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pirateboy · 4 months

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#the right answer is goddess in the doorway i love her so much <333 #but i don't think many ppl listen to that one #tbh when i finally got round to listening to it i wasn't expecting much at all i was rlly pleasantly surprised by it #so i can understand she's the boss or wandering spirit winning those are both fun too #primitive cool however...#mick jagger #the rolling stones #marchibald's

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welcometogrouchland · 5 months

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I support the "Batman was unfairly biased to Stephanie for XYZ reasons" crowd so strongly bc DC claims that Bruce is a master planner who is able to understand anyone's psychology but he didn't realize that literally every single one of Steph's problems as a teenager would've been solved by her joining a shitty punk band. If he couldn't figure that much out then he didn't understand her for a minute

#ramblings of a lunatic #PLEASE TALK TO ME I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON STEPHANIE IN A SHITTY PUNK BAND #her bandmates have turned into ocs it's stage 5 at this point boys #anyway what is steph dealing w/ pre-52 as spoiler that got her in hot water?#1. the anger issues. easily fixed by her getting to scream about beating her dad to death without actually doing it #2. nobody fucking listens to her (including batman). well when u are playing music ppl are definitely fucking listening #3. has no non-batfam friends and thus ends up feeling abandoned almost every time she gets kicked out of the group. bandmates are friends!#don't like being in your shitty house? go to your band mates house and jam!#need to articulate the anger issues in a way that doesn't disturb your frazzled paranoid boyfriend? write angsty songs!#also I do genuinely have a lot of thoughts on how music was applied to Stephanie's character and what it tells us about her #like she loved it. clearly. and she was GOOD at it too. steph is constantly perceived as a screw up and has pretty low opinion of herself #piano was something she could take pride in. in i believe issue 113 of tims og robin series-#-tim is AMAZED at her playing all these years later. so is nocturna a few issues earlier #there's a standard visual language in comics for good or bad music- notation drawn in either shaky or smooth lines #stephs are all smooth and golden. she's good even after all these years of not practicing #but all she says to tim after he compliments her is ''i used to be better...'' SHE SEES THE WORST IN HERSELF AND HER ABILITIES #SHE DESERVES A CHANCE TO FEEL GOOD AT AT LEAST ONE THING LIKE SHE FINALLY GOT TO AS BATGIRL IN HER SOLO #and onto my final point: dinah has several times expressed some degree of fondness/admiration for steph. steph has likewise trained w dinah #and thinks she's cool as fuck. which makes sense. bc dinah is cool as fuck #and what is dinah in??? that's right. a band #steph should join dinahs band for her mental health. this has been an essay #stephanie brown #spoiler dc #dc batgirl #batgirls #<- since that series re-canonized pianist steph!! bless them!

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cowboyhorsegirl · 8 months

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Steve is most likely to end up in a lavender marriage and Tony's most likely to end up in a “married for tax/immigration/inheritance fraud” reasons.

They meet as married men and pine for each other hardcore and are also trying not to read too much into how their interest seems reciprocated and oh nooooo both Immigration/the IRS and the the Church/in-laws/DADT era army dudes or whatever are snooping around at the same time at each of their marriages and they have to be so good at being married at the people they are married to oh noooooo and they other guy doesn’t know why they are suddenly being iced out and maybe they were just imagining things? maybe it’s for the best with all these eyes around on them…

#not to get too real but i love queer people. we see each other and we save each other #i wish i could talk in depth about this lgbtq history panel i went to tonight without doxxing myself #but basically all of these panelists were older gay ppl & one of them won a very monumental court case in the state #and right after introductions one of the other panelists turned to her and thanked her so profusely for the sacrifices she had made #and the work she did to win that case #and that by achieving that win for herself she paved the way for this other panelist to have her own family recognized legally by the state #i don't know i'm not explaining it well but something about knowing and seeing that gratitude in real time. understanding so viscerally tha #so much of our history has happened within one or two lifetimes. to the point that many of the champions of our current rights are alive #today for us to learn from and listen to and THANK #i met two nb ppl through school last year and have since become very close to them #they are the only two ppl on this planet who use my pronouns the way i want them to be used. they switch it up every time and i love them #a little bit more each time i hear them talk about me. it's magical #my childhood best friend told me he liked boys and girls like a month after we first met each other in the fourth grade #he told me there's a word for that; he's bisexual #i think abt how incredible that was a lot. how brave he was to say that and to own that and how long it might have taken me to figure #out that i was the same had he not said it.#anyway all this to say that yes absolutely i love this #steve and tony meet at a military gala. steve's being recognized for his service and tony and his wife were invited by some higher-up who #imagined he could use the event as a way to cozy up to him and earn some good favor before negotiations start on SI's contract renewal #their eyes meet while steve's up on stage. he hates these things. hates being dragged into the spotlight. he feels naked and bare and #vulnerable every time. trapped in enemy territory with no cover. but he sucks it up he kisses his wife on the cheek and she smiles #big and beautiful; perfect like they've run their lines 1000 times over. like they could recite each other's parts by heart #he makes his way to the podium. breathes deep to center himself before he launches into his thankless thank-yous. steve's a terrible liar #but somehow he's made it this far in his career. he can manage for one more night. except #right as he lifts his eyes to speak he sees him. bright eyes burning into his from a shadowed table in the corner. the brass speaking at hi #on his left and a lovely woman who's bored and unimpressed on his right. and him looking directly back at steve #steve's breath catches and he chokes on air. trips on his lines. forgets himself and loses the beat of the scene #he looks down at his notes and ignores them. raises his face to the light and plays himself to be seen by an audience of one.#anon #signed sealed delivered

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allthefoolishdreams · 1 month

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people who don't like girl groups are so funny like wdym you don't like girl groups at all??? there's so many out there you can surely find a few that you'd like

#my friend dropping the bomb of not liking ggs and then changing the subject like no bitch!! wdym??#it just seems very generalizing to say you don't like ggs at all especially with how many there are #like yes listen to whatever you want but idk some ppls reasoning for not liking ggs is just plain dumb or at most uh red flag material imo #like a dumb reason is that I've seen people complain about their voices being too high pitched #btw insane when thats their reason but then they're stanning a boy group with a member that has a high pitched voice like hm. ok.#also again a very generalizing statement since not all gg members have high voices but i dont think ppl who dislike ggs even bother to #listen to enough ggs they just listen to one or two songs from a few groups and call it a day #same goes for people who don't like boy groups at all but it's more telling of something else when you don't like girl groups idk #foolish musings

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kkujo · 7 months

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out of tags bc i rambled but i wanna add on that often gym culture is a rlly supportive and confidence building environment and there's so much positive gym content but unfortunately some ppl do take it in the wrong direction and it becomes like. toxic gym bro culture. we do not like that. take care of ur health physical and mental first and foremost always!!!

#like there are so many rlly nice gym videos with people being helpful and supportive and just really nice #i've had ppl approach me in the gym and start rlly pleasant convos and it's just such a supportive environment to me #but you gotta know what to avoid w content bc a lot of people are weird abt it and promote unhealthy behaviours and fixate on dysmorphia #which. i understand from experience and dysmorphia SUCKS. but it's not healthy to be obsessing over that type of mindset yk??#also the gym you go to will probably make a difference ig?? like my gym is a really nice environment i find #but ik some gyms people are more rude or constantly filming and for some ppl that's just gonna make it a horrible environment #it depends where you go i think. grateful that my gym is normal tho. i've only had to tell off teenage boys for filming me one (1) time #and even then i was polite i was like hey can you not get me in ur shot pleaseeee 😁 and thankfully he was like omg yeah sorry #so. could've gone a lot worse bc. teenage boys. but i don't think he was intentionally pointing the camera at me yk 😭😭#you just have to have the confidence to stand up for urself if people are filming and you're not comfortable being on it #which is hard asf omg the anxiety was so high but he was respectful thankfully. and i rarely see ppl taking pics in my gym thank god #ANYWAY. DONE RAMBLING NOW THANK YOU FOR LISTENING.#it's just smth i'm strongly passionate abt and i don't talk abt it too often bc ik some people don't like the topic and i totally get that

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chaotictomtom · 1 year

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finished bcs 🧍 what do now.

#tomtom_is_rambling #WHILE watching bcs i already wanted to rewatch it to have a whole thing rewatch session #so i can watch it with the better call saul - breaking bad - el camino order #mitski voice my god im so lonely i wish i had friends to talk to abt it #like a gc #never had a solid gc in my entire life im missing out on so many cool moments i think #i wish i could chat with people and we'll share shit and all #damn #we'll listen to each others hyperfixations and shit #jealous of. ppl with gc and friends JGJSBFIS im pathetic i know #but years and years and years of wanting to share shit but having no one to talk abt it on a daily basis #does. hurt a lot #tHANK GOD my bf loves me and i had the chance to go berserk wheneve i wanted and ranted over the show #he kinda knows all of brba and snippets of bcs because of me #but like i don't want to annoy him too much and in the end he still haven't watched it so i can't share much thoughts yknow #anywayyy me being my pathetic self feeling absolutely awful abt myself and how lonely i feel because it's past bedtiiime a claaaassic

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corvigae · 2 years

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WANTS AND FEARS COMING TO THE SIMS 4

#YEEHAW????#like don't get me wrong i'm not thinking 'oh this is the thing that's going to fix everything and make the game fun!'#i've long said i think the true problems with ts4 are on a foundational level with the game itself #and you can only patch so many holes when the boat starts underwater #HOWEVER i do think this could HELP #and ALSO it's VERY ENCOURAGING to me to see this kind of change made #bc it's another one of those things that shows that the sims team is at least TRYING #that they are in fact listening to players and trying to incorporate feedback #and trying to improve things to make a game ppl want to play #which gives me some hope for future titles #like FEARS?? fears have been an abondened function for two titled now! and they're bringing them back!#because of player demand!!#maybe they're even seeing the influx of ppl being interested in and actively playing ts2 #and taking cues from that #idk maybe i'm being naive but i'm really encouraged by this #...ahhh son of a bitch i'm gonna have to go through and purge all my whims mods. dammit.#that's gonna be a pain in the ass #personal grumblings

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horrorsequel · 1 year

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psychology is such a crazy field just because of how often psychologists have been wrong just with regards to me + ppl i know directly and it had catastrophic results. like medical doctors have also been wrong sometimes and messed up and bad things happened but i can also at least point out times when they were correct/helped. psychologists/tangential psychological professionals r like 1 for 999 in my personal experience

#thinking about how i know multiple ppl who don't even meet the diagnostic criteria for ocd being misdiagnosed with it bc #the doc wouldn't consider autism #all of my biggest issues both medical and psychological wrt doctors #have been ppl usually men not listening to me about my issues #and hand waving them as some kind of Woman Troubles #and just letting it get worse and worse #until it's life threatening #when it didn't have to be #and if they had just listened one of the many times i brought it up #it could have been caught years in advance!!!!#women in psych/med do this to me too but yeah #god like that one psych i had who profiled me as a heroin user and then wouldnt listen to anything i said...#like i'm on naltrexone yes but a)#i'm on a dose so low idk waht it would even DO if it was 4 addiciton #b) i told her multiple times it is to treat my fibro #lots of drugs have many applications so wtf was her prob #like i do have a few circular scars on the inside of my elbows but like...... idk they're burn marks wtf do u want from me LADY #and even if i fucking WAS addicted to something #there's no excuse for the way she treated me!!!!!#she looked at me like i was disgusting #it was the most dehumanizing experience i have ever had #in a life time of dehumanization #sorry if u scroll past this and u have t xkit tag reader on but also hi #i haven't slept and i always get really #talkative AND introspective/remembering shit when i'm sleep deprived. idk why

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dokyeomini · 1 year

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i was snoozing from like 9am til 2pm today and i thought a lot abt which jobs i wanna apply for and what i wanna do with my life etc

#i still want to learn stuff #and i definitely don't want a tech job lmao #just the thought of learning a javascript framework is like ????????#it's supposed to make your life easier but there are so many different ones and ugh #someone on youtube explained it as 'would you order ready made pieces of wood or go to the woods and cut down a tree yourself?'#damn if i need to i will!!!#i don't care if it's less productive or whatever #i don't think i would like the environment of an IT company #ig it would depend on the company but god even listening to ppl talk like this feels like nails on a chalkboard for me

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koushirouizumi · 10 months

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#koushirouizumi posts #koushirouizumi no rb #koushirouizumi no rb posts #koushirouizumi ref #koushirouizumi fl #082492 #(Actually you know what)#(since I don't see good coverage today)#(bc ofc all of it rn is That Guy getting YeahTM)#(I think I'm actually just going to link to this for my archive)#(and to show ppl hi I'm *definitely not joking about this stuff* when I talk about these topics)#(I watched some of this one a previous year too and every so often I find 'new' stuff on it too but mannnn)#(OK Anyway Yes)#(I'd just REALLY LIKE if people could stop putting their sh*TTY 'lets wIPE F.L. OFF THE MAP!!1!1!' TakesTM and stuff on my timelines)#(bc if not I'm probably hard unfollowing you anyway after the 1st times I see it)#(This is the kind of stuff my fam was listening to that whole damn night *and even into the next day* there were remnants)#(Parent and I were just talking about it again just now and)#(So many people even *my age* just *do not know this kind of stuff HAPPENED*)#(All this was ACTUAL LIVE COVERAGE that happened that day)

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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been wringing my hands about the concept of family therapy. scary stuff. like maybe it could help and we sure as hell need SOMETHING to change but i think it would be like taking a potato peeler to the soles of my feet

#look it probably works for a lot of ppl but every time i think about it as a solution for my Definitely Needs It family it's like. god no #it probably only works when everyone's willing to change and actually listen to each other #if i did it with my folks im worries they'd quit if they were challenged or talk shit about the therapist/methods afterwards #like im so worried the therapist would take their side and we'd be stuck giving in to them #only now with assurance from an expert that they're always right and we're wrong and ungrateful. not helpful!! negative progress #and if we tried to switch therapists my parents would be like oh you just can't accept responsibility 🙄🙄#you just wanted someone to tell you you didn't have to try or to coddle you or make us do what you want or whatever #aghhh it's so scary and it's not even on the table. no one wants this but i also think trying to mediate it myself would suck so fuckin bad #aughh. sorry i wanna write about it as like. a tags rant. here goes #my parents don't apologize for shit. ive legit seen it happen once. they justify and backpedal but they never acknowledge their bs #they treat the harm that comes from their methods with a sort of 'well what do you expect me to do about it?! (rhetorical)' vibe #like there is no way to improve. like the ability for parents to fail and be flawed means those things must be accepted uncritically #because they're trying and they have good intentions. but if they really wanted to help as they claim they would be willing to change #if you're trying to help someone and they tell you your actions didn't help or are hurting them you should change your methods so theyre #helped. but they operate on this assumption that their methods should always work and thud if they don't that we're too sensitive #'youre asking for too much' was kind of a major theme in my childhood is what im realizing #instead they justify and focus on intent or their kids' flaws (real or imagined). they want to change the reaction rather than the action #they dont want to help they just want the problem to go away. and quiet kids look like happy kids i guess #thing is i cant even cite that many manipulative things theyve said bc we all go quiet as soon as they use a disapproving tone #like they'll just be like 'skrunks >:/.' and that's it. i cant say anything. i know i wont be listened to and they fucking do it on purpose #theyre kinda shit at defending themselves but i can barely follow their lines of reasoning so it's so fucking hard to argue with them #it's also so unnurturing. why is us being unhappy or uncomfortable smth to blame on our failure n not smth you want to help with? wth #yk the thing about the Shut Down Tone is i recognize and resent it sometimes but it still makes me feel like im not giving them a fair shot #bc i dont even slightly challenge them much (& they dont have to say what they mean for us to cower) i feel like im misreading their tone #that im being too sensitive and thinking theyre being controlling for no reason. like im reading into it too hard and hating them when if i #pushed back they'd freely be good to me and change and be reasonable. but now it's becoming clearer that that's not the case bc they Do Not #and if i mention The Tone theyll just say im overreacting and that it's my fault for not sticking up for myself AGAIN!!!!!!#and it's so frustrating knowing what's going on and still having these doubts. i can't trust my gut or what i hear bc they might be right #they'll straight up lie or change their arguments or their story to get me to submit. am i being gaslit??? wtf #but i trust my (treated worse) brothers' accounts which helps. my parents brag about their parenting skills to us btw ✌️✌️

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lokilysolbitch · 6 months

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i've said it already probably but ppl who don't use mobility aids. especially doctors. stop trying to get rid of other ppls mobility aid. stop making that a priority. stop it with the "we gotta get you off that [mobility aid]" "you shouldn't need to be using a [mobility aid]" "let's focus on getting you to where you don't need [mobility aid]" "a [mobility aid]? but have you tried [herb]/[medicine]/ [exercise]/[facebook hack]/[pseudoscience]/[meditation] instead?" "but you look old/cringe/weak/sick". shut up

i don't know why so many of y'all think my end goal is to stop using the thing that helps me. and i KNOW most of y'all wear glasses or contacts but you're not running around trying to find the solution to make you stop needing them. so quit doing it with every other aid just because it reminds you of old or sick people.

especially bc most of y'all don't want to have that reaction when it comes to chronic pain, fatigue or discomfort. i say "my joints hurt" you say "oh well :/". i say "i feel lightheaded all the time" you say "just push through it". i say "my stomach is at least a 7/10 on the pain scale every day" you say "are you sure it's actually that bad? maybe you're exaggerating".

but as soon as i pull out a cane, or a shower chair, or a spinny chair for when im cooking in the kitchen, and i say "finally, im getting really good help!" . that's when you care. and all you want to do is take that away as soon as possible.

you just don't want to fucking see disabled ppl be disabled.

you don't want to have to look at it. you don't want to have to listen to it. you don't want to have to be reminded of it.

but too fucking bad !! i don't care !! im naming and decorating my canes !! they will be the loudest part of my outfits !! the same will go for a rollator if i'll still need one in the future !! i'm going to talk about how i'm disabled regardless of if anyone else can hear me !! because i am !! why should i hide just because YOU don't like it !! close your eyes !!!!!!

#do not come up in here talking about 'oh so you think everyone should just stay sick'#bc i know what i said and it wasn't that #and let's not forget how Chronic Illnesses work #disabilities #disability #disabled #mobility aid #cane user #rollator #actually disabled #handmadeorganicpost #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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matty healy just like me n apollo fr

#🌙.rambles #damn i'll read that article apollo sent later #abt being funny in a foreign language n he likes writing lyrics he's afraid of?#apollo showed me some stuff alrdy n goddamn #GODDAMN BRO I RELATE SO MUCH W THE WAY HE THINKS #he's so. intelligent. it's so. charming 😭#more ppl like that my age better be in my life eventually #i want to make songs n join their label lmfao ahahaha 🫣#genuinely tho music has always been one of my passions #n i grew up with. exposure to like so many genres #a bit less on more traditional stuff ig tho n i honestly don't rlly listen to opm but #yeah more than your average person i listen to a lot of music. varying genres too #fr tho like matty's so thoughtful sometimes it feels like i'm looking into a mirror #n oh ffs what's with like the aries i know or relate with or am close with like 2 of my irls #like he's. matty's april but damn like march-april have some of my fav ppl i think #or like. rlly important ppl to me in general #i'm getting off-topic hang on #HE'S JUST SO...... HGLSFHLSGHAL #i read a bit of the article n i'll read more later but man yk i admire matty he's like an inspo in a way?#idk i just. really relate. n really appreciate how sincere he is. it means a lot to me #i have stuff to do but i'll prolly ponder more on it sometime yk c:

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chailovesu · 8 months

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a list of everything ive manifested and what i want to manifest

having alot of friends + also having at least one best friend (in short never being lonely)

people always approaching me first

not living with desired people

instant appearance changes

instant weather changes

very very pretty almond doe eyes and long eyelashes

a puppy

oddly specific tiktoks to pop on my fyp

being "popular" in school

having big boobs and a big butt naturally

being a semi big submaker

my face shape (younger me listened to round shape face subliminals but i had a thin one before)

alot of mcdonalds

bigger prettier lips

alot of sps coming back because i believed in the saying "they always come back"

revising something completely and there being no evidence of it ever happening

long breaks off of school (i feel like since i was listening to ALOT of "cancel school" subliminals b4 the corona break and i've had so many breaks off of school)

soft pretty 3a/3b hair

alotttt of compliments

being seen as very attractive in my own eyes and other ppls

being alot of ppls comfort person everyone tells me they enjoy my company

being right abt random things

manifested alot of things for my old friend

constantly passing classes knowing damn well i didn't do any work 😭 went from a 34 to a 92 doing absolutely nothing

all my teachers liking me enough to bump my grades to passing even if i did nothing in their classes

strangers always being nice to me all the time

people being obsessed with me (i don't recommend manifesting this 😭)

being lucky in games

immediate weight loss

having 300+ absences when the county's limit was 10 a semester and never getting in trouble for it

moving out of houses

being spoiled by people irl and online simply for being attractive

ppl texting me immediately after i think abt them

being able to manifest fast in general

having a high pitched cute voice

+ other tiny things

what im current manifesting

being extremely rich + living in a mansion

knowing how to speak Spanish, Korean, and French

revising any trauma I've experienced

desired baby pictures and childhood memories

having no anxiety and never overthinking

being everyones type + being like kokomi teruhashi

revising that i have close childhood friends

butt length hair

having no body hair

having a vivid imagination

4.0 gpa + perfect attendance + being naturally smart + being good at math

hazel eyes with mostly green

a cat and a pink bird and a bunny + my current dogs but they're all going to be babies and get along well (also manifesting that ik how to manage all of them)

being shorter

desired parents + only one sibling

a lot of rich love interests

desired body and face

old friends coming back

being a huge submaker like roy

bringing certain family members back to life

im manifesting this by affirming and listening to subliminals because thats what i prefer

#law of assumption #loa #loa blog #loassumption #void state

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asharestupid · 8 months

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Hey uh apparently some ppl don't know how fun character writing can be soooo here are the amazing and enjoyable character writing things I do

- make playlists that oc would listen to

- make playlists that describe oc

- make a Pinterest board for oc (section ideas: home/lock screen, tattoos, memes oc likes, looks, etc)

- make memes from ocs p.o.v about things oc would make memes about

- draw oc on various days and in various moods (idc if you think you suck at art, it helps create oc)

- make lists of ocs favorite drinks, foods, colors, outfits, etc

- make mood boards for oc (not on Pinterest, create an actual like 6 square mood board)

- do person asks from ocs pov

- look through all the emojis and decide which one oc likes best (also decide if ocs really passionate abt this)

- create Amazon wishlists of things oc has and things oc really wants

- do those weird insta story game things from ocs pov

There are so many more but these are the only ones I can think of rn. Remember that writing is supposed to be Fun™ and if you're not enjoying it then you probably don't have to actually do it (or at least not rn).

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tirfpikachu · 3 months

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i really think you can give yourself something akin to dysphoria w things unrelated to gender too. i think it may be the same feeling that otherkin and fictionkin people describe, and uhhhhh not to expose myself but yeah i was a hardcore kinnie and still dabble in it, and the feeling is a YEARNING for a different body and a different self, a yearning to not just be your boring cringy lonely self, bc you tried to fix and like that one but it's just too much work and it's annoying

i think also that any body modification or identity changes eventually gets boring, or at least neutral. you change your pronouns online or even irl, it makes you nervous, bashfully happy when someone uses it, giddy with emotion, etc it consumes your days until everyone uses them long enough then it all loses its spark and you have to focus on normal life again. there's a feeling of boredom followed by sudden thrilling nervewracking excitement when they (and i include myself in that) think of a higher stake like "omg should i legally change my name again? should i change my pronouns for the millionth time? what if i'm genderfluid instead of agender? what if i'm bigender instead of demigirl? what would it feel like? omg let me get into the mind of what those identities would feel like let me meditate and see if the ~vibe~ matches my true inner self let me journal on my blog let me go thru the tumblr tag of it to see if all the memes speak to my soul!! ugh this isn't big enough actually, this hasn't changed my life radically and fixed all my life problems and self-esteem yet, should i go on hormones? should i get surgeries? should i tell loved ones that i know will be bigoted and once they show themselves as transphobes i'll have to cut them off? bc my trans friends will reaffirm that they're as bad as abusers? should i get bottom surgery too?"

there's a fun secretive feeling of anonymity, a persona, a simulacrum. almost an OC of your ideal self you get to work on for sooo long until the changes happen, and by then you're emotionally attached to that OC, you want to be them So Bad. it's special rebirth. and many of those ppl... well not all, i do respect that some choose that path for other reasons and for healthier ones than others, i'm not 100% against transition/identification and not all dysphoria is healable, but as a detrans woman who's talked to many like me... MANY of these are just desperate people looking for good feelings and self-esteem, like i used to be. desperate ppl will grasp at anything they think will fix it, especially if luck is involved like hrt/surgeries where you don't actually fully know what the result will be and if you'll even like it, and if you don't you'll just be an ugly boring detrans reject. that's HIGH STAKES and for a mentally unwell person struggling w dysphoric symptoms it's addictive as hell and it makes you feel so special and makes your life finally feel thrilling like a movie, you have a vibrant community, you're finally interesting enough, and you'll finally be attractive enough after all the surgeries and hormones and with the cutest name and the most fitting pronouns and everybody will love you forever and will protect you from the big bad bigoted meanies who you should never talk to ever again shh any indecision is internalized transphobia and any worries from others is bigotry! just keep going!! never question anything or slow down ever and any therapy is just conversion therapy sweetie, don't listen to them <3

#lay text #radfem #radsafe #detrans

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