#cw denial

[pluralquotebook]

"can you stop talking to me it makes it really hard to be in denial"

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[syscultureis]

sys culture is fuck what if we're just made up by my adhd and when we start taking adhd meds it all goes away???

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[sloppypears-ash-sg]

Dreaming Forever (CW)

CW: depictions of delusion, repression of memories, denial of reality

"MePhone4... what's your ideal place?"

"Well..."

MePhone4 dreams about a world where everything is alright.

Bow is alive.

THE SEASON [REDACTED] FINALISTS ARE JUST MEAN STRANGERS.

Season [REDACTED] isn't existent anymore, and Season 3 will never end.

The finalists of Season 3 never judge. They don't have to feel anything anymore. They don't have faces or identities...

...anymore.

Blueberry, Yin-Yang, Bot, and Nickel are all okay. Although an unknown force took Nickel's eyes... But that's okay!

Announcer sometimes talks utter nonsense. That's okay!

Blueberry acts as a fool. That's okay!

Yin-Yang seems disoriented. That's okay!

MePhone4 never has to worry about reality ever again!

THAT'S OKAY. IT'S ALL OKAY. NOTHING IS WRONG HERE...

I S I T ?

[azrael-is-haunted]

me: nah. I don't have DID, literally no way. my brain is just a lil funky

later: *learns more about DID, relates to things, panic sets in*

[vent9]

system culture is the denial. Am I not disordered enough? Could I be misinterpreting this symptom? Am I SURE I should continue talking to my therapist to work towards diagnosis? What if my girlfriend finds out I'm mixed origin? Her brother seems anti endo bc of their ex. What if they don't think I'm plural enough? Maybe I should go check with one of those fakeclaimers to see if they think I'm enough of a system. I was fakeclaimed once on a bait account with no actual information on our system. Maybe they were right. I should be punished for it. Someone needs to hurt me for it. I could go back to old abusers. They would punish me right.

[scarlet97531]

Fakeclaimers really be like

tiktok.com/@ierofangz/video/7388371447837642027

🌺 | he/him

❗️TW heavy denial and system suppression ❗️

God some of the comments on that are hard to read. I don’t know what’s going on with the person in the video but just imagining something like that happening to us is terrifying. If our brain decided we needed to not be a system anymore, I don’t doubt it would be capable of completely suppressing us again. God that’s just horrifying to think about. Like I want to believe that we have enough “evidence” that we’re real at this point for that to be impossible, but denial can be crazy powerful if it needs to be.

Like they literally had different members dating different outside people. I can’t imagine how that could happen with a singlet “accidentally faking”, especially without the external partners figuring things out. I don’t know man, that’s just scary.

[sharkys-serious-stuff]

Denial.

Escaping from my problems never help but I keep doing it. Let me escape. I'm okay in my dreams. I'm okay in fiction. I'm okay with friends. I don't want to confront my problems. I don't want to. I know I should but.. escaping is easier. I'm okay. I'm safe. I'm alright. Everything will be okay. It didn't happen. Nothing happened that day. It's okay. I'm okay. He never hurt me. They never left me. Totally.

[ravmycupine]

Vampire will feyt me! I trusted u to protect Ford!! but you did not! 🧛🧛 . . .

BONUS AFTERMATH

Specifically based off of @dark-lord-of-awesomeness's Venus Vampire Trap Stan its so good go read all of it

[technically-human]

Welcome to the reverse verse! This is part 1 of 2 of a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and I can't wait to tell you all about it, because I'm incapable of being normal and chill about these concepts, so I ran with it.

Charles Rowland was born in 1900, his mum was from India and moved to the UK after marrying Charles' dad, a soldier who was not... very loving. Charles' heritage gave him some problems, but none as bad as that one time in 1916 when he was sacrificed to a demon and spent the next 7 decades in Hell. He doesn't like to talk about it, except when it can get him what he wants. He was always an angry boy, or so he thought, but after his time spent in Hell, it became so much worse. He's explosive and unpredictable, and so he mostly avoids conflict. He doesn't need to fight anyone, as his charming personality and sweet smile (plus a few smart calculations) always seem to be enough to convince people to give him what he asks for. And when the fight is inevitable... well, he has Edwin for that!

Edwin Payne grew up very sheltered, in a deeply religious home, and he is proud of that. Don't try to argue with him, because he surely has a Bible verse that will help him win (and if not, he is not above using his croquet mallet now that he has someone to keep safe). Unfortunately for him, he realized at a quite young age that he felt attraction towards other boys. Even worse, somehow other people could tell as well, including those peers that ended up killing him for it (the rumour spread throughout school was that he had died due to AIDS, and most people just accepted it). He never acted on those unnatural urges of his, but when he met this ghost who had just escaped Hell... he decided not to risk eternal damnation, and to stay here with Charles, instead. Edwin has no interest in the supernatural or in magic, and sort of looks down on them, but luckily his friend's got that covered.

[pluralquotebook]

“You’re not faking it if it happens when we’re alone”

“But what if I’m faking for you guys 🥺”

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[sloppypears-ash-sg]

Headcanon - Fan meets Bot again (CW)

CW: denial of reality/grieving denial and deadnaming under the cut

Note: This is a HEADCANON, not to mention one that I haven't commonly seen. Don't go after me if I'm proven right or wrong. I will likely show my reaction to the canon result (when the time is right/when it is shown) in the future.

Unpopular opinion(?):

Fan would NOT immediately accept Bot.

Now, I'm not saying that he will never accept Bot. The way I see it, he will, but he'll need some time to process and accept it...

1. Because of the baby Shimmer thing in II2

2. He never accepted Bow's death - the event itself - and Bot was initially meant to be Bow or replace her, so that is a factor of the reason, too.

In this case, I believe Bow would defend Bot and be on their side, and maybe give Fan a little talking-to, and if not Bow, then Test Tube would. She's canonically on Bot's side.

TL;DR: Fan will accept Bot, but NOT IMMEDIATELY after seeing them again. The former will need time to overcome guilt and accept the latter's transition.

[azrael-is-haunted]

No wait I just realized how silly I am.

I can confidently 1000000% say I do not identify with my body's age, gender, presentation, etc and that I feel detached from the body. I KNOW I don't remember a lot of things, massive chunks of time, years of time, trauma, emotions and I'm still thinking I don't have a dissociative disorder?

I need to stop being a dummy. Lmao this is just blatant denial at this point

[submersero]

love how DreamStat got Louis’ expressions 

[dreamytfw]

You've heard of "pretending to be bi for a joke" Misha. Now get ready for genocide denialist Misha!!!

[growth-opportunities]

"I'm a therapist, so I try my best to be impartial and non-judgemental. But, I mean, come on. Doesn't this all sound a little ridiculous? Women's breasts growing just from being around you? That's not something that happens."

Dr. Kurenka tucked a strand of hair behind her ear before pushing her glasses further up the bridge of her nose. Dainty fingers flipped the pages of her notebook, her eyes scanning the words. "I just... I don't even know what could cause such a delusion. Affection can change the way we view people, but you're saying it's more general than that. Your boss's secretary, the clerk at the dry cleaners, not anyone who you would have strong affection for." The buttons on the doctor's blouse strained as she sat up straight, pushing her chest forward. "I'd assume this is some sort of delusion brought about by watching too much porn, but your consumption doesn't seem abnormally high or niche."

The fabric of Natalia's shirt was thin enough to show the outline of her white bra and, as she set aside her notebook, you can see the way her breasts bulge out of the clearly inadequate cups. "The most damning evidence is that you've been seeing me for weeks now and, well, I haven't grown, have I?"

She had to be joking, right? The pert A cups she had been sporting when the two of you first met had ballooned over the last month into heavy, round, full tits. Getting her shirt buttons was a feat in itself! How did she not notice?

Her face betrayed no hint of irony, even as the first button blew, sending a wobble through her tits. Your eyes widened at the exposed cleavage, the diamond of soft flesh spilling out. A look of concern flashed across your face, glancing back up at the doctor. She smiled sweetly, making a decent attempt at not being condescending. "I know it's a bit unprofessional, but it's important for your healing. This whole growing thing? It's a delusion. It's not real. I don't know if it's mommy issues or simply a bizarre fixation, but I assure you, it's not real. Sure, I've always wanted to be larger myself. I've wanted that since everyone I knew outgrew me. I've imagined so many times what it'd be like to put them in their place. But I let those fantasies remain fantasies. I don't try to project them onto the real world."

The second button and third button popped together, all the way up to her collar. Her breasts swelled with each breath, more of her tits bursting out of her bra than contained by them. Dr. Kurenka didn't even flinch.

"If it were real, my boobs would be huge by now, wouldn't they? Just absolutely fucking huge. Gigantic wobbling milkers."

The doctor grabbed her notebook and leaned against it, pushing her tits forward, a subtle but sly smile on her lips.

"Yeah. I can see we're gonna need at least a few more sessions. Maybe up it to twice a week. Don't you agree?"

[prettyboykatsuki]

“they’re not siblings just because they call each other gege/meimei” they were adopted together and raised by the same guardian

“it’s not that they’re brother and sister, they just see each other like a brother / sister,” what exactly is the difference between this and simply being siblings when they were brought up in the same house ?

“they’re just childhood friends,” then what would be taboo about them dating as soon as mc turned 18?

like there is just so much explicit evidence that they’re meant to be siblings😭😭 caleb literally has a card referring to himself as sinful and guilty talking about his feelings for her😭😭 and calls himself a monster when it comes to confessing 😭😭 gideon literally only knows them as siblings😭😭😭 like can we be serious😭😭