since he had to knock the fucking day lights out of you. You donāt deserve to see what he did - heās hoping youāre still knocked out before he retrieves you.
Before he could turn around, thereās the sound of the heavy double doors squeaking as you pushed your way with aggression. The hostility quickly melts away from you as you stare intensely at him, frozen in place from shock. Your mouth starts to quiver and Hank notices a few tears just spilling from your eyes.
āWhat have you done?!ā Your voice breaks with distress. Hank steps a little closer, the metal pipe slips out from his bloody hands as he walks towards you. Youāre always easy on the eye but now the glow that would always radiate from you is flushed out. The eye bags under your eyes is more visible now and the rims of it are now red from your salty tears. You look raw and Hank finds himself absolutely adoring this state of you. Probably more now than ever.
He still doesnāt understand why youāre so upset though. Why do you cry for these people? You didnāt mean anything to them. They just used you as a product for your intelligence and for their advantage. Of course you donāt understand that now but one day, you will be grateful for what he has done.
And thatās a promise.
Dividers by @maysdigitalarts
I usually rely on Grammerly to check my spellings and grammar but Iām literally typing this on my phone as I speak so there might be some errors.
yesterday i finally watched the new tmnt movie!! at first i wanted to do a live reaction kinda thing, except that wouldnāt work because i'd have to reblog every entry and hiding every single part under a "read more" would be not only tedious, but i'm not even sure if it's possible lol
so instead have a collection of my thoughts here! (spoiler warning, duh)
first of all: the art style. thereās something strangely nostalgic about it. it feels like that is what my mental storyboards as a kid would have looked like, had i been into animating back then. or at least that would have been close to the style i would have liked to emulate.
in the intro shots for the turtles, raph licking his sai blades is so extra and i love him for that lmao
for some reason i completely forgot they cast jackie chan as splinter and tbh idk how to feel about it? no hate towards him; i just don't think voice acting is his strong suit
meanwhile i'm looooving mikey's voice. also leo's beacuse, well first of all, i am a leo girlie (gender neutral) through and through so i would have loved all aspects of him no matter what. but his voice actor is gumball's i believe? and that's one of my comfort shows š„ŗ i just love him sm
this little donnie is sending me, i- š¤£
superfly's theme reminds me of miguel's for some reason? š and i'm here for it ahahh
the whole watermelon scene lmaoo teeangers being teenagers, finally
aaaand here comes the probably forced romance subplot š š (more on that later)
the whole fighting scene in the workshop tinted in red? ugh 10/10
ok so, april: i really like how they met. i like her design, her voice and her whole vibe. the whole puking jokes were a little too much for me; personally im not a fan of fart or puke jokes because, well, iām not a 12yo boy (looking at you seth rogen) but all in all i really liked this rendition of april. it sucks tho that the turtles got a snazzy outfit by the end, both for school and for prom, but aprilās clothes always remained the same. would have loved to see what she wore to prom!
the gen z lingo and references: ā¦i mean, i guess it makes sense? i just donāt know how well it will age xD the references to end game and all were fun but, again, will someone in 15 years understand what they meant? will someone in 15 years know what rizz is?
changing the topic, the way eyeballs are rendered??? hello?? theyāre so expressive and shiny and i lowkey wanna lick them ok
the chris pine cutout actually made me choke on my food from both surprise and laughter jhdfkjashdf
oookay so. superfly and his gang. first of all when the gecko talked i went like hey is that ant-man? lmao i love all the designs and ice cube as the villain works?? im not mad?? lol now, his plan however... sigh, my guy. killing all humans aside, have you maybe thought that if you turn every single animal and insect into a mutant, the whole ecosystem would all but collapse? there will be no planet left to belittle the humans on (:
"he'll run out of cars eventually" / *looks at parking* / āoh, cāmon!ā lmaoo š this joke was excellent
so, back to the forced romance thing. look i get it, they needed a reason to help out april to get the plot going. and if leo said it, then the rest would follow. i get that. but throughout the whole movie, aside from like his brothers elbowing his side knowingly, thereās no more allusion to anything? and then only at the veeeery end, he asks her out and she says yes, so i was like āoh okay so thatās the payoff then. took long enoughā but then when theyāre dancing she rhetorically asks if theyāre just doing this as friends and š maybe this is just my aroace self projecting but,, if youāre gonna use romance/romantic interest as a catalyst (lame tbh), at least be consequent about it?? if you (the writers) didnāt have the intention to explore the relationship, then leave it altogether? again, this is just my aroace opinion,, i canāt relate so i donāt understand. (which i know seems contradictory given my uh, repertoire of fics lmao) personally i would have preferred a different reason for them to helping out april, and having them all just be besties by the end, which they ended up being anyway
so, to sum it all up. itās a story weāve seen a hundred times, so there was really nothing new to it. the plot was okay,, the biggest thing that ābotheredā me was superflyās whole extermination thing making no sense, technically. but other than that, my eyes and ears were having an absolute feast. a very enjoyable film all in all. when we got rottmnt, i was like āoh finally an iteration of the teenage mutant ninja turtles where theyāre actually teenagersā but scratch that. mutant mayhem is the most teenager one, and i loved them for that. time will tell how the jokes will age but yeah, the way they were depicted was definitely my favourite thing about the film aside from the art style.
have you guys seen it? what are your thoughts? lemme know :D feel free to comment here or send in some asks!
thoughts on sebek x chenya and sebek x vil? this is mostly sponsored by my LOVE of purple and green together but also vil and sebek both judge others appearances harshly. while chenya would have a blast messing with the poor crocodile.
Ah yes purple and green! Not the easiest colour combination. But I love it yes! What comes to mind is Maleficent and purple cabbage/broccoli salad lol
Anyway
X Chenya???
This is hilarious omg. Sebek can't have a single normal day, can he? Worrying about Waka-sama, carrying Silver back to the dorm, Master Lilia keeps sharing his wisdom messing with him...and now Chenya?? Some local cats already cause him enough stress (Leona won't show respect to the Illustrious one! Lucius must disrupt silence during the lectures, and Grim causing troubles every day! And now one more cat??
hdshjkds but seriously though it's so cute.
Imagine
Sebek was diligently cleaning the stables after the club practice when, unexpectedly, a storm broke out. So he just had to wait inside. It was getting really cold and he eventually found himself shivering. Then suddenly Chenya appeared (he was looking for Riddle) and stumbled upon poor crocodile. So he wrapped his fluffy tail around his neck.....And they fell asleep like that :3 (it was a long storm) Riddle and Silver found them in the morning, curled up on a pile of hay :3
mm but considering this post, they may not have just slept together >:)
But mostly Chenya just messes with Sebek yes haha
x Vil??
MMMmmmm delicious š¤
Started absolutely love this ship after the 2nd Sam's New Year Sale event and Sebek's New Year card!
But I wouldn't say that Sebek harshly judges others' appearances in general? I think it's rooted in his dedication to maintain a perfect image in Waka-sama's presence (if you're around Waka-sama or even mention his name š you must look impeccable)
The way Sebek styles his hair is likely heavily influenced by Baul, who shares a similar hairstyle? And he definitely played a huge role in instilling in Sebek the belief that this particular hairstyle is a reflection of how a Royal Guard must present themselves (certainly not Lilia lol)
As for clothes, Sebek himself says that he doesn't care much about such things, and he simply wears what is necessary.
(one of his Dorm Uniform Card lines, translation by @mysteryshoptls)
And even if he takes time to decorate his clothes, he does it only to pay tribute to Waka-sama, his homeland, and other significant aspects of his life (e.g. his Outdoor wear's and Union Jacket's patches).
(Union Birthday voice line, from @mysteryshoptls 's translation here)
Ok, I can go on an on haha, let's go back to VilSebe
I absolutely love to imagine a certain dialog between them when they were working at Sam's New Year Sale together.
Imagine they're on a break and doing some hair adjustments in front of the mirror.
"Sebek, I admit I am quite surprised - we've been working quite hastily, and you've been running back and forth since early morning, and yet your hair looks perfect and still...to think about it, it always looks like this, even in Flying class. You must use a really nice fixative spray" Vil said curiously.
"HMPH! OF COURSE I DO, HUMAN" Sebek huffed.
"As a retainer of LORD MALLEUS I make sure I don't bring shame upon his name!"
"Ah yes...Malleus, right..." Vil sighed, knowing where this goes.
"I make sure I look ABSOLUTELY PERFECT" Sebek continued, ignoring Vil's now less interested expression.
"So, in order to ensure NOT A SINGLE HAIR is out of order, it isn't just fixative spray, but THE STRONGEST hair gel I was able to acquire!" he proudly puffed his chest and pulled out a small acid green bottle with a lightning bolt on it.
And at that very moment, the world might have lost one of the most beautiful models and actors because Vil nearly had a heart attack.
"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND??????!!!!" He grabbed the bottle out of Sebek's hand and squeezed his shoulder, eyes burning with rage and despair.
"Listen to me closely, cucumber. If you don't want to lose all your hair and become bald by the age of 30, NEVER ever use this thing again, do you understand me?" he was speaking slowly, making sure each word would reach Sebek's consciousness.
The green-haired man was taken aback for a few seconds but then regained his composure and shook off senior's hand.
"Vil-senpai, what are you talking about?! I must maintain the perfect image of Waka-sama's guard so I-"
Vil puts his hand over Sebek's mouth, silencing him, and leans closer, looking right into his eyes.
"I will hear no objections. This thing goes into the rubbish bin, now. You're a good-looking man, Sebek, and I cannot allow you to abuse your natural looks. If you truly want to look perfect for your King, I will teach you then..."
.......
So Vil started teaching Sebek about all these things, what is harmful, what is useless etc. :)
As people of the Sun yāall really be sleepin on the big homie Sol āļø He just be up there chillin in the sky givin us life when he could be giving your work life. Donāt get me wrong I love me some Luna. Big feminine energy šIjs the moon as a anchoring symbol in spell work and ritual is so ingrained in our thinking that we tend to forget the sun's energy can be used as well. Father Sun is the natural balance to Mother Moon. If you do it in the moon you can do it in the sun. Duality š¤šæ Rather than offering opportunities that can take several weeks to manifest according to the moon phasesā¦the Sun presents us with five different phases every single day and an additional phase we call a year.
š Sunrise,Dawn: Infant/Child Sunā Basically when the sun wakes up and peers over the horizon. This phase is all about new beginnings, changes, health, employment, renewal, resurrection and finding the right direction. It can also be very cleansing.
āļøMorning: Adolescent Brother/Lover Sunā This is when the sun is growing in strength, so it brings the magical power for growth, positive energy, resolutions, courage, harmony, happiness, strength, activity, building projects and plans, prosperity and expansion of ideas.
šNoon: Father Sun ā When the sun reaches its peak in the sky at midday ā work magic for health, physical energy, wisdom and knowledge. It is also a good time to pop your tools or crystals out that need charging. (Note: some crystals can fade in strong sunlight so check first before putting them out).
āļøAfternoon: Sage/Warrior Sun ā The sun is heading back down, and the energy now is good for working on business matters, communication, clarity, travel, exploring and anything professional.
Sunset ā As the sun takes itself off down below the horizon, work magic for removing depression, stress and confusion, letting go, releasing or finding out the truth of a situation.
šSunset: Grandfather/Sacrificial Sun
Because the energy of this Sun phase is much akin to that of the Waning Moon, His appearance makes it a good time to simplify or tie up loose ends, and provides the perfect atmosphere for work that involves dieting; getting rid of bad habits; and eradicating stress, confusion, and poor health. Efforts designed to uncover deception work well at this phase too, as do those related to divinatory skills and psychic activity.
And just like the moon you can charge your crystals š in the afternoon sun, make sun water āØ, sun salutations ššæāāļø meditate š§šæāāļø , allat.
AND! Itās almost summer time so the sun is just growing in strength so summer rituals are exceptionally powerful. Harness that Cancer āļø energy for love work and emotional healing , Leo āļø energy for fertility and business, and Virgo āļø to get organized and goal planning.
I also lean more towards working with the sun when the retrogrades have Lunar energy chaotic and out of whack or when I need to manifest something faster than the moon phases would allow.
Oh yea let me not forget the sun correspondences because like the moon thereās herbs, stones etc that work particular well with Solar energy