#im okay i guess

[not-the-organ]

Checking in on the main event! How are you doing on this fine night, Sir Heart? 🎞🍷

Oh! I’m!! Im doing! Yeah

[smarchit]

My mom: why don't you ever talk to me anymore?

Also my mom: *is constantly sending me diet pill websites and telling me how unhealthy I am; is constantly skeptical of everything I tell her; is always repeatedly asking me things even though I tell her I don't have an answer now but will in a few hours*

Me, just trying to have an actual fucking relationship with her that doesnt revolve around my weight every waking moment: ....

She always says i never actually talk to her about stuff anymore. I told her 3 times last week that we got a new system at work and she didn't follow up a single fucking time. I've also begged her multiple times to stop sending me diet pill ads, that I'm in no way interested in them, that I never will be, and have gone days without speaking to her when she refused to stop bombarding me with them.

I am completely over it. I desperately want to have an actual relationship with my mom, where she acts like my goddamn mom and not some fatphobic internet shithead who has had me on some diet or another since I was 8. Eight. I told that to my therapist and he looked at me like i had punched him.

I knew she was going to be bad before the wedding, and she always talks about how much stress I must be in from wedding planning, but the only stress I am under, the only stress I have ever been under, has been from her.

And she blamed my therapist yesterday for my not wanting to go to/talk about her fucking mammogram appointments anymore. I am almost 28 fucking years old, I should not have had to have been her emotional crutch for the death of her sister since I was old enough to comprehend the emotions of others. It severely fucked me up and now I have no idea how to process my own emotions, or the emotions of others.

I grew up feeling like my own emotions didn't matter, that the happiness of everyone else was more important than my own, and feeling that I was an immeasurable failure because of my weight.

And even now, after spending so long trying to unlearn and relearn, I still feel that I will never ever be good enough for her. I don't tell her my accomplishments of buying smaller clothing sizes, or whatever good thing happens, because she finds some way to tell me how I could be doing more if I took weight loss medication prescribed by a doctor.

I just want my mom.

[catmask]

does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

[fanghuas]

why is romance on the farm so fucking good 😭

[motherspores]

"average minecraft player makes 3 cults a year" factoid a statistical error. average minecraft player makes 0 cults a year. Cults Joel, who lives in a cave and starts a cult every time he joins a new minecraft server, is an outlier adn should not have been counted.

[purgatorei]

figuring out how to draw zooble correctly since i was drawing them wrong and it bothered me also because she's my favourite

[ikayblythe]

A new transliteration of the Rain World scripts

An update to this. I am the original creator of that interpretation, and to be fair I'm a little tired of not getting proper credit for it.

The entirety of this was done by comparing the 'alphabets' to our own, and assigning phonetic values from there. The logographs were interpreted similarly, but with Mandarin 'etymology' instead. I wrote...quite a bit! About it! You can read the individual interpretations for each symbol in the doc below:

[doradeluna]

Idk what quote to put here I just wanted to post the three of them together bc this is the way these were meant to be seen.....

Link to individual posts under:

Harrow

Alecto

Gideon

[keferon]

Don't worry about Blurr's fashion choices. His life goal is to get pneumonia

And yes, he's wearing a helmet, not a hat

Also, Swerve living the dream~

[new-gender-who-dis-xd]

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[westywallowing]

he's,,, a cat

adrientte fruits basket au ;)

[miitopia-cake]

I wish some aces would stop excluding other aces with complex sexual experiences. like I get why but you have to realize that being ace does not mean they don't enjoy sexual experiences and it's weird when you complain about allo people and boil it down to "people who have sexual experiences" and also shame people for their sex life and kinks as if your own community doesnt INCLUDE those people. because there are other aces out there who still masturbate, who feel sexually attracted to their own body, who barely experiences sexual attraction but still enjoys sex, who like consuming sexual media, who like sfw kink. being ace is so so much more complex than just "disliking sex". and also aromantic exclusionism in the same genre of posts is something i see a lot. especially aro allos. I hate hate hate seeing a community that SHOULD be inclusive boil down sexuality and exclude people.

[shoujoegg]

finished painting studies w/ the og dregs....

[skywarpie]

I JUST LEARNED THE PUPPY PAPA IS HOLDING IS LITERALLY NAMED PAPA EMERITUS A.K.A PAW PAW EMERITUS

He and copia really do have that deer in the headlights look

[coulrobotomy]

why did they animate him like that. this pathetic whimpering wet cat of a man.

[lowpolyshadow]

forced to once again remember how shadow is laughing when he says "i think i figured out what the ultimate lifeform is! it might be you!"