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saisons-en-enfer · 11 months

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why do I persist and fight only to feel like this again, I cant breathe, its agonizing, I cant make anyone understand how cacophonous it is, how maddeningly it hurts, how SI just surges and its all I want

Please fucking god I hope i sleep and dont wake up, I hope I die sometime soon if not today, i fucking cant take this its not worth it, i dont care if things workout... i cant cope with this i fucking cant i cant breathe and there was no trigger just everything slipped through the cracks and I'm in fucking hell now and i had my meds too wtf can i do i just dont want to have to go through this I'd rather just end it now its too much

#venting #im so fucking sorry but this is really fucking unbearable im in fucking agony #and i dont know wtf to do #or where to go #or who to talk to #i just want it to end right now and never come back #i just want my life to end #im through with this intense suffering behind close doors i fucking cant do it anymore

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wtfforged · 6 months

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IDK IF I EVER POSTED THIS OLD REDRAW. here:) my fav chapter illustration i think....

#not super proud of this esp with how. erm. unpolished it is. but idrc bc i remember having a lot of fun with it :)#redraws esp for op are always a ton of fun... the compositions and expressions and like. character interactions. are always great #so for someone like me who struggles with all of the above the redraws are fantastic #i love doing redraws when i dont know what to draw. which is like. always for me. i never have any ideas or imagination #wtf... art #drawpileart #one piece fanart #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #sanji #cat burglar nami #usopp

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solarpunkani · 1 year

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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.

And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’

#solarpunk #anti pesticides #ani rambles #this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like #I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though #my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to #keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches #and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays #we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any #like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like #thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later #house pest saga

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lucabyte · 2 months

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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.

#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart #isat loop #isat bonnie #lucabyteart #the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot #and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't #be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop #and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder #how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and #demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be #mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.

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calistra1star · 4 months

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just this

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leenfiend · 1 year

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what's ur type first < prev next > full comic

#WAHHOO #now i get to figure out wtf i'm doing with the next scenes #: )#not in terms of what happens i know what happens but like ... translating that to comic form #i dont want u all to think im flying blind lmao i swear there's a whole story written out #my art #klance #vld #voltron #wut #what's ur type

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guinevereslancelot · 6 months

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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!

#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT #just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you #if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY #robert chase #house md #malpractice md #i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5 #s6 everything instantly goes to shit #and stays shitty #chase should be happy fr #he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house #like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman #anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc #also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing #this has been a shitpost #anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer #i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show

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cashmoneyyysstuff · 2 months

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yall i have a confession to make….i fucking hate slowburn.

#THERE I SAID IT #IM SORRY #I just cant like when it gets too long atp MOVE ON WIT IT #like i get wanting to take ur time i guess #but wtf do you mean yall are makin out every chap #holding hands #youve met the ENTIRE FAMILY #AND yall said i love you #and somehow you still dont know what this feeling is/what you are ??? please.#cus like atp yall jus draggin it #i could talk about my hate for this trope for hours #i have another one i hate but i fear i would be burned at the stake for it so #im keepin that to myself😭#cash confesses #cash is sorry (no she aint)#cash speaks <3 #cash rants #cash rambles !#cash is about to ramble

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heartorbit · 2 years

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i wanna make a prsk major arcana...

#[knows i wont fucking do that so i post the 1 rough i have instead] all in a days work #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #mizuki akiyama #i posted alternate palettes for this on twitter and i like one of theme way better but im too lazy to get it rn. Lol #i would like to do skecthes for them all but im like ..#um. i dont know snything about tarot so people who DO will see my card assignments and go wtf are they feeding this guy #hermit is easy. pjsk gave that right to me. justice meiko too.#ive decided to pull a revstar and do the 25 card visconti with kagamines in one card. so now i have to reassign with hope charity and faith #boohoo. however the sun emu and the moon mafuyu are staying i know what im about. also kohane with death and an with the lovers #those make me feel like a genius. the rest ill stay shy about. if i say all my assignments ill never feel the urge to draw them #sorry for scheduling these to post at 8am #proseka tarot

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lokh · 5 months

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I just read the instruction manual for a new rice cooker and it said not to do this. i have never not done this in my life and im filipino

#like ok yeah hang on. its a nonstick. that makes sense #but literally. i have never once done this wtf #i dont know that race has to do with this maybe its just abt reading instructions LMAO 💀#I WAS TAUGHT TO DO IT IN THE POT OK AND THATS BY MY MOM WHO LOVES THE RICE COOKER!!!#poll

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whilomm · 4 months

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note: pollmaker is thinking of the USAmerican lottery system (powerball, mega millions, state lottos, scratchoffs, etc), but poll applies to other countries lotteries systems so long as its still the same concept of "big ol state sponsered gambling shit", but not like casino style gambling. u know what i mean, Lottos.

questions for the tags: how regularly, what stuff you play, if you have limits for yourself, if you feel like its a Problem for you, and for funsies the usual 'first thing youd do if you won the lottery' shit

reblog to have absolutely zero effect on your luck either way. just like, absolutely no change in luck whether you reblog this or scroll past. this is the luck neutral post reblog in the next 30 seconds or dont who give a shit

#buzzy #REMAKING BECAUSE I FORGOT THE FUCKING NO OPTION CHRIST im bad at this #do u ever spend so long thinking about every possible 'OP WHY DIDNT YOU MAKE AN OPTION FOR THIS SPECIFIC SITUATION'#that u forget the fucking 'no' optik #polls #poll #lottery #lotteries #the lottery #gambling #okay to repeat my personal answers: yes but i do only $3 per week and ONLY the texas lotto #i do my lucky numbers and i do a multi draw (does the next ten drawings w the same numbers) so that i dont gotta #pay attention to it for a couple of weeks #which makes it less of A Thing #so im not activelt rhinking about it as much #im ya kno impulsive and in the past it was 'ohh $5 per week and scratchoffs' but that meant too much of a #'oh but this week ill spend an extra $5 ive been good....'#and it was too easy for me to justify going overboard #i know 'not playing at all' is the better option but this scratches the itch just enough that i dont feel tempted to impulse buy scratchoffs #while also being p hands off so im not obsessing over it as much #ya kno?#yeah im consistently wasting money but it keeps me from IMPULSIVELY wasting EVEN MORE money #and it means i can keep lotto winning dreams jn the back of my mind #also first thing id do is go to doctors and find out wtf is wrong w me #well not the FIRST first. first first is probs getting myself a little treat like some dutch bros

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wtfforged · 6 months

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ive been seeing a lot of mermaid zoros lately and i like him and i think that silly octopus that he let cling to him in the jaya arc should be his little-mermaid-flounder-sidekick friend

#wtf... art #these panels are so cute im gonna be sick #like he takes off the barrel and it just climbs up onto his shoulders and he just lets it chill? i should kill you. i NEED to kill you #i love when people draw him with a bunch of scars from all the shit hes dealt with over the course of the series #but i usually dont like doing the same bc i dont like being consistent nor do i like actually going back and analyzing every injury he gets #so i just wont ^_^ whered he get that from? who knows. and you can be certain that i am NOT drawing his scars the same the next time #as a Monster/non-human Biology Enthusiast his tail definitely needs to be bigger than this for Proper Mermaid Anatomy but whatever #roronoa zoro #one piece fanart #one piece zoro #zoro

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buwheal · 4 months

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Out of curiosity, you don't have any magnets nearby, do you? I've heard that those make electronics go all funky-fied :/

#this is mayhaps out of context from the original reason they sent the ask but.. but shhh..... you dont know that!!!!#we're being silly!!!!#Ive had it written out for a while and i wanted to do a prewritten one :-3 #i like the way he looks in this one but i cant put a finger on why #spamton #[you've got mail!]#spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #maybe its cause hes smiling #for once in this god forsaken askbox hes not confused or miserable LMAOOO /j #back to him doing whatever he was supposed to be doing before #wtf.. hes... hes... NORMAL..? WRETCH /j #he does though hes not lying #practically most of what he eats consists of a BARE MINIMUM addison diet of scrap :-3 #yayyy #magnets for breakfast

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deeply-unserious-fellow · 7 months

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Do you. Do you see it. The vision. Do yOU SEE IT-

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sxphr · 6 months

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Yoko, walking into Wedneday and Enids room: WEDNESDAY ADDAMS, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!

Wednesday: It's a lobster.

Yoko: I KNOW ITS A FUCKING LOBSTER, WHY WAS IT IN MY BED?

Wednesday: I don't know, perhaps it wandered in there while you were in class.

Yoko, seething: I'm going to kill you.

Wednesday: I'd like to see you try.

dt: @tinyobservationcreation

#yoko and wednesdays love hate relationship #dont ask #my friend gave me the the prompt of a lobster #dont know wtf i was meant to do with that #wednesday addams #enid sinclair #wednesday #incorrect wednesday quotes #wenclair #yoko tanaka

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vigilskeep · 4 months

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sorry to be a mostly recovered star wars fan on main, please ignore this, but when i think about parentified hawke or my hawke-who-has-a-kid-the-whole-time concepts, this quote about obi-wan and anakin is what i’m always thinking of

#the connection may not make complete sense but i dont have the most time rn so you guys can figure this one out yourselves #its just that hawke having a kid when theyre 18-25 means they never really get out of there right they just keep going parenting.#while being 18-25 #and not knowing wtf they are doing bc leandra barely does either

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