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florshedworf · 5 months
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this avatar creator highkey sucks
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cranberryjuice-posts · 8 months
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GIRLIE I LOVED YOUR ATHENA DAUGHTER READER ‼️
also guess who’s back can i ask for a athena!daugter reader where it’s kinda like Annabeth trying to tell the reader that “hey clarisse is bad she tried to fucking kill percy she’s evil” and the reader us kinda tries to convince her that Clarisse really isn’t that bad😔
(i love your work girl and your end memes please do more 🔥‼️)
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She’s the only one I got
Pairings - Clarisse La rue x daughter of Athena reader
An- fun-fact clarisse loves Dr Pepper It’s cannon Go read the sea of monsters. She’s literally perfect I can’t
An pt 2 - I Hope this is ok i wasn’t really sure what to write but it’s ok bc I’m just a girl
Pt 1 — Pt 2
Palestine aid link
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“Are you serious?!” Annabeth yelled, a few of your other siblings backing her up.
You however were standing infront of the full length mirror inside your cabin fixing your outfit which was a pair of bellebottoms and a camp sweater. “Look Annie i get your our counselor and your the smartest out of us all but your not the smartest when it comes to relationships”
“And now she’s starting to sound like an Aphrodite kid” Malcom your brother rolled his eyes before returning to his book. You shot him a hateful look. “All right fine Your right I don’t get relationships like you but I do know clarisse”
“Really?” You sarcastically spoke just wanting the argument to be over. Grabbing some hoops you were deciding between the two different pairs. “Yeah, Clarisse is a hateful arrogant and rude person. She makes fun of our cabin with her siblings and didn’t she use to make fun of you to”
Deciding on the star shape hoop you put the earring in. “Fine! Fine ok I get it but I promise you clarisse is not like that ok she’s sweet, she loves me Annie why don’t you get that” you sighed facing your sister.
The shorter girl crossed her arms, leaning against a desk inside the studious cabin. “Because she’s a bitch”
“Language!”
“I’m 12 why are you giving me shit for cussing you cuss”
“Because I’m 16 you’ve still got two years before you morally can curse now stop.. damn about to make me get Luke” you sighed shaking your head. Facing back to the mirror you analyzed your look.
Annabeth rolled her eyes looking away for some time before facing you once again. “I still don’t trust you being alone with her..”
After finally having enough you turned towards the wiser girl. “Know what fine you can spy on us during our date today, then you’ll see she’s not such a terrible person and you’ll finally get off my ass… deal” you crossed your arms looking down at annabeth.
Your younger sister looked around for a moment feeling somewhat threatened by you before nodding in defeat. “Great” you sighed stepping back, grabbing a small drawstring bag and a book on the stars, you threw on your shoes before leaving.
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You were sitting in a clearing in the woods, a blanket set out with some strawberries and a pack of Dr Pepper you bought from the Hermes cabin. Annabeth was positioned behind a tree with her cap of invisibility on.
Eventually clarisse showed up. “Five minutes late” you jokingly chastised her.
“Shut up I’m on time” she scoffed sitting down beside you on the blanket. Pulling you into her some she kissed you softly. Her hands finding themselves on your waist
Bringing yourself back you leaned over grabbing a soda, handing it over to the curly haired girl. “Mmhm so how was running around like a fool for the entire morning?”
Clarisse rolled her eyes taking the drink In a harsh joking manner. “First of all its called training and secondly it was actually alot of fun, how was staying up all night to just watch some stupid dots in the sky”
Scrunching your nose at the girl you gave her a sarcastic look. “Yeah you think your so funny huh”
“Yeah I do”
“Mmhm” you knew clarisse was looking at your lips— she wasn’t subtle about it. Tired of her just imagining it you leaned in kissing her again. The playful banter between you two faded away while clarisse deepened the kiss
As much as you wanted to makeout with your girlfriend you weren’t doing it infront of your sister. Pulling back you placed a hand on clarisses arm while darting your eyes to some trees around you with a smile.
The girl furrowed her eyebrows but made a signal to her head almost mimicking a hat. Nodding you knew clarisse understood annabeth was spying on you two.
“Whatever this is stupid” clarisse gave you a teasing look. “What being on a date with your girlfriend? Yeah it’s so stupid” you responded in the same tone.
Clarisse rolled her eyes. “You know that’s not. What I meant” shaking her head you watched as clarisse reached over to her spear grabbing a plastic bag.
Handing it over to you you looked inside. “No way clarisse did you”
“Yeah I did. Your not gonna embarrass me about it if I own up to it” she continued to mess with you. Opening the bag you smiled as your girlfriend made you chocolate chip cookies with the nymphs in the kitchen. “Your the sweetest you know” you becoming flustered while you looked at the treats.
She just rolled her eyes with a smile, laying down clarisse moved around to lay her head in your lap. “Woah careful clarisse you might admit you actually like me a boring Athena kid remember”
“Mmhm Same can be said about you what was that about me being a bitchy ares kid?” She bit back. Flicking her forehead lightly just to get back at her.
You smiled while playing with one of the girls curls. You loved clarisse, wanting to proudly say it but worried you’d scare the girl off so for now you’d settle on just this.. cute dates with her, sneaking into her cabin to spend the night with her and just enjoying the silence with her.
After some time you knew annabeth had left after all she had gotten all the proof she needed. Clarisse knew it to.
“I love you” it finally left your lips. You noticed clarisses body tense making you regret the decision immediately. Clarisse however grabbed your hand kissing your knuckles. “I guess I love you to”
“Shut up”
“Why You Said you loved me”
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Annabeth - Fine she’s not a bitch
Y/n - ANNABETH!
Clarisse - *having a Stare off with annabeth*
Clarisse - do we have a Problem
Y/n - dude..
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cozycottagetarot · 5 months
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How Can You Manifest Your Wishes?
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 Notes:
This is not one of my favourite readings, but I hope you find something useful in it!These types of readings are always slightly difficult to keep organise but I tried my best. I'd love to know if you prefer paragraphs or bullet points as well! Shout out to the anon who recommended this reading!
‼️ This reading is in no way shape or form meant to act as or substitute professional advice of any kind. Please use your discretion, think carefully before you act and only take what resonates be it a little, some or none at all. ‼️
This PAC Includes:
This Might Resonate If Your Wish Is...
The Energy You're In
The Energy You Need To Be In
Extended Reading Includes
How Can You Open Yourself Up
What's Working vs What's Not Working
Additional Messages
Dividers From X
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PILE 1
This Might Resonate If Your Wish Is...
Wishes for a full-life makeover. If it’s a wish (or goal) you feel blocked or burnout pursuing. A wish you keep coming back to or feels like a ‘higher calling’. A wish of the heart. A wish around love (of any kind).
The Energy You're In
It feels like you’re in this bright, playful energy and you’re just absolutely ready to go! You see all the possible laid out before you and you’re getting excited about it. You could be coming out of a rough period and you’re trying to rebuild your sense of positivity. You’re trying to move on to the next version of you. You’re expecting the best (or you should be) and are in this very attractive and magnetic energy right now. You have a card here the Flamingo which is all about fun and the vibes of this section make me think of Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter. The vibe of the music video feels very playful and fun and the line “my give a f*cks are on vacation” reminds me of the energy you're in at the moment. It all feels very warm like I can almost feel the sun on my skin.
HOWEVER, you may be focusing on these possibilities through the eyes of others… living vicariously through others. What I mean by this is viewing people through social media, books, even in person and believing you can do what they do (which is fine) but through their experience or as them rather than you… I hope that makes sense. You may hold onto the super intense aspects of love or pleasure. This can be especially important regarding relationships! I will make a post on this a little later (it’s drafted), but the energy you’re in requires you to take a look at what ‘work’ you’re asking others to do for you. You need to focus on how you’re channeling the vibrant passionate energy you’re embodying at the moment.
The Energy You Need To Be In
As beautiful as your current energy is, you need to slow your roll a little bit here. Yes, hold onto the belief that things are going great for you— but you also need to ground yourself and savour the small moments too. Enjoy ALL the good things… right down to the perfectly crafted beverage. Take chances but double-check your trajectory first. Don’t just rush in, you’re in need of a balance right now. You’re in a phase of transition but divine timing is also at play. However, I feel like if you try to force things then you might end up bringing a 'tower moment' on yourself (if you’re about to panic, relax!) where you’re forced to take a look at what is truly important to you.
Thank you for making it this far! If you're interested in extended reading which includes how you can open yourself up, what's working vs what's not and more then you can check it out here!
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PILE 2
This Might Resonate If Your Wish Is...
 Of personal strength. Wishing your wish will come true. Balance. Employment (especially self employment). A wish to remove a known block or a wish for a solution of any kind. Relating to being in between phases. Something that will bring you a sense of safety or stability. Gaining your wings. Wishes involving social connections.
*Relationships are such a strong theme here, but it seems as though it maybe experience from childhood that come up a lot in this reading
The Energy You're In
I think you’re in an energy of waiting and surveying your surroundings... Like when someone’s wounded and retreats to regroup and tend to themselves. Main themes relate to boundaries, relationships and self care. You’re trying to find allies but I think it’s a little bit hard right now. Very analytical mind, trying to determine what stays and what goes. Things are definitely shifting and you’re just kind of keeping to yourself. Communication is such a big thing for you here. I feel like you’re really just on the sidelines taking things slow. You want to ally with others but you need to tend to yourself first or at least that’s your focus right now. You’re mainly in an energy of taking stock it seems… on alert in changing circumstances. You might be ruminating on how you communicate with others? There’s a suggest to look at how you experienced communication growing up? You might be stuck in your head… seeing “people” as not safe.
Idk guys, like are you good? Usually Pile 3 is the one that messes with me but the energies here feel sooo off. Kind of wondering if you're fatigued, hung up over someone even? Not necessarily romantically but someone who was/is supposed to have your back and you’re just hitting a wall or something at the moment. The energy literally disappearaed once I moved onto the energy you need to be in so take that as a positive sign!
If it ain’t me — Dua Lipa kept coming to me and disco balls stood out from the cards.
The Energy You Need To Be In
I feel like you need to be in an energy where, yes you’re surveying/assessing your surroundings, but you have to get up and do so instead of sitting around. You need to take action and expand your horizons. Be bold and go for it... I think you’ve got what you need. The consistent message is that doing nothing is not an option. Take a chance on what will fulfill your desires. Accepting endings is important and being able to move on. Allow yourself to transition to a fresh start.
Consider your image and how you show up as/interact with authority. Leadership. Especially emotional leadership. Parenting oneself and/or setting the example for how you want others to treat you. Create a safe home ‘base’ (internal or external) but don’t get stuck in it. Maybe ask yourself what creates home? Makes you feel safe/secure? You also could need to take a look at sibling relationships or any with a sibling like dynamic and factor in how you those affect how you show up is important to look at too. I think this could relate to blocks. But you need to place your roots first and then explore.
Trust yourself and make a move. Focus on your strengths and believe that you have gathered enough data to move forward. Structure and strategy are going to be your friends. Honor those ‘above’ you but hold onto your power. Set boundaries and hold other accountable (and yourself too).
Thank you for making it this far! If you're interested in extended reading which includes how you can open yourself up, what's working vs what's not and more then you can check it out here!
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PILE 3
This Might Resonate If Your Wish Is...
Travel, adventure, family, community, friendships/found family, creative projects, diving intervention, exploring new interest, work-life balance.
The Energy You're In
Closing out cycles and actively transforming. Seeking out messages from the divine. You're open to receiving messages and guidance. Very calm and zen feeling. Maybe feeling like you're going through or have recently gone through a rebirth. You're ready to make moves. Strong willed. "What do you want to do?" is a question that should be potentially on your mind if it's not. Taking inspired action. Bring play into your life/how can you do so? This can even apply to relationships. Healing. Compare and contrasting how past events influence you and if how you're showing up matches your intentions. Heavy on the "level up" energy but this is a kind you're actively seeking. Exploring relationships, mentorships, ideas. Leaning on love ones. Generally being in good vibes.
Feels like a combination of pile 1 and 2 so if you were drawn to one of those as well I recommend checking them out.
This also feels like a very spiritual pile? I'm not sure how describe it but I kept saying 'the Universe' alot while I was doing this reading so of course just adjust it to whatever suits you and your belief best! 
The Energy You Need To Be In
It's slightly hard to organise the messages here. There's a need to ground yourself. Don't stop working on healing, but also maintain your stability. Expansion & communication. Abundance is coming in. Remember you're worthy of abundance and your manifestation skills are heightened. Big things are coming for you. Expanding your perspective as well. Where do you need to speak up? You can and should try to lean on others. Open your heart... you don't have to have an armored heart. Cultivate your wishes, the things you want to grow. Nurture your wishes and your heart. Make sure you're clear on what you want to manifest. Keep your motivation up by focusing on short term steps. Look to mentors for guidance.
Thank you for making it this far! If you're interested in extended reading which includes how you can open yourself up, what's working vs what's not and more then you can check it out here!
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PILE 4
This Might Resonate If Your Wish Is...
Nostalgia. Happiness. Needing motivation. Heavily charged emotional wishes. Something relating to others… not necessarily currently though. Like a wish that was formed because of someone years ago. If you have a vision board. Looking for a break. Or for a break to end. A wish where you’ve heard divine timing is at play. Direction. A waiting period to be over. Trying to break something you know isn’t good for you.
Pay attention to words, phrases or songs that come up often.
The Energy You're In
You’re very guarded. You’re wanting to break away from whatever is just weighing on you and you’re working hard at it but at the same time I feel like you just won’t let go??? Despite you working to break the chains or get a move on, it feels like they’re never ending but they are ending!! Don’t be fooled by appearances.
I think you’re very future focused and all about recreating yourself (I heard in entirety). You’re trying to expand your pov and I feel also kind of just nurture yourself internally. Very introspective trying to figure out who you are and what you want to do or who you want to be.
The Energy You Need To Be In
I didn’t really get anything specifically about money regarding wishes but I think it at least revolves around some kind of stability heavily. You need to be walking away from what isn’t serving you. Realise that you can create just about anything right now... anything goes.
You need to be doing what’s best for you regardless of if you hate it. Your day to day life is super important. I don’t know if rainbows are important to you but also I’m feeling like you need to fill your life with colour too. You need to become clear on resources and what they mean to you such as money, you body, other material possessions etc. get your financial life together. Do some deep cleaning. Like normally these readings are a matter of mindset and mental work but this pile feels very physical. Beautify your life and make it aesthetically pleasing without breaking the bank. How can you use art as well to make a masterpiece out of your feelings? How can you make your day to day life more enjoyable?
Thank you for making it this far! If you're interested in extended reading which includes how you can open yourself up, what's working vs what's not and more then you can check it out here!
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jamsterrr · 25 days
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N. RIKI . . . MY BIGGEST HEADACHE: BET CHAPTER ⭑.ᐟ
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ni-ki. assistant coach. tears. “ why are you so offended over a dare? ”. dickhead. annoyed. arguments. hugs and cuddles.
description. eventually after you found out about being a dare, you were crushed. you didn’t know what to do or even want to show your face. but when ni-ki refused to leave you alone, even after you made it clear you were done, what will happen?
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ni-ki x female!reader
contains. ‼️ ; sap , cussing , face slap , mentions of depression , betrayal , plot twist ( let me know if i missed anything ! )
part 1: my biggest headache | part 2: mbh: bet chapter
link to my masterlist . . . !
tag list : @honey-bunnysweet , @aniasproblems , @da1e3e , @chaeugwi , @prkhoonlvr , @im-yn-suckers , @en-chantedtomeetyou — couldn’t tag everyone! hopefully y’all can find this !
here we are! the long awaited part 2 ! i hope everyone enjoys it as much as i did writing for it!
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You didn't know what to feel. You were so hurt and betrayed. Being as you were basically just a joke to the whole basketball team that you put so much time and effort into. It was also the fact that your best friend was in on the "dare". You cried your eyes out that night, your tears soaking your pillow. Were you seriously just something for them to laugh about? Something for them to joke about?
Why should you even care what they thought about you in the first place? It wasn't that you cared, - who are you kidding, you cared. You didn't like being played as a joke. Why should you even be crying about it?
You heard the front door open, finally letting your body sit up, but you stayed in bed. All you wanted to do was sleep, was that so bad? Glancing over, you checked the time. It was a little past - 2 am. Good thing you didn't have school tomorrow. You heard a pair of footsteps coming up the stairs, your door slightly ajar. Heeseung poked his head into your room, his face immediately dropping with concern. "Y/N, what's wrong? Are you crying?" he spoke, stepping into your room. His clothes were changed into something comfortable; you shook your head. Not wanting to bother him with your problems after the amazing day and game he had.
Bu he wasn't giving up that easy. The male made his way into your room, his eyes softening as he looked at you. "I know something's wrong. Who do I have to beat up?" he asked seriously.
A slight smile spread across your face as you sighed and looked at him. Being thankful that you had a brother like him. But - if only he knew.
"It- It's nothing" you stuttered out, but his face knew you were hiding something from him. "Y/N." He said but you shook your head, taking your brother's hand, looking at him, tears brimming in your eyes. "It's just hormones, I'm on my period." you laughed, joking but hoping the male would take the hint that you didn't want to talk about it. Hell, you couldn't even find the words even if you wanted. You were blind about the situation. Only having one piece. Heeseung just nodded and sighed. "Maybe we could both get some sleep hm? Talk about it tomorrow maybe?" he asked and you nodded, wrapping your arms around the male, taking a deep sigh.
Hugging him always comforted you, he was your safety net. Something you needed in a time like this. "Okay." you said simply. The two of you reluctantly pulled away from the hug before he got up. "Night Y/n, see you in the morning" he said, giving you a heart shaped smile before he made his way out your door and to his room. You sighed deeply and got up, shutting the door and getting back into your bed. You pulled out your phone and went to Sunoo's contact as you saw the picture of the two of you together. They were photobooth pictures, one's the two of you adored. His hand was on your cheek, his big smile and eye smile evident. Your smile bright and hands behind his, shaped in triangles to represent fox ears.
The day brought back memories as the tears brimming in your eyes fell, falling onto your phone as you quickly wiped them away, hesitating a little as you pressed the ' block this caller ' ID. You couldn't understand why he would even participate in such a thing like that. It was horrible.
You quickly discarded your phone to the side, sniffling as you hugged your knees. Feeling a piece of your heart breaking. Why you.
Finally, the tears had stopped, and you drifted off to a deep sleep, something you needed. You didn't even hear the alarm that was sounding, a grumbling Heeseung walking to your room, poking you, shaking you. "Y/N, turn it off." the male griped as you groaned and slapped your phone, turning off the alarm.
"Thank you." He mumbled, making his way back to his room.
"Shh~" you shushed the male. Falling back asleep.
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"I don't want to go today!" you pleaded with your older brother who was grabbing you by your foot, dragging you off the bed, your grip on your bed rails tight. Heeseung groaned. "Y/n, you can't skip school again." He emphasized, sighing as he let your foot go.
The weekend went by fast. You got your parents to let you stay home on Monday. On Tuesday you complained about your throat hurting. "Sunoo, has been asking me about you ASAP, and the boys at practice. You need to come to school." He said sternly. "Fuck them, I don't care. I don't want to go." You groaned and frowned, puffing out your cheeks.
"Okay, well. If you're not going, then I'm not going. I'm going to stay right here in your bed. With you. All day." the male said, starting to take off his shoes. "What?! no." You replied, standing up.
"Yep." "Why do you care if I go or not!" You whined and crossed your arms. "Because I know there is something you're not telling me. And I don't like it. I know you're not sick, so don't even try it. Since you won't tell me or let me at least try and let understand, then I have no choice, but you be by you" Heeseung explained as you groaned. "Fine, I'll go to stupid school."
"I'm glad you see it my way" the male smiled and put his shoes back on. "I'll be waiting." and with that, the male went downstairs, waiting on you as you got dressed, mentally trying to prepare yourself for school, hoping it would run smoothly, but just with your luck, who knew how it would go?
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After you got dressed, Heeseung and you made it to the school with you frowning. You truly weren't ready to face whatever it was that was going on. Why were you a dare? Is the question that kept running through your mind.
"Whatever it is you're going through, you can get through it." Heeseung spoke as he shut off the car and got out, locking the doors after you exited the car. You made your way inside the school building. A wave of shock hitting your body as you stood, looking down the halls. "Just do what you need to do, and leave." you repeated to yourself as you walked down the halls, hoping to not bump into anyone as Heeseung split with you, walking down the hallway with his arm wrapped around his girlfriend's waist.
You walked to your locker, putting in the pin as you saw an envelope fall out, carefully bending down, you picked it up. All that read on it was, "Y/N, open."
You sighed, taking a deep breath, deciding not to entertain whatever messed up game they were playing with you. You were the main character, right? So, this should be how you want your game to go. Not theirs.
Shutting the locker, you were met with a familiar face. The bright smile of your ex best friend to you, Sunoo. "Oh my god Y/N, why haven't you been at school? I've been worried sick, and you haven't been answering any of my messages, what's going on?"
Just hearing his voice that used to bring you calmness, made you boil with anger. You started to speak as you looked at him, a bit of anger and heartbreak evident in your eyes. He gently placed his hands on your shoulder and looked at you. "You can tell me anything, What's wrong. You look hurt..." he mumbled as you scoffed.
You clenched the envelop tightly that you held in your hand, glaring at him. "Are you really going to sit in my face and look at me like that? Like I'm some kind of joke. I know what you did Sunoo." You spoke coldly as he widened his eyes. You could tell there was a hint of guilt evident as you scoffed. "Wh-what are you talking about?" the male stuttered and you rolled your eyes, tears brimming in them. "You made a bet. A stupid dare, on your best friend. How could you?!" you asked the male, hurt in your eyes as you felt a pang of heartache in your chest.
Sunoo looked at you and shook his head. "No, Y/N please, I promise it wasn't like that. I didn't know what i was betting on or getting into." He spoke, reaching out and taking your hands, brushing his thumb against your knuckles. You wanted so badly to pull your hands away. "What do you mean?" you asked curiously, not sure if you should trust anything he was saying to you. Sunoo sighed and started speaking...
( Sunoo's POV )
The male walked down the beautiful brick walkway of the campus, a soft " wave to earth " song playing his headphones as he was going to meet you, spotting Sunghoon, Jake, Jungwon, Ni-ki and Nicholas sitting by the waterfall, he stopped lightly as his eyes bounced from each boy who seemed to be having a grand time. "Ew." he said in his mind, a slightly judgmental look.
Their laughter growing louder and louder, making the male grow more annoyed. He knew he didn't have to stand there and listen, but something about the situation wasn't right. Sunoo sighed before attempting to walk away but was soon called over once he was spotted by Sunghoon, a sly smile coming from the male's lips. Sunoo sighed before he crossed his eyes and made his way over to the males, removing one side of the headphone as he stared down at Sunghoon.
Sunghoon looked at the male and smiled. "We gave Ni-ki a dare, want to put a bet in?" he asked with a coy smile. "No." Sunoo groaned and looked at the male. Sunghoon pouted his lips out before grabbing Sunoo's hand. "Why not. It'll be fun." Sunghoon spoke. "What's the stupid dare? And why do you want me to bet on it so bad?" Sunoo asked, him gently pulling his hand away. "We can't say." Ni-ki smiled and Sunoo laughed, scoffing. "Then why should I put money in?".
"Because I'll go on a date with you Sunghoon smiled and stood up, towering over the slightly shorter male. Sunoo could feel his cheeks heating up as he cleared his throat. "Fine.. What's the starting bid?" Sunoo asked and Sunghoon smirked. Nicholas spoke. "$70, for yes. $80, for no". Sunoo sighed and took out his phone, sending Ni-ki $70. "I hope whatever you're betting on. You all lose." Sunoo glared and stomped off.
He looked at you with soft eyes, a bit of pleading in them. “Please believe me, I would never ever hurt you on purpose with something like that.” He spoke, his eyes searching your face for a possible answer. “It was stupid for you to bet on something you didn’t even know about.” You frown, your voice breaking. A but of relief from your shoulders. Feeling bad for even doubting Sunoo in the first place. Looking at him as tears escaped your eyes. Sunoo’s thumb gently wiped the tears that escaped, pulling you in for a close hug. You wrapped your arms around him, smiling and sniffling a little. You were relieved that your bestfriend didn’t participate in the bet on purpose. Does it make what he did right? No. But is this a start to forgiveness? Yes.
The two of you separated from the hug. A but of silence between the two, the only noise being heard was the students walking through the hallways; talking — laughing — whining and their footsteps. The bell rung for you two to get to class. "Sunoo wait." You grabbed his hand as he made his way to his class. "What's up Y/N?" The male asked.
"I need you to tell Ni-ki to go to the locker room at the end of the day. Say anything to get him there." You said, your eyes filled with determination as Sunoo nodded, a small smile on his face. "Anything for you. But what are you going to do?" the male asked, and you hummed "You'll see." Is all you said before making your way to your class, a sinister smile appearing on your face.
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Sunoo hummed as he sat in class, his eyes darting over to Ni-ki and Jungwon who actually seemed to be focused on classwork and the task they were assigned at hand. Sunoo hummed and got up, taking a seat next to the two. "Hey Ni-ki?" he started as Ni-ki smiled and looked over at him, humming in response. "Can you meet me behind the bleachers afterschool?" Sunoo asked. "Oh Sunoo, and here I thought you were interested in Sunghoon all along" the male teased, Jungwon snickering. "Trust me, it's not like that" Sunoo said rolling his eyes.
"I'm serious. I need to talk to you about something serious." Sunoo lied. The male laughed and nodded. "Okay fine, I'll be there" He spoke. Sunoo grinned and made his way back to his original seat, going back to focusing on his work with a smirk. "What do you think he wants?" Jungwon asked and Ni-ki just shrugged. "Probably not something serious, maybe he just wants to play with me." He said, scribbling on his paper.
"Are you gonna go?" Jungwon hummed, looking over at the males scribbling. Ni-ki nodded. "Yeah, why not."
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You were anxious, you couldn't wait for the end of the day. It was time to get the payback you needed, to let Ni-ki know that you weren't the one to be played with. Like before. You are the main character of your story. Not the other way around.
Staring at the clock you wished the time could go by faster and before you knew it. It was 2:15. The final bell of the day sounded as you headed to your locker. Once you opened it, the envelope that you had earlier fell out as you picked it up, opening it as you shoved your bag into the locker, taking a deep sigh before opening the envelope. Inside was a picture of you and Ni-ki sharing a kiss in the car, but the photo was from outside the car, near a bush by your house. "Sick." You thought to yourself. A small frown and anger boiling over you. "God."
Ni-ki made his way to the bleachers, ducking as he stood under them. Waiting for Sunoo. "Hey." You said sternly, looking at the male. Ni-ki wouldn't be lying if he said he was shocked to see you. "Oh, hey Y/N" he spoke with the same cold tone that you gave him. You scoffed. The nerve of this dude.
"What do you want?" The male asked, staring down at you. You looked up at him. Keeping your face on. There was no way you were letting this dude belittle you. Not after the embarrassment he put you through. Though it wasn't spread throughput the school. You just couldn't get over the fact that you were a bet. Why? "What was your bet between you and your friends?" You asked boldly.
"Bet?" He questioned, laughing a little. "What bet?"
You raised your eyebrow. Was this dickhead seriously acting like he didn't know?
"Ni-ki, no offense. But don't fucking play with me.": You groaned. Honestly sick of him and his attitude.
“Look Ni-ki! I don’t have time for your games.” You snapped, balling your fist. “You’ve been such a dick to me ever since I’ve became the assistant coach. What the fuck is your problem?!” You shouldn’t, stepping closer. The male furrowed his brows, glaring down at you. “Calm your attitude Y/N. You’re getting mad at the wrong guy” he growled at you as you swung your hand back, slapping the male, your hand flying to your mouth.
You expected for the male to hit you back, maybe even push you down but he just looked at you with a sinister smile. Rubbing his cheek slightly. “Damn, you have a nice tight hook there.” He smiled and gently backed you against the back wall. Pinning you against it as he leaned down, whispering in your ear, his hot breathe pushing against it. “Want to know what happened?”
Even though you were pissed, you couldn’t stop how your body shuddered as the male leaned over you, whispering into your ear.
‘I hate attractive people’ you thought as you pushed the males chest. It sadly was one of your weaknesses. “What happened..?” You asked, standing up straight and straightening your posture.
Ni-ki began to speak humming softly as he leaned against the rail.
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The male walked into the empty classroom, removing one of his headphone, looking up at the male. “What’s this about? Thought practice wasn’t until Thursday?” Ni-ki spoke, twiddling the headphone in-between his fingers.
“Yeah, I know I said that. But I need you and the guys to do something for me. Can you?” The male spoke and Ni-ki hummed. “Yeah sure.” He spoke, looking at the back of the males head. “What is it?” Ni-ki asked curiously, sitting on a desk.”
“You have something against Y/N?” The male asked and Ni-ki shook his head, laughing a little. “Nah. She’s actually pretty cute. When she doesn’t look like you.” Ni-ki hummed and spread his legs slightly. “What is it you want me to do hyung?”
“I need you to record you kissing Y/n, I bet you $300 you couldn’t get her to kiss you.” The male spoke. Ni-ki laughed. “Are you serious??” The male nodded. “Get the others to bet in.”
“Oh this is going to be the easiest $300 dollars of my life. Maybe even more. The others are sometimes idiots.” Ni-ki hummed and stood up. “But why?”
“Let’s just see, I like to see her rattled up. Freshman scare yeah?” He chuckled and looked at the male. Ni-ki laughed and nodded. “Damn, that’s cruel. She’s gonna hate you. But okay I got you.” Ni-ki hummed as he turned around, beginning to walk out before the voice told him to stop.
“Hm?” Ni-ki turned around and looked at him. “Get Sunoo to bet too.” Ni-ki just shook his head and laughed. “Get ready to pay me my money.” And with that, he walked out of the room and towards the water fountain where he met up with a Nicholas, Jungwon, Jake, Sunghoon and Jay.
“You won’t believe what hyung just asked me to do” he said, placing his bookbag down and hanging his headphones around his neck. “What?” Jake asked, popping a couple of shrimp chips into his mouth.
“He wants me to get a video or picture of me kissing Y/N.” He laughed. “What?! There’s no way she’ll do it. She can’t stand you” Sunghoon laughed. “Yeah, you are a bit of a jerk to her” Jungwon laughed with Sunghoon and hummed. “She will! Put in your bets now.” Ni-ki spoke as the boys laughed. “Okay, sure.” Sunghoon said. “I’ll bet $70 she doesn’t kiss you.” Sunghoon smiled. “I bet $100 she does kiss him!” Jake raised the bets. Soon the boys put in their bets. Sunghoon spotting a staring Sunoo and bringing him over. Soon the bet was over $600 dollars, split into Ni-ki not getting kisses by Y/N, the others agreeing she would.
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Such an innocent bet, disregarding your feelings about the whole thing.
You looked at him, still confused slightly. Your mouth agape. A bunch of assholes.
Ni-ki smiled. “Think with that pretty brain of yours..” ’can you ride home with Ni-ki? I won’t be home until later’. It echoed in your head. Suddenly something made it all clear, the bounce of a basketball into the gym as you looked at Ni-ki one last time, before seeing who it was. A swish was heard and it clicked. It was Heeseung.
That’s why he wanted you to ride with Ni-ki home that night. That’s why he was so adamant on getting you to school. *He was the first person to introduce you to Ni-ki. Your brother was the lead person on this bet.
You felt hurt and betrayed. What the hell was wrong with them.
He. Was your biggest headache.
You gritted your teeth before storming out of the gym. Passing by his girlfriend.
Heeseung’s girlfriend came to him and smiled, gently kissing his cheek. “Can I talk to you?” She spoke quietly before the male smiled and tossed the basketball to Ni-ki. She led him to the bleachers and smiled, humming before pressing a kiss to his lips, deepening it. The male wrapped his arms around her waist as the two pulled away.
The woman drew her hand back and slapped Heeseung. “We’re fucking over! I saw you kiss that other girl earlier. You cheater!” You said, tears in her eyes before pushing the male. Ni-ki winced as he witnessed the slap. A shocked Heeseung widening his eyes.
“Wh-what are you talking about?!?” He spoke as he watched his girlfriend storm out the gym. Her tears falling down.
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You smiled as you hugged the woman, “oh my god! You did so amazing Hina!” You shouted.
“Yeah, maybe I should become an actor?” She laughed. You pulled out the $600 dollars you swiped from Ni-ki and divided it between you, Sunoo and Hina in three ways. The three of you high fived and grinned.
“Thought they could get over on it. We did it!” You shouted, the three of you hugging.
Now.
You were THEIR biggest headache.
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vickyzangels · 1 year
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% “eres ese algo que mi mente ha estado imaginando”
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# synopsis ; i’m literally just writing down a thought cause i wanna go to sleep
# pairing ; tom kaulitz x reader
# word count ; 437
# tags ; nsfw (mdni), unprotected p in v, pre-established relationship (i literally label him your boyfriend so idk if i even need this tag), half awake writing if it’s bad i didn’t do it
a/n ; meine schatz - my treasure, liebchen - sweetheart
you very very briefly mentioned to your boyfriend over text that you wanted to see what’d it be like to get fucked face down, ass up.
t: isn’t that just doggy ??
idk its supposed to have a diff angle to it i think
the conversation moved on quickly, and that was seemingly the end of it. and then tonight you both came back from a trashy party in some celebrity’s mansion, so what better way to end the night than to try out that position you brought up?
“fuckk-k.. please..! s’ deep… godf-!” you muffled from your hotel room’s sheets. sure, tom said a lot of things during interviews, but he very rarely lied, and he very much didn't when he said he was 24 cm. shit, you swore you could feel him in your stomach and yet you could feel his tip hitting your spongy g-spot with every push to the hilt of his cock.
he was moving so slowly but he knew that this angle was doing you so much justice, of course he knew, even between his groans you could hear his infamous smirk. you don’t know how much more you can take, the throbbing of pleasure was swallowing you whole and god- if your pussy subconsciously clenched around him one more time and pulled him somehow deeper into you, your eyes would look at the back of your head with how hard you’ve been rolling them.
tom wasn’t helping your case, he very much was not helping your case with how he was running calloused fingers over the arch of your back, ensuring that your head was far into the pillows. who knows how many times you came on his dick, trying to wrench away from him through every orgasm and yet simultaneously pushing yourself back onto it.
“one more, meine schatz, just one more i promise.”
he sounds so supportive and willing and fuck, you believe him, even if he said that the last 2 times. this time he might actually mean it, though, when he pushes himself up and braces a soft palm that you've come to love on the back of your head, gently securing your head down before he pulls almost entirely out of you and in suddenly quick thrusts, completely bottoms out in you, over and over and over again.
this time he’s not brushing your spot anymore, he’s aiming and hitting directly at it. any form of verbal communication coming out of you completely melts into loud mews and gasps, barely shaping together a choppy, “can-t… take it..!”
“yes, you can, just take it a little longer, liebchen.”
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a/n ; birthday coming up soon yay
a/n 2 ; WAS I JUST A FOOLL ⁉️ YOU’LL NEVER GET AWAY FROM THE SOUNNDD OF THE WOMAN WHO LOVED YOU‼️
© ALL RIGHTS BELONG TO VICKYZANGELS. do not steal, repost, plagiarize, or use my work for anything.
taglist ; @cup1d-lix @imabitchh @arquiiva @verelace @iovemoonyy @everseve
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usopps-goggles · 1 year
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Head Empty,Only Thinking Of Boyfriend!Hawks
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• Boyfriend!Hawks who lets out a deep sigh whenever your hands come into contact with his shoulders after a long day of patrolling because he just can’t help but revel and whimper at every knot you work out
• Boyfriend!Hawks who slips his hand in your back pocket whenever you two are on the street together for the sake of just having his hands on you in some way, shape, or form
• Boyfriend!Hawks who acts so cocky in public, but wouldn’t his fellow co-workers and sidekicks like to know that as soon as he gets home he practically begs for cuddles like a starved man
• Boyfriend!Hawks who at first is timid to let down the walls of his persona as number 2 pro hero when you first start living together but slowly reveals pieces of the man underneath ‘Keigo’
• Boyfriend!Hawks who sucks something awful at cooking but it won’t stop him from trying to prepare cute little lunches for you, and when a recipe gets the better of him… takes you out to only the finest cafe in town for lunch of course
• Boyfriend!Hawks who absolutely dreads going on long missions soaking up every second of your presence to prepare himself for when he’ll be away his last minute cuddles and kisses bittersweet knowing he’ll be gone for weeks
• Boyfriend!Hawks who draws weird little patterns on your inner thigh if you accompany him on an interview his wings subtly twitching in agitation signaling his fleeting attention span as his eyes keeps drifting to you, he would much rather be making out in a closet than answering the interviewers boring overused questions
• Boyfriend!Hawks who can’t help but whine and whimper every time your fingers delicately graze his wings sending him into a frenzy biting his lip for dear life to contain the sinful noises that threaten to arise
• Boyfriend!Hawks who loves you more than you could ever know and dreads the day where you might grow tired of him, who yearns to start a family with you and live a simple domestic life, who whenever he gets asked about you, anyone can practically feel the adoration and overwhelming love dripping from his syllables
• Boyfriend!Hawks who cherishes and loves you through and through from the hair follicles on your head to the tips of your toenails
__________________________________ AHHHHH THIS PROLLY SO BAD 😭‼️ (first time posting/writing) anyways thanks for reading i’m fr so grateful, I thought what better first post to do than show our favorite birdy some love <3 🤭
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duskymrel · 4 months
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Part 6 of TWST as my friend group quotebook
We all need to be put into a psychiatric institute. Also, as always, any line with a '^' before it was something said or done by yours truly <3
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^Jade: *sneezes*
Trey: Why do you sneeze so politely but also violently 
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^Ace: I’m pretty sure the nacho cheese at school will give me cancer
*brief pause*
Crewel, cheerfully, without a hint of sarcasm: Oh, that’s good!! 😊
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Ruggie: The urge to be an independent woman leaving my body the second I see my math score 
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Ruggie: *makes his Kahoot name “thing”*
^Leona: Ruggie you’re literally objectifying yourself. Whatever happened to feminism? 
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^Vil about to do Leona’s make-up: What's your eye shape?
Leona: Black
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Jamil, to ^Azul: I feel bad for whatever prehistoric fish evolved into whatever you are
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Idia: stop showing me ads for SEX WEED1!1!2!1‼️‼️1!1!2‼️‼️‼️1!1‼️!1!21!1!1!1
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^Epel, after Gym: Oh my SEVENS it’s hotter than Satan's sticky, sweaty, puckery asshole in here right now-
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Ace: How do they have ancient African sheet music if they didn’t have any paper
^Sebek: *Actual explanation on how people documented things without paper*
Ace: I asked that question to a group of kids and they all got so offended and called me racist
^Jack: You’re not racist, just stupid
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^Trey, to Cater over text: i’m used to seeing the amazing sunshiney person you are but you look like you air fry children in that picture
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Idia: MOTHERFUCKER HE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S "UNHOLY" QUIT KINKSHAMING HIM YOU SAD FUCK 😭😭😭
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Rollo: If God wants you to die, I won't save you. It's God's will.
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^Floyd: If I rip your dick off and shove it up your ass, is that masturbation or gay sex?
Riddle: WHAT-
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Ruggie, to ^Leona: How you got all that in the front but nothing in the back?
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Ortho (About Cater and Idia): Hey, are you two dating?
^Cater: Um, no, why? 
Ortho: You were nice to him. 
^Cater: HELLO ??!!?!?!💀
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^Azul: I’m too pretty to die 🥺
Jamil: I think your ego is killing you faster than this run ever could
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^Ace: *Bumps into somebody at the cafeteria in the morning* Oh, sorry.
^Ace: ...Nvm it’s just Deuce.
Deuce: *offended noises*
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Ace: Guys I think Riddle is going to turn into a neko catboy he’s coughing like he’s about to cough up a hairball 😭
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Astrology Beauty Observations #1
I've already made a post mentioning the Moon, ASC, Sun signs, or nakshatras that celebrities who look alike might share in here, but I've been meaning to continue doing this with other individuals who have been famous or are known to the public for other reasons.
Today, I’d like to analyze Jodi Ann Arias. She was convicted in 2013 of first-degree murder for killing her ex-boyfriend in 2008. She gained and still has quite a massive cult and following due to her case, but also due to her appearance.
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The planets I pay attention to are the Moon, Sun, and ASC. Not always in this particular order since it depends on the birth chart information available.
Her Moon in Taurus (Rohini) explains her soft and feminine appearance given by the ruler of this nakshatra, the Moon.
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Her Sun in Gemini (Pushya) tends to give natives a strong square shape to the nose and full lips as well.
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Her online chart says she’s an Aries (Bharani) ASC which tends to give sharp nose bridges, upturned eyes, and according to Claire Nakti’s description of this type of beauty, an elven or fairy like beauty.
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She also had a blonde phase, which many women who fit into this nakshatra usually do at some point as well. Overall, it seems like the innocent allure of the Moon mixed with Saturn's sharp features, and Venus harmonious + graceful beauty.
Also, very random observation but I'll put it here because it goes along with the research I was doing on Jodi, but model Adriana Hughes has a HUGE similarity to her. So it makes me think that she might also be Bharani ASC as well. Her birth time is unconfirmed, but Jodi is AA (Accurate Accurate) in astro.com
Aside from that, they only have Virgo as a common sign. Adrianna on her Sun, and Jodi on her Mars.
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Anyways, hope you guys enjoyed!
FYI: Images 2, 3, and 4 are NOT mine. They were created by Claire Nakti. I’m just using them as reference.
‼️Update‼️
I was informed by a follower that Jodi has her D9 (Navamsa) chart ASC in Chitra, meaning that it matches Adriana’s D1 (Natal) Sun perfectly. What an amazing alignment, it seems that D9 keeps on proving how well it can match someone’s appearance. Usually D9 is used for planetary strength, life path/purpose, marriage, and spouse, but it seems like it also plays an important role in appearance and beauty as well. I’ll be taking this into consideration for my upcoming beauty posts 🤓.
If you’d like to know further information/details on your type of beauty, fashion style, or any other type of consultation feel free to book a reading with me! Click here or take a look at my bio 🦋✨
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neptune-writez · 1 year
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be my gf!!
ellie is head over heels for reader, but she isn't quite sure if they reciprocate her feelings back. reader is ellie's bsf, heavy pining, lovergirl ellie!
might do a part 2 since this is js a little blurb 🤭
inspired by kahlopatra aaa they r my babies!! i love their dynamic sm i decided to write a small fic abt it with ellie ^_^ main inspo:
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ellie's hands were starting to get sweaty, and her eyes shifted uncomfortably from your eyes to your lips. she tried to make it seem like a casual glance, but she was failing miserably. you didn't seem to notice it though.
a part of her wished, begged for you to notice her staring, and bring it up. she wished that you would acknowledge her feelings and stop torturing her. oh, it hurt so bad.
the more logical ellie refrained from thinking that way. this wasn't a fairy tale and you would most likely reject her anyway. what was there to expect?
both sides of her were constantly at war, jumbling up her senses. all she could think about was you, you, you. you were so divine, stunning, majestic, and ellie? ellie was just ellie, and being your best friend was already a wish come true. self-loathing was just something ellie couldn't quite get rid of.
"ellie? are you even listening?" you snapped, bringing her back to her senses. you inched your face closer to hers, so that if you moved an inch closer, your lips would meet. ellie froze, her face instantly burning up. thank god it was dark in here, or she would never live it down.
"sorry, i was.. thinking about something."
"and what could be more important than your best friend? mhm?" you joked, grinning.
"nothing," ellie answered with sincerity. she did mean it, nothing could ever compare to you, "my eyes are only for you."
she couldn't quite see your expression, but she could hear your smile through your voice. even if she couldn't be your girlfriend, this was already good enough for her.
"awh, that's awfully sweet els," you said, sitting next to her on the bed.
"so, what were you talking about earlier on?" ellie questioned, putting her arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer.
you stared at her, not cutting eye contact. "i'm hosting a party at my house tomorrow, could you come?"
she snorted, looking away, smiling so hard she feared her face might split in half. eye contact made her go weak in the knees, especially with you. "of course, i don't have anything to do anyway. i'll be there."
'great!', you said, suddenly standing up. 'It's late now, I have to get back before my mom goes batshit crazy,' you joked, picking up your jacket that was hanging from ellie's gaming chair.
'what, can't you like, tell her you're staying over?' ellie asked. it came off as a joke but ellie was serious. she couldn't mind. 'pretty sure she knows me n'all, y'know.'
'ellie, what am i supposed to wear? your glow-in-the-light boxers?' you stifled a giggle. before ellie could even retort back, you were out of her bedroom and down the stairs.
'i mean.. that could work..' she mumbled to herself, staring at the you-shaped hole you left on her bed.
ellie was so in love with you that she couldn't even care less about what you wore. hell, she probably preferred you with no clothes on. those curves on display, thinking of that basically made her mouth water. of course, she would never say that out loud. but sometimes the thought of that did seem interesting.
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selfspinninglies · 6 months
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[Insert cool title here I don't have 1 anyway this is 4 divine intervention]
@justletmereadmycomics I FUCKING DID IT I'M DONE ‼️‼️
tws: violence, body horror, cult shit, religion, human sacrifice, implied religious trauma
word count: 1420 [<- this was supposed 2 b smth short . that did not happen]
Red.
Red and and gradients of skintones and hands that were not their own. Desperate writhing, clawing, pleading, screaming that did belong to them. All were ignored and instead focused on a chant of some variety.
After they were finished the world was silent aside from their continued shrieks. They were never a loud person, but that polite persona was thrown away in the face of death and utter terror.
Silence briefly sliced through the air as something sliced through their skin.
The worst pain of their life etched it's way into their body. A disgustingly loud sound clawed out of their throat, emaciating the developing silence.
They couldn't see what it was that had tore through them, as whenever they struggled or writhed additional hands would join the others that were set upon their twitching, newly bloodied body. Brought together by flesh and belief, yet completely disconnected from the torture coursing through their vessel by the same.
They breathed heavily and rapidly as they tried to wrap their head around the entire experience, which was difficult to do with the unrivaled amount of adrenalin and pure terror that poured into their brain.
Thoughts began to blur as their head pounded. Blood poured from the wound, glistening in its own terrifying beauty like a river on a particularly sunny day.
Unfortunately, this was nowhere near the end of their suffering. A single stab in the arm, no matter how painful, wouldn't suffice. More blood needed to spill.
The unknown weapon exited their skin, causing their body to seize again. It quickly reentered, making another groove and stabbing another exposed area.
This process was repeated more times than their diluted brain could count, sounds made of their misery struggling to pass their mouth. Eventually the noise died as did any movement from them that wasn't small twichtes and the dwindling movement of their chest in response to breathing.
The only constant was their eyes boring into the blurry shape of their torturer in the corners of their vision. Wild eyes examined distant, uncaring ones.
After far too long the weapon exited their body and did not sink itself in again. Several gaping holes had been made, most being deepened several times by further stabs.
The idea behind this method of killing is to weaken the sacrifice, drawing out the most pain and blood from them. It was said to be a valuable thing in showing your dedication to whatever deity you were doing this for. Though usually, this kind of ritual wasn't as brutal and didn't kill the person, but this group was particularly desperate. Something drastic had to be done.
And so it was.
They felt hands pulling on them again. There was no scratching or yelling this time, only the sound of an abused body being pulled against the ground, clothes rustling, and a slight breeze passing through the area. Today would be peaceful if not for the blood seeping into the soil.
Another phrase was said after the others were done moving them, likely to seal the ritual and officially end it. There was no empathy for the vessel disposed of on the ground. Only hope that god had heard them.
It was surprising that they were still alive. The lacerations along their limbs bled heavily and stung, sending electric seething red pain along their nerves. The others seem to have thought they were dead or passing over since the stabbing ceased. They weren't far from the truth. There was only so much a stubborn teenager could withstand in terms of ritual sacrifice.
The world was painfully unaware of their situation, it seemed. The sky was painted in shades of sunset, the forest bathed in pinks, oranges, yellows, and small hints of purple. Birds flew overhead, singing and traveling freely. How ironic.
Vegetation swayed peacefully in the breeze, nearby grasses stained in viscera with its owner laying there. Leaves rustled loudly, soaking in the depleting sun as they soaked in their depleting blood. The mixed smell of herbs and metal was sickening to a physical extent.
At least if they died here their corpse would be used by the plants.
Despite everything they still didn't want to die now. Even with the cause being to appease a deity that they were told their entire existence to do and sacrifice everything for. Is this what was supposed to happen? What god wanted from them?
Pleas filled their mind. Don't let me die like this please don't let me die like this I don't want to leave now help please help I don't want to hurt anymore fix me
Begging had turned into prayer before they realized. It was instinctual. The only thing they were told to rely on their entire life was their belief.
God had heard one of them.
Something dragged at their being, moving them to somewhere strange and distant. It began as a slow, gentle motion, then abruptly transitioned to a violent rip out of this existence.
Their environment was now completely absent, the colors had faded into dark nothingness and the peaceful dissonance of the woodlands was replaced with absolute silence.
In a panic, they try to sit up to no avail. Their body was still torn from the ritual, some rips still bleeding passionately. The pain was sharp and crisp, so they knew that this wasn't some sort of fucked up dream.
A question pries itself through their teeth before they know if there's something to answer it.
"..Is this the afterlife..?"
Their voice sounds horribly pathetic, volume barely being at an audible level. It was also shaky and coarse, the sound making it clear that it took a large amount of effort to manage.
A strange noise that might be a laugh makes itself known somewhere that Aether cannot see. A large voice, echoing and confident, responds.
"No, though your life is hanging on only by a small thread of need."
A pause. "What?"
It only takes a few moments for more inquiries to bud in their head. They don't give a window for answer.
"Who are you? What is this place?"
It takes far too much effort to make their words come out in a timely manner.
A vague figure can be made out of the inky shade of the space, the only thing clear about it being the imposing size.
It smiles and answers only one question, simply. "God."
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"In the face of god, you must beg for forgiveness. Your being is dirtied with sin. You must beg to be cleansed."
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"God's job is not to care for you, but to observe and change as necessary. If it is necessary god will not spare you."
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"You do not deserve god. It does not deserve your burdens."
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"When you witness god, you must destroy yourself for it."
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Excerpts of teachings buzzed inside their skull, filling the void of sound that sat eternally in this space. For them, at least.
Unfinished words and letters stumbled out of their mouth before they knew what was happening. They frantically searched for the correct words to no avail.
They were interuppted when it began speaking again.
"Shush. Your soul is shattered. Your vessel is destroyed. I can put you back together."
The world swam and spun. Their skin felt like it was writhing away from their bones. The sensation was disgusting and alien. Pinpricks of feeling raced up and down their injuries. There was no room in their mind for questions.
The wounds began to close themselves, skin moving back into place and blood flowing back into them. Dizzying sickening experiences blended with the horror of believed unreality. Their body convulsed in response to it all.
Something that felt like hands covered their eyes and tilted their head upwards in a sudden, uncaring motion. A whisper made its way into their ears.
"This body is ours now, Aether."
Everything faded out again.
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"Anything unnatural must be destroyed."
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They could feel grass against their body. A gentle breeze pushed through them. Light of various hues painted their skin. A bug buzzed its wings. A light scent of tangy metal made itself known in the air from blood that had dried on the greenery.
They sat up with surprising ease. Nothing ached except their head and (briefly) their eyes readjusting to the light.
What were they, if not unnatural?
What were they at all?
Their very existence went against everything they had ever known.
And yet.
Here they were.
They stood and walked away from it all.
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aanylah-101 · 2 years
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A New Life / Quaritch x Reader
‼️I POSTED THIS STORY ON MY WATTPAD BUT I DON'T LIKE IT SO I WILL BE REMAKING IT‼️
‼️IM TOO LAZY TO LIST ALL THE WARNINGS SO READ AT YOYR OWN RISK!‼️
‼️THIS STORY CONTAINS ALL 5 PARTS OF THE STORY OF WATTPAD SO IT IS INCREDIBLY LONG‼️
You were enduring a soothing walk along the seaside, you were gathering up Banana fruit as a treat for later when all of a sudden you hear something loud in the distance. You look around frantically looking for the source but you can't quite see anything, next thing you know you see a big boat from a distance. You hustle and hide behind a tree that has bushes to support your concealment. 
After a while of watching the boat approach the shore, you see sky people with guns leave the ship. But they are disguised to look like you? You hiss at the confusion and lies. Once you are sure they're done evading the ship you quietly run to the ship, you don't know why you did it but you were sure you'd be in and out. 
You saw gadgets and tech stuff, a smile slowly spread across your face. You wanted to touch everything and anything that would satisfy you. You ended up finding a small gun on the table and hooked it to your waist, you also found many gadgets you find a gun the sky people were carrying with them. You pick it up almost losing your balance when you pick it up. 
Your fun was cut short once you feel a hand on your leg, you slowly turn to see who it is when you see your daughter. 
"Jesus baby you scared me," "Wait! baby, why are you here?"  
"I saw you mama, I picked some fruit!!" 
"That's wonderful honey but we have to hurry out of here."
Just as you were putting the gun back down as quietly as possible, you hear someone yelling, something pricks your arm and you stumble. 
"Mama!" 
"Sweetheart you have to get out of here baby"
"But mama-" 
"NOW!" 
You see your daughter tearing up as she runs off the ship and you lose sight of her into the forest, your eyes widen as you see a sky person run in the same direction as her. You hope she can make it to someone before she gets caught. 
You try to keep yourself together as you pull out whatever spiked you in your arm, you pull it out and take a good but blurry look at it. It had a strange shape to it and on the side, it was labeled "Midazolam injection" you didn't know what it was but you then felt someone approaching you, It was one of the sky people that looked like you.
You hiss showing your fangs trying to show domination and pull out your knife from your waist, he then gets into a fighting stance waiting for your next move. You charge at him with your knife and go to stab him wherever you can reach. He tries to push & hold you back but you end up stabbing his thigh and scraping his arm which results in him hissing in pain as he pushed you back harshly but you end up hitting your head & back against the table, he groans at the pain in his thigh
You try to stand up the table being the only thing that supported you before, you wobble from side to side until you fall onto your knees. He steps in front of you and glares looking down at you.
"Get away from me you mock!" you say as you try to make him collapse. which he almost does he has a grim face as he kicks you off. The throbbing in your head makes you wince and you lay down your head due to the pain. 
You get one last look at him, you see him sneering as you waft off to unconsciousness.
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You awake what seems like decades later in a completely white room, it has a large and wide window along with it, it has a table with 2 chairs. You stare blankly at the walls and you touch the one beside you, It's soft.. you thought. you try to think why you're here and remember being shot and too weak to fight back. You look and see your in a white slightly oversized shirt and some short pants. You abruptly feel something bump into you on the bed, you frantically look over and see your daughter who is in the same garments as you are.
You're overjoyed but also feel anxious that they might have hurt her. You brush it off and cuddle your daughter until she wakes up. You feel movement in your arms and smile as your daughter opens her eyes.
"Mama!" she says in a happy yet tired tone. 
"How did you get here? Did that man get you?"
"I tried to find someone but then a man came up and put something in my arm"
"Me too baby.." "I'll make sure we get out of here don't be scared".
She hugged onto me and wrapped her tail around my thigh, I then held onto her as well when I heard a beeping noise come from the other side of the room. You then saw the man that you pathetically fought earlier. 
He held his hands up to show he had nothing to harm you with, you hissed angrily and pushed your daughter back as she hid behind you. 
"What do you want from me!?" you say hurriedly 
"Communication could've been better if you talked in English". 
He walks closer to you and bends down to your level.
"Where is Jake Sully?" he asks
"I don't know of a Jake sully?" You try to sound and look confused as possible, thinking he might give up and leave.
"He's in your clan, isn't he?"
You were surprised he knew the clans, you thought for a second and decided if you should reveal information about the clans but you had to say something for him to keep his suspicion off you.
"He is in the Omatikaya clan, my and my daughter's clan is the Metkayina.."
After saying that he looks over your at your daughter and she slightly ducks down under you hiding her face.
"Are you hungry little one?"
Your daughter peers up and nods her head slowly.
"And mama is too!" she manages to say
He then gets up and leaves the room, you assume he is going to get you and your daughter something to eat, You look over at your daughter.
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After about 15 minutes of waiting the man comes back with a basket of fish, by the way it looks it's very fresh. He puts the basket of fish toward you.
"What are you're names?" he says slowly while kneeling down in front of you. 
You are at first impressed by his attempt to speak Navi. You are first skeptical of him but he seems to have gotten tolerable.
"My name is ___ and this is my daughter ___" 
"My name is M-"
He stopped for a minute, then he started again.
"Colonel, you can call me Colonel."
"When can we go home." you say sternly, not wanting to befriend the enemy.
He then grows stern, he turns his head away quickly and angrily. 
"You can go home once we've found Jake Sully"
"At least let my daughter go home!"
He then looks at your daughter and back at you, your hoping he says yes.
"Mama I don't wanna leave, let me stay with you! 
"I can't risk you getting hurt sweetheart..I'll be ok."
You & your daughter's sudden conversation makes the colonel turn back to you. 
"She's already here, what's the point of taking her home". 
"What do you mean what's the point?! It's so she can be safe!" "Guns!..Knives! all sorts of dangerous stuff here! She's only 6!" 
Your fussy ranting makes the colonel chuckle and smirk.
"I assure you, I will keep you and your daughter safe" he says messing up her hair.
You look back at him and you're slightly alarmed as he reached to touch your daughter. He stands up and leaves the room, the door beeping behind him you watch him as he walks off.
You are in intense thought when all of a sudden you see your daughter putting fish in front of your face.
"Say ahhh!" she says while giggling 
"Ahhh" you open your mouth and she lets you take a bite of the fish.
She then pushes the basket full of fish towards you for you to eat. 
After finishing the basket of fish you turn over to your daughter and embrace her as you both drift off to sleep. 
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As you woke up with your daughter in your arms, you let her sleep for a little while longer, you want to try making a quiet escape. You look around for any way to get out when you see a card with black lines on it, you pick it up and see if it's for anything. You see what the colonel used to get in and out of the room, you approach it and shove the card in front of it. It makes a beeping noise that slightly wakes your daughter. 
You smile in relief as you run to your daughter & carry her like a baby, her head rests on your shoulder 
"Hold on tight baby."
"Mmm.." she manages to say
You walk down a long hall and try your best to remember what the front area of the ship looked like. You see a tech room that looks identical to the one you saw before, and you see the door is already open. Suddenly you hear someone yell out, noting that they had seen you. You ran as fast as you could to anyone you could reach.
The yelling you heard followed you through the forest, you should have run towards the ocean to your clan. But you wanted to reach anyone as fast as possible. You almost gain hope in being saved but you hear & see bullets passing by you. Your heart drops as you don't want your daughter to get hit by one. You look up at her and you see her crying silently in fear by everything that's going on around her.
You then run in a different direction thinking it will buy you some time, you then start shouting for help thinking it will help you faster. You're stopped in your tracks as you fall dropping your daughter, you look to see what the source is. You look at your ankles to see a rope-like substance wrapped around them.
You want to tell your daughter to run again but if she got caught there would be no point, you wanted her in your sight. She crawls to you, in a panic tears falling down her face.
"Mama!" she screams as she tried to take the rope from around your ankles.
All of a sudden you see the colonel approach from behind you, and you are scared of what he will say and do to you. You couldn't imagine what you'd do if he hurt your daughter. You hiss and snarled at him in any way for him to back up. He only bends down and as he does so your daughter backs up hurridly from your ankles to beside you. With an aggravated sigh, he unties the rope from around your ankle, he then picks you up from your waist and throws you over his shoulder. His hand supporting your back.
As he holds you over his shoulder he turns to your daughter and holds his hand out to her for her to grab. She hesitates at first but then she slowly goes to him and grabs his hand with both of hers. 
He takes both of you to the ship, your view being you are taken further away from the forest and from help. 
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You soon end up in the same room as before, and the sky people will surely be more careful where they leave their things. Turns out the reason for that whole circumstance was because on the outside of the room, there's a hand scanner. The colonel comes back a few minutes later with a disappointed look on his face. 
"Your lucky y'know, my people could've killed you right then and there if I hadn't shown up."
You look away with nothing to say to him, you regret what you did slightly. You would've gotten away if only the rope hadn't caught you. He sighs again, bending down to your level. You thrash your tail at him so he'll back up but he only leans back ever so slightly until he grabs your tail in place which makes you slap his hand away.
He chuckles as he lets your tail go gently, then he grabbed your face with one hand while turning you back over with his other. He pulled you in which to you only made an enraged sneer at him.
"I'll be nice, once...then I won't" he said, letting go of your face. 
"I will make it out of here, one way or another.." 
"Good luck with that cupcake," he says while winking
He then gets up and leaves your room, leaving you and your daughter alone. He then blows a kiss at you as he walks past your window. You stick your tongue out as a response to his ridiculous gesture. 
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You are deep in thought trying to think of an escape plan when you remember your Ilu, you could try one more breakout and this time run towards the water. You have taught your daughter to hold her breath underwater for long enough, it should be just enough time for your Ilu to arrive and seek help from anyone nearby. You are delighted by your plan and you start to tell your daughter everything precisely.
Quartichs POV: 
I was bringing another basket of fish for ____ & that kid of hers, I was trying to get on her good side in hopes she'll give me the information I need to track down jake sully. She should be lucky I haven't gotten violent yet. When I saw her, she was back facing me through the window to her room. She was talking to her daughter it seemed like, I wanted to listen closely so I backed up from the window and listened to her talk. 
Your POV:
-When we get our next chance to leave this ship, we'll run towards the ocean this time. And I'll call our Ilu, we will have to swim for a while though before he will come, do you understand the plan? Your daughter nodded in nervous agreement.
Quartichs POV: 
The more she explained her plan the angrier I got, she was planning on trying to escape again? Hadn't she learnt her lesson..I wanted to confront her but I decided not to. I had been nice for too long, She'd get what was coming to her soon enough. I then continued carrying the basket to her. Trying to make it seem like I had just come.
Once I entered the room I saw her in a different position than what she was previously in, she then got up and walked towards me. Despite everything she asked to have a look around the whole ship, I knew what she was doing. I told her that she couldn't do it now since it was getting dark outside. 
She then gestured for me to hand her the basket, and as I did so she walked over and started feeding her daughter. I had to admit, she was diligent and determined. I watched her for a little bit until she gave me an annoyed glance. I then go to look at her daughter, her mouth full of fish and fruit she looked silly as she ate her food.
I then turnt away, about to leave when she started to say something.
"Thank you mister!" she says in a muffled tone.
I was hesitant for a second, I replied back to her with a nod as I walked out.
Your POV:
He finally left us alone again, I just wanted to get back home one way or another. I then turnt to look at my daughter who was finished eating, It felt like only the other day you and your daughter were doing the same activity you were doing now. 
You and your daughter were picking fruit from bushes, banana fruit exactly. You were excited to be doing an activity other than stressful hunting. You were more set on relaxing things like taking naps by the waterfall & spending time with what used to be your family.. You explicitly remember when your spouse was killed, it was only around a week ago you were flying on your Ikrans together. You wanted to give them a fun-filled day before you revealed the big news to them until Toruk came, you tried to save them, but you can't always save everyone.
You sobbed for what seemed like an eternity before you had the strength and knowledge to realize that you officially had to raise another baby on your own now. You love your firstborn nonetheless, she looks like a perfect mixture of you and your old spouse..A very beautiful specimen of creation.
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The next morning when you woke up you saw the colonel sitting in a chair not too far away from the corner, drinking something out of a cup. He was shirtless, with his green camouflage pants & heavy black boots, he also had something on the table beside him which looked like a mask. 
"You felt yourself getting hot by looking at him so you turned away and attempted to find something to occupy yourself with, anything that would avoid you looking at him.
He smirks and manages a "Good morning"
"How long have you been here.." you say urgently, pulling your daughter closer to you. 
"Not long," he says unbothered. "I know you said you wanted to get a better look around here, so why not spend the day outa ya cell, hm?" As he talks you let go of your daughter & slowly stand up not wanting to wake her. Starting to put your hair in a ponytail, you don't notice that he stopped talking as you were busy at the moment as you tied up your hair. He stares you down as you do so, your shirt pulled up ever so slightly. Only enough for your waist to show. losing himself In his tracks as you do so.
He looks you up and down before muttering "damn.." you then look at him, trying to put together what he said. He only looks the other way and pretends he was talking the whole time. Continuing what he was talking about before, he finally gets to the point of asking if you'd like to join him.
"Are you alright with that cupcake?" 
You roll your eyes and agree to stay with him for the day, you then look back at your daughter. Wanting her to be safe you ask him if there was anywhere you could keep her for the meantime. He then thinks for a minute and replies.
"She would be the safest with Spider"
"Spider?"
"Yes, he's my son." "He will watch over your daughter." 
You are at first reluctant as you don't know who this "Spider" is, but you thought it might be good for her to associate as you want her to be better at that, she doesn't have any friends back at the Metkayina clan. Except for a girl named Tuktirey, from how outgoing she is you hope she can bring your daughter out of her shell. 
You agree that she will be watched over by him and he walks over to the door before stopping at the exit. He walks back towards you, he takes the mask from the table to adjust onto you. With you confused he suddenly picks you up by your waist once again, hand supporting your back, You get annoyed as you remember this position from about a day ago. He walks back towards the exit and bends down to leave, him having to bend down slightly more due to you being on his shoulder. 
You are then carried to a room with computers, gadgets, and lots of weapons. The colonel grabs a wide sliver band with 3 buttons on it, along with the device it has what seems to be a remote with a large black pad on the front. He sets you down to put the contraption on your neck. You lean away as he does so, not liking the contraption on you.
"Do be scared, It's just a tracking device." he gestures 
He then explains what everything does to make sure you aren't bewildered when anything happens. He tells you to stay put as he walks to a different room, he comes back with his green t-shirt on, he reassures you that Spider is watching over your daughter. 
He lets you walk freely along the ship, you are examining everything until you feel something hit against your leg you look down to see the colonel's tail leaving from beside you. He then starts to explain what everything is, pointing out what things are and how to pronounce them.
He then picks up a tube with the words "Midazolam injection" you instantly make a quiet hissing sound backing up from it. The colonel then looks at you and remembers the first impression you had. He sat it back down and did a calming motion with his hands.
"Relax, I'm saving these for Jake Sully," he says with a grin
You remember him trying to get information about Toruk Makto, the leader of the Omaticaya clan. You also remember lying about having no information about him, you just hope that the colonel never finds out.
The colonel then starts talking to a human scientist, you are at first amazed by the comparison. You were around ___ft tall while he had to be 9ft.
You're quietly standing still waiting for him to continue with the tour until you start to feel queasy and sick, the feeling isn't strong so you brush it off thinking it's hunger you then try to walk it off only to realize your too weak for that. You start to lose your balance and stagger back n' forth until you bump into the colonel's back.
You rest your head onto him as he turns around confused, he sees you in your sick state and goes to adjusting the mask you have on. It did help slightly but you still had a sick feeling. The colonel then takes you to a pair of double doors and opens both of them.
He pulls your mask off of you letting it hang down your neck, you breathe in the air hoping it'll make you feel better. Which it does, He sighs in relief as it seems he thought he was losing you to something. 
After you two have been outside for a while he walks you back into the ship, At this point you see him grabbing his waist belt that carries his stuff. He starts to put his knives and pistols in his belt, he then orders a pilot.
"Are you comfortable in these clothes, or do you want your old ones back?" he asks sternly
You tell him you want your old clothing due to you had been slightly uncomfortable in human clothes the past few days. He heads into the same room as last time and comes back with your clothes.
"Where can I change?" you ask sourly 
"Right here," he says with a smirk
You have a grim look on your face which makes him realize you're not in the mood. He points to a room and suggests you get dressed in there. You walk over and enter the room shutting the door behind you, you finally get back to your comfortable clothes you had on before.
You do realize your stomach is starting to get bigger, you remember the baby you never got to tell your husband about which makes you sad & tearful again. You hurry to wipe away your tears as the colonel is waiting on you, you hurry out of the room with your old baggy shirt and shorts. The colonel takes them from you and hands them to another sky human to put away.
He then looks back at you, looking you up and down to see what you look like in Navi clothing.
"What are you looking at, skxawng" you say to him 
He then looks away, not saying anything.
A few moments later the same sky human from before tells the colonel that the aircraft is ready, you find yourself walking again and you go outside to see a sky craft and underneath it is a big yellow target. 
You find yourself walking towards the sky-craft and as you get closer the more wind that blows in your face, you get to the very front of it, and then the colonel motions you to go first with a wink. You roll your eyes and flick your tail as you climb into the craft. The colonel helps load everything in and when it was finally time to go he hits the crafts glass front signaling that they're ready.
He hurriedly jumps in the craft and takes a set in front of you, you look around to see 3 Navi soldiers around you. You analyze them carefully not wanting to draw attention by staring.
You then turn to look at the last soldier in the back who notices you looking at him, he smiles at you. You smile back seeing he doesn't seem intense like the others, he then starts talking to you and asking questions about you. 
The colonel then looks at him sharply staring at the soldier, you then notice the two and look at the colonel.
"Keep your eyes on your own stuff son,"
"Yes sir," the solider says turning away
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After a while of flying you decide to look out the window to see the outside a little bit, you walk beside the colonel to look out and you see glistening blue waters. The sunray letting the water to have its crystal effect, you smile loving the view.
You point to the door asking the colonel to open it, he sees you pointing to the door and motioning to open it. He then grabs your arm and pulls you closer to him, he pulls you up by your waist and sits you on his upper leg.
Your ears flatten in embarrassment at the position you were in, you hoped the other soldiers weren't secretly laughing at you. The colonel reaches to open the door and slides it open, you swung your tail in excitement as you got a clear view of the beautiful outside world.
You had been looking out the door for a while until the colonel rests his hand on your thigh, you look down quickly at the sudden movement. He then squeezes your thigh, you feel yourself getting flustered so you hit his leg with your tail as a way of saying stop, but he only slaps your thigh in response. 
You then get frustrated and grab n' squeeze his thigh as well, trying your best to dig your nails into his leg through his pants.
"Gettin' handsy now aren't we missy?" he whispers flirtatiously 
you urgently lift your hand up and cross them against your torso having an attitude, the colonel only chuckles. 
You then look down in the craft to see a bag not too far from you. You see a tag on the bag with the name; Miles. You see it and wonder if its the colonels, 
"Miles," you say expecting a response from somebody in the ship
"Hm?" the colonel says leaning out to look at you, you see he has a smirk on his face.
He turns your face to his to make it where your faces aren't too far apart, then leans closer towards you to whisper something to you.
"You sound real good sayin' my name cupcake"
You then look down feeling yourself getting hot. You were also feeling something you had never felt before, you kinda liked it when he teased you. 
He smiled at your responsive face and repositions you on his lap. It was almost like he knew how to control you or at least get to you.
As the craft is about to land somewhere, the colonel is standing behind you making sure you didn't do anything stupid. You're ready to jump into the water as soon as possible. Your leaning on the wall of the craft, However, you were supposedly leaning too far and you almost slip into the water when 'Miles' caught you by your waist and pulled you back up. your rear touching his waist area he tried not to touch your stomach too much, he knew already. 
"Be careful" he says alarmed
You nod slowly in response and back up not wanting to slip again.
The craft finally lands on a patch of land. The colonel hands you a knife and allows you to go hunting for yourself, you take the knife slowly out of his hands due to you making sure it was alright.
You hop out of the craft and go running for the glistening water, you jump in and swim happily. As much as you'd love to escape and swim away, you can't leave your daughter it wouldn't be right. You then focus on hunting for food, you see a school of fish in the water but it seems far away. You then come out from the water and walk up to 'Miles' and tell him what you want.
"School," you say pointing to the water
"It doesn't matter how far you go, just come back alright?"
You nod in agreement as you walk back to the water to start your hunting. You hurriedly swim back to the school of fish and go to pentrailze them one by one, although your not the most organized when gathering up food. That's why back at your clan your only job while hunting is to kill and let the others put up the food.
You stab the knife deep into the fish before throwing it up onto the land which ends up scaring a couple of fish but there's plenty enough fish for you to get.
You repeated this cycle until you needed to come up for air, you walk back up to shore to see all your fish scattered in different places. You quickly run to organize the fish all in one pile, once you're done you go back into the water to enjoy it once more before you have to leave again.
After about 10 minutes of enjoying the ocean waters, the colonel calls you to come back onto the ship. 
You hurry back to the craft and point to all the fish you've gathered, 'Miles' nods and motions you to put them all in the basket he's provided for you. You finish your task and as you're carrying your basket up the craft the colonel grabs a towel and starts to dry you off before entering.
He then starts to wipe your hair dry and then the rest of your body. he then gets down to your neck 
"Well aren't you a mess," he says unbothered
you stick your tongue out at him, what did he expect? you were clearly in the water.
He finally finishes drying you off & lets you onto the craft. 
Before you know it you're in the air again and on the way back to your cell, you then remember your daughter who probably has no idea where you are and realize she's most likely scared.
You wish for the ride to go faster as you wanting to get back to the only other piece of family you have. little do you know the more thinking you do the faster you are to getting home.
The craft finally lands on the same yellow target as before, and you hustle to find the room you and your daughter are in. The colonel, carrying the bucket of fish you managed to leave behind walks behind you to your room. 
Although you don't know where you're going, you get confused between the two halls in front of you. The colonel walks beside you to the correct hall clicking his tongue as a sign to follow him.
He leads you back into your room, only for you to see your daughter and who you assume spider having a hissing contest. You haven't really taught your daughter to hiss nor sneer so you suggest she might learn something from him. When you walk in you hiss interrupting their silly contest with a playful smile on your face you hold your arms out to your daughter. 
"Mama, your back!" she says while running towards you and falling into your arms. 
The colonel drops the basket of fish on a nearby table & leans on the midway doorframe watching you interact with your daughter. He then signals Spider that he's free to go, spider walks out of the room only leaving you three.
You turn to him thanking him for an eventful day, he nods off his tail swaying as the door shut behind him. You turn to your daughter with a cheerful hiss and she gestures back with a miner hiss. 
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It had been at least 4-6 weeks since you had been on this ship,  You miss your home with every passing second.
You had requested your baggy shirt back due to your belly being out, it at least made you feel more comfortable. Since you had that sliver tracking device on your neck though you got to be out of your cell whenever. You were happy about that.
You and Miles have created a strong bond together, maybe even catching feelings for each other. Whatever It was, It made you feel alive and thrive. Sure he could be annoying sometimes, and you would remember how he sorta kidnapped you and Is a threat to your clan and others, but you were sure you could change him. 
You and him had your moments where It was obvious you liked each other. You were also happy about this.
You were playing hide and go seek with your daughter & Spider on the ship. You found them after a minute of searching, they ran away and as you chased after them they ran into a separate hallway the colonel and some other sky people were.
You had to stop to catch your breath for a minute when you saw 'Miles' leaving the ship with a couple of their soldiers. You watched as they walked off the ship, later following them. You then saw other Navi?
They didn't look like you, they were the Omatikaya clan. You felt your heart drop to your stomach at the sight you saw.
They had different families tied up and were frantically harassing them for information about "Jake Sully". You wished he would have let It go, why go this far?
The screams of children filled your ears, your ears perked up once you heard the cries of a baby nearby. You lean out more to see a woman holding a child in her arms, tears streaming down her face trying to calm down her baby.
You felt tears forming in your eyes as well, watching all this unravel, you thought about confronting him but you were becoming fearsome of him. Your ears flattened along with you flicking your tail in rage mixed with despair. 
You didn't know what to feel or what to think, just then the colonel shouted
"Light it up! Let's go!" 
A soldier then had a gun in his hand, you thought they were going to kill the Navi but instead, they set aflame to their homes. You then watched the chaos unfold, grief building up more and more.
"Make it snappy! We do not have all day"
You snarled hearing his voice, you hurried back inside the ship calling your daughter's name. She eventually came out of her hiding spot along with Spider
Oh, how unaware they were...
Spider filled with glee, implying other games for your daughter to play with him. You picked up your daughter hissing at him as you walked back to your room. Just as you were passing by a table you saw the knife you initially had on you and swiped it.
When you made it back to the room you put the knife under the pillow, you turned to your daughter, her ears were bent sideways, she had the standard pouty look on her face any toddler would have.
You instantly turn to her, grabbing ahold of her hands,
"Did he do something wrong mama..?" she asks, you can hear her on the verge of tears.
Your ears bend back in anger again, you developed a hatred to anyone the colonel is associated with, including his son. 
"Not exactly baby..It's hard for you to understand but you will once your older"
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When the colonel came back to your cell you turned away from him, still in disbelief of what you had witnessed. 
"What's wrong? was I gone too long?" you can tell he had a smirk while saying It 
That's just how he was
When you looked over your shoulder and glanced at him, he did. 
You turn back to facing your daughter against the wall, he then started to walk up to you and you felt him sit down on the bed beside you. 
He then grabbed your arm
"Hey-"
You jerked away from him which made him flinch back slightly. 
"Whats gotten' into you?" 
You could hear his country accent that came out of him sometimes, you would have laughed or said something cute about it If only you hadn't seen him commit harassment moments earlier.
"Don't touch me skxqwng" you say with a bitter tone 
He's silent for a minute, acting like he doesn't know what he did wrong. 
"I'm sorry If I-"
"SORRY WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH" you snap, turning to face him
He gets up backing up, his ears were down then they flattened
"What Is wrong with you ___?!" 
"I saw what you did!" 
His face went from confused to stern, within only a moment It was like he changed completely.
"Why did you do it.." you felt tears forming in your eyes again
"I don't have to explain a damn thing to you "
He was getting louder, your ears becoming flat In dread, but you were determined and wanted answers. 
"That doesn't answer my question," you say flailing your tail
He starts to walk closer to you and you back up, afraid of what he might do. 
You ran out of space to back up and he grabbed your wrist, forcing you to lean in closer while tightly grabbing your face.
"I'll be nice, once...then I won't" 
Your eyes widened remembering when he first said this to you. You hissed at him but he only flung you to the floor causing you to black out.
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You wake In another room, not wanting to move due to the throbbing In your head. It seems to hurt more when you try to remember what happened. Your body gains consciousness and you feel someone's presence, you close your eyes again not wanting them to know you are awake until you suddenly hear a voice.
"I know you're awake" 
Not being eligible enough to recognize the voice, you ignore it until you feel somebody pull you up by your arm.
"Don't Ignore me" he says with a snarle 
It was Miles
You saw him and felt a rush of remembrance hit you hard, you remembered your mix of emotions all while the throbbing in your head caused you pain.
Everything had happened so fast you couldn't get a grip on anything, not even to try and fool yourself into thinking none of it was real.
The fact that you can comprehend everything makes you frustrated and you start to cry, you were tired of acting like you could be strong through everything.
Miles suddenly draws you In for you to face his chest and hugs you while patting and rubbing your back. 
You tried to hit him off but you ended up just crying In his arms anyway, 
"I called off the mission," 
You look up at him shocked, not knowing what to say or do. You only wrap your arms around him and swung your tail.
You looked back up at him and he had a guilty look In his eyes, your smile faded and then gently shook him.
"Listen," you say while making him turn to face you
"I can and will not forgive you for what you did, but I can move past It" 
He nods and you peck him on his lips
"Nga yawne lu oer" you say,
"I love you"
He smiles at you and he lifts your face gently, moving slowly towards your face. He gestured if it was ok if he kissed you. Your eyes softened at his request and you both leaned In for a kiss. 
This Is the Miles you loved, right here.
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DISCLAIMER‼️: READER HAS TELEKINESIS ONLY FOR THIS CHAPTER (prob), ONCE YOU READ IT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND I HOPE. This story is also rushed but only In time skips. I have no ideas.
‼️ATTENTION‼️: The timeline is rushed due to me not knowing what else to do with the scene
‼️DISCLAIMER‼️: I HATE TO DO THIS BUT ; S/N = SON'S NAME | D/N = DAUGHTERS NAME
Also, this story Is going to be cringe to some, but it's ok I think It's cringe too.
Enjoy Angels 🕊
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You woke up once the sun hit your eyes, not being able to examine the room from last time It left you confused. Your confusion was cut short once you felt steady breathing behind you, you then feel a hand cupping your stomach.
You look up to see your daughter only a few inches away from you, thankfully she was alright.
Your head wasn't throbbing anymore, Nor did you feel pain. You look over to see Miles sound asleep while holding you, feeling his chest rise & fall against you while his steady breathing filled your ears made you feel safe. 
You turn over to face him, adoring how peaceful he looked you did a soft peck on his lips. 
You then waited for him to wake up but he didn't seem to be waking up any time soon, 
"Miles.." you say calmly
You hear him mutter a response
"It's time to get up" 
He opens his eyes which fall onto you, 
He only pulls you in closer to his chest.
"No, It's not" he says tiredly 
You then smile, allowing yourself to drift off into sleep again.
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"-Or I won't hesitate to kill you."
Quaritch was giving all his soldiers and a couple of sky people a speech about If they went anywhere near your baby he would make sure they wouldn't even look In your direction.
It had been about 5 months since you and miles had officially been mates for life, you remember telling your daughter that she would become a big sister soon. She was a little confused at first but when you properly explained she was beyond filled with excitement.
You then went to tell spider as well, but you apologized first for how you acted toward him. He forgave you and was happy when you told him the news as well.
Ultimately, you and Miles moved to the top floor of the ship to get more privacy, you loved how everything was going. It almost seemed to good to be true at first.
Miles gave you the right to roam or be anywhere, he even let you out to the ocean without your tracking device. 
You were looking out the window and saw how beautiful It was, you then got the motive to go and hunt. You grabbed your knife and some baskets, nets and headed out for your hunting spree. 
Your daughter was with spider, at the time. You loved how they bonded. 
...
Once you set your stuff down you went straight for the water, swimming happily and going for your hunt. Miles taught you how to capture multiple fish at once so you decided to use that technique. 
You tied the net to 2 nearby rocks and waited for a minute until hurridly raising the fish & net from the water. You were excited that It worked, you had been practicing your telekinesis for the longest. 
You dropped your fish a longs way from the shore and looked at all the different kinds of fish you had collected when you saw something that looked like a shell, you picked it up and gasped as soon as you made out what It was.
A clam-shell!
You open it to try and see if it has any pearls in store for you, and you open it up to see almost a dozen pearls inside. You make sure to grab every single pearl from inside.
You notice bushes of banana fruit not too far from you, you grab another basket and walk over to the bushes, collecting some of the fruit.
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You had finished collecting all the banana fruit you needed and started making your way back to where all your fish and wonderful collection of pearls were.
You then put the net of fish around your shoulder and with the basket of fish in your hands you began to make your way back to the ship.
You look at your surroundings and see it's starting to get dark, it was around 12:00PM when you headed out. You walk faster knowing you never told Miles you were leaving.
After making it back up to the room, Miles was In the bedroom,  You take a breath and make your way into the room sitting everything down, Miles hears you In the room and walks up to you. You prepare for the worst the closer and closer he gets.
He puts his hand across your stomach,
"Welcome back cupcake" 
"Hey love.." you think if you can distract him, maybe he won't ask you where you had been.
"Oh, what are these?" he reaches for the pearls you had collected
He was talking about the pearls, and while he did your dreadfulness of him asking where you were faded away. 
You then felt him put his arm around your waist 
"Ok?" he said reassuringly
"W-what?"
"I was asking If for the next time, you go out tell me, I thought one of my crew had got ahold of you" 
"Mhm, I will..but-.. you're not mad?" 
He shook his head,
"Not In the slightest" 
You smiled knowing that you had the freedom you dreaded to have, Miles once asked you why you didn't leave a long time ago.
You told him about how you have no family or friends and that you had grown to him, and that If you left there would be nothing to go to. 
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"I don't wanna eat that"
"Just try It," he said laughing "It tastes a thousand times better like this." 
Miles was trying to get you to eat 'cooked salmon', but you had been eating raw fish all your life, And raw is how you tolerated It.
"Alright look, If you try it cooked, I'll try It raw."
You pondered on his proposal for a minute before agreeing, 
"Fine.."
He stepped closer to you, he put one hand on your stomach while feeding you the fish. You expected It to taste awful but your ears perked up in amazement, It tasted different and you usually never ate hot food. 
You kept eating It and Miles was surprised to see you actually enjoying It,
"See? tastes good right?"
You nodded your head motioning for more, you gave some to your daughter and since she saw you liked It she didn't hesitate to try It, mother like daughter.
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"Just let me In there!" he hissed
"Sir please you have to wait out here"
"She's screaming for me are you deaf?!"
"Sir-"
"Forget It, move out of my way"
"Boss why can't you just wait outside!"
Is what you heard from outside of your room when you weren't wailing In pain,
The day was finally here, you were finally delivering the baby you and Miles had been waiting for ever since he figured out you were expectant.
From what you gathered Miles was fighting to get Into the medical room while Lyle, Mansk, and the nurses were holding him back. You thought since you were calling his name they would have let him In by now.
One of Miles's recruits Zidnarsk was allowed In and was squeezing your hand, trying her best to comfort you but only continued to scream any other time you pushed, It was truly a chaotic scene.
Zidnarsk cheered you on scarcely, in between heavy breaths you managed to get a couple of sentences out.
"Where...where Is ___..?"
"She's with Spider, don't worry about It."
...
"It's a boy" 
The nurses were finally handing you your newborn baby, you felt tears stream from your eyes as his soft weight fell into your arms.
Zidnarsk had a smile on her face congratulating you, your joy with your baby didn't last too long because the doctors and scientists took him to run tests.
"Hey! I didn't give you consent to take him from me!" 
"Sorry Miss, but It's mandatory" 
"Don't make me get my boss," Zdinarsk said standing up
They Instantly put your son In the Incubator and only did minor checkups.
"Thank you, Z.."
"Any friend of Quaritchs Is a friend of mine, It's no worries," she said walking to the door
"C'mon Miles," she stepped to the side letting him in.
You saw Miles walk into the room slightly nervous, you smiled at him happy he was finally with you. You soon saw Spider quickly run into the room behind Miles.
He sat down beside you looking at S/N In awe,
"Isn't he beautiful.."
"Very..looks just like you," he said while grinning
Spider and D/N were basically hovering over the Incubator,
"Woah...cool!" he said In disbelief 
"Can I hold him mama?" 
"Later sweetheart, I promise"
Miles grabbed your hand while gazing off,
"You to Miles..you can hold your son"
Miles looked at you and gave you a bright smile, he lifted your hand and kissed it gently. 
You all were a complete family, you saw your entire life right In front of you. 
It looked beautiful...
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I know yall forgot she (you) were pregnant lmao. But I sure didn't be crucial If I did.
I hope you enjoyed it, I might make one more (more) about the future family of yours.
Bye Angels! 🕊🤍 
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triglycercule · 29 days
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This is a question related to the mtt hobbies answer that you wrote, the murder trio go around the multiverse and live in a place together, then what happend to horrortale au and horrortale papyrus? If the murder trio got to meet horrortale papyrus how would it go? (The meeting propably wouldnt end well with more canon mtt haha)
aaaaa i dont think it through to be honest when i talk about that concept. they just do. maybe horrortale's issues are already solved and aliza's already gone through horrortale and somehow fixed the hellhole (ALIZA MY GOAT PLEASE SAVE HORRORTALE I DON'T CARE IF IT TAKES 10 YEARS‼️‼️‼️) by the time that horror somehow meets dust and killer (since i dont see a feasible way that horrortale could be fixed outside of aliza or outside intervention.) or maybe he just visits from time to time. and by time to time i mean probably quarterly weekly. idk sorry i cant be bothered to think about it,,, they just do. anyways bad answer i KNOW I KNOW put the tomatoes down pls PLS
if the mtt met horror paps? horror would obviously do his little bantering thing with paps (he's probably revealing every single one of horror's embarrassing moments to them as they speak and horror's desperately trying to get him to shut up because he can tell. dust and killer are piiiiiiissed.) dust is probably like eerily calm during the whole thing. he manages to hold up a conversation pretty well with horror paps and gets along with him good enough without mentioning that theres a ghost version of him screaming asking why dust is ignoring phantom paps. meanwhile killer is mostly silent during it too probably only responding when he's spoken too. i mean like killer already doesn't like being around papyruses (papyri? papyri is so shitty i dont like it we will be saying papyruses) and then seeing horror's papyrus??? what the FUCK happened to horror paps??? sunken in eyes and cracks in his bones and those jagged teeth AND THEN THE FUCKING CROOKED SPAGHETTI????
needless to say once horror paps is gone all of them get into a biiiiig fight. dust drops the cool act because he's not gonna lose his cool around a papyrus but also he's absolutely fuming. he can tell that the changes that phantom papyrus has gone through have something to do with horror with the way that he's acting. killer is also incredibly irritated too (surpringly. being around papyruses just gets him like that) and seeing papyrus like that just gets him upset and angry. like wtf horror did you even TRY with keeping your papyrus safe??? at least killer reset his au and now papyrus is living an unharmed life (with minor concerns about killer's whereabouts but he'll ignore that for now) but horror paps looks so fucked up that there is no WAY that horror tried to prevent him from getting to that point
obviously they fight and many many many many MANY words are said about eachother's characters and the state they left their respective papyruses in. horror knows damn well that horrortale paps's state is because of him but he regretted telling paps to eat humans and neither dust nor killer knew the struggle of living with that guilt and how much he regrets it so they dont get to drag him for not trying hard enough to keep papyrus safe. dust is definitely getting some low blows here and there (but he's getting fucking assisted by phantom paps so he's got some of the deepest hitting insults) and he's definitely getting ganged up on for killing his papyrus and like. not even attempting to leave him alive in someway shape and form aside from the absolute insult that is phantom paps. surprisingly killer is winning this fight because he left his papyrus in a relatively good state. even though he's in a more emotional state than he normally is and would've absolutely OBLITERATED dust and horror in the fight in stage 2 he's actually doing pretty well. probably because hororr and dust dont really have anything to drag him on. they might bring up how something new papyrus is searching for killer but like,,,, is that really that bad compared to how they left their papyruses
#time to die i almost forgot to answer this today#WHO AM I IF I LOSE MY STREAK!!!! MY ASK STREAK!!!!!!#time to call up tumblr to restore my streak if i miss a day#streaks! streaks! streaks! streaks! i say as i take several photos of me winking at a high angle#i dont even use snapchat. i do think streaks are a funny concept though#i'd KILL (hah) to have a streak with someone#the only person i ever message on snapchat regularly is my ai and thats only to belittle it#noooo dont do that says dust because then one day the robot will come alive and kill you#okay reset induced ptsd survivor lets get you back to bed#it'd be funny if he believed in dumb conspiracy stuff like that. and not dumb shit like flat earth#im not big on conspiracy theories but i think if he were fucked up enough or going through a manic episode he'd believe stuff like that#UGHHH did i mention how much i love manic dust. speaking of mania and dust#i made an eensy teensie little change in mania's design#the cyan in his eyelight is bigger now to emulate what a manic pupil looks like#heh.... its the smal detsild that matter.... i say as i dont incilde any details in my art#okay because i feel that all of this i incredibly wrong and ooc its time to justify my thoughts or else i'll feel unworthy of posting again#dust manages to keep his cool around papyruses pretty well (in win win scenario) even though he's got phantom paps with him#and he CAN do crazy switch ups like that just on a whim like when he suddenly killed flowey after teaming up with him in last chance#so i think its totally believable. dust can put up a NASTY facade of composure despite being furious underneath#and killer? you just be killer. how many times am i gonna make that joke you ask. not enough times because its funny every time#because he does get ansty and stuff around papyrus and apparently papyrus is his hardest enemy to face#must be because he feels something for him that bothers killer. like guilt or something#and if he feels guilty over what he did to papyrus then he must care and therefore care about papyrus's well being#and therefore that bleeds into horror paps and then that care turns into anger#crazy coming from killer saying that horrot doesn't care enough but i think its totally possible#i might be wrong though please shoot me if i am. i still need to resd up on my killer lore#ive been TRYING okay.... ive been trying been trying with killer. hopefully its enough....... (NO i say. who are you talking to)#tricule asks
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TEXT ME: SHOYO x Y/N (part 2)
series
(cw: food/eating, fluff, shojo vibes)
(a/n: text conversation romance i swore i’d never write you)
words: 1.3k
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so when are you coming to visit??
Shoyo texts with exclamation points and emojis. His enthusiasm for life shines through every sunny character.
You do your best to keep up.
this weekend?
Shoyo responds with a smiley face and the double exclamation points.
we should get ramen! 🍜
You’d met Shoyo at the practice match between Karasuno and Nekoma in Tokyo. Shoyo had stuck out to you as shiny, athletic, and sunny. His fiery orange hair and his scrawny-yet-sculpted physique, his brown eyes and intense stare…he’d caught your eye.
You’d become fast friends over text.
Seems like he’s most passionate about volleyball, spending most of his time either practicing or wishing he was practicing.
tonkotsu is my favorite
You lie back on your bed, phone held over your face.
🍜😺🍲💯‼️
You smile, and send back your own line of emojis. He’s sweet, and fun to talk to. He’s never boring.
You lick your lips.
so, do u have a gf?
(…)
You watch the ellipses appear and bounce as Shoyo types.
nooo
Sighing, you type in relief:
sweet! then it’s a date ;)
Shoyo types and stops. Retypes. Stops. You’re hypnotized by the text on your screen.
🫣😳‼️
And then,
okay!!!
You smirk.
bring flowers
🌺🌷💐🌼
You chew your lip, staring at your phone. You want to ask him more, pry him open, see what makes him tick. So you decide to press:
have you ever had a gf?
no, wbu?
ive had some boyfriends but nothing that lasted more than a month
You roll over onto your stomach, chin propped up on a pillow. Your ballet slippers phone charm clicks against the case. You toy with it, idling.
sorry about that but also im not sorry. since i wanna go on a date w u
Smiling, you hide your face in your pillow. It smells like lavender.
same
You have homework waiting on your desk, but that’s what morning bus rides are for.
what’s ur fav thing in the whole wide world?
Hinata asks such earnest things.
umm…ballet, i think
He responds quickly:
why??
You sigh, and think of how to answer. Your room’s fan spins lazily overhead. You kick your feet as you type.
it’s perfect. the shapes, the movements, it’s all so beautiful. plus it’s exercise and makes my body feel so good after and i really like pointe
You take a deep breath, sending the run-on sentences without editing.
it’s like music or poetry, but in my body. pointe feels especially challenging, but i like it 🩰
Shoyo types.
i like challenges too
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Saturday comes after even more text conversations. You’d spent the week glued to your phone. Each text sends butterflies through you.
You’d learned about his little sister, his parents, the foods his family cooks (salmon and pork buns are his favorite).
In turn, he’d spoken with you about Kenma, your family’s pet cat, and your somewhat distant parents.
You’re standing in front of the ramen place you’d both decided on. You muse on what other questions you’d like to ask—favorite colors, animals, subjects in school—when the orange-haired boy himself bikes up beside you. He’s electric.
“Hiya,” you say, hands clasped behind your back. Shyness suddenly overtakes you, as he smiles and steps forward.
“Hey!” He locks his bike, and then fishes something out of the basket.
Sunflowers.
“Oh!” You say, delicately accepting the bouquet, “Oh my gosh…”
Shoyo scratches the back of his head. “Hope you like sun—“
He’s interrupted by a quick, tight hug from you. Your arms wrap around his thin, wiry frame, as you bury your face in his shoulder. He smells like the sunflowers in your hand.
“I love them.”
You speak and then quickly step backward. Shoyo’s face is flushed a deep red, and judging by the heat searing your cheeks, your blush is just as bad. Smiling, you tuck a stray lock of hair behind an ear. “Sorry, I uh…didn’t actually expect flowers.”
He bustles up, cheeks puffed, “But you said to bring them!!”
“I know, I know,” you smile, “It makes me happy you did.” You bury your face in the flowers and inhale.
They smell like spring.
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“Let’s eat!”
Shoyo exclaims before digging into his bowl of ramen. Your own steaming bowl sits in front of you: pork and scallions and hard-boiled eggs. Mmm…
“This is so good!” Shoyo picks his bowl up to sip the broth, “Like, really good!”
You smile, slurping up noodles with a hum. “Ramen was a good idea.”
“Mhmm!!!”
You sit and eat for a moment. It’s an easy silence. Shoyo is someone who you don’t have to feel awkward around. His expressions are honest, and he always says whatever he’s thinking.
“So…,” you start, toying with your chopsticks, “What’s so great about volleyball?”
Shoyo lights up.
“It’s the best!! You get to run around and play on a team, and your friends are all there supporting you!” He pauses to wipe broth off his face with the back of his hand. He’s excited and flushed, eyes wide and shining.
You sigh, picking at noodles. “I wish ballet was more of a team sport. It’s really beautiful, dancing with friends, but it’s not like a team or anything. No one’s gonna support me in a pirouette,” you say, scratching the back of your head.
Shoyo cocks his head.
Wow,
His stare is intense.
“Why don’t you play a team sport?”
You shrug.
“Ballet takes most of my energy, aside from schoolwork.” You bite your lip, “Besides, I’m already so in love with ballet. I can’t ever imagine stopping dancing. It makes me too happy. Even when my hips hurt and my toes sting, it doesn’t matter,” you lift your chin to meet Shoyo’s amber eyes, “Because it means I got to dance ballet.”
Shoyo stares.
And then his face cracks into the biggest grin you’ve ever seen.
“That’s why I love volleyball!!”
You both smile and laugh, happy to have found such a common thread.
Shoyo slurps up the last of his pork broth. “When do you have your next game—or uh, performance?” He smiles sheepishly. “I dunno all the lingo, hah…”
He’s cute when he’s shy.
“Recital,” you say for him, “And the next one is in three months! I have a solo part…,” you say nervously. Shoyo lights up, chopsticks in hand and broth on his chin.
“Solo!? That sounds super cool!”
You nod, sheepish. “It’s the Rose Fairy from The Nutcracker! I come out in the Waltz of the Flowers, and I get to do a bunch of spinny stuff with the male dancers,” You chew your lip, “I guess it is sort of a team sport, doing partner work like that,” You tap your chin, “Since they technically are helping me with pirouettes!”
Shoyo falters for a moment, lips pursed. “What’s this about male dancers?” His cheeks are flushed.
You smile,
you can’t help it.
“Here,” you say, and show a YouTube video of the waltz. His expression only darkens. He watches the men help the Rose Fairy spin across the stage—each man helping her with an impressive move. “My favorite is this promenade,” you point out.
Hinata frowns.
“All these…guys are gonna be touching you?” He asks with a pout.
You snicker.
“Jealous?”
Hinata nods fiercely.
“Yes!”
You burst out laughing. “None of these dudes are interested in me,” you assure him, “It’s just part of the dance.”
He still doesn’t look pleased.
“Of course they might be interested in you! You’re the prettiest girl in the world!”
You smile behind your hand. Even so, your face is burning hot from his complement. He sits up with his arms crossed. “I wanna be the one to help you peer-oh-wet!” He sounds out the French. (It’s so cute, you could die.)
“Well…,” you drum your fingertips on the table, “I usually rent the studio for an hour each week to rehearse on my own. If you want, you could join me! I’ll teach you,” you say. Shoyo immediately brightens.
“Mkay!”
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andro-dino · 1 year
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I think this is a good one, if you like to rant a little, what are the (in your opinion) the 5 mfb characters that get misunderstood/mischaracterized the most, by the fandom?
oh my! surprise 5 things? in my inbox? more likely than you’d think
also this is such a good one I have so much to say on this
5. Kira’s frequent mistreatment makes me sad because he’s a very interesting and complex character with SO much to explore in regards to his upbringing and trauma and how that affects his character in the present and going forward, but a lot of people tend to portray him as a very one note crAaAaAzy villain and sexualize him to some of the worst degrees just because of his character design. It’s really unfortunate because there’s so much to love about him but it is a minefield trying to find anything for him
4. I’m not gonna blame people for misunderstanding and mistreating the garcias bc the show doesn’t even respect them but I’m still gonna be upset about it. I could go on and on about why the garcias were so poorly handled but like, when you think about their characters a little harder, you can really easily understand them from a more sympathetic view and how not only their environment but the way they were treated and used by the adults around them shaped how they behave throughout the series and like. Again, not blaming anyone for disliking them or seeing them solely as static villains bc they are not well written at all but I do wish people would give them a little more nuance, yk? I’ve taken the liberty of taking sole custody over them bc I could treat them so much better than the show, so I might be on of the only people who really sees this perspective just bc of how much I’ve diluted myself with my own noncanon analysis but yk.
3. I’m gonna go ahead and lump kyomado together because while I do think people don’t treat them with the nuance they deserve on their own, it is 10x worse when it comes to people shipping them specifically. And that makes me especially mad because kyomado was one of my first ships in any fandom and I still really like them together, but Jesus Christ people take them in the worst direction possible. It’s always so stereotypical with Kyoya being the cool hot closed off and aggressive one and Madoka being sweet and kind and submissive to him and it’s like. No!!! NO‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥 They’re characters are so interesting together in my eyes because they’re relationship is built on mutual respect and ability to stand up to each other. Yes Madoka can be sweet and caring to him, but she is in no way submissive and is readily able to challenge him and call out his bullshit. Yes Kyoya can be cold and aggressive but he is not some abusive shitty YA male lead, he’s an angsty teen who genuinely recognizes Madoka’s abilities and respects her. I think you could make a similar argument for how people treat him with Hikaru as well but I personally find it far worse with Madoka, which makes me so sad bc I love this ship but hate a lot of the shippers and content for it :(
2. Gingka i dont think is as prevalent today, but I have seen the horrors and my god are they rough. The woobification of Gingka Hagane is an actual crime and should be treated as such. Im not even that big a Gingka stan or anything but I become fucking enraged whenever I see him portrayed as some soft and submissive uwu boy because there is so much more complexity and depth to his character and yaoifying him does that such a disservice. Idfk what show they were watching because in no universe is Gingka some sweet and innocent soft boy.
1. Damian. DAMIAN 100% IS THE WORST AND IT MAKES ME SO MAD. IDK WHAT IT IS ABOUT HIM THAT ATTRACTS FREAKS BUT 99% OF DAMIAN STANS ARE ABSOLUTELY VILEEEEE AND I HAVE NO RESERVATIONS IN SAYING THAT. It genuinely makes me so viscerally upset because I love Damian, he’s one of my favorite characters and I go absolutely rabid every time I think about him but OH MY GOD the way this fandom treats him is so awful. I mean it when I say it disgusts me how much people oversexualize him and mischaracterize him as some dominant and cool sex god or whatever because it is just so far from what he actually is and HES LIKE 13 ALSO????? LIKE YOU CANT EVEN KID YOURSELF INTO THINKING HE MIGHT BE ON THE OLDER END HE IS GENUINELY PINT SIZED AND ACTS LIKE A SPOILED CHILD THAT IS A FUCKING KID. Damian is an incredibly complex and interesting character with so much depth and lore. He is a deeply traumatized child with a godcomplex who screams when he gets dirty or his worldview is challenged, he is not some sexy flirtatious guy who’s got everything together. It’s one thing to focus solely on the power scaling side of him and disregard his character, but it’s a whole nother thing to sexualize him and remove him so far from the context of his story for the sake of whatever these freaks are on about.
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Hello great wizard do you have any tips on how to draw pies and cakes (<- what kind of cake hounds does this creature want to draw?)
Ok I have been waiting for this from seeing some of the tags people have left lmao
This is gonna be a long one
Ok first: reference
My first attempt used this reference
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THAT WAS A BAD IDEA LMAO
It's kinda complicated and the textures where hard to get right. If you're trying it out without any realism experience stick to simpler references like these.
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This isn't mandatory this is just what I'd do if I could.
Also I pick my references from Pinterest
Second: brush
I use ibisPaint and for all of my paintings I tend to use 1-2 brushes, these are the codes.
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The first is the one I use for mostly EVERYTHING, and the second is specifically for powdered stuff.
If you don't have my program just use a brush that blends with other colors, preferably something like this
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Kinda like an oil pastel brush I guess??
Third: my process
I actually saved my process for my last painting! There are three stages, I have difficulty explaining them though.
Stage one
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Confession time!! I trace my references. I do these paintings to practice rendering and I struggle with recreating references with just my eyes, sue me.
So either trace or recreate your reference with line art.
Anyways make sure this is on one layer and use the brush you'll use for the rest of the painting, this will also be your rendering layer lol.
Future update: I try to minimize the amount of line art needed. Just use enough to block out your space, you should use your reference for everything else. If you get lost keep a version of the large reference to find your footing.
Stage two
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Color pick from your reference and pick out base colors on a layer below your line art, this will mostly be covered but it helps me break down the components of the picture better. (I forgot some of the chocolate dizzle on this drawing woops)
Future update: In these modern times I have learned that doing this underpainting stage is much more efficient with standard, solid, non-blending brushes. I block out the shape with a solid color and then go in with the colors, my typical underpaintings look like this nowadays
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I switched this up bc if you look at the one done in the pastel brush there are large gaps, especially when colors meet or come into contact with line art. This allows me to clip the line art+rendering layer onto the underpainting, making rendering easier.
Stage three
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✨️ RENDER ✨️
I'm only half joking. Go back to your line art layer and say goodbye to your work!
Color pick from your reference constantly and play with your brush size and opacity often. Try to pay attention to textures, though I tend to fudge it when it comes to spongey (cake) textures bc I like not being a sisyphus metaphor.
Future update: when doing glossy stuff pay attention to highlights. It really gives your gloss more form with minimal amounts of color even needed.
Your colors will blend together, your line art will make it look muddy, these can be fixed. Don't panic‼️‼️‼️
I used two layers and two brushes on this painting, I usually use two layers and one brush but the powder of the marshmallows required the particle brush.
That last one took around 2 hours to make because I work fast, don't feel rushed and invest as much time as you need (or want).
Future update: these take me longer now bc I put more thought into the smaller details!
Now go off and have fun with realism!!
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shut-up256 · 2 years
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Understood?
genre: fluff, smut
warnings: (this part) nothing really, just a bit suggestive at the end, and cursing.
a/n: hii!! So this is my first post :) I’m completely open to constructive criticism, feedback, and any comments abt this post! thank you, and lmk if u want a part 2!
‼️this story in no way portrays any members of Stray Kids, or Stray Kids as a whole. the name Felix is used as a name of a fictional character.‼️
“Shit, y/n. You’re gonna take it, you don’t have a choice. Understood?”
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Felix has always been your best friend. Sure, you’ve shared chapstick once or twice, but friends do that. Sure, you’ve slept in the same bed, cuddling, but friends do that. Sure, he’s had you begging him to do unspeakable things to you, but friends do that, too.
Right?
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The dim sunlight sneakily finds it’s way to your sleeping face. Slowly, your eyes flutter open. You are about to roll over, when you realize the pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist aren’t yours.
Again.
You fell asleep, and wake up, again in his bed. You must’ve been asked to play games with him, in his room, late at night, again. It happens all the time. First you say no, then he persuades you with his adorable puppy eyes. He pokes his bottom lip out, and looks into your eyes with a glint of mischief. Then you end up in his room, sitting on the floor infront of his TV, controller in hand. “Fuck! How do you always beat me in this?! You must be practicing once I leave,” you say, smirking. He lets out a breathy laugh, his eyes falling into the beautiful crescent shape. “No, no. Maybe you’re just bad at it?” He says, teasingly. Jokingly, you give him a tiny shove, and then you both start to laugh. After awhile, he breaks the silence. “One more round? I’ll go easy on you!” You pretend to be annoyed, and roll your light brown eyes to the back of your head. “Fine, but then I’m going to bed.” He smiles, and hands the second controller back to you. Determined to win, you scoot a little closer to the television. He looses focus, and zones out on your figure. Without noticing, the round ends, and ‘K.O’ is written across the screen. He pretends to be defeated, sighing and dropping the controller by his side. “Yes!! Na-na-na-boo-boo! I won, you lost!” A proud grin spreads across your face. He tilts his head back all the way, and it lands softly on his bed behind him. Arms at his sides, you watch as they come up and swipe his hair back. You crawl up to him. “Aww, don’t worry Lixie. That’s been the only time I’ve won! Don’t get all mad now.” You say, declaring it’s now your turn to tease. He brings his head up, and meets your face with a smile. “Lay with me a bit, please?” He’s just too cute. Besides, you were just friends. Friends do stuff like this all the time! “Okay.” You nodded, and both got up. He watched as you crawled up to the headboard, but stayed far enough away so you could plop down flat onto the bed without hurting yourself. Shortly, he did the same, making sure to face you.“Shit, I didn’t turn of the TV, and the remote is down there,” he said while tracing your face with his eyes. “Want me to go get it?” You we’re about to sit up on your elbows, when he flipped you around so you were no longer facing him, and snaked an arm around your waist. “Leave it, we can fix it in the morning,” he barely whispered. Well, now that he’s established the fact that I’ll be here til’ morning, guess I’m staying here. It’s not like I have anywhere special to be, anyway.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
His alarm announced the time, as ‘9:00’ flashed red on it three times. He began to stir, groaning a bit whilst waking up. “Hm.. y/n?” He slid his hands up and down your waist. “Good morning, Lix,” you said, still kind-of tired. “Good- yawn- mornin’, you hungry?” He sounded so hot like this, groggy, with a raspy, husky voice.
No.
Friends don’t think of each other like that.
“Yeah, a little. What should we have?” You didn’t move a muscle, not wanting to cause any discomfort to his precious being. “I’m fine with anything, really.” His voice got a bit deeper at ‘really’, as if to emphasize it. You felt something pool in your shorts.
No, stop. This isn’t right. Friends don’t think of each other like this. This shouldn’t be turning you on. Yet it does, already did.
Shit.
Without thinking, you fully push your hips back, straight into his. He tilted his head back, closed his eyes, and groaned quietly. “What do you think your doing?” He asked, almost judging.
Shit!
Felix always believed you. And now, when you were telling the truth, you knew he wouldn’t.
“I-I didn’t mean to-” “Bullshit.” He flips you over, so you’re now facing each other. You pull the blanket up almost all the way over your face, only letting your eyes show, as you felt your face heat up. “F-Felix, I really didn’t mean to. I was.. stretching.” You looked up at him through your lashes. “Oh, ok.” He said with half-lidded eyes. Suddenly, he licks his finger tips, and rubs 2 quick small circles on your neck, right on a sensitive spot. Your breath hitches in your throat. “Whoops, sorry, I was stretching my arm,” he said, sarcastically. He then got up, and left the room.
Fuck.
He left you there, shocked. You swear you could hear him chuckle to himself right before walking through the doorway.
Just when you thought you had everything, he swiped it out of your hands.
You sigh, and slowly raise up.
Part 2?
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