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#n crowley MAYBE not rlly
sebek-zigbolt · 5 months
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ok next fucker im pulling isssss rollo... waiting mode ygadygsuag
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eviltomatoe · 3 months
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Yuu brainrot
Since yuu doesn't legally exist in twst how do they even go anywhere without any problems like crossing countries or smth, and what if Crowley never finds them a way home and now their stuck in stuck in twst forever like they have no way of getting any job or anything cus they dont have ANYTHING about them,
also what if yuu gets injured rlly badly and the they have to get to a hospital, and bcs of that they find out yuu is an alien, how is Crowley going to explain that, and what if then the government uses them for science and experiments on them cus their existence is literally proof that there is intellectual life out there no way their just going to let them go and act like everything is ok cus they have a literal alien here, like yuus existences would be so important to the government, and imagine the puplic if they confirm the existence of Alien life out there PLUS THEY HAVE ONE RIGHT THERE TOO??
I think its going to motivate them to explore space even more
Also why doesn't Crowley make a fake birth certificate and other documents for them so they could get a job and be able to go somewhere else without any problems, but also if Crowley does make a fake identity for yuu and later he finds a way for yuu to go home then the someone will get suspicious cus where did that person suddenly go cus no way they just randomly disappeared??
ALSOOOO TECHNICALLY IF SOMEONE MURDERED YUU IT WOULDNT BE ILLEGAL CUS THEY DONT EXIST LEGALLY AND THE LAW DOSNET SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ALIENS RIGHYS N STUFF AND YUU ISNT PROTECTED BY THE LAWWWWWW ALSO IF YUU GOT KIDNAPPED NO ONE WOULD LOOK FOR THEM (maybe their friends) CUS NO ONE KNOWS THEY EXIST LIKE HOW ARE THEY GONNA TRY TO FIND SOMEONE WHO DOSENT EXISTT LIKE IF YUUS FRIENDS REPORTED THEM MISSING WHAT ARE THEY GONNA TELL THEM NO ONE IS GOING TO BELIEVE THEM
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via-l0ve · 1 year
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Um, Supernatural boys and a reader that stutters or has a speech impediment, please? 🥺💕
Stutters (SPN pref!) 🩷
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a/n: omg i love this idea. thank you sm for requesting this, anon. i appreciate it sm!! i stutter as well so i hope this is up to par <3 i also didn’t include crowley because my brain is running on like an hour of sleep so yes <333 if you’d want me to rewrite it with him i totally will just let me know!!
warnings: nothing!! <3
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Dean:
he thinks it’s cute ngl
he never degrades you for it or makes you feel stupid or anything
he really likes listening to you speak and he’s really patient about it
sometimes he helps you out and finishes sentences (which is annoying but he really means well)
if your stuttering gets worse with anxiety he has a lot of ways memorized to try and calm you down
if people make fun of you he’ll literally kill them
like genuinely he’ll get so mad
he loves the way your voice sounds even if you have a speech impediment or stutters <3 he couldn’t care less.
Sam:
He is so so so so so patient
he listens and nods his head
if you feel discouraged or upset he’ll get sad
he adores your voice and how you sound and it makes him sad that you don’t like it
but he’s your #1 supporter
he nods and smiles and listens.
if anyone makes fun of you he’ll make fun of their face and break it off
they can suck rocks
he loves you sm
Castiel:
he dosent really think any different of you
like he dosent really notice it
he loves you no matter what you sound like or if you stutter 🤷‍♀️ he rlly just dosent care
i think if you’re having a particularly bad day or really struggling he’ll help you out and maybe guide you through it
he’s very understanding
this is unrelated but he gives you so many hugs :(
i love cas he deserves nothing but good
if anyone makes fun of you he will hurt them badly
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quinnlyyy · 1 year
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love of my life [ineffable husbands]
⚠️GOOD OMENS SEASON 2 SPOILERS⚠️
crowley x aziraphale
summary: crowley decides to go on a drive to take his mind off things when his day goes way off plan
category: angst. just pure angst.
warnings: mentions of s2e6, slight mentions of alcoholism if you squint, irresponsible driving, lmk if there's anything i missed !!
word count: 2k
a/n: i wasn't planning this fic at all i js started writing this purely to make my friend cry and they ended up liking it so why not post it here. im not rlly the best writer but i wish i was. this is also inspired by "love of my life" by queen so i'd recommend listening to it while reading! open to constructive criticism !!
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It's been three years since the angel left the poor old demon here on Earth. Crowley has since gotten back up on his feet and continued existence as it was. Just him continuing and pretending to be a normal human. It was boring without Aziraphale, he must admit, but it was better than if he went with him to Heaven and lived out a lie he never truly believed in.
'Ah it's fine' He would think, 'I'm over that old bastard anyway'. But deep down he knew. He was never really over him. He never recovered from the rejection he received from the angel. His angel. I mean how could he? He had been with Aziraphale since the beginning of time. He had been pining for the angel for the past 6,000 years. He would make every excuse just to see that bright and shining smile of his. Over time, he had become his friend. And eventually, fell in love with him.
But that's impossible, right? I mean Aziraphale is an angel, a soldier of Heaven. While Crowley is a demon, a servant of the big bad. They're hereditary enemies. They're not even supposed to tolerate each other. They're on opposite sides. That's what Aziraphale had believed at least. Crowley believed they could be on their own side. Together. But he was wrong. He thought Aziraphale loved him enough to stay with him. But he had chosen Heaven over his best friend. Crowley tried not to think about the angel too much. It hurt worse than Hell.
Crowley decided to go out on a drive with his Bentley to keep his mind off the angel and he started driving. He had no idea where he was going; he just kept driving. At this point, he had been driving for just over an hour and the silence became unbearable. He decided to turn on the radio of his car, hoping a specific song wouldn't play. And yet that one song started playing. The car filled with the lucid sounds of "Good Old-Fashion Lover Boy". It was his song. No, their song. Crowley dreaded hearing the song that reminded him so much of his and Aziraphale's…friendship? Relationship? He didn't even know at this point.
He was tired of pining. tired of mourning. how could he even mourn someone who was alive? Maybe because Aziraphale was dead to Crowley. No. He couldn't be. No matter how much Crowley tried to hate Aziraphale he just couldn't bring himself to. He loved him, for Christ's sake. He didn't even know he was capable of even loving anyone so much and yet his angel couldn't even stay for him. Stay for them.
He quickly skipped the radio to the next station, which had become one of his biggest mistakes.
"That certain night. The night we met." Crowley's whole body tensed up at the sound of the music. "There were angels dining at the ritz." The same song that had played in his car the day Aziraphale left him for Heaven. "And a nightingale sang in Berkeley Square" He felt the painful lump in his throat slowly build up and gripped the steering wheel with such force that his knuckles turned white. Then he remembered what he told Aziraphale the day he left.
"No nightingales." No nightingales. Sure, Crowley said that to Aziraphale. There were no nightingales in Heaven. They were on Earth. But that applied to Crowley as well. Because after that, nightingales were never the same for him. Because nightingales weren't nightingales without his angel. He quickly turned off the radio and pushed down on the pedal harder.
He wanted to forget about the stupid angel that had left and forgot about him. His stupid angel. He hated himself for it. He hated how he couldn't bring himself to even produce any ounce of hate for him. He hated how he still thought about him every day and how he would cry himself to sleep some nights because of him. He hated how he still cared for him. And most especially, he hated how he still loved him with every atom of his being and would still come running back to him if given the chance. 'Fuck. I can't be thinking about him again.' He gave in and turned the radio back on. He needed something to drown out the noise of his thoughts. He heard the familiar tune of the piano and guitar in the song's intro.
"Love of my life, you've hurt me." He recognises the song and the dreadful feeling in his body comes back. "You've broken my heart and now you leave me." The lump in his throat grows and he feels his eyes start to water. "Love of my life can't you see?" He tilts his head up in an attempt to stop the tears from flowing down his face. "Bring it back, bring it back. Don't take it away from me." He looks to his left to avert his attention to something other than the song playing. And there it was. He recognised this street. The buildings, the signs, the trees, and the layout. He recognised them all. Then it hit him. "Because you don't know what it means to me." He was nearing the bookshop. The bookshop where the love of his life had lived. Where he and his angel had shared many fond memories together. Where he confessed his feelings for Aziraphale. Where he kissed him. The bookshop where the angel had left him and broke his heart.
"Love of my life don't leave me." In which the very place he was in was the same place the love of his life left him. Ironic isn't it? They vowed they would do anything for the world and yet the place he was at was the place his world chose Heaven over him. "You've taken my love, you now desert me." He was nearing the front of the bookshop and a part of him considered stopping by the bookshop. Who was he kidding? It's not like his angel would be waiting for him in the bookshop. He passed the shop and kept driving. "Love of my life, can't you see?" He felt the warm liquid build up in his yellow, sheltered eyes and flow down his cheek through his glasses. "FUCK!" He punched his steering wheel, causing a loud honk noise to come out of his vehicle. He grabbed the steering wheel and made a sharp turn back to their bookshop.
"Bring it back, bring it back. Don't take it away from me." He parked the Bentley in front of the coffee shop "Bring Me Coffee or Bring Me Death". Crowley got out of the car, slammed his car door shut, and stomped towards the bookshop. He pushes the doors open to see a familiar angel reading in a rocking chair next to a pile of books. But it wasn't his angel. "Nope! We're closed. No books to sell! Get out!" Muriel says without looking up from their book. God how he wished it was Aziraphale in that rocking chair. "Uhm excuse me, I said get ou-" They finally look up from their book to see the fiery red demon, "Oh! Mr Crowley! I was wondering when you'd stop by! It's been wha-" Crowley interrupts the angel, "Three years."
"Yes! Yes! Three years!"
"Muriel, could you uh…could you give me a minute? In here? In the bookshop? Alone?" They nod and step outside the bookshop to give the demon some space. He looks around and takes a deep breath, taking in the scent of the bookshop. It wasn't too different from the last time he was there. But there was something off. It…smelled different. It still smelled like old wood and books but something was missing. Then he realised: It no longer smelled like Aziraphale. Of course he would notice. Of course he would know what Aziraphale smelled like after being with him for the past 6 millennium.
He walked over to the desk Aziraphale used to sit and write at. He remembered all the times Aziraphale would sit at his desk while he listened to Crowley's silly complaints as he sat on the floor. He looks back up from the floor and he catches his eye on a photo frame on his desk. He picked it up to observe the photo and the tears started to flow again. It was the photo of them at Aziraphale's stupid magic show back in London 1941. But something was different about the photo. The photo the Nazis had taken that night was a polaroid. The photo in the frame was a landscape style print-out. Then crowley realised that Aziraphale had made a copy specifically for the frame on his desk. And he had the polaroid with him all along.
He holds the frame close to his chest and drops to his knees. He couldn't believe himself. He was supposed to be this strong and mighty fallen angel who became a demon. But there he was, on his knees, mourning someone who was well alive. He felt pathetic. He hopelessly looked up to the ceiling, "WHY? GOD WHY? all i did was ask questions… WAS MY FALL NOT ENOUGH YOU FUCKING BASTARD? WERE MY THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF PAIN AND TORTURE NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU? YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONE THING THAT MATTERED TO ME. THERE'S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO GIVE YOU. WAS I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU? I DON'T FUCKING DESERVE THIS!" He finally let out everything he's been holding onto for thousands of years. All for no response. All for nothing.
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Crowley had cried himself to sleep on Aziraphale's shop floor, holding the picture frame. As much as he wished he hated Aziraphale, as much as he pretended, he knew he could never truly hate him. And he just had to accept that fact. Little did Crowley know was that Aziraphale was right outside the bookshop to go check on Muriel and the bookshop. And hopefully check on Crowley if he had time.
Aziraphale walked towards the shop to see someone slumped over and reading a book. For just a moment, part of him wished it was Crowley slumped over on the shop's platform, but he knew it wasn't him. He knew Crowley had given up on looking for Aziraphale. He was ready to face the fact that he could never get his best friend…the person he loved…back. Aziraphale never said it out loud but he missed Crowley. More than anything. He regretted every decision he made since that day. He missed the mischievous pranks and remarks. The feeling of his lips on his. He missed his world.
Muriel finally looked up from their book and looked at Aziraphale gleefully, "Mr Fell! You're back! How's Heaven?"
"Oh uh yes yes fine, Muriel. How's the bookshop?"
"Oh it's doing great! I haven't sold or given away any books!" Aziraphale smiles knowing his shop and books were safe. But there was one thing he wasn't sure about. "Muriel, have you see Crowley lately? Or any time since I've gone back?"
"Oh yes! Mr Crowley visited today for the first time actually. He's still inside I think. I'm actually out here because he asked to be alone." Aziraphale's heart starts racing, "Crowley's…here?" Muriel nods. Aziraphale rushes inside to find a figure curled up on the floor. "…Crowley?" The figures shifts a bit then groggily sits up straight and faces Aziraphale. The angel's suspicions were then proven correct. Aziraphale couldn't believe it. After three, excruciating long years, he finally saw Crowley face to face. "Oh piss off. I haven't had much to drink today." Aziraphale slowly steps closer to the demon, "Crowley I-" Crowley lazily puts his hand up to stop him, "I'm not in the mood for hallucinations today, you shit." The confession broke Aziraphale's heart. That was when Aziraphale realised how much he had hurt his best friend. As Crowley started to fully wake up, his eyes widened at the sight in front of him. "So I suppose an apology dance is in order?" Crowley's heart completely shattered and healed all in one second. He frantically takes his glasses off and aggressively rubs his eyes. When the image doesn't go away he realises. Aziraphale. His angel. He was right in front of his eyes. After all these years.
"Angel…?"
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aziraphales-library · 3 years
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Hi! Thank u for this blog, it really helped me find some of my fave fanfics!!!
That said, I'm looking for something new? Not rlly a classic within the fandom, I guess something by lesser known fic writers. Preferably human AUs. Thank you so much!!!
Let's see!
No Loitering [E] by Epimeliad
It started out as a bad pun, but it ended up as dirty angst:
South Downs Cottaging - Where the sex is at least semi-public, the men are anonymous and Aziraphale is very repressed (but also kind of dirty)
Straightbait [E] by MyHowTheyFly
In dire need of cash, Az agrees to let his friend give him a blowjob on camera.
Everything will be fine, after all, he's straight, right?
~ Mod N
Here are some more...
Imagine Me And You (I Do) by BlackUnicorn (NR)
“Next,” the kid called out and Crowley stepped out of the way, “What can I get you?” “An Earl Grey would be lovely,” the person next in line said, voice practically vibrating with excitement and joy, “Two plain scones. Oh, and some of that scrumptious looking lemon drizzle you have there. Thank you, dear.” Once again, the kid stared, and Crowley couldn’t help but turn around and stare as well – a halo of curls so blond they looked white in the light of the sun, bright blue eyes that shone with unmasked delight, a smile so wide it was almost blinding. And beige. A whole lot of beige. “Name?” “Azra.” If Azra was aware of the attention he was getting from both the barista and Crowley, he didn’t show it, simply kept on smiling a smile that kind of made Crowley want to do all sorts of unspeakable things, like ask for his number, like take him out to dinner, like curl up on a couch with him and eat ice cream straight from the tub while watching James Bond together, like –
An asexual sex worker and a bookseller who doesn't sell books - stranger things have happened, for sure.
Heart Shaped Bruises by ivoryline (T)
Crowley and Aziraphale have been hanging around the same pub since the eighties. At some point, they seem to have fallen in love.
Every Thursday at around 6 p.m., give or take a quarter hour, Crowley finds himself at a little shithole pub called Garden’s Gate. Aziraphale is also there around that time, but that’s not why Crowley goes. He couldn’t care less what Aziraphale does. No, he goes there because he’s been parking his arse in the same spot since the eighties and he thinks he might have a coronary if his boots were to ever grace another establishment’s disgusting carpet. The barkeep knows him, and probably hates him, which suits Crowley perfectly.
dancing queen (guaranteed to blow your mind) by Quilly (T)
Warlock has a secret, and it's that he invited three former staff members from his estranged parents' household to his wedding in the hopes that one of them is the one Nanny is still in love with.
Crowley is just wondering what entity he pissed off to make three of his old flames show up the day before his adopted kid's wedding.
(please) like (me) and subscribe! by miss_minnelli (T)
Channel: Zira Bakes!
Subscribers: 978k
Description: Hi! I’m Zira, a graduate of the Paris Bakery and Pastry School, and on this channel I show you how to make many different kinds of desserts, from rice-crispy treats to creme brulee. Stick around and you might learn a little something sweet! - Channel: ItsJustCrowley
Subscribers: 456k
Description: It’s literally just Crowley. Don’t you dare ask my first name or you’ll be banished to Hell. Maybe I don’t even have one. Anyway here lies my “comedy” and gaming. Stay if you want. Whatever. - Crowley and Zira are London based Youtubers who meet in June of 2019. They become friends...and maybe something more, or at least Crowley hopes so. Follow their journey through Youtube videos, comments, text messages, and AO3 stories.
- Mod D
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onedeepdarknothing · 3 years
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i said scotlandnatural as a joke but... let me indulge for a second
sam and dean being born in aberdeen or somewhere like that so they have these lovely thick doric accent (google them lmao x) but when sam goes to university - probs edinburgh uni or MAYBE HE GOES DOWN SOUTH TO ENGLAND OMG - he loses his accent and dean is distraught
instead of the fbi they pretend to be in mi5 which just feeds into dean’s james bond fantasy
they wear kilts as often as possible dean especially he loves it 
any really formal event they’re in full kilts and sporrans and everything ugh they would look so good (x this shit mhm) @https-castiel ur welcome
PURE SILVER KILT PINS SO THEY CAN KILL THINGS WITH THEM i am a genius man
okay there’s this place in edinburgh called camera obscura which is a fun museum thing that's all like optical illusions n stuff anyway they do a hunt there
fish n chip vans and deep fried mars bars instead of diners and burgers
they would defo have to travel to different countries a lot bc scotland’s so small they couldn't only be there they’d be in jail by now
also like people were saying about europenatural - everything here is so old! so many opportunities for things to be haunted!! castles and monuments and dodgy cobblestone alleys that are straight out of oliver twist ugh
but also normal suburbs and houses and high schools
sam and dean growing up living in council houses rather than motels
i feel like you’d have to flip it so all the non-americans in real one would have to be american in this version
just ripping the absolute piss out of their accents 
all the time
crowley’s still english though cause it’s funny to make fun of the english
hogmanay!! and guy fawkes!! and burns night!! instead of thanksgiving and the fourth of july and that
instead of dean loving classic rock its those rock covers of traditional folk music yeah yeah yeah
dean loves haggis sam HATES is discuss
listen i dont find scottish accents sexy bc we just talk like this but castiel with a nice highland accent... im listening
sam would hate the english so much i know this bc im sam coded and i hate the english
also could bring up a really interesting thing about scotlands attitude to underage drinking and the fact that so many of us are like this is fine especially through a character like dean who clearly has a problem
sorry this is indecipherable i got rlly excited about this. not many things get set here and i love it here!! there’s so many fun things they could do pls start setting more things in scotland
also i do have a lot to say about dean’s whole masculinity thing cause it’s similar but also it’s SO DIFFERENT i have a lot to say about scottish!dean and his masculinity 
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twstwonderlandstuff · 4 years
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Maid Café w/ First Years! (Ace)
I’ve gone and fucked it up mate Fem! Reader Warnings: A little ‘hehehe’ with the descriptions but not really
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It's the end of the month and you spent all your money on basic necessities, and when payday- or I suppose, allowance day- came, Crowley forgot to give you the bloody money to continue living, so you had to scrounge up some money. And hey hey hey, there was a spot open in Monstro Lounge, so you took it. Azul, ever the businessman, took an opportunity on your gender (fem!) and dressed you in a typical maid skirt, ones you'd find in your café anime. 
You've dreamed of wearing one, to be honest; the short skirt, the frills, the open neckline that showed off your collarbone, the white ruffles on the top portion, the cute buttons, black tights that stop just below the skirt, the headband, the tie around your neck, everything. It was everything you wanted and more, really. Well, you didn't HAVE you wear it... but Azul promised a fine, a much finer pay then what you'd usually get if you wear it, and you're desperate for the cash, so...
You began pulling your skirt down. "Senpai, um..." "You can always go back if you want, but..." Azul shot back, an evil smirk placate on his face. He knew what you wanted, and he's going to take advantage of it. "Tch..." You sigh, sitting on the couch, your skirt draping flawlessly. Now the only problem was that there was Maid and Butler Day (yes, that's an official holiday in this world, and you don't question this world's oddities) and according to custom, maids and butlers must give out a Special Treatment consisting of lap pillow, an ear clean out and feeding, which is... hmmm, it’s interesting... no you’re not interested bullshit that’s BULLSHIT Yes, alright, yes, you SO SO want to do it- you crave the attention and WANT IT- but seriously, you thought you'd have a bit of practice first! You're pretty grateful that your friends decide to spare you some of the harassments that'll eventually come.
*Ace* "Hey, prefect." Ace greets coolly, already snickering. "Nice getup." You acknowledge him with a nod and start your act- or was it just an act?  "Welcome, master." You smile at him, grinning cheekily. "What can I get you?" You hand him the menu, your eyes looking directly at him. "Um..." Ace swallows his dry throat, taken aback at your appeal. "I-I'll get the A3." "Of course, master. Please wait a minute." You stand up, taking the menu with it and tugging down your skirt. Ace sits down on the coach and swears. "Fuck." He looks up at your figure, the image completely plastered in his mind. 'Oh god...' - You return, plate in hand. "I'm back, master." You sit back down gently, making sure the plate doesn't fall. "A3, just as you ordered." Ace mutters a thanks, taking the food from you, but you resist his hold. "Master, please let me feed you." You say. He has the gal to laugh, then say: "What, like couples? Aww, I didn't know you wanted me THAT bad, Y/N~" A light blush colors your cheeks, but you answer back: "Well, you know now, master. Now come," You take a scoop of the food and lift it to chin-height. "Say ah~" Now it's Ace's turn to blush, not expecting that. "A-ah..." He swallows the food, temporarily forgetting the situation. "Is good!" "Monstro Lounge serves good food." You agree, breaking character just a bit. Ace seems to collect his nerves, because the next thing he does surprises you. He openly gazes your form, from top to bottom, stopping at certain parts to admire it more. You blush at the sudden attention, but don't say anything- you love it, after all.
- He finishes the meal and sighs in glee. "Mhm, its good." You nod in agreement, a smirk making its way on your lips. It's time for the lap pillow- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Calm yourself, good god! You softly pat your lap, like an invitation. "Master, I bet you're feeling a little sleepy. Please feel free to use me as a pillow." Ace knows what you're going for and hey, since you're going so far as to say that, why not use the opportunity? "Sure." He simply says, crawling up to you. His warm fingers meet your warm thighs, making you slightly shift. "Hey, don't move." He grumbles, positioning himself so that he faces inwards, your stomach in front of his eyes. Ahh, you're so warm... he wonders if he can ask for this again sometime in the future... "R-right..." You let a stutter slip. You're adorable, he thinks. Yeah, he's totally going to ask for another lap pillow when this is done- that is if the other first years don't get to it. Ace 'tsk' just thinking about it, jealously flaring up in his heart. Seriously, you're not even his (yet), how can you make him feel this way?! He slowly falls asleep under you, these thoughts swirling in his head. You notice Ace's breathing slow, feeling the cold breeze hit your lower abdomen. You look down at him, happy that he finds your lap satisfying, but you haven't even gotten to the ear cleaning yet, but... You glance back at him, his chest exhaling and inhaling slowly. Maybe you'll let this one slide... after all, what maid disturbs her master when he's asleep?
Ahh, you’re so glad you spend all your times back in your world watching the blue-light screen instead of getting proper sleep- you wouldn’t get to experience THIS gem!
I’ll do the other first years later but now Ace brain rot
I’m a fucking sinner and if my parents find out I wrote this I’d like to d i e thanks
it’s a day after Christmas and I’m here just-
oh god maybe i do want to visit a maid cafe
i’m so fucked im dying that’s it bye
edit: 16/1/2021 why are you like this self my god this is the most ‘ohhh wow it’s steamy but not rlly’ thing I've ever written disgusting
I'm going to to edit some parts i can’t bear to look at this anymore
ace was just simply dominating my brain
there
‘not steamy but like kinda suggestive???’ scenes BEGONE
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caffeinated-mistake · 4 years
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Ineffable husbands: St Francis of Assisi??
-crowley was the "voice from God" that tempted Francis away from the war and told him to instead build a church
-tells his superiors this is to make people doubt the Roman Catholic Church/ God cuz "wtf why is this wealthy merchants son giving up all his worldly goods to beg for stones to build a church that was destroyed a long time ago/is in disrepair???"
- then there's the "brother dove sister sparrow, etc etc" tick that Crowley thinks is silly (this either reminds him of aziraphale teaching a+e in the garden OR az geta it from here, either way Fondness Activates™)
- later ok, when the brothers are like "dude it needs to be consecrated, y not make ur own sect??" (Because at this point the Catholic Church was kinda all about grandeur and most higher ups actually had their own castles or estates, it's a whole thing, GO WATCH "PILLARS OF THE EARTH" IF UR INTERESTED EDDIE REDMAYNE IS IN IT AND ITS RLLY GOOD)
-the church Did Not like Francis on principle, and refused to grant his order legitimacy for a Long Ass Time u guys
-tells his superiors "ha ha look I'm defying the church but this dude thinks he's listening to Her, lmao"
-after it gets legitimized and the church is consecrated, he kinda just hangs around outside the chapel cuz, y'know, ouch.
-haha demon in their midst blah blah blah
- it helps that he really likes the whole "give everything to those who need it help the people don't ask for their money women arent the devil and deserve to be listened to" thing Francis is all about
-Francis went with the crusades on one occasion and then there was this whole thing with a military leader on the other side (sources vary, idk)
- so basically the dude said "ok Frankie if ur God is so chill walk into this giant fire and don't die." Francis walks on in and this is where we depart from history (where apparently the dude was like "oh shit this bitch- Frankie stop it, go in peace with all that Faith™")
- in our version either Aziraphale or Crowley (who had to go with him, he isn't just gonna leave his mans hanging!) Preform a minor miracle to save him
-when they get back (az was very cross to learn Crowley had been just living??? In a church?????¿¿??? d a n g e r o u s??
-the monk in charge had made everything switch to fancy fancy shit, was asking the poor for money, and wasn't helping the needy anymore
-maybe a terf war w another demon who ruined Crowley's little Francescan paradise?
-Francis is so extra (this is a history fact) that he basically said "greed? In my monastary? Fuck u" and turned himself blind because "I cannot see the sin you have brought into this holy place"
-then he runs away to pout in a mountain cave where later She actually blesses him with the wounds of Christ (stigmata, this is how it happened, unholyverse fans!!) Maybe Aziraphale was sent to do this??
-or Crowley did it or actual God did it?
-basically I just want to see Aziraphale and Crowley coparent a man with the biggest heart and zero self preservation skills whatsoever while Az is angsty about Crowley putting himself in danger all the time
I WANT A SCENE WHERE SOMEONE WASHES CROWLEY'S BURNED ASS FEET AND HE CRIES NOT FROM THE PAIN BUT BECAUSE HE FEELS UNDERSERVING OF SUCH A LOVING AND INTIMATE ACT
It also puts an emotional weight behind Aziraphale choosing the name Brother Francis for the next idiot they adopt (Warlock)
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sporesgalaxy · 5 years
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um hewwo this might be weird but im rlly struggling with drawing azira n crowley but i love how you draw them !! do you have any tips on how i can improve them maybe?(i mostly sruggle with faces and face shapes n stuff,,, sorry if this is too much !)
uhhhh idk how much it helps but I tried to catalogue everything abt them that I took into account in order to draw thwm in the style I draw them in
I should note my goal when making that art style was to use as few penstrokes as possible for the sake of drawing them simply and quickly, in the interest of making comics fast
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I also gravitated toward repeating shapes like this
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with the lines, which helps unify the art style.
Also, a good general tip is: if youre simplifying their appearances into something cartoony, use a reference, but also hide the reference from yourself for a bit sometimes!! This helps me focus on getting across the character's personality and developing the art style I want.
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ogeeitsme · 4 years
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Do you mind if I ask 11, 8 and 25?
(the post was strtd by peter n ended w me, Kris kdnkdn)
We don’t mind!
11 - first impressions of your fictives
Woah, I don’t know who to answer this- mostly because I’m like, should everyone say their thing? Since you know, everyone has different perspectives? To keep the answer short, I’ll just say my point of view! And if anyone has specific people they wanna ask, you can ask again! Actually, starting now, if you guys want someone specific to answer you can say so!
So... I won’t state everyone, because there’s a lot of people, but I‘ll do the people I’ve talked to properly!
Chara - Scary and really serious, like, they don’t have to tell me anything I could totally just leave the room if they gave me a glare. Even if they’re shorter than me, they have this like vibe that tells you that they don’t mess around
Kris - I thought he’d be quiet at first, he didn’t move a lot, but then he was suuper welcoming and dragged me into a lot of stuff- honestly he really helped me into getting used to front a lot! It felt safer when he was around, especially in my first days
Mister Crowley - he looked really business-y, but I liked him. I thought he was cool, and then he ended up being one of my dads! I thought he’d be a more angry person, but he’d rather lounge on a sofa
Miss Toriel - she’s soft! And she’s such a good mom.. she’s so supportive of everyone and just wants everyone to feel safe and happy! She really cares
MJ - I won’t lie, I was like super weirded out, excited, and worried ALL at the same time. Like, I was just is she gonna be okay here, like is it gonna be weird? And then you know, she found out I liked her this whole time and I found out too I think, and I guess we’re.. together now?
Miss Undyne - very loud, super supportive, and i was afraid that she’d just supplex me if she wanted to. She kinda yells a lot- but to support you!
Frisk - finally, someone else who gets to be called “baby”!
Mister MTT - I was honestly really nervous to meet him.. I was the first person he talked to- and that fear of when new members say “oh I’ve been here a while now!” Is real. Then I saw Frisk run over to jump all over him and he was really cool. He’s super flamboyant and when he talks in the body, he still sounds like a celebrity! He really cares though, I think that’s awesome
Miss Fluttershy - she’s kind of like the show.. uh, I won’t lie, I was a little tired after the first few days..? because she was panicking almost the whole time for two days straight and the emotional bleed was pret-ty intense so we were kind of having a panic attack non-stop for a while..? After that was over, she apologized and was really nice about it! Also ponies are tall??? I’m 5’6 or something and I forgot how much taller horses are after I saw how tall she was- and that’s a pony- geez
Miss Tempest - Uh, pretty angry.. when she and Miss Fluttershy came to the system at the same time, they apparently got a flood of memories of recent events so.. it’s like they got. A little run through of what they were getting into- so Miss Tempest got a quick summary of everything and that’s what got her mad when we first met..
8 - Songs that remind your introjects of their source?
[content warning 4 violence, harm, vent music :,^)] [ps this part took so long 2 make Idk y mksksh]
Peter - I’m not sure.. but I guess I’d have to say old-ish music (especially upbeat ones)? Maybe like.. new wave? Uh, I don’t like just new wave but they remind me of my source a lot. But sometimes they’re a weird genre. I’m not sure why I like old-ish music a bunch, but the others think it’s because of my movies’ OST? And yeah, pf I agree. They just remind me a little of Uncle Ben- he introduced to some music as a kid. And it just reminds me of my room, hanging out with friends- good vibes
Sal - Rock and Metal, for obvious reason lol. Besides Sanity’s Fall (they’re in youtube, check it out) it’s those for sure. GOD, actually the other day, we were revisiting the Halo Theme song- specifically the Mjolnir version and [chefs kiss] oof [chefs kiss] so good. It yells my source vibes. Actually I have a playlist just dedicated to rock and metal, and all my playlists are public on spotify, so if you have the skill you can definitely find them- shouldn’t be that hard
Kris - TBH IDK,,, bc I like a lot of genres,,,,, b I g (besides the DR OST) I’d say mayb contmprry soul? Or neo contemporary soul? Actlly I’m thinking of different state of mind by kid bloom bc it reminds me of my room b like in a calm way? I named my playlist on chill music aftr that DKJDKJ. Uhhh most of the songs that remind me of my source dsnt bring that much good mmries :,^) but here’s som songs that remind me of source: Soda by Nothing But Thieves, Don’t Know What To Do by Ck9c [it’s undrtle b I rel8 except this is wht I feel twrds Asriel n not the othr way arnd, esp when I was new 2 the sys :^( ], Nervous by The Neighbourhood [like how ppl must hav felt abt me in my source/canon :,,,^) plus how I felt w the entity arnd,,,, lowkey accur8 it hurts KDJDKHDDBHM if it wasn’t a love song lol], Afraid by The Neighbourhood [OOF I rmmbr I listnd 2 this a lot when I was new, this was rlly source vibes <:^/ me @ the entity, more accur8 than Nervous tbh], You’re Somebody Else by Flora Cash [probs Noelle @ me], SRRY MINE IS SO LONG
Chara - (I’ll b typing these 4 thm bc they’re not rlly the best rn, a LOT reminds thm abt source/canon so I’ll just grab a handful of diff emtions JDKDJ n I wnt explain jst go nuts I g KDHDJ- Kris) Won’t Give Into Darkness by Ck9c (obv rsns), Love Like You by Rebecca Sugar, The Valley by The Oh Hellos, Back To You by Twin Forks, Dust Inside The Light by Florist, Everything’s Alrightby Laura Shigihara, Please Leave a light On When You Go by Britain Ashford, Two Slow Dancers by Mitski, Stuff Is The Way by They Might be Giants, Echo by Circrush, Brutus by The Buttress, No Culture by Mother Mother, Choke by IDKHBTFM, This is Love by ATC, If I Killed Someone For You by Alec Benjamin
Spinel - (she isn’t arnd Rn b I’ll answ 4 her n say electro swing n swing music 👀, it her fave genre b also it reminds her of source dmdb)
Mettaton - he says anything that sounds like you’d put it on a runway/catwalk pff
25 - 3 Rndom fun facts abt an introjct!
I’m frnting now so I’ll pick on som1 MSHSWNK
I’m pickin Sal
-> he changes his hair like all the time, b we notice the messier it is the worse his mental st8 is in? If he’s feeling rlly ok, he’ll braid it, half of the time he’s in a pnytail or his hair is dwn, b sometimes u’ll catch him w his pigtails, esp w his age is yngr
-> he actlly has his guitar inspace! Sometimes he jams by himself n it’s Rlly Good 👌👌👌 (he wishes the body cld play the guitr sldjdkj, I rel8)
-> he has a cat!!!! inspace!! Like if u walk in his rm, his cat is like somwer, uslly On him
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augujerdeer · 5 years
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Can you share some random facts about yourselves? :3
Huh, sure! So I thought maybe everyone can type out their own thing besides us writing for them, so it’ll be fun! If it takes a while to answer now you know why - Peter
Peter
I’m a big fan of iron man I GUESS but that might be obvious??
I can’t help but call people Miss or Mister and it just feels super wrong not to unless they tell me they really don’t want me doing that (so I kind of slip up at front...)
I actually have a Benjamin in my name- I don’t know if that’s different from my source?
I like doodling! Even if it’s not great
Apparently, an IRL friend told us that they know it’s me at front because my voice is more boyish and I move my hands a lot when I’m discussing something Im really into! (math or science!)
Post-endgame :^(
In charge of the math n science parts of school!!!!!
Kris
Described as “talks like a surfer dude sometimes”
I NEVER stop talking like- I’m sure every1 calls me annying GSGGSDHDJJ. Like if ur gnna b my friend get rdy 4 me 2 y’all a LOT.....,,,
Ab- abandonment issues lol
I’m so gay (bi) im yeARNiNg
When the sys needs 2 b physclly active or social my “job” is 2 come out- but I’m not forced 2 ! I just get laaazeeey
In charge of the art classes n PE UWU
I’m also sometimes called plan B but I don’t like being that HSGSHE (see Sal)
I like learning ASL!! Except I don’t live in America SO I’m also trying 2 study FSL (Filipino sign language) n it seems so FUN N FAST AAAA
I wanted 2 study ASL bc som1 suggested 2 me that mayb I cld learn sign language bc b4, I used 2 h8 talking, n I was super shy n very NONVERBAL like, a lot
Chara
They have a very strict aura, described by friends- it’s a dark presence or aura, especially because of their posture and how they talk (which is exactly how they type!)
We’re not sure why, but because of how they formally talk, they start slipping into a sort of formal-British-accent while speaking sometimes even if they don’t have one inspace
Gatekeeper n protector! Butvthey cna exhaust themselves sm that fun factvthey collapse or fall face first in2 the floor n pass out inspace
They have a few negative fronting triggers but 1 of them is rlly sad n INSTANT like, we do not have a choice, but e can’t stop it, if that trigger appears, Chara w/o fail comes out :^( (luckily it’s never happened often but we r worried abt ppl pulling pranks n doing this bc it’s a common prank 2 do)
Sal
He has a hard time walking outsoace unless he focuses rlly hard or wear heels
Which also means when he front his vision is slightly impaired?? He is missing an eye so I g the body dissociates enough 2 ALMOST simul8 that???? He has crashed in 2 so many poles or stopped walking bc he think hes gnna crash in2 smth but turns out it’s rlly far away
He age slides from 15-22! He’s not canon dIvergent— I think none on us r actlly
In charge of art classes part 2
Some of us call Sal Plan B bc if he whole main circle is not ok, he’s the person in the main circle who takes up “temporary host” (so if me n Chara or peter aren’t arnd - Kris)
Is rlly self conscious abt his face even when in the body but he’s working on it!! He’d rather not eat in public bc is wld mean removing the face mask he will wear 2 school
We cosplayed as him 4 Halloween 2 school n he was out all day n had fun :^)
Crowley
He has a flat inspace but we’re not allwd 2 c it?? We don’t kno where itbis but we WNNA find it
He’s POST good omens so he has memories of stuff that happened after the show ended (the brain likes writing edgy fanfics :^( ) (it’s a sensitive subject for him but when he talks abt it he tries 2 and chill when he’s not)
Adopted peter n he hates admitting it but he’s 1 of peters dads now n even calls peter son by acc
When he fronts he used 2 gave a strong accent that the body makes t and like a RLLY bad copy of an English acc Jbshsbsnbssbjssh butbhes gotten better!!
Toriel
Her fronting trigger turns it 2 b caring 4 ppl outside! She c’s every1 as younger than her so she aitomaticlly adopts them
She’s mid-Undertale! She’s NOT my canonmate (I’m kris Deltarune) she’s litrlly Chara’s canonmate but from an earlier period (Chara is post post post post infinity Undertale genocide on a loop)
Spinel
She actlly RLLY does have 2-3 forms (happy Spinel, and angry Spinel- when she’s in the middles she’s in angry form but like not yelling sgafgssg) her happy Spinel form/mode is her w the heart hair from the pat n her angry form is her in the ending w the crying mascara n stuff
She’s post-movie so she has vague memories of being in home world w the diamonds
Jamie
is sometimes just her furry inspace,,,, is uslly her fursona inspace,,,,
Jade
Apparently she’s from 2014??????????????????????
She has a past life n her bro actlly came a month after she “came back from dormancy”
It’s rlly weird n even she dsnt understand
Toby
Rlly strong English accent when fronting :^( has never done it more than once but inspace his accent is very baby and very strong
Aco
We dk y but he considers himself a protector 2 where he even comes out when he thinks we r in specific types of danger :^(
He’s nonverbal in front but talkative inside!!! He has a face plush which is a webkinz!
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rotting-pond · 5 years
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HEY SOULMATE AU STUFF
Angels have soulmates n stuff and it's rlly obvious who's whose bc they have matching lil deep gold patterns on their feathers, so it doesn't take long for people to get paired of in a sense
And maybe this happens after the Fall of Lucifer and his posse, to mark angels as further separate and deserving of love than their fallen kin, bc demons do NOT have soulmates
(apart from one, and who knows if this is by accident or design apart from God Herself, but you wouldn't know it bc in the dark lighting of Hell the markings wouldn't show up on those black wings anyway (yes we're going with TV canon on the wings))
But the thing is, after searching and searching and searching, of course with the help of his colleagues, Aziraphale can't find his soulmate, even though he has markings on his feathers. Uh oh. Obviously he is getting increasingly anxious about this and more than a little heartbroken and lonely
As far as the other angels are concerned, this is somewhat embarrassing. Bc it sorta looks like God has made a mistake and we can't have that. But when Earth is created, and an angel is needed to look after the humans in Eden, it becomes clear! Aziraphale doesn't have a soulmate because he's supposed to be on his own on Earth keeping a close and constant watch on the humans!
Aziraphale is secretly still disappointed that he doesn't have a soulmate but would NEVER question God's plan and so he tries to make the most out of his new job
But it's still lonely
Until he meets Crowley
(when they meet on the wall, Aziraphale tries to keep his eyes ahead on the humans he's meant to be watching. he shouldn't really be talking to a demon anyway. Crowley does not have reason to look at his wings behind him. neither of them, therefore, are in a position to notice the little glints of gold reflecting the sunlight before the sky clouds over)
Crowley seeks him out more than Aziraphale would have expected from a demon (perhaps he's lonely too)
And maybe, he thinks, maybe it's okay if he finds companionship with a demon, because he hasn't ever had anyone else who particularly wanted his company, and something about this one makes him feel like he's home
And maybe, he thinks, maybe it's okay if he falls in love on his own accord, seeing as he was never given a soulmate to be matched with
And after the attempted Armageddon, his confidence in himself up, faith in Heaven wavered, at peace with the fact that he has found love on his own terms instead of curated it out of expectation, he decides it's okay (more than okay, really) to acknowledge the love he has for a demon, and welcome the love he receives from a demon
Maybe one day, for whatever reason, they decide to spread their wings in a brightly lit room, or under the sun, and Aziraphale's heart swells as he notices little strips of gold twisting around Crowley's black feather's, a perfect match to Aziraphale's white feathers
Maybe they never find out, and that's okay, because they found each other, and chose each other, over every power beyond Earth
What matters is that they are in love, and won't ever be lonely again
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butchboromir · 5 years
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my crowley!!! today has been pretty eventful for me but you were on my mind, as usual!! i saw that quote you tagged me in and!!!!!! that's seriously us!!!! ugh i love that quote i go into feral and yearning mode every time. also i have some insp for writing so i think tomorrow im gonna work on it and see where it goes!! i wanna hear about your day though crowley, hearing little things like that always make my heart flutter it's so tender!! much love from az!!
angel!! i hope that today was eventful in a good way for you! and you were def on my mind as usual as well! and yeah that quote is so us!!!!!!!!!! and like, every time i see it i automatically go feral, its like my brain is hardwired to just. go apeshit and be gay and yearning when i read it. i rlly wanna do a painting inspired by it tbh. and i’m so pumped that you have inspiration for your writing!!!! as for my day, i’ve been chilling mostly haha. basically i woke up, realized that nobody was home, and was like ‘sick’ and just went back to sleep. i’ve mostly just been chilling, yearning, nd listening to music haha.  i’m planning on just chilling, maybe doing some digital painting, and finding some excerpts of the poetry i told you about, nd maybe redoing my tumblr theme n making a new sideblog i’ve been meaning to for a while!! and i’m so glad you like hearing my tangents and stuff, i love just talking to you about anything and everything!!!i hope you’ve been doing well az!!!!!!!!!! been thinking of you, and much love!!!!!!!!!!!!! (also, i feel silly for asking so late, but before i forget to ask again, what pronouns do you use? i wanna make sure i’m getting them right!!)
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ogeeitsme · 5 years
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How do you usually know that you have a new alter?
Tbh that’s gnna b getting a vague answ I’m srry :,^)
ALSO DISCLAIMER remember we r not professionals or experts!!!!!
The thing is I think It’s kind of diff 4 every system? Sometimes it’s obv sometimes it not. Sometimes every1 knows sometimes only 1 person knows
A few times (me n Sal but diff dates not @ the same time sjdbdjdh), we got a new person (I’ll use me as an ex) n nobody knew I was here, I was like, spawned in2 the void in the black room (fronting room, long story) n the only person who knew I was there was Chara, n they explained 2 me what being in a sys means as layman as possible HGSGSFG
I g it’s bc they’re a gatekeeper? They also just have a lot of power inspace n is ALMOST omnipotent but not quite
So Chara didn’t tell them- n I didn’t tell them (Jamie our host) that I was new, bc we didn’t wanna freak them out?? N then they freaked out Hgsgefwgsgehdgsg
Many times, 1 way 2 kno u have a new alter is if they just- front u kno? Either by existing 4 a while THEN fronting after a while
OR by the FIRST thing they ever do being fronting hgshsgs
An example is is uhhhhhh MICAH
The first thing they ever did was front n that was when we knew we had a new person
Other examples of fronting being how we know we had a new person/the 1st thing they do is Aco, PETER (:^( ), n Toby- O n Jaiden! N Peyton! (We miss him)
Sometimes they can show themselves 2 u 2! A good example is Chara! They justbimmediatley introduced themselves (at 1 am which obv freaked Jamie out ajwggsgssfsvh + Chara b4 was still in No Mercy mode bc Trauma n had rlly messed up perceptions n they still do but they’re working on it)- I think mayb yea Crowley is another,,,
Sometimes u just find them inspace 2? Besides me n Sal a good example is Crowley n Toriel n Kobe. We found Kobe in the forest a long time ago! Sometimes if I think som1 is there but don’t kno, u can try looking 4 them inspace! Uslly all ppl r inspace somewhere even if u can’t find them
TLDR (how do u kno u have a new alter?)
If u don’t know, that’s ok bc maybe they’re not ready 2 show yet or u r not ready
When they front (the most obvious way 2 tell I guess!)
If u feel them or hear them- they can introduce themself or U c them inspace or talk 2 them
If u meant this in a personal way I’m srry if I didn’t get that’s sgfagasfefwfw
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augujerdeer · 5 years
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I have a few questions if you don't mind. Does the host hear the alters talking in their head? Do they talk to the host or each other? How do the fronting alters deal with the body not looking like them at all? Also is it true that alters are their own people & personalities?
Hi!! So our energy/spoons/forks r kinda HUH but I’m not sure when we r gnna actlly answ this So I’ll try 2 pls excuse how I talk edhhsvshde
1.) Does the host hear alters talking in their head?
Yes! And it can happen for ANY alter who’s in control!!! N then the “clarity” of what they’re sayin can vary. Sometimes U can hear what they’re sayin clearly or sometimes it’s pictures, emotions, colors, or EVEN a vague or clear summary or understanding of the whole thing in general. Sometimes u dnt even have 2 hear the whole thing- it’s like a weird telepathy thing. Bc ur share a brain in a way, sometimes u dnt even have 2 use words to “hear or talk” 2 each other if that makes sense
2.) Do they talk to the host or each other?
Vague question but yes!! Yes 2 both! If ur in control, whoever is inside can b talking 2 u or others. 4 example, the other night, Matthew (he is not a/the host) was going 2 sleep but he cld overhear peter n Dakota fighting n it was kind of distracting shgshsgsggsg
Sometimes we just react 2 the outside ether like 4 example, we were going grocery shopping last nite n some ppl were watching us do things in he outside. We found a mug that says “GOOD morning” n peter, not talking 2 any1 but was reacting “oh that’s not a mug for mr Loki”
N an example 4 us talking 2 whoever’s in front/in control can b 2 help them sometimes 2 like 4 example peter wld b infront n having a panic attack n Crowley wld come over n try 2 talk him thru it :,^)
It actlly dsnt have 2 b “the host” but if ur a new sys I can get yvthats an important question- so Yea!! Alters can talk 2 both the sys n each other- n when the host or whoever is in control hears the others they don’t have 2 necessarily b talking 2 u- I just hear them doing their own thing
3.) How do the fronting alters deal with the body not looking like them at all?
This is kinda tricky bc it’s diff 4 every alter n in every sys!! Some of us dnt have dysphoria, some do but repress it, n some do n it’s rlly bad :^( it’s like gender dysphoria or body dysmorphia u kno? Except this is in the Sys sense n not exactly the LGBT sense
Actlly, whatever coping mechanisms can help ppl in he LGBT w their dysphoria r RLLY good suggestions!! I’m not super sure how 2 help girls in a male body, but I can sort of shape eour experiences bc the body is female. Stuff like oversized stuff is super helpful! Tying ur hair is good 2, n getting a binder cld help!! We dnt have a binder yet but we’re saving up 4 1 n asking our friends
We’ll always b dusphroic no matter what tho sometimes- its just a matter of getting used 2 it,,, we notice he newer u r 2 the sys no matter if ur the same gender, will uslly panic @ front n get RLLY dysphoric. 4 ex, the body is like, 5”1/2, but IM 5”11. I’m NB yea but my body is SUPER diff from the body’s,,, I have aaaa “parts” n while I dnt have dysphoria in my own body, I def do in the physical body
I wld suggest cosplaying tho!! Sal did 4 Halloween! It’s nice 2 get stuff or wear stuff that makes u feel more u- but don’t do anything drastic w/o telling or aksing the sys
My tip is rlly just 2 avoid mirrors n also do what makes u comfortable,,, mirrors can trigger dysphoria even after forgetting all day :^(
4.) Also is is true that alters are their own people & personalities?
This is actlly scary 2 answ bc som ppl c this diff so I’ll just try 2 make it short
I wld say yes where u shld respect each alter 4 being diff if they say they r so on so forth
They can b their own persons, som of them dnt want 2 b seen as their own persons
It’s kinda complicated bc it depends on the SYS- AND if they r, u SHLD respect if they want 2 b called this or that n their privacy etc
In GENERAL, alters can b or r their own ppl w their own likes n dislikes. Sometimes they can b SUPER diff 2 each other n sometimes they can b rlly similar- butvthey can b diff 2 each other 2 — it’s like, rlly complicated
PERSONALLY, we like being called by our names!! We dnt go in public n tell He world tho— 4 the most part 4 us, it’s like not pretending 2 b the body but still using the body’s name bc it’s a safe option u kno??
My euphoria when ppl call me by my own name is AAAAA???? N it feels rlly good 2 LIKE,,,, B MYSELF,, som of us n a lot of us actlly FEEL physical pain when having 2 copy Jamie a lot, like u can C the pain in Chara’s text when they have 2 pretend 2 b :333 ;;;!!!!! All the time GSVHSSVHS but they’re rlly good @ it anywy
I don’t have 2 try HVSHSSG no1 notices uwu but 2 us it’s SUPER obv I’m 2 diff but singlets don’t notice??? It’s y it’s scary bc mayb we might be leaning 2 overt more NHA covert n no1 ever talks abt that
Anywy I’m talking 2 much I hope this answers stuff!! If we missed smth just send another ask!!
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