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#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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truly all it takes is to go and hang out with your friends to remember that the world is good and life is worth living
#just blahs#I GOT TO GO HANG OUT WITH VIK ALL DAY TODAY AND I NEED TO MAKE A POST ABOUT IT#AOIGHENCNENCDD#i need a post so i can look back and have an exact date#so next year ill get to just turn and look at him and be like lol we 'met' for the first time today 1 year ago#despite having known him for half a decade by then#anyways#um#my crops are watered and my skin is clear#i got to see my best friend today and it was good
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oh i got new books for christmas, does anyone wanna see
#text#personal#books#its mostly nonfic this year#(i am more likely to buy myself fiction than nonfic lol)#(so the nonfic has been LANGUISHING on my Wanna Read List)#and then one (1) novel that ive entered like. half a dozen giveaways for
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Thinking of my Ghosts-Are-Dragons Au, and my Klarion is technically 6 prompts. So what if, Realms Beings Are Dragons. Someone makes the mistake of using a spell that "reveals true forms" on a group of people. They were not expecting baby dragons.
Jason was honesty just trying to insist he was not whatever this trio of kids were saying he was, and he's pretty sure one of them is Klarion. What the hell even is his life now.
Feel free to ignore these lol.
Baby Billy, Danny, Jason & Klarion:
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#DCxDPxFR#Flight rising dragons#but also use whatever you want lol#Halfas are aberrations#or similarly two-headed dragons#jason todd#klarion bleak#billy batson#danny fenton#that poor magic user is going to get half mauled by tiny teeth#why yes this does mean Danny's ghost form is a dragon#Jason: I am not baby#Also Jason: *Is Now Baby Dragon*#Billy: I am the oldest at 10 :)#Jason: That's not how it works-#Danny: If I am stuck at 2 years dead then you are youngest at 1 so HAH#Klarion: Oh hey I'm not the youngest :D#Klarion: *Is 6*#his eyes can also glow lol
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sonic finally making me attempt the demon that is digital art!!!
#my art#art#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#digital art#artists on tumblr#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sth fanart#digital artist#sonic fanart#sth#fanart#artist#artists#sketch#drawing#digital drawing#so many tags lmaoooo#yes i'm those 1 hour ibispaint trial users 😔 fight me#my wacom is half dead and i've barely used it in 2 years#it came way easier this time when i remembered the keyboard shortcuts#never have i been so fixated on something#i could even call this a hyperfixation cuz omg#sonic getting me into digital art is a new surprise in life once again#i love sonic#i'll stop spamming tags lol
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powder keg (full under the cut)

#wip success story!!#for a bit there i expected it to be a wip failure but i think we turned it around boys#arcane#arcane jinx#isn't it kinda cool how vi and powder don't. have last names. do vander or silco have last names#this thing has 49 layers and 1 of them is completely unrelated#approximately 8 of them are lineart#so it took 40 layers to color this.......#most of them are hidden too it's cuz i am so indecisive and afraid of messing stuff up so i just duplicate the layers and keep going#this is not a great art philosophy but it is what it is#eyestrain#my eyes got fucking STRAINED while working on this#but i love bright colors </3#the evidence of duplicating layers is in one of my shading layers called Layer5-1-2-1-1-1-1-1-2-2-1 or something like that#i went into overdrive lowkey bc i was like this Has to be finished before arc 3 (uhh very mild act 3/trailer spoilers to follow ig)#bc i Know her look changes and god knows i was NOT gonna erase those braids i painstakingly outlined (over a year ago)#it's the principle of the thing. i basically redrew half of it anyways but only because i could not stand it if i did not#i was already feeling like euhhhhhhhhhh abt the whole composition bc when i originally drew it it was kinda half based#around her league personality#so working on it now felt like it was just. Quite ooc for our current moment in the canon timeline#well. whatever. i think she looks cool enough. character notwithstanding. i just hope she is happy after saturday </3#jinx#jinx league of legends#felt like i should tag that on bc the personality thing lol.... lol#i just went through the jinx tag and reblogged a whole stream of super sentimental and super angsty jinx stuff#and now i am posting what i post best. moderately cool poses and mildly affective expressions :)#my art
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I like @oat-pup finn design

#the face I made when i realised this was only like 1/3 of the design shouldve been photographed#i was like a l4d2 zombie#also i want that purple fish DEAD#i was so pissed drawing him because that bastard took like half the amount of time the entire drawing did#count your days barnaby#i love your art oatpup!!!#now ill go in a hole for the next 3 years in terms of posting#finn dandys world#dandy's world#dandys world#actually i wanna talk about barnaby more#i love the lil turn thing idk what its called#however#i was tweaking drawing it#i hope barnabys plastic fish species gets hunted to extinction#i dont even know why am so angry about it#lemme go back on the turn thing because i wanna#it would not look right#i looked at the original finn art so many times my eyes basically have it burned in#i want that purple fish in a sandwich#fish sandwiches are actually so good#are they called fish burgers or patties or something#i didnt do your design justice btw#i might make another because lowkey this just looks like finn went to the eye doctor#i really like the design if you couldnt tell#also I realised too late that I did the rim wrong#I'll definitely make another lol
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Can you draw Shrimp and Sharc-chan doing something together pls :>
I just kinda want to see your designs for both of them lol
…does Sharc-Chan being Shrimp’s biggest hater count as them doing something together? /silly
Sharc, honey, behavior like this is why Captain Afraid (most likely) broke up with you ��
also here’s an extra Shrimp doodle for @freakinflipflop :3


#sorry if I mischaracterized Sharc-Chan in this x_x#(not like she had much character from the few times we’ve seen her through the years)#but Sharc canonically being Shrimp’s number 1 hater is so funny to me. girl that is a child get over yourself lmfao#at least Shrimp WAS in S2/ACNH (she’ll be around 19 when Tomodachi drops in 2026)#I imagine that Sharc and Shrimp are cousins so Sharc’s hatred with her is more personal#it already kinda IS in ACNH but like. that’s just cuz of 4th wall related stuff and like. Sharc doesn’t have it out for C!Fail or Dan really#she seems to only be going for them cuz that’s the easiest way to get Shrimp ‘out of her spotlight’#basically what i’m saying is: there’s gotta be more to Sharc’s reasoning for being a hater then ‘‘we’re similar species and she’s more#successful than I am grrrr’’ <- i hc Sharc to be half human half shark which is why she looks like that#I have more thoughts on Sharc-Chan and her relationship with Shrimp but I should save that for another post I think lmao#ANYWAY SHRIMP IS COOL AS HELL AND DESERVES TO BE HAPPY RAAAHHH#SHOUTOUTS TO SHRIMP FR‼️‼️‼️#I’ll admit I got a bit lazy with the shrimp doodle at the end but I still hope you like it!#I’m definitely gonna draw her more in the future lol#she’s fun to draw :0#never draw side profiles guys worst mistake of my life /hj#ask the octo#failtopia#failboat#failboat miitopia#rose’s super epic and cool art#failtopia shrimp#shrimp gill#sharc-chan#shrimp failboat#shrimp failboat miitopia#failboat miitopia shrimp#shrimp failtopia#failboat shrimp
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I need to get back on my Jess interview grind and finish before Silverborn press starts up because tell me why I'm skimming one trying to find something and then realize she's talking about Ages. ACK! This is vital to my theorizing.....
#I need to make transcripts because 1. I like being able to cmd + F stuff and read it all at once and 2. I'm deaf lol#it's just hard half bc it takes awhile to properly transcribe and edit And bc I get distracted by anything new I learn lol...#anyways if anyone knows the q&a where jess talks abt how mog won't be like as old as 18 by the episode please LMK. I am at a loss somehow.#I'm off my game. eep!#I've also got to finish reviving my quote bot (random quote generator) but it requires reformatting all of the 1000+ quotes and its. A Lot.#fun fact was curious so I checked and apparently as of tomorrow morning its been a year since I started my spreadsheet archiving interviews#I really feel like I need to stress how unfortunately insane about nevermoor I am. like I want to know everything behind the scenes.#and I love learning new things discovering new fun facts etc etc etc#I am just unfortunately hard of hearing and so many of them are podcasts and videos! 😭 I want textttt so I must transcribe 💪#shoutout if you ever read my rambling tags. I ❤️ talking in tumblr tags.
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whenever people talk about what they were like 13 and i'm thinking like "wait that was me when i was 15" or someone's describing a stereotypical 18 year old and that was just me when i was 20. etc etc etc etc so like. although there's no way to be one particular age and everyone ages at different speeds. but idk it all adds up that i always seem to act 2 years younger at any age. soooooo tag ramble
#so like i think when i was 9 i seemed 9#when i was 4 i acted 4#when i was born it was as if i was a newborn baby#but when enough people talk about being 10 i realise i seemed to act very 10 when i was 12#so. my theory is i'd never experienced any Big Thing until my nan died when i was 10#and i was like. sad at the time and then forgot about it for months#not Forgot but i just. didn't really question it or think about it#and then when i was around 11/12 (idk specifically but it was a year and a half afterwards anyway) it HIT#and then ruined my life for a week and then i basically couldn't think about it properly until i was like 16#and i wonder if idk i just paused during that time#so by the time i was 12 i'd only just pressed play on my life again so i still had the mind of a 10 year old#which would explain a lot#oh god does that mean i'm 23 now FFS NOT AGAIN that was such a terrible age#although i guess that was really 21#but yeah i'm so unfunctioned to modern society i sometimes wonder if i should just lie about my age and tell everyone english isn't my firs#language. and then i'd make more sense as a concept#it would give an excuse as to why i act and talk like this#but the issues with both of those would be: ''sorry english isn't my first language'' ''that's okay. what is your first language btw?''#and then what would i say...#and for the age thing i can't go 5 seconds without letting people know i was born in early 2000. it's so ingrained into my identity#so pretending to be 2 years younger would backfire from my constant urge to be factually correct#maybe i could be the first 23 year old in 2025 to be born in 2000...#anyway yeahhhh#i accidentally paused and lost the remote in 2010 and didn't find it until i was 12. by which point i was 10 and a half#ramble#wait also the fact i redid college so since 2018 i've been like 1 or 2 years older than most people around me#and the same at uni. when i was 21 everyone thought i was 19 lol#tbf it was probably bc most of them were 19 but yeah like?#i'm so 2 years younger coded#also weird bc i had an oc when i was like 8 and he was allegedly so stupid they legally changed his age
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HEY MOSSY WHATS UR FAVORITE SONG im looking for new music :]
first of all, thank you for the huge compliment!!! you should also know you are saying this to someone who spent 15 minutes listening to the spider man game pizza theme in the car yesterday so. Yeah!!!
All that sillyness aside, I listen to way too much music (my usual playlist is +1,300 songs) of way too many different genres and i am happy to share them with anyone and everyone!! Gonna try and limit this to 10~ish songs for now, since otherwise I will end up with a list 100 songs long lol. Also I am a rare Apple Music user so I'll try and link all the songs to youtube so that they're easier to listen to!!! also bc Spotify confounds me lol OK there was WAY more text than i thought so MUSIC RECS UNDER THA CUT
MOSSY'S COOL MUSIC RECS
DRIVING MY LOVE - Anri GOSH her entire TIMELY!! album is amazing, but this is the song that's been sticking in my mind the most lately. Citypop is a very fun genre of music that came about in Japan in the 70's, and Anri had (to me) some of the most fun songs in the genre :>
New River and Soap - The Oh Hellos OH BOY OH BOY THE OH HELLOS!!! I LOVE this band!!!!! If you were on art social media a couple years ago you probably have heard Soldier, Poet, King, which is by and large their most popular song. New River is one of my go-to songs when I am going through it. Absolutely love the imagery of the song, allowing new and difficult experiences carve new landscape through yourself. Soap, it is important to note, is the culmination of their four-part EP series Four Winds, and is kind of the resolution to that whole series of songs. It's really interesting and worth looking into! I must note that this is a Christian band in case you find that uncomfortable, but I would still recommend checking them out even if you do- the Four Winds EPS focus specifically on their struggles with God amidst the uh. Bad US Political Climate and all that. Most of their music on the topic is pointed and metaphorical (see: Passerine) and so that knowledge isn't super necessary to enjoy the music, I just think it's neat :] And not every song necessarily touches on the subject- these two specifically don't! Also I GOT TICKETS TO SEE THEM THIS YEAR LETS GOOOOO sorry this section is so long i just really like this band
No More What Ifs - Persona 5 Royal, covered by the 8 Bit Big Band Ok back on track lol. This song is absolutely my favorite from the game, but MAN THIS COVER. The 8BBB is one of the best video game cover bands out there imo, and they COMPLETELY outdid themselves with this one. They actually added a few extra lyrics to the song to better round out the overarching theme of both it and the game and MAN. i will never listen to another version again. The album this will be a part of isn't out yet sadly, but I would 100% recommend checking out their other stuff!
Bones in the Ocean (2023 vers.) - Longest Johns There's a lot to be said about this one but it's best if you just listen to it tbh. I will say that this is a new recording of one of the band's first original shanties, and that it includes all former and current members. Would highly recommend all the other songs on this album too, aside from this song it's a very fun listen! But ourgh this song,,,, if i had time I'd make a dozen animatics for it
エビチャーハン! (You’re Telling Me A SHRIMP Fried This Rice?!) - JamieP best miku song no quastion
'Tis Autumn - Nat "King" Cole Trio There's only one song to kick off the fall season and it's absolutely this one! Also The Autumn Leaves, which Nat King actually sung in Japanese once which is cool. He was an incredible musician and all of his songs are great, but Tis Autumn is probably my favorite :>
Catch You Catch Me (Card Captor Sakura OP) - Gumi Do you want to get ready in the morning feeling like a magical girl? Boy howdy do I have a song for YOU! Seriously the amount of people I've shown this song to under that premise who have come to me the next day saying that it worked is a lot lol. Card Captor Sakura has been a big comfort show for me and MAN the music is *chefs kiss*, especially the OPs!!! Linked the full song, but I would also recommend watching the opening itself :D
#41 - Dave Matthews Band "wow you like dave matthews lol thats such dad music" ok listen. I have been listening to DMB since before I was born. Saying I'm biased is probably an understatement here. But his songs are very good and I like them ok. Anyways #41 is a really stupid name for a song but I love the band in it, the weird lyrics, just the overall jazziness of it. If you wanna listen to more Dave stuff I would highly recommend the stuff from his solo concerts with Tim Reynolds- its just 2 guys jamming out on guitars, it's great. Stuff like One Sweet World, Still Water, Grey Street (This one's a tough listen for me but I love it). For the fun full band stuff I love So Much to Say, Ants Marching, just the older albums in general
Stay I Pray You - Anastasia (The Musical) I am allowing myself ONE (1) musical song. My sister is a huge musical fan and an even bigger Russian History nerd and an even BIGGER Bolshevik Revolution nerd so I watched Anastasia with her a lot growing up. Eventually they made the musical and it's actually tied for my favorite (Phantom is pretty hard to beat)! I got to see it tour and MAN. all the music is amazing, but this to me is the standout song- largely because this song, despite not being in the movie, actually was kinda in the movie- there's this bit in In the Dark of the Night that they took and made into a completely different song which is a fun nod to the movie!!
Music to Soothe The Savage Snake Plant - Mort Garson Got overwhelmed by my options at this point so I'm defaulting to one of my favorites! I believe another song off this album got popular recently, but I will forever know this one from it being used in the final scene in The Adventure Zone, my first and favorite DnD podcast! Honestly I could recommend a dozen songs from the podcast, but this one in particular always sticks out to me. While I'm here you should also go listen to The Adventure Zone, it's a great podcast, especially their first story (Balance, just start at the bottom lol).
wow that. was a lot more than I meant to write lol. Special shoutout to Virtual Insanity, the bane of my existence and my personal hell. It was my #1 most listened to song last year coming to a total of *checks replay* 239 plays, over 50% of which occurred within the span of a week. another shoutout to The Housebuilding Song. i swear i listen to you once a year how are you always in my top 25
#sorry this took so long i got really excited and then really overwhelmed#anyways just gonna throw a few notes in the tags dont mind meee#i hate to give The Oh Hellos such a big disclaimer especially since most people probably dont realize they're a christian band-#i just reaaaaally like digging into their lyrics and that's an integral part of it!!!#soldier poet king is about King David! they have a whole album called Dear Wormwood which is based on#The Screwtape Letters!!! Passerine is really hard to explain!!! nobody seems to like it when I infodump abt this tho lol#and some people aren't all that keen on religion so yknow. disclaimer for a thing that doesnt need one unless u think abt it too hard#that aside. OOO DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS NOT TO FILL THIS UP WITH SEA SHANTIES. DO YOU EVEN KNOW.#The Longest Johns were my first concert actually! a birthday gift from my sister!!! I even got to meet them *and* i got a signed poster#cool concert! probably the only one where I knew every song lol#Also usually my go-to band for these is AJR but. you already knew them so there went half my recs :') excellent band though. also#got to see them in concert last year! talk about an absolutely amazing concert!!!! very cool setup#The Oh Hellos will actually be my 4th concert ever! most people I know are already in the double digits#gosh there are so many good songs i coulda recommended#go listen to William Taylor from the assasins creed soundtrack#then Willie Taylor from The Longest Jonhs#same old shanty done in two different styles. very neat very cool#if ur still reading this you get my uber special rec. go listen to Lemeney by Sam Lee. old british folk song done up real pretty#Also The Derby Ram by Mat Williams. idk why but it really gives me a sense of how much people love music and how we've always been doing it#and we always will!#ok rant over its 1:30 am#goodnight#mossy talks#asked and answered#pirate posting#music
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IF INSTAGRAM BITCHES STILL WANT TO DISCOURSE 'PICKMES' IN MF 2023 OK HERE WE GO. I have many thoughts about how 'feminist' criticism of 'im not like other girls' is centered around the idea that the only reason why a teenage girl could ever feel like this is being motivated by 'male attention' alone, and never ever because, at that age they dont have much better language to describe the feeling of alienation from the gender roles and expectations on what it means to be a 'girl'. If u throw the term 'internalized misogyny' around so much it should not be hard for you to understand that women and even little girls are socially conditioned to reinforce the patriarchy, women are the guard dogs of the patriarchy actually. Like this is 101 shit to anyone that thinks they get to call themselves a 'feminist'. Little girls who are raised to believe that 'girls' should always be put together, not act up, obsessed with their looks, have to like pink and 'girly' stuff and its abnormal if they do not will often bully and ostraticize girls who dont conform or care about this type of social expectations and standards (depends on your environment, maybe you were lucky enough to not go to school with such girls, but it doesnt mean they dont exist). Like you are 6 years old and everyone ever gives you all clothes everything ever in pink like other colors dont exist - some kids have a very strong gut reaction to being told they 'have to' like something which is why so many girls had a long phase of hating the color pink. 'You HAVE TO like it as a girl' 'no, the fuck, i dont' is a reasonable reaction. These girls are told they are weirdos for being 'not like other (REAL) girls' because they dare to not like wearing hair in braids and skirts feel uncomfy to them since the beginning but if they choose to reclaim it and take pride in the fact they can just be themselves without caring what they are supposed to be like as 'girls', its them who have an internalized misogyny problem, never the girls who bullied them for being bad at makeup, right? 'Its not that all girls are this or that' they are fucking kids and teenagers and society was telling them all girls are this or that since day 1 and they ended up believing it, boo hoo. Performing feminity is unrealistic and hard enough for children that they feel alienated from the idea they are a 'real' girl. This brutal enforcement of 'feminity' which is an abstract concept as default in women and girls causes so much needless division between girls/women, it all causes needless polarization over the fact that we are human beings with different aesthetics, fashion, hobbies, temperaments, interests, personalities. We are made to feel like we dont belong, like we are freak abomitations who will never be 'real' women if our hair is messier and we dont care about having our nails done. How about that, how is none of that ever a part of the discussion. And some will say oh these girls were probably lesbian/bi/non-binary/trans dudes, but like my point here is that this shit is 100% alienating for cishet women as well and it doesnt make u inherently trans or something to not like pink and makeup lmfao
#and even the male attention part is partially motivated with the fact they dont have girl friends and are desperate to make friends#so theyll try being friends with boys since girls ostracized the shit out of them?#i feel like this discourse in early 2010s wasnt 1% as idiotic as its become nowadays. 'If U DoNt LiKe TsWiFt u HaVe InTeRnaLiZeD MiSoGyNy'#like im not saying the girls who do the bullying are necessarily the american high schoolbmovie bimbo cheerleader types either#but dont tell me teenage girls who will act like another girl going to school with greasy hair once in her life is something worthy of#mocking her about for over half a year are like.... not a thing n uve never met those lol
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i can’t even begin to explain how happy i am about this
#almost getting emotional on the subway lol#arvid!!!!#two half-swedes in prema next year 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#so excited for him and dino both#i mean we knew there was a possibility of this happening but#it’s so great#skipped freca 😭#idk about the ages of all other drivers who did the testing but he surely gonna be one of the youngest? no?#born in 07……#so so so happy 🥺 hope he gets a ton of experience and learns and just has a lot of fun#the future is bright for swedish (/british) motorsport 🫶🫶🫶🫶#f1#formula 1#formula one#f3#formula 3#formula three#prema racing#Arvid Lindblad#Red Bull junior team
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ok i need to stop. observing posts and such
#i forgot how annoyed i get when im away from my dash#the thing is i often feel personally targeted which i know i suck for it and i feel defensive#buttttt. its fine im just gonna talk ok. i look so annoying changing my url back to st and constantly posting abt it but 1) i did still#occasionally for the past year and a half its just no one was seeing it because they were so stupid and lackluster 😭 and alsoooo genuinely#the teaser diddd make all that excitement come back like i wasn't like whatever im not watching st5 i was just like okay well i just dont#have fun anymore and feel stupid in this fandom plus i have like 100 other life thingsssss#anyway. no one needed this but idk i was getting sad#im nawttt trying to be a performative bitch ugh#and im trying not to make any original posts until the trailer drops bc like im so scared lol#okay. girl who is venting in the tags about a fandom. lol right#also ive been collecting my old posts here like every couple idk random time intervals its just like well nothing is happening and im bored#soooo its not like i was 100% done i was just in a newwww era plus i missed my old mutuals and i missed seeing it on the dash as much and#it just like went away naturally in a way which sounds stupid but still#i dont really have a place in this fandom either besides like my mutuals lol i felt like that since mid/late 2023#and i will feel like that at least like not until new content#i got less funny i got less smart
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The ship of my dreams comes at the lowlow (fucking huge amount of money) cost of 1.4 million dollars rounded up and the house of my dreams at the highasf (I won't see that much in my LIFE) cost of 65 million
#I will never see that much money at one time#bruh I feel guilty getting a 2 dollar cold drink at the (Asian) grocery store twice a month.#I feel bad about getting a singular snack and not just ingredients.#even if i had like. 1 million i wouldnt by the sailboat#(so fucking gorgeous and well maintained and it's almost 100 years old and fuccccccck she's stunning)#but i wouldnt even go for said ship because i'd have to prioritize shit. like. a house and seeing about figuring out what the fuck is wrong#with my whole fucking body (i have 6 very strong ideas of what the fuck the issues are and half of them are acronyms) and then learning to#fucking drive (the idea of driving a car? terrifying. sailboat? dream come true) so that we have 2/3 able to drive#i don't even need half a million. just like. 350k#get a house w/ a little bit of land. be abel to pay for a moving truck and all the other stuff that goes w/ address changes#and all that jazz#and then... then i could consider genuinely looking into getting a small ship. like. 40-65ft. something that can go out on open waters yk.#figure out how to find 5 people to work/live with on a ship part time... work on 365 days worth of time at sea and aim for captaincy#i dont even have 5 friends lol#sail the ocean. watch stars from the main deck. get to see snow falling on the ocean in person. maybe see a whale#that'd be cool.#and then be able to go home to a small farm and a rose garden and#le sigh#AND I WANT TO SEE SHARKS I LOVE SHARKS SM I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE SHARKS
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sorry im just thinking about bcs but like. why not add a few smaller scenes of gus interacting with his own men? why does it seem like, in comparison, mike is almost immediately elevated to a higher status than those two in bcs purely because we actually get to see him having normal conversations with gus? like i understand they might not keep the plot moving as well because of the fact obviously if victor is currently doing something it’s because gus told him to etc. but for the most part all of the smaller interactions gus does have with those two ends up being in a somewhat high stress situation where it feels very tense between everyone. and it’s just like damn! is it always like that?? why do those two even care that much about their jobs if their boss is a bit of a dick? etc. i think even an additional scene or two with those guys (either alone or the both of them) talking with gus in a more normal situation could’ve both added a bit more depth into how gus treats his employees (we got a lot with how he treats lyle and co., but not a whole lot with the illegal side of things), how comfortable vic and tyrus feel around him in a calmer setting, and exactly why they both feel the need to be as loyal as they are to the guy.
and also on the other side of this i don't think it'd hurt to maybe elaborate on their pay just a bit..? i'm not saying to randomly put a number out into the atmosphere but i just mean some smaller things like. do they buy nicer things for themselves? what's their housing situation? what's their car situation? are the escalade / yukon their own vehicles or does gus just use those two for business situations? do they use them when they're doing their own stuff off the clock or do they have their own cars? etc. that can also help with understanding their motivations a bit. don't get me wrong i don't think they should be visibly rich or something because that's not what gus would want but just smaller things! cause it's easy to write their loyalty off as Well they probably get paid super well, which i'm sure is true, but if they don't show a single hint of that then what's the point. even something as simple as giving tyrus a nice watch, or maybe victor having a nicer looking gun, etc. something small like that. because as it stands right now the average 41 year old viewer who watched the show once only knows and will only ever know victor and tyrus as those two guys in the background who do random stuff for gus with no clear motivation. just the personification of "On it boss (salute emoji)". and to be honest this is true for a whole lot of fans who do watch the show multiple times and enjoy thinking about it more in depth, because on screen we barely have anything about the two.
and to be clear i'm not trying to say we should have an episode just for them or something like no i understand they're side characters. i understand we don't need all that. and i understand this is also primarily Jimmy's show. but it's not like these two are on the same level as like, arlo or paige and kevin etc. these guys have been around since brba. victor was literally introduced in the same episode gus was. and they are a huge part of gus's story, especially in brba. s4 wouldn't have been what it was without victor and tyrus. and in bcs, ignacio's situation wouldn't have been the same if it weren't for victor and tyrus as well. and i just personally believe that if their goal with gus in bcs was to go back and elaborate on how everything came to be and show what he was like a few years younger, they could've dragged victor and tyrus into that. and i think his character would've benefited from taking that extra step with those two.
#gray.txt#and you know. obviously i personally have my own clear ideas of everything. and i'm content with what i got. this isn't coming from a place#of Well victor is my favorite guy so everything should be about him LOL. i know what he is.#but thats only because i spent like what? 2 years now watching random interviews and analyzing the smallest details within the show that#genuinely meant nothing while they were writing the scripts. and then throwing some random ideas at the wall to see if they stick.#and i just dont think everybody should have to do that LOL. and i think gus's character gets a lot more interesting#when do you do have this clear idea of victor and tyrus in your head and how he interacts with them. but 99% of people dont have that!#nobody fucking knows everything giancarlo and vince ever said about box cutter. nobody knows about the interview where giancarlo referred t#his entire business (meth and restaurant) as his 'family'. and they'd never think of that in those terms#because with the exception of his restaurant workers and mike#it feels like he HATES them LMAO.#tldr all i'm saying is i think we could've benefited from at least one 1 minute long scene of victor and gus exchanging words#where it doesn't end in gus snapping the phone in half out of anger. and also let tyrus speak his mind and have gus agree with him once#also yeah sorry this is all over the place but it is somehow the most coherent i have felt in months so this is as good as its getting sorr#sorry .#also to be clear about my earlier statement that’s a lie my idea of those two is not clear in my head whatsoever i just meant in comparison#to literally the average viewer. and my own personal thoughts about them aren’t even true it’s just opinions and guesses.#and i love a character that i can just say shit about but at the same time i think it’s fun to have idk something in the source material#that you can actually use while thinking and not have to dig around 11 year old reddit AMAs#and that money paragraph sort of came out of order what i meant by saying all that is like#i feel those two could benefit from a clear motivation for why they do all the things they do#and if we have neither personal reasons nor monetary reasons then it just makes them feel like one dimensional henchmen or something#came out of no where* not order you dumb fuck (< me)#also it doesn’t have to be clear in our faces or anything whatever you know what i’m saying . this is too long i can’t keep elaborating
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