#me and whoo 😔

[keebokuun]

request uhhh 👉👈 N has a harness on bby Cyn and she ran around N and Uzi trying to catch her and now they are tied together >:3

First drawing I made for our human AU hehe >:3 thanks for the request <333

[gunpowder-tim]

hi i heard we were talking mechs hcs

i firmly believe ivy is an aro lesbian. i have no idea why, she just Is

also my personal favourite hc like,,,, ever is ✨transfem jonny✨ idk why but i think he should get to be transfem. as a treat

damn mechs fans just be making them all aro fr jsbsjjs love it and oooh love that i dont think ive ever rlly seen transfem jonny

[mydetheturk]

the chapter "gathering of devils" (vol 2 chapter 6/chapter 18 (i think)) is really interesting to me. i love the juxtaposition in the latter half of the chapter between us seeing how kind wolfwood is to children (also we met wolfwood!) and the straight up wholesale slaughter legato is directly causing. going from wolfwood telling vash he's happy to see vash has an actual smile and flipping the page to find legato standing in front of a literal pile of corpses is tonal whiplash that nightow really succeeds at.

i know the first couple of volumes of trigun are comparatively light and fun but as SOON as legato's introduced he really ramps up the horror elements and honestly that's a benefit; legato shows up and the action goes up accordingly.

[pixelated-dragon]

I've been awake for 24 hours,, wild

[laxxarian]

Evil Fenton Parents Meeting the Good Ones

It's basically that.

Maddie and Jack (the canon ones. Let's call them as is)

Mads and J (the evil AU ones).

........

Maddie and Jack were doing the "normal" stuff with Danny and Jazz, a happy family bonding time.... Fighting and helping ghosts and humans around Amity Park. Now that the Fentons have one thing in common, everyone is as close as they were before. It was all good and peachy when a new ghost came to Amity and had the whole Family portaled through somewhere else where clouds are grey and the streets are crowded.

Jack: Well... This can't get any weirder, won't it?

Jazz, eyeing Jack with worried looks: Dad!!

Jack: What?! Gotta let it come over and finish it faster!

Danny: Whoo... Boy... This is gonna be a loonnggg day.

Maddie: Awww, sweety, wouldn't that mean we'd get a long bonding time?

Jack: Great idea, Mads!

The family then found out that they were in Gotham but they didn't know anything of such a place before. And all the while the Fentons go around exploring the place and finding a way to get back (They found out that they're in a different reality due to seeing Maddie and Jack working with the GIW [they knew because of one big advertisement in a billboard])

Maddie: Well, that's horrifying.

Jack: Danny here must be a human then!

Danny, who knew that his parents despises the GIW even before knowing Danny is Phantom: Whoa. To think I'd see you guys work with them.

Jazz: Alright you three, stop dilly dallying. We still have a reality to get back to and put back a certain ghost to the ghost zone.

Maddie: Oh, Jazz. Can't we explore a bit more? For a ghost to be able to take us here just seems so fascinating.

Jazz: Eughh... Fine...

While they walked around the streets, the people would stare at them weirdly and were amazed to see the parents. Meanwhile the Danny in this reality was staring at them wide eyed at the corner of the alley.

Danny (the dissected one au): Did... Did they somehow clone me????

And the JL are freaking out when they see the Fentons being in two places rather than one because one, the evil ones are being held with them and two, the evil ones are also confused.

But Batman came in and theorized that the new Fentons may be in a different reality and thus, the new Fentons were invited to the Watchtower.

(I'm being honest, I literally have no idea if they would allow this or not but the only place I know is either the Manor or the tower 😔😔😔 and yes, I'm not a fan or probably I am [I'm not] but I am interested in DC just that I'm too confused on where to start reading, watching, gaming first cuz they're everywhere and the multiple of Robins are not helping me)

And then there, they all discuss while the evil Fentons (cuffed)...

(if ur wondering how they got here, it's because they were able to control Danny's mind again and got them to this place and was planning to destroy it but Danny actually tricked them into thinking that they did control Danny [The JL are planning for something to the evil Fentons])

...while the evil Fentons are listening in and make comments like:

Mads: He's a ghost scum! How could you ever accept him?!

J: That ghost scum must've successfully controlled your minds! Why else would you accept an abomination?!

But each time they do, the good parents would counter it like:

Maddie: Because he is our son! No matter who or what he is! He is still our boy!

Jack: You said it! And Danno-boy here is a great hero! Why shame him?

Maddie: We are proud of him! And we love him! Isn't that all that matters?

Jazz, hugging Danny (the edgy one): Oh, little brother, it must have been hard for you...

To Danny (the one that got experimented au), felt his tears welling up in his eyes, to think he'd hear the day where his parents would say that and see his sister alive but.... They weren't his.

+.+.+.+.+.+

Bonus:

The JL are all quite surprised/shocked and amazed by how cheerful, snarky and pretty much talkative this other Danny is (the one that got good parents).

They also found out that this Danny loves space and is now a fan of Martian Manhunter and all had thought that it was probably the same for their Danny (the one that got no parents).

[uninformedartist]

So the new helluva boss episode 💀

The Millie arc was nice, but felt forced in. After the numerous complaints about her this episode's arc of her felt shoved in like to say "there see we giving you something about Millie now shut up". Idk it was nice but forced at the same time.

Barbie was really bìtchy like all of Viv's female "villian" characters she felt like Versosika 2.0. And I'm sorry and no offense to her VA but Barbie's voice sounds like Nails on a chalkboard, was really annoying to me personally especially since she has the stereotypically bitchy personality too.

Now my main gripe with the episode was how she didn't want to see Blitz again, with good reason he ruined her life in whatever way but ABSOLUTELY HATED how Blitz was painted in relation to this. How *he* now wants to help her, how *he's* remorseful and sorry after what happened between them and it clearly hurt Barbie to the point she resents him so much she doesn't want to see him but the audience must feel sorry for Blitz regardless of the fact that HE hurt her, like fuck off I don't feel sorry for him.

I don't feel sympathy for him. He stalked her at the rehab, came in illegally through the window of the rehab, berated the staff there threatening to kill them, harassed and assaulted other demons to give him info about her/access to earth via asmodean crystals and stalked her online via her socials.

I don't give a rats ass how much he wants to make amends with her, he's a disgusting being thats abusive/destructive, knows no boundaries and invalidates Barbie's feelings and desire to not be associated with him at all. That's not caring about someone so fuck off with this narrative the writers are trying to paint about him being so sad 😔 Barbie is this way to him, he's just trying to help he is a good brother see he's remorseful and tried everything to get through to her even though she doesn't forgive him nor wants him anywhere near his life. I just know the fans are gonna hate on Barbie, doesn't help Viv gave her a bitchy personality and have the VA give her a bitchy voice.

Whoo, anyhow positives. The animation was nice, good backgrounds and such.

Closing negatives. Millie and Moxxie didn't need to dress up as different genders, or have Moxxie in drag/millie in butch clothing. Which lead to 🙂🙂🙂🙂 ANOTHER FUCKING INCEST JOKE, like I'm done I'm tired, wtf is it with the incest jokes, 1st it was weird vines between Stella and her brother and now this. I just know the fetishists in this fandom are going to have a field day with this episode because 😀😀 Viv is handing them this disgusting content on silverware.

Horrible episode in general 3/10

[moshieee]

So guess what! This an art blog

CURRENT FANDOM IS: ✨ TADC ✨

but I'm currently in... Uhh demotivation?

here are some important links to get your bearings it will still be chaos just telling you

Tadc Au: nightlight au

Currently open for questions and doodles and please ask I'm in a writers block 😔

Explanation/main info page? who's in charge? censors?

Cast

Updated designs (sun) updated designs (moon)

Non au stuff

OCs first appearances

Taffy Tibu Trent Sparrow

(outdated art just for info) working on new ones updated below

Sparrow

Story stuff?

nightmare maze "hide and seek" ice pack? Old friends

(silly) Floffis invasion

Important things

Blog rules a small request warning

Non fandom stuff

Mafia moshie

More stuff underneath the cut

My creations:

Wip

Current hyper fixations/fandoms

(I am obsessed, part of the fandom was part of the fandom, or am knowledgeable about them

( there are probably more buried somewhere deep in my psyche)

TADC, Rainworld, skylanders, slay the princess, Playground, our mafia au

kinito pet, Omori, bendy, poppy playtime, Percy Jackson, hollow Knight, Oneshot, cult of the lamb, silksong(one day)

cup head, fnaf, bee and puppy cat, sky colt, toh, undertale, Splatoon , little nightmares, deltarune, seven universe, dhmis, warrior cats

animal crossing, Pokemon, baba is you, murder drones, Franbow, little misfortune

Tags I try to use to make it more organized:

Moshie Os: my art and doodles :p

Moshieee tales: just me talking

Moshieee rambles: me doing my best to give advice (please go talk to a professional if you need help i am doing my best but I don't know everything)

Mutuals: fun interactions with my friends <3

rabid jumpscare: Rabid scaring me by showing up (it's a talent)

Bun bun brother: bunsowo whoo hoo!

Dia fren: Dia wowza hia friend

Goop buddies: a surprise glitchyk appearance

Anon jokes: the anons being funny little goobers

Blog rules: stuff that pops up and I have to make a rule or explain my boundaries (please check them out if possible)

Long post: kinda clear, it's a long post (this is for people who block the tag)

Character facts: fun little tibits about the little guys I created

Others characters: fan art of other artists on tumblr OCs or AUs (technically all the tadc fan art counts but like...)

Time keeper moshie: me being pushy and making sure people get to bed on time when I'm the biggest hypocrite ever ;b

Art requests: art ideas that were given or requested (note I struggle with new characters)

Silly stuff: stuff that's just silly it's just for a bit and a laugh

Story stuff: more story driven and important to the characters/story

Comic: comics

Old post: old posts I for some reason decided to tag so we can laugh at past me being a silly little fool

m.o.s.h.i.e:...unimportant

if you want to see doobles go too @random-doobles

If you want just random stuff or to see me curse look to @moshieee-but-evil

[arc-misadventures]

Jaune FMK: Nora, Ruby, Neo

Jaune: FMK II

Jaune: Okay, first things first! Kill, Ruby!

Ruby: What?! Why?!

Jaune: Ruby, about all the other girls in this group, have one thing in common that you don’t have.

Ruby: What is that; they’re big butts?!

Nora: You do have a very nice butt.

Neo: 😏

(Smack!)

Nora: Hey?! If you’re gonna smack it, make sure its a good hard, meaty smack!

(SMACK!)

Nora: Ahh~! Now that’s more like it~!

Jaune: …

Ruby: …

Jaune: No, that’s not it.

Ruby: Is it their big boobs?!

Neo: 😲

Nora: That’s right! They’re all natural~!

Ruby: Grrrrr…! Well, I have thic thighs, how about that?!

(Pat, pat.)

Nora: Hmm…

(Pat, pat.)

Ruby: Ahhh?! Nora?!

Nora: Nope! Your thighs are bigger than mine, but,Neo’s got you beat.

Neo: 😜

Ruby: Rahhh!!! Then what is it that that they have that I don’t have?!

Jaune: Legality.

Neo: 🫢

Nora: Oh, that’s a good reasoning.

Ruby: W-What are talking about?

Jaune: Ruby, you are fifteen. Underage…Ruby, you are a loli.

Ruby: (A loli… A loli… A loli… A loli… A loli… A loli… )

Jaune: …

Jaune: Ruby? Uhh… Ruby? Ruby, you okay?

(Thud!)

Jaune: Ruby?!

Neo:😱

Nora: Oh, shit. You killed her.

Jaune: Well… uhh… I’d fuck, Neo!

Neo: 🥳😍

Nora: Why’s that; Is it because the looming mountainous sexual tension between the two of you. The toll vs the smoll. The pure knight being seduced by the small sinful Sucubus? Or, the pure knight saving the demon for hell?

Jaune: …

Neo: …

Jaune: Uhh… The mountainous sexual tension, and the toll vs the smoll argument. Right?

Neo: 😊

Jaune: Yeah. That has been happening between the two of us for a while now.

Nora: Then why haven’t you to already done it then?

Jaune: Oh, we’re just waiting until the sexual tension finally boils over, and explodes where we go at it like hormonally over charge sexual beasts. Or, something like that. Neo said something more… colourful, when she explained it.

Nora: Oh nice!

Jaune: So last of all. Marry, Nora.

Nora: Whoo! Yeah! Nora, wins!

Jaune: Wins what?

Nora: You! I win you, and your all mine, all for myself! Whoo! Yeah!

Jaune: Oh, I thought you were celebrating because, my mom would become your mom too. So you’d finally have a mother in your life.

Nora: W-What?

Jaune: Also you get a dad too. I don’t think you had one of those before.

Nora: A-A dad…?

Jaune: Also you’d get eight sisters as well! Oh! You also become, Adrian’s new aunt! He would love that!

Nora: …

Jaune: Yeah, I bet that would be pretty…?! Whoa, hey?! Nora, put me down! What are you doing?!

Nora: Consummating the marriage!

Jaune: Wait, what?!

Neo: 😔

Nora: Neo, what are you standing around there for?!

Neo: 🤨

Nora: Come on! Lets make this a threesome!

Neo: 🤩🥴

Nora: Hell yeah we will! Lets go!

Jaune: …

Jaune: This is fine…

[nicromancytarot]

Different anon, but you're hilarious 😂 I love you

I’ve been working with one of my spirit guides all today, they like to play pranks on me quite a lot and I think it’s rubbed off on me.

Like today I asked them about what I need to work on, channeling them through a random word generator cus that’s super fun. They said “Astrology” “Rubbish” I’ve never been so humbled. Other than the one time I contacted my dead grandmother through a pendulum to ask her who I would marry, she spelt “nosy” and we haven’t spoken since, I was quite embarrassed.

Another Roro moment (my spirit guide) was when I was talking to them yesterday through the generator, they said “Lovers” “Opera” after I had been singing opera, so I said “Oh yes, I must whoo my lover through the power of opera” then they gave me the word “Oral”, safe to say opera isn’t the only thing they want me to use my mouth for 😔😔

[kingmagnificoofrosas]

Hi! I wanted to ask for your opinion on an idea regarding a rewrite of Wish movie I'm writing, and it's that some time ago the movie was going to be about the origin of the wishing star we see in Disney movies (an idea that was later discarded), and suddenly it came to my mind....

“What if King Magnífico was the wishing star?”

It's such a crazy idea, I know, but after watching the whole movie I couldn't help but think about that idea and how interesting it could have been. Now, how would i carry out this? Well, it's an idea in process for the rewrite I'm doing of the movie, and there would be a lot of changes to the original story, for example:

In the "climax scene", when Magnifico is already possessed by the book of dark magic, and absorbs the wishes together with the star, we would have a confrontation between master and apprentice. Now, with the power of the star in his hands, the king would say to Asha something like...

"Now I will show you the true power of the wishes!"

And using his magic scepter the king would transform into a great dragon!

(That would be a reference to Maleficent in "Sleeping Beauty," when she transformed into a dragon to fight the prince. I was hoping that Magnífico would transform into a dragon or something else in the movie, but sadly that never happened 😔).

Back to the story, Asha, with the help of her friends and the queen, managed to defeat the king. Expelling the malevolent entity from his body, however, the price of his deliverance was Magnifico's own life.

The star sympathizes with the queen, seeing how devastated she is by the loss of her husband, and understanding that the king only acted based on his fear of his kingdom being destroyed as in his past.

(I've read your blogs about Magnifico suffering post-traumatic stress after the sacking of his village, and it's something that really stood out to me, as it gives a lot of depth to the character, as well as helping us understand his actions. It doesn't justify him, but it helps to understand why he acted as he did).

Anyway, the star decided to use it magic on the king. Magnifico's body rose up and shone with a blinding light that forced everyone to cover their eyes, and when they opened them they saw a big star in the sky. A star that shone brighter than the others, it was beautiful and magnificent. Now Magnifico was among the stars, bathing the kingdom with his warm light.

Amaya would have a conflict with her emotions, on the one hand, she would feel a deep sadness at no longer having her husband by her side, but at the same time she would feel comfort, knowing that now the king would watch over his kingdom, and her, from the sky.

“The king who once fulfilled the dreams of his subjects on earth, now does so every night in the sky.”

Sorry this has been so long, but it's an idea I had in my head and Tumblr won't let me post my blog 🥲

Thank you very much for your attention, hope you have a nice day!

Hey anon!

And whoo what a long one here! But don't worry, it's all fine!

I'm generally not a big fanfiction reader anymore. But that doesn't mean that I cannot give my advice and opinion 😉

Now, I've heard lots of ideas for fanfic content in the past months and while I think there are indeed some very creative ones along them, I don't pay much attention to them. Not because some ideas aren't good, in fact, I think your idea is very creative and special in its own way! I just am not a big fan of fanfictions anymore. 😆

Of course there are very talented writers out there, heck I even started out as a fanfiction writer myself. Many authors started as fanfiction writers in fact.

My advice is, if you truly want to write something that is dear to your heart, write it! Write the thing! No matter what anyone says. If it won't leave your mind, bring it down. Tell your story! Because only you can tell it!

And also! DON'T MAKE ME FREAKING CRY 😭 But seriously, I can see potential in your writing skills! I might not be interested to read fanfictions BUT ☝🏻 I can tell you, you are talented and most def. creative!

So, bottom line, if you really want to do it. DO IT! 💙✨️

[destinyc1020]

Destiny dont listen to these people. Z didnt lose followers because of barbie and nobody is blaming z for barbie leaving. Idk why people love to make stuff up. Like why are these anons lying for absolutely no reason. I'm on twitter everyday and I haven't seen any blame going toward z. That claim doesnt even make sense cause there have been no reports about any tension between barbie and z. Like why lie like that? Smh

Some Anons have dm'd me SOME receipts, but even in those receipts I didn't really see many blaming Zendaya directly. Her name isn't even really being brought up in most of the conversations I've personally seen. Most people seem to be blaming Sam and the show in general. 🤷

I just don't like when fans make up a bunch of wild claims when they have barely ANY clue of what's going on behind the scenes at all. It seems a bit presumptuous to me. 🥴

Anyway....

***UNPOPULAR OPINION COMING THROUGH***

Honestly?? While I'm loving the fact that Z has been able to hone her craft and gain more acting skills/experience being on this show, she's received 2 Emmy nods and one win (maybe two!??!) from it - whoo hoo! 😃 👏, and it has given her opportunities to learn more about cinematography and even try her hand at directing one day, I really REALLY feel like after season 3 of Euphoria, Z should just take her grace and leave the show amicably. This show's crazy filming schedule is one thing, but on top of that, the show seems to have so much drama surrounding it...last season filming was a mess...crew members were complaining....the cast doesn't even seem to remotely get along anymore aside from a few cliques here and there, etc... Idk....The show just seems like it's a magnet for a lot of gossip, and most of it is negative. 🥴😔 It seems half of the GP doesn't even like most of the cast as individuals smh lol... Idk.... I just don't want Z mixed in with that for too long. 😔

I know I'll probably lose some followers or get pelted with tomatoes in my inbox for saying this lol, but I'm just being honest... 🤷

[ddeonudepressions]

Hello my little knight in shining armor, how are you doing today? You may have contracted Chronic Cringe Disease (CCD), but you're still Ana to me 😔

(oooh that kinda ryhmed BARS BARS WHOO SHIT)

BOOOOO DON'T ACT SAPPY THEN CALL ME CRINGE 👎👎👎

[dracwife]

Howdy Dex! Mwuah<3 I was curious about your F/O Bo; how would you explain his personality to someone who's never met him and how would you describe your s/i and his dynamic :3c?

Nikki @tex-treasures

ty nikki!

number one thing about him: he's southern 😔 unfortunate. (IM KIDDING)

well, he's definitely a hothead. he gets annoyed very easily, but in the same vein, he gets over it very quickly. he's stubborn, but headstrong. he thinks of himself as the 'protector' of his brothers.

at the same time, he's very outgoing. he's a people person, and can be incredibly charming, if not only for some sort of ulterior motive. i guess it's important to say he's definitely sadistic, he is a murderer after all, but what can i say, i'm just built different :^]

he's definitely a mama's boy too, for sure. he's got some serious commitment issues due to past trauma, and now we're getting into more dex's own personal interpretation territory, but i think he'd be hesitant to let anyone in, emotionally, for a while. he's got some insecurities that he masks with anger, and believes he has to be independent to be strong, that he has to be a leader and good example for both his brothers. he does care a lot, though. he'd die for the people he loves, and he'd kill for them, too. he's incredibly protective, if not crossing into possessive at times (he's also very jealous), but he respects the boundaries of those close to him, as well. he may mask it with a huff, or some annoyed comment, but truly he wouldn't ever cross the lines of the respect or wishes of his family or those he loves.

he's a physical person, too, both in affection and passtime, his favorite hobby is tinkering with the old scrapyard cars. his love language is definitely physical acts -- he'd do anything to get out of saying the stupid L word ("lesbians?" "love, bo. i'm talking about love."). but once he does let someone in, i think he'd be wholly committed to them, he'd do anything to see them happy, and though he's likely to take their love for granted sometimes, with an argument or two (he hates yelling at his s/o, he feels awful as soon as he does it) he comes to realize he's got to give a little, and that softer side of him does come out more frequently.

AS FOR THE DYNAMIC. i'm debating naming my s/i mischa or going with heidi (it feels fitting to me). they met when bo visited an outside town once, my s/i is a waiter at a local diner, bo met him there and loved his midwestern charm. coincidentally, my s/i passed through ambrose and met bo there (before the whole "let's murder the whole town ❤️" plot), and so they planned a little dinner date on the town and saw each other on and off from there; bo's partial to visiting my s/i rather than the other way (for obvious reasons) but even then, they make a kind of cute couple. my s/i is more reserved, but he's still a "take no shit" kind of guy, which means he and bo butt heads sometimes, but at the same time it allows them to work through those arguments, rather than one giving into the other. they care deeply for each other, and more often than not my bo's careless annoyance causes him injury, leaving my s/i to patch him up and make him dinner (bo's an awful cook. the man would burn water if it was possible) alongside a gentle scolding. at the end of the day, they work well together though.

whoo. that was long. i'm still working out some details tbh! like my s/is relationship w vincent & lester, or his involvement in the whole. yknow murder thing. but ya! that's the basics.

[iyabutterfly]

Im ready to throw my hands in the air, and give my kids away to the first person that raises their hand. What advice do you have for this single mother? Im stressed. I can't find a way out. It doesn't matter what "best decision" I make, because it always ends up bitting me in the rear. And I'm only human, so you already know I make "bad decisions" as well.

I just never saw myself as a Single Mother. I was with my Children's Father since high-school. 14 years we made it. We never got married, and that's only my second mistake. My first mistake was committing and moving in so young. I was too young, so what did I know? We got together junior year, and I moved in with his parents right after graduation. Never even had a real date. Like, whoo raised me??!! (That's a whole other post on childhood traumas😒)

Anyway, I gave him ALL of me. All of my time and commitment. All of my love and nurturing. I wasn't perfect but my world revolved around him, his family and his needs. Who knows what that did to me and my family?? It estranged me. I'm the second oldest of my Mothers 6 kids. The 4th oldest of my Fathers 5 and when my Mother finally married, that added 5 more to my list. "You only call when you need something" "Where's *******?" At this point I'm just ashamed and embarrassed.

We broke up so many times...And took each other back....again and again. TOXIC MADNESS. verbal abuse. mental abuse. physical abuse. I played my toxic role. No lies. I won't even make excuses about how "I can only take so much before I clash back". Because sometimes, I picked with him first.

And it wasn't always all bad. We had some amazing times as well. I know he loved me just as much as I loved him. I just don't know what happened. Where did I fail? NOW I have nothing. I stayed at home and taught my boys and catered to him for so long, I'm lost now. No home. No financial or emotional support. My anxieties are through the roof. Everything that I spent my young life creating, just ripped away. I'm really so angry AND sad.

And now I'm really screwed up, because my anxieties and depression led me to alcohol. I got into trouble. And not just once. My record is now tampered with, making it hard to get a decent paying job. And the decent paying ones that I can get are so far away that it's hard to balance my life on the bus line. School is starting back up Monday. Due to my living situation, I have to take the bus to get them to school. The bus is my life.. What does their Father help me with?? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Not a penny. Not an hour. And do you know why? Because I won't give him sex. He feels like if he does anything for me, then he deserves my body. Im halfway tempted to give in, for a number of reasons. I need help. I CANT THINK STRAIGHT. I CANT FOCUS. I have so much to get done and think about, I can't think. The boys are always with me. I had to take them to an interview 😫 Guess how that went. Nothing I start gets completed. I'm looking and looking into resources. Either nothing for me, or I'm not in the district or I simply missed the appointment. I'm up late night because it's my only place and then I can't hear my alarm in the am. ON TOP OF needing to get things done, I have these handsome, innocent sweet little boys that deserve the world. I can't give it to them. I get impatient 😔 I yell. It's killing me that they have gone through so much, and I'm just putting them through more. It's killing me that I can't tend to all their needs. I'm dying inside. I need my village but it doesn't seem that I have one. I let my relationship shut everyone out, and now it's just too late. I really can go on and on and on. I could write books detaling my life and Noone would ever get bored. I guess the advice that I need is

HOW DO YOU FOCUS?

HOW DO YOU, as a Single parent, juggle life with work and kids and cleaning and self care? How do you get these things done, without pulling out your hair or thrusting your head through the wall?

[ravixen]

amg I really love that youtuber au 😭 I recently became a baby Carat and stumbled on it while going through multiple fic recs and enjoyed your writing style so much 🥺

also!! I didn’t realize the bullet point list for Shua and Dokyeomie have such a gap? 😳 I thought they would be like a few years apart. You can really tell the development in the writing when you compare them 😂 I really love how you wrote Seokmin’s like he’s my 2nd svt bias so my heart literally melted and turned into goo from how cute you portrayed him (in every fic too like amg ty for letting my seokmin loving hours grow!)

like tbh idk how to even form thoughts bc I don’t think there’s actually thoughts that can form a very coherent description of how I felt while reading Seokmin’s au 😭

it was like (cw// description of food!) — you know when something fluffy and sweet melts in your mouth? not like cotton candy because it’s kinda rough from the sugar particles but like idk let’s say pancakes but they melt into a soft texture in your mouth? and it leaves you with this softness and tender warmth in your mouth? 🥺💖 you wrote him like that and it makes me feel so sbdbsjdd that I probs have sprouted tiny wings that flapped so hard from how cute it was.

tl;dr — Seokmin’s was so cute and sweet it was like he’s the angel himself and y/n happens to be his human angel. THAT MAN IS SO SOFT LIKE HE’S SUCH A GOOF BUT IT WAS THE ✨ I M A G E R Y ✨ OF HIM GOING SOFT HOURS FOR HIS ANGEL GRIPPING MY BARS 😭💖

and amg for Jisoo’s (I’m so sorry this ask is so long 🤡) 😭😭😭 I would consume any Jisoo content! Like he is 😔💖 the loml atm 😔💖✨⭐️❤️‍🔥 sunday darling rain is fallin man vibes whoo-hoo~ 💓❣️💗💕💖💘💓💘💞💖❤️‍🩹💝 I would go through many lifetimes fics with him. So when I read— amg I think I read the double texting first? and then I saw there was a Youtuber au for Shua and immediately went YES.

When I read his I was bopping bc amg yes my boy! would be like those 2013—2016 cover artists on YT like he gives me those vibes 🥺 also it didn’t help that I was so obsessed with covertube back in the day I followed Alex Goot and his friends and listened to their covers often and the plot of bumping into each other at a wedding and becoming his guitar student is so cute too? like idk idk I’m probably just whipped for a one Joshua Hong but goodness! I would go to guitar for him! 🥺 I can see this becoming a short film 😭 like those cornetto shorts or webseries on YT hahaha!

then after that, I went through the rest of your Youtuber AU (and your masterlist 😭 can I just say the fight and the taking off promise ring hurt me so bad? like amg 🥺) — and had to grip my heart over them 😭 Jihooney’s made me smile like mad and Cheol’s was so cute too brb crying 😭 and Hoshi horang’s was so funny like the whole my fave youtuber is my new neighbor now like it was so romcom-esque I felt like this entire tag treated my rom-com loving self so well 😭💓

👉🏻👈🏻 amg if you see me in your notifs I’m perhaps going through your masterlist bc I enjoy reading your fics so much 😭 I can’t speak for every single one or else this ask might get way too long than how it already is but I really really enjoy them 🥺💖 especially the bullet point fics 😂 thank you for sharing so much of them with us 💖💖 and it makes me love Seventeen even more ☺️✨

i read your message multiple times as soon as i got it, and it actually made me get out of bed at a reasonable time so that i can reply haha thank you so much for your excitement!! reblogs/fic recs are so, so, so important for this reason. likes are nice, but reblogs help so much more. the fact that you saw a 2016 story of mine in 2022 is proof of that! i started my youtuber!aus in 2015, and they hold a special place in my heart.

honestly, i've been feeling kind of down about my writing lately, but getting affirmations like these - and the kind words you put in the reblogs - makes my week. yes, at the end of the day, i'm writing mostly for myself and my satisfaction, but because so many of my posts these days are (free) requests, it makes me sad when it seems like they're not enough, y'know? thank you so much for your reblogs and enjoy reading through the rest of my posts!! there's a lot haha

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My mouth still hurts cause if my molars

ALSO YAY PAY DAY !

What tattoo do you plan on getting?

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Oh no!! I'm so sorry, sweetie 😔 I'll beat them up for you.

WHOO payday! What do you want? I'm buying

Okay, so the vision is this: There is a song by Sleep Token called Take Me Back to Eden (also album title everyone please check them out 👉👈) ANYWAYS

My, my, those eyes like fire

I'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre

Basically, what the lyrics say. Maybe a moth or something similar with eyes on its wings flying above or through a funeral pyre, flames, and all that. Other artsy shit I will leave up to the artist lmao

Also in July I'm getting a gator tat with my best friend 💀 yes it'll be playing the trumpet