He looked at her and smiled a sad smile, “It’s horrible, you know... I hate it. Afterwards, I feel disgusting, and I despise myself..."
"The first time I did this again, I felt so terrible afterwards; I felt like I was going to throw up and have a heart attack at the same time. I was awful to this girl, too. I nearly literally kicked her out of my room and was extremely rude to her. But she needed to go as quickly as possible because inside, I was totally losing it, and I needed to be alone immediately.”
He forcefully wiped a tear from his cheek and looked at Sadie.
“She egged my windows after that. Or, I don’t know if it was her, but I’m assuming it was. I bet she wanted to egg my door but obviously couldn’t get into the building and probably decided against egging the front door we all share."
"This makes it worse, in a way, because that shows she is actually a decent person, and I truly treated her like garbage."
"Anyway, egging the windows had an effect too, because you know I can’t stand seeing mess, so I had to scrub it all off with a cloth around a broom because it was hard to reach. And I couldn’t leave that mess for the window cleaners."
I thought the original sketch was kinda cool so I digitized and coloured it and it was a horrible decision. I did not plan to spend 15 more hours on it. I sincerely apologize to @lekopoofball, who has crushing amounts of work to get done as soon as possible.
the outro of wildflower by billie eilish just hits different, like a final part of a memory we keep locked up and only release when we no longer try to make excuses or romanticise the past
Waiting for This Story to End Before I Begin Another, Jan Heller Levi//Fourth of July, Sufjan Stevens//"The Leaving Season", Some Are Always Hungry, Jihyun Yun//Never Love an Anchor, The Crane Wives//Michael Cunningham