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a leon painting study that turned into a whole page of doodles and notes (ashley and dante are also here)
close up for the painting + the ref below
i really like how this turned out :)
#really wish i could draw more but. its getting late and i have work tomorrow i need to go sleep lol#ill do more studies when i have time......... maybe.............................#resident evil#leon s kennedy#allyart#dantes there bc he always finds a way to barge into my canvas thats literally the only explanation i have
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wish house was a real doctor so i could be his mystery insomniac patient and after giving me horse tranquilizers and still not falling asleep he just hits me in the head with his cane and im out like a light
#house md#i was supposed yo be asleep 2 hrs ago cause i planned to get up very early to study but LMAO NO#as soon as i shut my eyes my chest felt like it was being ripped to shreds from anxiety. i love i love it i love it (←says guy who hates it#anyways. i got mad i cried i googled some things frantically and now im in an acceptance phase of 'it is what it is' ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i think the thing that makes me the most frustrated is that. i slept like shit last night. like 4hrs maybe!!!! total!!! and so by the time#i started studying today around 6:30 i was eepy. and then by 7:15 my eyes were sooo heavy so i decided to take a 15 min power nap#and i was DREAMING within minutes. i fell asleep that quick. such a deep sleep that my alarm scared me awake#but ofc when im like oh teehee ill go to bet hella early and wake up hella early my brain is like ? no.#if youre still reading. idk im kissing you on the mouth or something. thanks for being here 🫶#gonna start tagging these posts as#insomnia chronicles
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Do your scars ever hurt?
BRO: My scars?
BRO: Most of 'em don't, like my hands. Don't even feel when I cut 'em anymore, honestly.
BRO: Some hurt. Usually the newer or deeper ones.
BRO: This shit? Pretty new. Hurts like a bitch sometimes, especially when It's cold.
BRO: 'Sides that . . .
BRO: . . .
BRO: . . Don't feel a thing.
#...hi#im. not alive. but i aint DEAD#ass getting kicked by uni but uh this question kinda#kidna drjve me insane blacked oit then made this#anyways his death scar hurts like a mf hell randomly get phantom stabbing pains#like hes getting stabbed again#not fun#bro strider#dirk strider#homestuck ask blog#homestuck#asks#i am not exavtky b a c k from hiatus buut maybe ill try answering some asks...#feeds u guys and goes back to study bye#will return to dressing him up barbie style later
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Just some fish
#my art#traditional art#fish#fish art#the names of these fish in particular order are#giant gourami#and#gourami#just like#a regular one#Maybe Ill actually post stuff through out the month after I make it??#or maybe Ill take this month to post all my old stuff#Or most likely I wont post anything at all#i’ve been doing mostly studies and stuff that I don’t think people here really care about#It’s mostly finished pieces and doodles on this website with the occasional WIP#or at least that’s what I want my blog to be#Maybe Ill get back into digital?#haven’t done any of that in a long while#idk options are there
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Listen I know that Aelwyn getting a job and moving out is not healthy for her but it is absolutely in character for her to bolt from Jawbone showing her unconditional love and care and understanding to the point of being overbearing
#i really hope we get an aelwyn breakdown this season although i doubt it bc shes not like a main character#it's FINE maybe ill just finish my fabian/aelwyn toxic messy situationship character study to cope#d20#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#fh#her and adaines conversation in the latest episode was rlly cute though :)
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bllb / trk
#like beyond the sweet but superficial silent company use your bf's jacket for comfort connection these are useful relationship study scenes#imo!#the moving vs parked cars too.... hm#maybe ill come back and write something up about these scenes idk im getting my feet wet in trcposting again#feels good feels fun#rchl#trc
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foolish's spanish is so fucking good right now im BUZZING with energy its so incredible to watch
#so PROUD of him he did this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the case study of the qsmp as a second language acquisiton environment.................#i think about it so much#depressive episodes kinda got my ass last year so i didnt get much done but i wanted to base my college thesis around that maybe ^^#PERHAPS ill look into it again god these moments make me so happy#kit.txt
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#pokespe#silver#me telling a friend about silver headcanons based on nothing but desperation#like hell yeah silver would focus their trading specialty on studying how mons get affected emotionally after a trade#maybe even help them deal with it better#pokemon psychologist silver would be cool but you know what would be cooler. silver getting a human psychologist for themselves#haha cool#cool as in#i think im more ill about spe nowadays
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day 6 of 30 min sketch mondays w @revalito! i love falin lots and tried to do a color study w her ^^
#falin#falin touden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#fanart#sketches#i had to restart this one 3 times. LOL#its bc i wanted marcille2 be in there in too for a little cute moment#bc i heart them both so much. but i just could not get her face down quick enough in the time limit T T NO IDEA WHY LOL#so i just redrew falin and did a color study to cover the rest of the time#SORRY GIRLS.. maybe one day ill redraw the two of them together for real#i keep drawing characters facing right.. i drew this to the left but liked it flipped better LOL#anyways. if u read all this ty! i hope u have/had a good day :)#OH RIGHT BTW!! the artist i was trying (emphasis on Trying LOL) to do a color study from#is @ mmagurro here on tumblr!! i absolutely adoreeeee their art and their colors are always so beautiful and gorgeous...#i only partly got there bc i had such a limited time to do it LOL BUT STILL!#i felt it was appropriate to mention them still somewhere..#please check them out if ur interested!! TYYY
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Have some fit doodles cuz I think I finally figured out how to draw
#fitmc#fitmcfanart#might finally start to study anatomy like ive been saying for the past 2 years#so i can draw block men :D#gonna try figure out my design for other characters too#eventually maybe#he looks tired i think its accurate at least#i think he has bitches now too#just need to get past the pining phase lol#itll take a while but ill be there for it#qsmp fit
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Ref= La Printemps- Èmile Vernon
I rly should gather energy to do little daily studies again bc I haven't been painting in the last few days and it's not just gnawing at my sanity it's also harder to go into the flow without the habit or automatic motion (?)
#so until my hand is a bit more steady ill keep doing studies#art study#like warm ups but less boring#speedpaints maybe?#to get the habit and motion back in my system
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this is how this scene went right
[id in alt]
#transatlantic#varian fry#transatlantic varian fry#mary jayne gold#thomas lovegrove#i mean yeah u could get hanged for treason but like. is that worse than disappointing varian? no#im meant to be resting my hand and/or studying but i couldnt help myself#also dont usually do this format so it was Fun#just a quick little thing bcs if i tried doing this more srsly id never finish it#hello to my 4 fellow transatlantic fans *waves*#hope u enjoy this silly snippet#i tried doing a study of that candle scene but trying to paint digitally just makes me want to do it trad but like. exam season lol#i simply mustnt commit hours and hours rn. maybe later??? i have painted One (1) thing srsly in my life but this would be so much fun#or maybe ill paint that first kiss hmmm so many options!!! id be excellent values practice bcs ppl who did the lighting for ta are geniuses
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHG
#feeling like ive been run over by a lorry#partly cause i woke up this morning after a horrific nightmare#so i tried to be nice to myself and sort of just keep going with my day#and then i feel so shit after doing a bit of studying that my arms start to stop working#and my brain feels like its melting#and im like ooh those are warning signs right#that means i need to take a break and do some self care#so i go into my siblings room and try and do some work there#and then it doesnt work cause i just cant concentrate and im shutting down#then i realise im on my period#so then i have a 2 hour nap#and now ive eaten something and drank something and taken paracetamol and have a heatpad and am not alone#so we're getting towards better 👍#maybe ill try and do some maths or maybe ill do something else to make me feel better#i want to cry and possibly explode#but its fiiiiine#anyway#rambles#cult rambles#tw vent#vent post
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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finished the photo study :3c
#the next photo study im gonna make the colors funky cause tbjs is kinda boring but#i think it turned out pretty just need to get better at shapes#cause I had to liquify this so much to get the correct proportions lo#lol#need to get better at having good initial sketches -_-#photo study#art#painting#i tried fucking wjth the colors to make it more cohesive but maybe ill post the other versions too#its v simjkar just this is less bright and more yellow than red
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