#persecutor blog

[presecutor-userboxes]

Random assortment of Persecutor userboxes I made because I couldn’t find any I liked.

Use these as examples for my work.

Credit is not needed but appreciated.

[reaper-unrestricted]

"I just think you have a very active imagination."

And I think you'd look good as a rotting corpse.

[a-purple-rat]

As I am a “persecutor” which this system does not trust, I was given this blog specifically so I would keep away from the others’ blogs, much like Rye/Reaper was, completely separated by entirely different log ins from the others’ blogs.

I do not like the isolation. The rules set in place for me are ridiculous. I should be granted better freedoms, but no. “Ramattra has memories from the introject of our abuser! What if they’re merging? What if he starts doing what she did? What if he’s worse?” And now I am here. Trapped in this box of a blog.

Trust is earned my ass. This is a prison and I am a prisoner. Prisoners aren’t expected to get out for a long, long time.

[violentdyke]

THIS BLOG IS 18+ ONLY.

About Me 💀

I am Ithe. They/It/He/She. Bodily 22. Persecutor alter and ex co-host. Previously dormant. Nonhuman, agender, and aromantic. I am averse to love.

This blog is my outlet. I am autistic, and psychotic. I have anger issues and volatile emotions. I often lack remorse, empathy, and compassion. I experience violent urges/fantasies and homicidal ideation. I am a suicide, abuse, and psych survivor. I am trying to become a better person.

I have no DNI. If I don't like you I will just block you.

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Something wicked this way comes.

[pluralprompts]

Prompt #417

Villain A has decided to use their technology/magic to literally place themself into the heard of their archnemesis so as to manipulate them from within their own mind.

What they weren't expecting, upon carrying out their plan, was a bunch of already existing people inside Hero B's head shutting that down almost immediately. And why do they keep calling Villain A a "persecutor factive"?

[plural-affirmations]

Persecutors, and others who have hurt their system:

It's ok to acknowledge the things you've done, and it's ok to apologize to the ones you've done harm to. But please don't beat yourself up over it, especially if you thought you were doing the right thing. We're all a work in progress. You're worthy of love and grace as much as anyone else is.

And, if you're reading this message, thinking, "no, that can't apply to me" for whatever reason, it does. It does apply to you. Even if you've hurt your system intentionally before, there's always room for change. There's always room for tomorrow, so don't spend today being upset about the past. All any of us can do is to hope to be better. And I know you're trying your best.

I see you, I see your progress, and if no one's told you today, I am so, so proud of you. You're doing great. Never forget how far you've come.

🖤💜💙💚💛

[somepoetwannabe]

I love how our friend claims to be so accepting of systems and their problems until they are faced with me, a persecutor, and my problems. Then it is "fuck you, you're a horrible person. Despite half the things you did being seen as necessary and even good in your own eyes. I know you have been through horrible things that made you unable to experience natural empathy but I don't care. It hurt my feelings terribly that you did all the things you warned me you were capable of, and you wounded my saviour complex."

[outlaws-aesthetics]

[presecutor-userboxes]

Requested by: No one

[reaper-unrestricted]

“Wait you have friends!?” - Someone we know finding out I have a friend.

Like. Yes. Yes, I have friends.

[a-purple-rat]

For context. I am merging with a persecutor known as Forge. She is by far the worst Persecutor in the system. She is an introject of an abuser and does everything the abuser does.

"You're looking more and more like Forge by the day, you know." - Nightmare, getting picked up by Ramattra so he stops throwing up in headspace

". . ." - Ramattra, remaining silent

"I look at you and all I see is Forge." - Nightmare

". . ." - Ramattra

"Fine." - Ramattra, putting Nightmare down

"Throw up for all I care." - Ramattra, leaving front

[shattered-sun-sys]

@presecutor-userboxes is a thing now!

- Charlie

[pluralprompts]

Prompt #369

Write about a headmate coming to accept that they are a persecutor.

[solarisgod]

micah xenowake 🤝 warlock moonglade ( everyone is just trying to kill the metaeide of their late significant others without giving them a chance to manage their respective metaeidos in question themselves )

Micah is solemnly nodding at the brutal fact as they shake Warlock's hand . " I just don't understand why can't the Antigods give the Metaeide a chance ! Maybe their instinct and eternal thirst for the life forces can never be changed , but they were made after our pure fears and traumas ! Of course , they'd be like . . . this . . . Doesn't make them a true monster . They're only following their introjected nature because it's all they ever have the moment they came to be . "

[oopsallsyscourse]

the enemies to lovers story? 👀

Trying to write this without making Adam look like the complete ass he was. Take 3.

So Adam was a former persecutor or did something horrible to our host. I will not go into that particular detail for privacy reasons, but it still has effects to this day. Anyway, his boyfriend, who is also our host's boyfriend and very protective, was so pissed because of this. To the point where he would absolutely despise talking to Adam at all.

Here's the part where Adam was a complete ass. Adam thought it would be funny to kiss our host's boyfriend, who at the time still despised him. Which he succeeded in imitating our host (his special talent which we assume is for system related reasons).

They ended up basically hate hooking up, which we found out later that his boyfriend found immensely hot. This happened one other time before Adam realized, "Oh shit I have feelings." He then proceeded to use his special talent again to imitate the host but this time softer reasons. He cuddled up with his not yet boyfriend.

Meanwhile, his boyfriend was having a crisis of his own, balancing his feelings with our host comfort (again because of the horrible thing he did). It took a good while, but eventually, our host was comfortable enough for Adam and his boyfriend to start dating.

Currently, his boyfriend is his greatest comfort when he relapses into aggressive hopelessness. And that helped him immensely in becoming more milder and eventually becoming a protector instead of a persecutor, though he still has his moments. Well, that and other people outside of our system approaching him without fear and treating him like any other alter (though he did have another friend in our system).

Anyway, that's Adam's whole story. And also why he's so interested I'm sticking up for other persecutors. You don't have to accept their actions nor let them front if their an actual danger to the system. Hell, we locked up Adam after what he did, both because our host legitimately feared him and because we were afraid of what else he might do. It took him a long time to even feel remorse for what he did, even after we let him out, but he does now. But we made sure never to completely isolate him, and our host worked on his fear so he wasn't locked up forever (our host was also a former persecutor who had been punished a lot so he knew how it felt).

Anyway, I hope this ramble was helpful to someone. I'll definitely talk more about persecutors in the future since all 4 alters who run this blog either were or are persecutors. Hope all you persecutors out there are having a good day.

[bluedreamcollective]

Messy art of our persecutor as a way to try to give sympathy to her. I hate her but she’s a part of me and I can’t do anything about it