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#ok thats all farewell
randomminty · 9 months
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Soumer bird
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Cohozuna from Splatoon 3 salmon run.
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COHOZUNA FROM SPLATOON 3!!
From @a-rand0m-bl0g
Design; 6/10 - ok who gave the salmonoid steroids??
In seriousness though i think this guy is cool!! While I do prefer the designs of the other two king salmonoids, I think this was a good way to introduce everyone to the concept of king salmonoids. If the design was too flashy, it would've just been another boss salmonoid. I think making the first king salmonoid look like a jacked charger worked really well, especially when paving the way for horrorborros (and the other one I forgot it's name ;-;)!!!
Purpose; 7/10 - Again, I do think the other 2 king salmonoid have better fights but i do still like Cohozunas! I have been squashed by it countless times and have only beaten it once or twice. I didn't know what king salmonoids were when I started the game and was definitely scared when this mf showed up
While I'm on this, why does splatoon treat salmonoids like horror movies? I'll be watching announcements and big man will just be like- "Ay Ay! (We have this found footage of a toenail snatching cryptid that will be invading our city soon! Have fun!)"
Overall; 6.5 - oh lawd he comin
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toastsnaffler · 7 months
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tummy hurts my final message goodbye
#ive had mild pelvic pain for like. half a week now. its a bit like period cramps + in the same area but not as intense. idfk why#I dont think its bowel (<-no other symptoms and pain area is too low down) or bladder related (<- usually more painful + affects peeing)#sometimes I do get cramps a few days before my period but im midway thru my cycle and idk its not usually like this#not ovulation pain either bc thats supposed to only last a few hours. i dont fucking knooooww#im trying not to think abt it or complain abt it bc if i focus on it too much ill imagine its worse than it is. its rly not that bad#just consistent which is annoying. hopefully itll pass in a few more days. adulthood is all abt having mysterious random pains in ur body#sorry for tmi abt my internal bodily functions do u guys still think im cool.#eurghhh. im glad i went out to parkour today but man i rly wasnt feeling like it. another depression weekend :-(#but its ok im a bit tired of complaining abt being depressed. who give a shit. im doing all i can at the moment and thats fine#back to jobhunting tmr hopefully itll be more fruitful. im expecting to hear back from a few ppl. we'll see. rolling my rock back uphill#im gonna go get a hot water bottle i think... my hands are soooo cold and maybe itll soothe tummy pain too#and then read a little more.. finished giovannis room earlier (so fucking good but. devastating) so im back onto deaths end#just another 350 pages to go.. v curious to see where its gonna end up cuz so much crazy shit keeps happening. im just at the fairytales#hope my loyal followers are having a peaceful weekend.... farewell#.diaries
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immamapletreekid · 2 years
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screaming shaking
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chosengods · 7 months
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Let's Get Out Of Here
━━━ © chosengods
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characters / bruce wayne, tim drake, damian wayne, jason todd, and dick grayson.
content warnings / gn!reader, sexual innuendos, light flirting, some of the boys (tim mostly) being flustered
authors note / ok first real post on this acc everyone cheer pls
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BRUCE WAYNE
you probably say this at some fancy party that bruce was invited too
given that he is... ya know... bruce wayne
he's all dressed up in a normal black suit (you always joke that black is his favorite color, yet he never laughs)
he looks SOOOO good
and this party isn't even that fun
so you being you, you whisper in his ear
"let's get out of here"
bruce immediately knows your tone of voice and is READY
like he bids his farewells and immediately you and him are in a limo on the way home
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DAMIAN WAYNE
you probably said this to him at some party you both snuck into
(no one said anything ab you guys being there, given that he IS bruce waynes son)
the music is really loud, and you just want to leave (wink)
"DAMIAN! LET'S GET OUT OF HERE!"
damian would be confused at first
but then he sees your stupid smirk
he loves to joke around with you
"get out of where?" with a smile
eyeing you up and down
you both eventually leave
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TIM DRAKE
you and tim are hanging out with your friends
probably at mcdonalds or something
its getting late, and you want to spend some time with your boyfriend
"hey, let's get out of here"
of course, you didn't mean it like that
but thats all tim could think of
his face goes beet red
he nods quitely
but on the inside his brain is doing backflips
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DICK GRAYSON
you would never admit it, but you've been a tease all night
another gala that dick got invited to
you being his arm candy
he cant keep his eyes off of you in that outfit of yours
you decide to take pity on the boy
you fiddle with his tie
"wanna get out of here?"
he practically jumps out of his chair
buddy is ready to GO
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JASON TODD
it's date night
nothing too fancy, but god does jason look good
sitting in the booth of the restaurant
you place your hand over his
"hey, lets get out of here"
jason ushers the waitress over, paying the bill and giving her a nice tip
in the car he's just kissing you
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Alright fellas, here's Infinites thoughts on III 17
!!SPOILERS BELOW!!
(Also CW for SilverCandle (for one of my moots))
Alright, so first off imma say I LOVED THIS EPISODE SO MUCH LIKE HOLY MOLY, IT WAS DIFFERENT FROM THE REST OF THE EPISODES IN A VERY GOOD WAY AND IT WAS FUNNY AS HELL TOO
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Honestly SO GLAD that this was just to make extra episodes and not that the contestants help writing, idk why but I'm jus happy about thay
Sadly there wasn't much Silverloon this episode BUT WE GOT SOME SILVERCANDLE! AND I LIKE SILVERCANDLE SO THIS IS A WIN!!
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Love his face bro omg. BRO IF THE OBJECTS CAN BLUSH THEN WE TOTALLY COULD'VE GOTTEN THE PART IN III 16 WHEN SILVER BLUSHES WHEN BALLOON COMPLIMENTS HIM AW MAN, tho this was very cute
THEN WE GOT MORE OF SILVERS INNER FLAME WHICH IS AMAZINGG
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Sad that my theory on him setting on fire like a torch when his Inner flame comes out is wrong but yk we live on this is still cool (where's the cool third eye tho)
THEN WE GOT THE SUDDEN APPEARANCES OF CHEESY, PAPER, AND COINY FROM BFDI FOR SOME REASON
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(didn't get a good screenshot of Coiny) also hfj one challenge real omg (I say we nominate Balloon to play the baby tomato/Charlie)
Oh god what to I talk about now uhhhhhhhhh OH YES
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So much second hand embarrassment with that animation machine EVERYTIME, I CANT WATCH III 9 WITHOUT HAVING TO SKIP AHEAD FROM THE EMBARRASSMENT OF THE SHOWS, NOTHING GOOD COMES OUTTA THAT DAMN MACHINE AND THATS FINAL. (A little funny tho)
And to top this all off, GOODBYE NICKEL, YOU WILL BE MISSED!! FAREWELL
ok Nickels gone this means Silverloon has more opportunities for interactions =D /hj
Aww this is sweet I like this this is cute
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Aww I'm slowly starting to like Nickloon a bit more aww-
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OH WHAT THE FUCK AHH SPRINGY GO BACK DOWN THERE WHAT THE HELL I KNEW WE COULDN'T TRUST THAT DAMN WALKY TALKY WHAT THE HELL AHHHHHHH-
Anyways some final notes here
- Silver Spoon has a big fuckin crush on Candle
- Balloon is amazing at card towers
- Cabby can't draw for shit
- Springy is coming back
- fuck you Walky Talky lady
- II and BFDI are in the same universe
- Balloon can only befriend coins like the socially awkward guy he is (relatable I kin Balloon sm after that actually)
- Silver Spoon is amazing with cartoons
- i hate the animation machine
Thanks you for listening to me ramble about this episode there is just so much to talk about in this
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treymeow · 16 days
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Thought of somethinf and I need to share it NOW.
Despite my usual stuff, this isnt sonadow. I mean i guess it could be, like pre-sonadow i guess. Take it how you will.
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Shadow didn't deign to give Sonic a glance. He kept his gaze glued to the horizon. In this rare moment of peace and silence between them, neither said a word. That was until Sonic decided the silence needed to be broken.
"What's got you all thoughtful?" He asked, turning his head to Shadow.
Shadow graced him with a glance, then looked away. "That is none of your concern."
"Oh come on now, we're friends right?"
"Are we?"
"Well I guess not really, but we know each other enough, don't we? Now tell me what you're thinkin' about." Sonic leaned into Shadows personal space, and Shadow felt his quills involuntarily bristle in discomfort.
"Do we?" He pressed further.
"Ugh.." Yeah Sonic was just lying. "Well.. if you're not gonna tell me then I'll make conversation." Sonic held his chin between his thumb and index finger, tapping his foot as he thought with his left hand on his hip.
"Please don't.." Shadow groaned, rolling his eyes at the incessant tap, tap, tap, tap, tap...
"Hey actually," Sonics head snapped to Shadow. "How did you feel after our first race!?" Sonic pointed at him. Suddenly he grinned. "Y'know, when I beat you for the first time."
Shadow remembered that, how Sonic laughed as Shadow passed the finish line a hair behind him. Shadows wave of despair, desperation and complete fury.
"I wanted to kill you." Shadow stated matter a factly, and Sonic laughed out loud. "I was going to aswell." He clarified, Sonic laughter slowly settled.
"Wait seriously?" He asked incredulously.
"Yes," Shadow sighed, "I had it planned and everything. The method, time, place and how I would get you there and vulnerable. I was so furious that I was beaten." He fondly remembered, a smile almost dusted his face.
"What made you uh.. y'know, not do it?" Sonic asked, clearly alive, breathing and, somewhat, well.
Shadow looked at him finally, a smirk pulling at his face. "I realised that if I killed you, I wouldn't be able to prove that I'm better than you. I wouldn't be able to beat you into the ground, or watch that annoyingly persistent optimism drain from your face as I crushed you with my heel." His eyes wide he made unbreaking eye contact with Sonic. Almost telling he was waiting for the time where he could redo his attempt, without hesitation this time.
Sonic grinned widely. "Well I'll be looking forward to it, Faker." He pressed even farther into Shadow's personal bubble.
"I was made before you, you know." Shadow grumbled.
"Yeah and you're still my fake. How does that feel?" Sonic chuckled.
"Like killing you."
Sonic laughed heartily.
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Ok now that thats out of my system :3
I can procrastinate studying again :∆
Hope u liked it, sorry if it was bad (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠)
Farewell and safe travels :D
Edit - the end was kinda rushed, i didnt have anything else to say other than a general idea of "Shadow admitting he was going to kill Sonic, but decided against it because how would he prove he's the ultimate lifeform and therefore better than Sonic."
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thecluelessdoctor · 21 days
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hi
so recently
i was watching a bunch of videos on blogthegreatrouge
and remembered my once love for PJs Daycare. but now i know its disgusting like.. so bad. so is she. i just. ugh.
so, im going to remake it. i mean remake that shit i will do my best to make it better. starting with removing all the fankids characters and ships because.. sanscest is w e i r d.
anyway, for the people who some how dont know what im talking about is heres a summery. if i spelled that wrong shut up no i didnt
Tw: SA, suicidal thoughts I suppose, gr00ming basically
pjs daycare was a AU for undertale made by blogthegreatrouge. the au, was as it says, a daycare. basically all the sans aus were children, from like 3-6 i think, and the characters were... sanscest ship characters or sans fusions. one of the caretakers, and our- basic mc, is Paperjam, or PJ, the fusion between ink sans and error sans. i say fusion because i think that what they were originally intended to be before the fandom... yoinked them. aslo i refuse to ship sans aus together because thats WEIRD AS ALL SHIT. anyway. those are the basics, shipkids/fusion sanses are the caretakers and the sanses are children. interesting concept ig (i will make it better trust)
ok now that we have the basics down, lets get to the story. this was a ask blog so there wasnt much story, but from what i do remember, there were 2 major plot lines. the first plot line was uhm. borderline gr00ming. basically fresh sans, the satire sans au, has a crush on PJ. this fresh is i think about 3 yrs old. so ok, hes a kid, kids are weird. he claims he wants to marry pj. again, child, children say that stuff alot. and you think pj would be yk, normal and be like " no no, we cant do that" nicely and shit. WELL HE DOESNT. THIS BITCH SAYS "we cant get married righ now, but when your all grown up we can ^^" IM SORRY HUH. SIR. WHAT. not only that, later, there is a ask of how would pj react to adult fresh. in which its super weird with really gross sexual tension. not only that, lets follow in this aus rule, aus made by the same creator/s are gonna be related. ok. error, fresh and geno/aftertale are brothers. kinda weird but lets keep going here. pj in rouges interpretation is a ship child. A SHIP CHILD. MEANING FRESHIE HERE IS IS UNCLE?? ITS SO WEIRD?? also there is a mini plot line where ink and error like each other and its a big deal even tho, again, CHILDREN. also same person but i digress.
our next plotline is... where shit hits the fan. so, error, gets deathly sick and needs to go to the hospital. didnt know monsters had hospitals but ok. geno, error's older brother who is at most, 5, gets really depressed. and ik depression can come at any age, however, GENO here tries to commit farewell. this. doesn't. make. sense. a child isnt old enough to even comprehend death that well, let alone have the feeling to die AND ACT ON IT. not only that, right after stopping geno from leaving this mortal plane (isnt he immortal though?) they completely forget about it and have this weird romance between palette and goth (swap sans and dream sans) (geno and reaper) and its super weird, and gross (not as gross as nerd and jock but still) and palette is weirdly obsessive over goth and shit so its all just a huge pile of SHIT
oh yeah there is also this weird plot line with like this trio of mini villains, one being rouges self insert i think so. yeah.
anyway, that was pj's daycare. i will be reworking and remaking the entirety of this au. so uh.
yeah.
it will be posted. anyway bye
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glitchy-npc · 3 months
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Double Dog Dare Ya
Series: Fallen Hero Pairing:@dogueteeth's Isa Becerra (they/them)/ Tegan Wells (he/him). Tegan's POV. Warnings: none. Word count: 569
It's late. 
The bars just closed, having kicked Isa and I out. Doesn’t mean we can’t loiter and have one last cigarette though.
It's comfortable.
A light buzz from the beer and nicotine both. This time of night there's hardly anyone else out. Feels more private, less curious eyes or too loud minds and that suits us both best. The quiet is fine, making fun of other drunk patrons via telepathic ping pong is even better. 
Burning our cigs down to the end feels like a farewell so I pull them into a one armed hug. The safe kind, still enough distance not to be weird.
“Night Teeg.” I fight hard not to roll my eyes, they’re still the only one who gets away with calling me that. A light squeeze and – and I swear I felt their lips brush my cheek.
“What was that?” I blurt out before I can stop myself. 
“What was what?” They sound too defensive for innocence and they’ve blocked me out of their head. Thats a tell and I’m fucking calling it. 
“You-” I can feel my face getting hotter even as I say it. “You kissed me.”
“I didn’t!” Isa folds their arms across their chest but their legs are positioned in the familiar stance from when we spar. Gearing for a fight? 
“Yes you did, I felt it.” I tap my cheek to emphasize my point.
“So what, I just got a little too close to you, you don’t have to make such a big deal out of it!”
“Oh so kissing someone isn’t a big deal?” Where am I even going with this? Do I just like pushing Isa’s buttons? 
“It’s not because it wasn’t even a kiss!” Even in the dim street lights I can see their face reddening.
“It sure felt like one!” 
“Why do you want me to have kissed you so bad!?” They throw up their arms as if physically throwing the accusation at me. 
“Because maybe I do.” Fuck. Shit. Fuck.
“...what?” They seem to deflate, all aggression drained out of their posture.
Fuck. Well…in for a penny… 
“Maybe I do want you to kiss me.”
And for a moment it feels like one of those westerns. Two sharpshooters staring each other down a dusty road, waiting for the other to make a move. No tumbleweeds here though. 
“Ok” Looks like Isa shot first. Good aim too, straight in the heart.
“Ok?” I try to keep my smile and racing pulse under control. 
Isa takes a step towards me, hesitant, unsure and for a minute I think they’ll back down.
“I mean unless you're too chick-'' I don’t even get the insult out before they grab the front of my jacket and pull me into them. The kiss lands awkwardly, too fast, too hard but it's easy to adjust to something more comfortable. No, not just comfortable, good. Kissing Isa feels good and I don’t want them to stop. 
By the time they pull away I’m slightly breathless, didn’t even have time to take a breath before they jumped me, and they’re still gripping my jacket. As if I’d go anywhere. 
“There, happy?” There's a nervous shake to their voice so I pull them into a hug, kissing their cheek to make us even.
“Very.” I feel drunk as they nuzzle into my shoulder and I know it has nothing to do with the beer.
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cedobols · 8 months
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blog update
so this post is kinda late bc i havent been a strictly f1 fanart blog for a few months now but i just wanted to put it out there that i wont rlly advertise as an f1 blog anymore. i think nowadays im putting out a lot more misc fandom content than f1 so i just wanted to let you guys know! this isnt something thats going to change, ive not really been passionate about f1 since seb retired but that doesn't mean im not following along at all or wont be drawing fanart at all (i still am! especially for martian!) i just wanted to put it out there that ill also be drawing for other fandoms/media. hope thats ok! i understand if thats not your cup of tea and this is your farewell post!! been wonderful having you along for the ride!! ^_^
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pjsk-writin · 1 year
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hihi!! i sped read your rules cause im in class rn so im not sure if i missed anything but
i'd love to request a akito kissing/cuddling if that's alright with you!!
have a wonderful day!♡
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oh thats ok!! and ty, i hope you have a good day too!! <3
♡ KISSES AND CUDDLES - Akito Shinonome x Reader
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Let's be completely honest here; Besides his normal arm around the shoulder or holding hands, Akito probably has no idea what he's doing when it comes to this stuff-
I mean, sure, he's kissed people before, not too many people though. He cuddled with someone once, but that was an accident anyway. So in conclusion, he is clueless
He'll have to take it slow; he doesn't want to mess anything up, especially something as simple as this-
His initial attempts at cuddling you are an awkward tangle of arms and legs, but you both decide that you resting your head on his chest while he holds you is the best position
You get to bury your face in him, tracing patterns across his sweater, and he gets to kiss your forehead, playing with your hair or your clothes. It's a win win!
He doesn't initiate cuddle sessions but god does he love them- On particular bad days, he'll ask you to cuddle, looking both embarrassed and tired at the same time. He lets you hold him on those days
Now, kisses on the other hand...Well, let's just say it takes him a lot longer than cuddling-
He's surprisingly very awkward with it at the start? Like, he tries to be smooth and go in for a kiss but he always messes something up-
So, he starts small. He kisses your cheek as a greeting/farewell, and kisses your forehead as a way to say that he's proud of you and loves you with all of his heart
The later into your relationship, the more confident he becomes, even going so far as to halt you in your tracks to cup your face and kiss you on the lips
He's not the biggest fan of making out, but he does love passionate kisses! With those, he kisses you until you're both breathless, pouring all the words he can't bring himself to say into the kiss <3
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cleromancy · 8 months
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i really hate that jason telling dick he killed tim was in bftc bc that could have been so good but instead it was bftc
extended bitching under the cut 🤪
wait actually FIRST OF ALL i just want to say that if jason genuinely believed he straight up killed tim with a single rusty old batarang that broke in a really unfortunate way that would be so funny. like oh my god bruce did you replace me with a child made of actual GLASS?
anyway lmao. like. obviously i reject the entire premise of bftc and the execution of literally everything was so completely borked but its so annoying that there are these seeds of ideas i really *like* like dick lying about what was in bruces will and bruces message for jason being so awful and triggering that jasons just like OKAY NAUGHTY CITIZENS ITS MURDER TIME and ckfkcilfkcpckc honestly tim hitting jason with a crowbar........... theres a lot of fucking potential!!
but first of all dick purposely triggering jason wjth bruces farewell message a *second time* and then after jason falls seemingly to his death being like why didnt jason take my hand 😢 why the fuck do you think Richard. (sorry dick i dont actually blame you for the choices you made when fucking tony daniel was writing you)
bc like dick reaching out offering jason a hand in a way that jason would be unable to accept would have been good too except like actually i wouldn't fucking take dicks hand either in that moment
anyway like the tim thing made no sense and also *if* you want me to believe bruce trained tim to have a physiological rxn that makes him flatline in order to appear dead in response to certain physical stimuli. like *if* you want me to go along with that. Jason would fucking know about it (and for that matter so would dick) and also that pokes a hole in the concept bc if dick knew that bruce had repeatedly made Tim flatline to train his body to automatically do it i think bruce would have died a long fucking time ago. or dick would have done SOMETHING to put a stop to it imo bc that crosses a very clear line
but i just wish it had been like. yeah jasons lying to dick and dick simultaneously does and doesnt believe him instead of the bullshit that happened bc [character rant redacted i dont feel like typing it right this minute]it could have been like so tragic and good bc it would be like. 1) obviously mirroring the joker doing the same thing b4 dick beat him to death and 2) a really tragic thing from jason to fucking lie to dick, who has no evidence to the contrary, bc he wants dick to not believe him
and its like thats why i want jason to reject dicks hand yk. bc he self sabotaged and now he thinks dicks lying about thinking he has the potential to be better or whatever. and instead it reads like dick purposely aired out bruce calling him a failure & broken and going on and on about how giving jason the best years of his life was a *mistake*
anyway im bored of complaining now (for the moment) so ill stop but god damn i really just wish his comic were good instead of bad
wait one final note. like i said earlier i reject the entire premise of bftc bc by necessity it ends with dick in the cowl and cass isnt even there. and well if cass *was* there why the F<UCK would dick get the cowl ykwim... that said i do think like if the comic had made a point that damian needs robin and cass is not in a position to be batman *to* him that could feasibly lead to cass being like "ok 👍 i dont want to look at you anymore tho so I'm going to travel around the world for a few years" (/months in universe). but obviously that is not fjckkng in the comic. also alfred giving damian the suit was so bogus I'm glad everyone pretends dickie did it xjdkcnoxck (i maintain if there was a robin suit in damians size it had to have been dicks idea anyway)
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This came to my mind you know the common trope where we are the mastermind. Well what about that but we grow really close with Ryoma and before he dies(still very saddening) we save him. We just can't let them die. I imagine that we just try to do anything to keep him alive, maybe admit to him we are the mastermind, felling guilty. Possibly he now tries to help stop the game entirely without anyone else getting killed. Just had that random thought. Ok thats it.
THIS WILL NOT BE A DEAD TUMBLR
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RYOMA HOSHI X MASTERMIND (Ultimate Mythologist) S/O
🎾 You thought your plan carefully as the killing games started. You had all the motives but one perplexed you. Not really giving a damn you started playing dumb.
🎾 When you first met Ryoma, you didn't know if you were impressed or annoyed. To be fair he thought the same way.
🎾 Ryoma Made you think and whether you denied it or not, you liked it. Soon the first trial began and ended quickly. After that Ryoma walked you back to your room. You sighed with relief as you let your true. And you began to think of who your next puppet will be.
🎾 "Let's see how that pretty little maid does with playing Cat and Mouse... Monodam, you stay here. " you said as you held a Monokuma plushy in your arms, "The rest of you, deliver the motives. Let's make this quick. "
🎾 You sighed as the game was getting boring real quick. Ryoma was imbedded in your mind as drifted to sleep.
🎾On Ryoma's side, he couldn't explain why you were on his mind. You were calming to think about. Let loved hearing your stories and learning about your talent. He smiled, hoping that what he now felt wouldnt go away.
🎾 The next morning, you two met again and headed to breakfast. Ryoma noted that kirumi was quiet, but you quickly dismissed it as a bad morning. (You knew what has about to happen. Just waiting for the next sucker to be iced.)
🎾 You two decided to spend the rest of the morning together. Mostly just walking and talking. You found it...enjoyable, this wasn't despair at all. Spending time with him... Why does it feel so right?
🎾When noon came, you two bid farewell and you went back to your "lair". When you arrived your thoughts of the killing game disappeared and were replaced with ryoma and worry. The monokubs returned with delivering the motives and you once again exhaled. But you worried not for yourself... but for Ryoma...
🎾You panicked for what seems to be the second time in your life as you though of who would be next. And you quickly went to check the cameras. You panicked for hours and noticed nothing (not even Gonta chasing everyone)
🎾 Soon you saw Ryoma watching his motive video. That look in his eye, crushed you. You soon noticed you were shedding tears. "This... Never happened before. " you said, as the drops continues to fall. This was guilt.
🎾 You soon saw Kirumi enter with a pole behind her. It took not time to realize what she was planning, and you bolted through the nearest passage way that would lead you to ryoma's lab. Tears flowed as you hope you were not too late.
🎾 Soon you arrived and you barged into his room right in time.
🎾 "KIRUMI WAIT PLEASE... I BEG YOU.. DON'T DO THIS..."
🧹 "S-S/O, what are you doing here. . " she said in fear.
🎾 You just begged and cried as Kirumi stopped her plan. She instead helped you tend to Ryoma's injury. You stayed there (Kirumi also) and could continue to cry.
🎾 You realized that you made and nearly made innocent people fight for survival. You.. Were the cause of the first death.. And you were the cause of Ryoma's injury. You admitted to yourself you cared for Ryoma. You didn't care if your life was on the line. It took Ryoma to realize who you once were.
🎾 when he woke up, you and kirumi were crying both out of guilt and fear. You both apologized but you were horrified when Ryoma said that it would be better off if he was... Kirumi excused herself from the room leaving you two alone.
🎾 You looked down in horror. You reminded him of his past... Of everyone's... This was all your fault.
🎾 there was a silence in the room. Ryoma called your name but you didn't respond. Soon you told him the truth.
🎾 "I'm... the mastermind... I'm sorry. "
🎾 He thought it was a cruel joke but he took your tear stained face in his hand and lift it, he was met with guilt and agony. You were telling the truth.
🎾 he was in horror. It was you. "S/O...how could you... ". His heart felt like it was breaking but why would you tell him this? He listned to you hickups and sniffling.
🎾 "S/O why tell me this... " he asked as you calmed down and your confession left him confused.
🎾you handed your motive and his.. To his shock they were the same. But what affected you was that you had no one from the beginning. You were empty, emptier than him. But you were so happy the couple of time you two hung out.
🎾 "I... I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE. I DON'T WANT NO ONE ELSE TO KILL OR DIE... I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE OR THINK YOU HAVE NO ONE TO LIVE FOR. You and the others can hate me, imprison me or kill me... Just please... Please don't die... " you begged through your tears.
🎾Ryoma watched as you were distraught. He questioned if he should believe you. Be he took his hand and placed it on your head, comforting you. You hugged him apologizing from the bottom if your heat, unaware kirumi heard everything. When she came in the next time. She offered to help.
🎾 when all the students were called for a meeting. Ryoma stood beside you as you told everyone the truth. Kaito asked if you were serious, and you responded buy blowing up all the monokubs (Except monodam). Rantaro asked if this was your first killing game, you responded yes but as mastermind no. Maki asked what made you tell the truth, you told then that your true talent was and that you had nothing and no one. How the empty feeling in your gut drove you insane. And how you didn't want to feel that way anymore.
🎾 you did however expressed you didn't know about the outside world after the meteorites began. You truly didn't know and express sorrow. Ryoma held your hand so the other won't see. He was with you for the long run and he was fine with it.
🎾 you were surprised to find out the others didn't hate you as you thought they did. In fact they thanked you for telling them the truth before things got out of hand. You squeezed ryoma's hand as you felt a tsunami of relief come over you but you knew trust can take many years.
🎾 Everyone except for you and ryoma's ate dinner as youre confession needed.
❤"S/O...improud of you wanted to change. Promise me you be your real self for no one? " he said with happiness.
❤ "I have no plans." You replied as Ryoma kissed your hand and left you to your privacy. you were left with motherdam, monodam and a mallet.
❤"MOTHER-WHAT-ARE-YOU-DOING!!!"
❤"Doing something that should have been done a long time ago. " you replied as you swung breaking motherdam to pieces.
❤ You let go of the mallet and looked at monodam who had a fearful face. You picked him up and explained that he was solar powered so he was ok. (FOR MY SAKE OK I LIKE MONODAM)
❤ Until you found out about earth you got to know more of your new friends and classmates. With Ryoma, you were his new purpose of living and you were his. You promised never to loose hope or give into dispair.
❤monodam found a stowaway cat and you named the calico caramello
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toastsnaffler · 11 months
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nvm im too tired and overstimulated for this shit
#.vent#i only slept a couple hours last night man. i cant do short notice evening socials on an empty tank let alone resist unexpected rsd#if they had let me know earlier then i wouldve taken a nap and worked out beforehand to get my energy back up#idk just. if u rly want my company then maybe u should actually invite me next time. its not like they didnt plan it#even if they just forgot its not particularly pleasant to be the one person insignificant enough to forget abt. theres only 5 of us#they rly remembered to ask the one guy who isnt even here before me yknow. ugh u see the stupid thoughts i have to battle!!#like on a rational level ik it was probably genuinely accidental. but the way i instinctively react is not always rational#so regardless someone has to deal with the emotional fallout and thats me. regulating this shit is hard work even when im NOT tired asf#i really really dont want to be an asshole and spoil anyones fun bc its no-ones fault + as real as it feels to me rn ik im overreacting#but i cant voluntarily expose myself to personal triggers when im already exhausted + more vulnerable than usual#so just gotta shut myself in my room and deal with it in my own super healthy ways as per usual. may they never fucking find out#trying my best not to be an asshole i hope to fucking god they dont think im being an asshole i just told them i was tired + i meant it#this wouldnt be so much of a problem if it hadnt happened to me before. and also ik its bc one rsd trigger makes me more sensitive-#to picking up unrelated cues but there ARE other things they do that i find ostracising which rly dont fucking help. but-#theyre not things i can actually confront them abt so usually i just gotta deal w it which is fine but it lowers my general tolerance#its ok. its ok i like them all a lot theyre lovely ppl and it doesnt matter if there is a some grain of truth in the things im thinking#bc the risk of me believing + acting on a bad faith irrational thought leads to outcomes that are far worse than those from#misidentifying someones malicious behaviour towards me as neutral by accident/in good faith. okay im done now i think#just ignore me spewing out the old brain gunk on main again eurgh anyway im gonna go calm myself and read and SLEEP#ill be normal by tomorrow morning farewell comrades#honestly i dont mind dealing w shit this way bc its the best option for everyone but man. sometimes its so fucking lonely#like there are sides of me ppl will never engage with and for good reason but without them being acknowledged i find it rly hard to feel-#any real emotional intimacy or closeness with another person. but what other option is there#i sure as hell dont miss the fights i used to constantly get into when i wasnt able to regulate myself i lost so many friends that way#it is what it is. on we go for now
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tbpbsides · 2 years
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so my relationship to the getting back together of my chemical romance is that. i was excited out of my mind halloween 2019 but it didnt feel real at all, it hardly felt real when i originally bought newark tickets (early 2020?) and then over the next two years as shows were postponed and we were kind of just being sold a lot of stuff. i was like yeah ok they’re not Back back this is like, a cher farewell tour. and while mcr never stopped meaning the whole world to me, it had long since stopped being something that occupied significant brain space except for when the hyperfixation would occasionally reawaken and id watch lotms/read ntlis and go crazy for a short while. even once the eu tour started, i wasnt really on mcrblr and i kind of just looked at it from afar like “oh thats nice :) glad theyre still weird”. but really i think i couldnt let myself get invested or excited because i just didnt believe it was for real. i didnt think there was a CHANCE of new music. but then foundations dropped and i listened to it ONCE and was like yeah thats cool. for an obligatory “reunion” song. which really i think just shows more than anything else that the mcr breakup may well be the source of my trust issues
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vasyashumkov · 2 years
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rank marlowes
movie marlowe and tv ranking out NOW (ive only listeend to a One radio marlowe so i dont feel im educated enough to rank those)
dick powell marlowe of murder my sweet fame. i dont know what it is about his acting but he is just so right for this. he has the pathetic vibe bogart wishes he had.
elliot gould marlowe of the long goodbye fame. my buddy phil is a guy that needs curly hair and a cat and to be friends with lesbian hippies and walk around sadly havign a girl moment with every step.
robert mitchum marlowe of farewell my lovely and the big sleep fame. well he was old as fuck but there is something so Friendly about him he is a friend :-)
humphrey bogart marlowe of the big sleep fame. he was WAY more sure of himself than he should have been. this man needs to be a little MORE confused and a little LESS having a happy ending. but he is still My Friend. and hes short. thats important.
powers boothe marlowe of philip marlowe private eye hbo tv show fame. i really need to finish the season of this thats on amazon i like it a lot. hes kinda bogart marlowe eque but really has the vibes right so its Ok.
james garner marlowe of marlowe 1969 film fame. hes Very silly i will say that. hes sillycoded
robert montgomery marlowe of the lady in the lake fame. ive only seen this film twice because its just so weird. i should probably rewatch because i wanna see my friend mildred whos in it for like two scenes but whatever. back on topic. most of the movie it does not even feel like hes playing the right character. when hes crawling around like a stepped on catarpillar tho thats pretty in character.
the guy from the 2007 tv pilot that like neevr aired but its on youtube. i didnt like that was set in 2007 because taking away the setting is a difficult thing to do for his character i think like the long goodbye and marlowe 1969 did it right but it didnt seem right for this one. anyway the actor was pretty okay. it would have been nice to see more than a pilot so its hard to say
philip carey marlowe from the abc series. uhhh im gonna be honest i only watched two episodes of this and was more interested in the plot and other characters than this actor he was verry bland lol. sad
james caan marlowe of poodle springs fame. god. this movie sucked soooo bad. hes a good actor but he was too old and unlike robert mitchum he did NOT make it work at ALL. he had some good moments but the quality of the entire production was so low i dont think the best actor in the world could have saved this.
george montgomery marlowe of the brasher doubloon fame. oh my goddd this man ruined what could have been a good movie he was zero percent my buddy phil and 100% CREEP. HATE THIS GUY AND HIS MOUSTACHE!!!
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