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A sad story in two parts:
Miku gave Godzilla a goodbye gift on his last day in Fortnite... Minus did NOT like that
RIP Miku-chan
#godzilla#godzilla x kong: the new empire#hatsune miku#fortnite#godzilla minus one#rip miku figure#that's sad...#like really sad#i feel the pain#also that's gore#gore of my comfort character#first the Minus One plush and now Miku figure#MV Godzilla not getting any breaks#Minus only wants Goji's attention#he a baby ig#do not repost#my art
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Stanley model baby going further into those child actors with toxic parents. Fillbrick milking the crap out of it, taking all the money and putting Stan through routines that are especially bad for his mental and physical health.
#fillbrick pratically selling his son#ford would probably fight harder for the live and attention#stan either being popular or bullied like those kid actors used to be bullied (think of the girl in grinch)#stan probably grows to uh...bad scripts where he may be oversexualised like those weird teen dramas#eventually fillbrick notices Fords money opportunities and suddenly stan isnt important anymore#and that probably drives stan to be more destructive with himself and try harder even though he hates it all#did i mention he fuxkjng hates all these gigs? yeah#he just wants to be with ford and sail away and do things he likes#but now even ford is leaving him and he has no comfort#anyway#uwu#prompt#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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ouguhhs I've been thinking about White Lily and Dark Cacao for so long... accept my humble offering
#the little kingdom interaction they have and Dark Cacao choosing to comfort her....maannnnnn#the first drawing is actually based on a silly hc of mine hehe. I like to think Dark Cacao isn't the physical-affection type of guy#but when he feels comfortable enough he gives 10/10 life-changing hugs#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#pure vanilla cookie#I wish we had more of them :< I just know they clicked immediately when they first meet and appreciated each others company#and the last drawing is JUST A BIT SELF INDULGENT. LOOK I JUST WANT THE ANCIENTS BEING SUPER LOVELY AND ATTENTIVE TO BABY DARK CHOCO#artfitto
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IM DONE OH MY GOD THIS TOOK WAY LONGER THEN IT SHOULD ITS 2:54 AM. I had the idea of a fake screenshot for ages now and finally had the poses I wanted weeks ago. Dialogue is made up I didn’t have any particular scene in the book in mind when making this.
#gregor the overlander#the underland chronicles#gregor#ripred#I DONT WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ANYMORE#NO ONE PAY ATTENTION TO GREGOR IN THE FIRST IMAGE#IVE BEEN UP FOR DAYS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY HE KEPT TURNING OUT SO WEIRD#IM DONE#tried to go for a Disney/Don Bluth style but gave up half way#the only part of this I’m proud of is ripred#can y’all tell I’m more comfortable drawing animals?#the background is from the secret of NIMH#my art#my post
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Everyone talking about Ariana's "I hope you're happy", but to be honest, this was the shot that killed me:
You have the "Unlimited" notes playing behind this. Elphaba is off flying in her big superhero cape into the literal sunset. And then we pan down to Glinda.
In this moment, finally, at last, she's got the whole, undivided attention of Mrs. Morrible. She's got everything she ever wanted. And still she turns back, and she looks absolutely miserable. As Elphaba is soaring the skies, Glinda is getting pulled down the darkened stairs.
Already, the regret is starting to set in.
#Wicked#I don't know if I buy Ariana as a good actress yet#because I feel like this character is still very much in her comfort zone.#but the LOOK on her face when she turns here.#she looks so heartbroken.#not wistful or bittersweet or forlorn.#she looks truly and well miserable.#like a little kid who got lost and is trying to find her mom.#after a whole movie being desperate for Mrs. Morrible attention... Glinda doesn't even look at her.#all she wants is her friend back.#And it made me a bit feral.
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The silly thing about associating Deadpool and Wolverine with Patroclus and Achilles is that if the Greek gays had regeneration and nigh-immortality, they wouldn't have reached peak tragedy
#i want deadclaws to have patrochilles' label#the same way i want patrochilles to have poolverine immortality#am i saying this because of the recent post i made about wade and logan's hearing training? yes#why? fuck off that's why#in a physical sense it's Logan who'd be Achilles. beefy warrior type secretly a musician#and it'd be Wade who's Patroclus. the sunshine of the army. the healer.#I'd even reach and say that if Wade could die the way Patroclus did then Logan would go as berserk as Achilles did#but#can't it be vice versa too? Logan in Patroclus' place#the source of comfort and peace for the household. the guy who knew everyone's names and everyone's injuries#because he'd been the one in the room holding their hands through it all#Wade in Achilles' place. the golden boy who enjoys the attention but at his core he'd rather not have it all.#just the affections of his chosen few.#he'd gladly be the chosen warrior if it only meant keeping his loved ones safe#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#logan howlett#deadpool 3#wade wilson#poolverine#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#adamantium gays#patrochilles#patroclus#achilles
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Leslie, I will not forget your crimes. I'm sure it didn't fucked up Bruce when his foster mom did not live with him and only came when the school called her or Bruce got too sick or hurt for Alfred to take care of him alone. Bruce would be difficult with his meds when he was sick just so she would have to come take care of him, and she would say in front of him that Alfred did not need her for that. As a grown man, he still admits he views her as his mother figure, that's how much he loves her. And she has the audacity to say he was difficult to raise, like ma'am, you did not raise him.
#batfam#bruce wayne#leslie thompkins#alfred pennyworth#batman#dc comics#my ramblings#I understands that her friend and colleague dropped a child on her that she probably did not want#but you don't make the kid feels unloved like she did like OF COURSE Bruce was difficult he was trying to get attention from his foster mom#leslie thompkins is such a mother in the sense that she fucked up her kid and now judges everything he does and acts like she's better#imagine batman facing a foster parent that is exactly like leslie was with him having to comfort a child and his inner child together#“It's not your fault you're not a burden”#I need the fandom to acknowledge leslie's existence and how she treated Bruce
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bridge kids cast hugs [individual character under the cut]
#bridge kids#fugger#lars#marc anthony#moe#skid#isaiah#💌 -- handmade postcard#//made this a month ago when i wanted to understand their character more...#//a bit ooc bcs most of them prolly wouldn't give one but it's ok </3#//comfort piece also#//sorry for the isa one he just touch and attention starved in my eyes#//sorry for my handwriting also 😔 hope its still readable#//next one will surely be the moe piece i'm currently working on!! yippeee
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Stanley has began a ritual. It began out of no where, when he wanted to be close to his brother, wanted a bit of attention but he wasn't sure how or what sort of attention...
It happened after a shower, hair still wet and growing into what he knew was becoming a mullet;
"Can you brush my hair?" He asked, surprised himself. The hair wasn't so long he couldn't do it himself but he still asked for the small favour.
Stanford looked just as surprised as him and so the routine began. Every now and then he'd ask for his hair brushed after a shower but he began to notice how Ford slumped when his hair was already brushed and so it became an everyday thing before they knew it.
"Can you serve me the food?" It was Stanley's turn to be surprised as his brother asked for the little favour. He is a grown ass man, not injured at all and thus not needing aid but still Stanley agreed without a second thought. That, too, became their routine.
#i dont know how to spend time with my parents slmetimes#too much attention isnt comfortable so sometimes i just ask them these things#feom the outside perspective its like im bekng babied yeah whatever but like#i know they want their baby again- i know they still like setting foid for me even though im annoying about how i want it#i know my hair takes literally 2 seconds to brush when wet- its shorr afterall#but we do it for each other#and as stanley is my ckmfort character- they do too now#thanks#its like...they dknt know how to seek each other out#stanley pines#stanford pines#grunkle ford#grunkle stan#sea grunks#gravity falls
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I think this would heal me tbh
#girblogging#girlblogging#lana del rey#give me attention#please please please#older is better#looking for mutuals#mutuals#needy princess#lonely posting#lonely girl#sad bbydoll#comfort#this would fix me#this would heal me#fix me please#message me#i need it#just want to be loved#want to be wanted#good g1rl#talk to me#talk to me pls#innocence#angel#pure girl#dumb puppy#nymph3t
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something that’s always been funny to me is that long fics with smut tend to do better than long fics without but it’s like. if you write a longggg 10k+ word fic with a build up and plot and sprinkle in smut at the end, people will read that long build up and pay attention to the plot in order to get to the smut. and 99% of the time the tags and comments will talk about the plot itself and the way it was written as opposed to the sex and they will ask for more or for part 2’s and as annoying as the part 2 comments can be sometimes, it also means that they focused on the plot and not the smut. but if you post that fic without the smut—as in same fic and same build up and everything, but the smuts not there, a lot of those same people will simply not give the fic a chance. it’s just funny to me bc yes, a part of it is just horniness, but also i think it’s partly that there is also some conditioning to believe that a “perfect romance” or a “perfect story” of a romance is sealed with intimacy that’s more often than not sexual in order to actually be valid. and yeah. idk. it’s an interesting thing to see from a writers perspective
#me personally i write what i want im at a comfortable place in my writing that#i don’t rly feel i need to add that smut to get engagement#partially bc i think im blessed with readers who are very kind to me and always reiterate that they would read whatever i put out#i have so many anons that tell me they don’t know anything ab genshin but they read my works for the fandom anyway bc i wrote it and i feel#grateful that there will always be an audience i can count on to support my writing#but partially also bc i’m also happy w my writing that if i did post a fic that had not smut and it didn’t rly get attention i wouldn’t feel#disheartened by it bc writing it was meaningful to me#but#ig it’s just an interesting divide to see of like ‘i won’t read it without smut’ vs ‘i will read it with or without for the story !!’
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posting it here bc im cringe uuh i sketched some of my comfort characters playing uno
#i spent 2hrs straight on this sketch and it may have snapped me out of some bad dissociation#the power of comfort characters#crossover#milgram#haruka sakurai#mikoto kayano#chainsaw man#makima#the promised neverland#tpn lucas#← IM HIS NO.1 FAN BTW. IF YOU WERE NOT AWARE#I JUST NEVER POST TPN STUFF ON HERE. BUT IM LUCAS NO.1 FAN AND HIS HUSBAND TOO#i love lucas sm sory#vocaloid#kagamine rin#matsudappoiyo#utau#fanart#witch's heart#noel levine#witchs heart#sakurai haruka#kayano mikoto#this is just a silly sketch but ermmm#i wanted to share my cringe#crossover and rarepair enjoyers pls interact!!!!!pls!!!!!!!!!!#matsudappoiyo got +4'd 13 times#now i REALLY doubt this wil get attention but FUCK It i LOVE crossovers AND i will be cringe on my blog
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I love when you draw watcher mom holding baby Grian, it’s so cute!!!! Also question does aether just subconsciously pick up and hold Grian without any thought, like does she just walk past him and scoop him up into her arms without asking or does she always ask him if he wants to be carried?
ehhehe its very fun to draw, hes so tiny, i remember Gohan when i draw him so it makes me happy <3
But yes ! At first, Aether asks to pick him up, since hes a random little kid, but after taking care of him for a bit (literally a few hours) she does just start grabbing him without thinking abt it, sometimes you Have to pick them up suddenly, could be in danger !
But in other situations, like any kid, if they don't want to be picked up or held, they'll go limp or wiggle, push and argue, so you gotta just put them down !
otherrrr times he does feel comfortable sitting on her
#I THINK HE GETS SMALLER EVERY TIME I DRAW HIM LMAO#im just simplifying the doodles#ask#my art#watcher oc#doodle tag#i think she sits crisscross and he sits in the gap while eating#kids are so funny when you sit like that bc they will jsut walk in front and drop#xelquas clingy ! he likes attention ! he definitely gets affectionate as time goes on in the woods. wants the comfort :((#kidxelqua
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"You’re who I want." (Michael Kinsella x F!Reader)
Time for Day 3 of the Tuna-Tober prompt challenge! For Day Three, I chose to combine the fluff and angst prompts ("I feel real when I'm with you" and 'Broken'), and I also decided to try my hand at one of Charlie Cox's other characters for once, that being our favorite sad, tragic, sweetheart of a mobster Michael Kinsella! You can see the rest of the prompts I've chosen here if you'd like to know what's coming this month from me. Also, if you'd like notifications when I post a new story, drabble, or chapter, you can follow my sideblog @pastaxandria and set it for notifications! And off we go!
Ship: Michael Kinsella x F!Reader
Wordcount: 2k
Warnings for this fic: mentions of blood, kiss at the end, angst (but with a happy ending obvs)
It was Birdy that called you right as you were getting ready to settle in for the night, the heavy downpour a drumbeat against your windows that you’d hoped would lull you into a peaceful sleep. But that wasn’t in your cards tonight, it seemed.
“He’s headed yer way. Things… didn’t go well tonight.”
Not for the first time, you quietly cursed the way the Kinsellas had dragged Michael back into their business as you dug out the first aid kit, setting it beside a change of clothes and a few clean towels to help Michael dry off from the rain when he arrived. You didn’t care what the Kinsellas got up to on their own time, who they sold to and what their family business was. What you cared about was whether Michael had actually wanted this. You knew he'd had different plans when he'd finally gotten out of prison, plans of a quieter, more peaceful life. But he was a loyal man, one who was endlessly devoted to his family, and that loyalty, that devotion was something Amanda was all too happy to take advantage of.
You had thoughts on her, too, but much like your night's rest, it would also have to wait.
“We lost a few o’ ours. He managed ta turn it around at the last second, but… Well, the family argued after. Things were said to him, and…”
Some nights, nights much like these, you wondered just how long Michael had left before he broke beneath the weight of expectation and grim responsibility. It was a burden he shouldered without complaint, even as it became clear he was destined to crumble beneath it. In the two years since you’d met that beautiful, quiet man in a small coffee shop, you’d watched those brittle cracks form, line by line. Over time, as he'd gradually begun to let you in, you’d discovered far deeper fissures that lay buried beneath his fractured armor. Your lack of fear, your absence of judgement over what he’d done in the past, had only pried open that door further until he sought you out with regularity, just as you did him. Time passed, and your orbits revolved closer and closer together, spiraling planets caught inescapably in the pull of each other’s gravity.
Neither of you had named what this was between you. But if he could find comfort here, safety here, then you’d happily give it.
“Just… be gentle with him, dear.”
Somehow, even the quiet knock at your door sounded exhausted. You hurried out of the kitchen where you’d been filling up the kettle—you’d learned very quickly how important it was to have it ready at all hours when you’d moved to Ireland—and headed down the warm hall to the front door. You unlocked the door and tugged it open, letting in the roaring sound of the pouring rain and a gust of chilled, bitter wind.
“Oh, Michael,” you whispered.
He was soaked down to the bone, his dark hair plastered against his skin as he leaned tiredly against the doorframe, his body wracked with shivers from the cold. What was worse: even with the rain, you could still see traces of blood on his shirt and his hands, with more of it leaking steadily from a ragged split on his lip. Fortunately, only the blood on his mouth seemed to belong to him. He tried to throw you a small smile, but it was far too crooked, too brittle to be real, and you had a feeling his eyes weren’t red because of the rain. The moment he realized you didn’t buy the act, that shield fell away, and you were left with just Michael at his most exposed, empty and limp on your doorstep.
“That bad, eh?” he asked tiredly, trying for dark humor and missing by miles.
“Shit, get in here before you freeze.” You caught his sleeve and tugged him forward until you could shut the door behind him. He didn’t fight you on it physically, for which you were grateful, but he couldn’t seem to resist at least a little verbal stubbornness.
“I’m gettin’ yer floors all wet,” he said distantly. Without the need to pretend, his tone had gone empty and lifeless, drained of all energy as if he’d used up what little he had left on the walk over. He dropped his head slowly, staring down at the growing puddle of rainwater on the floor, his face twisting through an unreadable expression. “‘M sorry, pet. I shouldn’t have—”
“Floors can be dried, Mikey.” You waved the objection away, locking the door before turning back to Michael where he was still standing shivering in the hall, curled into himself as if he were reluctant to take up any further space, as if he feared he were unwelcome. And something about it, about the way he seemed to barely be holding himself together, just… broke your heart. “Come here.”
He shivered again, even as he shook his head, arms wrapped around himself. You could almost see him changing his mind, a wave of regret rearing up inside him, flashing in the dark of his eyes, eyes still looking too damp for just the rain. “I’ll… I’ll get blood on ya.” “I don’t care.”
He clenched his jaw, still refusing to meet your eye, a sign of just how bad things had gone for him. Some of the blood on his clothes and skin had joined the puddle of rainwater at his feet, the pale tile darkening to a tinted, rusty pink. And that only seemed to make him feel worse, as it seeped into the grooves and lines between each tile, staining it. “No, I-I shoulda stopped ‘a home first, cleaned up. And it’s late, yer clearly dressed for bed. We can talk another time—”
You crossed the distance between you both before he could take a single step towards the front door. He went stiff and rigid, closed off the moment you pulled him into you, but you let him work through it as you wound your arms tightly around him, hooking the fingers of one hand in his belt loops. You had to make it clear you weren’t going anywhere. You used the other hand to stroke gently down his back, heedless of the water and blood that began to dampen your clothes, breathing in the scent of warm whiskey and leather, of gun oil and fresh rain and blood. “Stop worrying about my clothes or the floors, you silly man,” you said softly, setting your chin on his shoulder. His breath hitched at your voice, his arms still locked between you, a barrier you knew he needed help to break down. “I don’t care about those. I care about you, Michael. No matter what happens, that won’t change. I’ll stand here all night with you if I have to.”
He choked out a shaking breath against your hair, and you could feel it the moment he began to break, his arms tentatively unwinding so his hands could find their way around your waist. Almost as if he were still convinced his touch, his need for comfort would be rejected. Something far warmer than rain dripped against your neck. “Why?” he whispered. “I don’t understand. I have nothin’ to give ya. To give anyone. I keep tryin’ to be what everyone needs, but I can’t even do tha’ right. Why do ya keep openin’ the door for a broken man, pet?”
“You might be hurt, but you’re far from broken,” you murmured, turning your head to lay it on his shoulder as his hold gradually tightened around you, his hands fisting in the fabric of your shirt. Another shaky breath rattled out of him, more of his tears rolling down your throat until he finally let his head fall to your neck, accepting what you’d offered. “I open the door because I just need you, exactly as you are. You’re who I want. So you can let go, Mikey. There’s nothing here you need to fix, no one else you need to be.”
That was all it took, and between one breath and the next, he crumbled in your arms, the entire terrible night, terrible year, terrible life tearing its way out of him in choked, ragged sobs, the sounds of someone who hadn't been able to let go for some time. You held him as tightly as you could, soft, comforting whispers in his ears, your hands running gently down his back and back up through his hair as he let fall every last wall he’d put up between him and the outside world.
It took time for that cresting wave of emotion to ease, time you spent with your head on his shoulder, with your chest to his, until eventually the shaking of his body began to slow, his breath easing against your throat into something slower and gentler. Only then did you guide him to the bathroom, setting him down on the side of the tub so you could clean him up. He accepted the care in silence, his eyes half closed, his form slumped and exhausted, drained after the emotional release. You knew better than to press before he was ready—and besides, people had demanded enough out of him tonight without you adding to it—so you let the quiet have its place as you bandaged him up, cleaning the blood from his hands and drying him off without so much as a hint of judgment. Whenever his breath grew a little shaky again, you’d lift his hand, pressing a kiss to his knuckles to remind him he was safe.
You left him alone just long enough for him to change, and you were grateful you'd both decided he should keep a few changes of clothes here. It was another unspoken intimacy between you both, this knowledge that your home was a retreat for him just as his home sometimes was for you, even if neither of you had said as much. Once he was changed and he stepped out of the bathroom, dark eyes immediately seeking you out, you tipped your head in a request he follow you before heading towards the bedroom.
He hesitated, and you paused in the doorway, waiting.
It wasn’t every time he came here that you both wound up curled up together. So far, it only seemed to happen on those bad nights, those nights when one of you needed the other’s presence to act as a shield against nightmares, against waves of grief or bloodied hurt. Until now, however, those moments had always taken place on the couch, the two of you dozing off together under the excuse that you’d never intended to fall asleep at all and well, it was late, wasn't it? It was expected. Tonight, however, you just… thought he deserved a bed.
That you and he had never taken this step before hung heavy between you, weighted and intimate as he considered you, his gaze shifting over your shoulder to the open doorway in thought. Neither of you had dared offer access to the other’s bed until now. Hell, you hadn’t even kissed yet, though there’d been… moments when you’d both come close, dancing along that edge, driven by adrenaline or alcohol or just a quiet moment when you both seemed to be drawn into it. But there was no alcohol now, no mistaking the shift in the air. There’d be no going back after this, no more pretending, even if no one had believed either of you before now when you’d both sworn you were simply good friends.
After a long moment… the soft padding of his footsteps began to follow.
The bed came first, soft sheets and the gradually returning warmth of him, one of your arms draped over his waist as he buried his face in your hair, the two of you twined together so closely that there was no space at all between you.
Then came his voice, the soft lilt of it soothing you as much as your touch seemed to be soothing him.
“I don’t know what I’d do without ya,” he murmured, his breath slowly easing down into something like peace, like contentment. He nuzzled at you gently, and you tipped your head up to meet his eyes. The warmth in them stole your breath away, filled with tender light and a devotion so deep you knew you could spend the rest of your life searching for the bottom and never find it. “Every time I think I’ve lost who I am again, yer there to bring me back. I just… I feel real when I’m with ya. I…”
His eyes searched yours for a moment before he seemed to make a decision. He dipped his head down slowly, giving you every chance to pull away. Instead, you tilted your head back, your hand sliding up to tangle in his damp hair as his lips finally met yours.
Your first kiss with him was a soft, new thing, fragile as spun strands of glass. His lips still tasted a little of copper and whiskey, skin chapped from the cold night air, but his breath was warm, and his mouth moved against yours with a growing confidence as you leaned into him, using your fingers in his hair to pull him in closer, his beard a pleasant scrape against your skin. His name on your lips was a sigh, a gift to him, one he breathed in as if he wanted to draw it down into the very heart of him. When he finally pulled away, he laid his forehead against yours, his eyes fluttering closed as he just... breathed with you. You reached up to stroke your fingers warmly against his cheek, and he smiled, the corners of his eyes crinkling, though he didn't seem ready to open them just yet. “Wanted ta do that for a while, now,” he admitted. “Since not long after we met, if ’m honest.” “I may or may not have wanted the same thing,” you huffed softly, his smile growing wider.
“Can I take ya to breakfast tomorrow?”
You made a contented noise as you curled into him, and he wound around you, the two of you getting comfortable for the night. It felt… permanent, as if you two had simply been waiting to find your way here, this place you were both meant for.
“I’d love that.”
And maybe tomorrow... you'd tell him you loved him, too.
#tuna-tober 2024#michael kinsella x reader#michael kinsella#kin#fic#fanfic#reader#reader insert#x reader#angst#fluff#emotional hurt/comfort#tw: blood#or mentions of it anyway#in which we all just want to give him a hug and hold him and tell him he can just be loved for a while#i hope i did this right like i am N E R V O U S about writing him for the first time#he was very cooperative and was just seemingly happy to have some attention which is great cause i adore him#10/10 would be his mob wife
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just. thinking about getting haruka to help in the garden or in the kitchen. thinking about how all it would take would be a gentle request and he'd oblige, how he'd follow direction and be nervous and careful and constantly afraid of fucking up. thinking about getting him to nurture with his hands, to participate in taking care of something so small or to help prepare the food that will nourish you both. thinking about how much good it would do him if his hands, so commonly used for violence, were used to cultivate love and life instead.
#incredibly domestic thoughts this evening#but i really do think that he just. can't say no to you? or perhaps it would be better phrased as he doesn't want to say no to you#each time someone asks something of him he ends up obliging (personal comfort be (mostly) damned)#he gives people the time and attention he was otherwise denied#so if you asked for his help i think he'd oblige you (with varying degrees of worry and self-depreciation and doubt)#but he's also an eager learner so i think he'd do his best#and it might be clumsy the first couple times but he'd find some way for it to work for him#but i think him doing those things with someone else would go a long way#haruix.🌷#wbk.✒
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