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I'm alive helloooooo
Take a monkey carrying his wife, life good
#make a wish#I'm going to disappear again#change the world#my final message#goodbye#/j#two versions because I couldn't decide if the stars looked good?#yeah#that's all I have to say#love you all take care#lego monkie kid#lmk#sun wukong lmk#lego monkie kid fanart#six eared macaque lmk#lmk monkey king#shadowpeach#lmk fanart
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Sorry for disappearing guys whoa 😧😧
Here’s some various DCA and Spamton doodles!!!!










#spamton#art#deltarune#spamton g spamton#spamtonneo#yeah I didn’t draw spams head in the perspective one because I couldn’t draw it..#ANYWAYS#yeah#I wanna hug sunny#make his pants POOFIER#<- my motto#daycare attendant#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#moon fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf moon#fnaf#security breach#five nights at freddys security breach#nuttdoodles#eclipse fnaf#eclipse#eclipse security breach#and a silly little eclipse because I like his design 🥺#disappears again without a trace#lmao I need scheduled posting times#gotta Pavlov myself into getting creative#desperate times call for desperate measures#anyways expect ultrakill stuff from me I beat the game in a day LMAOOO
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"How long are you gonna pretend I'm the one tugging on your tie?"
#been thinking abt rator hallucinating getting choked by tyler like this for a while ufufhfhgfh#love me some delusional narrator from time to time#hey guys 😝😝😝😝#sorry for disappearing 😝😝😝😝😝#I wasn't expecting the random bullshit of these past semesters 😝😝😝😝😝#didn't draw much cause I had so much shit to do and I also procrastinated a lot on everything#like#this is a rare sight#they shoved caravaggio down my ass so hard I started drawing in baroque#uhmuhm yeah#isn't perfect but this is my artblock rehab#I'm getting back on the grind I promise#also tie is red cause I read somewhere it was a gay secret code back in the day so I thought it would be cool to make it red#aside from the other meanings of the color red which are also very fitting#sowwy for disappearing#again#🥺#fight club#soapshipping#the narrator fight club#tyler durden#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#martyryo
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unfortunately i don’t think i’ll ever finish making art for the WoL band au (we love losing motivation guys!!) but i did. finish ONE so here’s laurie!! :3 i’ve aged them up in the au (they’re around maybe year 10)
#art#fanart#band au#WoL band au#laurie win or lose#procreate#drawing#yeah i lost motivation sigh. maybe i’ll pick up the au again at some point i’m the future we’ll just have to see#kai was gonna have a (pink) parker fly and yuwen was gonna have either a music man stingray or a rickenbacker 4003#i was tossing up between rochelle having a normal keyboard or a keytar. maybe both#they’d all have stickers on their instruments for sure#also sorry for disappearing you’re gonna have to get used to that 😭#paperplain7art
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a pretty good bad idea
“Bed, now,” he pants, hands dropping down to fumble with Tommy’s belt until he’s ripping it from the loops with practised ease. “Uh, Evan,” Tommy pauses, blinking around the room aimlessly, “where exactly is the bed?” “Floor,” Buck answers, far too preoccupied with sliding his hand into Tommy’s jeans and pawing at his cock to care about something as trivial as shame. “Haven’t, uh, had the time to set things up yet.”
Buck and Tommy have some casual, definitely not at all ill-advised, ex-sex: an 8.11 coda.
read on ao3
#i am once again going to disappear into hiding until my fear of being perceived disappears. yeah this is just 7.7k of pwp. sorry#911#911 abc#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#buck x tommy#firepilot#tevan#kinley#bucktommy fic#tevan fic#911 fic#writing*
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Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Absolute moron (affectionate)#and after much thought pretty sure he's definitely enthralled by the elder brain rn I have a whole different post about this
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MARINA: THE ERAS
#marina#marina diamandis#marina and the diamonds#mermaid vs sailor#the family jewels#electra heart#froot#love + fear#ancient dreams in a modern land#hellooooo well its been so long#ig i just kinda abandoned this page for a really long time lol and I'll probably disappear again like i didn't exist in the first place#but i just wanted to show you guys my latest artwork and then disappear because yeah#i have become a marina stan and a proud diamond so I've been drawing fanarts non stop anyway enjoy bye#ISTG THE QUALITY IS VERY GOOD IDK WHY IT SHOWS IT VERY BADLY PLEASE WHATTTTT
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It’s been 4 days since I drew any of my self ships.

#like yeah I drew a few f/os and fankids#even drew some stuff with my original characters#but nothing with my f/o(s) and my self inserts together#and trust me I’ve been trying for days!!#I keep thinking that maybe I’ll get new crushes since I been rewatching old childhood shows and that it’ll get my creative juices flowing#but I keep stressing myself out about it#that I keep jumping around too much#like I keep disappearing offline lately and then every time I return some drama is going on in the self ship community#and then I’m just confused as hell because no one really tells me anything#I’m just left in the dark#and maybe folks just assume I already know when this shit is happening but no#and then I feel kinda left out#which then I feel like I’m not close enough with people to know what’s happening in the community#which I guess I mostly blame myself that I don’t interact with others much because I’ll post something and then disappear out of nervousnes#and I’m always too scared to interact with any fandom to try to make friends with others who are into the same things#fearing I’ll be looked at like a freak for self shipping#hence why I usually only interact first with other self shippers compaired to those who don’t#well self ship#I didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent#it’s like 4am I should be sleeping#but I mostly feel just… numb#where I wouldn’t say it’s my depression acting up again (it was at first)#but I do feel like I’ve been on autopilot lately#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish#vent
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Well who else could I be when I can hardly see?
Alt version without text under cut
#rushed doodle but i need to post something so here lmao#i had to do a will wood related thing for my 222nd wilbur drawing#anyways yeah time to disappear again#wilbur cross#uncle wiley#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#starkid#will wood#digital art#fanart#art#my art
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HEY MAJESTIC PEOPLE 🌝
I hope you are all doing well <3333
this is something I have been debating for a while, but I believe I have reached the most beneficial decision for me right now
I think it’s time for the “tender-rosiey” chapter to end 🙂↕️
I have spent 4 years of my life on this account, and I couldn’t have been more proud of where I am. I have gotten to a point that I could’ve never imagined. when I first started tumblr, it was all for silly funsies, but then I found people and people found me
steadily, my account started growing, and I found myself hitting unbelievable milestones. it feels like just yesterday I was figuring out how to use bullet points and readmore on tumblr. and as my account grew, I grew with it. I have been through so much during my tumblr ‘era’, and I regret nothing. I am thankful for the good moments, and I am thankful for the bad moments
and I am thankful that I got friends and was fortunate enough to be surrounded by people who are so kind and sweet
one of the first people to become my friend was @pompompurin1028 , and though we’ve not talked much lately, but she is truly one of the people I will never forget. at the time, I was rather young and talking to kate felt like talking to a big sister. I’ve always admired her writing and the depth behind all her works. so, thank you for guiding in my initial days
another person I truly appreciate is @magenta-cat-drawingss . her kind words and her fun vibes have always been pushing me forward in the start of my writing career, and I am truly thankful for her interest through it all
and thank you to @tiredzoro who taught me everything about tumblr. without you, I wouldn’t have been here. I was so lost back then, but you were always so kind and answered all my questions.
and thank you to @withthistreasurehollowpurple who despite my inactivity always checks up with me and talks to me. I know how my inactiveness may come off, so I truly appreciate your kindness and friendship
thank you to all the friends I have made along the way @smadhuman @sannunah28 @nameless-shrimp @strawbxrrytiger @moon-catto @alcoholandcakes @ashthemadwriter @greycaelum @seeingivy @sweetchildcloud @vagabond-umlaut @uranosbaaee
I know how inactive I am in messages and reblogs, but I truly hope that all of you know that I never stopped caring about you all, and I am always grateful for everything we have shared together, and I am sorry for anything that may have come off as rude
lastly, I want to dedicate a last thank you to all my followers from the very first one to the very last one and the ones who might come later. I have been truly blessed to have had you guys as my readers, and I am beyond thankful everyday for your support and kindness. thank you for respecting me and my decisions and for always having my back
I have tried my best during my writing career not to cause trouble and to write to the best of my ability. and I genuinely hope that I have never disappointed you guys once, and that I never will. and if I did, I give you my sincerest apologies
every single one of you is a beautiful soul that deserves so much kindness. I sincerely hope that my works have helped you guys in any form or lifted your moods because in the end, I started this journey to make you happy
this blog is so dear to my heart, and I will never forget about this time of my life. I won’t delete this blog, and I will keep it. I will just write the whole archive thing in my bio, so you can access my works whenever you want <3
with this, I will leave you guys, and thank you once again, each and every single one of you for your kindness and support
have a wonderful life, majestic people, and take care of yourself 💕
— with endless love,
rose
#WOAHHH that was serious#anyway since we are in tags let’s talk freely#yes this is being archived but who knows maybe I will pop once again in a year or so#I have never been one to stick to schedules#you guys know that first hand <3#I just wanted to get this out in the event that I never actually write again#closure and what not#BUT feel free to reach out to me via dms#not writing doesn’t mean that I have disappeared off this app#so yeah!#love you all so so so so so much#take care of yourselves!! I am serious >:(#rose talk ✨
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There's a trait that runs through every hero, regardless of if they've spent the last couple months in prison, rehab, or wrangling pyjamas onto a stubborn five-year-old: they're a workaholic.
Thank god Jason is not a hero. Roy, on the other hand, definitely is. He might be ‘inactive’ or ‘I’m just focusing on Lian right now, thanks’, but Jason has dropped by Roy's shitty apartment in Star often enough that he can confidently say Roy, no matter what, is a hero.
So he kicks him.
“Ow! What the fuck, Jaybird?” Roy glares as he brings his fingers to his lips, slurping up the bright orange liquid that’s currently coating half his sleeve.
More keeps dripping onto the floor in radioactive bursts, and the bowl is steaming. It has a chip in the side from when Jason was teaching Lian how to shoot, and Jason knows what the ceramic feels like when steam is escaping from every orifice. He had to use his Red Hood gloves to hold the damn thing last time. He had to do a lot of things, but Roy's fingers don't shake as he holds the bowl in one hand.
He kicks Jason lightly back. “You're a fucking asshole, Todd, ya know that?”
Jason's head is a slow buzz. It's a sound that he can feel spit behind his eyes, sing with sharp vowels and harsh chords. It's something that's attacking him from the inside-out, digging deep until he can feel the green of the pit flare in his throat.
“Fuck ‘ff,” he murmurs, turning his head to look anywhere but Roy. “Don't need your shit-ass soup. Don't need anythin’.”
He moves to stand, to sit, to do anything but be useless on the sofa.
Roy only needs one hand to hold Jason down, and Jason tells himself it's just this once. It's because Roy is a hero and Jason is anything but.
“Dude, you're, like, what? Two seconds from passing out my couch? Eat the damn soup.”
Jason doesn't look as the bowl is shoved in front of him. More sloshes over the sides, lapping at Roy's thumb. He needs to get his mind out of the gutter. He needs to remember why he came here in the first place.
Roy groans, deep and guttural with his head thrown back and all the muscles in his neck straining. Sometimes Jason wants to curl his fingers around the thick flesh, cord his soul into the pieces of Roy he can never get back, and take him. For real this time.
He looks at the damned fucking soup.
It's tomato or carrot, or maybe even something that has never been orange in the first place. Jason can feel the steam hitting his nose hairs but he can't smell anything. “Needs more seasoning,” he spits.
Roy sighs. The soup nips his fingers again as he plops down onto the sofa. Their thighs touch, brush, hold on tight enough to blur the lines.
“You're sick,” Roy says. He holds up a spoon. It's caked in red. “Here comes the aeroplane…”
Jason wants to punch him, and it's fine because even though Jason rescued Roy first, Jason was also the first who left. He was the first who walked away and didn't return. He was the first one who died, and then died again.
It's stupid. Roy likes to say he died too, but Jason doesn't like thinking about explosions. He can't think about anything right now anyway. His brain hurts. The words in his head buzz. A hot tip touches his lips but it's not the right kind.
“Open wide.” Roy's using his Dad voice, and it's horrifying. Jason can feel his heart in his lungs and sometimes he forgets Roy has green eyes too.
They're earthier. Grounded. They're nothing like the look Jason stares at Roy with when Lian's gone to bed and the bowl's still chipped and the dishes haven't been scrubbed but everyone is too tired to touch it.
Roy sighs. The spoon clatters into the bowl, and he sucks the soup from his thumb again. “Jay, you gotta work with me here. You're sick. Being a stubborn asshole isn't gonna change that. What're you even doing here, man? Thought you were tired.”
Jason has never said he's tired before. At least not to Roy. The voice in his head that glows green and grins acid is different. He thinks he loves the voice and also hates it. He doesn't know if it's himself or someone else.
“Shut up, Harper.” He sniffs without meaning to and promptly closes his mouth.
Roy's lips break into that sly grin that means he's going home with at least a couple numbers and a body or two hanging from his elbows. “Only if you eat the damn soup. Otherwise I'll keep going, baby. I can keep this up all night long.” He winks as if Jason doesn't know him. “You know I've got the stamina to prove it.”
Jason rolls his eyes. Kind of. It hurts and the world spins, and then Roy's whispering meaningless words into his ear. He thinks his eyes are open but then he blinks and sees the ceiling. He does a double take but his body doesn't move. The air swirls. Something pinches his hips, then his legs, and then Jason is in Roy's room and the sheets smell like his body wash.
There's another smell, something heady and unmistakably Roy. Jason's not in love because he's never been in love. He doesn't know what it looks like.
He smells soup.
A ceramic bowl clatters gently, and a duvet is tugged up to Jason's chin. The bed dips next to Jason's waist and Roy's hair is long. It isn't tied back, but it was before. With the lamp light, his eyelashes look brighter. Almost like they're glowing.
Jason's not in love because Roy could never love him. He's just not the type. He's someone who dedicates his life to one person and one person only, and Jason is nowhere near a hero.
The tip of the spoon touches his bottom lip. It's cooler.
“Open wide.”
Maybe it's because it's half-one in the morning or Jason's running a fever higher than he ever has before, or because he's only twenty-one and yet he has over half of Gotham's underground under his control. His chest clenches. Tim said Jason's going to end up with heart attacks if he keeps this going, and then Jason yelled about all the empty Red Bull cans littering Tim's floor.
Jason's only twenty-one but he's never been in love. He was, maybe, once when he was fifteen. But that was before the voice in his head was impossibly loud. He doesn't remember who it was, and they're probably gone.
He opens his mouth. Roy grins, sly and dirty. His Dad voice slips out: “Good boy.”
Jason's going to kill him. He doesn't remember why he came to Star City tonight. He doesn't remember a lot of things.
His chest tightens even more as he swallows, and maybe Tim is right. Maybe heart attacks are going to be what finally takes Jason out.
#jayroy#jason todd#roy harper#dc#redarse#soy writes#this is about romance and failures in romance and overworking and being good but never good enough#in other words: i did too much this past week bc. god. im just a fucking clown who takes on too much responsibility but i cant stop#and here i am. projecting it onto jason#also my dating life is finally kicking up again and i hate it i know this is such a privileged problem but too many people like me i need t#disappear forever#so yeah lol. fatigue fever gang lets gooooooooooo i am so fucking tired
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„Ayrenn, Ayrenn, You are a great queen We toast to your health By moon, stars, and green.“
Happy Birthday to the only (afaik) Elder Scrolls character with a canon birthday!!
#5th of second seed = 5th of may so yeah#it's objectively the coolest date bc it happens to be my birthday too lol#tes#tesblr#elder scrolls#the elder scrolls#eso#elder scrolls online#queen ayrenn#ayrenn#tes art#tes fanart#digital art#tiredelart#after posting this i will disappear again see u
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Also excuse me but Sherlock and John saying sorry to each other and speaking at the same time.... That was so sweet... And the high five and a hug......🥺
It's been two weeks for me but still I look at this page and 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️‼️‼️

#also the like... sort of almost shy awkwardness at the beginning put me in mind of two 10yr old bffs in the park#trying to make up after they pushed eachother or something#i see them awkwardly shake hands before staring to play again#i mean the hi5 and a hug is basically the shaking hands part#(idk about other countries but here when two kids fight the parents make them shake hands while singing a little song#i guess the song is optional#but yeah that's why i see the shaking hands thing as an essential part of solving childhood conflicts)#sherlock & co#the disappearance of lady frances carfax#part 3
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The sadness I feel when I try to find an old piece of art only to discover the original artists either disactivated their account or deleted the art but at the same time having to acknowledge that the art was made by the artists and shouldn't it be ultimately up to them if they no longer want that art to exist on the Internet
#tho also#one of the reasons i love tumblr#if the artist did delete their account or work#but i still have it reblogged / liked then it wont disappear from my likes / account#unlike some other social media#but yeah#thinking about this bc obviously rewatching fmab#and remembered this art i saw years ago#and wanted to try and find it again#only to see the account has been deactivated#which obviously made me sad#but also started me thinking about art and the Internet#and how even if you wanted to delete your art#itd still be out there#just a bit harder to find now
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Get Haunted
#this is OLD#I was briefly obsessed w ghost Draco#so I’ll b posting more prob lol#as I clear out my iPad#still into it honestly#ohhh how he would pester#I imagine like him having a really reactive face#like dramatic#like he’s got big anime eyes when he says shit like this but#if he gets sad or rejected he melts into sludge like howl#or disappears and shrinks#or like when he thinks abt his situation he gets Wretched and bleeds more#or gets distorted angry like more rage than a normal human face is rigged to express#his hair emotes like studio ghibli#he squish-and-streches#anyways#good luck on your (tortured) enemy to lovers to Orpheus arc Harry#I believe in you !#blood is the colour of my true loves hair unu#he says reaching out to try and touch#yeah and who’s fault is that Harry?#cosmically let’s go with Voldemort#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry#draco x harry#harry x draco#hpdm#hp fanart#in fact here we can trace back the origins of my obsession w green pink colour palette which endured when I started drawing again
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Design stuff!!! It's a little more drastic bc WWX is DEAD but differences between them also
AU Masterlist
#age is confusing when you are dead.#also can wwx even remove his clothes. for lwj's sake we can say yes. they disappear into the ghost void#they can have their spooky ghost sex later or whatever. except LOOK AT HIM.. lwj would get so sad all over again#he can't keep anything that wasn't already on his body though#digital#mdzs#mo xuanyu#wei wuxian#ghostdadxian au#mo dao zu shi#OH YEAH. I wasn't drawing the gradients on the comics bc I was just lazy. I did genuinely forget the sleeve layers though
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