#slitting tw

[gewitternebel]

i will never love my body, i can’t accept myself and the self hate will never end

[tyudeongi]

우영 WOOYOUNG :: 230113 HALAZIA FACECAM @뮤직뱅크

[kermahillway]

I’m not at home right now and really wanted to draw one of Maxime. Either way, I had a very bad headache last night and had to vent. Sorry Bratt :(

CW: HEAVY GORE WARNING!!!

[cosmicpoutine]

slit open like a skittles package

uncensored under the cut, but please beware i don't fuck around, it's very graphic.

[ancientbygone]

i didn’t do it, i didn’t do it for love; what did i do it for?

[sequel piece to kill the sparrow]

[hawnks]

There's this very famous experiment where particles pass through a screen with two slits in it, and essentially the outcome of it was that the particles behave one way when someone is looking at them, a different way when they're left alone. Which is so crazy because it means that somehow, the particles know when they're being observed.

I had a dream last night that I was one of the scientists observing the particles, their little tiny patterns. And one of them stopped and looked back at me (don't ask me how a photon can look at someone); so I asked it "does any of this really matter?" And the photon shrugged and said "it can," and then it went back to being a wave and then I woke up.

Idk what that means.

[kamakrazeeee]

DECAPITO!

so this is my second attempt at a fan cam. pretty pleased with this one i think 🥰

[poppy-metal]

patrick’s the type of man to barge in on you when you’re using the bathroom and just pee through the gap between you and the toilet.

just straight up freak behavior.

when my mouth is right there 😔

[starry-bi-sky]

more cfau miscellaneous things because Childhood Friends Danny and Jason have my head and heart always and I need to finish rewriting chapter two dammit (and redo the half-finished chapter 4 because its just Not The Vibes). i'm almost through I need to get through the graveyard scene. (i just stubbornly refuse to have it be shorter than the original chapter and thats the little death. that is the mind killer.)

Danny and jason’s ghost forms both smell faintly like burnt flesh and cigarettes. However, Jason has a more smokey smell while Danny’s smells almost,,, electrical? In a sense? Like he just straight up smells like burnt flesh and sulphur while Jason smells like someone put him in a smoker first.

It’s very much an unpleasant smell but Danny finds an odd comfort in it just as much as he finds a comfort in the smell of nicotine.

(Jason post-revival smells burnt flesh once and is immediately offput by the fact that it brings him an instinctive comfort. He doesn’t realize its because it reminds him of Danny, and is uncomfortable by it.)

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In an au of an au, Danny’s altercation with Rath ends with Rath regaining enough of his sanity to snap out of the grieving state and ends with him breaking down. Instead of being souped and imprisoned, Rath, who is permanently 14, decides to Move On into the unknown. He’s exhausted, heartbroken, and tired.

(Is this influenced heavily by the ParaNorman scene where he talks to Agatha and helps her move on? Yes. But it doesn’t fit with the Original Storyline so im shoving it into an Au of an Au.)

Rath tells Danny that Jason lied to them (which he genuinely believes), and that he’s tired of waiting/looking for him/grieving. Jason is gone. He isn’t coming back, he abandoned them. And he wants his mom and dad, and his sister, and his friends. And he’s ready to join them.

He leads Danny out to Gotham, which other than Amity Park might’ve been the only city left untouched due to Rath’s own mental block on the place. They go out to the park he and Jason used to frequent or up to one of crime alley’s rooftops, and there Rath lies down and goes to sleep. Only to never wake up again, materializing into nothing as his soul moves on.

Before Rath leaves, he forces Danny to promise him that he’ll only wait for Jason for ten years. After that if he doesn’t find him, or if Jason doesn’t show, then Danny has to move on. Whether that be like how Rath does, or if its inly mentally/emotionally, doesn’t matter. He has to move on. Don’t wait for him. Don’t waste his time any more.

(“Oh, and if you find him, kick his ass for me.”)

Danny reluctantly agrees, and Rath lies down. Danny sings to him as he falls asleep.

(Angsty points if the vigilantes including Red Hood caught wind of their presence and were silently watching from the shadows. Rath might know they’re there, but Danny’s too focused on Rath to notice.)

(If only so that Red Hood realizes that this is what happened to Danny, and that Danny is gone before he can make things right. The tragedy, folks. The angst. The initial realization that Danny was Rath, and then also that Danny was dead and has been dead for years, and that before he moved on, he moved on believing that Jason abandoned him.)

(like i said it doesn't fit in the original timeline/storyline hence why its an au of an au and isn't nearly a fleshed out, but i was largely just focusing on the tragedy of Rath moving on and Jason being alive to see it and realize just who Rath is.)

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Just like how the Lazarus pits shot Jason's twiggy 4'6-5'4 (depending on what you find) feet tall and 86lb ass up like a tree an essentially fixed his malnutrition, the portal did the same thing for Danny.

(granted i forgot about malnutrition and danny's likely stunted growth at first -- his family lived in crime alley and despite both his parents working, I don't think they had enough food all the time. He probably wasn't as badly malnourished as Jason was, but he wasn't healthy either.)

Granted his ghost in its "natural" state (14) is short, and his growth spurts were slow at first, it did result in him reaching his dad's height. There were points where it just happened overnight, like a baby. He went to bed one night 5’6 and woke up the next day 5’10.

Jazz is shorter than him. Although I have't decided if she's even liminal at all (and if she is, it didn't cure everything because she would have also suffered childhood malnutrition, and since in au canon their parents didn't get their hands on physical ectoplasm until after they got to Amity Park. So the exposure is less.)

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Danny's voice absolutely sounds like canon Dan's. It kinda just dropped one day when he was 16-17 and never went back up. Sam and Tucker sometimes ask him to just talk about anything because they find his voice soothing.

I'm not sure yet how Danny would feel about it at first considering Rath, but I imagine that Rath, when he did speak, would have had a quieter and scratchier/weaker voice considering he's spent the last decade shrieking and crying.

(and i suppose technically that shouldn't have any effect on his throat considering he's a ghost and idk if that would actually affect him, but i like the idea so im keeping it)

In the beginning you could hear him from a mile away by the sound of his loud, echoing wails, but ten years later you can only really hear him by the soft, shuddering sobs he makes. Like he's gasping for air that isn't there. The future is full of very quiet survivors.

And it's much easier to speak when you pitch your voice upwards (especially when whispering/speaking quietly) so he might've spoken in a higher, airy pitch in order to be heard. So Danny might actually find a comfort in having a lower voice.

[glucosegaurdian]

Okay, so I might have a bit of a problem, because it’s becoming clear to me that I hold a deep love drawing gore and blood.

Anyway! Fanart of the newest chapter of The Bizarre Diet of Marine Captain Koby by the lovely @cemeteryguy!

I’ve been sitting on this one for a bit now because I didn’t like how the smoke was looking, but ultimately decided that it probably isn’t getting any better until I also get better at doing textures

[bendysinitiation]

Sammy shaking Henry like hes last bit of ketchup in the bottle is killing me XD

(Image ID: Sammy shaking Henry like he’s the last bit of ketchup in the bottle. Sammy screams, “come ON!”. End ID)

[gummi-stims]

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[rigormortisangel]

having NPD saves my life so often because i cant just jump off a cliff run in front of a massive truck or shoot myself bc itll be ugly and if i have to be an ugly corpse at my funeral ill come back to life and kill myself again

[goat-guy-tm]

Fun fact about my rewrite #1917178 (/j);

My re-write Garroth canonically dies at one point and then gets basically undeathed and doesn't even know he died in the first place and is so confused why a bunch of people are in his house because he just remembers going to bed all comfy and now Zenix, Aphmau, Dale and Brendon are just all standing there like

Cause they just watched their lord just get up from having his throat slit and bled out.

It was an assassination attempt by some Shadow Knights that for some very specific reasons in my rewrite-verse, fail miserably

[creepy-stimz]

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[sunshine-sky0]

who else straight up having "thoughts" while crying over school work again. and by thoughts lets just say. Heheh. Killing myself.