#new years resolution: post shit

[fandoms-incorrect-quotes]

the best way to solve art block is by rewatching saiki k for the ten millionth time. confirmed.

[spicyraeman]

Couldn't decide which version I liked better so yall get both

[not-the-blue]

world's greatest archer

[maihonhassan]

My new year resolution is to find resolution of all my last year’s resolution.

[fujobritta]

weird storytime and an abed analysis (abednalysis ?)

in s1e17, physical education, abed says that he didnt mind changing for other people because hes comfortable with who he is . a season later, in s2e19, critical film studies, he says instead that he doesnt like change . and now i realize what he really meant when he said that he didnt mind changing .

when i was younger, around 11-12, i would pretend to be other people online . more than five different separate identities in one discord server . because i wanted people to like me more . i made these alt accounts and assigned each one a personality, a different typing style, a reason for joining, a region, and a timezone . and for the most part, they were people who were nicer and just generally likeable . because im not someone who is any of those things . i am not a nice person . i dont even think im a good person . and god i am not likeable . at all .

so i played these characters . most of them only being active for short periods . i would have full back and forth conversations with these alt accounts to sell it . i had these weird insane elaborate plans . a 16 year old former drug user, lives in manitoba, somewhat parental . 13, california, liked minecraft and drawing -- completely different artstyle (and different software) too . etc .

i would let these accounts bake (make them and then not use them) so that it didnt seem suspicious with a brand new account joining the server . then i would spend a week making the account and forming a character to go with it, sometimes asking people to help me out . it was so fucking crazy . i was insane . might still be .

…yeah i probably still am .

i was such a better person on those different accounts . because i didnt know how to change on the inside, i just started over and over again . different account, new me . like i was experimenting with who i really wanted to be like . formulating the perfect person to act like when i finally decided that i wanted to become a better person .

i gave up eventually obviously . im not a tween anymore . i was a really weird tween . obviously . but i think about it a lot .

honestly i only went back to being myself because it was comfortable . i felt better being a fucking douche . and i still am a douche . im not a good person . i dont think ill ever be a "good person" . what the hell is a good person, anyways . all i know is that im fine with myself like this . even as much as i not-so-secretly hate myself, and deny it out of fear of seeming like an "edgy attention seeking loser" .

its not that abed doesnt mind change, he just doesnt mind changing the persona . he doesnt mind changing the person showing on the outside . a separate identity . but ultimately, he wouldnt ever fundamentally change as a person . because hes fine with who he is, even if other people might not like him for that . and i want to be like him . i want to be someone who is fine with who they are, even if that someone is a socially inept ass who learned tenth grade math at age ten but cant figure out when their own face is making a smile or not .

[netscapenavigator-official]

2024 Resolution: Re-evolve the Penis Bone.

[jtl-fics]

Me: I should actually proof-read before I post this.

Also me: NAH I’M POSTING IT ALL AS THE FIRST DRAFT BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

[no-nightingalez]

New Year Affirmations (2024)

I am no longer going to try to domesticate the opossums in my yard.

I’m going to stop taking possums.

I’m going to get a rabies shot.

The possums should not be in my house.

I will stop focusing on the possums.

I’m going to stop feeding the possums.

I’m going to stop giving those buttons that they give to dogs to ‘speak’ to the possums.

I’m going to stop arming the possums.

I’m going to disband my possum cult.

[thethingything]

oh yeah also, Bread Quest bread 10: cheese topped rolls

I almost forgot to count these ones and I'm pretty sure there are other types of bread we've had that I've forgotten to count too. we just had these buttered with truffle salt earlier and it was a really nice breakfast

[praybrayaway]

Hopefully in 2024 I'll find my damn mind omfg

[somnirous]

Happy new year!

just a little something to start of the new year after the last post :p

[adlersrose]

happy new year, everyone!!!!

[bloodyberryline]

new year same me cause i refuse to get professional psychological help and will continue to be unhinged

[nishicchikouchi]

I posted 789 times in 2022

That's 744 more posts than 2021!

215 posts created (27%)

574 posts reblogged (73%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@murasaki-cha

@reneneedtodie

@hajidumps

@creator-savannah

@untitled-google-docs-document

I tagged 533 of my posts in 2022

Only 32% of my posts had no tags

#tcf - 279 posts

#trash of the count's family - 211 posts

#lcf - 207 posts

#cale henituse - 199 posts

#lout of the count’s family - 152 posts

#lout of count's family - 54 posts

#tcf part 2 - 33 posts

#alberu crossman - 32 posts

#svsss - 27 posts

#trash of the count’s family - 27 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#rok soo will just think if the time soo hyuk was dancing in the shower and he slipped and had a hard time sitting down for weeks after that

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Remember that Grade 1 Monster, the Steel Feathered Hawk? The one Cale called "Noonim" in Earth 2? That was a hawk, and Cale called it Noonim.

252 notes - Posted September 17, 2022

#4

I seriously laugh whenever I remember the fact that Cale slapped WS but laments that only 2-4 people saw it, namely Alberu, Mila, Hannah and Jack iirc since Choi Han was blasted out the window lmao. In reaction fics, while seemingly quite a long time to wait for, this is really one of the scenes that I hope they'll react to. How they react to Alberu knowing that Cale have gone Crazy, Mila's comments, Jack's comments. I mean we got a share of Hannah's POV. Why not the two. I can't not laugh whenever I think of this scene.

298 notes - Posted September 3, 2022

#3

...Dissociating?

Unhealthy coping mechanism?

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Oh gosh I wanna cry. The fact that Cale recognized most of his issues is a sign that he's trying to grow. The fact that he's slowly healing.

324 notes - Posted August 31, 2022

#2

These tweets are absolutely underrated and people needs to know more abt it.

340 notes - Posted February 10, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I love how in tcf, Cale's family reminds everyone that Cale is human too. That time when Eruhaben said to that knight in Caro Kingdom that Caro Kingdom is not Cale's responsibility, that time where Alberu thought that he should correct the mindset of the people about Cale being omnipotent, and lastly, how his family and allies wanted to break the image that Cale is unshakeable.

708 notes - Posted August 27, 2022

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[queerture]

am I profoundly sad in an irreparable way or do I just need to eat

[talesfromthebandgeekmafia]

YouTube please I’m just trying to get more into cooking & have more substantive nutrition in my mornings than a granola bar & my ADHD meds stop trying to give me an eating disorder