#being autistic and gay is a hell of a drug

[doctor-octiddius]

filenames from yesterday's "i need to watch everything that Sid has been in" adventure

[spooky-something]

What allegories (alcoholism, classism, social pressure/repression etc) do you prefer reading into The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde and what are your personal headcanons?

MAJOR SPOILERS TO ANYONE WHO HAS YET TO READ THE NOVELLA (Even though it's old as hell 💀💔)

When reading it, initially, definitely got a LOT of strong allegories for drug/substance use/abuse, which was definitely something fascinating, as we've seen it happen around us a lot of our life, and based on what we know, it really did fit a lot on how Jekyll acted during the story

However, the take of it being about things such as being transgender/homosexual, or social norms, or even the stigma on how neurotypical allistic people perceive neurodivergent (this is including everything besides ADHD, too, as I think people tend to forget any mental illness is part of neurodivergence, and not just ADHD) autistic people as "bad" or "savage" or all of these ableist stereotypes is a fascinating take we adore too, as it resonates with us a lot harder than substance use and addiction

Yet, I do truly believe the strongest and most accurate of the themes in the novella are in fact the ones referencing the aforementioned substance use/addiction/abuse, solely for the fact that Jekyll is able to recognize that this would be something he can control (unlike the other things we've mentioned) had he not began this, and that this thing he'd placed upon himself had actually caused severe damaged to all around him (not to mention himself)

Yet, since it snow balled so far that he has, essentially lost all control, it results, in the end, with him commiting suicide via overdose in hopes of preventing more damage (this could also be seen as him desperately needing a high that he ends up killing himself, although, that would be far different from what the text actually says)

To us, it just makes more sense this is the message than the other ones, though they're all fascinating takes

As for headcanons, I personally headcanon Jekyll as Aroace spec and gay, Hyde as Aroace entirely, Utterson as gay, and Lanyon and Poole as either either token straights or bisexuals

Honestly, kinda forgot the rest of the cast 💀

One thing that we don't really consider a headcanon, since it's not the message of the text at all, though something we just like, because it gives us comfort and a fraction of representation we don't have, is that Jekyll/Hyde are part of an OSDD-1B sys, and that the drug never really did anything, besides trigger out Hyde (and allow alternation of his body), who'd been there the entire time, and Jekyll just had no idea, because he had no memory of any sort of vivid trauma (courtesy of Hyde)

Also like to think Hyde isn't evil, because let's be honest... And old man and a young girl??? Those are like... The two most annoying types of people to deal with... Probably deserved it, dude /sat

I'd stamp them near or to death, too, dude... /J

But, yeah, would never truly say that they ARE an OSDD-1B system, since it's just not canon, but in my personal AU or whatever you wanna call it, they're a good representation system

Oh, also, Hyde is definitely a cry baby, that dude cries himself to sleep after losing anything ever, or dealing with the slightest insult, dude has a GLASS ego...

Some could even say that of a scientist's... /J /ref

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Pre-Bed Question:

Draft Update:

SDJ aphrodisiacs series

SDJ unwilling royal marriage series

Bo x f!reader 69

Jack babytrapping reader

Joseph x teacher!reader x Jean smut

Spicy werewolf mating headcanons

Jean shower sex

SDJ boys talkin dirty series~

Jean catches Joseph and reader

Telling the SDJ boys you want to get bred

Joseph x reader x Jean dirty talk and edging

Jack period oral sex

SDJ thigh riding

Jack x reader noncon while Joseph watches

Servant!Joseph x queen!reader

Nick teaching a shy reader about bdsm/his job

Ian babytrapping

Vampire AU Ian and Joseph accidentally turn reader

SDJ + Bo sex worker headcanons

SDJ the first time you call them daddy

Vampire AU Jack accidentally turns reader

SDJ + Bo walk in on you masturbating

Jack x reader x Rory somno noncon

Jean x reader role reversal

Rory and Jean come home to reader baking their favourite dessert

SDJ with an autistic reader

Jean blackmailing you into staying with him

Jean x reader post-escape attempt noncon

Director!reader smut

Rory fucking reader on the kitchen counter

Bo x bunny!reader

Ian x reader somno, drugging, noncon

Jack x reader loud sex while Shaun is next door

SDJ + Bo find out you're a horny bottom who likes it rough~

Bo x f!reader pred/prey punishment for flirting

Using toys on Doe~

Jack and Joseph x petplay reader

SDJ with reader who has mood swings

Jack x reader blood kink

Shauna mommy kink

Ian x dom!f!reader mommy kink

Doe x virgin!reader

Fucking Jean (who's Ian's dad)

Comforting Doe during a thunderstorm

SDJ x tsundere!reader

Shaun helping aroace reader get off

Jack x fairy!reader micro/macro

Jean bratbreaking kidnapped!reader

Bo changing his vibration settings

SDJ carrying reader to bed, but getting pulled in for cuddles

Ranger Alan!

Jack x Alan fighting for dominance

Alan breeding kink

Jack x reader hypno noncon

MDHM + SDJ in the hunger games

Jack x reader cockwarming

Hypnokink Alan

Rope bunny reader calls them daddy

Reader chokes Jean and doms him (angry sex)

Rory x reader whipped cream and chocolate syrup

Reader is a sadist with a praise and breeding kink

Jean bullying a flustered reader

Hatchet Man Cult AU >:3c

Doe with an equally obsessed reader

Jack x reader dollification

Shaun x reader ghostface rp

Grinding on Jack

SDJ + reader with tentacles

Doe stalking you and watching you touch yourself

Doe with an artistic reader

Jack birthday blowjob~

Barry drugging and noncon

SDJ + Bo swapping bodies with you

Joseph being a freak about your virginity (sexy)

What dogs they'd be

SDJ + Bo with a drunk reader

Ian ball slapping

Joseph x m!reader who works on a different kids show

SDJ + Bo as incubi

Bo x reader x Jack competing to fuck reader better

SDJ + Bo aftercare

SDJ + Bo helping reader who can't walk after being fucked too hard

Barry x reader with an attitude

SDJ + Bo with a sweet, innocent reader

Jean x reader fighting and fucking

SDJ + Bo seeing reader exercise/do yoga

Jack with a reader who has a special interest in clowns

Shaun playing with a voodoo doll of reader

Joseph x reader who respects him

Elias Gallagher x reader

SDJ x reader who likes to bite

SDJ + Bo having a wet dream about reader

SDJ + Bo + Alan seeing reader bend over in a short skirt

Jack x reader x Rory using their powers for feederism

Jack x reader Joseph's subbiness slips into Jack

SDJ proposal and marriage headcanons

Jack x fairy!reader in the cum jar

Doe + Alan proposal and marriage headcanons

Jack x reader who grinds on him to tease him

Jean being horrible and abusive

Misc. Doe headcanons

SDJ grinding and dry humping

Baker Jean AU

[onecornerface]

anti-drug-user ideology and oppression

One of my many underdeveloped side projects is the analysis of drug use and its relation to oppression.

Drug users as an oppressed class, esp. similar to sex workers One element of traditional views of oppression is that there are sometimes distinct and identifiable groups of people who are oppressed classes. In some ways, I think drug users are an oppressed class of people in their own right, subjected to systemic discrimination. To some degree, they are similar to gay and poly and kinky people, insofar as some of the oppression is based in moralized opposition to deviant "lifestyles" and unapproved sources of “base” pleasure. But perhaps the closest analogy between drug users and another oppressed group is sex workers. If and insofar as sex workers should be recognized as an oppressed class, drug users should be as well—in somewhat similar ways, and for somewhat similar reasons. In both cases, there is a similar (arguably incoherent) mainstream mixture of [A] moralized and punitive oppression, and [B] ostensibly benign paternalistic coercion. In both cases, the very existence of self-advocacy, organization, and activism by the group to fight for their own rights, and for harm reduction methods and services, etc., has been ignored by the mainstream. The group is largely seen as passive victims (or worse) in such a fashion as to make the possibility of their engagement in activism unthinkable for most people. This stems from a variety of sources ranging from crass ideological dehumanization to more legitimate concern that the actions of many people in the group are less than adequately voluntary (e.g. sex trafficking victims & survival sex workers, and people with severe drug addictions or related mental illnesses). In both cases, there is (very roughly) a somewhat similar three-fold distinction of major policy views—[A] prohibit buyer and seller, [B] prohibit one while legalizing the other, and [C] legalize both. There may be pros and cons to the “member of an oppressed class” framework for analyzing oppression, and perhaps one could argue for its general or particular inadequacy. But if sex workers are an oppressed class, then drug users are as well, in a similar manner.

This might not apply to all drug users. Certainly most people who (say) drink alcohol wouldn’t be oppressed as such, in countries that legalize alcohol. On the other hand, societal rules toward “forbidden” things in general are screwy as hell, and many people in many situations can “get away with” doing things that are highly similar to other things which would put someone in an oppressed category. For instance, homophobic environments sometimes allow and encourage pretty damn gay stuff, so long as it comes with the expected disclaimers (”no homo” being the stereotypical example, but there are many other slightly similar cases).

I’ll have a few notes further on regarding complexities and exceptions, which of course are numerous. But in regard to its allowance of various arbitrary exceptions, in complex ways, I’d say anti-drug-user oppression is very much akin to other forms of oppression.

There are also close parallels between the oppression of drug users and ableist oppression. In some ways, drug-attributed harms are arguably environmentally-caused or policy-caused or multiply-caused harms—similar to some disability harms. Hilda Smith has done some work on the parallels here. Maia Szalavitz has also done some work on the parallels between anti-drug-user oppression and anti-neurodivergence and anti-autistic oppression, and on the relation between neurodiversity and addiction. Anti-drug stigma as component of other forms of oppression There are other relations between drug use and oppression which seem philosophically interesting, but I’m not sure how to classify or name a lot of them. I’m guessing there is relevant sociological literature or suchlike that fleshes some of this out. In some ways, rather than “drug users” being an oppressed class of persons, the relation of drug use to oppression is that the stigmatization of drugs is interlinked with stigmatization of various other oppressed classes. One common manifestation of this tendency is race-based. In many times and places, varying by context, some racial groups have been stereotyped as connected to a particular drug. Prejudice against the drug itself—including negative affective and cognitive states, such as condemnation and fear—become intermingled with prejudice against a racial group who is stereotyped as associated with the drug. Ideology/mythology regarding the drug becomes part of the apparatus of ideology/mythology of the race, usually negative, and tied in with other racist and oppressive ideology. For instance, in early 1900s America, Mexicans were accused of using cannabis to seduce white women. So here we have an intersection of drug stereotypes, racist stereotypes of nonwhite men as sexual predators who “steal” white women from white men, which is also sexist and patriarchal. So this is one of many ways in which notions about drugs have been interwoven into broader racist and sexist (etc.) ideologies. In some ways, the actual or perceived use of a drug by a given minority group is tarred alongside other actual or perceived aspects of the minority group’s culture or identity or suchlike, which are seen as marks of the group’s racial inferiority or cultural degeneracy or criminal proclivities or suchlike. E.g. in the 1980s and various times, black-associated cultural elements such as dreadlocks, rap music, and smoking crack, were all attacked (the crack more so than the others, but some similarities qua marks of bad culture). (There actually were more white crack smokers than black crack smokers, in total numbers. I'm not sure of the proportions.) I wouldn’t say “people who listen to rap” were an oppressed class per se (and whites who listened to rap got more mixed reception, sometimes stigma in a different way, sometimes esteem instead), but rap was stigmatized by association with black people, and black people were stigmatized by association with rap; the relation between black people and crack may have been slightly similar in structure on this level (though of course different in degree). That said, drugs and many other cultural elements sometimes get connected in various ways, and sometimes stigmatized together. E.g. IIRC in the UK for a while, there were moral panics over youth usage of MDMA and associated efforts to ban the public playing of rave music; I'm not sure whether this was particularly racist (although the US's anti-MDMA panic was in part racist and homophobic), but I think it was probably ageist. (There is a ton more to be said on the relation between drugs subcultures and music subcultures and their relation to oppressed communities-- rave, psychedelic, various stoner music, etc. Unfortunately, I know very little about this.)

Kerwin Kaye somewhat explores the relation between the condemnation of the (perceived) "drugs culture" and the racialized condemnation of (perceived) cultures of crime and poverty, in his book "Enforcing Freedom." Such perceptions have significantly shaped the practices of drug courts and coerced addiction treatment, badly compromising their ethics and effectiveness.

There have also been some recent books on the relation between US militaristic imperialism and anti-drugs crusades. “Drugs” as a plausible all-purpose scapegoat, to justify other forms of oppression Relatedly, notions about drugs are a very useful and malleable way to manipulate political perceptions. All kinds of people and/or problems can be observed or imagined to be associated with drugs in ways that make the drugs a kind of scapegoat, and/or scapegoat the people or group by their perceived association with the drugs. Sometimes “drugs” are almost a black box that can be or do all kinds of convenient functions that help grease the wheels of a political ideology and agenda. I’d like to try and catalogue some of the features of “drugs” that allow them to do this sometime. For example, we have to stop the immigrants because they’re bringing in drugs! We have to surveil and arrest tons of low-level “criminals” (and massively empower the police, and their surveillance and coercive machinery), and erode their rights in court, because some of them are using or selling or trafficking drugs! We don’t need to build more housing or reform the housing programs—we just need to (somehow) get all the homeless people off drugs! In such ways, the boogeyman of “drugs” is used as a way to drum up fear of immigrants and “criminals” (both largely poor and nonwhite), and homeless people-- as well as distract from structural reforms that may solve their problems (and ours) better instead. Notably, “drugs” is rarely defined in a clear or consistent manner.

Exceptions or quasi-exceptions to anti-drugs stigma Moreover, there are various exceptions to the anti-drug stigma, but also caveats to the exceptions. Harm is often the ostensible justification for the anti-drug stigma. But alcohol is one of the most harmful drugs, and usually isn't stigmatized or considered a drug. (But cf. Stanton Peele, and maybe Robin Room, on alcohol stigma.) However, under some conditions alcohol is stigmatized similar to other drugs—particularly when it is associated with some other already-marginalized or stigmatized groups, such as homeless people, Indigenous people, pregnant women, welfare recipients, or rape victims. Tobacco is an interesting mixed case, because it’s more stigmatized than other legal drugs in general. There is also a complex relation between anti-smoking stigma (which arguably played a big role in reducing smoking, unlike most anti-drug stigmas, which I concede, challenging the strong anti-stigma position) and anti-vaping stigma (which seems an unjustified outgrowth of the anti-smoking stigma, whilst in fact actually sabotaging the anti-smoking agenda). Anti-vaping stigma is related to ageist panics over whatever the youth are supposedly doing these days, although I'm not aware of it having the racist or classist components that many other forms of anti-drug stigma have. Anti-smoking stigma, whatever its benefits in reducing smoking, certainly does have racist and classist components. Drugs - health, personal responsibility, contamination Drugs are ideologically related to “health,” which in turn relates to disability and ableism. If you use drugs, you’re ipso facto unhealthy, thus bad. Drugs are ideologically related to “personal responsibility.” If you use drugs, then you aren't taking personal responsibility, and/or you are outside the productive workforce, so you are bad. There’s the sense that drug use makes someone contaminated on a deep level. Aspects of this seem similar to sexual purity/defilement ethics, and religious purity/defilement—arguably the most fundamentally bogus of all the moral notions.

[narconfessions]

See I don’t get that. Why is the default kindness? Not everyone deserves ur kindness bc they exist in ur presence. Actually being rude takes effort, being nice also takes effort. Treating people neutrally doesn’t take effort. I’m not expending the energy to b nice to someone I don’t give a shit about. People r only rlly nice to other people bc it makes them feel like a good person anyway. The whole concept of good and bad people is fucked to begin with it’s a subjective metric we use to judge everyone else and doesn’t mean shit. To some people shoplifting would make me a bad person even if I’m only doing it because I can’t afford it. God fuckin forbid I just don’t wanna pay and it’s fun. Horrible person. Going to hell shame on me. It’s fucking ridiculous. Or being gay, or addicted to drugs, or believing in a different god, not believing in god, whatever it is someone’s gonna think ur a bad person but someone else doesn’t. So if I don’t smile and say please and thank u and bend over fuckin backwards for someone I don’t care about who’s already judged me based on a system that doesn’t make sense that’s my choice. Not meaning to sound like a dick tbh I do just talk like this and I’ve been told it’s harsh or whatever so I guess that’s the “being rude” thing when I’m literally just talking but I don’t give enough of a shit to change how I express myself to make other people feel comfortable. And the rant was not planned when I started replying to u I did run out of meds today my psychiatrist is incompetent and didn’t refill my scrip properly so I’m existing au natural for the next few weeks and it sucks fucking ass. Everything is pissing me off I can’t think straight and I can’t do shit about it which is the worst part.

oh yeah that i get. i think treating people neutrally is perfectly fine, my autistic ass just interpreted "not being kind" as "being mean" and thought you were saying it's okay to be explicitly rude to people who hadn't done anything wrong to you, i agree that morality is subjective in many areas, though to me there are some aspects of morality that aren't up for debate, like bigotry, i just think you shouldn't go out of your way to bring negativity into the lives of strangers, just because you don't know them doesn't mean they're not people, that they don't deserve to be treated with respect- but to me, there's a difference between respect and kindness, treating someone neutrally is perfectly fine to me, i'm just against being explicitly rude/belittling to people who haven't hurt me or someone else is all. idk, i think it has to do with my rsd, because when people aren't overly nice to me i interpret that as them hating me so i get paranoid that if i'm not overly nice to everyone then they'll feel sad or like i hate them and i don't want to make others feel like that, but that's just me and i know that's not everyone so

[rosellabascomacapinlac]

I am so depress… That’s why I threw all the Castlevania games.

*laughs*

I lost all my money and wasted to buy all castlevania games! *laughs crazily and showed a sadness full of biggest regrets of the dumb mistakes I committed and continued to cry because she threw all her money to Konami, Katulong*

*laughs crazily* I lost all my money because my asshole gay uncle stole my money for his useless drugs and gambling in his fucking dumb life. I lost my money because Raymond V Lara the Castlevania fantard the ADHD autistic from hell stole all my money and he said he didn’t stole it at the front of me, and that's why my coin purse turned in lighted weight and Jannisen the autist weirdo harbored my money from my grandmom not from her own parents. Another fucking waste space thieves are the Katulong the his ugly his sister, the big kisser creepy Katulong’s great niece wants to throw my image to the random hideous jobless criminal unholy inhumans and that's why the tons dicks who are mostly opposite of my looks all came to all my accounts in all social website media! *cries harder*

The Katulong contaminated all my sodas that I will drink all my sodas filled with his saliva! *cries*

*regrets of being a Castlevania fan and she cried a lot non stop*

[endricus]

Everyone always talks about not being ableist towards those with disabilities such as Down's Syndrome, blindness, deafness, etc everywhere. What about those of us with invisible ones?

In the education system we are actively discriminated against. I personally haven't had the supports I have requested, my teachers barely read my IEP and/or just ignore it, and I wasn't even told until halfway through the year that I was supposed to be going to speech therapy. And I can't do shit about it because I don't have the money to fucking go after them for it.

Why the fuck does nobody ever talk about the discrimination against those of us with "invisible" disabilities!? Nobody ever rallies, nobody in the media ever brings attention to it. Most of us won't ever be able to get full time jobs, employers actively refuse to hire those of us with autism and get away with it.

Nobody ever takes the time to even listen to us because we may seem like we can speak normally and act somewhat "normal". Wanna know something? Faking being "normal" so people don't bully you and so people actually take you seriously is fucking exhausting. And as soon as we go into adulthood, suddenly nobody gives a flying fuck.

People get mad when others say the N word or when they call something 'gay' as an insult, what about people calling shit autistic and saying "Stop being so autistic" is so normalized? Why are people allowed to fucking mock us and nothing is done?

Government disability checks do NOT cover shit, and most of us end up living at home because we can't even afford or because we are unable to physically handle moving out on our own.

Stop fucking refusing to hire us for something we can't control, stop acting like we are below you. And stop acting like autism affects everyone the same.

For example me? I may not seem like I have that many issues, as I can articulate this fucking rant. But guess what? In real life I am considered disabled. My memory is literally 21st percentile and I have serious issues communicating with anyone I'm not familiar with effectively. I cannot even focus for 30 minutes straight without drugs, and I am unable to even ride a bike or swim. I cannot even cook due to my poor memory resulting in me forgetting shit like something being in the oven, even with reminders. I couldn't even work a job if I wanted to, as I cannot function in that kind of environment. My cognitive skills and processing are slow aswell, and I get called lazy for it.

Nobody takes me seriously due to my speech impediment or social issues. Nobody acts like I matter when guess what? Just because someone is disabled does not mean that they don't matter. And even of those of us with "invisible" disabilities do know what we are talking about, do not fucking say we are lying.

There are many things we are made to hide due to the stigma around being disabled. I even have to rely on assistance from the state as seeing a psychologist specializing in autism is expensive as hell on its own. Don't even get me started on the issues ADD causes and how expensive that'd be without assistance either.

Getting basic treatment to be NORMAL should not be locked behind a $300 paywall. We should not have to suffer in silence as when we do speak out, we are ignored. People focus on gender equality and racial equality, but what about ability equality? All forms of discrimination are unjust, and ability inequality needs to absolutely be taken just as seriously.

We are still beheaded, jailed, or punished in many ways in even more countries just for being born this way. Gender and racial inequality are not ok, and nor is ability inequality. So please, if you are neurotypical, help us. Get other people to please stop ignoring us and to take us seriously. And to my fellow neurodivergents, can we please stop fighting over what is and what isn't a disability and just fucking tackle the serious ableism all around us already?

Also, autism speaks needs to fucking die already. They are not helping and are making this much, much worse.

[kabutoraiger]

since a different subber took up the call and finished the rest of the eps i decided to watch “koi desu: yankee-kun to hakujou garu”.

very adorable, just like i’d thought. overall semi recommendable for anyone who wants some really soft and sweet m/f where the guy is just so so enamored with his girlfriend. or for anyone interested in media starring disabled characters. it does focus heavily on the struggles of daily life for the visually impaired and definitely has the tone of like, “this is intended to be educational for sighted viewers,” but the disabled characters are still written as actual people with interests and relationships and relatable experiences.

with that said. idk it’s like the writers expended all nuanced thought on the main topic at hand and had little left over for other things?

there’s a side character who gets angry with the FL because her “issue” often garners her sympathy from others while this girl’s issue - being Bad At People, basically - has gotten her bullied all her life. and it’s like. it’s so obvious it should’ve been written with her being autistic or some kind of ND in mind, bc that’s an interesting conversation to have, the way society treats those who are different in terms of physical ability vs the neurodivergent. but it’s just not actually there textually. nobody says the words to get it there. and afterwards this girl is just like abruptly cured of her social troubles?? it all feels like such a wasted opportunity.

there’s another side character (suzuki nobuyuki at the cutest i’ve ever seen him) who is gay and yet his treatment seems like something out of a drama from 1999, where he’s just sadly pining for a guy who has no such interest in him and calls himself “not normal” for liking men?? babe i know internalized homophobia is a helluva drug but this seems insane for 2021! and in the end he literally ends up in a romantically loveless marriage to a straight woman?? what in the goddamn hell is this? just make him bisexual if you wanted him to end up with a woman! what fucking year is it!

and the decision to cast a dude straight out of Nonthreatening Boys Magazine to play the lead is... kind of odds with the story they’re attempting to tell here, with him supposedly being discriminated against based on appearance. i suppose having a visible scar on one’s face might override even being an adorable ikemen in the eyes of the public but let’s just say the makeup department was not doing too much with this scar either. don’t want to obscure the actor’s cuteness, after all. (looks at the camera)

just kind of a bizarrely frustrating experience in the end for something so surface level simple and cute. you wish that the same care and understanding given to the central human interest topic had been given to everything else going on here. or that it had 30 minute episodes rather than 50 minute ones bc “needing to fill time in this mostly plotless slice of life romance” is maybe the real culprit behind these questionable and half-baked side stories.

[snickertoodles]

Megalist of Tropes and Themes to Tag Your Story With

If you’re prone to staring at your tags on AO3 wondering “what the hell do I put here?”, knowing you want to add a tag like “friends to lovers” or “found family” but not remembering all the popular tropes and themes everyone is into, this is for you. I basically spent an entire night on this so I hope it helps.

Notes:

I tried to keep it general and avoid really obscure tags no one would ever use.

This is made for AO3 and thus there’s a lot of fandom or fannish stuff in here. 

I didn’t include any “inappropriate” tags. Feel free to make your own list.

Romance tropes and themes at the bottom. (Not all of them have to be romantic, but if they’re generally associated with romance and there are very few gen fics with that tag, it went there.)

Under cut because I’m probably going to edit this often and I’d like reblogs to be up to date. Please suggest any ideas you have.

Genre: Action, Adventure, Apocalypse/Post-Apocalypse, Contemporary, Comedy/Humor/Parody/Satire, Coming of Age, Crime, Cyberpunk/Steampunk, Drama, Dystopian/Utopia, Fairy Tale, Fantasy/High Fantasy/Low Fantasy/Urban Fantasy/Isekai, Family, Friendship, Gothic, Historical Fiction/Alternate History/Period Piece, Horror/Slasher, Mystery/Murder Mystery, Paranormal, Philosophical, Poetry, Romance, Slice of Life, Supernatural, Surreal, Suspense, Sci-Fi/Science Fiction/Space Opera, Spiritual, Thriller/Psychological Thriller, Tragedy, Urban, Western

Genre (Fandom): Angst/Light Angst, Case Fic, Crack Fic, Crossover/Fusion, Dark Fic, Fix Fic/Fix-It/Deconstruction, Fluff/Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Kid Fic, Podfic, Missing Scene/Gap Filler, Self-Insert, Shipping, Sickfic, Songfic, Whump

Length: Drabble, Ficlet, Flash Fiction, Short Story, Novella, Novel, Epic, One-Shot/Two-Shot/etc, Series/Duology/Trilogy/Saga/etc, Long, Short

Pairing: M/F - F/M - M/M - F/F - F/F/M - You get the idea. Also [Character] x [Character], Slash, Yaoi/Yuri (if people still use those...)

POV: POV Alternating, POV Multiple, POV First Person, POV Second Person, POV Third Person, POV Outsider

Ending: Happy Ending, Sad Ending, Bittersweet Ending, Ambiguous Ending

Diverse Characters: Gay Character/Nonbinary Character/Asian Character/Disabled Character/Autistic Character/Jewish Character/etc.

AU/Alternate Universe: (I do not have the time to list out Coffee Shop AU/High School AU/Canon Divergence/What-If/etc, I assume if you’re writing one then you already know to tag it lol)

Abuse

Adoption

Afterlife

Aftermath

Aged Up

Alcohol

Aliens

Amnesia

Androids

Angels

Animal Transformation

Anti-Hero

Awkwardness

Babysitting

Backstory/Origin Story

Band of Misfits

Best Friends

Betrayal

Blood

Bodyswap

Bodyguard

Bonding

Bounty Hunters

Bromance

Bullying

Canon Compliant

Character Development

Character Study

Childhood Friends

Children

Chosen One

College/University/Higher Education

Corruption

Criminals

Crying

Curses

Cute

Death

Delinquents

Demons

Depression

Destiny/Fate

Disability

Domestic/Curtainfic

Dragons

Dreams/Dreamscape

Drugs

Education

Ensemble Cast

Epilogue

Fanon/Headcanon

Father Figure/Mother Figure

Feelings

Feels

Fights

Flashbacks

Forgiveness

Found Family

Freedom Fighters

Frenemies

Future

Genderswap/Gender Change

Ghosts

Gods

Good Versus Evil

Gore

Grief/Mourning

Growing Up

Healing

Heartwarming

Heroes to Villains/Villains to Heroes

Holidays

Homesickness

Hospital

Hurt

I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping (A very legitimate tag.)

Imprisonment

Injury

Introspection

Illness/Sick Character

Immortality

Isolation

Jealousy

Kidnapping

LGBTQ/LGBTQ Character/LGBTQ Themes

Light-Hearted

Locked In

Loss

Love

Mafia

Magic

Magical Girl(s)

Major Character Death/Minor Character Death

Manipulation

Medieval

Medical

Melancholy

Mental Health Issues

Mentors

Merpeople

Mind Control

Military

Misunderstandings

Modern

Monsters

Morally Grey/Ambiguous Characters

Murder

Mythical Beings & Creatures

Mythology

Neighbors

Next Gen/Next Generation

Nightmares

Original Character/OC/OCs

Orphans/Orphanage

Out of Character/OOC

Parenthood

Past Lives

Peggy Sue

Pen Pals

Pirates

Platonic Relationships/No Romance

Platonic Soulmates

Plot Twists

Politics

Possession

Post-Canon/Pre-Canon/Mid-Canon/Bad Ending/etc.

Prompt Fill/Prompt Fic

Protectiveness

Rags to Riches

Rebels

Recovery

Redemption/Redemption Arc

Regret

Reincarnation/Resurrection/Rebirth

Rejection

Relationships

Religion

Rescue/Rescue Missions

Restaurants

Reunion

Revenge

Revolution

Rivalry

Road Trip

Robots

Roommates

Royalty

Sad

School

Secrets

Secret Identity

Self-Discovery

Self-Harm

Shapeshifting

Siblings

Single Parents

Slow Build

Soft

Spies

Spoilers

Substance Abuse

Suicide

Superheroes

Sweet

Sympathetic Villain

Teamwork

Team as Family

Team Bonding

Team Dynamics

Teenagers

Tension

Time Loop

Time Travel

Training

Trapped

Trauma

Travel

Undercover

Unreliable Narrator

Vampires

Villains

Violence

War

Weapons

Wedding

Wilderness

Witchcraft

Worldbuilding

xxx to Friends (Rivals to Friends/Enemies to Friends/etc.)

Zombies

ROMANCE TROPES

Battle Couple

Blind Date

Breakup

Confessions

Dating

Divorce

Dorks in Love

Drunken Confessions

Established Relationship

Eventual Romance

Falling in Love

Fake Relationship/Fake Dating/Pretend Relationship/Pretend Couple

First Kiss

First Love

Forbidden Love

Heartbreak

Idiots in Love

Long-Distance Relationship

Long-Term Relationship

Love/Hate

Love at First Sight

Love Confessions

Love Potion/Love Spell

Love Triangle

Marriage/Accidental Marriage/Arranged Marriage/Marriage of Convenience

Marriage Proposal

Mutual Pining/Pining

OTP

Pregnancy

Rarepair

Secret Relationship

Sharing a Bed

Slow Burn/Slow Romance

Soulmate/Soulmate AU

Tsundere/all of the other -deres

Unrequited Love/One-Sided Attraction

xxx to Lovers (Enemies to Lovers/Friends to Lovers/etc.)

[ao3feed-gallavich]

Get To The Top Of The World, Then Scream

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cGnlDb

by HOwOmosexual420

The South Side of Chicago is home to many weirdos. So many in fact that Kynan Jackson feels invisible by comparison. To be fair, she doesn't want to be noticed by the whole world. But when your father doesn't notice you unless you do something that warrants yelling, your sister is unwilling to be seen with you outside the house, and your mother can't bring herself to defend you, it's hard not to feel that way. And then Eddie leaves, and shithead that he was, he's still better than Frank Fucking Gallagher. It says a lot, really, when the Milkovich siblings are the one stable point in your life. Of course, they're not really that stable since one is simultaneously gay and homophobic and the other is five seconds away from self destructing at any given point in time, but still. It'd be, weirdly enough, almost perfect. That is, if Kynan's disaster bi ass could stop being in love with Mandy Milkovich.

Words: 1411, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Shameless (US)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Mandy Milkovich, Mickey Milkovich, Original Female Character(s), Karen Jackson, Sheila Jackson, Eddie Jackson, Frank Gallagher, Lip Gallagher, Ian Gallagher

Relationships: Mandy Milkovich/Original Female Characters, Mandy Milkovich/Lip Gallagher, Mandy Milkovich & Mickey Milkovich, Ian Gallagher/Mickey Milkovich

Additional Tags: alcohol use, Alcohol Abuse, Drug Use, Drug Abuse, There are like no healthy relationships in this show wtf, Karen is a bitch, Sheila is oblivious and enabling, Frank is a dick, Eddie is a dick, There's so much swearing oh my god, oh the OC is autistic, And bisexual, and genderqueer, and has ADHD I guess which I didn't do on purpose, damn it's obvious this was based off me, have fun trying to see what my traumatic experiences were by reading this, hell even I don't know at this point, we go into ableism here yay, and ABA therapy, FUCK ABA 'therapy' btw, if you don't like it don't read it, Mandy and the OC are so gay for each other, Mickey and Ian are also very very gay for each other, I'm banning cishet people, they just no longer exist in my world, canon is also fake, canon is fake except for the parts i like, Mandy doesn't hit Karen with a car, Although Karen dESERVES IT, she brought that on herself ngl, OC is semiverbal, Karen is a bit ableist, but like we knew that from the show, Karen is a terrible sister, she WOULD BE

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cGnlDb

[punchholesinthesky]

I didn't know you could just be a boy

I was listening to a podcast today, about a girl who stood up to her parents at the tender age of four and told them that she was a girl and that she'd chosen a name. I'm in awe of this little girl being so damn sure of herself. I got super emotional listening to it and it got me thinking about my own childhood. It was NPR’s radio ambulante, the episode called “yo nena”.

I knew I was different from a young age but I didnt know how.

I just felt it. And probably cause I visited a lot of doctors and i guess most kids don't do that?

I learned that my brain was different but not the details. I had some vague notion of being adhd. I would not learn it until much later by googling different developmental disorders and learning about being neurodivergent and autistic.

I would later on go on to learn I was queer too, and though I had read the word genderqueer once and thought it fit, I hadn't given it much thought.

I was assigned female at birth, and though I have never liked it, I thought I was stuck with it, that I just had to make the best of it.

I remember wishing to be a boy so many times. Identifiying with male characters, creating ocs and alter-egos, acting the male parts (it was an all-girls school, someone had to), and begging mum to let me cut my hair short, and being so happy when people thought I was a boy.

I never liked traditionally female things, never had a barbie, hated dresses (there's still a photo of a tiny grumpy me being forced into a dress one of my grandmas gave me) and my school uniform was trousers 99% of the time. The other 1% was like official acts, maybe the first and last day of school, stuff like that. I hated it, but at an all-girls catholic school I had much biggers issues that complaining about wearing a skirt a few days out of the year. I remember the gym uniform being a problem. Not sure what the problem was. Something about tights maybe?

I never felt like a girl. But it wasn't something I could properly explain so when I tried to talk about it, with my parents or friends what they usually got out of it was the usual self-steem issues of any girl. Mum tried to help by helping me choose new clothes, telling me how good I looked. And trying to get me to be more feminine, teaching me about 'girly stuff',

But that wasn't it. I understand it better now .

See, it's not that I have self-steem issues about my appearance. I know I'm conventionally good

looking. And if I gave 1/10 of a fuck I can be a very hot girl. I have photos of pasts attempts to prove it. But it never felt right. It never felt like me.

I can put on a bikini and I'm young, thin, fit, I'll look good. But that doesn't mean I'll like what I see in the mirror. I don't feel uncomfortable because I think the person in the mirror looks bad but because I don't know who that is.

I feel exposed. Vulnerable. Bikinis are uncomfortable by design, meant to exploit feminine bodies and for someone who's already uncomfortable having one? A bloody nightmare.

And there's a lot of understand. Why the hell am I being punished for the crime of having a female body by being constantly uncomfortable ? Why are clothes so terrible? Why is so hard to find something basic and decent? Why are bras the worst?? On and on and on. questions I never got the answer to. So much confusion about girl stuff that every other girl i knew seemed capable of navigating.

For a long time I blamed it on me being weird (ie, neurodivergent)

Like, all my friends started caring about boys, parties, romance, alcohol and drugs.

I'd always struggle in school and one year I got literally left behind.

I struggled with depression. I tried hard to fit in and be like them. I tried to be normal, followed their strange rituals. I let my hair grow out, i went on dates with boys, I drank too much and made out with strangers. I got into trouble. I wore a dress to my graduation and invited a boy I'd been talking to.

It was one of the few times I wore a dress voluntarily. Another one was a christmas dinner. And a new year's party. I also wore a skirt to dress up as kate bishop. That's about all I recall. I did buy a dress to cosplay clara oswald but never did it.

I wonder, what if I had told my parents I was a boy and I wanted to be treated like one before? How would they have reacted ?

Laughed it off probably. As they did when I pretended to be a boy for a game as I often did.

I can't imagine them taking it seriously, even now.

I don't know when I found out trans people existed, or who was the first one I heard about.

But I do know I thought it meant you like hated your body or yourself and wanted to be totally different.

And that didnt fit me. I had never hated myself. I hated how the world treated me. I hated arbitrary rules based on gender.

My scout group was mixed-gender, but we were divided in troops and these were single-gender and divided by age.

But we all learned the same things. Whether it was building a fire, tracking, or cooking, we got the same lessons. Sometimes we competed and we slept/bathed separately.

In TECHO it was all mixed-gender. Well, except bathing, but often we'd shared the same bathroom. We slept, cooked, and worked together.

And nobody ever looked down on girls as 'the weaker sex'

That was cool.

My actual education was the opposite. Academically, it is better for a school to be all-girls, at least for girls. But socially, not so much.

As a teenager, I hadn't quite forgotten how much I wanted to be a boy as a kid, but idk I thought I had left it behind me. That what I craved was freedom, independence, the benefits of being a boy, not actually being one.

Later I would discover terms like 'internalized misogyny' and think that was the problem. Cause I liked Lucy and Arya, not Susan and Sansa.

Yet here I stand, years later. Having done a lot  of work. Recognising the value of Susan and Sansa. Appreciating Peggy Carter, in a gay and feminist way, and still not wanting to be a girl.

It just doesn't fit me. It's not a rejection.

I'm a feminist. I think women are great.

I understand there are many ways to be one.

That I don't have to be feminine to be one.

And yet, it just doesn't feel right.

After I learned of what 'gender dysphoria' was I though, 'oh I can't be trans I don't have that'

And then, I learned about 'gender euphoria'

And that finally opened my eyes

Trying to be a girl always felt like an ill-fitting costume, no matter how hard I tried. Like I was playing a part and didn't know my lines.

I remember cutting my hair short, like kstew, and going WOW upon seeing my reflection.. I looked more like myself than I had in ages.

I bought different clothes. Boy's clothes. I'm too small for men's clothes but I can fit just fine in clothes meant for 12 years old boys.

I cut my hair, put on new clothes, bought tight sport bras, and when I looked in the mirror, I wasn't sure who the person staring back was but I really liked how he looked.

My parents, for ages, tried to get me to 'dress nicer' to 'act like a lady' and so on. I cared enough to shower and put on clean clothes. I bought a lot of nerdy shirts which I at least liked. Did some experiments. Occasionally I'd make an effort but otherwise I was pretty basic. Loose-fitting jeans and hoodies.

Family kept gifting me nicer girly things I'd wear once and often ignored later.

It wasn't till I gave myself permission to truly dress how I wanted, and yes to shop in the boy's/men's section that I started to actually care about how I looked and putting more effort in.

I never thought I could be a boy, because I didn't know that was a thing you could do.

if I had been like that little girl and said 'i'm a boy' I think they'd havebeen at a total loss.

would they have asked my shrink? What would he have said?? It felt as though they were always on my case to be more lady-like but I know that's unfair. They were generally pretty okay with me being a tomboy, at least until puberty. And even then it was never that huge a thing. More of a constant annoying issue. There were many more pressing ones.

It's 2019, and I bet most parents would still be at a loss. There's not exactly a lot of rep or info.

I'm a lot happier with how I look now, but I still haven't found the right words to explain myself to my parents. I know I have to eventually, I want to stop hiding, to be visible, to change my name.

[destieltropecollection]

Destiel Trope Collection 2019 Day 25: Roommates

PB&J | @dmsilvisart Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 1785 Main Tags and Warnings: roommate au, pining Summary: Have you ever dated someone to make someone else jealous? Dean has a very important question for Cas. Cas is oblivious and apparently Dean is an asshole.

It's All Benny's Fault | @casbeanwrites Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 7904 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, guinea pig, fluff, dean in denial Summary: Everything was fine in Dean Winchester's life, until the day his (ridiculously adorable) roommate forced him to adopt a guinea pig, and everything went to Hell.

Me Too | @isolemnlyswear-iamsuperwholocked Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 2736 Main Tags and Warnings: Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, Castiel and Dean Winchester are Roommates, Based on a Tumblr Post, Inspired By Tumblr, Miscommunication, Misconceptions, Openly Gay Castiel (Supernatural), Bisexual Dean Winchester, Mentions of homophobia, Homophobic John Winchester Summary: Dean has to get a new roommate, asap. He can't deal with it anymore- the dude has no idea what personal space even is, for one. He stares at Dean all the freaking time and it's starting to make him uncomfortable. Not to mention the fact he might have a crush on the blue-eyed weirdo. Cas has to get a new roommate, asap. He can't deal with it anymore- the dude has completely no respect for his sexuality. All his friends made jokes when Cas was with them and Dean just laughs, and Dean acts way too weird around him for it to be normal. Not to mention Cas isn't ready to have another crush on someone who could never like him back.

sunday morning coming down | @reallyelegantsharkfish Rating: Mature Word Count: 2395 Main Tags and Warnings: Recreational Drug Use, Marijuana, Demisexual Castiel, Mutual Pining Summary: Smoke can do all kinds of stuff to you, maybe. Maybe make you want to touch, want to kiss. Maybe make you want to cook dinner and lay together reading and laugh together on long drives through the Hill Country, Baby’s wheels tried and true around the curves and bends.

Holiday Traditions | @suckerfordeansfreckles Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 1356 Main Tags and Warnings: roommates, best friends to lovers, mentioned homophobia, emotional hurt/comfort Summary: Ever since Dean has known Cas, since they moved in together almost three years ago, Cas has dreaded the Christmas season. Every single time, it had taken him days afterwards to find his smile again. Every single time, he came home and hid in his room for as long as possible. Every single time, Dean’s heart broke a little more for him. But Cas survived the holidays again this year, and he’s done with family for the next few months. And Dean, the awesome (and totally smitten) best friend he is, decided to treat Cas today. Make December 29th 2018 the best one Cas has ever had. Starting with breakfast in bed.

Wake Up, Sweetheart | @breathingdestiel Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 2766 Main Tags and Warnings: au, best friends to lovers Summary: Dean decides to confess his love to Cas. It doesn't go as planned.

La Vie A Plus | @thebloggerbloggerfun Rating: General Word Count: 6260 Main Tags and Warnings: Asexual Castiel, Artist!Castiel, Punk!Castiel Summary: Dean Winchester is hopelessly, head-over-heels in love with his best friend and roommate, Castiel. Castiel - with his blue hair, and his tattoos, and his artwork, and his perfect everything. Dean never stood a chance, really. It only sucks because, as far as Dean can tell, Castiel is definitely not interested. But love, much like art, has a way of being unpredictable. Even if you think you know where you're going with it.

Truth or Dare | @lemonsorbae Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 1190 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe - College/University, First Kiss, Fluff Summary: What else is there to do when the power has been out all day?

Perfect | @galaxystiel Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 6712 Main Tags and Warnings: College AU, roommates, fluff, 5+1, Summary: Five times Dean told Cas they’d figure it out, and one time he didn’t need to.

Roommate Wanted | @supernatural9917fic Rating: Explicit Word Count: 23088 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe, Roommates, Gay Castiel, Dean thinks he's straight, Switching, Dean/Cas Big Bang Challenge 2018 Summary: Dean Winchester moved to Pontiac, Illinois six months ago when his girlfriend Carmen got a new job. Unfortunately for Dean, Carmen then left him for her boss, so he needs to find a roommate ASAP. Castiel Novak needs to move out of his brother’s house before his niece is born, and when he finds Dean’s ad on Craigslist, it seems like the perfect solution for both of them. So what if Dean is ridiculously gorgeous? Castiel can keep his crush under control. So what if Castiel is gay? Totally straight Dean isn’t at all affected by seeing him hook up with dudes. They’re just a couple of completely platonic roommates. Well… that’s what they think, anyway…

Like Home | @nickelkeep Rating: General Word Count: 4549 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Mutual Pining, Cupcakes, Wedding Planning, First Kiss, Living Together, Castiel and Dean Need to Use Their Words Summary: Castiel's twin sister Hannah is getting married, and as the Man of Honor, he's been along for the Bridal Show and Wedding Planning ride. After talking about the last one with his best friend/roommate Dean, Dean suddenly wants to tag along (mostly for the free food). Can Cas handle pretending to be engaged to his best friend?

First and Only | @almaasi Rating: Explicit Word Count: 35782 Main Tags and Warnings:Romance, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Flashbacks, Non-Chronological, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Cuddling & Snuggling, Virgin Castiel, Voyeur Castiel, Demisexual Castiel, Demiromantic Castiel, Switch Castiel, Autistic Castiel, Openly Bisexual Dean, Switch Dean, Homeless Dean, Thief Dean, Moving In Together, First Time, First Kiss, Ice Skating, Alcoholism, Public Displays of Affection, Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester Summary: Single bachelor Dean bets he can have sex more times within a calendar year than his happily-married brother. But when Castiel – Dean’s roommate, best friend, and total virgin – asks Dean to be his First, Dean’s plan to bed numerous strangers goes up in smoke. Over the weeks, then the months, Cas becomes his go-to guy. His “fuck buddy”, if you will. But that doesn’t sound right. It doesn’t feel right. Dean was Cas’ First, but now he wants to be Cas’ Only. Now he’s gotta figure out how the heck to court a guy he’s successfully wooed a hundred times already.

The House That Wanted to Be a Garden | @almaasi Rating: Explicit Word Count: 32982 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe, Romance, Domestic Fluff, Domestic Bliss, Friends to Lovers, Sharing Clothes, Cuddling & Snuggling, First Kiss, First Time, Naked Cuddling, Accidentally Moving In, Home Improvement, Fairies, Magic, Believer Castiel, Demisexual Castiel, Gardener Castiel, Skeptic Dean, Musician Dean, Famous Dean, Grumpy Dean, Bisexual Dean, Dean vs Gardening, Summer, Autumn, Hygge Summary: AU where Dean accidentally moves in with his neighbour, Cas, who is surprisingly okay with it. Or: Every time Dean fixes anything in this cursed house, a random plant pops up and breaks it again. The woo-woo weirdo named Cas on the other side of the river keeps insisting that Dean must've offended the forest fairies. He offers his own home's amenities for as long as Dean needs them. But with each passing night, and every bent pipe, fritzing electrical system, or shattered window, Dean finds himself returning to his own place only to sleep. And then... one night... he doesn't even do that.

Room for Two (The Mattress AU) | @almaasi Rating: Explicit Word Count: 14548 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe - College/University, Roommates, Romance, Fluff, Crack, Sharing a Bed, Friends to Lovers, First Kiss, Literal Sleeping Together, Wet Dream, Sleepy/Unconscious Sex, Accidental Sex, First Time, Insomniac Castiel, Dominant Castiel, Autistic Castiel, Switch Castiel, Comfortably Bisexual Dean, Switch Dean, Horny Dean Summary: ✔ College roommates ✔ Buying a mattress together ✔ Faking a relationship to get a discount ✔ Sharing a bed ✔ Roleplaying as a couple to "test the bed" ✔ Fake kissing becomes real kissing ✔ Fake sex is Way Too Real ✔ Cuddling ✔ Wet dreams ✔ "Oh no I thought I was dreaming but it was real life" ✔ Matchmakers Sam & Charlie ✔ Cas seems kinda clueless but actually understands everything ✔ Mutual respect, support, and understanding ✔ Friends to lovers ✔ Mutual pining ✔ Go౦ԁ sHit

Sharing the Rain Dog | @almaasi Rating: Mature Word Count: 19837 Main Tags and Warnings: Alternate Universe - Human, Historical (1999), Fluff, Romance, No Angst, Accidental Dating, First Dates, Rain, FBI Agent Castiel, Musician Dean, Singer Dean, Flustered Dean, Shared Custody, Domestic Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Moving In Together, First Kiss, Sharing a Bed, Dean in Panties, Cuddling, Uniform Kink, Clothed Sex, Sexual Roleplay, Non-Penetrative Sex Summary: When some asshole hits a dog with his car and drives off, the first two people on the scene are Dean and Castiel. Castiel's an FBI agent with a plane to catch, and he doesn't have time to take the dog to the vet. Dean's a musician, and he doesn't have the money. An agreement is reached: Dean goes, Castiel pays, and they'll exchange details and meet again to work things out. But who gets the dog? Sooner or later they're going to realise that having shared custody of one pitbull isn't ideal. She needs one home, not two. One stable, loving home...

[mothgenes]

you don't have to answer if you don't want to but why do you hate hazbin so much? im just kinda trying to understand others point of view and im sorry if this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to ignore/delete this if you want.

nah dw about it as long as u dont reply to this or send another one like “oh idk i still love it” i wont get mad it gives me more opportunity to block hell hotel stans 

so there are many reasons here are a few

wlw named v4ggie which is super crass is specifically supposed to be salvadoran and her personality makes her an angry latina stereotype

ch4rlie is a white savior type of figure who wants to save everyone from themselves because she clearly knows better (reinforced by show to be the truth)

The Asexual Character (who i liked when i first saw, u gotta understand) is the BIG SCARY UNUSUAL ONE, who has SCARY powers that a HUMAN SOUL shouldnt have, as if he’s NOT HUMAN SOMEHOW..... scary inhuman and like. freak ass sadistic stalking murdering ace character like ok stop thnx (signed an irritated asexual)

4ngel dust HORRIBLE gay rep. he is The Gay One. his personality is 1) is gay, 2) is prostitute/sex freak who’s predatory and gets physical with uninterested people like the cat bartender man, 3) does drugs. his personality is those things almost exclusively! his design is not one that is respectfully showing a gay character. also: DRAG AND SLUT JOKES. BAD. (signed nby trans guy)

the hell itself thing is like HELLO. THIS IS HELL. IT IS VIOLENCE, BUT ALSO SEX AND DRUGS. PEOPLE IN HELL DO LOTS OF SEX AND DRUGS. SEX AND DRUGS ARE FOR SINNERS IN HELL. demonizes (literally) sex workers and drug addicts/abusers like HARDCORE, which is gross as fuck and overdone

“i dont touch the gays, i have standards.” need i go on? this was said straight without a humorous situation being involved. this was meant to be a JOKE, as if saying these things are FUNNY... gosh i really wish hh didnt touch the gays. i mean shit, WE have standards. (signed, a gay)

a lot of girl characters have x’s over their tits on their shirts and i think thats kinda fuckin gross and lazy

its family guy but edgier with a shitty muddled color palette with no contrast and shows off token representation as excuses for the “no touch gays” and “drag show” jokes n shit as if that makes it OKAY?

it is literally just family guy edgy hell, unfunny garbage sex and violence jokes with sexist and racist and homophobic and transphobic under and overtones throughout.

ALSO V1VZ1EPERSON LIKE. PROMOTED BLACKFACERS AND TERFS KINDA RECENTLY, RELATIVELY SPEAKING? AS LIKE, “CONTROVERSIAL WOMEN” , DRAWING THEM FANART???? CONTROVERSIAL???? U MEAN NASTY????

USED TO STEAL CHARACTER DESIGNS LIKE STRAIGHT UP FROM PEOPLE LIKE THE DIE YOUNG MUSIC VID MAIN CHARACTER

NEVER APOLOGIZED OR PUBLICLY DENOUNCED HER OLD HABIT OF DRAWING CHILDREN FUCKING SNAKES OR HER TEACHER-STUDENT PEDOPHILIA RELATIONSHIP SHE PROMOTED UNTIL LATER RET-CONNING IT INTO BEING NON-UNDERAGE?

MADE THESE CHARACTERS IN THE FIRST PLACE? AND SEEMS TO THINK THAT LIKING TO MAKE TRASHY CHARACTERS AND BEING DONE WITH IT MAKES IT OKAY TO MAKE TRASHY ASS HOMOPHOBIC FREAK SHIT CHARACTERS????? SELF AWARENESS GETS NO BROWNIE POINTS.

she also doesnt label her content as 18+ last i checked. its super easy to mark it as over eighteen or sensitive content, just a little button when uploading, but she doesnt bother. her artstyle attracts younger people, anywhere from like 12 to 15 and others. thats a PROBLEM!

ok i got a little angry and loud because hh is becoming a genuine trigger for me in that it makes me super nauseous and aggressive and anxious for kinda noticeable reasons according to above, (also im autistic and my emotions hit me like a boulder and getting upset or riled up too quickly can make me fuckin black out for a second so its a LOT)

so i’d appreciate not talking abt this more but i might as well answer. its not hard to find posts, some of which i’ve reblogged here, with actual links to sources for all of the vivshit.

anyway thats why i dont like it! preferably no follow up questions but i’ll block any freaks who come out to play

[takottais-oc-askblog]

Oc bullshittery pt.7

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Bei: I trust flesh!

T.y: You think he knows what he's doing?

Bei: I'm not sure I'd go THAT far.

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Rico: [Finds a crumpled up piece of paper] Hey, what’s this?

Quinncie: Oh, that’s my to-do list!

Rico: Wow, you’re being so productive, good for you, I never thought that–

Rico: [reads what on the list]

Rico: This only has my name on it...

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T.y: What do you normally do when I’m gone?

Flesh: wait for you to come back...

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Peach: why is Quinncie crying?

Elliott: He's drunk and saw a picture of Rico's boyfriend

T.y: But he is Rico's boyfriend

Elliott: Like I said, he's drunk

Quinncie: [crying on the floor in the fetal position]

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Eva: [on day three of no sleep and forgetting to eat, looking completely dead inside] Self-care is for the WEAK!

Cake: [coughs]

Eva: [frantically swaddling her in blankets] We need an ambulance!!!

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Flesh: [Talking about Eva] Don’t worry! She likes your butt and your fancy hair.

Cake: [As she runs her hand through her hair] She thinks it’s fancy?

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Camie brown: Wait, you're gay? As in, gay...gay? As in, you like women?

Peak Lilly: I thought I was being...

Peak Lilly: Crystal queer

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Bei: alright boys ready to g– Thomas where’s your vest?

Elliott: [smiling mischievously] yeah Thomas where’s your vest?

Diel: ...

Diel: about that..

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Pimp: Quinncie, baby. How can I get back on your good side?

Quinncie: It’s gonna take about three weeks of not talking to me.

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Peak Lilly: Why aren't the dishes in alphabetical order!?

Camie brown: WhAt thE FuCK dOeS thAT eVEn MEAn!?

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Flesh: [being kidnapped] Will I need my toothbrush?

Kidnapper: Shut up!

Flesh: I'm assuming that means you'll be providing the toothbrush.

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Bei: [on the TV] Boss won't get off your back? Girlfriend won't stop nagging you?

Bei: Did that fuckstick Eva sell you a bullshit dagger that broke almost immediately despite the fact that you spent half your goddamn savings on it?

Bei: Have you considered... murder?

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My oc's as popular vines:

Quinncie: so no head?

T.y: what the Fuck is up Kyle?!

Peak Lilly: Look at all those chickens!

Flesh: Hi welcome to chilis

Chii: Fuck ya chicken strips!

Poppet: ThAtS My OpInIoN!!

Charlie: Chris is that a weed?!

Diel: what up I’m Jared, I’m 19, and I never fuckin learned how to read

Peach: Wooow

Bei: Ms Keisha? Ms Keishaaaa!? oh my fuckin god she fuckin dead!

Paston: Hi my name is Trey I have a basketball game tomorrow.

Camie brown: I wanna be a cowboy baby!

Elliott: Im a bad bitch you can’t kill me!!!

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Flesh: [on the phone] dad? i need your help! Th–

Chii: is the apartment complex on fire?

Flesh: ...no?

Chii: then it’s not an emergency. [hangs up]

Dax: well?! what did he say? what do we do about the portal to hell in the living room?!

Flesh: [shrugs] apparently it’s not an emergency.

T.y: [being strangled by a demon] HOW THE FUCK IS THIS NOT AN EMERGENCY??

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Diel: [muttering]

Bei: Diel what are you doing?

Diel: I’m having an argument with myself so I can finally win something for once.

Bei: would you mind not doing that right now? We need to be quite-

Diel: Well I actually would mind, because I’m losing right now.

Bei: How can you lose an argument to yourself?

Diel: the voices in my head decided to join in, and they’re making some pretty solid points on why I should just kill the bad guys and take their money.

Bei: well that’s........ mildly concerning...

Elliott: MILDLY????!?!!

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Chii: In terms of instant relief canceling plans is like heroin.

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Chii: I hope flesh liked the shirt I got him yesterday. Oh, he called.

Voice mail: You have 17 new messages.

Chii: What?!

Flesh: Hey dad, thanks for the Bazinga t-shirt it's… great. I was just calling because I might need a ride later tonight. T.y can’t drive and I ran iris's car into a ditch after we watched Fast Five on Netflix together.

Iris: You still owe me for that.

Flesh: Yeah, yeah, I know, I know. Cars are really flammable, did you know that? I didn’t know that. Well, I do now.. but anyway I’ll call you later if we need a pick up from the show, alright?

T.y: [groans]

Flesh: t.y, you’re up! Talk to you later, dad!

Voice mail: End of Message.

Chii: I’m not listening to all of these.[skips to the last message]

Voice mail: Message 17.

[loud screaming of pure terror as a booming demonic roar pierces the air]

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Rico: hey i used to b uglier believe it or not.

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Camie brown: What is the worst thing you've done sexually?

Charlie: .... I'm not sure what I'd want to call a worst..

Peak Lilly: A man..

Coccoh: pppfffttttt!

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Eva: Stay the fuck away from my man, I won’t tell you again!

T.y: BITCH! I don’t wan yo man. Nobody wants yo man. That’s why he’s wit you!

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Peak Lilly: It was the 80s, we did a lot of drugs back in those days.

Bren: How could she even do drugs?! She's a fucking alien!

Camie brown: Your mother found a way.

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Random cop: STOP RIGHT THERE! YOU ARE ALL MENACES TO SOCIETY!

T.y: [decks said cop]

Bei: why did you do that??????????

T.y: I am not emotionally involved in this situation!

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Eva: i sleep with a bow and arrow under my bed.

Bei: oh yeah? i sleep with a gun under my pillow!

Ashton: weak! i sleep with a nanobotic suit ready to be equipped!

T.y: damn, you's all are paranoid as hell!

Eva: yeah? what do you sleep with?

T.y: Elliott.

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Flesh: So how about a change of name?

Diel: You know, one that sounds marginally less like a porno than your current one!

Bei: [unsheathes sword]

Diel: [running away] You just had to open your mouth!

Flesh: [ducking under a blade swing] My mouth? My mouth?!! This is your fault!!!

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Eva: [slides flip phone across floor] Fuck this and fuck you! You little spawn of Nokia!

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Peach: I wonder why I don't like anything around my neck.

Poppet: maybe you were hung in a past life?

[heavy pause]

Peach: I THINK IT MIGHT JUST BE BECAUSE I'M AUTISTIC, POPPET!

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Eva: -and that's why I think God doesn't exist!

Cake: sorry sugar, I wasn't listenin'.

Eva: what, why?

Cake: look hun, I just really want a cupcake

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Paston: wow, that jacket is so soft that if someone hugged you they'd die on impact. And I have a deathwish! So come here!

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Quinncie: [singing to the tune of "We Just Got a Letter" from Blue's Clues] I just got a message, I just got a message, I just got a message, and it's from your man!

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T.y: Bitches be like "You mine".

T.y: First off I'm on probation, "I" belong to the state.

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Bei: I was so angry at everything when i was 13. And i was right.

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Bei: [get assigned a mission out of the city]

Bei: [drives off]

T.y: [storms into the apartment]

Rico: [sorting files]

Flesh: [at the computer]

Iris: [sharpening knives]

T.y: ATTENTION SIMPLETONS! Bei has JUST left the building!

Iris: ....

Flesh: ....

Rico: ....

T.y: and guess who’s been deputized as sheriff of this complex!

Rico: [hesitantly raises hand]

T.y: M E! 

Rico: [hand goes down]

T.y: now [presses play on bluetooth speaker] work bitches!

[Work Bitch by Britney Spears echoing throughout the apartment]

Flesh: uuuughhhh not agaaaaain–

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Iris: [putting on makeup]

Flesh: [watching]

Flesh: Why do you use so many brushes for makeup?

Iris: Was Mona Lisa painted with one brush? 

Iris: NO!

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Bei: [walks into the kitchen]

Apartment complex 404 Fam: [eating breakfast]

Bei: just a reminder; it’s Throat Punch Thursday

Bei: [leaves]

T.y: [checks imaginary watch] damn, that time again already ?

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Quinncie: I made a fool of myself today and I will make a fool of myself tomorrow. Good night!

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Eva: the only two important Michaels; Jordan and Jackson.

Peach: [while pulling out Michael Myers mask] wooooow aight bet–

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T.y: they kicked me outta church bc i yelled “fuck the devil!” I thought we all hated that motherfucker!?

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Peak Lilly: You know, one day you could be a great dad!

Chii: I already am.

Peak Lilly: flesh doesn't count.

Chii: HE IS MY CHILD!

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Chii: so, what did I miss?

Dax: flesh died twice.

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Diel: my goal is not to be the best, but to inspire someone enough to one day surpass me.

Bei: you can’t just say that every time you fail a mission.

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Iris: wow i need a drink.

Iris: [pours chocolate milk into a shot glass]

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Flesh: I think your calculations might have been off.

Diel: Well, they can't be off if I didn't do any.

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Iris: [to Elliott] You... you... you rude person!

Dax: Go easy on him, iris.

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T.y: [comes downstairs to find bei up and about]

T.y: wow you sure are quite the night person..

Bei: buddy I’m barley even a person!

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Bei: No one expects an angel to set the world on fire. But than again I'm no angel.

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T.y: oh yea? Well apparently, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree!

T.y: [Points at flesh] But this one got ran over by a fuckin lawn mower!

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Diel: I look like I'm supposed to be stalking senpai in this outfit.

Diel: Who's senpai? Hell if I know but I'm stalking him that's for sure.

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Venomous Visibility

As a creator, I always find the subject of representation kind of dubious. With the f*cked up Last of Us II leaks, the continuous misandrist poison leaking into the Star Wars canon from that Kennedy-led Lucasfilm, and the incredibly amazing portrayal of Jill Valentine in the Remake, this sh*t has been on my mind lately. Like, how do you write strong, female, protagonist without falling into that Mary Sue trap? How do you code black without being offensive? How do you write gay without resorting to stereotypes? I don't know how to distinguish a trans or deaf or autistic or native person through text without outright stating these things. Where's the nuance in portraying someone queer without it coming across as pandering? I don’t know if it’s because of my limited experience as a straight black dude who kind of thinks the current trend of eighty-eight genders and personal identifications is kind of ridiculous but i find the attempts studios make to cater to these groups to be adequate as f*ck. Like, Sarah Connor and Ellen Ripley kind of defined feminine bad-ass and they both did it way back in the 80s. Why is there this irreverent need to portray this misandrist energy in modern cinema? Birds of Prey was a fun time but it was way heavy-handed on that “Girl boss” energy and it didn’t have to e. Harley Quinn is already a boss and the Birds kick ass in their own right. Why does that have to be the focus of your narrative instead of actual character development and plot? Especially when you have that Ellen Ripley template? It’s weird to say but it feels like certain groups want those aspects to define the entirety of a character instead of it just being a part of them. I think that mindset is both toxic and does a disservice to the given narrative, unless the narrative, itself, is defined by those aspects.

I'm of the mind that, if you wrote dope characters, that should he enough. Take, for examples, Disney’s newest attempt to represent a queer character in Onward. I’ve never seen the movie, i have severe daddy issues so this hilariously outside of my wheelhouse, but i hear that one of the characters makes a passing reference to their same sex spouse. How is that not good enough? Isn’t that how it is in real life? I don’t see gays running around, shouting about their homo love from the balconies and rooftops. Unless it’s Pride. To add that little tidbit in the middle of a Pixar film, aimed at the notoriously conservative middle America, and not have them trying to burn down city hall is kind of amazing and, in my opinion, very tastefully done. At least it’s better executed than the way Beauty and the Beast did with the LeFou reveal. Like, holy sh*t. Talk about blue-balls. This fervent obsession with representation for representation sake or to push an agenda is absolutely repugnant. You think the character of Rey Skywalker would be enough of a lesson on that poisonous nonsense for everyone, not just Disney. Be it female lead, bisexual heroine, gay protagonist, whatever; If you're character is strong enough to be more than whatever social label cats want to code them with, then the representation is inconsequential. Don’t force something that doesn’t need to be forced.

I’ve seen representation executed beautifully. Euphoria is one of the best shows i’ve seen on television and it deals with a ton of sh*t that most SJWs want to fight about. Zendaya is excellent in this show and so is her trans partner, Hunter Schafer. The way that show is written, you can tell that there is an understanding about that culture, a personal connection to their world. That level of representation is outstanding and i commend the creators for giving us such a rich vision for those characters. That said, the strength of Euphoria is in the characters. Rue makes that show. It’s about her journey and everything after that, is a part of who she is as a character, not the defining aspect of it. That subtlety is how you represent an uniquely ignored demographic. That’s how you handle representation in media for adults. For kids, i think this is a little much. Not many nine-year-olds out there are recovering drug addicts.

I think the best piece of media i’ve ever seen in terms of representation actually came out of Disney years ago and gets criminally slept on to this day. Atlantis: The Lost Empire i easily the most diverse, accessible, and palatable piece of “woke” media, Disney has ever made, and it was never created to be so. Atlantis is a story with a female co-lead of color, who has her own agency, doesn’t really fall into the trap of being “damseled” and ends up being a Queen by the rend of this story. The male co-lead is an anxious, neurotic, nerd with a distinct lack of brawn, who beguiles the antagonists with his intellect. The supporting cast is a mixture of people of color, both of which are dope as sh*t, and various nationalities. I’ve spoken at length about my love for Kidagakash Nedakh, she’d be my favorite Disney Princess if she wasn’t a motherf*cking Queen, but i’d be lying if i didn’t admit Audrey had a near equal place in my heart for her sheer dopenesss. Doc is cool, too. Seriously, how is there no Atlantis world in Kingdom Hearts yet? F*cking Disney, man... For the record, my actual favorite Princess is Rapunzel with Jasmine coming in a close second.

Personally, when I create a character, I describe the way I imagine how they physically appear and let the reader assign whatever else afterwords. If I say a character is female with caramel color skin and lavender hair, it's up to the reader to define the minute details in their mind's eye. Is the Lavender a natural hair color? Is she black? Maybe Hispanic? Could she be native or Indian or something completely different? A lot of people have caramel color skin. Hell, she might just have a tan, I don't know because the way I see the character, is different than whoever reads it. I think that's one of the joys unique to literature, that ability to essentially "customize" a narrative to taste, which only amplifies my inability to reconcile this trend of "representation." A lot of people in the fandom attribute Ahsoka Tano as an LGBTQ character and i think that’s fine. It’s never implicitly stated but i don’t think it really has to be. Ahsoka is a bad ass and she displays all of that effortlessly. If you ant to ascribe a queer connotation to her, fine, but that’s not the part of the character that matters to the overall narrative. It shouldn’t be the one aspect which is harped upon officially. I actually really, really, love Ahsoka so i have a dog in this fight. Not so much about the gay coding, that’s a thing that doesn’t really matter to me, more the fact that she needs deserves more shine in the franchise. Thank you Mando II. Also, Dr. Aphra. I hope they actually give her a show. She’s f*cking awesome and, i think, a legit LGBTQ character. I could be wrong about that though.

If a character can be whatever you want them to be, why does it have to be implicitly stated? How is all of this forced representation and social agenda pushing not disingenuous at that point? How is it not more a hindrance than a strength? Why is it acceptable to have your token marginalized appearance, if it’s forced and detracts from the overall story trying to be told? Is it really okay to just accept such pedestrian pandering for the sake of pandering? Like, i’m not gay. How am i supposed to write a gay character without being an ass about it? The only way i know how is to be direct with it. Direct but subtle about everything. “Strong Female Character” should not be the one aspect of your character driving their development. You don’t need to create a Mary Sue in order to have a compelling female lead. Tifa Lockhart and Norah Price prove that. Your protagonist doesn’t need to be “the big gay” in order to be a bad ass. Ian Ghallagher and Willow Rosenberg prove that. Also, they’re both gingers so, you know, double the suffrage points i guess? You don’t have to write a potato who can do physics in their head, to represent an autistic person. Sherlock Holmes and  Amelie Poulain prove that. I would definitely do what Disney did with Onward in order to represent a character of that type of minority because, to me, as a minority, i don’t believe any singular aspect determine the whole of a character. Race, gender, orientation, religion, and other social identifiers; All of those are just qualifiers to the core of the character you’re creating. They are parts, never a whole. These things are just additions to embellish and enrich, not the definition of who they are, as much as everyone wants it to be. I mean, at the end of the day, how lame is your character if all they are is gay or stronk female? How much of a boner is our story going to be with a protagonist as deep as a puddle because you feel some kind of way about visibility?

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Anime one shots prompts!

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2WHWI9S

by lovemepidge

A bunch of one-shot ideas I've had for Y E A R S

Words: 826, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 終わりのセラフ | Owari no Seraph | Seraph of the End, Voltron: Legendary Defender, Little Witch Academia, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime), ワンパンマン | One-Punch Man, Haikyuu!!, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, Naruto, citrus - サブロウタ | citrus - Saburouta, 小林さんちのメイドラゴン | Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon | Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Anime & Manga), Tokyo Ghoul, 君の名は。| Kimi no Na wa. | Your Name., Tonari no Totoro | My Neighbor Totoro (1988), リヴィジョンズ Hepburn: Rivijonzu | Revisions, Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan, Ouran High School Host Club - All Media Types, 恋愛ラボ ラブラボ Rabu Rabo | Love Lab

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Underage

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi, Other

Characters: Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), S-Class Heroes, Daisuke Dojima, Marin Temari, Keisaku Asano, Chang Lu Steiner, Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Aihara Mei, Aihara Yuzu, Hyakuya Mikaela, Hyakuya Yuuichirou, Allura (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Diana Cavendish, Atsuko "Akko" Kagari, Hiiragi Shinoa, Hiiragi Shinoa's Squad, Saotome Yoichi, Kimizuki Shihou, Katsuki Yuuri, Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov, Otabek Altin, Genos (One-Punch Man), Saitama (One-Punch Man), Hinata Shouyou, Kageyama Tobio, Oikawa Tooru, Iwaizumi Hajime, Jirou Kyouka, Yaoyorozu Momo, Todoroki Shouto, Sasha Blouse, Connie Springer, Mikasa Ackerman, Eren Yeager, Riko Kurahashi, Maki Natsuo, Mei Kusakabe, Satsuki Kusakabe, Kaneki Ken | Sasaki Haise, Todoroki Touya, Uzumaki Naruto, Hatake Kakashi, Uchiha Sasuke, Haruno Sakura, Inner Haruno Sakura

Relationships: Hyakuya Mikaela/Hyakuya Yuuichirou, Allura/Pidge | Katie Holt, Keith/Lance (Voltron), Diana Cavendish/Atsuko "Akko" Kagari, Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Genos/Saitama (One-Punch Man), Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio, Hinata Shouyou/Oikawa Tooru, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki/Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Aihara Mei/Aihara Yuzu, Iwaizumi Hajime/Kageyama Tobio, Sasha Blouse/Connie Springer, Kaneki Ken/Todoroki Touya

Additional Tags: Mineta Minoru is Expelled from U.A. High School, Smut, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Smut, Fluff and Humor, Domestic Fluff, Christmas Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Fluff and Crack, Family Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Eventual Fluff, Fluff without Plot, Valentine's Day Fluff, Wedding Fluff, Gay, Gay Sex, Everyone Is Gay, Gay Male Character, Canon Gay Relationship, Canon Gay Character, Gay Panic, Gay Keith (Voltron), Gay Bar, Gay Bashing, Gay Character, Gay Rights, Gay For You, Gay Chicken, Undercover As Gay, Galra Keith (Voltron), Pining Keith (Voltron), Korean Keith (Voltron), Keith (Voltron) is Bad at Feelings, Socially Awkward Keith (Voltron), Keith/Lance (Voltron) Angst, Hurt Keith (Voltron), Orphan Keith (Voltron), Bottom Keith (Voltron), POV Keith (Voltron), Oblivious Keith (Voltron), Keith (Voltron) is a Mess, Autistic Keith (Voltron), Keith (Voltron) Angst, Bisexual Lance (Voltron), Cuban Lance (Voltron), Pining Lance (Voltron), Lance (Voltron) is a Mess, Insecure Lance (Voltron), Hurt Lance (Voltron), Altean Lance (Voltron), Lance (Voltron) Angst, Lance (Voltron)-centric, Hunk & Lance (Voltron) Friendship, Oblivious Lance (Voltron), Homesick Lance (Voltron), Bottom Lance (Voltron), Bilingual Lance (Voltron), Lance (Voltron) Has ADHD, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Tsundere Bakugou Katsuki, Angry Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Katsuki is a Dork, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bottom Bakugou Katsuki, Older Bakugou Katsuki, Protective Bakugou Katsuki, Demisexual Bakugou Katsuki, Pro Hero Bakugou Katsuki, Top Bakugou Katsuki, Pining Bakugou Katsuki, Bottom Kirishima Eijirou, Protective Kirishima Eijirou, Top Kirishima Eijirou, Gay Kirishima Eijirou, Insecure Kirishima Eijirou, Kirishima Eijirou Needs a Hug, Pro Hero Midoriya Izuku, BAMF Midoriya Izuku, Villain Midoriya Izuku, One-Sided Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Cute Midoriya Izuku, Quirkless Midoriya Izuku, Oblivious Midoriya Izuku, Yandere Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku is a Little Shit, Pro Hero Uraraka Ochako, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Past Midoriya Izuku/Uraraka Ochako, Villain Uraraka Ochako, Mentioned Uraraka Ochako, Cute Uraraka Ochako, Supportive Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, POV Uraraka Ochako, Pining Uraraka Ochako, Traitor Uraraka Ochako, Anxious Katsuki Yuuri, Established Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Bottom Katsuki Yuuri, Top Katsuki Yuuri, POV Katsuki Yuuri, Confident Katsuki Yuuri, Chubby Katsuki Yuuri, Oblivious Katsuki Yuuri, Drunk Katsuki Yuuri, Pining Katsuki Yuuri, Power Bottom Katsuki Yuuri, Sad Katsuki Yuuri, Pining Victor Nikiforov, Long-Haired Victor Nikiforov, Sub Victor Nikiforov, Supportive Victor Nikiforov, Top Victor, Angst, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Heavy Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Humor, Angst and Feels, Comfort/Angst, No Angst, Teen Angst, Angst and Porn, Angst and Tragedy, Angsty Schmoop, Prompt Fic, References to Depression, References to Drugs, References to Canon, References to Addiction, Friends to Lovers, Love, Romance, Drama, Slife of life, Texting, Mutal Pining, Family Feels, Family Drama, Family Issues, Family Secrets, Family Bonding, Family Dynamics, Family Reunions, Family Angst, Family Loss, Family History, Family Member Death, Sexual Humor, Explicit Sexual Content, Sexual Content, Implied Sexual Content, Sexual Tension, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Mild Sexual Content, Sexual Fantasy, Resolved Sexual Tension, Awkward Sexual Situations, Memes, Vines, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Implied Relationships, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Implied/Referenced Underage Sex, pidge has a cute lil teenage crush on allura, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Eventual Happy Ending, Eventual Relationships, Eventual Sex, Eventual Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, Dirty Jokes, Homophobia, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - High School, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Human, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Alternate Universe - Canon, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Alternate Universe - Gender Changes, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, Alternate Universe - No Quirks (My Hero Academia), Alternate Universe - No Band, Bisexual Yaoyorozu Momo, Pro Hero Yaoyorozu Momo, Momo being Momo, Todoroki Shouto & Yaoyorozu Momo Friendship, Villain Yaoyorozu Momo, Bottom Saitama, Oblivious Saitama, Saitama Has Hair, Hero Saitama, Pining Saitama, Jealous Saitama, Depressed Saitama, Demisexual Saitama, Confused Saitama, Sad Saitama, Protective Saitama, Human Genos, Bottom Genos, Top Genos, Villain Genos, Genos is a Little Shit, Jealous Genos, Oblivious Genos, Pining Genos, Evil Genos, Hero Genos, First Kiss, Confessions, Childhood Friends, Oral Sex, Making Out, Anal, Teasing, One-Sided Attraction, One-Sided Relationship, One-Sided Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio, Pining, Sleeping Together, Miscommunication, Slow Burn, I Don't Even Know, Hurt/Comfort, Foster Care, Group Homes, Orphans, Crushes, Crushing, I'm Bad At Tagging, I'm Bad At Summaries, I'm Bad At Titles, I'm Sorry, I'm Going to Hell, I'm Not Ashamed, plus ultra!, Aged-Up Character(s), Aged-Up Yuri Plisetsky, Aged-Up Otabek Altin, Aged-Up Lance (Voltron), YouTube, Youtube AU, Girlfriend tag, Boyfriend Tag, Awkwardness, First Dates, First Time, My First Work in This Fandom, I hope it's funny at least, An important tag, Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Momosquad (My Hero Academia), make momosquad a thing you fools, Class Differences, Class Issues, Class 1-A Shenanigans (My Hero Academia), Dark Humor, Dabi Has Himiko's Back, Dabi and Todoroki Shouto Are Siblings, Light Bondage, Crack, Crack Treated Seriously, Crack Relationships, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, Comedy, cursing, Supportive Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Protective Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Class 1-A as Family (My Hero Academia), Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-A, Shinsou Hitoshi is in Class 1-B, Pro Hero Ashido Mina, Ashido Mina is a Good Friend, Pansexual Ashido Mina, Lesbian Ashido Mina, Minor Ashido Mina/Uraraka Ochako, Minor Ashido Mina/Kirishima Eijirou, Gay Ashido Mina, Minor Ashido Mina/Sero Hanta, Wingman Ashido Mina, Drinking, Love Triangles, Love Confessions, Falling In Love, Unrequited Love, Friendship/Love, True Love, Brotherly Love, Idiots in Love, Love/Hate, Boys In Love, Declarations Of Love, First Love, Dorks in Love, Love at First Sight, Forbidden Love, Lemon, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Romantic Comedy, pro heroes wear gucci, Sorry Not Sorry, Sarcasm, Chatting & Messaging, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Getting to Know Each Other, Redemption, Magic, Tradegies, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, BDSM, Attempt at Humor, Size Kink, Blow Jobs, Snowballing, Snow and Ice, Snowball Fight, Snow Day, The Author Regrets Nothing, dirty talking, Friends With Benefits, Best Friends, Pining Shiro (Voltron), Space Dad Shiro (Voltron), Minor Allura/Shiro (Voltron), Protective Shiro (Voltron), Bottom Shiro (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron) Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Japanese Shiro (Voltron), Dark Shiro (Voltron), Hurt Shiro (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron) is a Mess, Sad Shiro (Voltron), Minor Sasha Blouse/Connie Springer, POV Connie Springer, Sasha Being Sasha, Minor Mikasa Ackerman/Sasha Blouse, Mentioned Sasha Blouse, Trans Sasha Blouse, Naruto is Just Naruto, Dark Uzumaki Naruto, Smart Uzumaki Naruto, BAMF Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke & Uzumaki Naruto Friendship, Bottom Uzumaki Naruto, Uchiha Sasuke-centric, Protective Uchiha Sasuke, One-Sided Haruno Sakura/Uchiha Sasuke, Uchiha Sasuke Being an Asshole, BAMF Uchiha Sasuke, Haruno Sakura Bashing, Minor Haruno Sakura/Yamanaka Ino

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