i wish i could hug all the kids of there, all the 10, 11, 12, 13 and 14 year olds. i know how scary and awful it was to be you, a lot of us do. you really don’t deserve this and im so sorry. sending big brother hugs your way
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I gotta starve till they have someone they can actually be proud to call their girlfriend, till i can be someone who they don't have to lie to the face of to tell me im pretty. I love them. I love them so much im willing to tear myself apart for them even if they dont ask for if
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is anything realer than gaining and losing the same 10 pounds
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I love feeling like im faking this disorder like... who the fuck am i faking it for??? My partner who feels terrible for exposing it to me to make them feel worse??? I cant fucking stop eating i hate it so much and im genuinely shocked im hovering around a slightly below average BMI still because i just WONT FUCKING STOP AAAAAA
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A quick PSA:
YOU ARE NOT A WANNAREXIC IF YOU EAT OVER YOUR CALORIE LIMIT. A wannarexic is someone who pretends to be anorexic for attention and then go back to eating normally no problem. A wannarexic is someone who only doesn't eat around others for attention and doesn't care about calories or fat. A wannarexic is someone who only pretends to be anorexic to get sympathy.
If you aren't any of those things then you aren't a wannarexic. Anorexia is a mental illness, and it's okay if you binge because that's how your body works. Please, babies, you aren't wannarexic because chances are everyone reading this post is actually anorexic. Send love to others who think they are wannarexic for binging.
My favorite quote is "If you're doing it in private with no one watching then you aren't faking." All of us count calories when no one is watching, you aren't faking. I love you, and if I can love you then you can love yourself.
<3
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TW: vent
Why can't i just stop?
Why do i eat so much?
Why can't i be that skinny boy?
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