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visionofhope04 · 3 years

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Hii I was lowkey wondering if you would do something maybe like a one shot of neglected where reader is older (18-20) and dipped out of the house and became a singer and one of her songs basically exposed them for how they treated reader and in like an interview she full on tells them how she doesn’t even talk to them and like only Jason

This is literally perfect. I love this idea! I was planning on making a singer batsis reader anyway so here you go! I'll be making this part 4 of the series instead of a one shot. There’s a bit of angst. Btw, thanks so much for your support everyone! I'm glad you enjoy this series! Feel free to request anything you'd like besides smut as well!

This is the longest thing I have ever written so there will be a part 5. I planned on this being the last part but it's just so much. It’s not proofread and neither are all of the other parts because I post at 1 am most of the time lol. Hope you like it!

f/n = friend name

Y/G/N = your group name

N/S = news station

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 (Current) Part 5

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You were sick of it. Sick of how even after confronting them about how you felt and almost dying because of it, they still neglected you. You couldn't wait to move out at the age of 18, even if it proved to be a struggle. You had taken mini jobs since you turned 15 and saved up since then. You just couldn't see them anymore as it would remind you of how they treated you that day at that hospital. None of them apologized either. They just pretended it never happened and continued to ignore you. The media had a field day with speculation of what had happened but eventually stopped because Bruce had claimed it was “just a bad case of the flu” which they believed.

Jason was always the only one that would talk to you. He was the only one that actually cared enough to make sure you were taking proper care of yourself and that you wouldn't have a repeat of what happened. He took you places, spent time with you and gave you advice. You even had a tradition where you'd always meet up at the manor's library every week at the same time that same day every week and just have a mini book club together. He always made time for you and never bailed on you.

So on your 18th birthday, he helped you move out. You managed to rent a small apartment in Star City with the money you had saved up. It wasn’t that close to the manor which was a good thing. The neighborhood wasn’t good but it wasn’t as bad as Gotham’s neighborhoods so you would be fine. You could handle yourself with your assassin training if needed. You also managed to get hired at a cafe which was about a five minutes walking distance from your apartment.

It had taken a while but eventually, you had packed all of your belongings into color coded containers and moved them into Jason’s car with his help. You didn’t say goodbye to anyone as you had no friends to say bye to and you knew that your so called “family” couldn’t care less about what you did with your life. ‘This is it, hopefully the last time I’ll ever be near this place.’ You thought. You didn’t plan on stepping foot in Gotham ever again after you left. It would bring back too many memories you prefer to keep buried away deep inside your mind.

The car ride to Star City was entertaining. You and Jason conversed the whole time, telling jokes and listening to his funny tales with the radio playing softly in the background. Eventually, a song you both loved came on and you both started yell-singing along to the lyrics. You wished those moments could be permanent. You were both so carefree and nothing else mattered besides having fun and enjoying yourselves.

You now stood in the doorway of your new apartment, admiring your new home. Jason and yourself had just finished unpacking all of your belongings. You really liked how it looked and thought you both did an amazing job at designing the place perfectly according to your style. Jason, unfortunately, had to leave in order to avoid raising suspicions. Once you both said your byes, he left you to your apartment.

Jason drove back home in silence. He hated to admit it but he would miss you dearly. You were always there for him and helped him with anything. You tried your best to always comfort him and make him feel better on his darkest days and it would always work. Somehow you seemed to always have the right words to say or knew exactly what to do to help him. Out of everyone he was closest to you. He assumed it was because he could relate to you the most. More so how you felt. He’d felt like the black sheep of the family before you came, and he was. When you came, you took that role from him. It pained him to see how much their insults would affect you, even if you were good at hiding it. He could just tell.

Jason made it back to the manor after a while and went straight to the library. He didn't want to deal with the others. After the whole hospital situation, he'd never really bother interacting with them. He hated how they treated you as if you didn’t exist and hated how much pain they had caused you and that they didn’t even care. He guessed that they'd probably be doing something for Damian's birthday and forgot that you were his twin. They probably couldn’t even remember that Damian had a twin.

He made it to the library and pulled out one of his favorite books. He’d read it so many times you’d often joke that he could probably recite the whole book by heart at this point. Sitting down in a chair, he started to read. However, he couldn’t bring himself to stop thinking about what it would’ve been like if they treated you how they did Damian. The both of you were Bruce’s real children. You both even looked like clones of him! At first, Jason thought you would’ve been the favorite twin due to your personality. Even though you were twins, your personalities were polar opposites. You even refused to kill! You were trained by the League so why didn’t you kill as Damian did?

Jason knew you would benefit them greatly if you joined. You had self control, didn’t kill, could act perfectly, lie perfectly, do well under pressure, and not to mention your skills. Being raised by the League may have been torture, but you managed to gain incredible skills out of it. You could take on at least ten guys who doubled you in size and beat them within five minutes. You even bested Damian in spars and he was supposedly dubbed the “better twin” by Talia, so why hadn’t they let you join their nightly crusades like they had let Damian when the both of you first arrived?

Damian passed by your room but noticed something was off. He decided to take a look. He twisted the doorknob and pushed. The room which was once occupied by you now looked extremely plain and bare, stripped of all of its accessories. The only things left were the bed itself, multiple dressers, and a vanity. It looked as if it had been vacant the whole time. It might as well have been. Damian couldn’t really remember what it had looked like since he’s never paid much mind to it but he could tell there was a drastic difference. He knew that you disliked just leaving your room plain unlike himself and wanted at least something to make it look less boring.

He couldn’t help but wonder what had happened. Had you finally been kicked out by Bruce? Did you get shipped off to a boarding school like he had been suggesting to your father for years? He decided to go ask. He exited the room and closed the door behind him, taking off for Bruce’s office. Walking down the hall, he suddenly remembered that he had seen you leave with Jason. This meant that you were not at a boarding school like he had originally thought. But then why was your room vacant?

Instead of going to see Bruce, he decided to go see Jason and bring up the matter with him instead. He changed directions and headed to the library where he knew he’d find Jason. It was no secret that Jason was a book worm so Damian had a fifty percent chance of finding him there.

He entered the library and was immediately greeted with the sight of Jason sitting comfortably on a chair, legs crossed with a book opened in his hands. Jason didn’t bother to look up from his book as he spoke.

“What do you want Demon Spawn?”

“I’ve come to obtain the whereabouts of my sister.”

“You mean my sister?”

“She’s not your sister!” Damian exclaimed.

“Well I act more like a brother than you do.”

“Where is Y/N? Her whole room is bare.”

“That’s for me to know and you to find out.”

“Just tell me, you imbecile!” Damian said, growing increasingly frustrated by Jason’s blunt answers.

“She’s not here.”

“Then where is she?”

“Not here.”

“Just tell me already Todd, I have no time for your foolish games!”

“She moved out.” Jason said, giving in.

“What?! Where.” Damian demanded.

“Why would I tell you?”

“Because I demand to know!”

“Okay and?”

“Tell me!”

“No.”

“Why not!”

“Because you don’t even care.”

“And you do?”

“Yes, I actually do Damian! I’m there for her when she needs me the most. I’m there for her while she’s watching you live the perfect life that she’s just a background character in! While you and the others ignore that she even exists! I’m there for her when she breaks down and has panic attacks! And what were you all doing to try and help her? Nothing! Absolutely nothing!” Jason snapped.

“Y/N’s fine, I know my twin!” Damian screamed.

“Do you even know what her favorite color is?” Jason questioned in a harsh tone.

“...” Was Damian’s reply.

“Exactly! You don’t! You and the others have never cared about her, so why all of a sudden do you care now? You don’t know anything about her so don’t act like you do!” Jason then stood up and walked out of the room in a fit of rage.

Damian stood there, shocked. Had Jason just refused to answer his question? He was about to follow him but decided against it. Why was Damian going to chase Jason down just for her? She was just an annoyance, a mistake, imperfect. He had been wanting to get rid of her for so long, so why doesn’t he feel relieved? Why does he feel guilty? He decided to stop dwelling on it and get on with life. He figured it would happen eventually if it hadn’t happened then.

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It had been a year since that day. The day you left your old life behind and started a new life, a better one. One where you weren’t constantly ignored. One where you actually had more than one person care about you. Instead of seeing yourself as a failure and disappointment, you now saw yourself as an amazing person (which you always were). You had been going to a community college in Star City. You made many friends there and started up a music career with three of them.

Their names were f/n, f/n and f/n. You all started off by taking random gigs anywhere you could. You performed covers of songs and would receive standing ovations all the time. Seeing as your group was well liked, you decided to write and produce your own songs. At the age of 19, Y/G/N released their first album. It went viral within a day and everyone was talking about it. After a week, several articles were posted, praising your work. News Stations talked about all the records Y/G/N managed to break. People started to stream it like crazy, and you couldn’t be happier with all the positive feedback you were receiving.

You had been a Wayne once, meaning you had experience in dealing with the media. Since you had already been used to it, you knew you’d all eventually be invited to interviews. So, when you had received an email stating how N/S wanted a one on one interview with you, you weren’t sure how to feel. You weren’t looking forward to interviews with your whole group, let alone one where you would be alone. You knew how unfiltered interviewers could be and didn’t feel comfortable with it.

However, you decided it would be best to go. So here you were, sitting in front of the interviewer in an uncomfortable chair preparing for the interview to start. You had somehow managed to keep a smile plastered on your face the entire time while you were a nervous wreck on the inside. You hoped none of the questions would be sexist as they usually were towards women. However, you had no more time to think about that. You heard clicking, signaling that you were about to go live. Once you heard the last click, you knew you were live and the interview had begun.

“Hello everyone, welcome back to N/S. My name is Jerald Tangleberry and I’m here today with songwriter, singer, and celebrity, Y/N Wayne! How are you?”

You waved to the camera and then answered, “Hello everyone! I’m doing good, how about you?”

“I’m doing great, thanks for asking! So by now I’d assume everyone knows that you’ve released an album with your group. How does it feel to gain more fame?”

“It doesn’t feel any different. Fame wasn’t our goal when we released the album. It was to express ourselves.”

“Mhm, well Ms. Wayne, what inspired you to write songs?”

“Well we know people may be in a tough spot in their life right now and want them to know they aren’t alone.”

“That’s so true. Some fans have been speculating that every member has three songs that specifically relate to them since there are twelve songs in total and three of the songs have the same group member as the introduction part of the song. Is this true?”

“Yes, it is true.”

“So all three of your songs relate to family issues of some sort. Is that hinting that you have family issues?”

“Yes, actually. My family isn’t the best. They ignored me all the time, even when they weren't busy. The only person who didn’t was Jason.”

“You’re saying it in the past tense.”

“I moved out about a year ago. When I was around 14, I suffered from anorexia. My family would always ignore me since they were either busy doing work or hanging out with each other. The only family member that acknowledged me was Jason. I assumed it was because there was something wrong with me. I started to hate myself so much to the point of starvation. One day, I passed out right before a gala and my oldest brother Dick found me passed out on the floor. They took me to the hospital and when I woke up, Bruce, Dick, Tim, and Damian started fussing about how I’d ruin their image if the media knew what actually happened. They started to yell at me and told me how I was a useless burden. I started to have a panic attack so I kicked them out. Jason stayed behind with me and comforted me. Ever since then I made a planed to save enough money so I could move out when I turned 18, which I did.”

“Oh, wow. So Jason was the only one who interacted with you?”

“Yeah.”

“Looks like the Wayne family isn’t as perfect as they seem.”

“No family is actually perfect.”

“Did your family try contacting you at all after they found out about Y/G/N?”

“Not yet. They’re probably too busy or don’t care.”

“I’m sorry to hear that.”

“It’s alright, I got over it. What’s the next question.”

“Oh-” He cleared his throat and continued the interview. (So basically I don’t wanna bore you all lol)

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Jason had woken up late into the afternoon that day. Patrol that morning had exhausted him. There was a huge breakout at Arkham they had assisted with. They successfully locked up every escapee, so today, Jason just wanted to relax until it would be time for patrol again. Even though he was exhausted, he knew he couldn’t take a break. The others wouldn’t and it would be unfair to them if he did.

He headed over to his couch with his phone and a bowl of popcorn in hand, ready to watch random movies the entirety of the day. He set down his phone on the coffee tables and grabbed the TV remote. When he turned on the TV, he almost dropped the popcorn and remote. You were sitting on a chair, giving an award winning smile while you politely answered the man’s questions. He was baffled. He didn’t know why you were being interviewed, let alone on TV at all! You made it clear you didn’t want to have any relations with your family any longer and you couldn’t stand publicity, so what were you doing?

He placed the bowl down and snatched his phone off the table. Unlocking his phone, he quickly dialed your phone number. However, he realized that the interview was live and that he would be interrupting it if he called you then. Deciding to wait, he placed his phone back down, picked up the bowl, and then got comfortable.

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closer-stars · 3 years

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Dance With Me

Member: Wooyoung Genre: Fluff Word Count: ~3000 Requested: No Content: just dancing with wooyoung. also both of you have feelings for each other but neither of you want to say ANYTHING about it. Also ended up making a playlist for this. Might link it if anyone wants it lol. Note: got inspired when i found out he likes dancing to slow songs. this is also just a bit of a break for me from all the requests I’ve been writing. Go easy on me on this ig, it’s been quite a while since I wrote anything that wasn’t a request and just practically winged this. Tag list: @prodbyteez @barsformars @yeotlny @frankenstein852 @miniyeo @shinyddeonghwa @wlbrzst Net: @ateezlovenet

It’s night time. Ten o’ clock to be exact. Today is supposed to be your rest day, just at home, maybe playing video games, drinking some wine, just being able to take it easy. Alas, here you are in the studio with Wooyoung. His reason? None of the members wanted to stay in the studio; even the ever hardworking San wanted to stay at home and play League or melt into the massage chair. You can’t even get yourself to agree with Wooyoung when it came to staying at home. A good quality massage chair does wonders. You also can’t turn down an offer to dance with Wooyoung. It’s been far too long since you’ve danced with him after all.

So here you are, just vibing along to the music he’s been playing at one side of the room, while he’s trying to get into the vibe but never quite being able to. You have fun with the music changes. Truthfully his music taste has matured over the years, some of the songs were unfamiliar to you. It’s a challenge for you to explore your own abilities and body. On the other hand, his own challenge was getting into the music. He vibes for a few counts but never quite gets into it like you. He watches you for a few moments through the mirror, a little envious of how you’re able to ease yourself into it. Yet, here he is, someone who works constantly through singing and dancing but can’t get himself to dance wholeheartedly. Freely.

Maybe that’s why he dragged you here.

“Hey, can I change the music?” You ask. You have a bit of an idea but it depends if he was willing for a bit of a change.

“Go for it.” He says, a little thankful that he can turn off his thoughts to songs he’s not familiar with. Truthfully, he’s been a little nervous since it’s been so long since he’s spent time with you like this. He wants to show how much he has improved over the years he couldn’t meet up with you. Unfortunately, his own feelings got him feeling like he has two left feet or at the very least, forgetting how to dance. This time, he lets you take the lead.

The music changes. Somehow, this genre was so you that it makes his lips curve upwards. You’ve matured and changed over the years, but hearing this kind of vibe was something he would have expected from you. It’s a small reassurance for him. Once you’re satisfied, you walk over to him and there’s something in your eyes that he catches. There’s a plan brewing in your head. He doesn’t quite remember how successful your impromptu plans are.

“Do you remember when we were trainees, when we would dance around each other? Just freestyling and improv?” You ask. The two of you were trainees under the same company at one point. Eventually, you decided to venture into a path different from his. When you had left, he only had Yeosang left. He couldn’t lose the people he held so dear to his heart.

At the mention of those memories, he laughs, “Of course.”. How young were the two of you then, so much hope and ambition. The two of you loved dancing with each other and he hopes that the love is still there. “Why?” He asks.

He shouldn’t have asked because by the time the question came out of his mouth, you were dancing. Your feet gliding across the floor and around him. You’ve always been graceful, even when you’re just bouncing to the beat, it just looked so effortless on you. He remembers how the two of you look so awkward dancing in these styles. Now, it seems that you’ve grown into your genre. You never lost your love for dancing even after life had led you down a different path. Just like his feelings for his dream and you. He watches you dance around him, either with his own eyes or through the mirror. He catches a few moves influenced by other dance styles and he wonders just what have you been up to all this time. Some of the moves you do, he knows where you got those: trainee years. He even catches a move that he had personally taught you. These references don’t go past him unnoticed, in fact he giggles and laughs wholeheartedly at each reference.

The fleeting touches you give him aren’t going unnoticed either. There’s still a hint of shyness in them, only balanced by how confident you move and how the song eggs you on. You’ve always been the type to like upbeat music. The confidence boost the steady instrumental gives you was refreshing to see. You always preferred to keep your feelings and thoughts to yourself, ever so private you are. But when music plays, you come out of that shell, doing things he didn’t think you could do. This includes making his heart race. Since he doesn’t have to dance for now, he takes the time to fully appreciate you. To have your undivided attention while you dance, it felt too good to be true.

Once the song reaches the end, you slowly stop as well, letting your energy fade into the next song. Your chest rising and falling quickly as you catch your breath. There’s a thin sheet of sweat on your forehead: it’s been a while since you’ve danced like that. The music still plays and Wooyoung stands there. It’s when you stop dancing that he spots how your bashful mannerisms return; the shy smile where your eyes scrunch close as you catch your breath. You look cute, he thinks. A little prideful of himself too, to see a side of you that not a lot of people see.

He’s not sure of what to say, how to properly praise you after what you’ve done. The hesitance is thrown out the window and he lets the words fly out instead. “You’ve improved.” He starts. It’s hard to hide the prideful grin on his features. He praises you for your skills and patience to improve in these styles despite your already hectic schedule. After such words, you bow in thanks to his words. Truthfully, you haven’t seen how you’ve improved but if Wooyoung says you have then you’ll take his words for it. Now, you gesture for him to take over the dance floor.

“Your turn, pretty boy.” You say simply. The praise momentarily causes his brain to buffer. This doesn’t slip by you that you smirk, proceeding to call him that name again. “I said what I said, pretty boy.” You taunt him playfully.

The song playing now is a different one. It’s up Wooyoung’s alley this time. He decides to impress you with his skills this time. You didn’t expect anything different from him. As far as you could remember, he loved showing off his lines at the start. It didn’t matter if he does them sharp and quickly or careful and slowly, if it makes the audience breathless then he’s doing well. He takes his time dancing with the music this time. Compared to earlier, he looks a lot more relaxed. There’s just something about dancing with friends for no reason that his job as an idol can’t quite beat. The need to impress you eventually ebs away, making room for him to just be. Of course even if he just lets be, he can’t help but be a little flirty with you. Mouthing the lyrics while shooting you a wink here and there, all of which are rebuffed by you rolling your eyes.

Both of you know better. The refusal of such flirtings really meant nothing. Neither of you speak about it though, instead just having fun to see who would cave first.

Though he loosens up now, he doesn’t miss on the chance to throw a few moves that he knows are your thing. And was it really Wooyoung, if there wasn’t any attitude in his movement? Of course he’d go as far as do the same moves you did in reference to him, all while correcting you on how to do it. Just typical Wooyoung things. Besides his dance lines, now more prominent, you can’t help but be impressed with how controlled his core is. Maybe you’ll ask for his training regime after tonight. His performance lights up a small competitive flame in you. You keep it under wraps though, you want to see what other tricks he has up his sleeve.

It’s not tricks but you do see that he’s been able to explore just how much his body can do. He’s often on the floor, sometimes on his knees as he dances, rising up for a few counts before being on the floor once more. A small part of you wonders how he’d do when it comes to other styles of hip hop with how grounded he’s become. Just then, you catch him losing his focus, struggling a little to execute certain moves.

He can’t help it, hell, he doesn’t know why it made him lose focus. For some reason, his head decided to emphasize the mere fact, he’s dancing for you. Just the two of you. He was so used to dancing with you and other trainees that then turned into dancing with his members. Now, it’s the two of you only. Flustered feelings overpower his focus, and it shows in a small misstep, a small miss in timing. Even if he’s in the zone, he wants to be worthy of your pride.

“Let’s go, Wooyoung.” You say, trying to put him back into the groove. You didn’t really think about holding back. You were sure that his members have seen how frustrated he can get when he loses his groove in something he’s been working on. “Let’s go.” You say, bouncing a little in the same spot.

Without another thought, you decide to dance with him. The imagery of a puppeteer with his little puppet as you maneuver around him. There’s something that looks like surprise in Wooyoung’s eyes when he realizes you’re dancing with him now.The visuals the two of you make was refreshing. It felt right, seems like two puzzle pieces fitting right in after looking for their match for so long. Though, for you, you don’t put too much effort into dancing, doing this just to make sure Wooyoung doesn’t lose his focus. He notices what you’re doing and he feels a little strengthened to continue dancing even for a few more counts. For now, he’ll follow your lead until he’s able to drop into the music.

The two of you drop to the floor once the song ends. Both of you heaving from the physical exertion. Just a few feet away, the sound system continues to play music that neither of you plan to stop. You look over at the male who’s spread eagle on the floor, strands of hair clinging to his skin as he catches his breath. Maybe it would’ve been nice to stand on the same stage as him but would you have been able to handle the pressure? You shake the thoughts of your head as you pull yourself up.

“Hey, do you remember the choreo to this?” His voice cuts through the thoughts that still cling to your consciousness. The question registers into your mind and you take a moment to focus on the song. Oh. This is rather old. A song the two of you danced to for a monthly evaluation if you remember correctly. One of the rare times you danced with him at such close proximity.

You reason with yourself that the hot feeling on your cheeks is your body’s heat from dancing for longer than you were used to. “Yeah a bit, why?” You return the question to him while you stretch your legs from the exhaustion.

“Wanna do it?”

Your eyes look at him with disbelief. “I thought you forget choreos easily.” It’s not that you doubt him-- okay maybe just a bit, but the amount of times he has said that he forgets choreographies to you and to the camera was quite high.

Your question clearly goes through one ear and out the other. Typical. “Let’s just give it a shot.” He says, pushing himself up with what you can only assume was something he picked up from breaking. Always the flashy guy he was, wanting to flex whenever possible. He walks over to you, offering his hand to pull you up to your feet.

Who are you to say no?

When you hold onto his hand, he pulls you up and against his chest. The prideful smirk already on his lips. The voice in your head berates you for falling for such a classic trick from him. As if you’d complain though. But you don’t show how affected you are by such actions, and instead, you lightly whack his chest, thus giving you the chance to get away.

Did that matter? Not quite because eventually, the two of you would have to dance together.

With that, the dancing begins again. The two of you twist against each other, switching positions that showcases each other’s skills. At certain segments, one of you would forget what comes next-- the things that says this would be either a panicked yelp from you, or an awkward questioning sound from Wooyoung. When one forgets what’s next, the other manages to remember and lead them. It’s all smooth sailing until the two of you forget what comes next.

The two of you are just looking at your reflections, frozen in the same pose. Either of you hoping the other remembers and puts the two of you back on track. “Freestyle?” He proposes.

“Call. Face me.”

The two of you are now looking at each other, dancing with each other in your own respective colors. It’s interesting to see how the two of you are dancing to the same song yet catching different beats. This goes on for a few counts, until Wooyoung snaps back into focus. Looks like he remembers the next step.

“Let’s dance like this.”

You follow his lead but it came with a bit of a price; to put it simply, it was a little flustering. It felt like you were looking at a mirror but not quite. It’s not surprising that you’d stumble at the confusing visuals that didn’t quite match with the vague memories in your head. Your flustered state isn’t missed by Wooyoung who eyes you with soft glee. Fortunately for you, you catch your pace again and dance confidently to him.

He dances with just as much confidence to you. A privy smile creeping upon his features as he approaches you through the music. He knows you won’t move away so he takes his time. Any step back the two of you do were part of the choreography. From here onwards, the two of you know the choreography by heart. How can you not?

The choreography ends with the two of you looking at each other. Wooyoung bending a little lower always, as you always look downwards at the end. He won’t miss out on an opportunity to see that cute shy look on your face when you realize how close he is to you.

You can’t berate yourself either for liking how close he is. That cheeky smile he has that only you get to see does things to your stomach. The last four counts have the two of you just doing simple two steps grooving out the rest of the song out.

After that session, your playlist ends right on time. But when the songs end, that’s when Wooyoung’s noise starts. The male lets out a relieved groan as he drops to his butt onto the floor, catching his breath. You let out the breath you’ve been holding since he got so close to you as you get your phone. After unplugging your phone from the system, you return your attention to the man who has evidently stripped his pullover off to cool his body down.

“Walk around. Lying down after dancing isn’t going to help.” You chide him. Old habits really die hard with that guy.

For once, he listens immediately. He pulls himself up and picks up his things. “Let’s go grab something to eat?” The look of incredulity on your face makes him raise his shoulders, unfazed by how sharp you look right now. “What? You said walk around, so let’s get out of here and grab something to eat, I’m hungry.” In other words: I don’t want this night with you to end just yet.

Moments of silence pass over you. You were going to regret the less than usual hours of sleep you’ll get tonight but you’d regret not spending time with him more. “Let me grab my stuff, you switch off the stuff here cause I don’t want any property damage on my hands.” He grins widely, victorious at his persuasion. “Besides, you owe me a lot of stories.” You add as you grab all your belongings.

He does as he’s told and then hooks his arm right over your shoulders. “For starters, give me your new number. That way, you don’t miss me too much.” The two of you leave the studio all while Wooyoung recounts his stories to you.

“Excuse me! You’re the one who dragged me here. You’re the one who misses me.”

He wonders if you can feel how fast his heart races to have you in his arms like this. He can always excuse with from all the dancing no matter how stupid it can sound.

He likes what he has with you right now, no rush. It’s obvious how you got feelings for each other but there’s no pressure in confessing. The night will forever be young as long as he’s with you.

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haknew · 4 years

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anon asked: I HAVE SONG RECS :DDD I tried not to do songs that you would have obviously heard before but a lot of the songs here are still popular but I couldn’t help but add them 😭

AHHHH thank you so so so so much for all the recommendations anon ! your taste is absolutely impeccable !!! i think i vibed with a lot of these maybe we are a bit similar ^~^ and no worries about your picks ! i totally support you and your incredible music taste no need to defend yourself :p ! popular songs can still be good ones ! thank you again and i tried ... to ... get through them all i’m so sorry JHGFDJHGDK you’ll see i get through like ... half and then ran out of energy T^T i’ll probably get back to this list some other time when i have free time and update with thoughts ! thank you for sending so many in ! i found so many new songs to add to my playlist heh thank you lovely !

Pop

cherry by rina sawayama - super cute ! i love these kinds of pop songs it’s right up my alley :o !

xs by rina sawayama - her voice is so well suited for this style ! i watched the mv and djkfhskgrjf HHH idk she gives me mitski vibes even tho their music is pretty different, you have peaked my interest i’ll definitely look into more of her stuff :o !

comme de garçons by rina sawayama - the bass line T^T !!! the talk-y (?) parts are so good i got chills, it’s like a rave song low key haha :p ! it’s so good !

Any song by Rina Sawayama 😭 - yes yes i’ll try to look more into her stuff !

Kpop

123 by nct dream - i’m only an honorary guest of ncity but one of my irls ults them ! and dream’s music has always been a bit more my speed :o ! this has more nostalgic kpop vibes to it ! i said this before but i really am more a pop person at heart and this is so good ^~^

Up to you by pretty much and nct dream (HAECHANS PART HHHHH) - oooh are you a haechan stan 0v0 i like jaemin tho i admit my knowledge of dream is limited (my fren ults renjun heh) also yes yes consent is very important kids u.u dskjghkdfj YOU’RE RIGHT THO haechan is a singer he SINGS, i love the vocal harmonies !

Oasis by crush ft zico - those electric keyboard synths (?) amazing ! this song bops u.u

Moon by everglow - !!! i actually have heard this a lot before ^~^ i got so excited when i saw this bc it’s so good ! it’s definitely one of my fav everglow songs too i think i overplayed it a lot when it first came out *v*

Woowoo by dia - i love the ocean wave sounds ! that’s so cool i love how summery it is ! it kind of reminds me of loona too ! ggs are just >>> i love the fun and brighter pop songs so much 🥺

Secret garden by Oh My Girl - i’ve heard a few songs by omg ! and i really like a handful of them, secret garden kinda gives me early gfriend songs vibes too ! it’s so pretty ! i really love when songs utilize strings in their instrumentals too ! it’s a bit slower paced too which is really nice ^~^

Page by got7 - YEEEES okie actually maybe unpopular opinion but spinning top is one of my fav got7 albums ! i used to listen to the whole mini on repeat ! i actually used to ult got7 too for a few months heh ^^ BUT YEEES i love page ! got7 always have bangers love them so much

Nekkoya by produce 48 - AHHHHH ANOTHER SONG I LOVE !!! i’m actually a wizone haha :p so i’ve seen produce 48 ! tho admittedly it probably contributes to my burning h*tred for mn*t and any survival shows ;;;; but i loved the title song so much ! i used to unironically play it on repeat djghskfj

Puzzle moon by gwsn - AHHHH YOUR TASTE !!! i also followed gwsn from debut and puzzle moon is so so so cute ! it’s such a bop too ! they have such fun and catchy songs !

Goblin by sulli - ahhh the xylophone chimes ! they make the song sound a bit haunting before the piano comes in ;;;; it really reflects the mv story so well i think ;;; and sulli’s voice is so beautiful ;;;; it’s got that characteristic background vocal harmonies that sm artists usually do and it’s just really beautiful !

What are you up to by kang daniel - today on can you tell jess is unfortunately a bg stan daniel’s songs have been so good :,)) i stopped following all the wanna ones closely after a while but ! he always surprises me ! his songs are such vibes u.u

Best day ever by yeri and nct dream - the TRUMPETS YEEES it’s so upbeat and fun !!! the cheering is so cute i love it !

Hair in the air by yeri and nct dream - JAEMINNNNN !!!! I LOVE YERI SO MUCH PLEASE ! i love the vocal harmonies between her and the boys 🥺 it’s so cute T^T ! renjun’s a singer HE SINGS

119 by nct dream - ah yes this is ncity brand u.u LOL they always have really filled chorus instrumentals and use a lot of vocals to fill up the space which i think is really cool and something i think immediately screams sm artist :0 ! i think renjun’s voice really sells this for me tho HIS VOICE IS AMAZING him and haechan yeees it’s a banger tho :,)

Save me save you by wjsn - i love wjsn’s music so much ! it sounds so magic and ethereal and totally bops ! their voices are so beautiful too and work together so well and i think this song’s style really suits all the members’ voices so well too !

Loonatic by loona - YEEEEES loona are my ult gg ! and oec is probably my fav unit in terms of music ! i have spent many a day playing their whole discography ! haha :3

Up by izone - MY GIRLS ! yes yes up is so cute ! i love it so much ! the choreo is so cute too ! i love izone please ;;;;

N/s by stray kids - oh boy okie ;;;; i’m like not a good judge of a lot of hip hop / more rap heavy songs ;;;; bc i was classically trained as a singer in choir ;-; so i’m sorry i do not have much to say about this one ;;;; it slaps tho ! i probably wouldn’t listen to it normally if you hadn’t recommended it tho so ! good to listen to smth outside of my normal preferences

Sunshine by straykids - OH very very different from the last skz song KJHGKFJHKD yea this is probably more my speed i’m so sorry LOL T-T it’s so good tho :o ! i don’t listen to a lot of skz bc i figured i wouldn’t be able to vibe with them but this one is so good i really like it ! skz and ateez man i’ve been trying to stan for ages but music is a big part of why i stan /stan/ certain groups more seriously and it’s also why i’m only honorary nctzen lol clearly i have been enlightened (literally *looks at my past ult groups* yeaaaa)

Blueprint by stray kids - YEEES IT’S SO UPBEAT ! i love upbeat and brighter songs (i am consistent like this T-T) it’s got summery tropical vibes to it too ! it’s so cute !

Question by stray kids - another banger yeeeees ! i vibe with the lyrics too u.u love that

Any mixtape by stray kids (but I really love 1 and 4) - oooh i still have a lot to get through so i’ll save these for my own time haha ^^

I’m your girl by khan

Revolution by Alexa

Secret by wjsn

I wanna be by key and soyeon

Handle it by twice

Teenager by got7

Take by jus2 (CANNOT RECOMMEND THIS ENOUGH)

Bump bump by woodz

Stylish by loona - this is one of my fav loona b sides yeeees !!!! love them so much !

Outta my head by somi

Jpop

showersnow by orbit

show off by orbit

crazy love by orbit

any orbit song ngl 😭

poison girl by nanaka suwa

lost umbrella (I like the tsukishima kei version cause it sounds like lee know :DDD)

Notice by moe shop

Kawaki wo ameku (domestic girlfriend opening)

The day by porno graffiti (my hero academia opening 1)

Odd future by uverworld (my hero academia opening 4)

Again by yui (full metal alchemist brotherhood opening 1)

More English music

Luxury by azalea banks (Ive heard she’s said some terrible things tho 😭 WHY DOES IT SLAP)

Hurricane by Bridget Mendler (I miss this song and ready or not too 😭)

Little dark age by mgmt

I got a couple one direction recs bear with me here 💀

Happily, Magic, AM, 18, Tell Me a Lie, Through The Dark, Wolves, Night Changes, Better Than Words

Hip-hop/rnb

Leaked by lil tjay

Pretty little fears by 6lack and j cole

Water by joe gifted

The London by young thug

Bands by shoreline mafia

Swervin by a boogie wit a hoodie

Father stretch my hands pt 1 by Kanye west

More English music (indila is French)

Northern lights by kennie

I am not a robot by marina

Tourner dans le vide by indila

Parle a ta tete by indila

Greek tragedy by the wombats

Viva la vida by Coldplay (SHHHHH DONT ROAST ME)

La da dee by Cody Simpson (SHH IT MAKES ME HAPPY 😭)

Move your body by loving caliber and anders lystell (this ones good to make u feel like an early 2010’s movie protagonist :D)

Mariposa by Peach tree rascals

Sunflower by post Malone and swae lee (like many songs on here it’s popular but I still wanna put it here cause they make me happy 😭)

I got really carried away sorry I hope you haven’t heard too many of these 😭😭 OKAY BYEEE ❤️

#anon #jess.replies #not tbz #jess.text #ask games #shared songs hour #oh god i am so so sorry anon i swear i'll get to all the others on my own time T-T #i just underestimated all the asks i was going to get with recs and i can feel my energy fading #''faded in my last song~~~'''#i know i said i'd get around to all of them but it's nearing two am djgdkjfhg I'M SO SORRY #i'll come back to this list and update it with thoughts if i have time :o !#so what have we learned today kids ... jess does not have taste whatsoever #also also that ggs >>>>>>#i'm sorry to all my stay friends <///3 truly i have no taste u.u

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mcrmadness · 4 years

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I've been meaning to ask this for a while, but do you have any song or album recommendations for Apulanta? So far I've only heard Toinen jumala and Lokin päällä lokki. Absolute bangers, but I've always had a hard time listening to new songs for some reason. Guess it's a comfort zone thing? Also, do you have any other Finnish band recommendations? I just think the language sounds pretty.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA thanks for asking about my hyperfixation and also sorry because now I cannot shut up but you can only blame yourself for that!!! XDDD

No really, I had to look for the song Toinen jumala because I remember it exists but I think it was just some special release that was not on any studio album - they do those sometimes - I am not even sure if I have listened to this song before :D But it sounds incredible!!!

Anyway, both of those songs are in their nu-metal style. And the song and album recommendations really depend on what you want from music. They have a quite long history - the band was founded in 1991 and they have been through lots of changes what comes to their musical style - still somehow they have managed to sound like Apulanta for all these years and I don’t know any other band that would sound exactly like them. No song on an album is like the other and you can’t listen to just one song and think you have heard the whole album now. (Sounds familiar eh? :D) Anyway, I’d say they kinda went from punk to “melodic minor key pop” - that is an actual description of their first album, which didn’t sell as well because they made what they thought people wanted to hear instead of what they wanted to play (but I love the album too!) - and then back to punk after almost breaking up because people didn’t like them that much. From punk rock they evolved to alternative rock, to a bit harder nu-metal sounding music. In 2004 their bassist left the band after 7 albums, and this is the time when I kinda grew out of their music and stopped listening to them.

I found the newer music only last year or something, I was never interested in it because it was too metallic for me and the songs I heard from the radio were either uninteresting or too slow for me. But that was a mistake I made because I literally judged the whole albums based on just a few single songs and those did not tell the truth of the albums. I really learnt to like those albums, but my favorites will be forever their first 5 albums.

So I see you have now heard only newer songs. I don’t really even like Lokin päällä lokki, because I have never understood nu-metal. Explains why I wasn’t that much into their albums Heinola 10 (6th, 2001) or especially Hiekka (7th, 2004). Heinola 10 still has several very awesome songs but I have never really gotten behind Hiekka, even today.

So, shortly: if you want punk, listen to Ehjä (2nd, 1996) or Kolme (3rd, 1997). If you prefer alternative and a bit more metallic rock, also accompanied with string instruments, then go for Aivan kuin kaikki muutkin (4th, 1998) or Plastik (5th, 2000). Plastik is actually my favorite album of all these, but I’m also love Ehjä and Kolme, and am very fond of their first album: Attack of the A.L. People (1995). They also have tons of great b-sides so the single compilation albums are great too.

From the newer albums the lates 2 are my favourites and I actually like to divide their history into two: old Apulanta (1991-2004) and new Apulanta (2005->), mainly because I was a fan when I was 9 yeras old and old Apulanta was a part of my childhood, but then I had a pause and found them again in 2008 or 2009, and started listening to the “new Apulanta albums” for the first time pretty much a decade later.

This is the song that peaked my interest after years, it was the first punk sounding new AL song I had heard ever since their late 90s era and I liked this song a lot and it still slaps!!! The song is called Zombeja! and here’s it’s music video too:

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I’ll put more songs from different eras and styles under the cut! The max amount of videos in one post if 5 so I’ll put the audio ones behind links.

For other band recommendations - there’s plenty of bands but it really depends on what is the genre and other things you’re going for. I don’t think I can put too many videos in one so I can e.g. reblog this post with videos from other bands I like - I’m not too fond of Finnish music as it’s mostly metal or boring Finnrock and I don’t like those really. Or you can also send another ask where you specify what you would like to hear so I can try to find something that’d match that.

OLDER STUFF:

Systeemi kusee - from their punk era. At this point they still had two singer-guitarists. The title means “The system sucks”.

ATTACK OF THE A.L. PEOPLE:

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Here’s my favorite song, Aurinkoon (”To the sun”), with a video where it’s a playback but for some reason the recording is not in sync at all but I can’t find a better video of this at all. I think someone filmed it from a dvd from tv screen.

Päivästä toiseen (”Day after day”), no words, it’s a bit slow but I think it’s really pretty!

EHJÄ:

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...silti onnellinen (”...still happy”). The second and third album were very similar but not in a bad way.

Mitä kuuluu? was the hit that was their breakthrough. It was first released on an ep called “Hajonnut”, “Broken” in English, and they were going to break up if it didn’t work. But it did work, better than ever, so they stayed together and that’s why the second album was named as Ehjä, “Intact”.

KOLME:

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Mitä vaan (”Anything”) is one of my favorite songs still day, of all time.

Mato (”Worm”), this is hilarious. I love the lyrics but unfortunately can’t translate them right now :D

AIVAN KUIN KAIKKI MUUTKIN:

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Hallaa/008 (”Frost”) is just so. good. Also the video is interesting, it’s very gore and has nothing to do with the song itself :D Their old bassist directed all of these old videos of theirs.

Teit meistä kauniin/007 is one of their most famous songs. On this album they didn’t give the songs any titles, they gave only numbers to them and because of that I still am not entirely sure what are all the songs on the album. I don’t have names for them and I only remember the single releases and other songs that ended up having names in public. It’s interesting.

PLASTIK:

Käännä se pois (”Turn it away”), I just... this is very similar to the next song but I love them both - this might be the one whose audio I remember from my childhood.

Odotus (”Waiting”), I remember this music video from my childhood. It’s my only actual memory of the time when I was a “fan” of them. The actor in the video was in a Finnish soap opera (that my mom didn’t let me watch but I watched it was my cousins’) and I was very confused of why he was in the video and if it was him. Somehow didn’t understand what an actor is.

Terä: with a video but low quality OR better audio but no video, I’m linking this only because it’s one of my favorites and really shows how this album can yet again be so diverse!

Ei yhtään todistajaa, this just slaps and also has a cool video for it.

Maailmanpyörä (”Ferris Wheel”), absolutely one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard. EVER.

^You can see maybe that it’s my favorite album :D I just can’t decide only one song!

OTHER STUFF:

They have also made two English albums - both have songs with lyrics either translated into English or with completely new English lyrics but all the songs are originally in Finnish. With the second one they clearly have rerecorded the whole songs but with the first one they have just done the vocals:

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Apulanta (Import) - I think this is actually an English version of their 2002 album Heinola 10.

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Okay I think this is enough for now! Here are lots of my favorite songs, lots of videos (unfortunately there’s no better quality versions of the old videos anywhere) and way too much text! I hope you’re not overwhelmed and feel free to ask if there’s something you want to know! You can also see my Apulanta tag for newer songs (and also for some older ones) since I’ve been hyperfixating on the newer albums a lot lately (I saw them live in last February and never recovered lol).

I think I won’t talk about other bands here now - except if you are interested in comedy rock or fun punk, then there’s Klamydia. But I think I should do an individual post about them in that case. Anyhow, check this song from my favorite album, the song is called Ooko tehny lenkkiä (pyörällä ilman penkkiä) aka “Have you driven a bike (without the saddle)” and, well, the lyrics are what you can imagine them to be too :D The sound of that song just clicked to me and had so much dä energy I just had to listen to them even more :D Let me know if you want to know more about them too, tho with them the fun part literally is in the lyrics (and sometimes in videos) so it might be difficult to understand things sometimes.

#useless-blog-of-a-moth #answered asks #apulanta #apulanta master post (kinda)#finnish music

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theaterdisneynerdsunite · 5 years

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A (Controversial) Ranking Of 2010’s 10 Tony Winning Best Musicals

Remember when I thought this blog would be full of original theater content? Oops. Anyways here’s my list. Keep in mind some of these were incredibly close. I kept switching around 7/8, 5/6, and 3/4, but this is what I ultimately settled on. There’s a certain placement that I’m sure a lot of people are going to say is way too low, I’m not saying this is the definitive ranking or “correct”, just my personal opinion based on my individual taste. There are a bunch of musicals from this decade that I love that didn’t win the Tony, but that’s an entirely separate list lol.

10: Memphis

Tbh I know nothing about this show. It could be fantastic, but I’ve never heard the soundtrack, know nothing about it, and am unfortunately unable to listen to the soundtrack until 2020. Nothing against Memphis, I just don’t know anything about it which is why I put it at the bottom

9: Dear Evan Hansen

Put down your pitchforks. This is why I put controversial in the title. I’ve listened to this show multiple times, I’ve read the plot a bunch of times, I’ve had DEH Stan’s try to change my mind, I really, really wanted to like this show. The actors are incredibly talented and have great voices, no complaints there. I have anxiety and other mental health conditions and I was ecstatic at hearing about a show getting popular being about those things. I wanted to like this show. I wanted to connect to Evan, I really did, but the way the story is written makes me deeply uncomfortable with what it says about mental illness, and the music is fine but doesn’t distract from the story for me. It’s sort of generic music wise in my opinion. The way they portray both Connor’s and Evan’s characters makes me actively dislike the show, and it is really, really hard to make me actively dislike a show. I feel ambivalent sometimes, I have mixed feelings sometimes, but I actively dislike this show and that almost never happens. Also NPATGCO1812’s score and staging was phenomenal, Come From Away was sentimental and moving without feeling corny, and Groundhog Day surprised me by being better than I expected. I literally preferred every other show in the category from that year, I know a lot of people love it and that’s great but this is where it falls for me.

8. Once

I love the song Falling Slowly, and I think the actors dancing with instruments on stage was really cool. I think it was one of the first times it was done on Broadway, but I’m not sure. Other than the plot being a bit contrived and flat for me, there’s nothing I really dislike about this show. I just...feel nothing about this show. It’s fine, the music is good background study music, it just didn’t leave much of an impression for me.

7. Book of Mormon

So the songs in this show are absolute bops, and some of the wordplay is fantastic. I can appreciate this show for what it was trying to do. But ultimately, this show comes down to the humor, and you either like this style of humor or you don’t. I never personally found South Park to be my taste in humor. If you like South Park, you’re going to love this show. Even though I don’t find South Park funny, there were parts of this show I laughed at. But there were also parts that I cringed at and the cringe parts increased in hindsight. The songs are my favorite part: Hello, Sal Tlay Ka Siti, Turn it Off, Baptize Me, Mostly Me, I love those songs.

6. Fun Home

This show may have three Alison’s, which are all really good, but it felt like two plots to me. There is the story of Alison and her relationship with her father, and there’s the story of Alison’s self discovery and realizing her identity. These stories intertwine, but I personally find the self discovery and realizing her sexuality story much more interesting and compelling, and I also prefer the songs that are a part of that journey. Ring of Keys and Changing My Major are my favorite songs from the cast album. I read the graphic novel and it seems like it is really true to the spirit of the book. This and Memphis are the only ones I haven’t seen or seen a bootleg of, so I’m not really able to comment on the costumes, acting, choreography, setting etc, but for the most part I like what I’ve heard.

5. Band’s Visit

Another show that really comes down to taste. I liked this show when I saw it, the person who came with me didn’t. Part of the point of the show is rather than go to a big exciting city, they end up in a tiny town in the middle of nowhere in a desert where nothing happens. There are multiple songs dedicated to how nothing happens. And there are a bunch of mini story arcs with varying degrees of focus put on them, the focus shifts to much for anything to really happen. Which is the point, and it’s interesting, you just have to know what you’re in for. It feels like Waiting for Godot set to music, which if you like waiting for Godot like I do is a good thing. The romances are sweet. It feels like it should be in a more intimate off broadway setting, but I like it. The music is hit or miss for me, but the hits nail it out of the park. I like a lot of the songs but I love Omar Sharif, I could listen to it on repeat for hours.

4. Kinky Boots

This show is absolutely fantastic and I love everything about it. The fact that it’s at #4 for me was a shock, because this show is so good. This shows how strong the top of the list is in my opinion, because this show knocks it out of the park. This show has so much heart and sole. The costumes, especially for the drag queens, are stunning, the choreography like the boxing match and the conveyor belt dance are really cool, the acting is phenomenal, and the songs. The songs are so good. If they want to make you laugh they make you laugh, if they want to make you cry they make you cry, if they want to make you dance along belting out at the top of your lungs they are going to make you do that. Seriously, this show is so good.

3. Gentlemen’s Guide to Love and Murder

This just barely edged out Kinky Boots, because I feel like most people like and appreciate Kinky Boots, and I feel like Gentleman’s Guide is severely underrated and ranking it higher is going to let me talk about it even longer. This show isn’t as deep as Kinky Boots but it doesn’t try to be. What this show is, and why I think it’s underrated, is pure comedy. There are a lot of comedic Best Musicals sure, but the comedy is only part of it, but this one is wholeheartedly a comedy, which I feel is kind rare. A lot of things have comedy but it seems like not many are straight up comedy anymore. And the thing is... I’m not usually a fan of straight up comedy, like there are very few straight comedy movies that I enjoy, so the fact that I love this so much when I expected to only like it makes it even better. And as much as I call it a pure comedy, it’s got beautiful love song, great commentary, and a couple of twists that are fun even though you see them coming. The murders are really creative and funny. The characters are great, I love the gag with the Dysquiths where all of the murdered people are played by one actor. The acting, costume quick changes, and everything involved in pulling it off is so cool. I love the songs so much, I don’t think there’s a weak one in the bunch. And one scene may have one of my favorite bits of choreography of all time. It only needs three people, a doorframe and a chair. It’s not flashy or involves a million moving pieces like the costume bit does, but it is ingenious in its simplicity and comedic timing. This show seems largely forgotten by people, maybe because it’s not trying to be deep, but it 100% deserves more love than it gets.

2. Hadestown

If Gentleman’s Guide is one of the funniest shows I’ve ever seen, this is one of my favorite modern cast albums. This also hits a lot of my personal interests, so that definitely helps. I love Greek mythology, I love the anachronistic but also roaring 20’s setting, I love the genres of music they pull from, I love the oral tradition storytelling feel it has, it hits so many of my stylistic favorites that I naturally feel pulled towards it. I love the music, if you asked me to pick my top five, no top ten songs from this show I couldn’t do it. The casting fits the characters perfectly, and the songs match the characters so well. The lyrics are fantastic and the themes are both timeless and incredibly relevant. It feels like it was written in the past year or two, especially the song Why we Build the Wall, but it was written way before ‘Build the wall’ was ever a thing. And the design of the show is so incredibly effective, everything contributes to the feel of the piece and the function of the show. Everything seems so well thought out and crafted, from the costumes to the choreography to the script to the music, there is so much attention to detail and is so intricately tied together even though it feels simple, earnest and straightforward. Which to me is an incredibly difficult needle to thread. Like the famous Dolly Parton quote “it takes a lot of work to look this cheap”, it is such a complex show that looks so simple. And it’s so immersive, you fall into the story. You know how it ends, it tells you from the beginning how it ends, but that doesn’t stop you from feeling exactly what they’re feeling, from believing wholeheartedly that it could end differently despite knowing how it ends, it’s a masterful piece of art.

1. Hamilton

I doubt this comes as a surprise to anyone, even if I did technically make you Wait For It. I feel like calling it a cultural phenomenon is underselling it’s impact. There’s nothing I could possibly say about this show that hasn’t been said hundreds of thousands of times already. This show is a piece of lyrical genius, of musical genius too but a lyrical masterpiece. This show was like Rent was in the 90’s or Wicked in the 00’s, not only an instant classic that permanently affected the modern theater world, but outside of theater as well. I have loved theater long before Hamilton, but this show spoke to so many people outside of theater, made so many people fall in love with theater that wouldn’t have otherwise. It might not be my favorite show by Lin Manuel Miranda, it might not even be my personal favorite one on this list to see live, but nothing else could possibly take the top spot of this list for me. Who would have thought a hip hop inspired rap musical about a relatively ignored founding father would become the juggernaut it is. I don’t know what else to say that other people haven’t said already. It’s Hamilton, what else can I say?

#theater #broadway #top ten list #best musical #memphis #dear evan hansen #deh #once #once musical #book of mormon #fun home #band's visit #kinky boots #gentleman's guide to love and murder #gentleman’s guide #hadestown #hamilton

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xocookiest · 4 years

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Lesbian Asks!

Note: **I am not a lesbian, but some of these questions do pertain to me a lot. So, I’m answering all these questions because I think it might be something silly and fun to do while I’m self-quarantining. So, excuse the jokes I have made, bits of sarcasm, or if I go a little bit too dark or something for you all. And, if you guys have any questions or need any further clarification about some of the answers I have given. I’m going to be opening up my ask box for a couple of days to answer them, but you’re more than welcome to shoot me a private message. Just keep it respectful and civil, please and thank you. **

1) Femme or butch?

a) Femme Fatale. The character archetype that has drawn in millions of men and women through literature, art, and now the media over the course of centuries because of her mysterious allure, charm, and wit. As it is a thrilling and intriguing experience because you just don’t quite know what the person might do next and it makes you keep guessing, but it also can be an extremely deep and rewarding relationship without words ever being spoken. Plus, I’ve always loved a good mystery to try and solve. And, one of them obviously being the consciousness of the human mind.

2) Do you have a “type”? If so, describe it

a) Hm…. I wouldn’t say I have a “type”, but I think I would like a person who would respect my boundaries, honor their commitments, be honest about their mistakes in life, acknowledge their faults, and be willing to change and grow to better themselves, have morals, values, and commitments that they can stick to because it would prove to me in some way that they are loyal. At least to something. However, that’s something difficult to serve up on a platter. So, let’s just say my “type” is a person who has flaws, but is a good-natured person and is trying their best to be the best version of themselves they can be.

3) Plaid button-ups or leather jackets?

a) What if you own a bunch of plaid button-ups and leather jackets in your closet? What do I do with that? Wait. Is this a preference of style on a person? Uh…. I’m going to have to skip because I don’t really have one. Mostly, because a woman can look good in both and kick a guy’s ass while doing it. So…. yeah. No preference.

4) Describe your style

a) Jeans. Long-sleeve/T-Shirt. Jacket/Hoodie/Cape. Boots/Tennis Shoes. Minimal/ No Makeup. Occasional Dress, Shorts, Heels, and Sandals. Minimal Makeup/Full Makeup Routine (DO NOT HAVE at least currently). Those are the most common things you’ll find me wearing. But, here’s the kicker. Comfortability. I repeat. Comfortability. I can’t tell you how many times my heels have bled while wearing regular shoes or heels while walking on them or bruised the side of my toes or feet while wearing flats or sandals. Ugh. Fashion does not need to be painful people. You can look good and be comfortable in your own skin without being in pain. Plus, who wants to feel like your dress is falling off you between your legs while you’re at an event? Other than when you’re having sex or at least about to do so.

5) Describe your aesthetic

a) Um, okay there is no cute way to describe this. I’m a nerd. I like playing video games late into the night, reading books, comics, or manga for hours that I forget the last time I ate, diving into a new anime, K-drama, or old cartoon that I stay up till the next morning watching, struggling to write and publish stories, and doing cosplays while meeting new and interesting people. But I also love watching documentaries about history, science, and art. I can’t stand to be inside too long because I feel claustrophobic and it reminds me of being trapped in a room with someone I don’t particularly like. So, I take hour long walks in my neighborhood, woods, forest, cities, and beaches while blasting really loud music that will probably damage my ears in the long run. So, don’t expect me to hear a single thing you’ve said when I have them on because it takes forever to get my attention since I have such a one-track mind. Plus, I’m terrible at cooking almost burnt down my friend’s house once with a microwave. Hence, why I prefer doing the prep work, dishes, and gardening. Though, don’t ask me to slaughter a live chicken. I can’t do it.

6) Favorite article of clothing?

a) A jacket. Did you expect anything else?

7) Favorite pair of shoes?

a) Boots. Specifically, Steel-Toed Boots. So, if you ever drop anything heavy on yourself, it doesn’t hurt as much or if someone is really bothering you. It gives you an extra kick.

8) Current haircut?

a) Long Hair w/ side bangs. I’m cutting it for the summer to be above my shoulders just because summers are just hot and long hair is just difficult to deal with when it is hot and sticky on your face.

9) Any haircut goals for the future?

a) I’m hoping at some point I can get some red ombre at the ends of my hair because it adds a nice accent, but it’s not really necessary. I just really cut my hair shorter in the summer and let it grow the rest of the time. So, I’m not overtly cold in the winter/fall.

10) Describe the best date you’ve been on

a) I haven’t had one yet. So, really can’t tell you that one.

11) Describe the worst date you’ve been on

a) Can’t really tell you one that’s been that bad. Since I think every date has its worse and best points in a date. But maybe there is one and I just haven’t realized it yet. Does a guy who leaves you on the curbside count? Seriously, though. What counts as a worst date for you guys?

12) Single? Taken?

a) Single. Definitely, single. You can tell by how my friends get overly excited any time I’ve tried dating anyone or tried setting me up with someone they think would be a good match. Most of the time I think they’re giddier than I am about me going on a date with someone. My gosh. Actually, rewrite. I’m not giddy at all I’m just a bottle of nerves they just try to settle down before I actually go on the actual date. Lol.

13) If taken, talk about your girlfriend/wife!

a) You know, I would love to do this because it just would make me smile to read it. But, unfortunately. I don’t have one to talk about. So, if any of you have a girlfriend or wife you want to talk about here. Please do it. I want to read your stories.

14) If single, what are you looking for in a potential girlfriend/wife?

a) Err…. I’m not actually looking for anything in particular, really. I just want them to be a nice and good person who I can spend hours talking and spending time with and want to spend time with. Is that too much of an ask to the great universe of the world?

15) Describe your dream wedding

a) My dream wedding is having a small wedding with family and friends that love and support me and my relationship with my partner. I don’t really have an idea of what I really want for it, but what’s important is celebrating your relationship with the person you love. Maybe, outside? But, then you have to think about the weather and what’d it be like. So, maybe I should do it indoors. I don’t know, alright. I thought a wedding would always be something that you and your partner would discuss and figure out together, I guess.

16) Do you want kids?

a) What if you already have one? What happens then? Though, as of this moment I do not. I love them, don’t get me wrong and I would really love to adopt a child who really does need a home, but I’m just not financially stable to do so currently or am staying in one place long enough that would make a stable life for one. Hence, no kids currently.

17) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

a) Um, that’s a difficult question currently because my plan is to travel the world? So, is around the world a good answer because I’ve never actually felt at home anywhere and the last place, I really felt at home was in my hometown in California. But that isn’t really home anymore either. So…. yeah. I don’t really have a particular place I want to call home or live. Anybody have any ideas on that?

18) Favorite lesbian movie?

a) I’ve only ever watched one lesbian film called, Jenny’s Wedding. Which hit a little too close to home at the time. So, I only could watch the film in bits. But if anyone has any recommendations, I’m open to them. Just shoot me a message.

19) Favorite lesbian novel/story?

a) Okay, I love reading books. But this is the one thing lacking in my repertoire. Please recommend me something intriguing to read. I can’t stand the idiocy of human male and female relationship anymore currently. It is driving me nuts. So, I’m asking please let me go insane with other stories not dominated by male and female relationship. Otherwise, I would highly recommend you guys try reading Queen of Thieves. It’s a choice story written by several different writers for Lovestruck. So, you have several different partners that you can choose from. But, my god. The route for Vivienne Tang is just a gold mine and I’m salivating for the next season because it’s just so freaking good. If you’re reading this xekstrin. I love your work there and know that if you were to ever write a novel. I’m buying it. No questions asked. Oh, and tell your wife, “Hi!” for me too! =)

20) Favorite lesbian song?

a) Okay, so this sounds terrible. But I don’t have one because I just like the sound of the music, sound, or lyrics and it changes frequently. Not to say, that I don’t have any lesbian songs in my playlist because I probably do. However, I did look up some songs? And, apparently 1950 by King Princess from my Spotify playlist is one of them. So…. I probably have more, and I just don’t realize that they are there because I have a tendency of fantasizing about scenarios based upon the song and lyrics anyhow. But if anyone has any recommendation for songs. I’m down to listen to any of them.

21) Favorite lesbian musician?

a) So, I’m terrible with names and I barely ever look up an artist or even what their sexual orientation is. So, I’m going to have to say I don’t have one because I honestly don’t even have a favorite musician and even if I did, I don’t think I’d even know if they were lesbian. But I probably do have some lesbian musicians in my Spotify playlist? I just don’t think anything of it because if you like the sound, music, and lyrics then you listen to more of their music. At least that’s how I think about it. But it is different for other people. So, that’s understandable. Everyone has different tastes and ways they enjoy music. However, if you know some artists with songs, you’d think I’d enjoy. Shoot me a message.

22) What lesbian stereotypes do you fit into, if any?

a) What stereotypes? Can someone please educate me on this subject? Also, why? Other than, the reason it’s easier to identify the type of person because as much as I think it is utterly rude to do so I have to admit there is some truth to them. But not everything you hear about a particular stereotype is true. For example, not all goths are dark and brooding or wear black constantly. However, this might be a consistent part of their wardrobe because its comfortable or it’s their favorite color. So, sue them for wearing dark clothing and being interested in something they like.

23) Ever been assumed to be nothing more than a gal pal?

a) Oh god, yes. If you’ve ever met a girl who you’ve ever wanted to be more than friends with and they say, “You’re such a great friend.” That’s just your heart breaking into a million pieces, dude. Hope you have a dustpan and a lot of glue because that’s going to take a while to work through with all the tears and blood spilled over it. So…. yeah.

24) If a woman wanted to woo you, what would a surefire way to accomplish that?

a) Uh…. I have no idea. I guess you’d have to date me to figure that out. Lol.

25) Be positive! What do you like most about being a lesbian?

a) I’m not one, but I can tell you what I admire about you guys. And, that’s your strength because you guys take on so much scrutiny and blame for things in media and even in your own communities and that takes a lot of strength to do. So, I’m proud of you guys for being so strong and supporting each other when things get tough. For those of you who are still in the closet, I hope one day you find a safe place where you can come out to your loved ones and be comfortable with who you are because finding that place is just as important as finding the person you want to spend forever with too.

26) Are you more of a cat person or a dog person?

a) Totally, a dog person. Mostly, because my friends keep telling me I look like a kicked puppy every time they tell me we can’t do something. Like go to the nearest frozen yogurt shop after just eating out at a restaurant or doing something inappropriately dangerous. Though, I’ve been living with like three different cats for almost two to three years now on and off. So, maybe. I’m actually a cat person.

27) Turn ons?

a) Wit. You can’t honestly say you wouldn’t love a woman who could tease you with her extensive vocabulary and had you begging on your knees for more. Would you?

28) Turn offs?

a) Arrogance. Look, if all you care about is yourself and how important you are to the world. Then, that’s great and good for you. But that really doesn’t leave a lot of room for you and I that doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed your space and time alone when you need it or even to celebrate your achievements, but also give your partner that same respect too.

29)Do you usually ask other women out or do you wait for them to ask you?

a) I actually try not to ask them out, but it always ends in failure. So…. yeah. I ask them out.

30) What is your dream career?

a) To be able to work as a traveling librarian while being an investigative reporter that writes novels and scripts for film and tv, but also can work on film and tv sets as part of their set or run crew when I’m not traveling or writing. That’s a dream. Really, it is my dream career.

31) Talk about your interests or hobbies!

a) I think I’ve spoken about them in length enough. So, I suppose I’ll just tell you what you can probably find me doing on a regular Friday night. Which is watching a show intently on my television or laptop and screaming at the screen or reading a book on the bed or couch with my ear plugs on while drinking sprite and hot cocoa with a blanket wrapped around me.

32) What is the most attractive quality a woman can have?

a) Again, I don’t know I think it really depends on the person you are with because the thing that you find initially attractive might not be same after you get to know them. Not to say, that it is a bad thing. But that love is sort of evolving and as your relationship grows with the person, you’re with the things you love about the person will change too. So, I think that the most attractive quality a woman can have is just being able to be genuine or be comfortable with themselves because if it feels forced. It’ll feel forced to the other person too. I guess. Am I making any sense here?

33) Do you love easily, or does it take time for you to warm up to someone?

a) That’s a difficult question because sometimes it takes time for me to warm up to someone, I don’t really know all that well when I first meet them and other times, I’m really open about it. I think it really depends on the person, though.

34) Ever fallen for your best-friend?

a) Yes. My best friend in high school. She and I had been friends since 7th grade in middle school. We used to talk and hangout all the time after school using a messenger application and I hadn’t realized it until much later. But, by that point she was already with someone else and I didn’t really want to impose my feelings or strain the relationship. Though, I’m pretty sure her girlfriend at the time knew something was up because I don’t think she liked me very much. Though, understandable considering things. So, eventually the relationship sort of faded out as she started hanging out with my friends and I less and less as her and her girlfriend got closer.

35) Ever fallen for a straight girl?

a) That’s a good question. I probably have and passed it off as me just being a caring friend. Which, with my sexual orientation becomes a little difficult to differentiate between sometimes, anyhow. Seriously, it is a freaking headache.

36) The L-Word: yes or no? (love it or hate it?)

a) Are you talking about the word lesbian or love because I don’t necessarily hate the word on either side of things it’s just…? Can we (people) really not think of a better word to describe it? I mean. I know it’s pretty hard to find a word that encompasses the meaning of something, but people make up words all the time. But I think for right now the word lesbian works and is fine. So, thoughts?

37) Favorite comfort food?

a) Soup. There is literally no other food that makes me feel happier when I’m sick or upset. Especially, if it’s made by someone you love because it makes it all the more special. Though, don’t be surprised if I ask for seconds and then just skip to dessert instead.

38) Coffee or tea?

a) Tea. I don’t drink coffee as much. It’s just too bitter for me, not that there aren’t teas that aren’t bitter, but I’ve always had to put so much sugar and milk into my coffee that it doesn’t make any sense to just waste the coffee. Hence, any time I get coffee it goes straight to my mom or one of my friends who practically runs on it. And, I just don’t do that as often when I’m drinking tea. Except, for Thai Tea. Which basically is like coffee for me.

39) Vegetarian? Vegan? None of the above?

a) Neither. I’m willing to try vegan food, though. Just don’t expect me to be entirely excited about it.

40) Do you have any pets?

a) I have a cannibalistic goldfish. And, before you ask. Yes, she does eat other fish. I call her Cannibal, it used to be Christy. But, now it’s just Cannibal.

41) Early-riser or night-owl?

a) Night-Owl. I can’t seem to get up that early for some odd reason. Oh, well. I try to, though. Key word: Try.

42) What is your sign?

a) Are you asking what my astrology sign is? If you are it’s a Cancer. I was born on the 6th of July. Apparently, I was supposed to be a 4th of July baby. Lol, that would have been an event. However, if you’re asking what year I was born then I’m going to have to say I was born in the Year of the Ox in the element of fire. You can probably figure out the rest from there I suppose.

43) Can you drive?

a) Yeah, I drive. I’ve only been driving for a couple of years, though. I am actually really terrified of driving on the road. It’s why it took so long for me to get my license and that I actually don’t particularly like driving. I’d actually prefer if I could walk, fly, bike, subway, train or bus somewhere, but most places in the United States don’t have much of a transportation system that is consistent or reliant enough to do so here. Unless, you live in a bustling city like New York. Hence, we have overpriced dangerous honking killing machines zipping through the roads. So, drive safely guys.

44) Who was your first lesbian crush?

a) My first lesbian crush? Hm…. a girl I met in college I guess? She was in the same major and courses I was but was a year behind me technically. She was a really intelligent and nice person, though I wasn’t able to actually hangout with her as much because I had other priorities at the time. The funny thing was I didn’t even know she was a lesbian until a friend of mine told me when the two of us went to trivia night at a bar that my friends and I frequented. Now, before you ask. How could you not know? And, my answer is I’m an oblivious child. Seriously, I have a bucket of stories that will tell you that along with my friends who have stood or sat right next to me and watched a girl or guy flirt with me and ask me out and I being a completely dense human being. Don’t catch it.

45) At what age did you know you were a lesbian?

a) Hm…. when did I know I liked girls? Probably forever ago just didn’t want to admit to it because I was told so many times it wasn’t “right” to do so. But, I don’t think I really knew officially until I was in high school when my friends at lunch one time all spoke about some guy or girl they liked, and I didn’t really have anyone in particular I liked at all. Well, I did. Just didn’t tell her because I was in denial at the time that I wanted more than just a friendship. Which, is a situation I think a lot of people have been in before.

46) At what age did you come out (if you have)?

a) Came out to my close friends in college freshman year. But technically I told my grandmother way before that when I was in 4th/5th grade one time when I was really upset about a bunch of kids bullying me at school and just outrightly told her when she asked if I liked anyone and I said, “I don’t like anyone. Boys suck and I don’t even really like girls all that much either.” And, she laughed then said that’s okay. Just focus on doing what you like to do, and the rest will sort itself out. Plus, boys and girls can be really immature anyhow. (Apologies, to my little brother if you ever read this. But you have to admit you were a real brat to handle as a child. Love you, anyhow though.) Then, I unwillingly came out to my parents after graduating from college when I got wrapped up in some family drama. Woof, that was a horse. But it is over with now. Nothing, I can do about it now.

47) Are you crushing on anyone at the moment (celebrity or otherwise)?

a) Hahaha……. yeah. But she is currently unavailable and that’s okay. I’m not really in any rush to be in a relationship currently.

48) Talk about how your day went

a) What do you talk about when you are stuck in quarantine? Do you tell the internet you spent the last three days trying to finish answering a Lesbian Ask! Questionnaire because you were really bored and was tired of staring at job applications all day? Because that’s what happened.

49) Talk about your dreams/aspirations for the future

a). I hope that one day I get to settle down somewhere and call it home. Have a loving partner, a kid, a dog, and two cats. And hopefully, it’ll be somewhere in New York or at least close to there because it seems like every single one of my friends plans on moving there at some point. Lol.

50) Least favorite gay celebrity?

a) Wow. Great question. No idea. Lol. Like I said. I don’t know much about celebrities and their sexual orientation because it shouldn’t matter what someone’s sexual orientation is. Since it shouldn’t change a person perspective about you because you’re still you. Nothing’s changed. Just the fact that your friends, family, and close relatives now know a little bit more about the type of person you like. Nothing else. And, if someone wants to give you crap about it. Let them be small, ignorant, and stuck in the past while you get to enjoy and see the world for what it is. A very dark scary dank place that screws over a lot of people sometimes, but overall, it’s a relatively nice, beautiful, and an ever evolving place that always seems to keep you on your toes.

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Your name, please? Robyn. Are you heartbroken right now? No, my heart’s doing okay. If so, how long have you been heartbroken? Do you like the area you live in? I like that it’s a lot quieter than the metro, but we get everything we could also get in the city nonetheless. Right now it’s just a little unsettling since the Taal Volcano erupted and we have ashfall land all over our house, but otherwise where we live is pretty decent and uneventful for the most part. Do you ever get complimented on your eyes? What color are they? It’s not my strongest feature so no, not really. They’re dark brown/almost black.

What facial feature do you like the best on a person? Everyone has their different strong suits, so. Do you like to be called baby? Only by my parents and my girlfriend, because otherwise that would be creepy. What is your favorite flower? I like roses, sunflowers, and peonies. Idk, my answers to this question changes every time so it’s safe to say they’re only my favorites today. When did you last use the restroom? Five minutes ago. I went before starting this. How long is your hair? Pretty long. I haven’t had it cut since late in 2018; if I throw my head slightly back it already reaches my hips. I plan to keep it long until my graduation shoot, so I won’t be going to the salon for at least another month. Do you have braces? I used to. Do you have any freckles? Nope. What is your favorite Internet meme? There was a local meme going around last week and it involved people making hilarious puns out of celebrity names and pairing them with Photoshopped pictures of the celebrities to match the pun – for example, a local celeb named Rico Blanco was styled as Rico Blanket and a photo of him was shopped so that he’s in bed wrapped in a blanket :(((( OK IT DOESN’T SOUND FUNNY RN but all the entries were hilarioussssss I swear. Unfortunately everyone hopped on the meme train and it died in like a week. How many windows does your room have? Two big windows but each have four tiny window panes in them that can be opened. Do you have a rug in your room? What color is it? No. My dog likes peeing on rugs so we don’t like having them laying around. What is the weirdest animal you've ever held? I don’t think any animal is weird... but the coolest ones I’ve ever held are a snake, an eagle, a sea turtle, and a crocodile. The first three I got to meet in Bali, and the crocodile was from Palawan. Do you get extremely hyper when under the influence of sugar? No. I never really believed in that either. What about caffeine? I get pretty talkative, yes. I also talk like I have built-in exclamation points lol. Have you ever tried any drugs? If so, did you regret it? No, I haven’t. Do you have any pregnant friends? None of my friends are, but I can never be sure anymore when it comes to people I know. I always say no to this question, then sooner or later someone I know gives birth kfdgkdjfhd like a classmate from high school just had her third kid and no one even had any idea she was pregnant again. Guess I’ll just keep answering this question with a shrug. Have you seen anyone lately that you knew but didn't remember from where? Yeah, this was me for a few seconds when I arrived in my history class for our first day last Friday and I saw several people that I knew I know, but I had to recollect my thoughts. I eventually remembered who they were, but for a few seconds I was stumped. When was the last time you toilet papered or egged someones house? I’ve never done this, because you don’t do this in the Philippines. Do you usually dress up for Halloween? Some years I would. When ordering food, what do you usually get as a drink? I always get ala carte because I only drink water (I get full quicker if I have any other drink), and service water is always there. Put your favorite color and favorite animal. EX: Silver walrus Pink dog. When drawing something, do you try to be super precise or do you not care? I don’t care for drawing and am aware of just how bad I am at it, so I barely make any effort when I have to. When was the last time you snapped at someone? Sunday morning. My mom was playing a mobile game where the character will only be able to move if you scream, so she was screaming her ass off at 7 AM and I was worried it would wake the neighbors up. Does it bug you when people clap with their palms? HAHAHAHAHA like Nicole Kidman? Oh man. I’ve never actually seen someone clap the way she did in real life, so I don’t know if it would bug me. I know it’d send me laughing, though. Have you hugged anyone today? Just my dog. Classes have been suspended because of the Taal erupting, so I’m not seeing anyone else today. How many languages do you know how to say 'happy birthday' in? Filipino, English, Spanish, French, and Korean, so make that five. What language would you like to learn that you don't already know? Korean, just because I watch so many Korean shows as it is lmao. Are you able to take this language at your school? Yes, but it’s not required in my curriculum so I’ve never taken a Korean language elective. Have you ever been into a bar? Yes, I’ve always preferred bars to clubs so I’ve gone to a lot of them. What ethnicity are you? Broadly, Austronesian. But specifically, I’m Filipino, and even more specifically, Tagalog. How much makeup do you wear? None. I usually wear makeup only for special events, or if I absolutely had to, like for my graduation shoot. If you could fly, what kind of wings would you have? I’d like pink sparkly ones please hahahaha. Write some lyrics from the song stuck in your head right now. Nothing’s playing in my head at the moment. Do you like that song? Would you describe yourself as 'fiesty'? You mean feisty? I can bring out that side of me if I have to, but I’m not naturally it. How corny is High School Musical in your opinion? Pretty fucking corny. But I love the series and it’ll always be an important part of my childhood, so I’m never going to hate it. Have you actually read Twilight? Yes. I don’t know how I started getting into it though; I just remember it became insanely popular in the fourth grade and all of a sudden I wanted the Twilight boxed set for Christmas. What about Harry Potter? Yes, I read most of the books. My sister got into HP when she was aroundddd 10-11ish and my parents also got her a boxed set, so I borrowed each book after she finished them. Out of the two, which is better? Twilight.

Name a member of the Beatles! Ringo Starr. Who was the name of your first crush? My first real crush was Andi. How long ago was that? Eleven years ago. Do you still know that person? She migrated to New Zealand nine years ago, so we got disconnected for a long time and that’s when we got cut off. We’re Facebook friends now, but it’s never been the same. Happy for her, though. Can you handle your emotions very well? Usually I can, but when I’m at my breaking point then I’m at my breaking point. How often do you read books? Once every five years :(( JK uhhhhh I read loads, just not from books, and particularly not anything fictional. Are you the jealous type? I can be when there’s reason to, yep. Are you the type of person who gets jealous of people's pasts? No. And usually people regret their past, so I don’t feel jealous about that. Have you ever gotten an ear infection from riding an airplane? No. My ears were incredibly uncomfortable during my first plane ride though, and it didn’t help that I was already panicking long before the flight started. Anyway, my ears never fully ~popped and I was like 80% deaf for the entire plane ride. When was the last time you witnessed someone throw up? The last time someone threw up, it was me lol. But if we’re gonna be strict about the question, it wassssss last April I think. When was the last time YOU threw up? Sometime around May last year. Do you know anyone who faints at the sight of blood? ME. I’m anyone who faints at the sight of blood. Maybe not literally faint but I do feel super nauseous and weak and dizzy and I’d sometimes gag too. Hmm. I wonder how those girls have their period. Yeah well it’s not a very fun 3-4 days for me, my dude. Don't you just love the Cottonelle puppy? I don’t know what that is. Can you do any 'magic' tricks? No. Do you know how to play Checkers? I used to as a kid, because we used to have lots of board games. But since it was the game we barely ever played, I eventually forgot the rules. What clubs are you in at school? I’m in one of the two journalism organizations, and I also joined the graduation committee this year so that I get to contribute something for our batch :) What do you fear most in this world? Either falling from a very high place or drowning. And injections. What do your siblings fear most in this world? I know my sister is afraid of big crowds, chaotic situations, and small spaces. I don’t know what my brother fears, nor do I really care. What was the last sentence you heard anyone say? I’m listening to a mukbang ASMR right now and the last thing the girl said was her basically describing what she’s about to eat. Is Taylor more of a boy's name or a girl's name? I know we’re not supposed to care about this anymore, but if I really had to think about this question I see it as a boy’s name. But I also see that it works on girls just as nicely, so. What about Dylan? Boy’s name. But it sounds so badass on girls, and I prefer it as a girl’s name. What colors are the eyes of your family members? Dark brown/black. Filipinos all look the same, dude. Are you related to anyone with red hair? No. Do you know anyone with super super green eyes? Other than celebrities, no. What color was your hair when you were little? It has always been black. What color is it now? ^ Were you a chubby baby? I was a pretty chubby young kid especially from the ages of 3-5, but I was an okay-sized baby/toddler. I’d be surprised if I was chubby considering my mom and dad are both slim. What is your favorite mythical creature? Not a fan of those. Do you know anyone with a mullet? No, I don’t think so. Put down a random word here. Watermelon. What is your favorite fruit? Avocado. Now what is your favorite flavor of lollipop? Chocolate. If you combine your 2 above answers and make a perfume would it smell good? Probably not. They’re so different. Do you always feel like you have to be the best? Yes. That’s why I always take it hard when I end up not being that. Are you looking forward to summer? Yes, because I’ll get to rest. No, because it will be my last summer until I die. Are you wearing socks right now or are you barefoot? I’m barefoot. Socks always feels like they’re there, and I don’t like that feeling. What's on your favorite necklace? I’m not regularly wearing any necklace these days. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Around seven, which is okay for me. Which is better: gingerbread or butterscotch? Caramel or peanut butter? Nutella or chocolate? Do you own an iPad? We own a family iPad, but no one’s used it in a while. I was the one who used it last as a means to work and communicate, back when I broke my phone and didn’t have a new laptop yet in my first year of college. I honestly hope that iPad never dies on us, since there’s a load of great memories there. Do you watch Glee? No and as someone who hates song covers, I think I’m better off not watching it skksjfdhgfg. How hard is it for you to get out of bed in the morning? When that day would require me to do something I dread, like attend a class I hate, it will be a lot harder for me to get up. But generally I’m pretty okay, as long as I set my alarm 30 minutes to an hour before I actually have to get up so that I have enough time to properly wake up. How many books are in the current room you're in? I’m in the dining room so there are zero books around. Have you ever witnessed an aircraft break the sound barrier? No. I also never really knew what that means, but I know I’ve never seen that. Do you keep a sketchpad in your room? I don’t draw, so I never needed one. Is there anything you do right before you go to sleep? Put water on my dog’s bowl – he likes drinking before we doze off. What color is your favorite purse? I only use one and it’s pink. How much money is currently in your wallet? ₱2,000. Do you get an allowance? Yes. How many songs are on your iPod? Don’t use an iPod these days. Do you usually have sweet dreams or nightmares? My dreams are either weird or nightmares. I never get any sweet ones. How has the weather been lately? It’s a little gloomy and cloudy. I don’t know if it’s an effect of the volcano eruption nearby, or if the weather is just like this. When was the last earthquake you felt? It was either August or September.

#survey #surveys

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1-100 hoe

I hate you so much.

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

Spotify for sure

3. what color are your eyes?

Ugly ass brown

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less

Really obnoxious

8. what kind of car do you drive? color?

I have a black 2013 Nissan Altima

9. where do you shop?

As much as I hate them, I do most of my shopping on Amazon. I’ve started using Thrift Books when I buy books, but I also want to start going to local bookstores since some have opened up nearby.

10. how would you describe your style?

The stereotypical person who listens exclusively to music on Bandcamp but doesn’t want to commit to buying clothes at Goodwill

11. favorite social media account

Tumblr but I’m kind of warming up to Twitter

13. any siblings?

Yeah I have an older sister

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

I would say at this stage in my life I would like to live in Spain or Argentina. I’d really like to just be somewhere out of North America where I can speak Spanish all the time. I feel like it would be a nice change of pace

15. favorite snapchat filter?

I deleted snap like four months ago but I really liked the one that just hid all of your blemishes lmao

17. how many times a week do you shower?

Like 10-12 on average

18. favorite tv show?

Either Eric Andre or the Twilight Zone

19. shoe size?

16 which makes shopping for shoes impossible

20. how tall are you?

6′5″

21. sandals or sneakers?

Sneakers. I only wear sandals if I’m running somewhere for less than 30 minutes

22. do you go to the gym?

I kind of neglected that this semester but before that I was going about 5 days a week

24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

$5 lmao

25. what color socks are you wearing?

White

26. how many pillows do you sleep with?

Just two I don’t like having too many

27. do you have a job? what do you do?

Not rn I just finished up working as a research assistant and I’ll be applying for that position again this summer

28. how many friends do you have?

idk if I had to guess somewhere around 30 but I see about 10 of them weekly the rest kind of rotate in and out

29. whats the worst thing you have ever done?

This girl was going to sit down when I was in high school and I thought it would be funny to pull the chair out from under her. It was not particularly funny and it still haunts me because it was so unnecessarily mean

30. whats your favorite candle scent?

Fuck I don’t know what it’s called but when I’m home for the holidays my parents always burn this one candle that just reminds me of Christmas. Very cinnamon-y but also smells like pine needles

31. 3 favorite boy names

James, Antonio, David

32. 3 favorite girl names

Autumn, McKenzie, Maria

33. favorite actor?

I don’t think I watch enough movies to have a strong opinion on this one

34. favorite actress?

Same

35. who is your celebrity crush?

Shakira for sure

36. favorite movie?

I watch so few movies that my favorite movie is basically the last good movie I watched so I’d say Madeinusa. If we’re going for movies that are so bad that they’re awesome I’d say Bloodsport

37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

Yeah I love reading! I’d say it’s tied between The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway and 100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

38. money or brains?

Brains for sure

39. do you have a nickname? what is it?

People used to call me Chief Keef all the time but I don’t have one anymore

40. how many times have you been to the hospital?

I think like when I was born was the only time lol

41. top 10 favorite songs

In no particular order:

Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

Sun Kil Moon - Pancho Villa

Algernon Cadwallader - Fun

American Football - Stay Home

Shakira - Se Quiere, Se Mata

Sun Kil Moon - Micheline

Sufjan Stevens - Impossible Soul

The Microphones - The Glow, Pt. 2

Frank Dominguez & Elena Burke - Imágenes

Sufjan Stevens - Romulus

42. do you take any medications daily?

Nah

43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

I’d say pretty oily I have to shower the moment I wake up because my hair looks like a mess from the oil

44. what is your biggest fear?

Heights

45. how many kids do you want?

If I decide I want kids, probably just one

46. whats your go to hair style?

I like to keep it pretty short and put some gel in it it’s pretty basic

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

I live in an apartment right now but my parents’ house is kind of small compared to all my friends’ growing up.

48. who is your role model?

I try not to have a role model per se because every time I learn about famous people they disappoint me in one way or another. I had a lot of respect for Anthony Bourdain though

49. what was the last compliment you received?

My friend told me yesterday that I’ve made a lot of positive changes in my life this past month, which meant a lot to me

50. what was the last text you sent?

“Dead af” which is pretty par for the course

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

I think I was 9 when I decided he didn’t exist. No one really confirmed or denied it until I was like 12

52. what is your dream car?

I used to say corvette but I can’t fit in one lol

53. opinion on smoking?

I can’t really get on a high horse about it because I smoke when I’m very drunk but I don’t enjoy the really strong smell of a smoker’s house

54. do you go to college?

Yeah! I’m studying history and Spanish and I should be graduating spring 2020

55. what is your dream job?

I want to be a professor and hopefully teach Latin American history

56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

Since my indie folk days are behind me, suburbs for sure

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

No my hair seems to hate those so I have to bring my own shampoo when I go places

58. do you have freckles?

nah

59. do you smile for pictures?

Yeah I like my smile a lot so

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?

1629 according to my camera roll

61. have you ever peed in the woods?

Oh yeah absolutely

62. do you still watch cartoons?

I keep up with Steven Universe by force of habit but otherwise no

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

McDonald’s. Wendy’s chicken nuggets are whack

64. Favorite dipping sauce?

Chick-Fil-A sauce

65. what do you wear to bed?

Basketball shorts

66. have you ever won a spelling bee?

I won this in-class one and they asked me to go to the school-wide one but I didn’t go

67. what are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, and learning languages mostly. I’d like to get more social hobbies at some point like get into playing pool but I haven’t gotten around to it

68. can you draw?

Oh hell no. I tried super hard up until like 7th grade and then I accepted fate

69. do you play an instrument?

I am trying to learn the banjo but I need to get more consistent

70. what was the last concert you saw?

I saw Fleet Foxes in March, which was an amazing show. I missed American Football in August which I’m still really upset about

71. tea or coffee?

Coffee, though I’d like to learn more about tea

72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

Dunkin Donuts just because it’s cheaper

73. do you want to get married?

Yeah I have a crippling fear of ending up alone lmao

74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?

I don’t really have a crush but the girl I’m seeing’s initials are BS which is interesting to say the least

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?

No but I probably should because my last name is bland af

76. what color looks best on you?

I think I look good in a deep purple

77. do you miss anyone right now?

Unfortunately yes but I’m getting over it slowly

78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?

Closed. I have this irrational fear that I will wake up and someone is watching me, but in all reality an unlocked door won’t stop them if that’s what it is going to come to

79. do you believe in ghosts?

Nah

80. what is your biggest pet peeve?

People who read, watch, or hear something slightly out of the ordinary and go “WOW I WONDER HOW MANY DRUGS THEY MUST HAVE BEEN ON TO COME UP WITH THAT”

81. last person you called`

My parents like two hours ago

82. favorite ice cream flavor?

Cookies and cream

83. regular oreos or golden oreos?

Regular, I didn’t know people liked the golden ones

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

Rainbow

85. what shirt are you wearing?

A UCF football shirt! Go Knights

86. what is your phone background?

Salamovka at Night (Judy’s Window Lit) by Lois Dodd

87. are you outgoing or shy?

Very outgoing lol

88. do you like it when people play with your hair?

Ugh I love it so much

89. do you like your neighbors?

Never talked to em but they’re quiet so I can’t complain

90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

Yeah before bed and after my shower

91. have you ever been high?

Many times

92. have you ever been drunk?

Many times

93. last thing you ate?

I got a chicken tender sub at Publix!

94. favorite lyrics right now

Don’t leave home, again

If empathy takes energy

‘Cause everyone feels just like you

But that’s life, it’s so social

95. summer or winter?

Winter because I like when it’s a bit chillier, even though Florida does not get very cold. It’s been in the 40s and 50s this week which has been incredible and I wish we had more days like that.

96. day or night?

I like the night during summer and the day during winter.

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?

Milk chocolate

98. favorite month?

October

99. what is your zodiac sign

Libra

100. who was the last person you cried in front of?

My ex-girlfriend about three years ago.

I still hate you for this.

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theonewiththesunflowertattoo · 6 years

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(i’m bored, have some unnecessary information about myself)

Questions You Aren't Used To

Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

not usually

On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

solid 3.5, we have a freezer room at work, and I have walked probably 1/4 in and had to turn around and turn the light on because it freaks me out

The person you would never want to meet?

no one specific. some one filled with hatred and resentment though

What is your favorite word?

proper, it’s a word i’ve been using more frequently since I got back

If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

a weeping willow. because they’re my favorite tree

When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

I need better concealer that will cover the not sleeping for the past 2 days off my face

What shirt are you wearing?

a tank top that says tacos and tequila

What do you label yourself as?

right now? confused

Bright room or dark room?

dark room, any day. I know this contradicts the are you afraid of the dark question, but I love darkness.

What were you doing at midnight last night?

making a valiant attempt at sleeping

Favorite age you’ve been so far?

probably like 7 or 8, I wasn’t diabetic yet and life was much more care free, and I could fall asleep on long car rides and magically wake up in bed the next morning

Who told you they loved you last?

my best friend <3 love her dearly, she’s gotten me through some shit

Your worst enemy?

myself most days, I put a lot of love into the people around me.

What is your current desktop picture?

my favorite baby anteater

Do you like someone?

romantically, right now my heart is in a bunch of places

The last song you listened to?

come down (acoustic)- noah kahan

You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

is trump a fair answer? that’s what came to my mind first

Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

I’m way to much of an introvert to ever properly punch someone in the face hahah

If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

I’d feel too bad about someone waiting on me hand and foot, haha so not probable

What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

I’ve been told from other people, my legs and butt. I personally like my eyes

If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

brown hair, blue eyes-automatic answer is have sex, because I mean everyone wants to know what the other sex feels

Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

I wish, alas I am boring

What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

not knowing what I’m meant to do in the future is a big one

You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

classic sandwich answer is turkey cheddar mustard mayo on sourdough

You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

tattoo

You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

thailand

An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

cuervo silver

You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

no money

What is your favorite expletive?

shit, is my most used

Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

baby blanket. hands down

You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

I’m grateful enough to not have a horrible enough experience that’d make me want to erase it. everything that’s happened to me I have grown from.

You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

score, I’d probably move to somewhere in europe

The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

my aunt

What was your last dream about?

ha. my ex unfortunately. even more unfortunate I was happy.

Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

more times than I care to admit

Have you ever built a snowman?

of course! not in a while though, it might be added to my winter 2018 list of things i should do list

What is the color of your socks?

I have multicolored socks, so it depends on the day but they definitely arent matching either way

What type of music do you like?

music with relate-able lyrics, whether it’s country, pop, rap etc.

Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

sunsets

What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

chocolate

What football team do you support?

packers

Do you have any scars?

I have one from an iguana scratch and another from when I shaved half the skin off my leg by accident lol

What do you want to be when you graduate?

good question, I’m working on figuring that out still

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

not to worry so much about things I cant control

Are you reliable?

very, I hate letting people down and being late

If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

are you happy where you’ve ended up

Do you hold grudges?

not for long, i’m pretty forgiving

If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

a horse dog would be pretty neat

What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

i’ve had a few, but I can’t recall any

Are you a good liar?

not purposefully, I am good at lying about my feelings

How long could you go without talking?

a day, max probably

What has been you worst haircut/style?

hahah probably when my mom used to cut my bangs to be honest

Have you ever baked your own cake?

I have! but I know my mom is much better than I am

Can you do any accents other than your own?

Australian and english

What do you like on your toast?

peanut butter and honey

What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

a stick horse probably

What would be you dream car?

something manual. like a little manual truck

Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

I sing off key, nothing unusual

Do you believe in aliens?

eh not really as like green one eyed creatures, but I think it’s possible there could be other life

Do you often read your horoscope?

I’m one of “those” people lol

What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

L, I like writing cursive L’s

Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

dragons

What do you think about babies?

I’ve realized my view on babies has shifted from odd potato creature to something I might want in the future, it just took breaking up with a guy I thought I had a future with to discover it

#bored #useless information

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othernecessarythings · 5 years

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RAWRING 20s ASKS

I made some asks! Have fun!

1. Are you more emo, scene or punk?

um i think emo but only in music taste, i dress quite casual and stuff like that

2. Favourite band?

right now paramore!!

3. Any New Year's resolutions?

ye several, for example seeing at least 10 artists live, some different drugs and have over 800 songs on my playlist,, i like to keep my resolutions as actually possible goals, so that’s that

4. Favourite music video?

ooh maybe hard times? call me basic but i love it.. or like the short video of forest by tøp, where he walks on a street, ye that ones special too

5. Favourite song?

nooo don’t make me choose i love so many?? but like turn it off, graveyard whistling, ouch, avalanche, sudden desire, let’s go (khalid), ribs and like teen idle be kinda hitting rn ngl

6. Panic! At The Disco or Fall Out Boy?

um old panic, i don’t listen to fall out boy as much as i used to

7. Favourite album?

fight me but vessel and the black parade hasn’t got any bad song, and they will always have a very special place in my heart,, but right now? like nothing but thieves’ self titled, after laughter, amo and melodrama

8. Do you own a pair of fingerless gloves or skeleton gloves (or the combination)?

no but i wish i did

9. Do you own any band merch? If so, from what bands?

some, from tøp, paramore and bmth, but i only use my purple paramore hoodie

10. Got a jacket with pins?

i had one but then i took of my pins so not anymore i guess

11. Have you got dyed hair? What colour?

ye i dyed it black a few months ago, so it’s black/brown-ish rn

12. Any hair dying or haircut plans for 2020?

absolutely i’m going to cut it really soon, and i’ll probably dye it quite soon as well

13. Crush on any band member?

uh hayley williams i’m free on wednesdays please h it me up on a wednesday what are you doing next wednesday i’m free on wednesday hayley please

14. Killjoy name?

oo i haven’t thought of one yet

15. Are you into The Used?

16. Do you want any tattoos? Of what?

i’ve got one small, but i’d like a few more, like a matching with my sister and stuff but i don’t know any other specifically, just that i want it

17. Can you play any instruments? Which?

mm i’m actually quite good at piano, been playing a few years now

18. Favourite My Chemical Romance song?

oof there’s so many slapping songs, but like one from each album would be honey this mirror isn’t big enough, helena, teenagers/disenchanted, sing/planetary go,, and i am aware that’s basic but like there’s a reason why just those songs have become popular? they’re so damn good (and don’t at me with sing hate, it is a masterpiece and do not deserve the slanter i see on the tl)

19. Do you think Twenty One Pilots are emo?

as a former tøp stan myself can i say quite firmly that they’re definitely emo, but we need to re-evaluate what emo actually means, bc like in terms of the 00’s emo music? no, they’re not emo. they’re not like the emo trinity (lol), BUT they’re the perfect description of a modern emo band? so, no tøp isn’t emo in the old fashioned way, but yes they’re emo in a newer context,, and their stans are definitely emo i mean like come on

20. Are you into Taking Back Sunday?

nah

21. Do you wear any make up?

yeah but just casual, i’m always so amazed by people who wear lots of cool makeup every day, i could never

22. Do you have black painted nails?

lol ye always

23. Have you got any band posters? Of what bands?

mm i’ve got one with paramore that i like, and one with blackbear which is only because i likes the color schemes of it, i don’t listen to him otherwise

24. Do you want any piercings?

not right now

25. What's your opinion on All Time Low? Sleeping With Sirens? Pierce The Veil?

they’re cool i guess but i’ve never looked into them any further

26. Do you think it's just a phase or that you'll be emo/punk\scene forever?

oh the music will always live on with me, but how i think and express myself around the subject “being alternative/emo/pop-rock/whatever” will probably change as i grow into another phase of my life,, and like i’m okay with the thought of living my life in phases, and i’ll probably not be too ashamed of my current self a few years from now

27. Favourite magical/mythical creature?

i don’t really know any :(

28. Are you into Black Veil Brides?

nope

29. Do you like any newer emo/scene/punk bands? Which?

no not really i’m a quite boring music person in the sense of that i only listen to like the same five bands for a whole year,, so all the bands i’m listening to currently are releasing new music, but were created a while ago

30. What's your favourite music genre besides emo/punk\scene?

probably indie rock

31. Are you into Mindless Self Indulgence?

nein

32. Favourite Fall Out Boy song?

uh like i’m a slut for folie so like 27 or the shipped golden standard, but dance dance has always been a personal favorite

33. Are you mostly into the so-called "emo trinity" or "emo quartet" or do you listen to a lot of other bands too?

sigh i listened to both the trinity and the quartet a lot in 2018, i was a big fan of this whole trinity/quarter thing, but now do i just occasionally listen to some of them, but they’re definitely the roots of my emo path in this life

34. What's your opinion on Waterparks? Palaye Royale? I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME?

ooh idkhow are both emo/alt/pop-rock and quite new!! i forgot them earlier in this post! ye i love idkhow and their music, but i don’t really listen to waterparks or palaye royale

35. Are you into Bring Me The Horizon?

sure as hell am baby, love them

36. Favourite solo project by a emo/scene\punk band member?

right now is hayley williams solo project petals for armor a huge favorite of mine

37. Are any of your friends IRL emo/scene\punk?

um like kinda yes? or some of them have got the style but not the music, and some have got the music but not the style, so i guess it all adds up to a yes

38. Are you into drawing? If so, show some of your art!

ah i really wish i was creative but unfortunately am i not

39. Favourite colours and colour schemes?

red+black or pastel colors, i shift a lot based on mood, but my go to color schemes are dark blue and black bc i’m always comfortable in them

40. What are some of your favourite lyrics?

damn such a good question, i’ll make a separate post for it and continuesly update it with new lyrics!!

41. The Black Parade or Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge?

sorry but i’m a tbp fan, and you can’t convince me otherwise,, like i love revenge a lot but the black parade just hits different y’know?

42. What's your opinion on Paramore? Green Day? Blink-182?

well my biggest obsession right now is paramore so in short; i absolutely am in love with hayley, taylor and zac, the whole concept of paramore and of course their music+other content, even though they’ve gone through rough (or should i say hard) times

and i’ve listened some to green day, they’re really great and i like them, but there’s too much to get into and i’m not ready to be that much of a huge green day stan yet (will probably never be either) but i can absolutely casually enjoy their music and jam with their songs, without having to get into it any deeper

and for blink-182, i feel like they’re a bit too far away from my preferred genre right now, i will maybe listen to them in the future, probably not, but you never know anything for sure

so that’s all,, i love answering questions like this even though no one will ever read it and i’m cringe i know alright but it makes me feel happy so i’ll keep doing it

#just for my own sake #julias mind

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gaybriel-reyes · 7 years

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UNSUAL ASKS 1 through whatever number it went to, I just saw it and legit can't remember. Do them all fam, am interested.

Holy Moly, this is gonna take a while. But I appreciate it, anon. Thanks for asking!

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? I´ve never used one of these properly but I guess Spotify??

is your room messy or clean? 4 out of 7 days it´s messy. Messy is its natural state

what color are your eyes? Dark brown

do you like your name? why? Yeah, I like its origin and meaning. Also it isn´t either common or weird, a nice in-between.

what is your relationship status? Single and ready to mingle

describe your personality in 3 words or less. What the fuck

what color hair do you have? Dark brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? Sentra, grey. But I don´t really drive often

where do you shop? The shops I frecuent the most are clothing ones and those are H&M and Pull and Bear (??)

how would you describe your style? (In personality, music taste, clothing...?) In every aspect I stick to comfort and what I like the most at the moment.

favorite social media account. Tumblr and Facebook. In Tumblr I feel the most loved (lmao) but since I created a fake account in Facebook and joined some communities there, I´ve been having a lot of fun. Well, Tumblr for the win

what size bed do you have? Individual?? (I don´t know how it is called in English) Lemme tell you it´s small as fuck

any siblings? Yes, a little one.

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Already answered

favorite snapchat filter? The one with the mask (I don´t know how to say “cubrebocas” in English sORRy) with animal print in it. It´s perfect for me cause it covers half my face with it

favorite makeup brand(s) I don´t use makeup. Only for special occasions

how many times a week do you shower? Daily

favorite tv show? Already answered

shoe size? Uhhh in my country´s measure it´s 24

how tall are you? 1.56 cm (5″1 aprox)

sandals or sneakers? Sneakers

do you go to the gym? LMAO. I haven´t gone to the gym in months

describe your dream date. A night out in the city (my home city to be specific)

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? 500 pesos (aproximately 25 dollars)

what color socks are you wearing? Grey with blue dots

how many pillows do you sleep with? 1

do you have a job? what do you do? nope. I do wish I had one

how many friends do you have? That´s a fun question. I have a lot of internet friends but I only have one best friend which I could trust my life with.

whats the worst thing you have ever done? Too many

whats your favorite candle scent? Apple and cinnamon

3 favorite boy names. Emiliano, Antonio and I don´t have a third one

3 favorite girl names. Cassandra, Alicia and Julieta

favorite actor? (He´s a voice actor I hope it still counts) Troy Baker

favorite actress? Lupita Nyongo´o

who is your celebrity crush? Troy Baker again

favorite movie? Dead Poets Society

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? Unfortunately not as I used to (ironic cause what I want to study requires lots of reading) and my favorite book is Sarah´s Key by Tatiana de Rosnay

money or brains? bRAiNS

do you have a nickname? what is it? Fati or Fa

how many times have you been to the hospital? Just when I was born lol. I´ve never been hospitalized

top 10 favorite songs. Already answered and too lazy to put it again

do you take any medications daily? No. This week is an exception cause I´m sick :P

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) OiLY AS helL

what is your biggest fear? Death (ironic cause I want to die 24/7. Hard to explain)

how many kids do you want? 2 or none. Kinda want a family kinda want a peaceful life

whats your go to hair style? Ponytail

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Apartment

who is your role model? My dad. Just not as close-minded as he is

what was the last compliment you received? Someone suggested to make me a fan club

what was the last text you sent? Already answered

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? 12. It went all downhill from there

what is your dream car? Mustang

opinion on smoking? Disgusting but I still do it sometimes oops

do you go to college? It´s almost time for me to

what is your dream job? Working at a place where books are edited

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Rural, but my dream is to live right in the city

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? No

do you have freckles? Nope

do you smile for pictures? Just a slight smile

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 1, 080

have you ever peed in the woods? Yeah... It was an emergency

do you still watch cartoons? Anime doesn´t enter this category so no. (Not a big fan of anime anyways)

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? McDonald´s. Extra fact: I´ve never been to Wendy´s

Favorite dipping sauce? None

what do you wear to bed? A long, old blouse

have you ever won a spelling bee? No :( Haunts me till this very day

what are your hobbies? Play video games for the most part. I also like reading

can you draw? Not really

do you play an instrument? I used to play guitar

what was the last concert you saw? It was September of 2016. Twenty one Pilots

tea or coffee? Coffee

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? I´ve never been to Dunkin Donuts but Starbuck is expensive as hell so...

do you want to get married? Yup

what is your crush’s first and last initial? A and R

are you going to change your last name when you get married? HELL NO

what color looks best on you? Blue???

do you miss anyone right now? At this very moment, no

do you sleep with your door open or closed? Closed. Don´t want any diabolic spirits to get in, right?

do you believe in ghosts? No???

what is your biggest pet peeve? Myself as a person

last person you called` My aunt

favorite ice cream flavor? Mamey

regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular oreos

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Rainbow sprinkles

what shirt are you wearing? A neon green one. I used it in training when I was a cheerleader :´)

what is your phone background? Already answered

are you outgoing or shy? SHY

do you like it when people play with your hair? IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HAIR IM ALL YOURS

do you like your neighbors? Mmmm... no

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? At night

have you ever been high? No

have you ever been drunk? Nope

last thing you ate? A chocolate bar

favorite lyrics right now: Give me your forever, or at least just for a whileGive me never ending, or at least give me a mileGive me happiness, or at least give me a smileGive me forever for a while, give me forever for a whileQuit actin' like a baby, or at least less like a childGive me serenity, or at least just peace of mindGive me closure, or at least a phone callGive me forever for a while, give me forever for a while

summer or winter? I´m a summer hoe

day or night? Night even though it´s when i suffer the most

dark, milk, or white chocolate? Dark

favorite month? June

what is your zodiac sign. Gemini

who was the last person you cried in front of? My dad. It was months ago

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mystarmyangel · 7 years

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[COMPILATION] 170521 YoonA Birthday Party Fanaccounts by itnw0628

Outline: 1. Song - I Like You (Original by Weather Forecast) 2. Greeting 3. Cake Cutting 4. Q&A 5. Song - Hero (Original by Okdal) 6. Inside YoonA's Brain (What YoonA is thinking recently) 7. Yoongstagram (Pictures of 'The King Loves') 8. Additional Q&A 9. Greeting (YoonA walking around the audience seat, taking questions directly from fans) 10. Photo Time 11. Song - Deoksookung (Original by YoonA & 10cm)

- YoonA said her solo SM Station song will be released in a couple months, likely after full SNSD comeback. - YoonA treated us so well omg I just can't even describe. She came down to the audience seat, walking around and received Qs - YoonA talked a lot, took a lot of Qs from fans. I might have to stay all night to translate them lol but I'm happy. She was amazing. - YoonA said she told her manager about this birthday party from March. She told him she'll do it no matter what. - YoonA said she was counting how many days left for this birthday party recently. She was really looking forward to this event. - YoonA sang total of 3 songs. 'I like You' by Weather Forecast, 'Hero' by Okdal, and her own 'Deoksookung' - YoonA said she might do IG Live for the first time on her birthday so stay tuned. - YoonA changed the lyrics of 'I Like You'. Original is 'Hello my angel', she sang 'Hello my SONE'. - YoonA at the beginning. "I was at the waiting room, feeling nervous (of conducting bday party) even though it's already my 3rd time." - YoonA, "Because of drama shooting, I couldn't prepare a lot of things for this birthday party, unfortunately. Therefore, I would like to have a lot of conversations with you today." - YoonA, "I wanted to do what you want me to do, and many said they want to see me sing. That's why I opened the party with the song." - Before cake cutting, YoonA, "Should I wear bunny headband or sunglasses? I guess you'd prefer bunny, right?" then put it on. - YoonA, "I told manager oppa that I'll hold birthday party, because I had overseas schedule but didn't have many local schedules. Therefore I thought Korean fans might feel sad about it. That's why I wanted to hold this birthday party (for you). According to manager oppa, today is the only day I can set the schedule for birthday party, though it's a bit early." - After cutting the cake, YoonA asked fans if she can take bunny headband off. Fans said no, so YoonA replied "OK, I won't." - YoonA, "I heard Sunny unnie's birthday party was awesome." Fans said yes. YoonA, "It gave me a lot of pressure." Fans laughed. - YoonA, "I asked Sunny unnie what exactly she did for her party. Sunny said 'Not much....but I feel a bit sorry for you.' Sunny unnie actually said on our kakao chat room, 'How did you prepare this for every year? You're amazing.’” - YoonA, "Though mine might not be as funny as (Sunny's), I'd like to make this party to show my charm." - YoonA, "Perhaps I stayed in the mountain for far too long, it still feels a bit awkward (doing this)." then laughed. - YoonA, "I think Q&A section is the most interesting one, since we don't have much time to interact with each other besides this.

Q&A Portion

Q1: How many times did you watch 'Confidential Assignment'? I believe you look so natural in the movie even for you. “It was really fun shooting the movie. It was my first movie, and fortunately I met a lot of good sumbaenim and staffs. I wanted to start my movie career with this sort of role, not the main role. I think I chose the right one. Compared to my previous ones, I acted different for this role. I did it more comfortably. I still keep in touch with a lot of actors/actresses until now. Oh, and about the scenes which draw a lot of laughter, many of them were actually ad-lib. E.g., there was a scene which Minyoung told Chullyung 'My room is here.' I thought she would say like that so I added it. It wasn't planned, but I think the director thought it was funny, so he included the scene. Also, the scene which MY and her unnie talking about unnie's husband (played by Yoo Haejin), I added the line 'Yeah, you should've cared more about the appearance when choosing your husband. I was really surprised.' Director said the line is really funny, so he included that one, too. That whole conversation had a lot of ad-libs.”

Fans asked about the most famous scene, 'Do you still love that woman?' was also an ad-lib. YoonA said that script was planned.

“The scene MY watch CY on the news and being hit by her unnie was planned, but the line 'Wow he's so cool!' was an ad-lib. It was really fun shooting the movie. I'm glad many fans like it. Thanks.”

Q2: Hair style or color which you want to do someday? "I guess many fans are really interested in my hair." then laughed. "My hair isn't growing, it's more like getting cut every day." Fans went silent. YA, "You don't have to look that sad." laughed. "I bleached my hair 4 or 5 times when doing Party promo, and after that my hair got weaker. But I don't regret doing it at all because it was really satisfying. I heard that many fans like my black hair? But dark black is not my favorite color, unfortunately." Fans shouted, "YoonA is meondeul" (Whatever YoonA does, you're awesome), then YoonA suddenly started laughing. "Actually I said the same line while shooting movie. Then they trolled me by saying "Oh, so you're meondeul? Hey meondeul!” “For my hair, I want it to be long. And the color, I don't like too fancy one, dark brown might be my choice as of now.” YoonA asked fans, "Which style do you prefer?" Fans said "Everything!" YA replied, "Though you say so now, I know you'd complain! Even though I dyed my hair once, my hair got cut so fast it almost feel like I dyed again." then laughed.

YoonA: "Why did you guys write about Ooh-La-La so much?" Fans shouted "Because it's 10th anni!" YoonA: "Then we should talk about ITNW?" Fans shouted: "We want to see you doing narration on the song!" YoonA laughed, said "I can't even remember it." Then YoonA laughed weakly, said "I just remember the line after I said I can't even remember it." Fans laughed. Fans shouted "Please sing Top-T-O, too!" YoonA, "What is Top-T-O?" Fans, "Top Secret-Trick-Oscar." YoonA: "OK, I'd suggest the idea. If one of those songs are included in the future concert, please remember it's because of my work!"

Q3: Your favorite nickname? And have you tried ticketing for your own birthday party? "Is ticketing for Yoong Party tough?" Fans said yes. YoonA: "Good." Fans laughed. YoonA: "Makes me feel like I'm popular." laughed. "I haven't done the ticketing. I thought about doing it in a bigger venue, but it's hard for me to be the exception." YoonA jokingly added, "And what if the seats aren't full (when I hold the party at a bigger venue)?" then laughed. "My favorite nicknames are 'Dre-Yoong' and 'Yoong-phrodite'. Describing me with dress on, I really love them. I also like the simple one such as 'Yoongyi'. "I think it's time to say goodbye to nicknames such as 'Him-YoonA', 'Deer', 'Lim-Choding'" then laughed. But, if many fans still want to call me like that, it's OK. "You can call me meondeul" then laughed.

Q4: Do you know your aegyo video is still being played on Weekly Idol? "I know! I should've done it better if I knew it were going to be played like that! "Perhaps I should collect my appearance fee for that." then laughed. "I'm curious about the reaction when they watch the clip, so I search for it. It's funny." then laughed.

Q5: Role you want to do in the future, and the one that you like the most so far? "I know what you want me to do. The character should be born rich, a bit sassy. Or, her job requires license, such as doctor." Fans roared. "Cop? Well, we have Kang Sojoo for that, she looks so natural with it. I actually received two scrips yesterday and one of them was born rich, though I didn't read it carefully just yet. When I looked at the script, I thought 'Well, fans would like the role if I do it.'" then laughed.

Actually, my favorite dramas are 'Discovery of romance', 'I need a romance', and 'Oh Haeyoung Again'. I'd like to do a romantic comedy like that, though I don't have any particular character in my mind. But, I don't like the horror one."

Q6: Do you have anything curious about SONE? "I got a lot of questions for you, but the problem is, when I ask you something, you always say 'Everything!'. Such as, 'Which style do you prefer?' then you say 'Everything!'. It's always like that!" then laughed."

OK, then. When I'm thinking of you, which thought and feeling you want me to have?" Fans jokingly said, "Everything!" YoonA replied, "You can't say everything on this question." So fans shouted a lot of things, such as "Happiness", "Reassuring", "Resting place", etc. YoonA listened every single thing carefully.

Q7: You've been our happiness for 10 years. To you, what are we? "I actually thought about it and put it on the letter I gave you before the party. Consistently cheering for me for 10 years, that's not easy. I can be myself because you've been here. I feel so grateful. Put it simply, you're the one who made myself now. I got a lot of strength by reading your comments."

Q8: What do you feel when you act 'San'? "It's tough, but also fun. Historical drama is the first for me, but I didn't feel much problem. Tough part is, since it's being filmed in various places, manager oppa has to drive a lot. I feel sorry for him."

Q9: Which smartphone game do you play recently? "Recently, not much. But there is a game I'm playing now. It's 'Swipe Breaking Bricks'. First time I saw manager oppa playing it, I said 'Why do you play such a game?'. But now I'm playing it. It's addictive.” (Link for the game: here)

Q10: How was your feeling when you filmed 'Give Me A Meal'? Fans shouted, "Highest ratings!" YoonA replied, "Yes, right. Thanks to you who watched it, I felt very proud. It was really fun. To be honest, I didn't expect to be rejected that many times." then laughed. "But I actually liked it. I know some fans felt sorry for me, but those things make better TV. Since I didn't film the variety for long, it was so good. And I was really hungry, I ate quite a lot." then laughed. "They didn't let me eat anything before that. I received some snacks from kids in the town, but staffs didn't let me eat them."

Q11: When do you feel your love towards SONE the most? YoonA without hesitation, "When you give me food, and when you say my pics on IG don't look worn out." Fans laughed. YoonA complained cutely, "Well, I found others' pics look as worn out as mine. You're especially harsh on me!" Fans laughed.

Then YoonA explained to fans why certain pics can't avoid being looked worn out. She was really cute lol. "And why do you dislike pic with frame on?" Fans replied, "We want to see you big." YoonA: “Then you can zoom in!"

Fans asked YoonA to take a pic closer. YoonA, "Ah, it's very hard to make cute face and take a pic myself. It's embarrassing." Fans, "You're pretty as you are." YoonA, "You're gonna call me 'Sel-Go' (person not good at taking selfie) if I take it naturally!" YoonA complained cutely, "You're so picky, it's really tough to satisfy you!" Fans laughed.

Q12: Boo-Meok or Jjjik-Meok? (FYI, BM means person who pours sauce on Tangsooyook, JM means person who dips each one into the sauce) "I'm Jjik-Meok. I like it being crunchy.

Q13: Do you like the color of the wristband of Yoong Party? "Wristband? Oh, that one. It feels like we're in the club together. Don't take it off when you go home. I heard you had to take a proof shot for Sunny's birthday because you lost the game. She's really good at games. I wrote one for Sunny's birthday party game, and I think I wrote it way too easy. I didn't know it'd be used like that."

Q14: When will your solo album release? "Actually I have a song to release, but since I'm shooting drama recently, I have to concentrate it first. So I'll work on it after finishing drama shooting. I want to put my voice on the song of which style I like. It's a fan service for you, and also for me." then laughed.

It's not an album, just a Station song. So there's not gonna be any promotion for it. I'm planning on writing lyrics of the song together with other writers."

Q15: I found you have similar clothes, so what is your criteria when choosing them? YoonA firmly said, "I know what you mean when you say 'similar clothes', but each and every one is different." Fans laughed.

“I don't have any particular criteria. I just think about the time and places when selecting which outfit I should wear. But I do like the simple style. Perhaps that's why my wardrobe looks rather limited. I know which style suits me well, and I think my stylist knows it, too but sometimes we feel like trying something different. I wish fans don't get stressed too much (about my clothes). You know what I mean."

Q16: Voice of 'Station~' on the SM Station Trailer, is it yours? "Yes, it's me. It was really fun to see fans arguing whether it's my voice or not. I was like, 'It's me~'" then laughed." (Link for the SM Station trailer, YoonA’s voice at 0:28 mark: here)

Q17: What do you want to do with fans the most for SNSD's 10th anniversary? "I want to ask you back. Which one do you want to do with us?" Fans shouted lots of things, including reality show.

"Oh, reality show. I guess we can make it work? With Channel SNSD team? But, I'm not a manager, so..." then laughed.

Q18: Do you still feel difficult on running social medias? YoonA said quietly, "No, but if I do this, you say something, and if I do that, you say something..." Fans laughed. YoonA continued quietly: "But it's not difficult. I'm doing great and I'll keep doing it." Fans cheered. YoonA suddenly raised her voice, "Well, I (jokingly) said so because I wanted you to feel sorry about that." then laughed. "(Jokes aside), Please keep cheer for me."

Q19: Which role among the ones you played is your favorite so far? YoonA asked back to us, "Which one do you like the best?" Fans shouted various roles. "I think when San comes out, you will lover her quite a lot."

Q20: How about singing Ooh-La-La, Etude, and My Child for 10th anniversary concert? "Since so many fans requested Ooh-La-La, I'm thinking about actually doing it." Fans roared.

"But first, I should persuade unnies. And I believe they will hate the idea, saying 'Why do we sing Ooh-La-La!!'" then laughed.

"But it's gonna be fun. I should do it. We don't need to dance the choreo, though, right?" Fans complained. "You know, (unnies) won't like to practice choreo." Fans, "But it's 10th anniversary!" YoonA weakly said, "Oh, you're right."

Q21: When you did pre-election voting, why did you wear normal clothes while other actors wore drama outfits? "We agreed to do the vote after lunch. I already changed clothes when I went to eat lunch, but other actors didn't. They said they'll vote with drama outfits on. I wanted to change it again but it was quite far, so I couldn't."

Q22: How do you feel about younger girls? Hmm, I don't know why you ask this question to me. I like dongsaengs. At this point, one fan shouted "Then date me!" YoonA burst out laughing when she heard it.

Q23: Which song do you want to sing for the concert? "I'd suggest singing Top-T-O."

Q24: 1+1 aside, please do 'Oppa-ya' and 'Unnie-ya'. (FYI, this fan meant 'Oppa-ya' by Shin Hyunhee & Kim Route.) YoonA sang the first part of 'Oppa-ya' for us. (Link for the song: here)

Q25: Your solo promo plan, and full SNSD album plan? "I think my solo song will come out after finishing full SNSD promo.

Q26: What does stripe T-Shirt mean for you, and how many do you have in your wardrobe? YoonA laughed weakly, said "Really..." then passed on the question lol

Q27: Since you only follow SNSD members on IG, don't you feel inconvenient when looking others' account? "Yeah, sometimes it's inconvenient. I thought about expanding it, but I came to the conclusion that right now is the best. If I follow others, then some might complain why I don't follow SNSD members only." then laughed.

"I got my way to read others', though. I tag my staffs when posting pics, so I can go to their accounts by the tags. And if someone told me fans posted something, then I search it and go to the account to see it. Yes, I'm telling you now to post a lot of things (about me)." then laughed.

"If I expand followings more than SNSD members, is it OK for you?" Fans said yes. YoonA, "OK, then I'll start following others. Everyday I'm surprised to see number of my followers improved a lot, very quickly. You're making me 'Shoo-Seu (superstar)'" "Fans shouted "Im-Shoo-Seu!". YoonA, "Shoo-Seu...I like it. Im Shoo-Seu, I like it."

Q28: Songs you like to listen (recently)? "I love listening Korean songs and English songs. Oh, Chinese songs, too, for studying purpose. If I have to pick one song I really like recently, it has to be "Gejji" by 2LSON. I like that type of song." (Song link: here)

Q29: Are you preparing SNSD's 10th anniversary album well? Please tell me the concept of new album. YoonA playfully said (almost felt like trolling us), "I don't know it yet. It's not decided yet."

Q30: If you didn't do idol, which job would you pick? You must be known as the one who's as pretty as celebrities! "Many people told me I would find a way to be the celebrity no matter what." then laughed.

Fans laughed, too and YoonA awkwardly said while laughing, "Just saying. I just wanted to read this question."

Q31: To you, which choreo is the coolest / toughest among SNSD's. "You know the answer for the latter one, right?" Fans all said, "CMIYC" YoonA, "Yes, right." then sighed heavily. “And the coolest one is, to me, it's Karma Butterfly. Idea of using chairs was cool, and the song was also great. Other SNSD members love it, too. When we did SMT concert, we asked staffs for letting us perform Karma Butterfly but we couldn't. I think it's the coolest. And it has SNSD's vibe. I think Genie and Hoot are typical SNSD-esque songs, and KB has it, too. But I like CMIYC and IGAB, too.”

“Problem is, I haven't danced for a while. Speaking of dancing, I remember funny episode with Hyoyeon unnie. It was an event show, and Hyo bragged, saying 'Hey, you guys haven't danced for a while, right? I've danced every day!’ It was so funny. But seriously, Hyoyeon unnie really loves dancing. It's cool.”

Q32: Please show us your pretty face more frequently. "Yes, I will. To show you myself more frequently, I'm shooting the drama very hard."

Q33: "How can I do everything so well?", is this real? (FYI, this fan is talking about YoonA's answer for Sunny's Q on her birthday party) YoonA asked back to us, "How do you think?" Fans said, "Yes, it is!"

Q34: When do you think 'Yeah, I'm really pretty.' while watching your video? YoonA couldn't stop laughing after reading this Q. "Actually I received the exact same Q when shooting Confidential Assignment. Director and Hyunbin oppa asked me the same question. Well it's more like they trolled me, but anyway. So I jokingly said, 'Do you know how my fans tell me about this question? Do you know when I'm the prettiest? They asked me when. I said, 'The answer is 'tomorrow', that's when I'm the prettiest.'" then laughed.

“Then they burst out laughing, even mocked me for that. They trolled me for that when doing interviews as well. But, I like that one, too. 'Tomorrow'."

(END OF Q&A Portion)

Talk about songs - YoonA said she never sang both 'I Like You', and 'Hero' before. But she picked those songs because of the lyrics. - YoonA, "Just like last year, I thought about the lyrics the most when choosing the songs, because they're for the fans." - YoonA, "I could pick a song which I can sing more comfortably, but considering everything, I think this song (Hero) is the right one." - YoonA, "This song contains the message I want to tell you & the one I want to hear from you. Please listen to the lyrics carefully." - During the 'Hero' stage, YoonA fist pumped when the part 'You're my only hero.' came. Original song: Link Rough trans of song: Link

Inside YoonA’s Brain - After singing 'Hero', next section was 'Inside YoonA's Brain'. She categorized her interests and talked about them. - FYI, YoonA put this drawing in front of her and talked about each category.

(Above photo cr @k_to_ri on twitter)

1st topic: The King Loves 'The King Loves' takes biggest shares, so YoonA started with that one. YoonA, "I started shooting The King Loves from January, and now it's May. 90% of my schedule was filled with it."

2nd topic: SNSD’s 10th anniversary album YoonA, "I was a bit worried that drama shooting might affect preparing ‪SNSD's 10th anniversary album. We're preparing the album step by step, and I'm looking forward to see how ‪SNSD's 10th anniversary album comes out. It's been a long time we did album promotion, so I'm looking forward to it, and I think it'll be exciting. I'm really curious to know how ‪SNSD's 10th anniversary album will come out, and which one will be the title number." then laughed.

Since I already received many requests from you for ‪SNSD's 10th anniversary, I will ask if some of them can be reflected.”

3rd topic: Travelling & Vacation YoonA, "Well, I can fill all of my brain only with these. Travel, and Vacation." then laughed. “I really want to travel somewhere, and I need a vacation so bad. That's why I described 'work' by the small dot. It's my reality (but I want to avoid)." then laughed. “Since I did K2 and The King Loves without break, in my mind I want to take a (little) break. So if I tell you I'm taking a break, don't be surprised. Because that means I'm preparing something!" then laughed. “But in reality, I don't think I'm taking a break." then smiled.

"About travel, I got 2 themes. Vacation spot (place you can rest your body) or the place u can feel something, like Italy, etc. I checked Yuri unnie's IG and she went to Europe. Jealous. I was like, 'I want to take pretty pics there.'" then laughed.

4th topic: Shopping YoonA, "Since I'm mostly staying in the mountain recently, I got no time to put my own clothes on. So I want to shop. I'm thinking about shoes recently. Or accessories. Speaking of shoes, my feet aren't that huge. But sometimes, fans gave me shoes of which size are too big. Sad thing is, those shoes are very pretty. But I couldn't put them on. Anyway, my interest is now on shoes and accessories."

5th topic: Wine YoonA, "My specialty (among alcoholic beverages) is wine. Not that I'm being luxurious." then laughed. "Maybe talking about alcohols won't be accepted fondly?" Fans said "It's OK." YA, "I was talking about the company." Laughed

"To me, liquors with strong smell, such as soju, whiskey, etc. are difficult. But wine is fine. Especially red wine. I love it. I'm thinking about studying wine when I have free times. I'm not a strong drinker but I'm not a weak drinker as some think. Though I have to admit I can't compete with Soolkyu unnie. Yeah, I think there are members who are weaker than me. I think I'm in a higher tier. At least that's what I like to believe. You know, we got 'Al-Sseu' (person who is very weak at alcohol), right?" then laughed. "Mostly, our members like the atmosphere, not alcohol itself. So I want to study more about wine when I have some time off."

6th topic: Golf YoonA, "Recently, people I met constantly told me that I should play golf. At first, I considered golf is for elder people, but I was wrong. Nowadays, many (young) people also play it. So I thought about learning golf, but I couldn't make time to do it. But I want to learn it someday. Since I'm not an active person, I think slow sport like golf suits my style. I also like to breathe in fresh air outside. Also, many people can enjoy it together at the same time, I like that part. Even some of SNSD members play it."

Fans asked "Who is the best golfer among SNSD members?" "Actually never seen any of them playing yet. Fun thing is, when people learn golf, they always take videos of themselves swinging the golf club, then brag 'How about my form? Isn't it look great?' So all I saw were those videos." then laughed. "I think I saw Yuri and Hyoyeon unnie uploaded the videos before, and most recently it was Sooyoung unnie. Anyway, I'm thinking about learning it."

7th topic: Birthday party YoonA, "As I told you earlier, I was wondering about the things I'd do for this birthday party. I thought hard about it. I even had a crazy idea. 'How about putting a glass of wine for each and every seat? We all drink and hold drunk bday party!' But the problem is, alcoholic beverage is prohibited in this hall. That's why I couldn't realize it. Oh, and among audience there are certainly underage ones, that's one of the reasons I couldn't do it. After that, I had a hard time thinking of interesting ones. So I thought I'd make the theme as 'interacting with fans'. Then, boom! Sunny's birthday party happened." we all laughed.

"I was wondering if I can still do it with this (boring) theme. But, I will think of better ones for the next birthday party. Since you come here & spend your precious time with me, I didn't want to disappoint you with half-hearted effort.”

8th topic: Game YoonA, "I'm interested in VR. I'm thinking about buying it after finishing drama shoot. There are plenty of games I want to play, not just VR ones. I always wanted to learn 'Winning Eleven' (Pro-Evolution Soccer). Nowadays, when drama shooting gets tougher, I thought about games that I'm going to play, and it made me endure. Speaking of games, I know I talked a lot about Sunny unnie today, but I have to do it again." then laughed.

"When we visited Vietnam recently, I asked Sunny unnie about VR, since she already owns one. She said it's really interesting. Then Sunny unnie said she also got Nintendo Switch, suddenly took it out and bragged, said 'You need to play Nintendo here.' So I asked her which one is more interesting. Sunny unnie was like, 'Well, it's a different species, you can't pick one.'”

9th topic: Yoongtizen YoonA, "The reason I put this one on the board is, I still couldn't quit doing it." then laughed.

"When I'm bored or want to see my videos/pics, you fans are the fastest. I'm enjoying being Yoongtizen. I think fans' reactions are different by regions. Searching for them, it's interesting. I also got strength because of them. I searched fans' request about my birthday party recently, but unfortunately, I couldn't find many. So I was like, 'Why you guys don't tell me in this situation, so that I have to agonize.'" then laughed.

“As Yoongtizen, I look around literally everywhere. Do I look like a person with nothing to do?" then laughed.

"But, if I don't do it, then how should I know (what you want)? It's not like we can meet & talk like this every single month. And when such meeting happens, I think if I know what you like or dislike, I can make a better conversation with you. Yoongtizen has the biggest share of my internet activities." then laughed.

"Therefore, please post a lot of (good) things about me." then laughed. "But, I don't get hurt by bad comments anymore. If I can't handle it, then I should quit being Yoongtizen." then laughed.

Fans asked her which site YoonA look around. YoonA, "Every one. I mean it." "Major portal sites, I go every one of them. If you think about certain site now, yes, I go there, too. Even the ones you want me not to go, I might go." then laughed. "I'm getting a lot of strength, so Yoongtizen will continue. If someday half the seats of birthday party are empty, then I might quit being Yoongtizen. Please don't let it happen." then laughed.

Yoongstagram - YoonA showed us pics which were taken when filming 'The King Loves' with explanation. - YoonA showed us total of 13 photos.

Photo #1 First photo was YoonA sitting at the set, waiting for something. She said her make-up artist took the pic without her noticing it.

Photo #2 Second ones had two photos, and cat filter was used for both ones. YoonA said those are taken by her make-up artists as well.

Among those two pics, first one was YoonA wearing light red drama clothes. Second one was YoonA sleeping with white clothes on.

YoonA said the character (San) is quite boyish, yet she doesn't disguise as a man.

About white outfit on the 2nd pic, YA said if she hadn't changed to normal clothes on the early vote day, she would've worn that one.

Photo #3 Third ones also had two photos. First one was the photo of scripts, and the second one was YoonA passing out with her script.

YoonA, "TKL has total of 20 ep & we're shooting around 16. Many sunbaenim and staffs told me I will gain a lot by doing this drama. Since we have many actors/actresses with similar age, we got a Kakao chat room. We're getting along pretty well. It's fun."

Photo #4 Fourth one was YoonA standing on the guardrail of the bridge with wire on. She wore sky-blue outfit.

YoonA, "It was a wire scene, but it's not like I'm flying or fighting in the air. Just a precautionary purpose. I guess I'm more athletic than I thought. Director said I'm very good at learning martial arts. I got compliment of doing combination work very well especially. I guess practicing choreography has to do something with it. Tough part is, director requested me to do more martial arts scene because he thought I'm quite good at it. I was like, 'Please…'" "I think you can see me doing martial arts as early as episode 3."

Photo #5 Fifth photo was YoonA with Hong Jonghyun. YoonA wore white clothes, and it looked bottom part of the outfit was covered in blood. In the photo, you can see a lot of lamps. YoonA said those lamps look really pretty in real.

YoonA, "Hong is a good actor, and he takes care of me very well. And he also has a very good wit. His character is very cool."

Photo #6 Sixth one had two photos. First one was YoonA wearing sky-blue headband and clothes. Second one was YA wearing light sky-blue dress.

In the 1st pic, YoonA looked boyish, and the 2nd pic she looked more feminine. YoonA, "1st pic was taken in Jeju when I did the first shooting. I believe you will see cute San a lot in the scenes filmed in Jeju. The reason I took the 2nd pic was, I wore skirt for the first time in a long time, I just wanted to leave it as a pic. Problem was, it was inside the car and the bottom part of my body couldn't be shown on the pic. So I just took a selfie. "

Photo #7 Seventh one had three photos. YoonA put a mask on all three of those pics. She's put red blanket on, and eat Hobbang with the mask on.

YoonA, "If you read the original story, you would know that San puts a mask on. There's a reason San puts a mask on. But, it is very inconvenient. When I put it on, because of the moisture, it gets wet. I was putting the mask on and at that time, snack (hobbang) arrived. So I just ate it without taking the mask off. Only thing good about the mask is, it covered my face, sometimes I could sleep without being noticed." then laughed.

Photo #8 Eighth photo was YoonA wearing the same outfit (light sky-blue dress) with 2nd photo of the sixth. But this time, it was a full shot.

YoonA, "I know some fans will complain that the outfit is not fancy compared to other historical dramas, but there's a reason for it. I asked my make-up artist to take a pic of the sky because it's pretty, then she said 'You're prettier.' and took a pic of me."

Photo #9 Ninth photo was YoonA with an actress who plays her servant. Both of them put the masks on.

YoonA, "She is 4 years younger than me, and according to the director, she was cast because she got similar image with me. And more I see her, more I understand what director means. She is so nice, and her voice is very feminine. "Please cheer for her, too. I told her 'When the drama is aired, some will say you're prettier than me, so stay confident.

Photo #10 Tenth photo was YoonA with an actor Lee Kiyoung, who plays her father.

YoonA, "He really takes care of me so well. He also gives me a lot of advises about acting. He always calls me 'daughter'. And he's the one who told me that I will gain a lot by doing this drama."

Photo #11 Eleventh photo was YoonA with Hong Jonghyun and Im Siwan. YoonA was wearing a crown-like thing made by flowers on her head. YoonA, "AKA Won-San-Rin. Main characters of TKL. Im Siwan oppa constantly played tricks. Because of that, he didn't look good on this pic, unfortunately. Both Im and Hong take care of me so well. Always ask my intention first. Both good actors. Such nice guys. Two characters got such different charms, I believe many fans would argue whether San should be with Won or Rin.

Photo #12 Twelfth photo was YoonA with four other actors/actresses including Im Siwan. YoonA was wearing drama outfit but only partially.

YoonA, "It was taken after drama shooting, before we're going home. This pic is not the prettiest, but I love the air, that's why I picked it. We're shooting in a very friendly mood. The situation was, 4 of us including myself finished shooting that day so we're off, but Im had to shoot more. So we're like 'We're done yay!' while Im was like 'Dang I'm not!!'. He even sang a song with his lines, it was so funny."

Photo #13 Thirteenth photo was YoonA with three actresses and Im Siwan. All 5 of them wore white clothes. Im was positioned at center.

One of the actresses on the pic was Jang Youngnam, who played the role of YoonA's older sister on Confidential Assignment.

YoonA, "Im said he never had a drama shoot with this many actresses, so he needs to leave it as a photo. That's why we took this one.

- YoonA, “This is the first time I did pre-production drama so it was a new experience for me. I know you loved Minyoung a lot, and I wish you do the same for San. I hope your favorite character (that I played) changes every time I do a new drama or movie."

Additional Q&A

Actually, Yoongstagram was the last section YoonA prepared. She was going to take a pic with fans and wrap it up. YoonA, "What time is it?" fans, "6" (beginning time) YoonA, "Six? Hey, you guys really surprised me!" we all laughed. It was actually around 8, but fans constantly shouted "6", "5" to make YoonA stay more. So YoonA asked fans, "Do you have more Qs?"

This is why 'additional questions' section was inserted. It wasn't planned. YoonA just wanted to spend more time with fans.

Fan: "Do you have any plan to visit your photo exhibition next week?" YoonA, "As far as I know, there will be two photo exhibition for me, right?" Fans said yes. YoonA, "I know everything." fans laughed.

"Not sure I can be there (because of the drama shoot), but I certainly thought about going there. I was like, 'Should I go there under cover? Or just go there and say hello to everyone?'" then laughed.

YoonA, "Problem is, I don't even know my schedule for tomorrow. Speaking of my schedule, you sent support for me, the coffee car. They said now it's OK (to receive fans' support). Among the support you sent me, hand fans became the most popular one for everybody. Everybody used those hand fans, said 'YoonA is making us cool.' So I was very proud, thinking 'Our fans are this great.' Anyway, I would like to go to the photo exhibition, but I can't be sure. Actually, I already saw some of the pics which will be displayed on the exhibition. If I don't have schedules at that time, then I will visit those photo exhibitions.”

Fan: "Any languages you want to learn?" YoonA, "First, I want to master Chinese which I've been learning from my middle school days. Then, I want to master English. After that, I haven't thought about it. But if I have to choose one additional language to learn, then I want one which is not commonly picked."

Some fans said, "How about Arab?" YoonA, "You know, Middle East Asia is coming. No, really." YoonA, "If ur thinking about learning Chinese, then Arab might be a better idea (cuz there are alrdy many ppl who can speak Chinese). It's my prediction, so mark my word. If I'm wrong, then forget about it." then laughed. When I was a student, I had to pick between Chinese and Japanese. I picked Chinese, because many people picked Japanese then. When I filmed K2, I thought about learning Spanish, too, but it's very difficult. So right now, Chinese and English.”

Fan: "Are you gonna have a birthday party with ‪SNSD members on your birthday?" YoonA, "I'd love to, but unfortunately it's very likely that I have a drama shoot, even on my birthday. I might be able to meet other members for album work, but for my birthday, I'm not sure yet. But we did talk about meeting on early June. No particular reason, just we haven't seen each other for quite long. So I guess we'll meet then. If so, then we will be able to celebrate Seohyun's birthday." then laughed.”

Fan: "Between 'God of War Zhao Zi Long' and 'The King Loves', which one is more memorable for you?" This fan asked YoonA a very long question, so YoonA jokingly said, "You're not a journalist, right?" then laughed.

YoonA, "About GOW ZZL, because of the language barrier, I think I couldn't fully describe my character. I feel a bit sorry about it. But if I do it again now, then I might be able to describe the character better (because my Chinese is improved). ZZL and TKL have similar aspect because both drama gave me a feeling that I'm acting double roles. Difference is, I think ZZL was more splendid. Since they do a lot of historical dramas, accessories and costumes were fancy.”

Fan: "Do you have any plan to hold an overseas fanmeeting?" YoonA, "Are you from China? Oh, you're the one who came and support me at Baeksang Awards. But I'm sorry, I don't have a plan for China fanmeeting as of now. But I know CHN fans really take care good care of me. I'd like to visit (and hold a fanmeeting) there, so please wait for me.”

Fan: "What is the most memorable birthday present from ‪SNSD members?" YoonA, "Hmm, I don't know. To me, being together is the most interesting thing. Talking to each other and having fun. Most of the time, me and Sunny unnie's birthday parties were held together. I think Sooyoung unnie's birthday party produced more memorable moments than mine. I really wanted to join SY's birthday party this year, but I couldn't because of the drama shoot. I told SY unnie that I could've worked a perfect retro concept. She said, 'Whatever you do, you won't look funny at all.'”

Fans: "What are you drinking now?" YoonA, "This? It's water. From SUM Cafe. When we do team promotion, manager oppa has to prepare different colors of bottle cap (to avoid confusion). We could choose one of the bottle caps. Every single time, I could hear the distant shout "PINK! PINK! MINE!" from someone. (Because of that someone) I don't even look at pink. Even picking a color isn't easy for us." then laughed.

Fan: "Which food did you cook recently?" YoonA, "I got no time to cook recently. French toast only?" Fans, "Ooooh" YA, "It's an absolutely easy one." then laughed.

Fan: "Have you thought about taking a villain role?" YoonA, "If there's a good one, then yes, I can think about it. But do you want me to do it?" Fans said yes. YoonA, "OK, let's assume I took a villain role, but she's not a protagonist." Fans, "That's a NO!" we all laughed. YoonA, "There you go. Hard to find a protagonist villain." One fan shouted, "Sympathy For Lady Vengeance". YoonA, "WHAT?" we laughed. YoonA, "But I'll think about it if there's a good role."

Fan: "How many comments do you read on your IG post usually?" YoonA, "I read them as much as time allows me to do. After I write IG post, I push refresh button couple times to check how many comments were made, yes." then laughed.”

Fan: "Why do you post IG so late, almost after midnight?" YoonA, "Sorry, I guess I woke you guys up because of the IG notice on your phones. But I usually go to bed quite late. I tried to sleep early, but most of the time I couldn't sleep too early. It's my habit. Plenty of times I thought about uploading IG post but gave up because of the time period. (too late)”

Fan: "Do you have any intention to do IG Live?" YoonA, "I do, but right now I don't have anything to do (for IG Live) since I'm usually at drama shooting nowadays. Oh, birthday? Yeah, I thought about doing IG Live on a special day. Birthday sounds good. I'll try to do it.”

Fan: "Which camera apps do you usually use?" YoonA, "B612, Camera 360, and sometimes Pic-X (note: Not sure which app she meant for the last one)"

Fan: "Among Taeyeon's new songs, which one is your favorite?" YoonA, "'When I Was Young', and 'Make Me Love You'. Especially the latter one, I love it.”

Fan: "Is 10th anniversary album a full album?" YoonA, "That's...a secret at this point."

Fan: "What do you usually talk on your kakao chat room?" YoonA, "Recently, we talked about ‪SNSD album.

Fan: "Concept wise, which is your favorite ‪SNSD song?" YoonA, "Genie."

Fan: "How do you feel being that pretty?" This question made YoonA burst our laughing. YoonA, "It's a happy feeling." we all laughed.

Fan asked YoonA a question regarding TY's Persona concert. YoonA pretended being bitter, "I couldn't go there. I envy you!"

Fan: "Among shooting locations for TKL, do you have any recommendation for us?" YoonA, "Hapcheon. Flower garden is very beautiful there."

(The place YoonA referring to) – Pic cr @Kuru_mm on twitter

Fan: "How much do you like SONE?" YoonA pointed a balloon, said, "Whole amount except for that small balloon." We cheered but one fan, "Why take out the balloon amount?" YoonA, "If I just say 'This much' then you might think I'm not being sincere."

Fan: "Do you have any plan to join a variety like Crime Scene?" YoonA, "Sorry, I'm not that smart." then laughed.

Fan: "Do you have any plan to do twitter?" Many fans screamed "No! Not twitter!" lol I think they (jokingly) meant that YoonA shouldn't find out what they're doing on twitter. YoonA, "Why? Why no twitter? In fact, I'm not interested in twitter, but why? That place must be protected? From me? Do you write some bad stuffs about me there?" fans laughed. "

Ending

While receiving additional questions, fans asked YoonA to walk around between audiences just like last year. YoonA, "You want me to do it again? But it's too late, already over 2 hours. Time is up for noraebang (karaoke)." One fans shouted, "Service Service!" then others shouted, "Even noraebang gives additional time for free!" YoonA laughed, said, "OK, I'll do it." then she moved down from the stage, walked around the audience seats and received Qs there. OK, this is it for additional questions. I might have missed some questions because some questions went by too quick, but anyway.

After receiving additional questions, YoonA took photo with us, and sang 'Deoksookung' with fans. And the party is over I like the fact that Deoksookung unofficially becomes a fan song for YoonA. Fans singing 10cm part while YA singing her part sounds so good. There will be no more updates about ‪YoongParty. I think it's my longest one so far anyway lol. Well, though it took a lot of time, writing a fanacc also helped me reminding how nice and awesome YoonA was. I enjoyed doing it.

YoonA’s version of I Like You – Download Link YoonA’s version of Hero – Download Link (Two songs download cr to @_19900530 on twitter) Deoksugong Stonewall Walkway by Yoonaya - Download Link

All fanaccounts credits go to itnw0628 on twitter, download links & pics to respective owners credited above :) Compiled by mystarmyangel Download in word doc: here

#YoonA #Birthday Party #Fanaccount #YoonA's song list #Compilation

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azazelsexile · 7 years

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@fade-steppin I can't believe you caught me Unusual Asks Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify. Premium bitches is your room messy or clean? Messy. If it's clean, something is very wrong. what color are your eyes? Blue!! They're the best part about me do you like your name? why? I hate my birth name, but I adore my chosen name, Maison what is your relationship status? I'm dating a beautiful genderfluid person and I'm in love describe your personality in 3 words or less: hyperfixiating on fandom what color hair do you have? Right now it's kinda blonde with a green tint because of blue hair dye that wasn't ready to leave what kind of car do you drive? color? I actually just sold my car because it wasn't running, but it was a blue Ford Tarus where do you shop? Walmart, Target, Forever 21, Hot Topic. & anywhere my mom drags me how would you describe your style? flower child hobo favorite social media account: twitter, I have to say what size bed do you have? Uhhhh I'm not sure? It's not huge but it's bigger than a twin size any siblings? unfortunately,,,, i have two younger brothers if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Somewhere rural, with lots of space and lots of cats favorite snapchat filter? I love the dog filter. I don't care if it's the ho filter favorite makeup brand(s): none applicable how many times a week do you shower? 4 or 5, more if I'm sad favorite tv show? right now probably losh shoe size? 7 mens I think? USA sizing? how tall are you? 5'4" sandals or sneakers? Sneakers!!! I have to wear socks do you go to the gym? hahaha I don't even go to the Pokemon gyms anymore describe your dream date: We go out to dinner, probably Steak and Shake. After dinner, we go to the park. It's a bit chilly, but not too cold. We sit on the grass in the dark and spend hours talking. After that, we go home and fall asleep together, cuddling and still talking about life. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? $6 and a ton of pennies what color socks are you wearing? Light blue with little snowmen how many pillows do you sleep with? One, but it's very flat and I need a new one do you have a job? what do you do? Yes! I work after school care at a grade school how many friends do you have? Lots, but only about 8-10 are people I hang out with on the regular whats the worst thing you have ever done? I made Nessa answer all 100 questions and she got me back whats your favorite candle scent? Mountain Lodge Yankee Candle 3 favorite boy names: Archer, Grayson, Lyle 3 favorite girl names: Nora, Zoe, Grace favorite actor? Can I say @wilwheaton and not have it be weird? Good. favorite actress? Can I say Auli'i Cravalho? Because she's rad who is your celebrity crush? @markiplier I'm sorry I'm a ho favorite movie? 101 Dalmatians do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I used to read lots!!! Currently it's The Raven King by Maggie Stiefvater money or brains? Money, probably do you have a nickname? what is it? Abbles, Mais/Mace, Mai. Or Rose how many times have you been to the hospital? Like 3 top 10 favorite songs; Rock n Roll Thugs- Icon for Hire American Boy- Estelle (feat Kanye West) What You Own- RENT Kids Again- Artist vs Poet Halo- Starset This Too Shall Pass- Danny Schmidt Pretty Little Head- Eliza Rickman Thunder- Boys Like Girls Vanilla Twilight- Owl City I Really Like You- Carly Rae Jepsen I also have a public Spotify playlist if any of y'all are actually interested in my music tbh do you take any medications daily? Yeah, but just my bc what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc): I'll go with oily what is your biggest fear? Being forgotten how many kids do you want? The dream is four, but there's some stuff going on that might mean less whats your go to hair style? Chop It Off what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc): it's average sized who is your role model? I don't really have just one, I look up to Finknor from wtnv tho what was the last compliment you received? Something about how great I am, from a coworker what was the last text you sent? "I love you" to my partner how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? Like 13 or 14 lol what is your dream car? A white VW bug with black Dalmatian spots opinion on smoking? No to tobacco, u do u on weed do you go to college? I dropped out after last semester but might go back what is your dream job? Professional Hermit. Also, bigwig book series author would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Rural do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? Duh. Not more than they give me do you have freckles? When I actually go outside, the answer is apparently yes do you smile for pictures? Yes. I cheese it hard. how many pictures do you have on your phone? 155 have you ever peed in the woods? Yes do you still watch cartoons? Yes!! do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? I haven't tried them from Wendy's yet Favorite dipping sauce? Ranch and bbq what do you wear to bed? Sweats/yoga pants and a t-shirt have you ever won a spelling bee? Nope what are your hobbies? Singing, reading, writing, disassociating can you draw? Yes do you play an instrument? Slight piano what was the last concert you saw? WinterJam lol tea or coffee? No Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Starbucks, for their cake pops do you want to get married? I do, I have wedding fever right now what is your crush’s first and last initial? E.R. and M.F. are you going to change your last name when you get married? Probably. what color looks best on you? Red. do you miss anyone right now? Yes, my partner!!! do you sleep with your door open or closed? Cloooooosed do you believe in ghosts? I do what is your biggest pet peeve? When people don't use their turn signal last person you called: my mom, to tell her my brother is a dumbass favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate chip cookie dough, or just chocolate regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Rainbow! what shirt are you wearing? A Madrigals concert shirt what is your phone background? A TAZ art are you outgoing or shy? Shy with extrovert tendencies do you like it when people play with your hair? YES I DO do you like your neighbors? Yes I do do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? Nope lol have you ever been high? No have you ever been drunk? No last thing you ate? Pizza roll bosco sticks favorite lyrics right now: We're all so fake happy, and I know fake happy summer or winter? Winter day or night? Night dark, milk, or white chocolate? Dark! favorite month? October what is your zodiac sign: Gemini who was the last person you cried in front of? Jupiter

#my post #about me #nessa

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scenarios-on-ice · 7 years

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That you are!

“Ma'am, I don’t know what you’ve heard, but whatever it is- either Furuta or the toxic side of the YoI fandom started it!”

I used to be firmly for Trans!Mutsuki but now I’m not so sure. I’m mostly just annoyed and kinda sad at how this particular issues is tearing the fandom apart…keeping away from major spoilers, when Saiko was trying to ask Mutsuki about something important a few chapters back Mutsuki was like “So….yeah. You figured out that I’m actually a girl.” and then abruptly left. That was mostly where the doubt started: Mutsuki refered to themself as a ‘girl’. Did this stem from insecurity about revealing themself as trans or was it because Mutsuki actually sees themself as female?

And then later on, “I’m almost embarrassingly female.” Does this mean that they find their female body a burden/embarrassing, or that they can’t help but acknowledge that yes, they do identify as female in the end? Doesn’t help that their expression during this scene is very difficult to read (the scene itself is quite disturbing in nature as well).

Then people started connecting the dots. During the auction arc Mutsuki once said to themself ‘It’s not that I think like a man’ and was disgusted when they felt men’s gazes following them. Add this to "I want to ‘live’ as a man" instead of “I 'am’ a man” and the fact that they were probably molested by their father as a child and the theory that maybe they’re just pretending to be male because even as they fear men, they believe being male to be a symbol of power, one that will keep them safe, becomes quite a bit more plausible.

Even more confusing since most of Mutsuki 'I am female’ moments seem to come during mental breakdowns so the fandom is up in arms about that too. Does the mental breakdown mean that they’re not in their right mind and just rambling, or does it make them speak the truth and stop hiding (like Kaneki’s memory breakdown during the Tsukiyama arc; it was then he finally stopped warping/denying his own memories about his mother)?

I personally believe that Mutsuki might turn out to be female after all (especially since this is a Japanese manga; Japan might be more accepting of the LGBTQ community than other East-Asian countries but from what I’ve learned it’s still got quite a bit of prejudice and stereotyping going on and LGBTQ individuals are viewed differently from how they are in the West. It would also tie in with Ishida’s overall writing style) but I don’t bash those who believe them to be trans because I really, really wanted them to be trans too…

I just wish the fandom would stop being so aggressive about this ;-;

(That parody tho)

True, true, Jean would make a good Angelica ^^ as for Dear Theodosia, don’t most of Burr’s songs fit really well with Jean? I think it’s proof that the Jean-Burr casting was meant to be.

OH YEAH I totally forgot about that. Hide-Peggy makes much more sense now XD they should form an 'awesome forgotten characters’ club!

Speaking of Hinami though, SPOILER but apparently she’s going to meet Akira soon.

Yeah, the only realy Hamilton AU we could achieve with TG is one where characters are forced into roles that don’t necessarily fit their personalities and therefore changes the outcome of the story (which could actually be a good thing; for example, if we cast Amon as Hamilton Say No To This would never happen).

But wait (lol). Doesn’t Urie actually fit much better with Burr?

In that case, it doesn’t matter who we cast. Urie-Burr would probably make the exact same mistakes as Musical!Burr did (if we’re talking about pre-character development Urie).

Well, to make up for Hide’s second death (who am I kidding nothing could make up for that) you now have the mental image of Tsukiyama rapping Guns and Ships at Yoshimura-Washington (or Shinohara-Washington).

And Koma like

“THE DEVIL APE A BARISTA SPYING ON THE CCG I TAKE THEIR COFFEE ORDERS, INFORMATION, AND THEN I SMUGGLE IT UP TO KANEKI’S REVOLUTIONARY COVENANT I’M RUNNING WITH THE GHOULS OF LIBERTY AND I AM LOVIN’ IT SEE, THAT’S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU’RE UP AGAINST THE RUFFIANS WE IN THE SHIT NOW, SOMEBODY’S GOTTA SHOVEL IT ENJI KOMA, I NEED NO INTRODUCTION WHEN YOU KNOCK ME DOWN, I GET THE FUCK BACK UP AGAIN”

(I could probably have made it rhyme/fit in with the actual lyrics if I wanted to but unfortunately I’m too lazy OTL maybe some other time

Also fun fact if you didn’t get to that point in the manga: Kaneki does have his own 'ghouls of liberty’ now)

As for Furuta, I think he’s probably going to get a tragic backstory too- everyone in TG gets the angst treatment. Ishida’s probably going to expand on his daddy issues. Also, there’s that one birthday poem Ishida wrote for him that strongly implies he’s suicidal/places little value on his own life, plus the fact that we can already assume he had a terrible childhood.

I’ve never heard of that anime but now you make me want to watch it…is it really worth a watch despite the 'wth’ elements? (Your Lie in April was the only exception I made for romance animes, but I’m willing to give anything a try as long as it’s got decent character development, is respectful with whatever themes it chooses to handle and doesn’t have too much fanservice (because frankly I find anime fanservice more cringey than anything…I always feel so embarrassed for everyone involved when it happens XD)).

And oh, thanks for letting me know! :D I hope it wasn’t too weird of a request ^^;;

Thank you so much for the ‘ripped s/o’ request! :D I really liked it!

Like, maybe it’s just me but I think Viktor (once he got used to it) and/or Chris might actually think it was hot. Dunno, just, in VIktuuri I can see Viktor being the sub (plus it’s kinda obvious that he’s really, really into Eros!Yuuri) so I think he’d find the idea of his s/o being a powerhouse appealing…especially since they don’t look it outwardly (what with being so smol and cute). He’d probably be determined to 'unleash the beast’ lol

(or maybe it’s just my personal bias because while I don’t have much of a preference when it comes to figure I still think muscular women look great)

Yuuri would probably be very much in awe once he recovered from the shock.

As for JJ, I think once he stopped flailing around his reaction would be a mix of betrayal and slight jealousy- “Wait, so all those times I was totally not struggling to carry you bridal style, you could have told me there was a reason you’re so heavy! And also, did you just let me treat you like a fragile doll when you were actually (not) stronger than me all along? WERE YOU JUST STROKING MY EGO BABE NO

Also let’s go to the gym together as soon as possible because I cannot wait to kick your ass

Nobody is allowed to be stronger than the King JJ

Not even his girlfriend”

Then s/o picks him up, throws him over her shoulder and takes him to his bedroom like 'boi, you need to calm down’

Peek-a-boo!

“Nimura Furuta died this morning (if only). I need a favour.”

That seems so complicated >_< I think I’m gonna stick to trans!Mutsuki (referring with he/him), simply because I haven’t reached that part in the manga and am still in the ‘Mu is male’ mode. Yeee, I don’t wanna go into that part of the fandom, I get enough shit from the yoi fandom already. Gaah, it really is complicated. I mean, I’m open to any Mu and don’t quite care if he decides to be male/female or genderfluid or whatever. I just want everyone to be happy ;-; And that’ll never happen because we’re talking about TG here. No one can be happy. It’s simple impossible.

The only thing we need now is a Hamilton for Jean... Ye, I don’t quite think we’ll be getting one. Except for Eren, but that LEAVES ALL THE PROBLEMS WE’VE DISCUSSED. SHIT. I’d pay to see Jean singing Dear Theodosia.

We can add Hide and Peggy to the club of forgotten characters along with Hinami (she is being forgotten it seems) and a few other characters I can’t think of right now XD

That’s the problem with TG. Most AUs are impossible, since the characters just don’t fit the roles nicely, they’re too grey to fit in. Gdi Ishida, you love making us suffer.

Oh yeah, Urie would be the best Burr! He’s a calculating character who’ll kinda suck ass to advance in positions. To think that this guy’s my favourite character along with Haise/Kaneki and Ayato...

I WANNA SEE TSUKIYAMA RAPPING HELL YEAH HIS ACCENT WOULD MAKE IT SO MUCH BETTER LIKE, HED BE ABLE TO IMITATE LAFF SO WELL I AM CRYING HELP

You’ve seen my ‘I’ll manipulate everyone out’, didn’t you? That one fits evem worse than this, so shush. I did reach that part, tho. One of the last things I remember is that hella sexy white suit Kaneki panel. I liked that one a lot ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Doesn’t everyone in TG basically have a tragical backstory, though? Like, name one (1) character who lived a nice and happy life without daddy issues suicidal stuff and so on. There are none I can remember. Well, I guess you could say that Tsukiyama had a pretty nice childhood, but he’s pretty messed up now, so I don’t count him.

Hmm, I think some people would be able to ignore them, but I’m pretty sure that you wouldn’t like the anime. I mean, it’s quite rushed with little character development and has sO MANY WTH MOMENTS, HE’S 15 FOR FUCKS SAKE, WHY DOES HE SLEEP NAKED WHY ARE THERE SO MANY INNUENDOS WHY DO THEY KISS IT LOOKS CREEPY WHYYYYY

No, don’t watch that anime. If you want to watch a romance anime that’s really good and has development, watch Kyoukai no Kanata. AND MAGI. AND HOUKAGO NO PLEIADES. I can always hit you up with anime suggestions if you need them *finger guns (and ships)*

Ooh, I like those additions so much! Would you mind if I added them to the actual post?

#evans #tokyo ghoul anon #submission

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