#deep depression

[hangingonforwhat]

[kissmeinhell]

Dear diary..

The thoughts are back again, the thoughts I ran away from as a teen. The ones that roared so loud, it silenced my love for life.

The loneliness is my only friend these days along with despair and regrets.

[blandandtasteless]

Polls are so fucking annoying to make proper ones. I’m just tryna whine out here. I’m complaining. It’s about my living situation btw

My most private space (my room) contains nothing I actually like seeing because nothing about the space is private and there’s evidence every single day that one of my parents has meandered up and entire set of stairs (into the attic) just to walk around my room, after I’ve asked them not to. They’re just sucky people and I’d rather not be paranoid that they’ll search for and find something I hold dear like a diary entry or a not very subtle drawing depicting something I love or hate.

[asleepinthegrass]

Single again. Same story as always. Zero communication skills. Three more years wasted.

[genderplugin]

this morning clifton market was out of my fav yerba flavor i guess i’ll drink this revel berry like a fucking idiot

[weakanddependent]

drinking is the only thing that is keeping me somewhat sane rn. every day my pain keeps growing, and the drinking doesnt help, but it gives me comfort. somehow the drunk part of my mind keeps the depressive part company. the depressive parts repeats "kill yourself now!!!!!!" and the now drunk other half says "yes!!!!! death is awesome, just think about it like when your dead no pain" etc etc and that keeps me somewhat in tact until i fall asleep and then rinse and repeat until i finally break and die? is this adult life???? what

[paradia]

[juggaletteprincess]

[6dansonra]

One day passed after another I almost wanted to live With all the secrets, The pain in my chest Tremble of my knees I almost wanted to make another cup of tea Put a piece of lemon in it Draw and find peace With my past weighing down on me My lies piercing my skin The dragging of my feet It was almost bearable But almost was never enough As I was never enough I had no power to go on Between giving in and giving up I ended up on the same door So I opened the way to the endless sea And I let it take my soul.

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[eccedentesiast-skies]

You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.

[banglakhobor]

ধেয়ে আসছে ঘূর্ণিঝড়! ঘণ্টায় ৬০ থেকে ৮০ কিমি বেগে দমকা হাওয়া! ভারী বৃষ্টির তাণ্ডব

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[hangingonforwhat]

[kissmeinhell]

These type of nights hurt the most, when you realise somebody out there is hurting because of you.

How do I move on from tasting something so sweet, loving you was like a dream. from kisses to bruises. It's was nightmarish and foolish but everytime we inhaled eachothers existence I couldn't help but melt away with you.

Everything baby blue boy my melody was for you. you were mine and that right there is the truth. Oh These type of nights hurt the most I wish I was holding you close but it's time I open my eyes .... and realise everything was just a dream and nothing about us meant a thing to you, now I'm hurting out here because of you.

[vodkatales]

For old times sake is actually such a heartbreaking and beautiful sentiment. Like, let’s do it for the love that used to be here. It is reason enough.

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[dearinnerthoughts]